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An Excerpt from The November 6th, 2019 Unity of Care Community Telecall
2019.11.06 Community Call Part 1 – Jim’s introduction.
Jim: Good evening. This is Nov 6, 2019, Unity of Care community call I am Jim Williams …. (etc)
Tonight is an interesting call, an interesting time. It is always interesting when we have these calls we get together and actually consider whether a culture can arise that integrates the so above so below principles. At least I think that we together collectively stand for a returning to that both/and where structures include others in the field And while we are establishing our own direct link with creation we are working together to kind of probe what it is. What unity actually is; where does it come from? What is it actually about?
I think it does come from the constant inclusion of what is essential and unique of all life and our experience of all that. And so far we are kind of novices in this new territory. We are kind of populated the territory with registers that allow us to conduct that exploration of our minds and being present to, opening up into and having a way to kind of rematrix our world that carries a new vibration, a new vibrational register.
It is kind of for me in a way the processes that we’re engaged in, because the mind can only relate to that – the mind’s constructs. But we are designing connector interfaces and kind of a science of what that means and the participation in the spirals. And I hope that (pause) What we are participating in is like a balancing of the form and the formless that all have a place in the codification of some greater system.
And what is codification? It is integration and its again back to that inclusion of all things in all life. So we are in the physical body designed to ultimately connect with what is far greater than we can even understand (that is intellectuals and ponderers and philosophers and … and dreamers) All together we are in some melting pot looking for a crystalline network that has the formula needed to operate the interface that we are as part of the field of beings who are kind of wondering beyond our current registers of existence; whether we really interested in finding about possibility of not identifying with the thinking mind. And coming from the other side which is that idea of more.
And so as a community, as a field of Beings being in unity in the community what is rising now is, what we are looking at is potentials are opening up, is stuff that really never existed. Then so, we don’t really have a mindset that exists to have a whole lot of confidence that we have the ability to meter the flow of the energy and notice that it all is pumping. And what if our role in all of that is to stabilise the miraculous? And to begin got manage its play by building those registers that will allow us to find the strength stamina and capacities to know that the miraculous is real. And beginning to lean into it and with it.
So again you always have to face, or I always have to face; I think we all have to face whether our minds really care about letting that darkness be revealed that brings those new realities beyond the horizons that we can begin to perceive into some kind of way of being held that then allows us to kind of edge into that uncanny nature of what is the miraculous. Call it alchemy, call it some magical formulae that we are all about, I believe.
So can we, can a culture arise that brings forth those principles? Well I think so, and that is what tonights call and all our Unity of Care Community calls are about. Because I think that we are at work imprinting a new code of DNA for humanity to reinvent itself in this aberrant world of chaos and find a way to restore to the next greater whole by observing and craving and recreating what does, what is essential and unique about all life and our experience in it. And finding the existence of time in all the different scales that gives us a right now, which bears on an all vectors in perspective of having all the different patterns of vibrations and resonance and all else. As I think was said in one of our calls inter-lapping and over-weaving kind of matrixing of just knowing that when stuff shows up we can trust that we are where we are to be doing, what we need to be doing, having what we need to have and finding life in its fullness and beauty.
And so, one of the thoughts that I have sometimes is, maybe really more than anything else we should be offended, maybe deeply and rightly offended that we have allowed ourselves to come and numb up and protect ourselves from being sensitive to each other and the world around us. And my sensibilities what that means is forgiveness is required. And that is not just forgiveness for ourselves, but for others and the things we have done to ourselves. And for the things that we have done to others and ultimately for the things that others do to others.
And so, when we begin to stand inside an understanding that our interdependences are so strong that surely we can come together to agree that we have a collective mind to restore goodness and to abate the – I don’t know – forces of dark, evil; whatever it is. But by staying in the fantasy it keeps us out of the illusion that we think is reality. Because ultimately when we find that reality lines up with the fantasy, the eternal as we consciously are conscious about the evolution that is occurring, it is a much more fun place to be.
And so with that by way of introduction we usually have a more orderly introduction than my rambling, touching on a million different points.
2019.11.03 The Primordial Mother
Yes, I am clairaudient, clairsentient, and clairvoyant. Yes, I am a prophetess, a mystic, a seer.
After over half a century of doing consults and living with the great mystic realms that lay in wait for their human counterparts, at 73, I am what I am and glad for it. In that vein, I invite you into a story that is quite real, and yet, not for everyone. Therefore, l will seek to present it here, as graciously as I can, as a story.
I have never understood why when the voices come to me they are either masculine or feminine. Except for the Beings from the Cosmos that invited myself and others to Shasta. They were neither masculine nor feminine.
I know there is such a bogeyman about this. “Oh, my child, only that which seeks to do you harm will whisper in your ear, compelling you to its bidding.” What a pity for we are not alone and without what loves us beyond measure and operates on behalf of life here, we are lonely beyond measure.
I also have evidence as well as there are people who have walked with me this lifetime, that have realized, I am, indeed, the real deal. Baby bears come to be with me. The ancient planetary gods and goddesses of Ireland come so that I may be counseled. My family’s gardener, Frank, when I was young came screaming into our kitchen bug-eyed! Thank goodness, no one else was home! He would have been fired for being crazy. He had met my friend, my male fairy friend Tomsy. They were both equally startled. Tomsy had a better sense of humor about it. I think today, 2019. 11.03, I am just tired of trying to frame what is hidden from view beyond most people as only my imagination. Why? because global warming and human folly for those who have become separated from the original design here are not only putting at risk human existence. What is at risk is the very life of this planet and her ability to birth, nourish, and care for all her creations that were made from the intelligence of the cosmos.. what humans refer to as consciousness.
