Took a day off to be with the deeper spirits of things….
I’m walking the dog today. I’m at Veterans Memorial Park. I’m looking at the sun in the sky. It’s beaming strong through the smoke from the fires in Northern New Mexico. It’s such a strange time. I was born for these times because there are ways that human beings once carried in their unity with Creation that they stayed vital for and I stay vital for that. That is when what doesn’t work on behalf of life is collapsing and what does work on behalf of life is expanding. In our global community, this is tracking.
I developed a global community, but not for the reasons people think. When you have community, real community, and someone’s there for you when you can’t be there for yourself, most people think that’s just because of your neediness as an individual. But actually, it’s so much more than that. It’s because when we’re in unity with creation, we take care of that relationship through taking care of each other and ourselves as well as everything else in the natural world. Oh, did I mention that human beings are designed to be natural!
Let me give you an example. I had an emotional event a couple of weeks ago. I’ve been addressing it quite a bit in my speaking the last few weeks. A lot more people’s bodies are starting to respond to the deeper more innate and natural connection with Creation or Life than the body has before now. It’s like the body doesn’t wanna be an automaton, a robot anymore. If the body has a personality, I think this is what it would say. Oh, yes…the body does have a personality. It is a biochemical one. The body is no longer, if it ever was, user friendly to being unsupported by emotional strength, emotional connection, emotional alchemies like tenderness, kindness, people wanting people to live, people, wanting people not to be harmed, people knowing that human beings don’t want to harm them and that they love them and care about them and are glad they exist.
Had to breathe for a minute on that one. The body is going to yell and palpitation and schism and shock us until we get we are emotional fulfillment beings.
For me, it printed out Monday, several weeks ago at an individual level. They were towing my RV away that my dog Lily and I had lived in, and it was just a real mess. My insurance company didn’t bother to tell the towing company. I had an RV. I had three towing companies that canceled when they got to my house and realized I had an RV that they were towing. Yep, it was just a mess and I got more emotionally upset than I was prepared for. But then another emotion took over – a powerful transpersonal all encompassing emotion – the loss of human beings ability to be there for each other, even knowing how, the loss of a deep intimacy that humanity once shared with each other and all of life.
The emotion cracked through the individual coding of my system and cracked into a whole for all humanity on behalf of all humanity. And while the personality of a human me being may still operate in a, “I”, “I”, “I” “me”, “me”, “me” way still, the biological system isn’t anymore. Why? Cuz the human being as a species is at risk. And so this deep empathy, which I started posting <laugh> at the beginning of these 15 days, ain’t gonna have it – the emptiness of a emotionally dead world. I’m gonna post a few more paragraphs from that chapter before the Activation Wednesday. For now, know that the biology of a human being isn’t designed to be unemotional. The biology of a human being isn’t designed to not care. And the biology of a human being isn’t designed to not be cared for. What we, myself and therapists, and medical practitioners are watching right now is quite enlightening to really see in action. I’m not the only one. There are a lot of people that are having heart events and brain events and fatigue events and just being sick and not having any diagnostic reason why.
We can chalk it all up to the environment, but I promise you this is different. Certainly, I am looking up at a sky that is nothing but smoke, but at the very same time, it’s not all we are when we look up into the sky. We are our feelings. We are sensations. We are our sensory systems. We are so much more. Today I really had an insight that I wanted to share with you because it’s something that’s so innate to me that I missed it until I was compromised by the event I had physically a few weeks ago. I didn’t recognize it’s another thing that human beings don’t recognize about themselves who they are to Creation and why they are important to Creation. Oh yes, did I mention you are part of Creation? You are always Creation creating, sustaining and maintaining Creation and embodying Creation.
It’s been about maybe three weeks or two weeks since I kind of went down for the count with this TIA.
A Tia is a minor sort of like a brain stroke, but it’s, it’s not necessarily dangerous, but it does knock you out for a while.
Now I am figuring out how to regulate my supplements and my thyroid so that I can have my vital energy sustain itself while I go through these surges, these empathic surges of connection that are literally activating the deeper aspects of our biology, where our spirit and our flesh meet. In our CreateAWorld programs, we are chatting about this also.
I have had to move with energy surges when I become part of a greater Creation all my life. I am down for the count and then I just go back into rebooting. I figure out what my system needs to Jack itself up temporality, figure out what my system needs to nourish it. I just have an innate way of getting back after all these years, cuz it’s really important to me to get back, to be again in being my connection with all life, which includes human beings. It is really important to me matters to me that I’m part of the greater whole that I’m part of in the unity of all life. It is important to me that I get to do my part, play my role, which I choose to play.
For most of my life, I have had an uncanny ability to move with the weather, but I’ve known for the past year, that while I couldn’t impact weather, I could be part of caring about it. See, I know it’s hard to believe, but when you’re part of the greater whole of which you are a part, you are part of the ecology of Creation, this planet, and the cosmos <laugh>
There’s this consciousness in you that actually awakens that has ethers, and energetic currents where you can communicate your unity with the powers and forces of creation like the weather. Maybe you haven’t heard of a rain dance or prayer. Ethers – energetic currents. There’s a whole bunch of ancient alchemies that humanity has lost its relationship with and frankly lost its intimacy with, lost the beauty, the magic the wonder, and the love.
