I woke up at 2 a.m. a Field Being being a Field. I was outside of the circumstances and situations that have been plaguing me for a while now. Plague is the right word.
I realized I have been moving through the ethers of debris fields of aberration for a bit now and this morning while still feeling the feelings in my body, I knew that they were not real and were graying my world and my spirit – like Sai Maa talks about for those of you who know Her Holiness.
I pray we all make it through these entrapments that have plagued humanity and turned them against themselves, others, and life. These aberrations of a reality separated from the beauty of life have built a low-frequency belt of unhappiness that surrounds the human system – I forgot for a while that the energies I have been feeling are not what are real and I even know they are not real and even if they were, not where I exist. I bought it for a while, they came on so strong.
But no more even though the feelings are quite gripping and feel very real – less now and less tomorrow. I am replacing them with the beauty of the night sky, the touch of my goddog, the clients who call and are emergent, the wisdom community of which I am a part, and caring and kindness in the face of what appears as uncaring and unkind.
Maybe if I share this someone else won’t buy what they are feeling. Maybe they can feel the horror, yes, but also feel themselves moving through the eruption of the matrixes of separation with everything vile spewing out now…feeling shame, terror, feeling conned, manipulated, shunned, unwanted, etc., and our shared Soul of what a human being is really designed to be carrying us through it to the other side
This picture shows it best. Human beings at some point need to recognize what is not them but the water they found themselves swimming in and build their own field of energy that belongs to other ethers – kindness, joy, compassion, peace, etc.
All my love today,