I forgot to set up a Building the G.O.D. Matrix Call for Saturday, November 2nd, 2019. A few days before the call, I was sent an email I never saw.
“Some precious part of me is craving today’s monthly call regarding BUILDING A G.O.D. MATRIX WITH CREATION! And so I wonder if it is happening as I don’t see it on the Upcoming Events on your website.
I look forward to hearing from you whenever the time is right : )”
Then yesterday, I was sent another email,
With Love, Anne
She sent another email the 1st I never saw, and finally on Saturday, the day of the call, in the afternoon long after the call was scheduled. Below are her email and my reply.
“Holy mother Anne! I can’t believe I dropped it out. Wow! I was just in a conversation about this yesterday and it completely went out of my head. I will have to look at how to rectify this as I broke my word with Creation. Bless you…I can’t wait to see what this was about. I love you sooooooo much. Tantra Maat”
“Oh Bless and thank you Tantra, and I look forward to hearing you ‘seeing what this was about. Something’ just nudged me to ask you about the call and it felt important… even though it took a little courage to ask, especially on the double! You have possibly by now seen the second email I sent you… so I did persist!”
For now, I’ll say goodnight.
I love you, Anne
Something’ just nudged me to ask you about the call and it felt important.
This is the way of it. When the powers and forces of Creation are making contact. What is curious is I had been so excited. The structure of consciousness that had presented me with this not-of-this-reality-of-separation activity had finally begun to give me what the G.O.D. activity of unity with the power and force of Creation was all about. I actually couldn’t wait to the call.
Then, there had been knowing, after we had done the in-person Timeless Time Day in the summer, that I needed to set up a 6-month activity to build a new consciousness in people that were clearly rising. When new realities are forming, they have their own Time Quadrant that is not like the realities that are passing away. I need to introduce people to what was rising in them regarding Time. What I did not expect was the overwhelming response.
People are listening
I told Anne that I couldn’t wait to see what my missing the call, not even scheduling it was all about. It didn’t take long. I was supposed to do a ritual on Friday that was scheduled in my work with Damanhur. I really did not want to do it and was really fight doing it. The people I was coming to do it with miscommunicated and I came after the scheduled time and I admit was relieved. I am sometimes very cantankerous around not doing what I don’t want to do. I was thrilled. The rebellious side of me had won. Until they let me know that the other window was today, Sunday and they set up everything so I could do it then plus I would be doing it with one of my Beloveds and I would never mess with that.
How do I tell you?
I love the G.O.D.s of Creation of which I am a part. I can’t even wiggle out of that amazing bond if I wanted to. I am so taken care of and loved and also stopped when I need to be so I am always moving with the powers of Creation that operate on behalf of Life and what has us exist as whole.
The last few days were a way of providing evidence.
Anne, following her nudge and contacting me. I might have never remembered. The people coming on board for Timeless Time with really no mental concept of what it was all about. The threads of the dimensional meeting places of ourselves and that which we are a part of in the Realms of the Beloved. All growing more and more palpable every day. I have to smile. There is a Time beyond the linear time quadrant that is the interactive, interrelated, symbiotic Time of who we are and what can be created when we find ourselves in unity with Creation. This is the new futures rising I had spoken about for many years. We have arrived.
I would not have been writing this journal entry of the above series of events that hadn’t happened.
And besides, the G.O.D.s of Creation don’t exactly follow the linear path of the first Saturday of every month, do they?
All in G.O.D.’s [the Generating Organizing Designs of Creation] good time.
“Dear Trudy, thanks for making our stay here so jam-packed and fun-filled. Sorry to abort our mission — it is not over, just temporarily scrapped. We have been ordered to go to a higher bio-vibrational plane. Just wanted you to know, the neurochemical imprints of our cardiocortical experiences here on earth will remain with us always, but what we take with us into space that we cherish the most is the ‘goosebump’ experience.”
from The Search for Intelligent Life in the Universe
written by Jane Wagner & Lily Tomlin
written by Jane Wagner & Lily Tomlin
The month of November is dedicated to the power of our Primordial Mother who is gathering her forces and powers on behalf of All Life here We will need to cope successfully with this. The call has gone out to the cosmic kingdom to come and aid her Beloveds. It is not mine to know if they will listen. It is only mine to know that I will provide what is needed where I am standing so that those who are part of the new futures rising can awaken on behalf of all life here.
Where I am So Be It. And…So It Is.
2019.10.30 Patterns are Threads of Time
This dream of course was so exciting for me because I was clearly being instructed for the call I will be doing today with participants. I was living in a community that was isolated from the rest of the world. We were preparing to walk up Mt Shasta. It was a different way- not the way that usually occurred. It was clear there was a blizzard on the mountain. In my interactions with the people who I didn’t know and to them I was a stranger, I began to have a feeling that there was another reality going on behind the reality everyone was occurring in. Definitely not people-centric. Definitely, field-centric that required another type of Time to not only become part of something else but to get up the mountain.
It reminded me of the last 24 hours when I went into this space with Creation. Because of the dream, I could see more what happened. I had shared it with Sarah and Maggie, which I normally don’t do because it felt normal to me even if I knew the threads of my conversation would not thread in their threads of reality the way it threaded in mine. That perception was part of the dream but not as fulfilled perceptively as writing it now. In hindsight, I can see the threads are finding their way into this now occurring physical reality I can see now that is why I could share it.
Also in the writing of the Dream Walk, I can see that the reduction in ‘I’ centricity is so profound now in the Spirals that there is the MetaSelf available for me and the Field of Tantra Maat to interact with. Cool… I also recognize this spatial stillness of observing I have been in especially because of the recent activity with the winds yesterday.
