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I will be in Ireland with Anne Tyrrell the middle to the end of September. Yesterday I spent 3 hours pouring through the places that Anne said were calling. I could feel them calling also. This time I knew I needed to try to reach past the stated history and go into the voices I had heard and who had awakened me when I walked Ireland those five years so long ago. Those voices and presences became my story in my book, An Irish Tale of a Modern Mystic. Almost to the minute Anne and I and Jackie all felt the call this year. As Anne and I have been sorting out the places and days, the deep murmurings that beckoned me to Ireland in 1998 are becoming a loud hum in my cellular memory of other times. Not just any other times… specific moments of time that are part of a deep earth/high heaven timeline that I knew I would return to Ireland to be a part of…a timeline that was once part of the Irish kings and queens, bards and druids. A timeline that is part of the regal, elemental, cosmic nature of the Irish soul that extends beyond Ireland to all people.
As I walked through the internet, finding images of the places we are going and looking at them on a map, my brain began to open up in ways that had opened before in my union with this planet and…not just in this lifetime. In other lifetimes I was part of life in different ways that are expressed in Unity with Creation. In the present expression of life, human beings are largely caught in the surface reality that they have become way too fond of not realizing that this surface reality has dug into the human mind and is destroying it. This journey with the timeline of another future has been with me my entire life and now in September/October of 2018, I am doing my part of a repatterning that is designed to web some of humanity into a timeline of another future that they are part of and longing to return to during this year and the year ahead.
I began my conversation openly today with the voices. My intent was to ask them about the Tuatha de Dannan because it was the Tuatha de Dannan that had me write the Irish Tale of a Modern Mystic where I was unwittingly one of the keys to their return. They had something else to say first:
Are you there?
I am so glad.
Who are you?
Here for you.
I know. I feel it. Thank you.
Can I ask you a question?
I keep feeling you. It isn’t just a random feeling. I keep feeling many ‘yous’. Can you explain this?
Yes. Some of us are the devas that have come up through the earth in a co-operative dimension forming between some human beings and ourselves. Others in the same co-operative dimension come from the kingdoms within which the spirit of some human beings existed. Others are new from far away galaxies who are coming to receive the voices of those of you who are calling bringing their expertise, as you would say, to what is occurring. And there are more that fill in the frequency bases that allow this planet to wiggle out of her entanglement in devolutionary forces that have been building here for some time. You could say we are part those of you who are wiggling out also.
Thank you. Can I ask another question?
Not this time, but ask later.
Dedicated to three angels in my life: Georgia, Sarah, and Jackie
Good morning, it’s Tantra. It is June 27, 2018. Tomorrow is my only girl’s birthday. I was reflecting on this extraordinary opportunity I’ve had in my life to have children. It was not something I was planning for or something that I expected. And yet my four children are the brightest thing in my life constantly. They are my treasures from heaven that decided to come through me. What a miracle that is. Today I was thinking about the day she was born, June 28th 2018. I remembered the two things that I was constantly saying to two of my children when they were young. I didn’t expect them to understand me or to carry it on, but in many way they all have. The two phrases I used to say all the time was, “Always an angel” and “Look for the magic”.
Something happened this morning when I went to the grocery store at 5 am. It was so the magic that I wanted to share it with. I do want to share this story, but there’s also a why? I want to share it. It’s not just because I want you to hear me talk. It’s because we’re in really rough times. But underneath those times there is still the wonder and beauty of life. Humans aren’t the only place there is goodness. There is underneath everything a goodness going on in this world right now and it’s working very, very hard to remind humanity that we love each other, that we love life, and that we love ourselves. We are designed to care about, not only our own lives but the life of all living things. Underneath all life, there is a template of what a human being is actually designed to be. And that template of what a human being is always designed to carry a linkage to wonders. That’s why I say, “Always an angel.”
For instance, my daughter and her companion were riding their bikes in a very rural part of Baja on the side next to the main body of Mexico. They lost their way. They were on the top of a big mountain. The ground was rough gravel. There was a place they could go two ways. There wasn’t a village in sight. They were way away from any highway.
All of a sudden there’s a young man standing there to tell them which way to go. You see. There’s always an angel. So always look for the angel in any situation. Most of the time they’re strangers because often when we’re hurt, we withdrawal from everyone around us we are close to and yes often it is those around us.
“Always an angel.”
But this story is not about ‘always an angel’. This story is about ‘look for the magic’. Yesterday, something really painful happened personally. It wasn’t tragic. It was just painful. I think in these times are so painful in regards to what we’re becoming awake to. Even though it has actually been happening to human beings for a long time, more of us are aware of it now and it is not as acceptable or ignored as it once might have been. In the presence of that pain, I think when we find when we’ve hurt another that we love or that they’ve hurt us it, it just has a bigger stab. It has a bigger pain. It’s something that probably we would really, really not want to do. I certainly wouldn’t. And: we probably do it in innocence. I was very shaken and very sad about what happened, knowing I needed to let it go – knowing that even in the midst of the painfulness of it, there was a truth, not about me or about the other person, but about a situation.
