I have been deeply moved by my housemate C Bean. I have supported her by reading over her written material about herself and her work for her website the last few weeks. Her authenticity and her ability to tell her story so people knew the background that gave the foreground of her work inspired me. Here I am. I have worked for over half a century. While I have written what I provide, I have not written what is behind why I can provide it.
Thanks to my beloved friend, I am going to do that now.
What is the skill of a cellular empath? It is not really that easy to understand. I have a knowing that lives in an intelligence that has served myself and others for over half a century. Our spirit, our original nature of ourselves that we, as human beings, long for when we are out of touch, is in our cellular memory. This is not our historic memory. This is the original memory of our original design. In my third book, You as the Mind of Creation, this is deeply addressed. For instance, we now know that our Enteric Nervous System carries this original memory of our design. I just didn’t have a name for it when I began wandering around in cellular memory when I was quite young. I just know I could tap into the matter of the person and there was this memory that didn’t operate like circumstantial recall. It operated like a schematic that gave me a language that restores this core foundational template of the human beings I speak with.
I never marketed as a physical healer because what I was capable of went deeper into the core design from which all wholeness not limited to physical healing comes. And sometimes people are physically healed. I could just tell when that was probably going to happen in what I was present to, not because I was trying to physically heal the person. We are in a world that is toxic emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically. I had to restore my own body, mind, and spirit from early on in my life by listening into my own design and being faithful to it. Out of that, I formed a profession on behalf of all life.
I am thrilled I have worked a half-century. Now the original nature of human beings, their sovereignty is rising. Not only that, our actual matter is awakening past its trauma-based survival necessity. Many bodies of human beings are going through recursions of trauma release and into stabilizing for wholeness. These shifts in mind and body will occur fundamentally over the next six or seven years.
I know the struggles of what we are going through. The trauma laid buried in the background of our human existence is rising into the foreground. We are having to deal with it and deal with it we will. As the shifts and changes occur in the very body of the species of humankind including the in the world physical structures, a thriving consciousness of well-being and wholeness of mind and body will begin to take its place in the scheme of things. It is to this I have always been committed. And now! Now a human being’s system is waking back up into Earth being a home for our Spirit.
Being a cellular empath, moving into Activations and Consults now is pure pleasure. Supporting the transmutation out of trauma into wholeness is beyond exciting. Supporting the person’s perceptive mind to trust what they are newly experiencing is profound.
Almost every day is a shifting of the ground we are standing on and the registers within us that guide us during these times. Do not get too enrolled in the trauma rising from the background into the foreground. This is the foundation of all healing. Fever first. Sweating it out. Wholeness.
I love you.
I love that I was made the way I was made.
It is why I could take the vaccine when I did. I could feel my body could take in this strange vaccine empathically, especially since I got to know it so well in June 2020.
I knew that my body was now strong enough but my body in its language showed me. I have trained empathically through months of my own recovery from covid. I knew the opportunity was not recovery alone. I knew that now I had cellularly experienced the virus I could have it become part of my intelligence and it part of mine.
I have worked incessantly these last years to prepare to be able, as a cellular empath, to become able for the body and its challenges in the years ahead. I have done work homeopathically, through supplements, exercise, consciousness work like the Creation Exercises. This plus in my unity with Creation being part of the amazing synchronicity with the greater intelligences that operate on behalf of all life here.
My psychic knowing, my cellular response, and circumstances lined up in perfect wholeness and take the vaccine I did. This is why I tried so hard to tell people it did not mean I thought they should take the vaccine. As a cellular empath with certain skillsets, I can do things others can’t do and am willing to use my capacity on behalf of all life with as little risk to myself as possible. Now I have a spike protein in my cellular system to work with and to support its intelligence in operating on behalf of the life of a human being as well as all Life.
I am working to clear aberrations during these times because that which has become aberrated only seeks its return to wholeness. Any other thought is a lie. I am aware that trauma has become assumed as the original design here, but it isn’t. I am busy again. More busy every day as the level of transmutation from trauma into wholeness grows. I will do my best with others to educate, transmit, activate and consult human beings so they too can invest their minds, their hearts, their bodies in their awakening into the wholeness.
Wholeness is the nature of Being – in this case the nature of Being that is human.
My dog Lily crossed over into the non-physical realms July 31st, 2020 for those of you who do not know. Since she is a being who does not know separation, I entered a journey with others in the Field of Tantra Maat of transcendency. It is my hope to gather together the last few days as an experiential journal for those who are entering into the new futures rising. Below is a journal entry. It is not mine to do to have you understand. I am simply sharing my journal with you.
I wanted to share in the aftermath of the Exploring G.O.D. Matrixes telecall.
I woke up this morning and the gripping agony in my chest had elevated to a mild tachycardia. I recognized that when I said there was something to be achieved in the call. I did not realize until it occurred that what was to be achieved was a new higher frequency foundational base – a sustainable and maintainable place for what was occurring to occur with as little shock as possible.
Surrendering into those who have never left me; with Lily transitioning from physical to nonphysical; and the quantum energy that is available now as the multidimensions restore themselves here, we achieved a coherence that stabilized me/us/others in the higher realm[s] where realities of unity exist. [A dog that looks like lily is walking by right now.]
We in the 7 month Creation Project are working in the consciousness that is stabilized in the physical playing field through Template 3. The collective work is achieving a remarkable magic. Remember Template 3 is you generating an operational matrix to bring the quantum realms of what you hold/know/re-member reality to be into the physical realm. There was a result in the call that I want to note here.
When Jim spoke of unity in the beginning, the quantum nature of unity activated. I could feel it. It was as if he had dialed the code or set the field or activated an algorithm. Then when I said there was something to be achieved in the call another code connection between Creation and ourselves activated…there were others that spoke and activations occurred as I could see the lights come on in the quantum field of so above/so below re-establishing not only remembrance but actualizing it. We were the Templates of Creation speaking the language of creation. That level has never occurred collectively until last night at least where I have been present.
