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25 March 2023

2023.03.025. Honoring What Rose in 2 Engagements This Morning

Thank you…

At the back of our brain at the top of our spine, we kind of have these two spiritual antennae. Once upon a time when human beings had halos as they were a type of creation that could feel their nature as part of a ‘heavenly’ realm. Try not to be too specific about what a heavenly realm might actually be, but a heavenly realm would have an experience of love and being loved and loving and this experience of, uh, um, being loved and of being loved. This part of our brain seems to be quite active right now.

This morning I woke up to this poem from a dream.

I was reading to a group of angels who’d come to carry me away from here and knew that I had mastered the poem I read to them., Letting them know was like my having found my entrance into heaven – defined by the experience of a realm of loving, love, and of being loved.

The Poem:

I’m awakened to a great happiness for today. I am alive.

I must not measure my life by the world around me, but by the fact that I have today to live.

So much comes to have me measure my day in unflattering ways. And yet life flattered us every day by, it’s coming…

So little indeed, there is for me to remember.

This dream has a message for all of us, but it’s a very specific message, and I want to say it in the privacy of your own being.

I know there’s something so delicate right now about the interface between even a teacher like myself or anyone that one would seek support. The delicacy is ultimately what we are looking for is our unique and essential direct link with realms where we experience our happiness.

There’s something about the privacy of your own direct link with yourself, with others, and with creation coming from your own internal privacy that is rising now and important for your own emergence in your return to yourself as a Beloved. A Beloved is one whose system is restored to love, loving, and being loved.

I’m going to spend a lot of time on this for the rest of this year.

What I am speaking of could be so relevant to your life right now or it might now.

There could be this deep mystery awakening inside of you. And, in the midst of this terrible hackathon of how our thought streams have been weaponized against us. It is as if we dare not, like myself in my own privacy think of myself as a holy woman. These internal ’emergences’ are because our deeper natures that have us be love, loving, and being loved are rising. Speaking from my own privacy, nothing I need or want to prove to the world, in truth, there would’ve been times in ancient times when I could have easily spoken and recognized myself as a holy woman because that kind of nature had a place in our world as part of the deeper, broader wider nature of things when so above and so below were one.

The need for what I am calling ‘self-recognition’ or “you see me and I see you” is because this recognition of your own remembrance eventually by yourself and others creates a needed place to be recognized and known for the contribution of what then is provided to people and to life.

It is an awakening without you that seems to be streaming through your own privacy as if you deeper connected, in communication with your realms of so above/so below are trying to avoid the survival ego that fights to have a place in the outer world and in that loses a connection to the inner nature of being that is part of all life. This dynamic of awakening lives is your internal private sense of self.

I’ll give you an example of it. How I navigate myself and always have for many, many years, probably the last 40 years of my life which would have been from 30 on was very careful not to be connected in too deeply into the world I was born into. I knew that whatever had happened had us reliving stories that kept us mesmerized in a dream state that had lost touch with the greater reality[realities] of which we were a part. There was a relationship I had with a kind of the greater kingdom of consciousness, of which I truly know myself to be part of. I call this kingdom the realms of beloved. The realms beyond these realities that separate everything from everything else are states of existence not hemmed in or separated from each other but part of each other – all operating in different poetic delights of expression.

I knew I did not want to be identified as a holy woman. I love the words because of how whole I felt within me when I used those words for me with me. I knew what was important in this configuration of reality was to be identified for what I was useful for, for what I could provide, for what I could be a resource for, not for this kind of aberration that had people focused on me not themselves.

It occurs like an aberration for me that somehow I would be special or I would be more important, or I would be someone that people would give their lives to or have to follow to get their own sense of self when they carried that sense of Self already within them. I wasn’t on for that. I am not saying it is wrong only that, I worked better in my own thinking being a resource. I was on for providing, and I was on for being useful.

Now there’s this weird hackathon going on. What we are is hacking its way to be the operating nature of our existence here. It is not necessarily pleasant but it is emergent. We are in a great moment of time because this deeper nature of self within some human beings is so emergent and seemingly needs to be self-reflective so that people can have a private comprehension of themselves inside of themselves.

I think some people would call it God. For me, it’s like Creation and Realms of Reality like the Beloveds within which we are loved and within which we love. But it’s internal, not public so that ‘self’ trust, and being ‘self’ aware can emerge and a human being can exist as ‘to thine own Self be true”.

The original nature of the original design here, which I call paradise, a place where being loved and being loving is a happiness is really emergent right now. It is happening in the emotional realms, the more feeling part of life with life returning to being vibrant – you being a vibrant expression of life as your own nature, as your own field phenomenon. And, right now, there is an eruption of feelings and thoughts because we are in a reset that is really uncomfortable right now because we are not in charge. The greater Realms of the Greater Multiverse that adore and love this planet and her forms and multidimensionally flowing into the earth now as this Planet and enough of her forms have craved the original nature of the original design here.