But I always trust Creation. I trust. I trust the underpinnings of no matter how bad things are, no matter how horrible, it isn’t, just human beings that come to our aid. It’s a magic, a magic of a bird that you’ve never seen before when you are tired and weary landing on a fence when you just think you can’t make it another day. It’s the magic of the wind blowing your hair when you’re crying. It’s of this earth and of this cosmos. It’s of the divinity. It’s of the primal. It’s of the consciousness that we are made from.
I have a really busy day. My dog, Lily, can’t be out in the heat above 80 degrees and it’s pretty much above 80 by the time it gets to 11:00 am. I had an 8:00 reading and a 9:30 meeting. I have a class at 2:00 pm and a talk at 5:00 pm.
I thought, “Well, I’ll get up at six and I’ll go to the store because Safeway’s open at five. But instead, I woke up at 4 am, managed the nap a little bit, but ended up going at 5. As I go in, they’re unpacking boxes. They’re busy, but everybody’s really chipper and saying hello. It’s like a little teeny get together in the early morning before even the birds are singing yet.
I was looking for my soup mix, which includes spicy, spicy peppers, Jalapenos, Habaneros, those kinds. As I was getting kale and spinach, a man was putting everything out beside me because that’s what they do at 5 in the morning at Safeway. I said, “Do you know about all these hot peppers? I love spicy peppers!” He said, “Yes, I do.” Well, I now know which ones are sweeter when you cook them. I now know which one is really, really, really, really hot. I know which ones are hot enough to eat easily. I know which ones you’re supposed to stuff. Oh, it was like all of a sudden the seven trays of peppers are now part of my working existence. Part of my being informed. And he was so excited about it and so enthusiastic about it. We were having such a good time.
I thought, “Wow.” I thought ‘always an angel’, always an angel to help you in your pain. I realized I had forgotten to look for the magic yesterday. I’m thinking this, as I go to get ground beef for Lily, my precious dog. I see this Kobe beef. Now, a lot of you may know about Kobe beef, but I didn’t know about Kobe beef. I walk up to the butcher who is outside the cabinets who would have never been later in the day. He would have been behind the counter with lots of people getting stuff from him. I asked him about Kobe beef and he says, “Well, you know, I know this is gonna sound a little strange, but the Japanese raise their beef like their family and they massage them with milk and they pray over them and they do a ceremony.” I’m standing there staring at him. Not only that, the Kobe beef was way on sale, like half price off. Tears just started streaming down my face and he says so kindly, “Oh, I guess you know what I’m talking about?” And I said, “Oh my God, I do, I do. Thank you.” I’d been told by my Ayurvedic practitioner to have beef once a week, but I just couldn’t do it and now I can. Blessed beef.
Then he says, “Well, while we’re at it, look at these shrimp.” He said, “Normally they’re $20 a bag each. They look like little mini lobster tails. They’re called red shrimp and they are so good for you. They’re so nutritious.” Then he said, “We never have them at this price.” He didn’t know the next thing I was going to buy was shrimp. I hadn’t told him that. I got two bags of $20 shrimp for $20. I was so excited. I went up to check out feeling so fed by the wonder and so fed by the magic.
I’m not too addicted to pain and suffering and misery and I don’t think the world’s a bad place. I think we’re having a really bad time and I think that something happened to human beings that really screwed us up. But life and creation on this earth and what we are and what we’re made of. Fundamentally. That’s beautiful. How could I do readings for 53 years if it wasn’t beautiful? I’m certainly not in it for the money and I deeply appreciate every penny anyone’s ever paid me because it’s allowed me to do what I’ve wanted to do on behalf of humankind and, for me, that’s the best investment they could have ever made as far I’m concerned.
I went to checkout. She says to me, “You look pretty chipper. What was your magic this morning?” I was elated.
I said, “Well, let’s start with Kobe beef!” She didn’t know about Kobe beef. she said, “Oh my God, I’ve got to try that!” Then she said, “but I know about the red tail strip. They’re delicious! How are you going to use them? I said, “Well, probably I’ll just, you know, eat it.” And I said, “But I might add it to my soup.” Then I told her how I made my soup with a kitchari mix and what is in the kitchari mix. Then I helped her bag.
The lady behind us who had looked so dour was starting to look up. Her eyes were starting to get a little bit more glittery and she’s finally smiled when I went around to help pack my groceries. I was packing my groceries as she was at the end of her checkout. When I, finished bagging my stuff and was putting it in my cart, I said, “Come on, let me bag for you!” She burst out laughing.
I just wanted to send this to you. I know there are rough moments. I know. I know the news is really, really hard for people who care and especially with the level of empathic response and the level of feeling helplessness. I know how hard that is. I feel it. I’m an empath. I feel it in my readings. I feel it all the time, but there’s always the magic.