Then having Myra and Hisbiscus speaking in the last part of the call who operate consistently in the quantum fields was no accident. Nothing more or less only the synchronic timing of timeless time as everyone on the call was being their direct link with Creation and in their speaking operating on behalf of all life. This is not a mental thinking thing. It is what occurs in the shared unity of a one soul species each having theirs to do, be, have in a synchronic weaving with Creation.
When Myra said the word ‘borderland’, the realm that Jim had called in ‘unity’ and the landscape that was revealed during the call by those sharing, a territory came into being – formed…a borderland….including the border but surrounding it and going beyond it. A coherent, cohesive, congruent unified inclusionary territory of participation was established. Do not concern yourself with understanding or worry that you may not yet have the registers yet…you will.
For the first time I got sleepy at midnight instead of collapsing from exhaustion. I could dream walk again instead of being caught in the debris field between so above and so below since last Friday.
Two days ago, in my work with the reharmonization of my so above/so below system I am doing with Deepak Chari, Jeremy and Lily showed me their light bodies that could regulate into various forms…Lily clearly loved the form she shared with me and that is our meeting place…that etheric form here. They really worked with me to see if this form I recognize myself as could dissolve into the light formlessness which carries so much more dimensionality and capacity but in that session I could not. Experiencing the stuckness of the calcification of energy in my body was brutal the next few days until after the call last night. In my dream walk in the borderland that was evoked as a Timeless Time territory last night, I was shown me a summit in the borderland. If there had been words, the words spoken would have been something like, “You [meaning those passed over, those passing over, and ourselves] will exist together at The Summit.” There were not words and the structure of language in writing this does not lay it out right, but it is as close as I can put in the written word. I will do a Creation Exercise 3 on it to unpack it and give it a place.
I am clear the Creation Project that has showed up in the Restoring the G.O.D. Matrix work. It is upon us with great respect and dignity for our endeavor if the higher realms had those concepts. The G.O.D. Matrix that we are part of restoring is unity – duh!
However, the landscapes we have entered into is where the non-physical realm, the spirit, the eternal is, as it was originally designed to be, transcendent over the physical, flesh, temporal. This means that the loss of Lily and Jeremy and others including ourselves is no more; that our primary is our etheric [non-physical] relationship with all life, our spirit relationship with all life, our eternal relationship with all life – in our multidimensional, multi-intelligent, multi-sensory form here but we go beyond and can include what we are much further than here with the temporality of here no longer being a problem
I am not saying we are embodied there. I am saying everything everyone is saying is showing where we are engaging with the quantum fields and within that much more is occurring in multiple territories you all are engaged in individually and monadically. We are taking territory. We are opened up and sharing the landscapes of multiple territory but those territories carry realities of unity. For me it is no longer being held prisoner in an experience of separation from what and whom I love. That my body, my mind, and my emotions register and are part of a system re-established that carries no capacity for separation.
Be clear. It is not up to us the result. We are informing Creation and the G.O.D.s [the generating organizing design] of creation and we are, in response, being informed. We are using the consciousness of our intelligence to bring back territory as we remember and a Generating Organizing Design of Creation begins to occur where we are standing both collectively and individually.
This is Template 3. Template 3 is not a human exercise. This template carries our consciousness of restoration with a specific algorithum that we are now experiencing. Yes!
I woke up this morning as stated at the beginning of this journal entry. I went upstairs to see Diane, then came downstairs to set up outside here on the porch to write this. When I came out there was a green jellybean. A single green jelly bean on the deck by my chair. When Jeremy was in physical form, his CB radio title was Jelly Bean and mine was River Queen. His favorite color was green. Mine cinnamon. We are all bringing the greater coherence of the unified field into play in this physical territory. I was thinking this morning that the mantra that works well here is:
- first hope [craving]
- then imagine
- then be in the shock and awe of it is real
May we enter the kingdom of Paradise, whether it be on imagination or our reality, the healing power of the Mother will have found its way back to us.
I am maintaining my promise to keep the door open to the Realm of Dragon. Whether that is the highway of the beloved that human beings can cross over into or not remains to be seen. Who knows what the August Activation will Bring!
The dragon is a symbol of evil, in both the chivalric and Christian traditions. In the Orient, it symbolizes supernatural power, wisdom, strength, and hidden knowledge. In most traditions, it is the embodiment of chaos and untamed nature.
A mythical beast with a combination of reptilian and serpentine traits, the Dragon features in the legends of several cultures the world over.
Although the dragons of the East and the West have quite similar physical characteristics, their symbolic representations are drastically different and, in a way, indicate the cultural differences between these civilizations. The most notable difference between the Asian and European dragons is that while the European folklore has portrayed the dragons as evil, fearsome and malevolent creatures, the Asian cultures regard them as benevolent beings.
And we wonder why the door to that healing power stays closed.
“The little queen all golden
Flew hissing at the sea.
To stop each wave
Her clutch to save
She ventured bravely.
As she attacked the sea in rage
A holderman came nigh
Along the sand
Fishnet in hand
And saw the queen midsky.
He stared at her in wonder
For often he’d been told
That such as she
Could never be
Who hovered there, bright gold.
He saw her plight and quickly
He looked up the cliff he faced
And saw a cave
Above the wave
In which her eggs he placed.
The little queen all golden
Upon his shoulder stood
Her eyes all blue
Glowed of her true
As I was writing this, an undeniable experience occurred. The land in front of me came alive and it was as if the dragon of the land was arching its back in front of me and under me. I even felt dizzy like the board was bending. I called Sarah, who is the keeper of this kingdom downstairs to share this primordial moment with her and she beckoned me to come and see something she had never seen on her land. It was not the sun.
