This Christmas For Me
I fed my dog, Lily, spoke with a old friend who has great vision, minded the deer who stood by my fence until I went to the garage and put their food in a plastic box I use to store my shoes and carried it out to them. I have not yet repaired the deer feeder our visiting female bear knocked down. Then I filled the squirrel feeder and the bird feeders and came in.
To Be With You.
There will be a celebration on thw 25th of December for Jesus Christ. It was the day when I was ten years old in a Tennessee movie house that I gave Jesus my life. You may not want to read on from this point. You may think I am trying to get you to be a Christian and if you aren’t, I think something is wrong with you. That is not the case. Please read on.
It was in an old theater with the piano pad still up front. I was a Tennessee hillbilly. The preacher at the end of the movie asked who wanted to take Jesus as their Saviour. I was the first one up. I desperately needed someone to save me from the pain of my life mostly with my mother that was crippling to a young child. It had been bad enough, but then my precious baby brother was born, who I loved deeply and everything went bad. I became the bad child. who didn’t know what she had done.
But that day the preacher put his hands on my head and declared me saved, I entered a metastate. A state beyond my normal conditioning and I no longer felt alone. I had always prayed to God, but I had never had Him by my side. That day, accorrding to Christian tradition, his son walked with me. This is an experience a lot of people have had and not only in the tradition of Christianity and not only with Jesus. I love that I got to have this link. And I know that that link is not so for everyone.
The day before my son Jeremy had a brain seizure and died, not knowing why, I was compelled to find someone to take us a church in a brutal snow storm. It was a Pentacostal couple that made it through the snow to get us. In church, I saw Jesus at the front of the church reaching out his arms to me. I ran to him. Fell on the floor and cried on his sandy sandals. I didn’t know why. The people in the church had no idea what was going on. The next day my son went into a coma and died five days later but this Being called Jesus was there the whole time with me. I could feel his hands on me and his love holding me.
It is sad to me that we have been taught to fear the mystical realm of connection between the greater systems of wholeness that exist and that often came and gave their lives for us.
Since that time, I have expanded my relationship with the nature of Creation, called by the Christian religion called God, beyond the borders of belief into a living experience of being one with that within which all life exists. But my personal relationship with these experiences I had Jesus are rock solid like in the movie Contact. I do not discuss this relationship, defend it or promote it, but it is mine and that connection keeps me whole.
Why I decided to bring this up before Christmas Day in the United States is because much has been done in the name of Jesus and who he held to be his ‘Father in Heaven’. but these actions were not His actions. We are in a bevy of word baths that feed fear and separation and blinds us to other words that are not of this reality of separation that like a virus has tried to take over this landscape of Creation.
When I was given the depth of connection that the metascience of Language of Creation carries….when I was given the templates…when I used the word Creation which connects all belief in what we might have been made from and is the water we swim in….this deep pervading consciousness of another reality persists.
I want to use this moment to acknowledge the man whose legacy carried on and/or the son of god who came in form to show us what we are designed to be.
In the reality of separation, human beings live in a state of fear of themselves, each other, life, and what created them.
In a reality of unity, human beings live in a state of unity with themselves, others, life and what created them.
I know, I know. You were conditioned to think it is about the people that makes the world, but it is not. Even in the face of what is happening at this time, there are also places that people are taking care of themselves, others, life, and are alive with what they were designed to be as part of Creation. The reality of separation is collapsing. The only question is will it take the human species out of existence. I don’t think so.
I don’t think a man who come to this earth and told us that he, in his advanced state of Being, would die for us so we could live, would say that if is wasn’t true. Maybe he knew something we don’t.
I pay attention to the reality of unity rising.. there is no need to be for or against the world around us, but to return to the principles of this planet’s ecology.…its Life design.
- Everything has a place.
- Everything is a part of everything else.
- Everything is always evolving.
- As something goes out of existence something comes into existence. There is never oblivion.
- As something deconstructs, something constructs.
- As something collapses, something rises.
Unity is also the design of Jesus who I hold to be one of the embodied beings of the earth and the cosmos.
Today, I wanted to quote Jesus. He was definitely part of one of the realities of unity. Even if his peers wanted to use him for war, he did not operate according to their terms of for or against. He operated in unity with all life.
“A new command I give you. Love one another.”
“For what shall it profit a man, if he gain the whole world and suffer the loss of his soul?”
“Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God [Creation]. Trust also in me.”
“Let the one among you who is without sin be the first to cast a stone.”
“My kingdom is not of this world. If it were, my servants would fight to prevent my arrest by the Jews. But my kingdom is from another place.”
I am grateful for my experience and my knowing of a kingdom of unity that lives in the fabric of that which is not in unity with itself. I am grateful to write you this blog and let you know that there is another reality and you can find it…right where you are standing.