In the Dream Walk, it was so clear, if I was still in a very specific manner, I could pick up on threads and follow them into a state of existence where the possibility of the winds not coming could occur. Not like I did anything, just following the threads of the reality wherein there are no winds and bring that reality of no winds back with me like adding a mosaic to already existing mosaic pattern that might shift everything. I can also see this is not object-oriented. I wasn’t paying attention to the wind. I was simply following threads through the mental stillness into a reality that either was formed by the observing or there as one of the unlimited possibilities of reality that is present in every moment.
In the Dream Walk, at the beginning like hooking a thread in fine crocheting when you use the little hook to pick up the threads through following the thread you are working with, I would pick up on a kind of overlay in Time. The person would be having a normal conversation, but there would be a fuzz and a kind of shaking of their form in the air. In listening, the patterns of perception formed by their words, underneath I would reveal another patten of perception sort of quivering within their more regular perception.
Then the Dream Voice said, “All patterns are threads of Time.” It was perfectly obvious in the dream, and obviously still so now. I took this on in the dream because I needed to impact how we climbed the mountain because the way the path up that was being thought would be disastrous but as a visitor, I had no say. I began interacting with those with the quiver and fuzz because I could see where the quiver and fuzz were occurring, I could interact beginning with bringing up Time and patterns of thoughts live in different timelines [lines, threads, patterns – duh] that carry different realities. The interesting with the objective to open up the people who seemed to not be caught up in the existing reality, the very substance of the reality we were in began to change.
I don’t know if I can describe the effect of people beginning to follow new threads in their already existing patterns, but it was profound. The contour and essence of the field within which they existed began to change. There was still ‘the leader’ and his determination to take people up to the mountain – a sort of conquer the mountain by climbing it mentality – interestingly. I knew that path would never have them see the mountain nor be able to actually climb it. I knew they would be lost in the blizzard they were planning to head into. I could feel pressure on me to stay focused on the people who were emanating this fuzz quiver etheric state. I knew as the dream began to move more into the Dream Guardians making sure I got the instructions about patterns are threads of Time, that I would lead another group of people around the mountain and come up the other side where we could see the mountain as we approached it. That is what the mountain threaded to me. Not everyone would get to the mountain, but the mountain and its connection to them would occur simply in their being able to see it. Interesting that the gathering home looks right at the mountain. The last part of the dream was clear instruction… I love these dreams. The consciousness that was revealed to me was powerfully working with me. I experienced elation, joy, excitement because I knew I could transmit the dynamics in the dream in our Timeless Time work today. I also could see the link to the Realms of the Beloveds coming through supporting our preparation to be with us at the Mountain.
It felt so good to be with the Realms of the Beloveds – to be ‘with’ the consciousness that was once so naturally part of the human psyche.
I woke up at 4:35 am to write this dream. I can go back to sleep now.
2019.10.16 Mimzy Post
There is no way the greater realms of Creation take their time to make sure we understand. If you read my book, Language of Creation, the very way our mental mind works [Jeez! Trying to understand] doesn’t give us a direct link to what we are part of and the greater Creation that participates with us as partners in Creation. Now a new way of connection has been opening and I am joy-liciously happy I am part of it. We had our first shared contact this morning through two members of the Spirals, I, being one of them, was contacted with a message and an engagement. I am posting here the bits and pieces of the activity. I will be copying this to the Mimzy Project on Facebook also and notifying participants who will represent all of us in our excursion in a shared dimensional address with some of the Beings from the Greater Realms of Creation.
Just read this through. It touches a part of your brain that is not separated from the Greater Kingdoms of Creation. Do it for fun for heaven’s sake! [Literally actually!] Don’t be like an idiot walking around in a boxed-in room with no windows thinking you know what is happening. Jump through this window! See what happens. Experiences. Dreams. In the work we are doing in The Work of Tantra Maat, we are working to open up the extraordinary registers that register beyond this broken reality. In Joy! Why!? Because they are appearing again in your subtle body and your etheric field for you to awaken into.
My kind of fun!
So this is a mish-mash of experience that all happened between midnight and 7 am pacific time 10.16.2019. If anyone realizes they were in a correlate experience post it on the Mimzy Page. The more we become aware – the more we can find a common resonance with these Being from what I call the Realms of the Beloved. Why do I call them that? Because they are so happy we exist. They do not know we think of ourselves the way we do. It is like Leonard Cohen says “There ain’t no cure for love.” In the higher realms, there is only the excitement of connection and the expressions of reality that exist there. Remember all the spiritual teaching about the intimacy, ecstasy, passion, and peace not as the opposite of harm, hate, and war but as REALITY!!!!
I AM SO TIRED of dealing with the conversations that this reality of circumstances is the only thing going on Good luck. YOu are in a dream that will eventually die and where will you be then. In a new dream? Up to you.
Here goes. Be a poet, a singer, a bard, a curious child for a moment and move into the part of your mind that is not corrupted by pain, fear, and anger. It is right there! I see it.
Here Goes!
Here was the dream I had this morning that I posted on Alliances/Dream Walking. [this link will only work for those who are associates or members of the Spirals of Being in Tapatalk in case you all want to post there. The rest is right here for the rest of you.
“2019.10.16 between 4 and 7 am pst.