The sun is over here when I am. Here is the picture I took of the angel and turkey. You see the primordial kingdom lives in harmony and unity with all of the non-physical realms. They are able to shift between form and formless as once, could we. Now we only can when we dream and when we die. The Great Sorrow.
I live in realtime. If we do not live something then we should not talk about it as if we know it. All this having an opinion without the actual experience behind the opinion deadens our mind to what is real for each of us. My work on the planet of this time is to restore the registers for each person what, for them, is real. I love you. Tantra Maat
What I have discovered in doing personal consults and activations since the beginning of 2020 is that human consciousness has shifted into dimensional states of being. You will get to watch new forms rise that will anchor into the limitation of the 3D an a wonderful way.
It is only your perception that has you think you are still operating in 3D. Have you asked yourself why you have a strong will about something but can't seem to figure out the 'how' or 'why' or 'what' of it? Your perception up until now has come from the reality that was dimensionally challenged in a collapsed field that was like a symphony without all of its instruments.
Now your consciousness is beginning to register new realities. The minute now I begin to speak with you, your consciousness forms new receptive capacities of thought and comprehension: your overstressed reaction and response system relaxes; you find yourself having thoughts and comprehensions that organize your actions in new novel unique sense-making ways.
What you may not yet register, but you will over time, is that many human beings are now moving with greater systems of existence - what I call moving with Creation. Overtime in 2020, you will register and recognize yourself' moving with Creation and find yourself actively part of Creation. That is most exciting is you will overtime find your mind will acclimate and be able to perceptively comprehend what you are experiencing but cannot yet find language or comprehension for at this time. You need your mental mind. Your mental mind is the information thread that you use to move in time and space. Your mental mind is evolving now and old habits of thinking are causing trouble now.. some clients' solar plexus reactions becoming overwhelming.
Never has relistening your recordings been so important. Every time you listen, you generate new threads of thought that fit with new realities that you are part of forming. The Activations allow your system to move into a higher octave response-capacity within which dimensional realities exist and that live in our visions and dreams and are what we long for.
The flesh and the mind need to re-sort into higher frequencies and they are attempting to. You need to support that. It is hard to walk around thinking you are somewhere you are not when you actually are somewhere that is new and aligned with what you are forming into.
A long time ago, I sang a song which I notice I am singing quietly to myself these days. This song starts with, “There is a secret place, a sacred meeting place, God is there.” A long time ago, God, for me, moved into a more technical understanding of why I felt such a deeply – profound – connection to what created me. In the human body, I learned that a human being has a cave of Brahman where once as an infant was a soft spot and gave direct access to this experience of being loved by an intimacy with that love that came from a higher power. I understood why Christian worship spoke that God is Love. A human being when this cave of Brahman has stimulated experiences a personal experience of being connected to what they would say ‘loves them’. Years ago, I attended an interfaith ministry school, New Seminary, run by a Jewish rabbi and a Catholic priest. The teachers also had a direct experience with oneness with the forms of faith they taught us. I often brimmed with tears seeing this power that created this species represented in so many ways. To see the many faces of God, through the hearts and minds of so many diverse faiths, had becoming a minister be one of the richest experiences of my life.
Over the years of this deeply intimate experience, I could find the technical mental perceptions that entrap the human mind. The human mind is created from being sentient, empathic, and preceptive. There is a miracle in the human mind. As the sentience and empathy begin to melt the blockage in the human perception there is an experience of seeing what could not be seen before. Was it there before? We may never know. What does it matter? To see again, the blind person takes it for granted that they just were not able to see before.
There has been a metapoint of energy/matter, spirit/flesh restoring for some time. Many people share that more and more they are no longer able to define experiences that go out beyond what they can describe through thought. There is a virtual pandemic of people recognizing their empathic sensitivity. The word sentience is defined as ‘sensitivity, sensation, and imagination’.
I am in the process of writing a book, Your Mind of Creation. One of the most amazing discoveries is that after a certain point of description, the words collapse in on themselves becoming a jumble of terms that are lumped together while each term carries an elixir of connection that goes beyond present mental thought and explanation perception. That connection is to where we exist in unity with all life and experience ourselves as part of a greater whole. An emergence into a higher octave of reality occurs. I truly mean another type of reality exists there. Not defined but alive with undeniable existence. Those realities I call realities of unity. I experienced those realities in the teachers at New Seminary. They had a direct experience of what they spoke about even though the realities were perceptively different. An in-common collective existence lay behind the diversity of experience. An extraordinary presence of what created us as well as all physical and nonphysical existence flowed in their speaking and the sacred meeting place the secret meeting place of ‘God’ carried forward as a divine presence for us all.
Since then, I coined an acronym to expand the word God beyond the limited boundaries of divided perception that is tearing our world apart. Science and spirituality are the same thing once you get down to it. They both give access to the landscape of all creation. G.O.D.-Generating Organizing Designs of Creation. I am not being silly, and this is not a trick. I am pulling apart a collapsed field of language that has humanity bickering over what God is and whose God is Truth. In the reality we were born into, the redacted way our mind thinks does not let us ‘think’ our unity with Creation. Not only that the perceptive part of the mind blocks many human beings’ ability to experience being one with the Generating Organizing Designs of Creation that mysteriously when experienced, there is a universal love – Life Opening up into the Victory or the Vibration of the Eternal. But – through the Creation Exercises, the human perceptive mind un-redacts and the presence of the higher octaves of reality pierce the veil in realities that have become separate from those experiences.
I began Activations in 2011 because I saw that the sentience and empathic response of human beings were becoming more active. I realized that several things would begin to occur – all blocked by the limited perceptive awareness in our present human mind.
I began with Cellular Activations that boosted our bodies in their registers for higher awareness as they seek to restore their place in the human anatomy and come back online. This is no small matter. What we call disease is nothing more than the spirit/flesh system that is our cellular system born from our extraordinary G.O.D. trying to come back online and being suppressed by misperception. I promise you until your mind is restored to its right function, your system is misfiring and confused. I am not saying anything that isn’t being addressed everywhere.