We are very tender. Every human being whose deeper natures of unity are rising are very very very very tender because…. everything that broke us from our original nature of being part of all life rises in our heart, rises in our mind – it can be terrifying, painful, and shaky as we live it through to where all the horror that happened to us becomes forgotten. I am aware of a seemingly very weaponized aspect of destroying a human being’s relationship with itself triggers. And yet this search, this search for knowing yourself accurately with you to yourself is amazing to me. Something very deeply connected to who we are when we are whole is rising and this phenomenon of something very deep and very internal, I’m doing my best to give it a place.. to give this rising of this internal intimacy with one’s own being. This is not casual. Our powerful inner nature of Being is restoring our capacity to be part of something amazing that will have us exist in a totally different way within the next 3-4 years. And, for some, maybe many, this emergence is dominating a lot of human beings now because this cosmological planet we’re part of, is returning to her Self and her right relationship with the cosmos. She has been doing this for a long time. And now, enough human beings who craved her to return to herself and us wanting to return to being part of her again are generating a field phenomenon of emergence that is well beyond our mental capacity to track and follow….but it would seem…upon us to be lived.

19 March 2023

2023.03.19. The Personal Self of the Beloved

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Why discover who. you are as the personal self of the Beloved? Only those of you who crave your Self will probably even find your way here and then there is much more in the way to stop you. It always amazes me, including myself ten years plus ago when I and others were identified as Beloveds of Beings who were so excited to make contact. We have literally zero ability to take in how loved and excited for connection we had with the ‘Mimzys‘. That changed over the next few years when we went back and shared the same excitement like lovers who got past the awkwardness of shared intimacy and were in the delight of connection. I no longer care if people participate with me. I am busy being in love with whatever and whoever crosses my path with glitches of course in the historic identity that thinks swimming in a constant pool of love and loving is impossible.

I love the idea of just making a date with Creation like Socrates that hung out at the gas station in The Peaceful Warrior. Then I simply wait and see who shows up to talk with me. I know there are at least a few to talk with and it is not mine to know who.

We completed an entry point for developing the possibility of a place in time and space for the Realms of the Beloved to have time with us and for who we are as part of our Selves as the Beloveds have a safe place to meet with also. I shared the importance of the entry point:

your commonly used name must be changed by me into an avatar name you chose that you can change at any time.
you will not be visible. I use zoom because your image captures more particle waves than your voice and it is your image that holds you in place here in this realm of illusion, not your voice
you are welcome at all times to make comments or ask questions in chat until the field of the Beloveds is established and secure for vocal and perhaps visual interactions.

Required Entry Point Recording in March 2023 into Who you are as a Cosmological and Planetary Beloved…

14 March 2023

2023.03.14. What once might have been Fiction…

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The Celestine Prophecy that James Redfield wrote tells a story to speak to his personal spiritual journey:

In the book, the historian explains how the world is currently undergoing an enormous shift in consciousness, elaborating on how things had been generally understood (until now) to be: 1) In the beginning, people believed the world to be governed by the forces of divinity; everything could be explained as an act of a god or gods, 2) With increasing knowledge of the world, brought about by scientific inquiry, people turned to the men and women of science for an explanation of life and their world, and 3) Since the problem of how to find meaning in the world could not be solved by science, people chose to instead focus on efforts to improve their lives materially, subduing and plundering the earth for its natural resources, with a hyper-emphasis on controlling economic conditions and market fluctuations. What was now occurring, explained the historian, was that the baseness of our current conditions had begun to infect our souls as well. We had become restless and desperate, primed for another fundamental shift in consciousness so as to bring about the creation of a new, better world.

The book is a first-person narrative of spiritual awakening. The narrator is in a transitional period of his life and begins to notice instances of synchronicity, which is the belief that coincidences have a meaning personal to those who experience them.

In the Tenth Insight James Redmond writes that each individual soul is part of a larger “Soul Group”, which shares the mission of helping the evolution of the human soul as part of the cosmos of which our planet is a part.

After all, it is only a story but how come so many people I am working with who are awakening feel that they are part of another story emerging in the midst of the one that humanity thinks it is living? Present beyond the story we have been given and seeking to remember and awaken ever more…I wonder.

James Redfield, the author of The Celestine Prophecy and The Tenth Insight, writes widely on the topic of human spiritual awareness and is active in the worldwide effort to save our last remaining wilderness areas. James lives with his wife, Salle, and cat, Meredith, in Alabama and Arizona.

One of my favorite powerful conversations was with him after a speech he was giving.

All of us who are part of another story is rising now and finding a way to bring these connections with Creation stories back into the reality of human beings. This is my way.

4 March 2023

2023.03.21. Zero Aries Astrological Reset

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Tonight’s activation at 6 pm Mountain is a chance for us as human beings to reset our lives back into our unity with our spirit and our flesh, our planet and our bodies, the cosmos, and our spirit…or maybe the mesmerization is still too enticing.

Just as Bracha Goldsmith did an impromptu video about the power of the new moon on March 21st, 2023, I responded impromptu realizing that we as human beings are returning to what was once normal…being the activity of a metapoint of the cosmos and the planet as a MetaSelf -which we will get into in the Realms of the Beloved. In very real ways, our bodies are activating remembrance of the alchemy and the biochemistry of clay and the water that they formed from. I did an impromptu video on February 27th, 2023 that was introducing what is emergent in right now.

Zero Point Aries

You will know more after watching Bracha and my videos but for now, we have a chance to activate our MetaBody and our MetaSelves and become part of patterns of remembrance and return of paradise patterns here.

10 February 2023

2023.02.10. The Mother and her Forms

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I did not come here to work for human beings. I came here to work for the Mother – this planet – and the original nature of the original design of her Forms – who they are when they are in unity with Life and are operationally part of all Creation. Being part of completing the last 12,000 years of human beings who became captured by those and that which does not operate in unity with all life and what has life exist as whole here has been my endeavor and a successful one and for many of us is now complete.

