2019.12.03 G.O.D. Matrix Building

2019.12.03

Please excuse any typos. I am having someone edit it but it is my journal entry in my consciousness diary so I am leaving it alone as the power of writing it was so much fun for me. And… publishing it now.

What if I come from a very different configuration of reality…and some of you do too. What if the reality I come from lives in harmony, balance, symmetry, proportion, and beauty with All Creation? What if in that reality we are interrelated, interactive, and interdependent with all Life? Most importantly, what if our mind was part of a larger Mind of Creation that contained councils and guides like the ones Joan of Arc, Tesla, Einstein, many saints and artists have experienced? We know now that we have a specific brainwave that carries this consciousness…. the theta wave that goes beyond the personal and even the transpersonal or intuitive and is experienced as being in touch with greater intelligences of Being. What if we have a mind that is not governed by the societal ways we are told things work but from a higher order that we experience sometimes as intuition, hunches, etc.? The Alpha Wave.

Even though science as we know it has proved these states of consciousness exist, human beings still are locked and loaded in methodologies and beliefs outside themselves as if there is something out there that if they find the right magic formula they will get the object of their affection. That is a very different reality from being in union with Creation, operating on behalf of what is ours to do, be, and have as part of a great living whole. You cannot leave what you are created by out of the equation.

I am handicapped in this conversation because we are so separated by religious dogma that our poor neural wiring is not able to comprehend that there is anything but a human being and an invisible God out there somewhere that if we follow its rules we will get to heaven someday. I do not know who started this rumor. Nor do I know why it caught on. What I do know is we are living in Paradise all around us except in the arena of human beings who have gotten caught in a reality of separation from themselves, others, and life. In my book, The Language of Creation, I go into this more thoroughly but for now, I want to explore with you this structure of invitation that was downloaded to me April 1st, 2019.

This is a learning – my learning and your learning. Even by reading this and trying to fit what I am saying into an existing perception, your neural wiring has more of a chance to open up into the higher orderings of Creation. By the way, higher orderings is a correct term as the brain waves frequencies go higher, your state of experience changes dramatically. Most people’s brains are caught in the neural wiring of the beta wave: “I’M LATE! I’m late for a very important date. I cannot say hello or goodbye. I’m late. I’M late, I’M LATE!!!” and “Am I there yet?” This brainwave addiction is the source of mental fatigue, poor mental concentration, and general anxiety.

When I received this ‘theta wave’ message, it was the first time, I knew I was not to bridge the gap between what was happening in a higher-order or try to explain or have people understand…. until now. Why? Because people have been coming to the calls and therefore the fact they even come, has opened a door to greater consciousness for us all.

There will be a world again someday..maybe not today or tomorrow….and there were worlds that existed where their sole interest was keeping interactive, interrelated symbiotic matrixes sustained and maintained so that this physical reality of duality where everything looks separate from everything else could be held in the higher orderings of nonduality where everything is part of everything else, everything has a place, and everything operates on behalf of everything else and as part of a greater whole. Angels, Higher Beings, aspects of our intelligence, all operated together as part of a paradise of embodiment that could experience sensations, imaginations, sensitivities that cannot exist without a piece of physical machinery – the human body – that translated the higher ordering into a physical paradise.

I am a matrix builder. This is very different than moving people around on a linear playing board trying to get them somewhere when there isn’t anywhere to get. Matrixes restore the structures within which realities of the higher orderings can reinstate themselves in the physical.

This invitation to Building a G.O.D. Matrix is part of a higher ordering.

I have been asked by higher powers and forces of Creation that are part of the Realms of the Beloved that know humanity as their Beloveds to work with Human Beings who are beginning to experience their Sovereign Nature and the Sovereign Natures of others. This Sovereign Nature of Being recognizes or at least considers he or she is part of a greater whole and is in alliance with known or unknown powers and forces of Creation. You will know if you are called. Any confusion regarding my languaging and my perception will not matter. You will find it is yours to do to enter into the realms of mystery and evoke these higher octave activities of consciousness as part of who you are as a Generating Organizing Designs of Creation. Your perception is limited to the horizontal world of doing without being connected to what gives you life and what has you exist as whole – the realm of Being. There is a different doing connected to Being. I will meet you there.

I am very excited about it. You see it is an etheric matrix imposing itself on the physical matter to bring about perhaps only a beginning, maybe more, of a new structure of reality within which myself, another, and money operate in a different manner.

What has been so amazing is others have become intrigued with trying to find a way to word it that makes sense to people because they can tell what is being proposed is valuable but elusive. I have loved working with them. It is in working something through, not with a goal of people buying a product, but with a goal of becoming conscious of a new way of being in the physical reality that has not existed in our times, maybe never that is in unity with ourselves, others, and the higher orderings of Creation that once existed here.

When the G.O.D. message came to me, I was imprinted with a reality that does not exist at this time. It was compelling and intriguing to be part of the possibility that it could exist. Let me show you an example:

1. The exchange of money is based on either charge per hour or for a specific goal achieved. This is not that.
2. The person making the offer lets the person looking at the offer the contractual arrangement they are purchasing- This is not that.

Isn’t that cool? The engagement of, “THEN WHAT IS IT?” stirs the blood and the neural fabric that is conditioned by our present relationship with money. The fun part is I can even say what it is and the blood will stir. The neural fabric will still be stressed by the inability to comprehend.

1. When people ask me if they should do a consult with me, I say, “I don’t know.” I am operating with their direct link with what created them and their direct relationship with what they are to be part of. The whole point of someone trusting themselves is that when they trust themselves for no good reason, they are IN TOUCH with themselves. People come from a very different place when they book a consult. They are in touch with the sovereign nature of their Being and THEY are calling the shots of their own existence. Simply awesome, don’t you think.
2. When people ask if they should do an event of a journey, I say, ” There is how to approach this. Imagine you are not going to attend and see how that makes you feel. It is all very simple really if you are to be there, you can’t ‘NOT’ be there If you are not to be there, you can ‘NOT’ be there.”
3. In this instance, the higher ordering consciousness I am getting to participate with is operating along the same lines. The end result will be simple. The person will work through all their issues around money, working with me, even considering they are a G.O.D. in physical form and part of greater G.O.D.s in nonphysical or etheric forms. Generating Organizing Designs of creation. Then they will know whether it is theirs to do or not.

I am not changing the parameters. The parameters of this matrix you and I are participating in, just by reading this journal entry, is already occurring. It does not start with putting down the money or the goal out there somewhere. It has already begun. Through our struggling to understand new neural webbings of higher orders of reality are burrowing their way into here. We are part of the evolutionary activity of moving into the new greater whole of what connects us to life and has us exist as whole. We are part of building a new G.O.D. matrix already.

I know it is hard to think I have no interested in the money, but I don’t. I still have no idea why the three price amounts, not what makes them different or the same. It is the evolution of my own mind in regard to money that I am interested in. I don’t know about you, but I HATE being caught in survival mentality around money. Oh yes, and don’t forget, the ‘how can I trust you with me’ mentality that has as my oldest son said has everyone guilty until proven innocent. Also the amazing ability to ‘clean up’ the cobwebs of ‘what will people think’, has been fun too.

Opps! back to the parameters:

1. The person who is called by this will design the contractual relationship. This is beyond awesome. They will find themselves trusting beyond what their understanding can perceive. Their intuition, their own higher mind will click into play and a certainty will occur that will be irretrievable. They still may not take action but the higher ordering of their mind has found a home at least. That is enough for me. Maybe it is too big a leap at this time, but the working of a new reality of money has begun to take root. You see, human beings ARE manifestors of realities. Just not to scrape by but to dance with that we are part of.
2. Because it is a new model of reality, we will also discover the power of a higher equity than the ‘you scratch my back, I scratch yours’ or ‘you need to give me what I need without any participation on my part’- commodity thinking. Both of our minds will become part of a higher ordering of consciousness and in keeping the sensation imagination, the sensitivity of our sentient higher intelligence stimulated these higher octave brainwaves will grow in function and what we came to do, be, and have will become apparent and actualized. Such fun!!! Can you imagine a reality of transparency between people that work things through together and are part of a miraculous unfolding together?

As you can see, or perhaps not, the matrix building is occurring that is part of a higher ordering of new futures rising. I love we are all struggling with this. Our minds are brilliant and as we think our thoughts become the grist of the mill where new systems of thought and new systems of manifestation rise that are based in the higher ordering of unity or nonduality as some may call it.

That is the simple completion of this journal entry. The financial request was made by a higher ordering of reality of which we are a part. We just may not be ready yet. But I can promise you one thing, where money has corrupted and dominated our lives, our inquiry, and mental struggle to comprehend out beyond that corruption and domination will make a difference. ‘

Thank you.