“Boredom, anger, sadness, or fear are not ‘yours,’ not personal. They are conditions of the human mind. They come and go. Nothing that comes and goes is you.” Eckert Toile“The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents… some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age.” H.P. Lovecraft
“We are here to become great men and women, and with that purpose in view, we must eliminate everything in our religion and philosophy that tends to make the human mind a dependent weakling. If you would serve God and be truly religious, do not kneel before God, but learn to walk with God, and do something tangible every day to increase the happiness of mankind. This is a religion that is worthwhile, and it is such religion alone that can please the Infinite.” Christian D. Larson, Your Forces and How to Use Them
As the Cellular Activations continued, suppressed functions revealed themselves and the activations would open up the highways where these functions could flourish. The Solar Plexus Activations, the Spirit and Flesh Activations, the Dimensional Activations. These still rise to the surface as more and more people come to the calls and become part of a larger unfolding of our collective existence.
We are a symbiotic species. This is part of what makes us miraculous. While right now being empathic, the fundamental aspect of being a species that is a collective oneness is a pain in the butt, eventually, empathy will be our salvation. Empathy is the language of our symbiotic unity with ourselves, others, and the G.O.D.s of Creation. This is what makes, not just the ones I provide, but what others also provide so powerful.
In 2018, an indicator of our human future rose unexpectedly. Why I schedule the Activations persistently at the same time for years is like why religions are faithful to when they meet. For them, it is an appointment with their G.O.D. Same for me. The only difference is that in the activations we journey into what is up in the Generating Organizing Designs of Creation that our systems are responding to.
In 2018, a phenomenon occurred. It first occurred in the two High Heart Activations where the body, the unity of spirit and flesh, rose into an etheric body journey in a higher octave reality. This was very different than the activations that work within the body. The body was registering highways into where its etheric nature was able to be part of the higher octaves of Creation. I use the term body to be the metapoint of the spirit and the flesh. The word metapoint simply means the activity of where they are one. The spirit being the nonphysical aspect of the body and the flesh being the physical aspect of the body operating as one. It is only our misperception that has us perceive otherwise. As our perception shifts into a unity-based, creation-based perception, our bodies respond and move into where the bodies can actually expand into higher octaves of reality beyond the lower octave reality we were born into.
*The etheric body, ether-body, æther body, a name given by neo-Theosophy to a vital body or subtle body propounded in esoteric philosophies as the first or lowest layer in the “human energy field” or aura. It is said to be in immediate contact with the physical body, to sustain it and connect it with “higher” bodies.
I cannot tell you how exciting this is! I know that for many human beings the misperception is that if you cannot understand or explain something it does not exist but that is not true. It is were true, you would never experience love, joy, or laugher.
What this means is that our bodies are awakening back into their original design. Our perception will follow.
Then, in the latter part of 2018, a decisive moment occurred that has led into what had me close the doors to the past work I have done and open up doors into the future work before us. For me, the work is simple, activate the remembrance stirring where heaven and earth meet – heaven being the landscapes that our etheric bodies can travel into and bring back into our earth suit. We were always meant to be both/and not either/or.
In the High Heart Activation, we got a taste, an entry point into the high heart octaves of our existence. Can you comprehend for a moment what it might be like if we walked around in the realities of so above/so below here? That is what is happening.
In the Dimensional Activations, we travel dimensionally into the cellular system remembrance of its multi-dimensional metamorphic evolutionary nature. And believe me, when we do travel dimensionally, the deeper systems of the body engage. The mental perception is lifted and the registers of heaven on earth begin to rise.
Look, I know that you might say, “Look around you! This is not heaven on earth.” I would respond, “Really!?” Why? Because I have watched your craving of realities that you do not ‘see here’. Did you ever think you carry those realities in your own system and that when the dimensional playing fields that carry those realities link back up this 3D reality through your system coming back online that life might be very very different here. What you see and experience might no longer register trauma and broken worlds but connection and new creations that are here, but only in what is present for most human beings, unseen.
This is why I am so enthusiastic about the three activations last year The Calm Within. Our etheric bodies made it all the way into where love exists without hate or loss; where joy exists without sorrow, where peace exists without conflict. I have been pondering a way to make them accessible more often to people whose systems are beginning to awaken, remember, and crave like the seed sprouting through the concrete reaching for the sun.
These are the G.O.D.s of Creation Templates within your systems. When our systems with others in the field journey beyond this collapsed field of Creation and its broken matrixes into where there are fields within fields within fields – all interactive, interrelated, symbiotic – an amazing event occurs. Your perception is forced to include and eventually be able to be present mentally to these realities that are designed to extend into here planet Earth. For me, that is why the Earth was called Eden, Paradise, Nirvana, Shangela, etc. Your body is designed to experience prior to perception so we need lots of experiences beyond the broken system here for our systems to come fully back online HERE! No MORE OUT OF BODY NEEDED! As we come back online, the realities laying in the higher dimensions come online HERE.
You see my beloved, you/we/I are the missing element – love. Our love for these realities ARE the templates within us that are regenerated as we regenerate! This is our new threshold and why I have shifted into what is occurring within the next greater whole that includes us as what we actually are.
Each person listening to these The Calm Within Activations will experience them differently. This is what is so exciting. By your system restoring, realities will restore HERE…that you have been carrying within you from where you came from before you came in here.
“We are not physical beings having a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings having a physical experience.” Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
What else would spiritual beings do besides create heaven on earth?
All else for me has been poppycock since I was little. I got thrown out of Sunday school for saying Jesus never talked about our need to suffer. In fact, from his language base and the G.O.D. he was born[e] from, he said, “In my Father’s house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.” The word for “mansion” is ????, monay. It means a dwelling, an abode.