Now, this planet is able to reawaken some of her forms and biologically and mentally have them reidentify themselves as part of the greater whole of Creation here “the I Am of the Self”. In that, I have shifted into being that in word and deed, already that in thought.

You are welcome to join the I Magi, USA or I Magi Australia in the events at www.tantramaat.com or request to join I Magi European by emailing theoffice@tantramaatcom. I have no vested interest if you do or do not. You will be walking into that which is just now being lived in our own awareness – a story unfolding from the unknown into the known, being lived, and giving us an opportunity to awaken skills and capacities needed now. You can also come onto The Realms of the Beloved and build a matrix with me there. The activations will become pertinent to the reuniting of the planet and her Forms now.

I will be active on the Facebook Page: A Sacred Space for Rest and Courage – A Field of the Principles of the Tantra and the Ma’at. Two active etheric realms which carry the original design of the primordial female energy that formed this planet and is the foundational consciousness here.

We in the Field of Tantra Maat have known for a couple of years now that there are people who are Self-awakening and becoming Self-aware. To be able to be where who you recognize yourSelf to be, even if not cognitively capable of articulating it, is what happens when you are part of new stories unpacking with others in the Field. Not being told a story to live, but being where being part of your story and other stories are unfolding. You could say this is a new medium but it is not. It is how we began as storytelling. Everything went to shit when we were mentally deranged to only believe stories that were being forced upon our ancestors.

In the Language of Consciousness Institute, the meetings, the talks, and the opportunities restore your language of creation in the Mind of Creation. Me, I am developing skills and capacities of the Self of the original nature of the original design here that was diverse and powerful, and creative in individuated expressions – all part of a greater existence we are capable of being and sharing.

If you wish to engage with me in our shared field with Creation or work with activating yourself equal to what you are embodying, I will look forward to being with you there.

9 February 2023

1993.07.16 The Matrix of Reality

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While in the Old Testament, the first testament of this planet three major religions, it was common to have a winged messenger or the voice of God, Allah, Jehovah, etc. speak to someone who they decided was the one to receive the message. This, though no longer common, does happen from time to time. This is what happened to me. I was awakened in an early morning with an intense booming voice that seemed to come from far away from earth. The voice felt male and ‘he’ began to dictate information about the future through my mind. I fought it because I didn’t know what was happening. Fighting it made me nauseous and dizzy so I climbed out of bed and started writing on anything I could find, which turned to be our bills that were laying on the desk getting ready to be paid. My husband at the time realized what was happening, and ran for a notepad. I would collapse from time to time because the framework of consciousness being dictated through my mind was larger than my mind could deal with. It was like trying to read a manual and I hadn’t learned to read or hearing a song and I hadn’t learned the words, nor could I understand the music. Several hours later, this document was written and I slept for 24 hours after. This was a prelude to a visitation form another Being the next year who seemed to be part of some kind of shared interest of some kind of galactic contingency following the emergence of the human species. Since 1993, I have changed and become a part of the comprehension, investigation, and interaction with what is occurring with the human species at this time. I could not even get present to what is written in the next few pages for years. Now in 2017, I realize that this matrix of reality that the Being dictated through me is what is occurring…for some of us.

This body of work is based on recovering a matrix of reality, individually and as a whole, that is designed to allow the Spirit and the Flesh to live as one, and in that, making available the generative eco-system that allows the God* essence to quicken, forming the next higher integrated phenomenon of reality for all.

During this time, one may experience quasi-normal1 sensations as a mind, as a body, and as of spirit. These quasi-normal sensations are the Light substance of the cellular structure being activated. There is nothing to fear. Fear is not available in Light Force energy. The casting away of cellular tissue no longer useful to the molecular quickening is a natural occurrence. It can appear as upper respiratory coughing, on-sets of sudden fatigue and lazy thinking, as if one no longer cares about everyday matters. Life forms caught in lesser or no quickening, sometimes because of drugs and alcohol (or in infancy a constant barrage, without defense, of negative psychic infiltration), will quicken somewhat erratically, but as the molecular whole’s intensity increases, these life forms will be folded in. So, doubt no one who participates with you, nor try to judge where you are in the matrix. It will be of no avail. You are simply losing touch with illusionary reality.

All our dominions are intrinsic and congruent now. While you hold yourself as humankind, this is not where – this is not the attention of where this is occurring. This is occurring quasi-dimensionally2. This is too great for your matter (brain) to understand.

The cellular structure has adhesive substance in it. Investigate this. The substance can be touched by herbs, and possibly, homeopathy. Not knowing since this is a substance once removed from nature, yet, still containing Light energy. This will be a powerful maintenance factor, much like taking vitamins were a maintenance factor for the human body.

Like the human body, reality too is bettering itself. The hot tub not coming for 5½ hours was caught in the shift of time parameters. You think you are having trouble with time. Not true. Time, as you conjured it, is having difficulty with reality. Do you truly think the socio-psycho mind that this illusion required to stay in place could follow these dimensional shifts? There is no facet of this illusionary matrix that will remain. It is as if you and your world are on an old building whose foundation is crumbling. This is but one stage.

Another stage is an experience of a slowed down nuclear reaction. Investigate this. Structure, as you know it, simply ceases to exist in its present form. The sensation of time and matter in a heap at your feet will be very real. In this speaking, it is not physical structure I speak of, but temporal structure.

