1993.07.16 The Matrix of Reality
While in the Old Testament, the first testament of this planet three major religions, it was common to have a winged messenger or the voice of God, Allah, Jehovah, etc. speak to someone who they decided was the one to receive the message. This, though no longer common, does happen from time to time. This is what happened to me. I was awakened in an early morning with an intense booming voice that seemed to come from far away from earth. The voice felt male and ‘he’ began to dictate information about the future through my mind. I fought it because I didn’t know what was happening. Fighting it made me nauseous and dizzy so I climbed out of bed and started writing on anything I could find, which turned to be our bills that were laying on the desk getting ready to be paid. My husband at the time realized what was happening, and ran for a notepad. I would collapse from time to time because the framework of consciousness being dictated through my mind was larger than my mind could deal with. It was like trying to read a manual and I hadn’t learned to read or hearing a song and I hadn’t learned the words, nor could I understand the music. Several hours later, this document was written and I slept for 24 hours after. This was a prelude to a visitation form another Being the next year who seemed to be part of some kind of shared interest of some kind of galactic contingency following the emergence of the human species. Since 1993, I have changed and become a part of the comprehension, investigation, and interaction with what is occurring with the human species at this time. I could not even get present to what is written in the next few pages for years. Now in 2017, I realize that this matrix of reality that the Being dictated through me is what is occurring…for some of us.
This body of work is based on recovering a matrix of reality, individually and as a whole, that is designed to allow the Spirit and the Flesh to live as one, and in that, making available the generative eco-system that allows the God* essence to quicken, forming the next higher integrated phenomenon of reality for all.
During this time, one may experience quasi-normal1 sensations as a mind, as a body, and as of spirit. These quasi-normal sensations are the Light substance of the cellular structure being activated. There is nothing to fear. Fear is not available in Light Force energy. The casting away of cellular tissue no longer useful to the molecular quickening is a natural occurrence. It can appear as upper respiratory coughing, on-sets of sudden fatigue and lazy thinking, as if one no longer cares about everyday matters. Life forms caught in lesser or no quickening, sometimes because of drugs and alcohol (or in infancy a constant barrage, without defense, of negative psychic infiltration), will quicken somewhat erratically, but as the molecular whole’s intensity increases, these life forms will be folded in. So, doubt no one who participates with you, nor try to judge where you are in the matrix. It will be of no avail. You are simply losing touch with illusionary reality.
All our dominions are intrinsic and congruent now. While you hold yourself as humankind, this is not where – this is not the attention of where this is occurring. This is occurring quasi-dimensionally2. This is too great for your matter (brain) to understand.
The cellular structure has adhesive substance in it. Investigate this. The substance can be touched by herbs, and possibly, homeopathy. Not knowing since this is a substance once removed from nature, yet, still containing Light energy. This will be a powerful maintenance factor, much like taking vitamins were a maintenance factor for the human body.
Like the human body, reality too is bettering itself. The hot tub not coming for 5½ hours was caught in the shift of time parameters. You think you are having trouble with time. Not true. Time, as you conjured it, is having difficulty with reality. Do you truly think the socio-psycho mind that this illusion required to stay in place could follow these dimensional shifts? There is no facet of this illusionary matrix that will remain. It is as if you and your world are on an old building whose foundation is crumbling. This is but one stage.
Another stage is an experience of a slowed down nuclear reaction. Investigate this. Structure, as you know it, simply ceases to exist in its present form. The sensation of time and matter in a heap at your feet will be very real. In this speaking, it is not physical structure I speak of, but temporal structure.
Third is a fusion**. Perhaps, better for your mind, an “infusion.” Not sufficient gray matter (brain) to continue here. I will re-speak this further in a bit. [My mind is groping with its egoic structure as the data seeks to present itself here.]
Phosphorus is substance for dry, hacking cough. The field of illusion in humankind suckles Light energy where it can find it. This must be replenished in those who, for destiny’s sake, must be suckled.
Gold is to evoke a simulated response settling to a body using drugs and/or alcohol to monitor its genetic alteration.
Mercury is more grave. Application when adhesive substance more dense and unyielding found in people illuminating, yet personally weak.
LOVE. Love is the Voice’s Light frequency of this dimensional moving. Love is the Voice’s Light frequency. Not love as you know it. Love like a word found through all the annals of humankind. Always illusive, yet always pervasive. Light energy sourcing itself over and over and over in the quickening cellular structure of mankind. The yearning, the longing, the desire—all evolutionary frequencies pulsing themselves through human consciousness in the physical body. All mankind was the father of this, from the sexual to the Tantric, to the Spiritual vibrations of Love as you know it. None of this is what is so. However, this is the closest to what you might know. Where you find it awakening is when you hear connective energy within the voices speaking with one another. It is there as if it is inclusion, not exclusion. The seeking of fusion, not separation. The influx of oneness without fear, embarrassment, gangliness, associations without common lineage or understanding. Semantics make no difference here. The vibratory frequency of the Light energy adheres to the voice. Again, the adhesive material of the awakening reality of humanity.