While I am in the physical memory of the dream, I am going to just let words flow out because there is no way language can ever capture what I experienced. I know the dream came from the craving I wrote last night so I am going to take the time to do an observing because it will capture and feed me the resonance as well as the field of what is forming. He was an angel. I worried he was a dark angel, but I knew I had to take the chance because I knew his way with me had come from the Craving I had written. He was to make love to me and he was clear about that. He was totally in charge and I knew I needed to let him be. When I get turned on my ovaries hurt really badly but that was the gauge. The transmutation of form that would have to go past that point into a totality of nature that happened several times as he be’ed with me. My physical body experienced the totality of its nature without anything off with it. It was extraordinary. There was a lot that happened. My fixed ways of being with a ‘man’ came up against what it is to be with a male angel that came into form on behalf of this body being in its full vibrational state of flesh. The fact that before he ever began to be with my body, I got the register completely astounds me. Several moments. One was we were out in this place like in Ireland, an amazing forest was in the distance, and he was looking for where we could go that others wouldn’t find their way to him and so he would not be disturbed in his love of my body. The registers as still overwhelming. None of the feelings and sensations are anything I have ever felt before. They were ‘it’ – where my flesh is my spirit embodied. Not a personality. How many times do I say that? Not a personality. My personality was in the way for sure but he navigated it and moved with it and prepared me. At one point which I find very significant, Ariel showed up and she spent time with him. She was crying when I saw her next. I could see her completely illuminated by his being with her body. She was crying because he was dying. I knew he couldn’t stay long then. When she left, I let go of everything in the way that I was playing with or messing around with that was not direct and to the point. The last thing I remember was as he took my hand my ovaries hurt so bad. We were moving through some kind of veil that he was generating through his body. I know what it was – the new register of a new totality of being whole finished. While my mind could not follow it, my body went completely into it with him and then I woke. I wondered if it was Jeremy. He was so familiar. I knew I didn’t understand anything conceptually. I only knew Ariel and I had our bodies in the arms of an angel.”
Next, I immediately went into the Body Matrix and found the Craving I had written and responded with an Observing. For those of you who don’t do the Creation Exercises, by writing and observing on a Craving Exercise, you log it into your body. Joe Esposito explains all this in his work also. The difference is I go after the mental mind to restore its registers that had us once be the Mind of Creation.
TantraMaat wrote:
C1: Craving what my body as embraced is for me is a future worth living creates what my body as embraced is for me is a new template of experience. Creating what my body as embraced is for me is a new template of experience sustains and maintains what my body as embraced is for me is including another. Sustaining and maintaining what my body as embraced is for me is including another embodies what my body as embraced is for me is healing.
2019.10.16
O1: Observing being in a NEW TEMPLATE OF EXPERIENCE with my dream that i know went all the way in has me be present to being aware that this template is now my body. Being present to being aware that this template is now my body has opened me up into being with an angel. was real Opened up into being with an angel was real has me be clear whatever happened with my body completed.C2: Craving what my body as embraced is for me is new body beingness creates what my body as embraced is for me is open for change. Creating what my body as embraced is for me is open for change sustains and maintains what my body as embraced is for me is molecularly slimming. Sustaining and maintaining what my body as embraced is for me is molecularly slimming embodies what my body as embraced is for me is molecular transformation.
2019.10.16
O2: Observing being aware that the actually is in my subtle body has me be present to being aware of my subtle body as my body is something I never knew and in my mental mind never will – it is simply what is really real. Being present to being aware of my subtle body as my body is something I never knew and in my mental mind never will – it is simply what is really real has opened me up into being grateful without even know what I am grateful for – being grateful is simply the state that follows being with an angel. Opened up into being grateful without even knowing what I am grateful for – being grateful is simply the state that follows being with an angel has me be – be has an entirely new contour and state of existence as my body now.C3: Craving what my body as embraced is for me is a systemic transformation creates what my body as embraced is for me is supported by my own internal nature of being. Creating what my body as embraced is for me is supported by my own internal nature of being sustains and maintains what my body as embraced is for me is an everyday shift into health and well-being. Sustaining and maintaining what my body as embraced is for me is an everyday shift into health and well-being embodies what my body as embraced is for me is finally working.
2019.10.16
O3: Observing being as body SO CALM has me be present to being as body so different. Being present to being as body so different has opened me up into being not about anything i would have ever thought-some kind of metastate in a new reality has occurred. Opened up into being not about anything I would have ever thought – some kind of metastate in a new reality has occurred has me be hopeful I will see physical results but also not necessary at the spirit body level.CC: Craving what my body as embraced is for me is healing creates what my body as embraced is for me is molecular transformation. Creating what my body as embraced is for me is molecular transformation sustains and maintains what my body as embraced is for me is finally working. Sustaining and maintaining what my body as embraced is for me is finally working embodies what my body as embraced is for me is G.O.D. intervention in a healthy, happy, and even more financially supported way.
OO: Being clear whatever happened with my body completed has me be ‘be’- being an entirely new contour and state of existence as my body now. Being be’- being an entirely new contour and state of existence as my body now has me be hopeful I will see physical results but also not necessary at the spirit body level. Being hopeful I will see physical results but also not necessary at the spirit body level has me be in a prayer that my physical state can become my subtle body visibly.
Then I get a text from Megan, one of the Spirals of Being Sentinels: Just dreamed that we were in a different reality….you pulled cards for me outside in a forest. They were like regular playing cards (kind of) not tarot cards. I pulled 7 I think. All of them were the number 1 facing upwards. You had a tall long haired man that assisted you. He had me pull a glass rainbow candle. The color on top was the color that had some sort of meaning. I picked a sort of red/purple color. I brought it over to you and you smiled.
Seemed significant. There were “other” beings there as well.
What do you think?
I responded:
I misunderstood when she said 7 instead of 71 but well there you go. Messages come in mysterious ways. We have been singing and playing the 72 names of G.O.D. for Ronna. My take was we were where heaven and earth meet. We were with the angel of a G.O.D.
For me, I knew the first connection of Mt Shasta and the beings that are gathering with us there is part of this equation. I know there the color red-purple is part of the higher dimensional spectrums in the chakra system. It is also the 7th chakra that is purple but goes beyond that. I just don’t remember – I keep thinking 12th. All I know is that this experience is the same kind of experience that began to happen when the last Mimzy events took place.