Look for the magic. This will get us through to better times. You know I hate to say psychically that something’s necessary. It is certainly not necessary to hurt another human being or to be hurt, but things have just come to a head like a fever pitch and when things come to a fever pitch, they have a chance to heal. That’s what I would like to bet on.
Which brings you to my last phrase. My last phrase, which I didn’t say to my children, which comes from Paulo Coelho in his book The Valkyries.
In the preface, he writes, “Break a pact.” I suggest you try to break your pack with suffering. “Make a bet. “I suggest you make a bet that there’s always an angel and that you can see the magic.
Then the last statement says, “Find an angel”
I’d love it today if I can be an angel for you. Tomorrow I’ll probably step on somebody’s toes and say the wrong thing and do the wrong thing. All of us are so tender right now. But just for a minute, I like the idea of being your angel.
On behalf of all life…
June 27th, 2018
Diary Entry 2 of 2
June 23rd, 2018
Email thread regarding the Enteric Nervous System [ENS]
On Jun 5, 2018, at 5:56 AM, Sahere Hum < wrote:
For a day last week I was present to feeling very vulnerable and an energy that was residing in the heart area. Throughout the day I was compelled to express through writing raw feed of what was in my larger field.
A knowing was upon me that we needed to include/address the ‘heart’ and its role in the Mind of Creation as we have included affirmations and intentions. When I observe what others are talking about it is all about the heart/brain connection and there is frustration because they don’t take the next step and include the solar plexus. On a few occasions, I observe there is talk about the gut-brain, yet when there is mention of the gut-brain it usually is around food and digestion. The sense that I am present to is to at least address and briefly talk about the heart energy and how it fits into our larger picture. To acknowledge where others are standing, heart/brain connection, and lead them into the next step of a larger system.
On behalf of all life and a new dawn
El mar., 5 jun 2018 10:28, Melissa escribió:
Good observation, Sahere. I recently saw something posted about the ENS and it was clearly categorized it as the “3rd brain” after the head brain and heart, which did not feel accurate to me. Actually, I don’t think any hierarchical view does. The article it was cited was about a scientific study that showed multiple firings within the ENS to deal with digestion or some such. It was scientific news that the cells of the ENS work co-operatively, I think was the upshot. It feels obvious to me, though don’t ask me to explain “how” that all of our systems of intelligence work co-operatively. In other words, they’re part of a whole system and it’s a tad pointless to look at any of them in isolation. For me, rather than looking at how one part of the system works, the question that holds more value would be, where is the metapoint of the different intelligences?
In Unity on Behalf of All Life,
On 5 Jun 2018, at 12:23 PM, MARU wrote:
I also read the writing about the 3 brains, and for me, it is natural to go inside and picture a continuum from the solar plexus to the head as the central ‘me’. From there I can then do whatever is called for.
I’ll have to look at the embriogenesis [embryogenesis in English] process, but if I remember correctly the cells that form the neural tube are the same that will give rise to the brain and spinal cord, with all the other nerves that will constitute the Vagus nerve and accessories. All those cells are originated in the stem cells that are the original cells after fertilization and that will migrate to their final destination, even if it is ‘far away’ from the site of the stem cells.
[Tantra here: this is accurate. This is the research I researched.]
There is a lot to know, but surely, nothing operates on its own.
From me, June 23rd, 2018
What a precious moment in time we are in. Bless you, for pressing into the neuroplasticity of your brain, massaging it and working your neural patterning toward whole system thinking. One of the first aspects of that awakening coherent thinking is the recognition that separation lives in the present neural patterning of thought regarding the body that just does not let us ‘think’ what there is to think.
Here is my rendering of thought connected to Lara’s ‘field response’ languaging. The more I pierce into the objectification of labels of the body ‘nervous system’, ‘heart’, ‘solar plexus’, etc. the more the whole system within becomes visible. The more I pierce into the objectification, the more my mind gives way to a direct link with the body and a hue, a creation-patterning begins to become apparent.
Reading your email threads, I could feel you pressing into thoughts and thinking until thinking and thoughts are rendered back into wholeness. This is a beautiful moment for me, watching human beings fight for their original minds.
My weaving of thought on behalf of our bodies being thought in wholeness.
I am finding myself no longer leaving the symbiotic relationship of oneness with all living things in my mind and in my body. I distinguish these two because the mind in non-physical and the body is physical. As I read your words that are your response to my writings on the Enteric Nervous System, I entered the inner ecosystem the gut actualized as a reality that became part of a greater reality of the digestive system. As the inner ecosystem revealed itself to me, the digestive system became apparent as part of the operational encoding in the physical so that alignment with the non-physical Beingness of ourselves could stay in unity with Creation. I watched as the sun fed the body through the nutrition of Her, the Earth’s, physical forms keeping us all ways in unity with the Cosmos. I felt the commune of the Earth and the Cosmos in my body…an experience I have not been able to comprehend until now as I find myself responding to your ‘shared mind’ explorations. I now comprehend the gift of the Ayurvedic formulas Michael has been concocting for me.
As I read Sahere’s comment about the heart and all of your responses regarding ENS, I recognized the heart and other organs in a symbiotic sentience with the nervous systems that keep them in the symmetry, proportion, harmony, balance, and beauty of Creation. I recognized and became part of the organic love affair between the Earth, her forms, and the Cosmos. Listening to your minds sorting and the body doing what bodies are designed to do, I awakened into our bodies and our minds being once again returned to the living system of the universe.
Once again, in this new-found freedom of form and formless, temporal and eternal, I see our bodies and our minds as interactive, interrelated, symbiotic sentient intelligence operating on behalf of all life. I am reminded of the indigenous people who take peyote, ayahuasca, and other nervous system/mind awakeners. No wonder their body intelligence is in unity with Creation. Now perhaps our bodies are becoming part of Creation again and the risks that come with these spirit enhancing medicinal plants trying to jump-start our bodies that have been so separated from Creation will no longer be needed. I knew early on that I did not only an occasional trip to my direct link with Creation. I was after permanency of the direct link. It would seem that we are finally on the threshold of our natural state and our ability to awaken into it.
I love watching you all work toward resonance. Then the field will be imprinted with the direct link with Creation and how we say it will be part of the patterning of the higher intelligence of Creation.
June 23rd, 2018
Taken from a transcript from a Consult in 2013:
You ought to be able to say, “OK, I need to shift my environment.” And within three days, you’ve shifted it. And no strain on you whatsoever. You should be able to communicate in direct alignment with yourself: “I know that’s not mine to do. I’m not going to be doing that.” It is the nature of your higher design. You are in a direct link with Creation. You are part of the greater universe. If you are not aligned with your higher design, you give energy to that which is not in alignment with Creation and it throws you. Your actual Design is your commitment to the universe because you are a unique and essential design of Creation. Your commitment is not to me or to my words. It’s not even to your children. We’re all temporary. But you came with a Huge commitment to an aspect of Creation which is aligning something down here. And we have no time now. You know, the Mayans weren’t kidding. We have no time for anything but that alignment now.”
From an email thread regarding the new book being written Mind of Creation:
On Jun 8, 2018, at 7:27 PM, Lara wrote:
In jive with the vibes of what all of you shared re: the sentient intelligence of the heart as too, the symbiosis of the inner ecosystem and Melissa’s insightful pointing towards the “metapoint of different intelligences”
On my side, what feels like pressing into the system is an awareness of the web of dragon currents or ley lines running through the Earth like a nervous system of Her’s, and the collective mindscape points of light of the field building relationship to and in commune with Her. synchronicity’s bandwidth of symbiosis between the inner and outer ecosystem and the inner earth’s multiverse on my mind.
6.23.18 I wrote;
I haven’t been able to read any emails for a while. I have been rushing through the currents of shifts and changes that occur when you are one with Creation. When I read the words ‘the sentient intelligence of the heart’ and the ‘symbiosis of the inner ecosystem’, I felt self-described. I feel the sentient intelligence of my heart. It is in direct alignment with the pulse of the bears, the deer, the squirrels, the stars, the movement of the wind through the trees – all in the existence of being one with all Creation. It is truly one of the most amazing awakenings I have ever had. Even when I stopped feeding my squirrels so they will not expect food anymore in the squirrel feeder when I no longer am here, there is no separation. There is a recognition of the shift in the conditions here and we are one in that.
‘The metapoint of different intelligences’ is no longer limited to a physical location. I can hear in my heart literally the heartbeat of their intelligence linked into the separation needed from this place that is occurring both for them and for me. They literally do not come here anymore. Then the deer. I came day before yesterday to get towels to go to the river and two deer stood on the road that headed up the drive to the house being with me. Then yesterday, when I came back from taking my brother and his wife to the airport, I had kept a banana peel. A single deer was standing almost in the same spot. I stopped and tossed the banana peel to her. She looked down at it and then up at me. Then she began to eat it. I knew that no human action separated us. That I had escaped the illusion of that. The bond of sentient intelligence between us was rock solid and that the actions I am taking are to make sure that the metapoints of shared sentient intelligence is alive and well in me.
Then you wrote “the dragon currents or ley lines running through the Earth like a nervous system of Her’s”. These currents are the nervous system of Her. I feel this nervous system bonding with our nervous system again which is part of our original design. I am not the only one. I feel it in my body. My human mind is no longer separate from the Mind of Creation in a way that I have never experienced before. I do not think it is my capacity alone. I feel her nervous system in the human system now and the connection to the sentience of many intelligences rising in the human mind. This is ‘the collective mindscape points of light’ in the field, ‘building relationship to and in commune with the with’ the Earth and the Cosmos. We have arrived at Timeless Time where unity with All Creation is restoring now. Human time will be deeply affected by this. Things that are attempting to happen ‘in time’ will slip away. Other things will come into human time from a different dimensional configuration. Many human beings will not, in this illusion of Time, be able to calculate. I will, am, and can. It is exciting to feel the ‘others in the Field’ who are moving with these ‘dragon currents’ of Earth/Cosmos Time also. This is ‘synchronicity’s bandwidth of symbiosis between the inner and outer ecosystem and the inner earth’s multiverse’ we are returning to is inside human time and affecting the human mind now. It will be interesting to see what rises with that.
Final note: I knew one day the Mind of Creation would rise from a shared mind of sentience in all living things. While I am aware that the mind of some human beings will stay locked in the narrow spectrum of ‘human only centric thinking’, I, with ‘others’, are in the rising symbiosis of this shared sentient intelligence of Creation.
Will write in another diary entry regarding what is awakening in our shared Mind of Creation regarding the body. Will post as Diary Entry 2 of 2.
If they had looked out their windows, they would have seen me dancing as the rays of the sun of early morning glinted off my silver hair. I had my laundry basket in my arms filled with clean clothes. My Santa Fe backpack swung back and forth answering the sun with its pink, oranges, and blues. I was in the joy of architecting a new perfect morning.
5:50: Left the house to go to the laundromat. It is my first practice day for when I am traveling. Got to the laundromat as it opened. Parked in front next to Safeway which was perfect because I needed to get laundry detergent and dryer sheets. Lily sat in the front seat watching. I loved having her where she could see me; where she could be cool before the heat of the day set in.
At Safeway, there were only 3 of us in line: a road worker with his yellow safety jacket, a middle-aged man with two donuts, and me. The man with the donuts had left his billfold in the car. Both the road worker and myself pulled out a dollar at the same time for his $1.79 purchase. We all laughed. Even though he tried to refuse, we persisted all in light-hearted playfulness. Then we insisted when he gave the lady checking us out the change, she take it.
6:15: Figured out which washers for which laundry. Even put the large load in the dryer before I realized that it was a dryer. Such fun. Loved hearing the change come out when I put two $5.00 bills in for my quarters. 34 minutes to drive across the parking lot to the WIFI accessible Flour Garden Bakery for a lox and bagel. With 34 minutes ahead of me, I turned on my laptop so excited to write my observing on my craving.
6:30: I will admit that when I got my bagel, I also got two meat bees that are real pests. I pulled out a piece of the salmon and put it on the plate. I pushed it away where they could have their own corner of Creation. I have at the house something to keep the meat bees away, so I will include it in my travel stash. Point taken
7:00: Went back to get my laundry to put it in the dryer. Thought about how fearful people are about my going on the road and living close to the earth, the weather, the creatures, the sky. It is almost as if they want something to happen or go wrong so that their fear of life can be reinforced. Not everyone. Yesterday, I got to listen to a beautiful story. In the company of bright-eyed people who live among the devas of the plants in unity with the sky and the earth, he spoke. He took care of story. Not something that people usually do. As he spoke I so identified with the shaman woman who turned the man she loved away to take care of the people. My skin crawled as I felt the cold ocean salt on my limbs as he and I got into the boat he had brought began to travel with the tide. It was a life I clearly remembered. As he spoke, one part of me spoke with great psychological separation from reality, “I am only identifying with this, but this isn’t me.” However, my being that transverses times and location KNEW it was me. Tears, on their own, slid down my cheeks as I heard this beautiful architect of life tell my story. I knew before he said it, my child would be a boy. I also knew that the teller of the tale had once been my son.
More are finding their way from the land of fear and separation to the land of love and unity. This has been my practice morning and it has been a good one. Merging into the fabric of the Real. Wonder Full.
All things bright and beautiful. All creatures great and small. All things wise and wonderful. Creation made them all.
This is our theme as human beings as the structures that do not hold this frequency clash and collapse; rise and fall.
I am very excited about this activation. The many people who have been participating in these activations have built a chamber, a matrix, of connection that ties them into the ‘heart of their matter’, the mainframe of their ‘mind of creation’, the emotion of the eternal moving through their physical forms.
Now that we are in the years that were, for me, predicted back in the late 1990s, we are able to come together and connect into the mainframe of reality that lives behind the scenes, in our original cellular memory, and in the fragrance of our hearts. We can organize our own individual fields and our collective fields to vibrate as a unified field of connection with Creation while that which is not unified becomes part of the mulch of new creations.
I am very excited also because I will be doing this activation in a structure that is built with the encoding of the higher matrixes of the divine so the work we do together will be amplified and our ability to absorb the higher frequencies of our higher emotions without reaction will increase.
Someday our children will be taught in school that they are energy beings with condensed forms for fun and for identification. We are part of paving the way for that in these coming years.
I sit here looking out my sliding glass doors. It is dawn and the early sun is just beginning to tap my hummingbird feeder and my daylily. I always smile when I look at her. She started as the single shoot in a small pot. Now she is about three and a half feet across. Her shiny deep green leaves coil out toward the light in the morning and then settles into a more rounded shape as the day awakens.
I know I have to write about activations again. We, human beings, have so little opportunity to touch into the roots of our Being in our matter and in who we are in unity with Creation. There is hardly any relationship to our core energy fields that give us the strength to live vibrationally attuned lives much less support any healing process. I, as a facilitator of wholeness, do activations to support what is rising in the human system. Whether it is the Spirit and Flesh seeking to come back into harmony in the Body; whether is it the Solar Plexus coming online; or our DNA remembering. These are the ones that deal with the core nature of the Body. Then there is the High Heart Activation I got to do with Maggie to increase the strength with of our cellular ability to love. I work with the underpinnings of humanity’s linkage with the greater whole of which we are a part at the cellular level. I work in its mysteries and the incredible natures of human being that so few human beings ever get to now living only on the surface of our planet. The Womb of Creation in both English and Spanish to activate the womb of women as an essential aspect of Creation, followed by the Womb of Man to complete the paradigm of our original design as human beings in unity with Creation. I still smile remembering the young man who shared with me how stunned he was that his anxiety simply disappeared after doing the activation. My job is to increase the activity of wholeness in the human system through the body and the mind and through the incredible nature of human being when in unity with Creation.
Am I ahead of the times. Always. I am a seer who sees the future and prepares people for it. I feel so filled with grace that as a cellular empath I can also engage the cellular memory of wholeness in the human system. We were talking about this the other day. How do you provide something for people standing in their wholeness, not in their brokenness, when they do not yet have registers for what it is to exist as whole. Then I think of the people who come to the activations and I remember that they know. They are at work to remember at a cellular level. What the cellular system cannot remember, you cannot remember nor can you come online without your deep matter and energy restored to their remembering.
Why am I excited about the Crystalline Grid activation Part 1 and now Part 2? Because of field phenomenon in the rising human consciousness. You can feel it in the activations now. The collective consciousness of humankind is rising at the systemic level into the remembrance that exists in the Crystalline Grid of the myofascial connectivity within all matter in the body. People are becoming more empathic. Their systems are activating in unity with a rising future of wholeness. I am still incredibly sad at times that the people’s interpretation of their systems awakening is misinterpreted as something wrong, not something rising. Increased hypersensitivity. Auditory sounds in the head. Difficulty listening to the drone of disconnection that once was accepted as normal. The ability to support our Crystalline Grid is literally turning on a higher frequency bandwidth that connects us to the communication system of unity between the planet and the cosmos. When we are a bigger system, the hypersensitivity calms down. We can hear the sounds of life even in the cacophony of chaos.
I am excited that certain members of the human race are coming out of thinking that they were designed to suffer and reaching like powerful pioneers toward awakening into the wonders of who they are. YES!
You do not need to have done Part 1 to be part of Part 2, but to be responsible for building your field as part of the collective consciousness rising. And given that the activity of yourself as awakened is still emerging, I would recommend listening to Part 1 first.
I apologize for the confusion of our store. I needed a place to ‘store’ everything. 🙂 Over the next few months, I will be opening up the opportunity for you to purchase the different activations for yourself because the possibility of sourcing your own awakening is more available than ever.
I did a 36-minute video about you and your direct ability to participate in your own healing. Here it is:
There is a difference between learning about something and getting access to it. There are ways to comprehend that actually give us access to a reality of unity and how it functions right here and right now in the everyday world – even though often hidden from view in the reality of separation we were born into. Liz, a participant in the Architect Spiral, does a great job of presencing the access she got to her reality in new ways in her email to me. I asked her if I could post it in my diary. I loved her insights as well as her humor. Enjoy!
April 25, 2018
Thoughts on the Now
There are so many events and ways of being swirling around in my cells and being right now. I have been listening to the Direct Link Architect call incessantly since Sunday…it has become my morning practice. Inside that, each time I listen, I get visual pings and keep wanting to create a visual mandala, or roadmap of sorts as to what I heard…yes, a road map…this call didn’t lay out as a mandala, though I did feel such a spiraling as each of us shared. I just haven’t had time to put my pencils to paper and play with it.
Tonight’s Tantra Talk was fascinating. At the same time I was listening, I was in a shopping mall having to buy some appropriate attire for two events I am going to in the next two days. This was the only time I had, so I included the both/and of the experience. Tomorrow I am getting a rotary award…very honored, but had nothing to wear that was appropriate. Friday, we are going to my daughter’s school auction and I had nothing to wear for that. So at the same time I am hearing Tantra ask us to take out pencil and paper, I am walking down an escalator. I included it all and knew I would listen again and take notes. I am glad I just listened. I had to include a lot as I listened. Mall music in the background, people talking, the bright lights of a store, but interestingly, those distractions really fell away, and I was buying what I had to buy at the same time as I was very intent upon the conversation coming into the body…fascinating being in the both/and!
A couple of things pinged especially. One about not being able to language something. I had an ah-ha around this. Last week and on Monday, I assessed a colleague’s 4th-grade daughter. We thought the child might have math challenges. I gave her a math test I wasn’t familiar with, so there was a huge learning curve for me, and I wasn’t feeling confident about scoring the test and being able to speak confidently about it. On Monday, I realized I had to give the entire test, and not just a few sections, as I had hoped I would be able to do. As I asked the various test questions, the child would ask these pristine, stellar, stunning questions back that completely clarified the concept being tested. I was stymied as to how to language the thrill I felt when listening to this child, and how to report out on her clarity of being. She is really smart, does not have math challenges, just lacks some confidence in a few skills. As I heard Tantra talk around this way of being, of not being able to give language to things, I realized that not only could I not find the language in the meeting with the mom/colleague this morning, but that it didn’t matter. What I did convey landed perfectly. The mom lit up like a Christmas tree as I fumbled through what I had to say. But more importantly, I realized it was the field we created together, myself and the child, that was what I couldn’t language. There was a crackling electricity when that child asked her beautiful questions. At the same moment, as I felt the energy, I observed her voice resonance and looked at her hands. Inside my being, I heard the words, “She’s perfect!” The clarity that is this child’s field was so pristine, I wanted to weep. What IS that? I know it is something REALLY big! I could sit here and speculate for days about it. But what I want to train my lens on is the way I felt, and what I was present to. It’s a new reality! It’s a new way of seeing/being with a human being! I couldn’t language this to the mom, though if I had said this, she might have gotten it. She knows me well enough to know when I speak, even if she doesn’t hear everything, that I have her children’s best interests in my heart. This whole thing was so magical! I would have to say this is the first time I have felt a child’s field in this way. So I will track this now and see what happens.
The other piece I really got was the conversation around percentages of ways of being. I really like that and want to try it on. The other part of my very long day today at work was that I was feeling vulnerable. I had a latex reaction last night after I was tying latex balloons in preparation for the school auction Friday. Steve got me Benedryl, but my body was feeling a tad out of balance today. I spoke with my eyes, and immune system, thanking them for working on my behalf. I said I knew I was a tad out of balance and said that I would do my best to work with everyone in letting the systems balance out. I know the vulnerability is part of a new recursion coming online, and I allowed myself to just feel the vulnerability and be with it. There were some moments when I became very stressed and felt old paradigm drama come into play around how I was feeling. I recognized it, and immediately thought, okay, what is the good part of this situation? The stress was coming from the paperwork that needs to be done over and beyond what I expected and how was I going to accomplish it all with integrity. I have a new supervisor whom I know and worked with last year. She just started yesterday and met with my team today. She said I would need to generate the paperwork and have three extra meetings I wasn’t counting on. At the same time, I was freaking about having to schedule meetings and do the paperwork, I was saying to myself how thrilled I was to have her on board because I trust her implicitly, and know that she will take our cases to our director and lay them out with integrity. I couldn’t think in percentages, but I could think in duality, non-duality. So as I was telling her I wasn’t certain about being able to write goals for a student that would be accurate enough, she was telling me she knew it would all work out and be fine. I believed her. My whole day has been like this…whole week actually. While one thing would have me become present to stress, the next would mitigate the stress.
While I was shopping, I saw how much money I was spending, and getting nervous about it. The next minute, the cashier worked a deal that saved me a bunch of money. Seriously…the next minute! She even told me when I chose shoes to come up to her and she would discount those too! She gave the shoe guy his commission too and didn’t take it for herself. I promised her I would do a survey on her behalf. Was she just helping me out to do well in the survey? No! That’s the way she was! I was so grateful and told her so.
In another moment on the call…this one is pretty funny, I was trying on a bra because I needed it for the dress I bought. As Tantra was talking about percentages, I literally got stuck! I couldn’t get the bra off! It was hilarious! I had one headphone dangling down the front of me, and one in my ear, as I am trying to be present to not panicking! So…I went, hmmm, what percentage am I stuck here? 50%? Okay…I took some deep breaths, and calmed my breathing, and slowly got myself unstuck. Breathing, laughing, and hearing Tantra and feeling the field all helped me handle the situation! I didn’t get that particular bra size, needless to say!
Being immersed in the language of the field has been wonderful. I feel it inside my cells, inside my mouth, and my hands, and my whole being. I feel it everywhere. It is palpable now.
We are at work in the second level of consciousness, Mind of Creation, that we are maturing through our time together. In May, we will work to mature [or evolve if that word can be kept out of its historic entrapment] the corpus callosum of our brain. This part of our brain in where the syntonization of the right and left brain functions take place. It is also where our biological structure that has not matured to meet our evolutionary needs is having a very difficult time. For me, bipolar is one of our evolutionary challenges, not a psychological disease.
Please take a minute and go to this website called the inner body. Look at everything between the corpus callosum and the pituitary. Get to know your corpus callosum, hypothalamus, your thalamus, your pituitary and your fornix.We will discuss this on May 5th when we begin our focused work to develop a direct link with our brain. When you go through the areas between the corpus callosum and the pituitary, think beyond the biochemical functions. Think from a perception of consciousness. What is the biological mechanism of your consciousness in your brain? For instance, isn’t it interesting that your nostril fibers and your optic fibers come together in the area often called in eastern tradition the third eye? What does that say about what is possible and what could be amiss without you being in a direct relationship with this extraordinary design of Creation?
To find this website was a godsend because I have been looking visuals to support our ability to get ‘into’ our brain and be ‘one with our brain’. Finally, in my metastate this morning, the patterning of our exploration came to me. I imagined I was walking through the metapoints duality/nonduality worksheet looking at what was coming into existence as something was going out of existence. I was looking at what was expanding as something was collapsing, and what was constructing as something was deconstructing. As I did this, I remembered the work I had given the Architects regarding percentages. In simple terms, ‘something’ cannot be all that is in existence or there would be no existence. Existence in the physical world includes thinking, feeling, sensing, etc. This is what fouls up affirmations and intentions because as something begins to come into existence, what is reflected upon is where it is not in existence, not where it is in existence. That is why percentages are so important as a brain exercise because you want something to come into existence only enough that it can sustain its existence in your reality but not to take over everything. This is why often people who win the lottery or have sudden fame broke inside because they have no ability to be both famous and not famous, wealthy and not wealthy. You must make peace with duality before you can gain entrance into the kingdom of nonduality. Our topic for May.
As I was meandering through my mind, I was doing the duality/nonduality worksheet in my thinking. I was thinking my contentment percentage being with my oldest son and his family who I have not been with for two years. Here was the thought, “I am 87% content and 13% is still misfiring.” I was so struck by the word misfiring because of a question I have been asking my inner awareness for some time. It wasn’t that I was 13% discontent which is usually how duality works here and where we begin to come into unity with the dual systems here. I realized that I was on the border of the next recursion of Being in which the baseline would be 100% content. What that means is that I would cross from duality into nonduality where metastates exist that become the ‘water of consciousness’ we start to exist in. We do not have the dual ‘state’ there where something has become embodied. For instance, I can tell as a state of being I exist in a metareality of happiness but I am not always happy. It means I can still find happiness in myself systemically even in my worst days where I am overcome with unhappiness as an emotion but not as a state of being.
What was the question I had been asking myself for some time? It is, “What is it I do?” I know what happens out of the work I do. The core nature of a human being begins to re-member itself as its extraordinary design. This is the simplest way of saying it. It is why I keep working because I know that the core nature of a human being has been displaced by needing to belong to so many structures that have no interest in what a person is – only in what they do. I have rarely if ever answered the question, “What do you do?” I have often answered, “I give you what you don’t know you need.”
Somehow wandering around in the depth of my higher consciousness, the answer came. I woke fearful to say what it was. I found that interesting because the odds are people won’t understand what I do any more than they did before. It was just that it was so spot on. I have made a promise since the beginning of the year to not try to bridge to the popular reality of separation nor try to bridge to the perceptions connected to that reality. I promised to stay true to the reality of unity rising in the midst of the reality of separation we were born into. That doesn’t mean it isn’t challenging. But if I don’t state what I know to be real [in the Creation Exercises 3 ‘what I do is for me is] then how can I be there for others who find their language of creation and are able to finally language themselves as their direct link with Creation.
Here is what I found language for in the question, ‘what do I do’. As the language unfolded, I realized that a part of me that did not yet have language has always been completely aware that is what I do. I just didn’t have language for it. I want to restate there is what you do and what happens out of what you do which is for another day. What happens goes what beyond what I do. In my case what I do begins to reset the entire field within which the human beings exists so that they can ‘be themselves’. I am actually quite excited about getting the language and can’t wait to have that language in the second part of the Crystalline Grid activation because it will give others a way to be consciously conscious in their systems of Being also.
What I do:
I repair the firewall* between the sensitivities, sensations, and ‘bit‘s** of intelligence that exist in the person’s nature of Being and the personality framework that was created to survive in the reality of separation they were born into. Then I create a buffer made of their Being to regenerate the trauma of not being able to be in connection with themselves into the life force energy of their direct link with Creation.
*A firewall typically establishes a barrier between a trusted internal network and untrusted external network
**A bit (short for binary digit) is the smallest unit of data in a computer.
Use your imagination to see the correlate!
I have made this letter to you as part of my diary. I am so proud of the work we are doing. I love it when people work on behalf of themselves as well as the consciousness of all.
Do you see me dancing?!!!