Third is a fusion**. Perhaps, better for your mind, an “infusion.” Not sufficient gray matter (brain) to continue here. I will re-speak this further in a bit. [My mind is groping with its egoic structure as the data seeks to present itself here.]

Phosphorus is substance for dry, hacking cough. The field of illusion in humankind suckles Light energy where it can find it. This must be replenished in those who, for destiny’s sake, must be suckled.

Gold is to evoke a simulated response settling to a body using drugs and/or alcohol to monitor its genetic alteration.

Mercury is more grave. Application when adhesive substance more dense and unyielding found in people illuminating, yet personally weak.

LOVE. Love is the Voice’s Light frequency of this dimensional moving. Love is the Voice’s Light frequency. Not love as you know it. Love like a word found through all the annals of humankind. Always illusive, yet always pervasive. Light energy sourcing itself over and over and over in the quickening cellular structure of mankind. The yearning, the longing, the desire—all evolutionary frequencies pulsing themselves through human consciousness in the physical body. All mankind was the father of this, from the sexual to the Tantric, to the Spiritual vibrations of Love as you know it. None of this is what is so. However, this is the closest to what you might know. Where you find it awakening is when you hear connective energy within the voices speaking with one another. It is there as if it is inclusion, not exclusion. The seeking of fusion, not separation. The influx of oneness without fear, embarrassment, gangliness, associations without common lineage or understanding. Semantics make no difference here. The vibratory frequency of the Light energy adheres to the voice. Again, the adhesive material of the awakening reality of humanity.

The female of the species is attracting frequencies that insist on associative merging. You might say there is something that must line up—very much like a female animal whose scent attracts the male species’ interaction. There is, you would say, a scent the female feels released within her system. There is as yet no sufficient coming together of male/female, but the female will persist in frustrated longing, somewhat as a mother seeking to produce progeny will persist until the scent is strong enough, vibrationally, to attract the male. This is not sexual or, as you would say, spiritual, but molecular—part of the merging process. Those whose Light energy keeps purging negative psychic materials from the mind/spirit substance will arrive at a waiting, an “idling” so to speak. Neither the males nor females of your species will understand this phenomenon, and many caught in severely displaced egoic structures will not make it through this period, mistaking the vibration for mating or human need for continuance. The male species will that moment be brought into service, for the female illuminated begins a new brain function not available without male intervention. It is the needle and thread of creation weaving itself through all species. Product will be produced through male/female collectiveness. This product will penetrate illusionary reality and interface with the unsuspecting populace.

Integration and disposition are key words here, before fusion mentioned. The male/female species, though brought from quasi-dimensional frequency and still physiologically designed to be part of the quickening of Light energy in the body, is at this point (as a species) not dimensionally sound. Members of the species finding this phenomenon of occurrence will be intensely stimulated in the feeling/ emotion/sensory plane. They will know if they have entered that merging. In the advanced stages of this aspect of regeneration and emergence, the egoic structure will release its energy pattern into a cosmic burnpile, furthering a neuro-atomic fusion.

The egoic structure has grown with temporal time—an interface material between eternal and physical. It, as in all creative matter, birthed a deity phenomenon to hold time in place. The egoic structure of the entity is the least significant, being a pseudo-structure to experience Earth plane.

As it amasses a certain collective madness (by madness, I mean here, an over-riding illusion simulated by all), physical structures, including their planning and design structures, will experience an increased unworkability. As a species, a hemmed-in

feeling will occur, as in too many cattle in a stall. This hemmed in phenomenon is the Earth plane edges of illusion breaking apart. Mostly at first, during this time, individuals of species will sense internal perspective shifts. Soon, however, “group” shift and realignment to higher data will occur.

This is not channel. This is mind. Your body is separating, reaching out to experience its quasi- dimensional form.

It is true you sit in the God* Center, as you know it. This must be ascertained. Without this ascertained, the rupture of the mind will be immense. This sense of separation is unyielding and cumbersome, leaving egoic life forms floating in limbo. There is no concern here for the quickening is en toto (total). The end result is Light Mind and the diversification is those who will be material for Mind and those who will be Mind minding the Mind. Fusion**, Mind, difficult in discussion, for Mind is not known as God essence. You, as egoic center, you do not know. Fusion** is what is known. Your egoic structure would rupture if it ingested that you dreamed what you called God* into existence. You would have to be up to pulsing, vibrationally opened to God* essence, and as you individually and collectively are vibrated into that essence, you experience being the dreamer and the dreamed. There is no arrogance here, for you are present for the first time to the innocence of humanity and you as Child of Humanity. It is a joyous time, for the illusion is remembered in its poetic delight, unfolded since Earth dimensional time began. All writing becomes real and felt. Truths are flesh delights. The illusional reality is experienced as a richness, a serendipity, as orchestra, chords and notes. As if the illumination radiates out beyond the temporal fixation. Explanation is only delighted in when Light essence exudes from the essence of it. Questions become access codes to dimensional openings.

Trust your voices. They are being raised as One Voice. Do not take too much stock in your perception of what you say. Communication is occurring simultaneously with body/mind/spirit breaking up, yet, communication is connective tissue. Communication comes differently for all. For some, each other. For some, inner hearing. For some channeled works. Follow attraction. It is the quickening process. Do not care about product*** of conversation, only connection.