For those of you reading this,
All the blessings in the world to you. May you be able to open up into The Realms of the Beloved.
On Behalf of All LIfe,
Tantra Maat
2019.10.08 A Dismantling of What Had Separated Me from An Aspect of My Wholeness
2019.10.08
There are quite a few people working with the Creation Exercises building a Body Matrix. “If you build it, it will come.” The present Creation of our physical and perceptive existence has forgotten, become corrupted by separation. We use the Creation Exercises as a collective to restore the webbings that had our physical and perceptive existence return to our unity with Creation that is the original nature of our original design. In the common language and perception of the day, this is hard to ‘explain’ because it does not happen in explanation. It happens as a realm of reality that comes into existence and as yet, even for those participating has not found its way into language. I think it will. Language births reality which is why the Creation Exercises. Language creates new registers of perception. Then those new registers begin to shape thought, thinking, and speaking. It has been my pleasure to operate in the reawakening of the realities of unity that exist with us the everyday but has become invisible in present thinking.
I just wanted to post that yesterday I had such an awakening regarding my body. It started with an observing regarding longevity. My whole life my body and I have been just making it through another day. We have adapted to limitations and carried on. I said it better in the observing and when I see the phrase again I will come back and post it here. When I started working with Dr. Chari, she said, she was treating me for longevity. I didn’t think anything about it until I did the craving what my body as longevity is for me is. I didn’t even think that much about it doing the craving but when I did the observing an entire thread of thought and malware of thinking rose to the surface. I realized that from me longevity was making through one more day, carrying one, going as far as I could with what my body had been through. I asked Dr. Chari in my mind why she was treating me for longevity. She responded, “Because that is all that is left.” When I came out of that exchange I could feel my subconscious ‘giving up the ghost’ so to speak. I could feel the personality that had coped balk at the idea of no longer having to cope with its form. It was a complete meltdown of my own consciousness and the survival pattern that had been introduced so I could survive. I was confronted with consciously choosing longevity as a possibility in this existence. I was incredibly shaken but this dismantling of such and imbedded patterning. I consciously surrendered myself into the body sessions with Heather, the body sessions with Anne, the work with Dr. Chari, the work with Deepak, the Yagnas Maa has put into play AND to Creation through the Body Matrix. I surrendered because I have no comprehension of what that could be. It is beyond my bandwidth. It has never existed for me this lifetime. I was born ill and my body broken. Maybe we all were. No way to know that. My consciousness has flourished because I knew the vehicle by being born here was compromised, but now.
The other pattern I have been working on for months not is contrast – the conflict of contrast. Like, I would love to be well, but. I would love to lose weight, but. It has been a rigorous endeavor. Finally yesterday I realized that while contrast and the conflict that comes with it slides into words, it no longer goes into the template of my existence. I think the power of doing the Money Matrix and the Body Matrix have through the magical formula of the Golden Spirals given my mind access to what lies beyond contrast and therefore has me in the face of longevity without the ‘but’. It is a wild thing to be in an address that does not carry the compromises of thought that I have existed in and spent my lifetime overcoming. It is amazing really.
The evidence was really palatable when I went back to where I lived before to watch the dogs. I had put $10,000 into remodeling that room and building a deck outside. I had left because I could not be who I was there. It isn’t that the conflict over the money isn’t still needling me, but what surprised me is the experience I had being there. The conflict over money was separate from the experience of my body and my perception of being there. The conflict did not color the purity of the experience. I thought, “I designed this perfectly for my body.” Larry and the other contractor had meticulously built the space to move energy. It was so pleasant to move into the room again as a glove made perfectly for me. AND there was no contrast. I did not contrast it to where I live now and is where I am sitting writing. Here it is perfect also. There was no comparison, but pleasure for what I had created and that we got to be together again. I am smiling because Grammarly corrected me when I wrote ‘move into the room again like a glove made perfectly for me’ to move into the room again as a glove made perfectly for me.’ I don’t know if someone else would notice the subtle shift of language but I do. The ‘as’ has no contrast. So beautiful. Thank you, Grammarly.
I can feel it – each piece of my existence is the whole of my existence – it is the ‘be here now’ request of Creation during the evolving of the human species being fulfilled on. Then the structures I have created for my existence. The house at the top of the road in Grass Valley and the 21 foot RV here. Perfection.
Now another structure my body…a 73-year-old body according to the linear calendar. But what if my body is living somewhere else in Timeless Time.
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The Journey Since April 2019: Listening until I Can Hear
I am both nervous and excited about the G.O.D. call tomorrow. We are often present to something that we cannot fully comprehend. We do not take action on it because we are waiting to be clear about what we are present to in a way that other people can understand. We do not realize that we lose the higher frequency that the communication is coming from. We lose the connections to the metarealities we are designed to live through these connections with the higher powers and forces of Creation. Trying to fit this transmission into our limited perception of how reality is forming has the potentiality of the reality devolve into an aberration of what is being sought through resonance to be created. Also, especially with the amount of money that was part of the transmission of the G.O.D. transmission that I had at the beginning of April 2019 when everything changed for me, the mind field of human beings, especially myself, can become murky. I charge small amounts and have skinny branches prices for the consults, activations, and developments because I am not at work to make money off of human beings. I am finding ways for people who are both affluent, less affluent, and poor during these times to not be stopped if they hear the call of their part in new realities rising. This comprehension has produced amazing people finding their way to the work of Tantra Maat. Now we are moving into the next six years. There will be reality devolving and realities evolving in the higher octaves of Creation – where we were originally designed to exist.