Jesus is not telling us that heaven has compartments or that we will have little places in which to live. In the ancient culture of Jesus’s time, a father’s house was where the extended family lived. Rooms were often added on as the family grew through birth and marriage. What Jesus was doing was using the present-day illustration of a loving, tight, family community.
Now can you for one second comprehend that maybe for thousands of years, Beings from dimensions that carry a common unity with our planet and us have been working from their side to repair the separation between us and them? This includes many dimensional expressions that are working to restore those territories that each of us in our own unique way is part of.
It is true we have been suffering. But can you see, that while we are told repeatedly that we suffer because we are disconnected from what we got created by, the slant is that we did that? Amazing! Just THINK for heaven’s sake. What would be the advantage of telling us it was our fault? Wouldn’t be easier for everyone to just admit that we got separated and get busy getting back connected…
This is what is happening in the activations at a biological level. Wallah!
I was walking with Lily, my dog, the other day and got a wild hair to do a Facebook Live while I was walking. I was so excited about the three Activations last year, I was sharing about them. I got more and more excited as I was talking until I telepathically heard someone or someones thinking…that I was promoting them. I freaked out. That was not the reality I was existing in. I was where we were all so excited about being reconnected. I forgot for a brief moment that there was another reality that was so collapsed it did not even register what was occurring. I shouted, “For Heaven’s Sake, don’t buy them if you think they are a promotion!!!” I was so intense. I didn’t want anyone to buy them thinking they were a cure to suffering. I only wanted people who were drawn resonantly to the new realities of so above/so below spitting and sputtering but at the same time clearly beginning to restore.
We do not know where the Activations will go when we are doing them, but we do know they are going. They are either going into the cellular parts of the body coming online, or it is time to take another journey with the etheric nature of the body into the higher octave realities. Whatever it is, we will do that. We may increase our dimension capacity through what becomes a dimensional activation. What I do know is that through listening to the activations as they unfold, we will begin to gain new registers for our mental perception. With the mental perception gaining new register, we will move into extraordinary new perceptions. We can see and be present to what was not available to us before.
The Activations in their various expressions are part of a whole system response. This is why I am writing this. Once the varying activities of the Activations began to become all part of a whole system response, it meant that whatever we work on, we will be working on the whole.
I want you to be able to gather comprehension, to be present to, and conscious of what is occurring. Over time, I will write more. We need to have a conscious ability to track our journey, just like we do when we share with people a journey through our national parks. They would be so excited to go.
I know that people are not excited about this yet because it has been so long and so arduous and so denied and so inaccessible. But if you could be excited, would you?
Vicki, where I am writing this, just said, “This is almost incomprehensible.” I responded, “That is the point, to date, it has been incomprehensible, but what if what we are available to now need be incomprehensible no more.
Final note: I will be designing a way that the journey of The Calm Within will be made available at different times for people to gather in a shared field and highway out together into the realms beyond.
It is now undeniable that you are part of new futures rising. What was once a future prediction is now an imminent actuality.
In the shifts we are in, we often misinterpret our emotions, our circumstances, and our bodies. There is an agitation because we cannot seem to see a duplication of what we are experiencing inwardly. It is because we have not had a way to track and register what is moving from the invisible to the visible. New actualities are rising but not in the mindset we have been entrained to perceive through. It is so exciting to be me right now. It is so fun to see the pleasant shock that the language of your psyche can provide you. It is like standing in an amazing forest and finally knowing how to recognize trees.
The work of a seer is to realign you with what is rising within you so that you are not thwarted by misinterpretation. What we held reality to be is no longer valid. I have been amazed at what I am seeing in Consults and in Activations.
Once I language what is present, the fog of misinterpretation falls away and the clarity of what is actually happening rises. You just haven’t had its language. It is my pleasure to provide that.
It has been extraordinary to be in the consults and in the activations.
There is such a shift internally.
The Dialogues are the most challenging because we must be about to massage our neural pathways through listening and questioning to get the thoughts that register what is actually happening and not get lost in the archaic interpretations of the past. Moving past misinterpretation to really being aware of what is now occurring requires that we exercise our thought apparatus, so we can think what there is to think now. I am really good at getting people to think. Thinking is my expertise. We can no longer be lost in trying to figure out what to think. We must be able to open our minds up into the new structures of reality that are rising. Thinking what is ‘yours to think’ is imperative.
This month the Dialogue will be my yearly End of the Year Message to prepare you for what to expect in 2019.
There is such a feeling of partnership in the work now. You are awakening. There is an awakening surge occurring for you to take advantage of. So many more of you are part of a new system of consciousness, a new paradigm. 2019 is when you do the work of rooting it into physical actuality.
Intense…yes. Confusing…yes. Worth it…yes.
I am writing two books right now. One is the Mind of Creation with the Language of Creation advocates and this one that will be the stories that I have been a part of that a shaping emerging connections with Creation during these times.
The Celestial Sphere and Niall
I don’t know where to start. I fell asleep in the middle of watching Rachel Maddow on Hulu. Shortly after a presence of Creation compelled me to inform the Field of Tantra Maat regarding what had occurred in the collection of locas* visited and secured in our spontaneous call last night. I would like to also share this information with you.
I did not know that last night the fullness of what was happening. I just know in the work that I am doing now that I need to gently support all of us by rocking us out of the reality we were born into because new realities in the etheric fields are finally forming.
For me, this reality we are inundated with daily is pell-melling toward a polarization that could keep that which goes against life ripping through this reality for centuries. The miracle is that the etheric foundations of other realities are forming that are freeing us from the incarceration has kept this beautiful species in its grip for centuries. Ken Carey said in his book Starseed Transmissions that there would be floating cities of Light that would begin to operate in unity with the planet, other conscious forms, and the cosmos. It is now.