Tantra Maat

1 quasi-normal – resembling or seeming normal but not quite

2 quasi-dimensionally – resembling or seeming to be in a single dimension, but not really

* God: Generating Organizing Design [of Creation]

** Fusion: Physics. a thermonuclear reaction in which nuclei of light atoms join to form nuclei of heavier atoms, as the combination of deuterium atoms to form helium atoms.

***Product: Topic or result

27 December 2022

2022.12.27. Angel Visitation

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In the same way, the bard passes the hat for the people to support him or her in his or her journey, I am taking on that tradition here. If you would like to support this story being told you are welcome to donate here.

h12.27.2022. Journal Entry 1

[since Chaco Canyon has been opened up for us to participate in as multidimensional beings…a story I am part of and have been embodying has opened me up into finally sharing…not something I do willingly as my own personal process I to do not see important unless relevant which it very much may be now}

It begins…

Interesting that this would be the day I would know I needed to get this in writing. It started a long time ago when a group of people gathered around me so I could exist here. I didn’t realize until my visitation this morning that my “getting in here” what we now might refer to as embodiment set up a body of work that I loosely term “restoring paradise”. *a footnote in the paragraph. Paradise is what once existed here. Maybe not everywhere but mostly because paradise here carried the original nature of the original design here where…

…. where everything is part of everything else {regardless of whatever mindsets have separated human beings from that awareness, that vitality, that beauty.

…where everything operates on behalf of everything else

…where everything is in relationship with everything else

…and everything together in different stages of awakening is always moving into the next greater whole.

[be clear all these words came later…but they came from where I came from and what I remember and what now is embodying again here on this planet at this time (my editor kept asking me, “Where is here?” So I leave where is here up to you.)

In the first recursion of embodiment, I was sheltered in a community that saw things that would be unbelievable and definitely misunderstood as they kept maintaining me in a human life until I could embrace a human life without risk to the BDW consciousness that existed as my awareness and my sense of reality. The care and tenderness and humanness that they took to make sure what I carried did not go away and yet making sure that I got to experience the everyday life of a human being was remarkable and worked.

Bit ago, I do not remember the exact time, but it was this year. It was a day when the RV was being towed to the repair shop, and my system [that means my emotional, mental, physical spiritual system] went through a shattering (“thank you my beloved Michelle from your book Pivot”}. A shattering is when your system begins to include more than just your locally recognized existence. For me, I shattered into “I am the tear of Maat” for several days. A gateway was opened, not to close again it would see. This can come with real physical actualities like an outrageous spike in blood pressure.*Another footnote in the paragraph…this is why the Field of Tantra Maat is a field that is held in the principles of Tantra and Maat. The Field was formed so that these shatterings when they would begin to occur did not break the person in the shattering. As a coherent community, the coherency could hold each other as we each together and individually moved [shattered sometimes] into the next greater whole. Michelle has/had people there for her. I have people who have with me created a coherent field {see in bold above – this capacity ‘restored’ creates a coherency, a unity that can take the impact of the expansion and not collapse to an extent that the person or the people cannot get to the other side into the next greater whole [the next greater whole carries more dimensional capacity]. The Field of Tantra Maat is a coherent field. There are others who have formed coherencies also. I am always busy finding them. *another footnote: The 3^rd dimension is shattering its separation from the dimensionality of the totality of our whole system’s existence.

All that has led to this journal entry today. This is part of a story that was never told. Never given to a bard to sing a new song…until now…when there are many bards to sing it… as well as others now rising to remember and be sung.

We begin here for now…. 2022.11.11. Tobias’ response to Tantra’s question:

“Am I in the right direction of my life’s next engagement/work?”

Tobias speaking to the rest of Tantra’s Soul Family: “I’d like to speak to you. Soon, she won’t belong to you. She won’t even belong to herself. It’s very interesting you asked this question because perhaps none of you will belong to yourself that you’ve known anymore. Hers is just more urgent. I have been inside her mind the statement she said. “I seem to be in the wrong perception in getting thru the right door.” That’s what she can count on. This is a little bit true in some other of you but you see when she goes to configure something in the way she would have once configured it, it makes her brain buck and the place thought had been coming from starts coming from another place…dimensionally.

It came to me earlier when I might have been talking to Russ or Cynthia Marie, about this paper you all have with the 13 dimensions… will you make sure that I ask her to share it at least with all of you, but, definitely to some extent, it is clear far more than some others. The neural wiring of a brain is going beyond 3 D. This is a good conversation. You see there is accuracy in that the 4^th Dimension became a nightmare…where the dream state, like the Aborigines who know that the dream state is reality and that the waking state is a dream. So, where things got deeply aberrated, in other words, human beings began to think the waking state was reality and the dream state was—your ability to dream was not.

Then we go to the 5^th and 6^th Dimensions and use that document that Being could counterbalance each dimension in a very effective way. Someone, Indigo Light is his name, but when what has happened, you all have up until now pursued expanding out beyond the 1,2, and 3 dimensions into the 4^th because it was the problem.

I think she once said…” I think my hourglass has been turned upside down and now it’s right side up”. She was accurate because how it works here is how the 9 or 10 dimensions would be accurate on that sheet is repairing, you could say, in the terminology, it is repairing the whole dimensional system response.

Imagine, you can’t even comprehend that the 9^th and 10^th dimensions are infiltrating all the dimensions, and everything is resetting to the 9^th, 10^th, or 11^th dimension. When that begins to occur for the human neural patterns, it is very hard for them to complete their day because up in the 9^th, 10^th, and 11^th, reality doesn’t come from doing, reality comes from dreaming so your friend is dreaming but, she doesn’t know she is dreaming.