The female of the species is attracting frequencies that insist on associative merging. You might say there is something that must line up—very much like a female animal whose scent attracts the male species’ interaction. There is, you would say, a scent the female feels released within her system. There is as yet no sufficient coming together of male/female, but the female will persist in frustrated longing, somewhat as a mother seeking to produce progeny will persist until the scent is strong enough, vibrationally, to attract the male. This is not sexual or, as you would say, spiritual, but molecular—part of the merging process. Those whose Light energy keeps purging negative psychic materials from the mind/spirit substance will arrive at a waiting, an “idling” so to speak. Neither the males nor females of your species will understand this phenomenon, and many caught in severely displaced egoic structures will not make it through this period, mistaking the vibration for mating or human need for continuance. The male species will that moment be brought into service, for the female illuminated begins a new brain function not available without male intervention. It is the needle and thread of creation weaving itself through all species. Product will be produced through male/female collectiveness. This product will penetrate illusionary reality and interface with the unsuspecting populace.
Integration and disposition are key words here, before fusion mentioned. The male/female species, though brought from quasi-dimensional frequency and still physiologically designed to be part of the quickening of Light energy in the body, is at this point (as a species) not dimensionally sound. Members of the species finding this phenomenon of occurrence will be intensely stimulated in the feeling/ emotion/sensory plane. They will know if they have entered that merging. In the advanced stages of this aspect of regeneration and emergence, the egoic structure will release its energy pattern into a cosmic burnpile, furthering a neuro-atomic fusion.
The egoic structure has grown with temporal time—an interface material between eternal and physical. It, as in all creative matter, birthed a deity phenomenon to hold time in place. The egoic structure of the entity is the least significant, being a pseudo-structure to experience Earth plane.
As it amasses a certain collective madness (by madness, I mean here, an over-riding illusion simulated by all), physical structures, including their planning and design structures, will experience an increased unworkability. As a species, a hemmed-in
feeling will occur, as in too many cattle in a stall. This hemmed in phenomenon is the Earth plane edges of illusion breaking apart. Mostly at first, during this time, individuals of species will sense internal perspective shifts. Soon, however, “group” shift and realignment to higher data will occur.
This is not channel. This is mind. Your body is separating, reaching out to experience its quasi- dimensional form.
It is true you sit in the God* Center, as you know it. This must be ascertained. Without this ascertained, the rupture of the mind will be immense. This sense of separation is unyielding and cumbersome, leaving egoic life forms floating in limbo. There is no concern here for the quickening is en toto (total). The end result is Light Mind and the diversification is those who will be material for Mind and those who will be Mind minding the Mind. Fusion**, Mind, difficult in discussion, for Mind is not known as God essence. You, as egoic center, you do not know. Fusion** is what is known. Your egoic structure would rupture if it ingested that you dreamed what you called God* into existence. You would have to be up to pulsing, vibrationally opened to God* essence, and as you individually and collectively are vibrated into that essence, you experience being the dreamer and the dreamed. There is no arrogance here, for you are present for the first time to the innocence of humanity and you as Child of Humanity. It is a joyous time, for the illusion is remembered in its poetic delight, unfolded since Earth dimensional time began. All writing becomes real and felt. Truths are flesh delights. The illusional reality is experienced as a richness, a serendipity, as orchestra, chords and notes. As if the illumination radiates out beyond the temporal fixation. Explanation is only delighted in when Light essence exudes from the essence of it. Questions become access codes to dimensional openings.
Trust your voices. They are being raised as One Voice. Do not take too much stock in your perception of what you say. Communication is occurring simultaneously with body/mind/spirit breaking up, yet, communication is connective tissue. Communication comes differently for all. For some, each other. For some, inner hearing. For some channeled works. Follow attraction. It is the quickening process. Do not care about product*** of conversation, only connection.
Tantra Maat
1 quasi-normal – resembling or seeming normal but not quite
2 quasi-dimensionally – resembling or seeming to be in a single dimension, but not really
* God: Generating Organizing Design [of Creation]
** Fusion: Physics. a thermonuclear reaction in which nuclei of light atoms join to form nuclei of heavier atoms, as the combination of deuterium atoms to form helium atoms.
***Product: Topic or result