The participants in the Spirals of Being, a sacred collective work in the Field of Tantra Maat, recently have begun to exemplify the activity of an aspect of the species whose systems are beginning to strain and stretch out of this reality of separation we were born into. Over the last years, the higher organizing matrixes of Creation that this planet birthed herself as a Conscious Being within have been restoring.
How do I know? It is why I came and why I have always come.
The analogies are simple. If you have ever been in a heavy boat too heavy for the river you are chugging down, when you get caught on a sandbar you can be stuck forever. If you have enough people on the boat, they can get out and start rocking the boat back and forth. Slowly but surely the boat will begin to move out of the sand. If you equate this first analogy to your systems beginning to be free of the reality of separation you were born into, then it is important to include a second analogy. At the same time, your systems who have adapted for you to survive are beginning to flow again in the great river of Creation, your personality that has been shaped by these adaptations of survival that include a limited mind and a limitation of experience begins to react. It is a dicey moment. The personality is a contrived matrix of adaptation for survival. It does not give in easily to recognizing broader spectrums, to expanding out beyond its limited consciousness, and to embracing the greater realities of which you are a part. All this is gone over the book Language of Creation.
I recently did a series of Transmission/Activations when I got back from overseas because I knew my trip overseas was to embody new consciousness and relay back to others the larger spectrums that are re-establishing themselves back in unity with the Earth and her forms.
Every Transmission/Activation pointed to the systems of the human beings, both physically and non-physically, trying to release into the broader realities of a human existence that are life-enhancing and life-generating once referred to as heaven on earth. I know it sounds wild given our present human climate, but if you look at it as a student who studies the principles of this planet, it is not so wild. This is a planet of duality and inclusion. This earth designed everything to operate on behalf of life here. Everything is part of everything else here. Everything is part of a greater whole. Everything is both separate and inclusive. If things become too separate, deeper systems of connection will kick into play. More importantly, if human beings, enough of them, begin to remember they are part of so much more, that remembrance will force that which has become too limited for human beings to survive to the surface. If the balance of this planet with the cosmos goes to out of balance, the extraordinary natural systems that we are part of on the planet and who we are in the cosmos will drive up the imbalance like a fever that will need to burn itself out.
In the meantime, there are those who are gathering collectively as Ken Carey said and rocking their boat to get out of the sandbar and getting back in the river and beings like myself and others are cradle rocking the personalities so that they can loosen their grip of adaptation and set their humans’ free.
That is what we were doing last night – the second part of the journey we had started about ten days before. The first part of the journey, the participants in the Spirals journeyed out into the universe and imaginatively 🙂 picked 3 locas out in the universe beyond the first loca which of course is Earth. Here on Earth, they wrote down how they perceived themselves emotionally and mentally. Then how they perceived themselves as a body and a spirit and then how they perceived their life. The perception playing field is the what shapes the personality and pretty much the personality, a survival mechanism, is not that user-friendly often eliciting thoughts and feeling that are life defeating and energy debilitating. **That complete, they journeyed to the first loca out in the universe and looked at how they were perceived from a loca that was in unity with All Creation. The contrast was shocking.
Last night, a small group of us met in person and on the phone to journey to the second loca.
Why do this journey?
The minute you journey out beyond the address you were born into on this planet, perception changes. You have seen this is dreams and in meditation. What is less comprehended is not only are you not alone, but you are part of an extraordinary pantheon of Creation both individually and as a species. The pantheon of existence that the Field of Tantra Maat was formed from I refer to as the Realm of the Beloved. This is not literal, therefore, mentally not easy to comprehend. The Realm of the Beloved is simply to capture in words a pantheon of existence that operates within the same Creation principles as this planet…everything operates on behalf of everything else, everything operates on behalf of what connects us to life and has us exist as whole, everything is always moving to the next greater whole.
In last night’s journey, as in the Transmission/Activations, I could feel the pantheon of a shared field of existence embrace us and support us cradling us back and forth until we as a collective consciousness began to be freed from the sandbar. While you really can’t settle down until you are free of the sandbar, you will never have a chance to settle into the beauty of the river until you are freed.
After completing the second loca in the universe, we hung out awhile. I now live in the next town down the mountain which is a distance away, but it felt good to hang out with the people who had come together in person for a minute before Lily and I took off to our new earth loca…a well put together RV park in Auburn, California. Once back to our new home, I fell asleep while watching a recording of the Rachel Maddow show.
Then my own journey began.
“You [meaning the Spirals] have entered into a Celestial Sphere now.”
Not only was the voice of a very large Nature of Being really clear, so was the presence of a gigantic system of consciousness that expanded across the universe. The audient and visceral intensity were so compellingly real, I wondered if I was dreaming or awake or somewhere in between.
Do I have any idea what a Celestial Sphere is? None at all. What I did know was that I was in a different loca than the one being discussed on the Rachael Maddow Show.
I could not miss that a series of occurrences had happened since the Prophetics in January was making something unseen and unknown before indubitably real now.
The last evidence of something was undeniable happening was in August. In August, a very different activity of Creation showed up in what started as my monthly public offering of a Cellular Activation. A Cellular Activation is an activation that opens up individually and collectively the original nature of the original design of what a human being is designed to actually be. As the Cellular Activation began, it quickly shifted to a Dimensional Activation, but not like any activation that I had been privy to before. The Cellular Activation was on peace, but instead of being here in the Earth Sphere within our cellular structure, we traveled beyond the earth to a space-time location that simply carried the template of peace without the dichotomy of war. Like grass is grass and there is no opposite of grass. Where the grass is, the grass is. Peace was peace and needed no opposite. It was foundational to the space-time location we as a collective journeyed dimensionally into.
I shifted the next two months from Cellular Activations to Dimensional ones because we were clearly dimensionally traveling. First, the strange living experiences that happened when I was doing the Prophetics to this. Something was clearly shifting.