So…
I’ve been tending to myself and tending to the Field of Creation because we’re not just an individual, we’re part of a greater whole of which we’re a part and designed to participate with, which these days, would seem to be in strange and unusual ways. today I had a schedule with my personal trainer at 7:00 AM. I love the mornings. Humans are not up yet. I’m not a fan of the cacophony in the airwaves of human voices <laugh> which I’ve always had to monitor and gotten used to in the monitoring of it in myself over the years.
I also love to be in the oneness with the Earth so I have been monitoring my relationship with the fires in Northern and Central New Mexico and with The Mother Earth and her activity there. If you have a daughter or you have a mother that you love, you, you hang out with them and you stay close and you stay connected in case you can provide something that is needed. It’s not power ‘over’, like you’ve been taught it’s power ‘with’. So I’ve just been monitoring The Mother Earth and caring and listening and wondering what the balance is and seeing what might be going on that I might have some ability to kind of make a request, but not in a way human beings think – it’s all done with the heart and the mind and the being and the connection.
I got up earlier and before Keven and I came to the park, I went to work out. I’d been working out with my Personal Training three times a week because I’ve been going through my weaknesses these past weeks and can’t get my strengths back. When this happens, I basically turned myself over to other people who I trust and I do what they say. <laugh>
Because…
..it’s all about building back. We all treat each other and ourselves like we should be stable a hundred percent of the time. Well, give me a break. We’re being so empathically slammed right now that we do have to master the art of building back. It is time to create a world as part of that empathic connection to all life, examining how to monitor our physical bodies, particularly our biochemistries, so that we know what supplements to take, which Heather is working on. When we know we’ve lost some of our vital energy and we begin to figure out how to build back, it’s different than a cure. It’s a built-back our vital energy. A cure comes from a feeling that our bodies are mechanical. WE ARE NOT mechanical. We’re impacted by what happens in life. We’re impacted by our empathic connection to all Creation. Especially now, Off we and I went. I had a half-hour to do the treadmill before I met with Emma, my incredible personal trainer.
I get on the treadmill and I realize I’m back – that my vital energy is back. And, as usual, working with staying attentive and aware, my body comes back truthfully in strange and unusual ways. And.. it does really have something to do with balancing between jacking your system to keep going and making sure that the nutrients of your body stay fed. Your body stays fed by nutrients. Especially nowadays. The beings that lived on the earth always did that. You know, they would eat a lot of fat cuz they were gonna take a long journey or they were gonna fight and they needed to not have their bodies go into shock. So it’s a very interesting phenomenon. And magical actually when you begin to truly tune into ‘be’ one with your body not to cure it but to be on the side of it being able to manage your need to be whole and part of Life…in whatever Life is for you, but, at least, way beyond the circumstance.
I noticed I was back. It was so great. I turned on my running music, my favorite music that I play. I was running on the treadmill at my pace and semi-dancing. I looked up and there were the fires on the news on the TV screen opposite me. I felt my body fill with Mother Earth and I KNEW I had the vital energy to contribute. I knew I felt myself get through the door. That’s the only way I’d ever know how to talk about it. You know, when you’re connected to the personality level, that’s just you having an experience that you saying you’re having, but when you’re connected at the spirit flesh level, it’s orgasmic.
So… I could feel myself through the door and I can’t really talk about why it’s like in the door. You’d have to be there.<laugh> it’s beautiful. You find these ancient arts of ‘being there’. And I ran vital energy to the mother cuz it was there to do. That’s what human beings once did. They gave their own vital energy when they had enough vital energy. They built vital energy through dance and song; through making love; cooking together and laughing together. This is how they fed the earth vitality. They fed the earth in such a way that the earth could keep the balance here and include human beings in the equation of life here. You can see how far afield we’ve gone from that point of origin. It was beautiful and I miss it in others. AND…I delight in it in mySelf.
So.. here I am watching the sky and watching the smoke. I’m listening ‘with’ The Mother. I’m her daughter. You’re her son. You’re her daughter. I’m being with her. Now that I can find my way back in cuz my vitality’s back. My vital energy is not adrenaline. My vital energy is my unity units in my unity with all Creation. My love affair, my joy. I know she can feel me now. I don’t know if there’s anything I can do about the fire, but I do know that the planet is a place of balance, harmony, symmetry, peace, proportion, grace, beauty, and love. There is a break in the separation. We are one. We are dancing. I begin to think RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
Rain for me is my balance, my harmony, my beauty, my love. Rain helps the balance and a balance might be rain. I came out into the sky and deep into the earth…all the time walking with Kevin, watching the smokey sky. I am in the power of imagination that is impossible in our present terminologies and perceptions. I’m ‘thinking’ rain, ‘thinking’ the joy of it, gully washing and getting me soaked <laugh> … having to dry off at the house and the rain roaring…. water….water, a foot on the desert, not able to absorb it anymore. I’m using the imaginative creative gifts that were given as human beings, not to call on an inanimate thought called rain, but to live rain, to feel rain, to be the rain.
I’m getting to know Her here in the desert. I’m getting to know what She’s paying attention to. So I can pay attention ‘with’ her.
I just wanted you to know because it’s possible that those same deeper alchemies, those more powerful ethers, in you will start to awaken and I’d like that.
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