It was the 3 amounts of money that made it so uncomfortable to do the calls. “Damn, if Creation had just not put that part in, I would be fine, but how do I justify or explain this?!” Now, I am thrilled. Confronting this every first of the month since the first Saturday has burrowed through my mind until I can tell what I have moved into and what, in our human world we would call ‘the audience’, is all about. You see the hard part to get is the doing of it never has to happen, because it is the language of creation sculpting a rising future with me and, yes, probably out there sometime/somewhere, there will be people who invest their time and money in what I will speak to tomorrow. Language carves reality. I love the greater system of reality that has shaped my life and left me comprehending what we are when we are no longer caught in a trauma-based identity.
The gift of what I now know is rising in the future has me so excited. The prophet/seer of me is perking like the gurgling up of the brown liquid of coffee visible in the glass bubble top at the old-timey percolator. And I don’t even like coffee. It is the listening and speaking that will carve the conversation tomorrow. Just like a consult, when I sit with the people on the call, I hear Creation and what Creation and human beings are beginning to create together…for real. In our shared field, the reality of the future will rise whether we ever participate in it or not. That is what the Druids knew and other ancient traditions. The Druids were bards…singing and telling myths that formulated the structure of consciousness that once existed here. Bringing a story in that was being transmitted through myth from the G.O.D.s of Creation was the delight human beings shared with the greater powers and forces of Creation.
I want to thank one of my clients who worked to write up what she says about what she saw I was bringing forward, Teresa, and one of the Architects in the Spirals of Being, Kea. Their coming into the Field triggered the next level of comprehension. I am not there yet where I can articulate every nuance of the structure of what is coming into existence, but I am closer – a lot closer. There is something beautiful about being in raw feed in the face of people on a call listening. I will look forward to what began to unfold for me and I think others in 2019. What I do know is that what is beginning to build is human beings who can be their G.O.D. design in a direct relationship with the G.O.D.s they are designed to walk and build a new future with.
A quick share before tomorrow.
Part 2: Of Course, I want you there…
It is not about wanting you there or not. I have no agenda. I have worked for Creation since I was 3 years old. I have been taken care of by Creation. I have been guided by Creation to provide what is needed in different periods of time to continue to build back that unity with the greater realities of which we are designed to be a part of. Everything I have done. Every vision I have had has been about 2019, 2020 and onward.
Humanity has been both dumbed down into one sentence perceptions as well as made to be afraid of the very Creation that created it. Humanity has been conned into thinking the war-promoting, separation-based Generating Organizing Designs of Creation are the design of this planet and its forms when it is not. The very fabric of the great mosaic of our existence has been shredded into parts. We get caught in the parts and can no longer find the whole. Just read what I have written so far, don’t you think instantly I am talking about a belief or a religion. I am talking about a system that will still be operating long after human beings are an afterthought here.
It is whether this species can remember what they are and what they are part of that determines their future.
Of course, I want you there….but do you?
Everything is tearing apart now. You cannot operate in separation without being destroyed by it. A simple fact. I knew that when I came. At an early age, I began to gather people who were the templates of new realities of unity that will rise as the realities of separation fail. This is not rocket science. Realities that operate separately from what created Life here will eventually have nowhere to go but into oblivion because separation is not the template of Creation here. Look at the Spiral above. What is The Eternal? Human beings often think it is a place out there with clouds and virgins. Maybe it is for some. What the eternal is always however is the etheric plane of our existence that we never leave. We experience it in our dreams, our longings, our visions, our hopes, and desires. It is where reality gains strength, stamina, and the capacity to become physical. Human beings assume what is physical is just there, but it isn’t. Realities are created by those in the ancient times that understood that they drew form from the cosmos through the etheric creating physical worlds. Now, look at the Spiral again. The boxes are the containers that become physical realities. The Spiral of the movement of Creation is always etheric fields or territories that hold fields within fields within fields. Like the Flower of Life. The civilizations that flourished both inwardly and outwardly carried these principles of unity with the cosmos:
- Everything is part of everything else
- Everything has a place
- Everything operates on behalf of everything else
- Everything is All Ways moving into the next greater whole
That is the broad view. That broad view is what is happening right now. The etheric territory of the Field of Creation is seeking to be populated by our dreams, our longings, our visions. The reality we are in is coming apart at the seams. In the next 6 years, our ability to build etheric territories will tell the tale. As long as humanity is so enrolled in where reality is falling apart nothing new can be created. This reality has come to the end of its shelf life. This has happened here before. And before, there were people who had been born to generate newly.
That is who I operate on behalf of. That is where I build with others matrixes within which new futures can rise.
All my adult life since my mid-twenties, I have responded to the greater realities and the Beings of those greater realities when they were present. Once humanity and the etheric realms beyond the physical territories operated together to generate and sustain magnificent realities. That is who I work for and with. That is why my name is Tantra Maat.
Beginning in September 2019, I entered into probably a six-year project. While I don’t know if it is six years for sure, I have entered other etheric projects with Creation and they have played out pretty consistent with what was set up. There are several elements to the structuring of connecting points, metapoints, between human beings and the greater powers and forces of which they are a part. One is the Mimzy Project which began in 2010 and the other is the six month Timeless Time course that is building up to the Mimzy Project and the final date that has had my life and the life of others been so phenomenal in consciousness these last years.
Of course, I want you there. How could I not? Whether you will be there however is up to you. We did a one-day Timeless Time on the Mayan Day Outside of Time July 25th. The people participating in person and online built a Time Quadrant with me that they began populating with their memories of realities they were once part of where they existed in unity with Creation and then populated the Time Quadrant with their dreams and longings. That led to this 6-month work with others in the field. It has been very beautiful to me. When you operate out beyond the territories of right and wrong, you do not know if anyone will hear you. What people have written to me and shared who have never been part of things I have done before in any continuous manner has let me know that a section of humanity is listening.
Then I am going to Shasta April 2020 to be with the Beings and the Territories that have been supporting humanity during these times and build with Them. You are always welcome to join me on any or all of this journey. As I said to someone the other day, “I cannot do anything about your feeling of isolation if you do not recognize what is supporting you and working with humanity during these times. I am busy however working on your behalf with the powers and forces of Creation who love humanity and this planet and all her forms.”
Go to upcoming events to see the next Timeless Time and to the dropdown menu in Work with Tantra to see the Mimzy Shasta event. Whether you participate or not is not what is important. That you are informed is what matters.
Timeless Time
September 2019 through March 2020
Before I stress the critical nature of this course, I wish to let you know a few things. One is the course is always available to you whether you attend or not. The course will be available for purchase after each live course is complete. I did Timeless Time in one day and people purchased it later. It was done in person so people did not really have any idea what was going on, but they shifted anyway.
How do I tell you what your ears cannot hear and your eyes have not seen? How do I advertise what is beyond what you have been told is going on here. Most of you getting this email have done consults with me – some of you recently… Isn’t it amazing how you could hear what you knew was there but couldn’t hear before the telling? This is the same as Timeless Time. It fills in a gap in the emptiness of new threads of new realities rising. I have read so many people lately who are of the new beginnings. I can empower your direct link with Time because we need your direct link.
The future depends on you. You have to look where you haven’t looked before to see it.
…not linear time
….not eternal time
…time that is unfolding within you
Then you can interface with the realities that were generated within other forms of time.
Let the future that is unfolding unfold you as part of new futures rising. You cannot do that without establishing a new type of Time.
Try to purchase every call. There is a barrier between you and Timeless Time. We have to move through collapsed consciousness and lost registers to find it.
If you have a chance read Part 1: 2009 The Mimzy Project Begins
1994 Prophesy in 2020
This is included in the Mimzy Project as it is part of what no longer registers in most human beings. What a shame! We long for the ancient times, the Old Testament times, not realizing we are in them.
In the 1990s, I had been asked to come hear the confession of an amazing therapist who I had never met but we had shared some of the same clientele when I lived in the Washington, DC area. Her husband had called me and told me she was dying and what she had to say, she did not want to say to a Catholic priest. She feared they would not forgive her. My friend Jayne said she would drive me, and we immediately took off for her home that was several hours away.
I came in the door and the most beautiful slight built woman in a white flowing gown lay on the bed before me. It wasn’t her looks. It was her glow. Her husband closed the door and left, and I sat down to listen to her story. She told me that she had been at a conference 3 years before and had had a dream. In the dream, she had seen twenty to twenty-five years ahead. She smiled and reached out her small shaking hand and took mine. “I knew I did not want to be around for what I saw was coming. I wanted to not be here. When I got this cancer, I knew I was going to get to go home.” I held her hand so gently. I lowered my head and let the tears flow. I felt as if I was in the presence of one of the last of the angels. It would hurt to see her go.
I laid down in the backseat of the car to cry as Jayne began to make our way home. We were on our way up the interstate in the dark when I just couldn’t take it anymore. I forced Jayne to stop in the center of the highway on a grassy meridian and got out and laid on the ground. So, angry that this precious being was not safe in her own faith, I looked up at the swaying trees and the black flecked with the light of the night sky and screamed, “You are my only God!”
We got home at about 4 am and I went straight to bed. My precious boy, John Aren, was asleep in my bed waiting for me. I pulled a blanket off the bottom of the foot of the bed to put over me. He was so tangled in the sheets, I didn’t want to wake him.
Lying flat on my back, which I rarely do, eyes open, the air around the bed began to shimmer. If had not been breathing air, I would have thought we were underwater. In front of me, mattress height was a landscape of sand that stretched as far as I could see. The sand had an enticing gold cast and was rippling like waves in the sea. I stood up on my bed and walked toward the floating land. I looked back and I could see through an image of my body in the bed.
I stepped onto the sand compelled by a force that carried no malice, only the experience of a child in wonder. I saw the remnants of something that looked like a Hollywood set for a western movie and walked toward it. As a stepped, sand animals flowed out of the sand and, playful, ran in front of me and around me. Childlike, I walked starring and this unusual landscape that made me feel so different than anything I had ever felt before. Now I think, I was introduced to wonder and awe in a way that would hold my life secure during troubled times ahead. Beyond the odd front of old west buildings propped up by longboards, was a gate. The is gate much like a tall gate you would see over the road of a cattle ranch. Everywhere was unending sand. Until I stepped through that gate.
As I stepped through the gate, the sand disappeared, and I was walking on a sidewalk that was leftover in the ruins of New York City. As I walked down the sidewalk, the only remaining unbroken part of the city, I saw an elderly senior citizen dressed in her heavy heels and her proper dress and her old fox fur over her shoulder sobbing. A homeless man was helping her go through the rubble and I knew he would help her learn how to live as he had…homeless.
As I left the ruins of New York behind, I was once again in the sand, the sidewalk still there. I saw a shimmering figure like the air in my room coming toward me. My heart quickened with love and excitement. I was once again a child in church knowing God loved me this I know because His angels told me so. There was no escaping the feeling. The loss of that feeling no longer permeated any part of me, and I was a child of God in every part of my body and in the fullness of my heart. I knew someone I was on the Gaza Strip walking across above the world below on a high dune. As the figure approached, I saw tanks crossing the sand. For me, he was God. My God had returned to me. I cried out, “Oh my God! You’re God.” Then realizing I had cussed, I stammered, “Oh sorry,” and then without no ability to stop myself, I blurted out once more, “Oh God, you’re God.” I know now, of course, that he was not God, but I do feel he was an angel who gave me that feeling I had as a child that kept me safe in a troubled life filled with feeling of being loved. I blurted out and stammered for a while as he told there. It took a while for me to integrate the experience I was having. I knew that he wanted to talk with me, but for what felt like a long time, I was so glad to be back in the feeling of being a child of God again, I could do nothing but cry and stammer.
Finally, he turned and walked to a viewing point in the world below. As he turned, I began to see the future. I knew that there would be times in the years ahead that would not be good. I knew that somehow going to hear God’s angel had opened up a gateway for me that I had walked through. I knew I would never be the same.
Without his speaking, I knew I was seeing an event between Jews and Arabs that was inevitable. That something was in play and there was nothing that could be done about it. At that moment, I felt so sad, but that sadness did not obscure the feeling of being held in love, a love so great there was nothing that I couldn’t go through. I felt like David in the lion’s den and the boys in the fire. Nothing touched me but love.
Now I call them markers. As a seer, there are events that happen that mark something coming, and my job is to prepare people for those times coming. That are what mystics, seers, and prophets do. I did not know at the time, that I would become a prophet, an unheard one at best. It would not matter, I would have the information to prepare the way and become what I was to be for people as time unfolded into ancient prophecies and some quite new came true in our times.
He began to speak. His voice washed the world around me and the future unfolded alive, not with detail but with a depth of connection.
I will recreate what he said as best I can. The only time I ever feel the majesty, power, and clarity of truth I felt that day is sometimes when I am doing the Creation Exercises that became part of what was brought forward out of this moment in time.
He looked at me as he spoke, like an adult who needed a child to understand the importance of what they said, and that they were asking the child to stay a child in spirit and an adult in knowing.
“What is ahead must be. The major religions must end what has been done in their names here. This will end so that what created Life here can be restored here. They no longer exist in the truth of what God is designed to be here.”
I promise I cannot even begin to recreate his words. What I did see in my consciousness was that the three major religions would be the ‘in the name of’ that would be used in the future to try to control and destroy life here.
I had never experienced anything so thoroughly. If I had not been in the cellular experience of love so total and unyielding, I would have collapsed in the anguish of what I saw cost human beings their experience of a paradise here.
I knew that the tanks moving over the sand were the beginning of the final act of a drama that was about to unfold. I knew it was a war around Jerusalem but no more. I knew I would feel when It began.
Then he transmitted into my mind the prophecy:
“Five things will happen that will mark the unfolding of the times ahead.”
The next part cannot be put in words accurately, but I know I need to give people access to the experience I was having in these moments with a love that overcomes all obstacles even though sometimes it takes time. I remember the words, “Have them no longer be afraid.’
He went on.
First, a president of the United States will be elected by dubious means
Second, this president of the United States will not really be interested in foreign policy.
Third, New York will erupt in wings of fire.
Fourth, two cataclysmic events will occur on the same day. One of man, one of nature.
Fifth, the dogs of the east will bite the tails of the warmongers when they least expect it.
As I watched the mystic equivalent of in the world’s events, I knew that this pattern might repeat itself until the conditions were irrevocable. I remembered my joy in the church with my black maid Fanny. They lead lives of terror because of the Ku Klux Clan but on Sunday they celebrated God’s love and were really clear that love would set them free. I know that was the same experience I was having now. I, certainty, that the ways of man where only a moment in time in the face of the power that created this planet and its forms.
Suddenly the sand under my feet was gone and I was in a large room. I walked over and looked out and saw old fashion street lights that had been modernized.
I knew someday I would be in the room as part of the prophecy. I turned and looked at what I still felt was God and asked him if I could touch him. He said “yes” as a benevolent father would say to his beloved child. I reached out and placed my hands on his wrists under his ankle-length toga gleaming in white light. My body filled with gold light. I felt my cells drink the gold like they had been starving for all time. I felt my emotions change. I knew it was only a matter of time before I no longer felt the fear that often ruled me. I knew I would be afraid but that love of this planet’s forms including myself would override any fear that came upon me. I know that I was to support others in the same transfiguration of spirit I was experiencing.
I looked at the floor and I could see through it into my room with my son asleep in the bed. When I walked across the floor to see if I could see Jayne asleep in the next room, the floor moved right over her. I reached down to see if my hands could go through the floor and they did. I extended my arms and grabbed her and pulled her up toward me. She slipped out of my hands. She was sticky and slippery. She slipped out of my grasp. I turned to him and said, “Is that how we feel? So sticky?” He smiled ever so compassionately and said, “Yes human beings are for the most part slippery and sticky.”
Without realizing it, I had another marker to move with in supporting people in the times ahead to be ‘less sticky’.
I knew it was time for me to go back. I didn’t want to. But even trying to stay didn’t stop my body from moving back into my bed and sliding into the translucent energy image of me. I woke up at first light.
I was possessed by thoughts of gathering and hoarding water in our basement and other survival thinking.
At that time, I wouldn’t let anyone touch me, but I felt compelled to get against Jayne’s body. I ran into her bedroom and climbed into bed with her. I was determined to explore her body. She yelled and pushed me out of bed and shouted at me, “Jesus, first something tries to pull me out of my bed in a dream and now you come in and accost me!” Her words jarred me awake and I began to sputter out what happened. She grabbed the recorder and mic she was always sticking in my face to record me and I told her what happened.
I was exhausted. I went into my bedroom and woke up Aren to see if he had experienced anything. He said, “Jeez mom, let me sleep and rolled over away from me.” As I turned to walk away, not sure what to do with myself, he spoke. He had lost his blanky on our trip to Texas earlier that year. “Mama, my blanky is okay. God told me he is keeping it for me in heaven.”
I froze mid-step. Yes, life would never be the same.