In times when I have experienced states of enlightenment that left me with more of the ‘me’ I am actually designed to be, I became very aware of the reality of the statement, ‘in the world, but not of it.’ That is the closest description to the dimensional occurrence that has been happened in the Activation that night. And it continued on into September on love and in October on joy. There were clear dimensional landscapes that carried the foundational matrixes of love without hate or fear and joy without sorrow. In these dimensional activations, we journeyed out into different and sometimes multiple locations that appeared to be accessible now and where there were other natures of being there waiting for us. It was awesome and extremely exciting for me who is part of a group of travelers who come here to support the repair and rebuilding of the matrixes that this planet and her forms were once part of.
The Nature of Being that felt like the voice of a large section of the universe kept repeating the statement, “You are part of the Celestial Sphere now.”
I swear if everything was not opening up so differently with such obviousness, I would have tossed it off as a dream, but too much has been happening. People in the Spirals are railing against their incarceration. The consults and activations are different with stronger and more impactful results as if the chains are being broken and people can breathe, be shaken, and massage their wrists before they face freedom.
That is why I have the Spirals of Being. Nothing is more progressive in consciousness than operating in higher frequencies collectively. The purpose of the Spirals is to build the strength, stamina, and capacity for each person to restore the original nature of their original design. In that, the collective consciousness of humanity begins to awaken and re-establish itself here. Believe me, what you live in the world is not what human beings have been made to believe they are. Human beings are extraordinary when they remember. In the Spirals consciousness labs, we work at a systemic level awakening unity points or metapoints where spirit and flesh, mind and mental, eternal and temporal, secular and sacred, physical and non-physical, matter and energy, etc. meet. This is where the original nature of the original design of this planet exists.
Earth is a metareality of both/and form and formless, cosmos and planetary. How awesome is that?
I looked up the Celestial Sphere. I leave it to you to make meaning. Somehow in still radiating with the activity of the night, it all makes perfect sense to me, but I would be at a loss of words to tell you how.
Drifting away from the Voice and the dimensional landscape, he was suddenly there, not letting me drift away. My Niall. Not that he is only mine. But he and I had such a bond when he was alive that was so otherworldly that I knew when he died that we might be able to enjoy each other in a far more exact manner of expression than we could when he was alive. He traveled with me all the time etherically when I was recently in Ireland. Ireland was where he lived out his life after being born in Rwanda where the native nurses told his mother he was not of this earth. He was from the sun. He used to stay under a sunlamp forever longing to return to the sun. He always wanted to escape his beautiful Adonis body and become formless again. Now he was.
I may have been semi-awake. It is hard to tell. But I was not going to write what I am writing now, I assure you. The incredible experience I experienced feeling that the Spirals are part of something larger and are becoming interactive, interrelated, symbiotic with the greater universe was enough for me. Over the days ahead, I would have seen how to translate what I have been informed of into what increased the capacity for the people in the Spirals and the people who came into my public work. I would translate it energetically to increase their strength, stamina, and capacity to remember and become what they were originally designed to be.
I try not to share the reality I exist within. People get the benefit of it, but most human beings are too tied to a single lifetime to move in the eternal the way I do.
But, as I was drifting away, my mentor, my friend, my ally, my lover from beyond the grave, whispered in my ear, “Write this down. Don’t forget.” I could feel his breath quiver the small hairs in my ear.
“Where are you?” I whispered.
“I am right here.”
Suddenly I was in the infinite space of the Celestial Sphere. How did I know? Watch the movie, Contact. I just knew.
I was no longer in my bed. I watched Niall as I found myself standing in the darkness of space with the twinkling stars and the nebulas crowding space around me. I watched as Niall took the threads from the highways of stars crisscrossing across the sky. From the threads, a landscape of Niall’s imagination stretched out before me. I was so excited. He had threaded a landscape much like the southern hills of Ohio that he and I had on Earth traveled to.
What can I say? We adore each other. Always have. That is the gift of the eternal. That is why I define love as Life Opening up into the Victory of the Eternal. Or as Maggie Divine Spark says, “Life Opening up into the Vibration of the Eternal.” 🙂 Either will do!
He kept the image of my Earth memory of him which was beautiful enough, but I could see that if I could lose my need to only see what was familiar that I was looking a radiating golden sun glow all around him. I was pretty sure that was his real form, but as he wove us a place in the dimensional kingdoms to spend time together the glow disappeared into the landscape of a farmhouse with the perfect kitchen table and the bedroom with the perfect country bed complete with country quilt on it and a small window with simple curtains partially opened with a gentle country breeze coming through.
The next part of the dimensional playing field is very significant, but maybe not to you the reader, but I promised him I would write it all out so I am. It is significant to the Spirals and to other allies of Creation.
I was at the kitchen table. Niall was out and about in the farm getting vegetables from the land and fruit from the trees. I was smiling. This was a dimensional place where peace was peace, joy was joy, and love was love. My thinking wasn’t so deep as it may sound now. I was simply indivisibly happy.
While he was gone, a small woman I know who looks like a fairy came in the door. She was weary. I knew she needed to sleep in the bedroom, so she would be okay. I took her into the bedroom and tucked her into the bed and returned to the kitchen. Niall was in the door with vegetables and fruit falling out of his arms. He was so overloaded, but in this place, nothing fell, it just gathered and cuddled against him until he could spread it all out on the perfect counter in the perfect farm kitchen.
He turned around and looked at me. He was startled someone else was with us. He was not pleased she was in our bed. When I looked into his face, the deeper wisdom of me surfaced. I realized that he had formed this reality for us and I had let someone into it. I walked across to the sink where he had turned to wash the food and put my hand on his.
I emanated, “She needs this. She will not be there when our needs need to be met. I promise.” I smiled up at him. He was not convinced.