She thinks that she’s in reality. She thinks she’s awake, but she isn’t. She’s dreaming. It’s why I can take longer because she’s asleep, sound asleep right now. I could probably talk all night. [I was in a trance state at the time so Tobias could speak freely]

Her question if I would answer it for her is that she’s dreaming and for her in her aberration, as you all are experiencing, she thinks that it’s not ok to just dream. It’s somehow, she must be awake, and this will make her weird for a while. It is her psyche, it is her being, it is her soul to return to the dream from which all life manifests through many, many types of dimensional consciousnesses. You know, she wonders why she can’t go work out at the gym. It’s just not part of dreaming right now. Just not part of dreaming. I think this is sufficient for a response to the question.

Is it acceptable? I would like to go now. …. Must always share our stories.”

(I/we, I don’t think understood his last statement. Now at least for me, I know I understand because I am being driven to share a story that could not be told until now.)

Two days ago, on Christmas day, I went hiking with Danielle, an amazing being, and Keven an amazing funny wonderful somewhat unruly reservation dog. I have been experiencing the template of paradise here again and others have also. Then, we aren’t, the system is back in the illusion again. But there is a confidence now in those of us who are experiencing these state shifts that Tobias addressed above. This is not ego or personality driven. We are all finding ourselves observing our systems like being on a ship that we can trust even though we don’t understand the storms and the lulls of it all.

Then yesterday, I got sick. I am using the words carefully because I do have a fever and I do have thick white mucous when I cough or sneeze, but mostly I am sickly with no reserve for doing much of anything and sleeping a lot.

Then this morning, I woke and dragged myself out of bed to go to the bathroom. Keven immediately came into the bathroom and backup up between my legs as I was sitting on the toilet and stayed there looking up at me, rubbing his big, long-jawed head on my leg. I rubbed him and caressed him and kissed him and he responded by licking my face Our time together was so gentle and long with no hint of just trying to get me to get him breakfast. C had made sure if I needed anything she was completely available, and it felt so good. I asked her if she would take Keven with her when she walked her dog, Alfie.

I made Keven’s food and went back to bed. As I lay there, I could feel C with Alfie and Keven rounding the corner in front of my bedroom. I thought/felt/existed in, “I am in the beauty of the human family.” This unexplainable feeling of paradise that has been bubbling up and being present like a new ‘real’ filled in its absence and I was held in its state of existence again. I tried not to cry. First, because I might get sicker, but mostly to see if my body could stay held in the sweetness with no reaction to it.

Then, laying in bed, beside me my bed indented as a beautiful white angel glistening in a gown of snowflake-like lace material sat beside me and laid her hand on my arm. I tried not to cry still working with having no reaction so that my state of experience could embody a new norm in me—more fitting to being one with paradise.

I could feel she was tagging off of what Tobias said, which I can only remember a little bit of – about being in a dream. *hence I went back and got the script that Diane had transcribed and I added it above.

The angel’s words to me: “All these years you have used the phrase building and restoring matrices. In your imagery, your thought patterns were focused on building out into the cosmos, breaking the boundaries between the earth and the greater universe of which she and her forms are a part. While that was true, it was not that you were building out into the cosmos only to go out into the cosmos. [*footnote: which I think is an ascension confusion]

You and the people were also opening up the highways (my words for that which loves life here and is committed to it existing once again as a whole -paradise) so we can be with you [not just meaning me] again. Now you could say you [in our geopathic work] are establishing landing pads so we [of the realms of the beloveds – that which operates in the same coherency as the earth does] can share life with you here again [ as part of the expression of the multidimensional nature of our human design]. “

She said, “Don’t you remember Shasta? You know, they were able to come into the 3^rd dimension because of what you all created. I’m able to come in today because of what you all have created [as a field phenomenon location].”

She stayed a long time until I felt strong enough to go into the kitchen to make my drink.

There persisted a feeling that a kind of weird paradise-possibility phenomenon also. I kept pondering this sickness I am in. I had a hint of thought,“ I just have to let the beauty come in and let it absorb itself in my cells.” I had the uncanny feeling that, that there was this molecular confusion going on and that maybe the rebuild is rebuilding of our molecular structure into – has to do with the only phrase I heard from a woman who died that was one of my clients, The Beauty Way, a modern tradition based on the template of existence the Navajo Indians pray as a traditional prayer.

The Beauty Way

By Sallie Bingham

The Navajo/Diné traditional prayer is called “The Beauty Way.” Here it is in Diné—the Navajo name for their nation—and translated into English.

In beauty, I walk
With beauty before me I walk
With beauty behind me I walk
With beauty above me I walk
With beauty around me I walk
It has become beauty again
It has become beauty again
It has become beauty again
It has become beauty again

Hózhóogo naasháa doo
Shitsijí’ hózhóogo naasháa doo
Shikéédéé hózhóogo naasháa doo
Shideigi hózhóogo naasháa doo
T’áá altso shinaagóó hózhóogo naasháa doo
Hózhó náhásdlíí’
Hózhó náhásdlíí’
Hózhó náhásdlíí’
Hózhó náhásdlíí’

You are invited to one of two or both World of Unity Zoom Gatherings.

One is an Americas & Australian Time Zone zoom World of Unity on January 4th, 2023

One is a European Time Zone zoom World of Unity on January 6th, 2023, if you feel called to this kind of story you may or may not be suspicious of the story like this you are beginning to live.

17 December 2022

2022.12.17. It wasn’t until tWitch died that…..

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It wasn’t until tWitch died that what the people who are my personal caretakers have said to me came home to me. I don’t know if people realize the stress on people who know life is meant to be beautiful and extraordinary. I read an article today that someone posted about how vaccines, modern drugs, the automaticity of work, work, work and do, do, do is part of a reality that is taking us down. In the work of Tantra Maat, we call this a reality of separation. But I have been told that it is particularly hard for those who know this isn’t real and find themselves in heartbreak even though their personal lives are beautiful. This is the power of connection and also that bane of connection. With no place to go when you are in your heart optimistic, when you know the beauty of life, and the wonder of it all, and your love for those around you and those you meet is beautiful and strong. You find yourself carrying the empathic response to the collective heartbreak of the planet with no place to weep, to cry, to feel the loss…well it is life-defeating…I know. Can I even dare to write here that my heartbreak at the collective level has had me wake every morning sad beyond measure with. my heart hurting with the pain of every loss of every human being whose time is NOT to die? I have seen and been shown 2021-2027 so I can hold myself true even when I am not waking up into feeling like I want to be here. I generate it in how I do my day. Going into beauty, taking care of what I love, and reading the WhatsApp threads and social media of my friends. Tending to life while at the same time no longer driven to tend to what weakens the joy of being here. My caretakers call it many things. They say I have carried the world on my shoulders long enough. I need to find ways to be cared for now. They say there is a strategy in which that which goes against life seeks to snuff out the hearts of the Lightbringers, the kind, the tenderhearted, the joyful. They say I suffer from heartbreak and that is a beautiful thing because it is real and not make-believe as the world would have it. 40% of the USA that is considered affluent suffer from mental depression. All I know is that I want to thank tWitch for the statement he made and I wish he hadn’t had to make it. It slammed me into the clarity of what I am feeling even in the midst of my precious personal life and I am grateful. His loss can give us the resolve to not let ourselves be taken down by what has undermined life on this planet for a long time. I am clear it is in its end of days. I was shown how hard it would get emotionally and in our gut and our solar plexus and in our hearts. That is what the prophetics have been saying for the last two years. Build your emotional palette. Choose what gives you life in a minute-to-minute way as what has been demonizing life here is in its final days. The dark before the light. The storm before the calm. Please hold on and build a life where you are standing. I wish I had a way to tell his wife and children that it had nothing to do with them. It is the final vestiges of realities that have had us live in separation from who we are and how we were designed to live here that I promise is dying. We just have to hold on and not die from it.

I love you. Tantra Maat

31 October 2022

2022.10.31. Honoring Death on behalf of All Life

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November Messages from Tantra Maat
October 31st, 2022

A day grows old as we do.
Do not wish death upon it.
Let it live, let it love, and only then should you let it rest in peace.”
Michelle C. Ustaszeski.

Today, October 31st, 2022 is a significant moment for the human race. Today begins the Day of the Dead celebrations which can last through Nov 6 in some areas. We are in times when we have taken much for granted. Freedom of choice and freedom of thought will receive a death blow in the coming years. And yet…. consciousness of another way of existing is also rising. `

Am I pessimistic? No, I am far from pessimistic. I had known about these times since around 1994 when I was visited by what in my altered state I experienced as a G.O.D. All. of these prophecies except one have come true and that one is in the making. His message was loud and clear. “Have them not be afraid.” Great sadness will come upon us from time to time. Fear will also be part of life as we move forward, but he also said, “The Gods must finish their stories here.” What he meant was the belief that human beings are sinners or evil will fade away, but so far it would seem it needs to be lived through not just known. Those thought mechanisms were instilled in the human race a long time ago. That said, more and more of humanity seeks peaceful coexistence. So today, the Day of the Dead, I honor those who went before us and the dying processes of life as we have known them making the way for new life and new ways of existing.
I love you.

I am mostly doing private one-on-one work now, and a few matrix-building groups for those who feel called to generate with me and each other a future using the strengths and capacities human beings carry in the extraordinary psyche they carry.

Development of the human psyche as part of the consciousness rising on behalf of life here is a delight.

I am stunned and delighted at the maturing consciousness of Being rising in human beings. Figuring out what ‘doing’ is in the face of becoming part of the future of new futures rising is now before many.
I am a beloved consciousness of recognizing and supporting ‘being’. So for me, I am living in delight. I am at work to shift the offers to reflect this. Those of you who have already had an engagement with Creation with me, thank you. Working through languaging what is not yet for visible but rising in your consciousness is a challenge, like one of the engagements yesterday, humorous as both of us tried to articulate what we were present to.

I want you to know that there are those who would be working with the greater alchemies on behalf of you, life, and themselves.

Open to the public, there are two times when people are gathering with me on behalf of Life/life.

Four public times are open to the public:

One is the World of Unity Call (the first Wednesday of the month).

The second is the Transmission/Activation (the last Wednesday of the month). The Activations are particularly exciting. I saw in the first part of the year that humanity was beginning to subconsciously experience itself as one body. This is particularly significant. It means that some of humanity is reconnecting back into the original design of a one-soul species that operates on behalf of Life/life and what has Life/life exist as whole.

I also have 1 of 3 I Magi groups (the first Wednesday of the month before The World of Unity call) developing the psyche of those who are remembering their skills and capacities.

Finally, The Realms of the Beloved (the third Sunday of the month) is now giving a place of connection with the Beings who love us from the multiverse and who have joined us at this time. Just like Shasta in the beginning years post 2000, I am watching at an individual level and perhaps, even a group level, our consciousness beginning to rid itself of buried trauma from the abuse of more powerful Beings and discover that those who love us are here in truth. You will know this by direct experience, not by me giving you a specific group or an individuated Being to believe in.

The other 2 I Magi groups are presently closed to the public in Europe and Australia. Also, the I Guardian group. The consciousness that has us become capable of etheric functions that we were once capable of are restoring and it takes committed listening to give rise to these ancient alchemies in each person by awakening into themselves …again not a study that imposes my belief.

Then there is the social media presence of CreateAWorld – an alliance of people interested in being vulnerable and transparent in their journey of commitment to themselves, others, and Life/life.

I will be beginning Sacred Space of Rest and Courage again on Facebook. I restore etheric fields within which realities of unity can rise. The electromagnetic field of the internet is a great place to do that. CreateAWorld is a shared alliance. Sacred Space is where I want to be able to keep people interested in what is beyond what is constantly mesmerizing human beings separating them further and further from themselves.

You as the Mind of Creation will be out soon after three years of work. I am excited at how timely it is.

Now to end my contribution to this time of honoring death. Samhain, Día de los Muertos or The Day of the Dead, Halloween, All Hallow’s Eve, Beggars Night – something is clearly important about this time…

C Bean shared From a Friend in Ohio…

A Poem for Samhain

I am organic, recyclable, beautiful in life, and beautiful in death… Every living thing grows out of every dying thing…

Soon I will lie down on this soil and be engulfed by the moss and the leaves of the woodlands… I will become one with the dirt and the wind and the rain…

The Breath of my Spirit will return to The Divine… My Soul will return to the Ancestors… And my Body…

My Body will return as the grass in a meadow or an oak tree standing tall or as minerals rushing through the water of a stream…

You are welcome in my forest… You are welcome to come to play in the Life created by my Death…
Melody Lyn Bentley Jenkins

25 October 2022

2022.10.25. A Sacred Space for Rest and Courage

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I am cuddled in the Tesque foothills outside of Santa Fe, New Mexico editing the final chapters of You as the Mind of Creation with a beloved, Dr. Heather Hunt DC. I just received an email from another beloved Tash from Australia, her yesterday is my today. My today, we will meet in the sanctity of the unknown in the Australian I Magi…

Beloved Tantra Maat,

It is 30 minutes after the Solar Eclipse New Moon and there was a thunderstorm building up to this here.

Just want to give you the names and places that I know for our gathering tomorrow morning here…

(it is the places I will record here not the names as the names are folded into the sanctity of magic(.

TEMAGOG NSW at a place called ELYSIAN FIELDS

YARRAS NSW

CRESCENT HEAD NSW

BROOME, Western Australia

DUNSBOROUGH Western Australia (or near there)Dubbo NSW

It will be good to be together again.

And tomorrow [my today] is exactly 3 years since Uluru was returned to be cared for by the Anangu people and climbing was stopped.

In 45 minutes, I meet with another beloved, Janice and we will be in the sanctity of CreateAWorld. Vulnerable openings up into the wordless phenomenon of the beloved devoted to life and our human connections to it. Being part of Creation’s new story unfolding in our/their/others/the powers and forces care of existence in all its forms.

This week as part of The Field of Tantra Maat’s Alliance with Damanhur, I and other beloveds will be with those we love who have died before us…because the veil is thin during these days…..and to be with those we love without having to be separated from them is a treasure. Niall came to me before I came here. My husky wolf precious Sienna was in my dreams this morning. Lily’s quilt covers me with her spirit laying across it beckoning me into the comfort of my soul. I love the state of being in the Field of Tantra Maat – not me you see – the Field of the principles of tantra and of maat. Maat is strong this week as these principles are part of the deep underpinning between human beings and the once relationship we had with our beloveds – our ‘gods’ and yes these gods did not punish, they walked with us and we loved our earth together in the tantra of our existence.

Ma’at refers to ancient Egyptian laws, philosophy or concepts which promote order, balance, truth, reciprocity, harmony, righteousness, morality and justice. Ma’at is personified as Ma’at, the Ancient Egyptian Goddess of Truth, Justice, and Order. She is usually depicted as a winged woman. The Goddess is often shown with an ostrich feather on her head, or with a white ostrich feather. The feather of Ma’at was an important part of the weighing of the heart of the soul ceremony in the afterlife. This is where the heart of the soul of the dead person was weighed in the scales of justice against the feather.

This alliance with Damanhur is part of moving as the realms of the beloved in supporting the evolution of humanity and the complete liberation of this planet. You see we are one of the beloved. We are living the legacy of the more primordial substance of our existence love of life, the devotional activity of life, and empowering life wherever we can find it.

My day carries on into working with honor the saboteurs within us who saved us once and now if not returned with honor to their rightful place within us will destroy us. Meeting with those of us taking on this journey of right remembrance, in this beginning morn and then to the book written from a reality of unity, the template of which I carry within me.

This is my day.

All this builds toward tomorrow. Simple moments in time like the Activation tomorrow night increasing the remembrance in the human system where we were messed with to forget. You might want to read what I wrote.

and then the next ….and then the next….

all beautifully flowing in the restoring of the realms of the beloveds that once existed here

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