But I knew. I knew she and I were in unity with Creation. Tha
t there was no way her needs would ever go out of balance so mine would not be met. Nor would my needs ever go out of balance in such a way her needs would not be met. I could see unencumbered that we might still carry the memories of separation. We might still be in recovery from the effect of separation on our Self, Others, and Life, but our remembrance of the original nature of the original design of what a human being is designed to be as holding and becoming real.
In a dimensional way that only in a dimensional shared field of unity way you can, I transmitted to Niall what the Spirals and the people participating in the Spirals were beginning to dimensionalize back into…shared field, operating on behalf of all life, everything part of everything else.
My consciousness faded. We were standing in the bedroom. We had left the kitchen. She was gone. I looked up at him and saw a bright glistening gold tear slipping elatedly down his cheek. She had gone, but she had left behind the radiance of love, play, shelter, wonder.
You could see the elements of these essences of life in the quilt. You felt them in the bed as Niall turned back sheets and my lovely country dress dissolved. Once curled up in his arms, I watched his body fade and the sun being, he always knew he was, emerge.
I can barely write these words as I cry with such joy. The radiance of his being freed still permeates my heart. I am so grateful that he got to be what he had all ways remembered.
As we faded into the sheets and became threads of stars and universes, my consciousness recognized that we were part of the Celestial
Sphere – the astrological addresses of the zodiac where star beings dwell. As my body and his body ceased to exist in form and we merged into the imagination that had given us this country setting, I knew I had been imprinted more deeply then I had ever thought possible into an emerging consciousness of unity that is rising in human beings. This remembrance is not fantasying to help us deal with the disparity of reality here. Not in the least. It is the remembrance of the original nature of the original design here…the Earth in unity with the Cosmos…together as one in the Celestial Sphere. Actively rising!
I felt saturated. I realized I could now sleep and began to drift again. This time I startled awake as my small 21- foot RV burst into sunlight. I thought that I had left the curtain up on the window by my bed. Boy, was the morning sun bright!!!
He laughed. For a fraction of a second, the golden glow of his beautiful face stared right into my eyes, his golden body undefined filling the RV.
“Don’t forget! Write it down! Remember!”
Then in a flash, the RV was pitch black.
Shaken and elated, I laughed. I cried. I shook. I sat up stunned and wonderfully shattered out of the senselessness that masquerades as reality.
And then – as practically all such magnificent moments often end, I suddenly really needed to go to the bathroom.
Then I began to write.
It is several hours later. The sun is not up yet. I am listening to Tom Kenyon’s celestial sounds. I think I will turn over and finally sleep.
“Have a good day!”
*Locas, including Earth, are locations in time and space with space-time and galactic addresses that human beings once were a part of both individually and collectively.
** realities of separation and the thoughts that accompany those realities are explored in the book The Language of Creation by Tantra Maat
I know I have to write about activations again. We, human beings, have so little opportunity to touch into the roots of our Being in our matter and in who we are in unity with Creation. There is hardly any relationship to our core energy fields that give us the strength to live vibrationally attuned lives much less support any healing process. I, as a facilitator of wholeness, do activations to support what is rising in the human system. Whether it is the Spirit and Flesh seeking to come back into harmony in the Body; whether is it the Solar Plexus coming online; or our DNA remembering. These are the ones that deal with the core nature of the Body. Then there is the High Heart Activation I got to do with Maggie to increase the strength with of our cellular ability to love. I work with the underpinnings of humanity’s linkage with the greater whole of which we are a part at the cellular level. I work in its mysteries and the incredible natures of human being that so few human beings ever get to now living only on the surface of our planet. The Womb of Creation in both English and Spanish to activate the womb of women as an essential aspect of Creation, followed by the Womb of Man to complete the paradigm of our original design as human beings in unity with Creation. I still smile remembering the young man who shared with me how stunned he was that his anxiety simply disappeared after doing the activation. My job is to increase the activity of wholeness in the human system through the body and the mind and through the incredible nature of human being when in unity with Creation.
Am I ahead of the times. Always. I am a seer who sees the future and prepares people for it. I feel so filled with grace that as a cellular empath I can also engage the cellular memory of wholeness in the human system. We were talking about this the other day. How do you provide something for people standing in their wholeness, not in their brokenness, when they do not yet have registers for what it is to exist as whole. Then I think of the people who come to the activations and I remember that they know. They are at work to remember at a cellular level. What the cellular system cannot remember, you cannot remember nor can you come online without your deep matter and energy restored to their remembering.
Why am I excited about the Crystalline Grid activation Part 1 and now Part 2? Because of field phenomenon in the rising human consciousness. You can feel it in the activations now. The collective consciousness of humankind is rising at the systemic level into the remembrance that exists in the Crystalline Grid of the myofascial connectivity within all matter in the body. People are becoming more empathic. Their systems are activating in unity with a rising future of wholeness. I am still incredibly sad at times that the people’s interpretation of their systems awakening is misinterpreted as something wrong, not something rising. Increased hypersensitivity. Auditory sounds in the head. Difficulty listening to the drone of disconnection that once was accepted as normal. The ability to support our Crystalline Grid is literally turning on a higher frequency bandwidth that connects us to the communication system of unity between the planet and the cosmos. When we are a bigger system, the hypersensitivity calms down. We can hear the sounds of life even in the cacophony of chaos.
I am excited that certain members of the human race are coming out of thinking that they were designed to suffer and reaching like powerful pioneers toward awakening into the wonders of who they are. YES!
You do not need to have done Part 1 to be part of Part 2, but to be responsible for building your field as part of the collective consciousness rising. And given that the activity of yourself as awakened is still emerging, I would recommend listening to Part 1 first.
I apologize for the confusion of our store. I needed a place to ‘store’ everything. 🙂 Over the next few months, I will be opening up the opportunity for you to purchase the different activations for yourself because the possibility of sourcing your own awakening is more available than ever.
I did a 36-minute video about you and your direct ability to participate in your own healing. Here it is: