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28 September 2022

2022.09.28. A Wisdom Moment before the Activation/Transmission tonight

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Before I write my journal entry this morning that compelled me awake, I want to thank those of you doing the Emergent/embodiment work with the LOC-Institute. I think when you read this, you will know why?

I woke up at 5 am, 5:11 am to be exact so excited, I slipped out into Kea’s living room quietly to write. I usually write in a manner where I can frame things in a way that is somewhat comprehensive to a human being’s present mindset. But today I just thought, “I’ll just let it rip!” I so adore my contemporaries – men: Gregg Baden, David Manning, Joe Dispenza, Michael, to name a few. Women: Barbara Marx Hubbard, Lucia Renee, Inelia, Sandra, etc. And then those personally for me and the Field of Tantra Maat, that tend to us and where we tend to each other.

The work they/we/I do is not only delightful but essential. I knew early on that I was not here to be a public figure although to some extent I am but mainly not to work with the masses. I was looking through the lens of a cellular empath. I was looking for a cellular remembrance that some human beings still carry that, if awakened, the cellular system of humankind would rise again. I want to qualify the word humankind. In Damanhur and in the Gnostics i.e. in the traditions of the wisdom of Sophia, as well as other traditions, the divine spark is the cellular coding of the original nature of the original design of this planet and her forms – Maat – an exquisite part of this spark – harmony, symmetry, proportion, grace, beauty, balance and Tantra – the exquisite tantric nature of being part of both form and formless, planets and stars, flesh and spirit.

When I got here, I instantly knew something was terribly wrong. It took me years of listening to the coherence of language within my mind that came from beyond the frameworks of thought that simply made me feel awful, separate, lowly, broken, weak….etc. It wasn’t that this other ‘voice’ I called it made me feel wonderful, or strong. It was more that I felt whole and part of something I wanted to experience myself as part of again.

It took me a while to wiggle my way out of the mental matrixes that compelled me into scenarios of perception that were not only self-destructive but destructive to life. Unbeknownst to me at the time, my cellular system found a way to still sparkle with what connected me to Life around me and beyond me. Eventually, this cellular remembrance had me back in the ecstasy of the exquisiteness of the universe both here and beyond. Now I am simply more cognitively aware and cognitively articulate, awakened into what lies beyond the broken mindsets human beings mostly exist in. An interesting memory for me was that I had not believed so much that was told to me…starting with the ‘fall of man’. From early on, say five years old, it just didn’t make sense, that humanity “fell from grace”. It more looked like something had taken grace from them. Maybe not all human beings. That I will never know, but I could tell the planet whose matter of body from which we were formed as well as the from the material of the stars in the heavens did not point to that as so. I could tell human beings’ cellular matter was designed to shine and play and wonder and wander in the beauty of what had been created here. There seemed to be wisdom in the cells that carried what I call paradise. Perhaps not the stories about paradise told here but paradise as a garden of joy and wonder and constant adventure to engage in.

That is the background of what woke me up before the Activation/Transmission tonight to let my fingers race across the keyboard, with me a bit irritated that I know I will need to reread to check the phrases are intact. [and I did]

For a few months now, the Activation/Transmissions have been the product of an Activation that blew through me several months ago that I simply put out, “Come!” and people came. The excitement!

Let me explain. Humankind is a one-soul species. That means we are a ‘we’ made up of many ‘I’s. We carry a shared soul. Geneticists would say we are symbiotic…and get [got] ill when our cellular system can [could] no longer register our oneness. What we were created from might have had conflicting intentions. I will let you work on that one. Nonetheless, we were created and we seem to carry both a capacity for separation and hate as well as a capacity for unity and love. This is a cellular dilemma that human beings are working through. Some seem to thrive on separation and hate and others seem to thrive on unity and love. Most are in the in-between. Since my recall upon my arrival from out there somewhere was the ‘unity and love’ part, I found this place as well as myself quite a quandary.

I, like you, however, have been re-membering and my re-membering has a lot to do with that divine spark in my and your cellular makeup being restimulated to recall the exquisiteness of this one-soul species. The tricky part and I am going to not go into it much but imagine for a minute frequency. Kea and I went to her storage unit yesterday to get boxes out of storage for her home and the security alarm was blaring. Nothing was wrong but our ears couldn’t take it. The frequency was deafening. Imagine that something happened to the frequency base of play and fun and wonder and all the juicy things a child is before the frequencies that deafen humankind click in when a child reaches the age of socialization or has lived in the abuse of the socialization of human beings – to do – to shop – to be mesmerized – to operate according to what you are told is real. That was a mouthful but it felt great to write it that way. You might want to reread it slowly.

You see, in an Activation/Transmission, we are, for an hour, in the frequency of our one-soul specieshood. Where some of us are weak others as strong…a coherency occurs where the extra energy that some have, restores others who at that moment are in lack. This is the one light of the divine sparks in all of us. A few months ago. I am seeing if I recorded it, I felt it ‘the body of humankind’. When the body, not the personality, but the body is back in coherency with its one-soul specieshood, humankind that carries this wisdom-base of paradise emerges embodied. The body is where the spirit and the flesh are one. When the body no longer carries the frequency of its spirit, it gets ill. This is what so many of us are at work on. When the frequency of the flesh’s spirit restores, the body emerges in a new reality of being that cannot be explained but is super cool when the awareness of it emerges.

On a side note, the Activation/activations and engagements are the only thing I do on a personal level. My interest these days is the Magis, the Guardians, and the Beloveds re-membering themselves again and becoming the activity of Creation that they are designed to be – as a being that lays beyond the right and wrong of human doing.

Cool? Yes?!

Now the Activation/Transmissions are, because of the people attending and listening, responding to the material of the flesh as well as the frequency of the spirit in each individual. I find it fascinating that the attention now is to the symbiotic strength of this one-soul species’ body.

Why?

BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL EMBODIMENT of those who carry this unity/love code is emergent.

The fun and the play have just begun. This is not frivolous. Fun and play are the nature of being. Ask any dolphin. These natures of our Being simply begin to re-member and respond to the original nature of the wisdom of paradise here.

All these trials and tribuations have given us learning. And – we are learned. We are learning to navigate the broken matrixes of what people do in those broken systems and to not be lured or harmed by the discordant frequencies of hate and separation.

Now, to my delight, in the Activation/Tranmissions, the Body of Humankind that exists in the dimensions of love and unity is embodying and we get to support that in our being present to what is emergent. That is the magic of human beings. What we are present to and opened up to can emerge and be restored in us for we have given it a place.

Hence, my friends, my waking up at 5:11 am to get this written.

I love you,

Tantra Maat

23 May 2022

Day 14: 2022.05.23. Embodiment: The Vital Energy of Being in Unity with Creation

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Took a day off to be with the deeper spirits of things….

I’m walking the dog today. I’m at Veterans Memorial Park. I’m looking at the sun in the sky. It’s beaming strong through the smoke from the fires in Northern New Mexico. It’s such a strange time. I was born for these times because there are ways that human beings once carried in their unity with Creation that they stayed vital for and I stay vital for that. That is when what doesn’t work on behalf of life is collapsing and what does work on behalf of life is expanding. In our global community, this is tracking.

I developed a global community, but not for the reasons people think. When you have community, real community, and someone’s there for you when you can’t be there for yourself, most people think that’s just because of your neediness as an individual. But actually, it’s so much more than that. It’s because when we’re in unity with creation, we take care of that relationship through taking care of each other and ourselves as well as everything else in the natural world. Oh, did I mention that human beings are designed to be natural!

Let me give you an example. I had an emotional event a couple of weeks ago. I’ve been addressing it quite a bit in my speaking the last few weeks. A lot more people’s bodies are starting to respond to the deeper more innate and natural connection with Creation or Life than the body has before now. It’s like the body doesn’t wanna be an automaton, a robot anymore. If the body has a personality, I think this is what it would say. Oh, yes…the body does have a personality. It is a biochemical one. The body is no longer, if it ever was, user friendly to being unsupported by emotional strength, emotional connection, emotional alchemies like tenderness, kindness, people wanting people to live, people, wanting people not to be harmed, people knowing that human beings don’t want to harm them and that they love them and care about them and are glad they exist.

Had to breathe for a minute on that one. The body is going to yell and palpitation and schism and shock us until we get we are emotional fulfillment beings.

For me, it printed out Monday, several weeks ago at an individual level. They were towing my RV away that my dog Lily and I had lived in, and it was just a real mess. My insurance company didn’t bother to tell the towing company. I had an RV. I had three towing companies that canceled when they got to my house and realized I had an RV that they were towing. Yep, it was just a mess and I got more emotionally upset than I was prepared for. But then another emotion took over – a powerful transpersonal all encompassing emotion – the loss of human beings ability to be there for each other, even knowing how, the loss of a deep intimacy that humanity once shared with each other and all of life.

The emotion cracked through the individual coding of my system and cracked into a whole for all humanity on behalf of all humanity. And while the personality of a human me being may still operate in a, “I”, “I”, “I” “me”, “me”, “me” way still, the biological system isn’t anymore. Why? Cuz the human being as a species is at risk. And so this deep empathy, which I started posting <laugh> at the beginning of these 15 days, ain’t gonna have it – the emptiness of a emotionally dead world. I’m gonna post a few more paragraphs from that chapter before the Activation Wednesday. For now, know that the biology of a human being isn’t designed to be unemotional. The biology of a human being isn’t designed to not care. And the biology of a human being isn’t designed to not be cared for. What we, myself and therapists, and medical practitioners are watching right now is quite enlightening to really see in action. I’m not the only one. There are a lot of people that are having heart events and brain events and fatigue events and just being sick and not having any diagnostic reason why.

We can chalk it all up to the environment, but I promise you this is different. Certainly, I am looking up at a sky that is nothing but smoke, but at the very same time, it’s not all we are when we look up into the sky. We are our feelings. We are sensations. We are our sensory systems. We are so much more. Today I really had an insight that I wanted to share with you because it’s something that’s so innate to me that I missed it until I was compromised by the event I had physically a few weeks ago. I didn’t recognize it’s another thing that human beings don’t recognize about themselves who they are to Creation and why they are important to Creation. Oh yes, did I mention you are part of Creation? You are always Creation creating, sustaining and maintaining Creation and embodying Creation.

It’s been about maybe three weeks or two weeks since I kind of went down for the count with this TIA.

A Tia is a minor sort of like a brain stroke, but it’s, it’s not necessarily dangerous, but it does knock you out for a while.

Now I am figuring out how to regulate my supplements and my thyroid so that I can have my vital energy sustain itself while I go through these surges, these empathic surges of connection that are literally activating the deeper aspects of our biology, where our spirit and our flesh meet. In our CreateAWorld programs, we are chatting about this also.

I have had to move with energy surges when I become part of a greater Creation all my life. I am down for the count and then I just go back into rebooting. I figure out what my system needs to Jack itself up temporality, figure out what my system needs to nourish it. I just have an innate way of getting back after all these years, cuz it’s really important to me to get back, to be again in being my connection with all life, which includes human beings. It is really important to me matters to me that I’m part of the greater whole that I’m part of in the unity of all life. It is important to me that I get to do my part, play my role, which I choose to play.

For most of my life, I have had an uncanny ability to move with the weather, but I’ve known for the past year, that while I couldn’t impact weather, I could be part of caring about it. See, I know it’s hard to believe, but when you’re part of the greater whole of which you are a part, you are part of the ecology of Creation, this planet, and the cosmos <laugh>

There’s this consciousness in you that actually awakens that has ethers, and energetic currents where you can communicate your unity with the powers and forces of creation like the weather. Maybe you haven’t heard of a rain dance or prayer. Ethers – energetic currents. There’s a whole bunch of ancient alchemies that humanity has lost its relationship with and frankly lost its intimacy with, lost the beauty, the magic the wonder, and the love.

So…

I’ve been tending to myself and tending to the Field of Creation because we’re not just an individual, we’re part of a greater whole of which we’re a part and designed to participate with, which these days, would seem to be in strange and unusual ways. today I had a schedule with my personal trainer at 7:00 AM. I love the mornings. Humans are not up yet. I’m not a fan of the cacophony in the airwaves of human voices <laugh> which I’ve always had to monitor and gotten used to in the monitoring of it in myself over the years.

I also love to be in the oneness with the Earth so I have been monitoring my relationship with the fires in Northern and Central New Mexico and with The Mother Earth and her activity there. If you have a daughter or you have a mother that you love, you, you hang out with them and you stay close and you stay connected in case you can provide something that is needed. It’s not power ‘over’, like you’ve been taught it’s power ‘with’. So I’ve just been monitoring The Mother Earth and caring and listening and wondering what the balance is and seeing what might be going on that I might have some ability to kind of make a request, but not in a way human beings think – it’s all done with the heart and the mind and the being and the connection.

I got up earlier and before Keven and I came to the park, I went to work out. I’d been working out with my Personal Training three times a week because I’ve been going through my weaknesses these past weeks and can’t get my strengths back. When this happens, I basically turned myself over to other people who I trust and I do what they say. <laugh>

Because…

..it’s all about building back. We all treat each other and ourselves like we should be stable a hundred percent of the time. Well, give me a break. We’re being so empathically slammed right now that we do have to master the art of building back. It is time to create a world as part of that empathic connection to all life, examining how to monitor our physical bodies, particularly our biochemistries, so that we know what supplements to take, which Heather is working on. When we know we’ve lost some of our vital energy and we begin to figure out how to build back, it’s different than a cure. It’s a built-back our vital energy. A cure comes from a feeling that our bodies are mechanical. WE ARE NOT mechanical. We’re impacted by what happens in life. We’re impacted by our empathic connection to all Creation. Especially now, Off we and I went. I had a half-hour to do the treadmill before I met with Emma, my incredible personal trainer.

I get on the treadmill and I realize I’m back – that my vital energy is back. And, as usual, working with staying attentive and aware, my body comes back truthfully in strange and unusual ways. And.. it does really have something to do with balancing between jacking your system to keep going and making sure that the nutrients of your body stay fed. Your body stays fed by nutrients. Especially nowadays. The beings that lived on the earth always did that. You know, they would eat a lot of fat cuz they were gonna take a long journey or they were gonna fight and they needed to not have their bodies go into shock. So it’s a very interesting phenomenon. And magical actually when you begin to truly tune into ‘be’ one with your body not to cure it but to be on the side of it being able to manage your need to be whole and part of Life…in whatever Life is for you, but, at least, way beyond the circumstance.

I noticed I was back. It was so great. I turned on my running music, my favorite music that I play. I was running on the treadmill at my pace and semi-dancing. I looked up and there were the fires on the news on the TV screen opposite me. I felt my body fill with Mother Earth and I KNEW I had the vital energy to contribute. I knew I felt myself get through the door. That’s the only way I’d ever know how to talk about it. You know, when you’re connected to the personality level, that’s just you having an experience that you saying you’re having, but when you’re connected at the spirit flesh level, it’s orgasmic.

So… I could feel myself through the door and I can’t really talk about why it’s like in the door. You’d have to be there.<laugh> it’s beautiful. You find these ancient arts of ‘being there’. And I ran vital energy to the mother cuz it was there to do. That’s what human beings once did. They gave their own vital energy when they had enough vital energy. They built vital energy through dance and song; through making love; cooking together and laughing together. This is how they fed the earth vitality. They fed the earth in such a way that the earth could keep the balance here and include human beings in the equation of life here. You can see how far afield we’ve gone from that point of origin. It was beautiful and I miss it in others. AND…I delight in it in mySelf.

So.. here I am watching the sky and watching the smoke. I’m listening ‘with’ The Mother. I’m her daughter. You’re her son. You’re her daughter. I’m being with her. Now that I can find my way back in cuz my vitality’s back. My vital energy is not adrenaline. My vital energy is my unity units in my unity with all Creation. My love affair, my joy. I know she can feel me now. I don’t know if there’s anything I can do about the fire, but I do know that the planet is a place of balance, harmony, symmetry, peace, proportion, grace, beauty, and love. There is a break in the separation. We are one. We are dancing. I begin to think RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!

Rain for me is my balance, my harmony, my beauty, my love. Rain helps the balance and a balance might be rain. I came out into the sky and deep into the earth…all the time walking with Kevin, watching the smokey sky. I am in the power of imagination that is impossible in our present terminologies and perceptions. I’m ‘thinking’ rain, ‘thinking’ the joy of it, gully washing and getting me soaked <laugh> … having to dry off at the house and the rain roaring…. water….water, a foot on the desert, not able to absorb it anymore. I’m using the imaginative creative gifts that were given as human beings, not to call on an inanimate thought called rain, but to live rain, to feel rain, to be the rain.

I’m getting to know Her here in the desert. I’m getting to know what She’s paying attention to. So I can pay attention ‘with’ her.

I just wanted you to know because it’s possible that those same deeper alchemies, those more powerful ethers, in you will start to awaken and I’d like that.

16 May 2022

2022.05.16. Day 8: Embodiment: We

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It is impossible to address ‘what is rising in the field of creation’ unless you are in the ‘we’ being present in the Field. In other words, in ‘Kindergarten speak’, when you ‘think’ someone should change, get with the program, be there for you, you are people-centric as if they should and can or you should or can do whatever you THINK SHOULD HAPPEN.

Nope, not what is happening.

What is happening now is in the Field of Creation. We are part of Creation more and more every day now, no longer ‘I’ centric – we were never designed to be ‘I’ centric or to sacrifice our Self [quote Jesu] for the ‘them’. That is an aberration that created realities of separation.

‘We’ centric means we are rising together. There is a synchronicity that begins to rise in the field – through finding yourself being informed in often what feels like lunacy or feels ominous…but if you got the richness of the words…it is contact with the power and force of Creation sometimes with the powers and forces of Creation [but that is for another day] and begins to prove out. In other words, you have a consciousness that knows when to turn something you are helpless in the face of to the Generating Organizing Designs of Creation. That is what is restoring.

I can’t even talk that talk anymore and when I do I know that there is something richer underneath that my mental processor can’t yet comprehend. More and more I and others are no longer in the listening of the separation of ‘we’ into isolated ‘I’s. Some people are experiencing desperate biological states because the biological system is now saying no more. This is where our consciousness comes in. We stopped reaching for help where we feel soothed and comforted by life itself in birds singing, coincidences that point toward something unfolding. There is a level of consciousness within you that is restoring where you know you cannot CAUSE a result and can meet what is rising to meet you in your Dream of what you know to be real – Creation. When we can’t recognize that the power and force of Creation are what can make the impossible into actuality [faith can move mountains] we cut ourselves off from the flow of life force energy now in a dramatic and sudden biological collapse way. We don’t mean to. It is in our body trying to figure out what is no longer needed – to only survive surviving – but more to be in your skills and capacities with Creation on behalf of all Life. Creation is back in play, we have been craving that connection again and it may take a minute before we recognize there is a new model of consciousness rising within which new realities arise where we are – yes- once again ‘being one with creation’. Template 6 and Template 7…

This video of the LOC-Institute is an experiential example of what I wrote above

From the Language of Creation Institute Facebook page

We are in a critical time of embodiment of our Spirit within our bodies. Many are experiencing their historic crap rising to the surface and discombobulating their lives. Template 7 is of critical importance at this time…to define what you want to embody and to hold the space for that state to embody in you.

We have created a package of the Guidebook for Template 7; a 30-minute mentoring session; and free entrance to our May 15th Template Wisdom Gathering where we will discuss our experiences in these times and how our Template 7 Creation Exercises impacted us.

To purchase this package, https://www.loc-institute.com/…/an-offer-for-these…/

Additionally, Tantra Maat is offering daily advice on the Sacred Space for Rest and Courage Facebook Page leading up to the Activation on May 25th.

15 May 2022

2022.05.15. Day 7: Embodiment: Lunacy

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Thank you for your preparation with Creation for the Activation on the 25th.

2022.05.15. Day 7: Embodiment

Tonight is the night of a lunar eclipse. I was just in the most extraordinary conversation which I am not sure I can in any manner recreate here. It unfolded because Carol whose Sphere we came to connect told me that there is one eclipse tonight and another eclipse on her birthday. I/we have been noticing that there is a thought landscape just out of reach that keeps sliding in and out as if our present thought structures are floating in a forming sea. She said, “It’s notable, but not about me.” We have noticed this showing up in our conversations. It isn’t that we haven’t said this statement before, but there is something that has a quality of a thought landscape floating in a forming sea. It has something to do with the loss of the lunar mind. The Mind of Dreaming.

The present logic of the day is Truth, but this is not Dreaming. I am watching many children of this planet, us, hanging out in our kindergarten rooms playing with our Great Distraction…the Truth. I know that I am in an expressive conversation, but something is happening. There is a phenomenon occurring and I do think out of my conversation with Carol and hers with me, my mind is now capable of lunacy once again.

The important element of this conversation is that for thousands of years the lunar mind was considered the most important aspect of our consciousness because we held to the dream. Dreaming was the clarity for reality and Truth is not relevant. If the flow happens to cross a truth, fine and if not, fine. The not truth becomes a truth because it is dreamed but then we can awaken and dream again. When we cannot awaken from the dream to dream a new dream we are in a fixation – stuck and able to dream no more. Perhaps we have a choice as we are awakening to choose our dreaming for the sake of dreaming and to escape the fixation of Truth.

I used to say after a talk I would do with the public. “Nothing may make any sense to you in what I am saying to you now.”

An Excerpt from You as The Mind of Creation

There is a distinction to be made between the larger field of Intimacy with an upper case ‘I’ of ‘Intimacy’ and the experienced definition of ‘intimacy’ with a lower case ‘i’.

Let’s have Intimacy with an ‘I’ be what we are in the Mind of Creation and intimacy with an ‘i’ be our interactive, interrelated, interdependent relationship with our physical world.

This larger field of a word and the more focused experience of a word are what we experienced when we examined Empathy/empathic. So hold that larger field/focused meaning in this discussion. We now know that we cannot get out of empathy as a part of the fabric of all existence. It is how everything is glued together. It is the glued state of existence that connects us not just to all physical life but also to all etheric life…Creation itself.

Let yourself be in the larger focus of Empathy where you are glued into all life here on earth and beyond.

Now have yourself adjust the lens, shifting your focus toward your physical world and your intimate connection with it.

Now you are in an adjusted focal point of Intimacy where you can experience intimacy with other physical forms.

Now adjust the lens more precisely toward human beings. Now you are in an even smaller focal point of Intimacy where you get to experience your capacity for your intimacy with other humans.

Did that get you dizzy? No worries. You have been in a collapsed field, filled with broken matrixes that have not been able to be restored until now. We are restoring that field.

The empathic [above] and intimacy [below] is the movement of the eternal through the temporal.

Our species has experienced a loss of intimacy, our species’ birthright. Therefore our empathic response occurs as disconnection. That disconnection evokes in us a biological protectiveness that has us shut down, try to run away, or go numb. This protectiveness is an action of our body’s support for our continued life. Yet this protection also causes dysfunction to occur in all levels of our biology — muscles, nervous systems, organs.

It is amazing that we lived as long as we have!

Our biological systems shut us down when our biological systems are not yet able to respond biologically. This really messes up our bodies as they are by nature part of a field of unity where everything is interconnected, interdependent, and interrelated. This is when homeopathy, cranial sacral, massage, etc. become so important in the restoration of our biological systems. People take on these things to ‘feel better’. ‘Feel better’ means restoring our connection to Intimacy.

Our systems are smart. As long as Intimacy is not restored in our system, we will crave it. And after Intimacy in our systems is restored…yep…we crave it even more. It is the juicy magic of being human.

We are designed to be in an active intraconnection with all life — Empathy. We are designed to experience Intimacy as a depth of field in our physical world. To be in unity with Creation is to be part of the glue of Empathy.

Being in Empathy as a human being is to be in Intimacy with all life.

14 May 2022

2022.05.14. Day 6: Embodiment: What is your body? and What is your I?

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Thank you for preparing for the Activation with me…who we are together… can give our bodies what they need so we are no longer in conflict with them.

What would it be like if we recognized that we were the Empathy of Creation and that Intimacy was how we shared that Empathic relationship with all Life?” This is part of comprehending Field Centricity and is very very different than Person Centricity. Field Centricity is when we know ourselves as a larger Field of Creation moving with Creation not separate from it. In Person Centricity, it is all about the other person or about ourselves disconnected from anything beyond ourselves.

Template 6 restores what you are experiencing when you are moving with Creation and Template 7 is what you experience when you are embodying Creation. The crazy thing right now is I am watching people thinking something is wrong with them interpreting themselves from a broken model of everything is about the traumatized ‘I’ while they are actually starting to become one with Creation again. The Templates get back your brain’s ability to think who you are in unity with Creation. It is just that simple. Aren’t you somewhat tired of your ‘I’? I got tired of mine a long time ago and visit when needed but don’t stay there too long. Too much of life to enjoy and ponder. There is a quicksand aspect to hanging out with our historic ‘I’ for too long. It can be traumatizing.

The question is can you think and be present beyond your historic ‘I”. The body can. That is the problem. The body is no longer encased in our historic understanding of our existence. It is scaling back into being one with Creation again regardless of what we think. This is the Self. The Self is nonverbal, almost completely experiential, and filled with LIFE.

An Excerpt from You as the Mind of Creation.

“We know that Empathy is a field of connection: interactive, interrelated, and interdependent within which all aspects of Creation are glued together. Within Empathy, there is the empathic response with Creation. While we register this empathic response in our body, the connection is beyond the body. As a ripple effect, we are informed by the Field of Creation through our empathic response.

“I felt a great disturbance in the Force as if millions of voices suddenly cried out in terror and were suddenly silenced. I fear something terrible has happened.” — Obi-Wan Kenobi, sensing the destruction of Alderaan

In response to this, the Jedi knights realigned within their unique and essential connection with Creation that operates on behalf of all Life. They then used their capacity to turn the world back toward a state of wholeness. Their power came from the Force that is part of the Field of All Creation. We refer to this as life force energy, chi, prana…nonphysical and part of the ‘being’ nature of our humanity.

Remember Fields within Fields within Fields. Like dimensions: everything is part of everything else; everything operates on behalf of everything else; everything is in relationship with everything else; and yet everything has a place.

We are designed to be this ‘fields within fields’ whole-system expression of Creation.

Intimacy is the physical counterpart of the so above/so below nature of a human being. Intimacy is where our emotions are like the waves in an ocean. Distinct from an empathic response.

Empathy is

…where we are part of the response mechanism of the universe

…where we can take action to increase the power of what is life-enhancing and life-generating in the field of Creation

and

…where we redirect what is happening in the field of Creation toward what is life-enhancing.

In the human field, Empathy is our interrelated, interactive, interdependent connection or glue in our energetic relationship with all Creation. Our empathic response with Creation is experienced through our biological system, through sentient registers like sensation and response.

In the human field, Intimacy is our interrelated, interactive, interdependent connection in our physical relationship with all Creation. Intimacy is also experienced through the sentient registers of our biological systems through what we have termed as our emotions.

Intimacy is fundamental to a reality of unity where the etheric imbues matter, and spirit imbues flesh with the life-enhancing, life-generating juice of Creation. Here is where the interactions in a human physical system experience emotions as life-generating and life-enhancing.

The word Intimacy, in English, was not used in literature earlier than 1640. It may be that intimacy was a given and didn’t need to be defined before that, much like empathy was only defined in the early 1900s. In this first known meaning of Intimacy, the meaning was defined as ‘sense’. In today’s dictionaries, Intimacy is defined as private, personal, warmth, and friendship. We have experienced this meaning of intimacy as a parent, a partner, a sibling, and a friend. Using the root of the word, intimus, is best here as Latin is closer to when language was used more directly in human beings’ connection with Creation. Intimacy — early 17th century (as a noun): from late Latin intimatus, from intimus ‘inmost’.

My sense is that we have not fully touched, nor can we fully define, what Intimacy is for human beings. While we may experience intimacy with other forms of matter, our intimacy with human beings is where most of the experience of separation from Intimacy occurs. For the most part, this is a biological event. The above definition is different than our present cultural definitions of Intimacy, so let’s see how this new larger definition actually works in our human physical interactions.

Intimacy — the physical realm of existence we experience as human beings

To be intimate — our biological capacity to operate in Intimacy with other forms of matter

You are welcome to explore what others have said regarding how, for you, to operate in Intimacy with human beings. Our interest here is using the Creation Exercises to restore your system so that your system can actually operate intimately again with Creation. Remember your lack of capacity for Intimacy is in a system failure, not a personal failure.

PONDER

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10 May 2022

2022.05.10. Day 1: Embodiment: Meta-Body

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In the planetary field of Tantra Maat, we are all guests of a Field of Consciousness. As guests of a Field of Consciousness, we experience consciousness in its movement [Template 6 of the Creation Templates] and, from time to time, particularly now. We are in the current of a shift in Consciousness that is happening in the movement of Creation Itself.

We are in those times. We have been in these times before. The Old Testament that all the to-date major religions hold to have great validity. Plague, Floods, Forces from Heaven, etc began to move the very foundation within which human life occurred.

In the Field of Tantra Maat, there is an active force. It is a generating principle of Creation itself.

Creation operates on behalf of All LIfe and what has All Life exist as whole. Tantra is the governing force of so above/so below. Maat is the governing force of harmony, symmetry, balance, proportion, beauty, and grace – all words we have objectified and no longer have a relationship with the power of these forces in a human life – assuming we are the only source of force. And yes, I have that name because I chose to operate and be embodied in those governing forces.

How foolish!

In the last few weeks – there has been a ‘ripple in the Force’ or better said there are forces of moving into the next recursion of Creation quickening. It has been there a long time but now it is affecting the human biological system in real ways.

We are in Embodiment: [Creation Template 7]

Embodiment is a great mystery and one that we can actually use our minds to explore. It would be amazing to see what actually happens to the brain when the right and left hemispheres of the brain lose their ability to communicate with each other. What happens when imagination and rationale are separated from one another and our higher mind seeks to come online. I wonder? Would our body degrade? Would our thoughts diminish? Would our hearts ache? Would life force energy no longer be able to be sustained by the very flesh we were born into?

I am instigating in the planetary field of people who are part of the activity in the Field of Tantra Maat to move with me the next couple of weeks before the Activation on May 25th, 2022. Then to come together and together see if we can begin to restore our higher mind that is seeking to constitute our local brain. You are welcome to join us through the Facebook Page Sacred Space for Rest and Courage.

There is a purpose for this that you may not be able to comprehend. Do you know that the human being is a symbiotic creature? That is not designed to be separate from itself. Spiritually, many advanced spiritual teachings speak of the human as a One Soul Being.

I am going to present thoughts between today and the Activation to stimulate the neural wiring of our brain so that the brain matter can restore its spirit-based capacity. Our body – the metapoint of spirit and flesh – no longer wishes to be separated from itSelf. Self here is the design of a MetaSelf that knows itSelf as a so above/so below Self…not only a survival-based automaton that is driven by needs that do not last past one lifetime.

Many humans are beginning to recognize this. Others’ minds and bodies are caught in the local stories.

Our brain manages our Higher Being and its mystical thought patterns that have the so above/so below Self moves with Creation…here…where I am ‘restoring paradise’. ‘Restoring paradise’ includes restoring the functions of our brain that allow us to not always be caught in thinking that ‘here’ is ‘not’ paradise. It may not be a paradise for humans mesmerized by that which goes against life here, but it is a paradise for everything else here…trees, fruits, vegetables, animals, fishes, rainbows, etc. All you have to do is look at the sky, the trees, the waters, colors, textures, babies, and smells. Paradise is everywhere.

I warned people a few years ago that the Self of your Being no longer cared to be shrinkwrapped in lower brain waves and limited energy capacity flesh. Well, here we are and here Self is.

Way beyond what I can capture here.

The CreateAWorld YouTube Channel every Friday at 9 am MDT right now is dedicated to not finding answers but opening up into shared conversations where the brain can THINK AGAIN – not THINK ABOUT, BUT THINK. If we can think, ponder, wonder, explore, contemplate, consider, dwell on, and chew over…our neural pathways can bring us new thought that operates in a higher functioning mind that deals with its unity with all life and what has us exist as whole. Something is happening and I/we are tracking it… while most are not. And we are massaging our brain this way bringing the two hemispheres into harmony and balance.

THIS IS WHAT IS TRYING TO HAPPEN NOW.

Before many of us, most of you, not knowing it, handled ‘being here’ by being out of body not in that body. Now people are having had heart palpitations, TIAs, and/or solar plexus hyperactivity. We are coming online and it requires returning to ourselves as bodies – the MetaBody of Spirit and Flesh. We are symbiotic and need to be in a collective awareness not thinking the same thing but not being separated from what we are as we have been eons before now.

The invitation: I will be working within the Field of Tantra Maat pointedly for the next 15 days. I will be posting in our global community what I will be posting here and will be posting on Sacred Space for Rest and Courage on Facebook. All this leads up to the Activation on the 25th.

I am posting this invitation on my personal Facebook page but it will be the only time. The rest of the 15 days will be posted on Sacred Space.

The Language of Consciousness Institute is putting together an offer for those who think they are evolving, embodying, emergent, transmuting, and upleveling. I will post that soon in these missives. For all of us, we need to pay attention. The body is our house here not our horse. It is rising as a MetaBody. Just like a MetaSelf is the so above/so below of our sense of Self. The MetaBody is the so above/so below of our Being Here Now.

Be aware.

I am not for everyone, but I am for some. 🙂

Tantra Maat

4 October 2021

Facebook Down….no accident

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Here is a video I just did about these times…it is spontaneous but I pray it has you pause and consider that you need your full intelligence during these times. We are not in business as usual.

If you cannot upload the video, here is the audio

26 August 2021

The Dragon/Fire Transmission/Activation Event

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Dearest Beloveds,

I find more and more every day as the essential nature, and I do mean ESSENTIAL, of our Being is summoned by what we are as part of Creation, phenomenon, especially in the electromagnetic grid will occur more and more as time goes on in the next 6 years.

Last night as those of you know who stayed on the call, an hour before the call, I morphed into [whatever terminology one might assign it] a metapoint with ‘fire’ centralized in the Grass Valley and Nevada City, California area.

Usually, my morphing into these metapoints is not a public event, but two things were there as part of the whole Creation Response. 1. I gathered the power. To gather the power, in this instance, was to gather the people on behalf of what was ‘rising in the Field’ of consciousness connected to this fire. It was distinct as I was present to the fire going further than the physical reality of trees, bushes, buildings. It was going with its consciousness – not human- primal -and powerful – and aware of what needs to be destroyed for the consciousness of the Mother [what I call the planet] to reset her Field on Behalf of All Life. It was all happened faster than I could anchor alone so I reached the Sentinel Group in the area and the WhatsApp group of The Field of Tantra Maat and engaged. 2. In the vertical reality of so above so below there is something in ancient days called a summoning. Though I am aware most human beings think the only thing happening on this planet that supports the living life force consciousness of this planet is human beings, that is not the truth. There have been layers -nested one into the other- consciousnesses that make up the layers of physical nonphysical formations of consciousness here. One of those is Dragon. I have recall and remembrance of this.

Recall is when the memory is like it is still very real. Remembrance is where that realness sustains and maintains its actuality in the present moment of form in the present timeline. As human beings formed they were protected by the dragons. So many of us feel that even if many have to wrestle with their ‘adult’ insanity. There is more to it than that but enough for now.

A summoning in the world of this planet is a very significant thing. I had set up an activation that I felt summoned by Creation to set in human time. My Shifu an hour before that time, sent me a video of the fire buring in Grass Valley and hour before the activation began.

I slipped into vertical so above/so below Time.

I summoned others. The as the activation gathered The Summoning was apparent. You could say light-heartedly the Mother had summoned us to gather together on behalf of all Life. There is more than that but enough for now.

When I began the call, I said, this is not only a transmission/activation. It is an event. When I got on the call, the distortion in time and space between the density that human beings exist in most of the time and the nondensity of where I was outside of that created an electromagnetic event. The earbuds couldn’t hold. I am very moved by the people staying on the call as the sound distorted and they got to hear the sounds of the nondensity of Creation gathering the forces to protect our beloveds in the area. As I began to ‘come back in’, I got the messages, pulled out my earbuds, and finished the call audibly with my speaker on.

For me, it was an exciting moment because we held together even as we moved beyond the density into the – what might be called the theta state – together to bring together a coherent whole on behalf of all life – humans, fire, dragons, summonings, the mother, etc. I am going to do another activation/transmission on this for the people who purchased this one. I am going to ‘put to bed’ this activation as it was an event that was only a moment in time. I will get that out to those who purchased the event and will have the new one available for those who would purchas later.

Thank you.

24 July 2021

2021.07.25. The Skill of a Cellular Empath

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I have been deeply moved by my housemate C Bean. I have supported her by reading over her written material about herself and her work for her website the last few weeks. Her authenticity and her ability to tell her story so people knew the background that gave the foreground of her work inspired me. Here I am. I have worked for over half a century. While I have written what I provide, I have not written what is behind why I can provide it.

Thanks to my beloved friend, I am going to do that now.

What is the skill of a cellular empath? It is not really that easy to understand. I have a knowing that lives in an intelligence that has served myself and others for over half a century. Our spirit, our original nature of ourselves that we, as human beings, long for when we are out of touch, is in our cellular memory. This is not our historic memory. This is the original memory of our original design. In my third book, You as the Mind of Creation, this is deeply addressed. For instance, we now know that our Enteric Nervous System carries this original memory of our design. I just didn’t have a name for it when I began wandering around in cellular memory when I was quite young. I just know I could tap into the matter of the person and there was this memory that didn’t operate like circumstantial recall. It operated like a schematic that gave me a language that restores this core foundational template of the human beings I speak with.

I never marketed as a physical healer because what I was capable of went deeper into the core design from which all wholeness not limited to physical healing comes. And sometimes people are physically healed. I could just tell when that was probably going to happen in what I was present to, not because I was trying to physically heal the person. We are in a world that is toxic emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically. I had to restore my own body, mind, and spirit from early on in my life by listening into my own design and being faithful to it. Out of that, I formed a profession on behalf of all life.

I am thrilled I have worked a half-century. Now the original nature of human beings, their sovereignty is rising. Not only that, our actual matter is awakening past its trauma-based survival necessity. Many bodies of human beings are going through recursions of trauma release and into stabilizing for wholeness. These shifts in mind and body will occur fundamentally over the next six or seven years.

I know the struggles of what we are going through. The trauma laid buried in the background of our human existence is rising into the foreground. We are having to deal with it and deal with it we will. As the shifts and changes occur in the very body of the species of humankind including the in the world physical structures, a thriving consciousness of well-being and wholeness of mind and body will begin to take its place in the scheme of things. It is to this I have always been committed. And now! Now a human being’s system is waking back up into Earth being a home for our Spirit.

Being a cellular empath, moving into Activations and Consults now is pure pleasure. Supporting the transmutation out of trauma into wholeness is beyond exciting. Supporting the person’s perceptive mind to trust what they are newly experiencing is profound.

Almost every day is a shifting of the ground we are standing on and the registers within us that guide us during these times. Do not get too enrolled in the trauma rising from the background into the foreground. This is the foundation of all healing. Fever first. Sweating it out. Wholeness.

I love you.

I love that I was made the way I was made.

It is why I could take the vaccine when I did. I could feel my body could take in this strange vaccine empathically, especially since I got to know it so well in June 2020.

I knew that my body was now strong enough but my body in its language showed me. I have trained empathically through months of my own recovery from covid. I knew the opportunity was not recovery alone. I knew that now I had cellularly experienced the virus I could have it become part of my intelligence and it part of mine.

I have worked incessantly these last years to prepare to be able, as a cellular empath, to become able for the body and its challenges in the years ahead. I have done work homeopathically, through supplements, exercise, consciousness work like the Creation Exercises. This plus in my unity with Creation being part of the amazing synchronicity with the greater intelligences that operate on behalf of all life here.

My psychic knowing, my cellular response, and circumstances lined up in perfect wholeness and take the vaccine I did. This is why I tried so hard to tell people it did not mean I thought they should take the vaccine. As a cellular empath with certain skillsets, I can do things others can’t do and am willing to use my capacity on behalf of all life with as little risk to myself as possible. Now I have a spike protein in my cellular system to work with and to support its intelligence in operating on behalf of the life of a human being as well as all Life.

I am working to clear aberrations during these times because that which has become aberrated only seeks its return to wholeness. Any other thought is a lie. I am aware that trauma has become assumed as the original design here, but it isn’t. I am busy again. More busy every day as the level of transmutation from trauma into wholeness grows. I will do my best with others to educate, transmit, activate and consult human beings so they too can invest their minds, their hearts, their bodies in their awakening into the wholeness.

Wholeness is the nature of Being – in this case the nature of Being that is human.

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6 August 2020

2020.08.05. Shock and awe

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My dog Lily crossed over into the non-physical realms July 31st, 2020 for those of you who do not know. Since she is a being who does not know separation, I entered a journey with others in the Field of Tantra Maat of transcendency. It is my hope to gather together the last few days as an experiential journal for those who are entering into the new futures rising. Below is a journal entry. It is not mine to do to have you understand. I am simply sharing my journal with you.

I wanted to share in the aftermath of the Exploring G.O.D. Matrixes telecall.

I woke up this morning and the gripping agony in my chest had elevated to a mild tachycardia. I recognized that when I said there was something to be achieved in the call. I did not realize until it occurred that what was to be achieved was a new higher frequency foundational base – a sustainable and maintainable place for what was occurring to occur with as little shock as possible.

Surrendering into those who have never left me; with Lily transitioning from physical to nonphysical; and the quantum energy that is available now as the multidimensions restore themselves here, we achieved a coherence that stabilized me/us/others in the higher realm[s] where realities of unity exist. [A dog that looks like lily is walking by right now.]

We in the 7 month Creation Project are working in the consciousness that is stabilized in the physical playing field through Template 3. The collective work is achieving a remarkable magic. Remember Template 3 is you generating an operational matrix to bring the quantum realms of what you hold/know/re-member reality to be into the physical realm. There was a result in the call that I want to note here.

When Jim spoke of unity in the beginning, the quantum nature of unity activated. I could feel it. It was as if he had dialed the code or set the field or activated an algorithm. Then when I said there was something to be achieved in the call another code connection between Creation and ourselves activated…there were others that spoke and activations occurred as I could see the lights come on in the quantum field of so above/so below re-establishing not only remembrance but actualizing it. We were the Templates of Creation speaking the language of creation. That level has never occurred collectively until last night at least where I have been present.

Then having Myra and Hisbiscus speaking in the last part of the call who operate consistently in the quantum fields was no accident. Nothing more or less only the synchronic timing of timeless time as everyone on the call was being their direct link with Creation and in their speaking operating on behalf of all life. This is not a mental thinking thing. It is what occurs in the shared unity of a one soul species each having theirs to do, be, have in a synchronic weaving with Creation.

When Myra said the word ‘borderland’, the realm that Jim had called in ‘unity’ and the landscape that was revealed during the call by those sharing, a territory came into being – formed…a borderland….including the border but surrounding it and going beyond it. A coherent, cohesive, congruent unified inclusionary territory of participation was established. Do not concern yourself with understanding or worry that you may not yet have the registers yet…you will.

For the first time I got sleepy at midnight instead of collapsing from exhaustion. I could dream walk again instead of being caught in the debris field between so above and so below since last Friday.

Two days ago, in my work with the reharmonization of my so above/so below system I am doing with Deepak Chari, Jeremy and Lily showed me their light bodies that could regulate into various forms…Lily clearly loved the form she shared with me and that is our meeting place…that etheric form here. They really worked with me to see if this form I recognize myself as could dissolve into the light formlessness which carries so much more dimensionality and capacity but in that session I could not. Experiencing the stuckness of the calcification of energy in my body was brutal the next few days until after the call last night. In my dream walk in the borderland that was evoked as a Timeless Time territory last night, I was shown me a summit in the borderland. If there had been words, the words spoken would have been something like, “You [meaning those passed over, those passing over, and ourselves] will exist together at The Summit.” There were not words and the structure of language in writing this does not lay it out right, but it is as close as I can put in the written word. I will do a Creation Exercise 3 on it to unpack it and give it a place.

I am clear the Creation Project that has showed up in the Restoring the G.O.D. Matrix work. It is upon us with great respect and dignity for our endeavor if the higher realms had those concepts. The G.O.D. Matrix that we are part of restoring is unity – duh!

However, the landscapes we have entered into is where the non-physical realm, the spirit, the eternal is, as it was originally designed to be, transcendent over the physical, flesh, temporal. This means that the loss of Lily and Jeremy and others including ourselves is no more; that our primary is our etheric [non-physical] relationship with all life, our spirit relationship with all life, our eternal relationship with all life – in our multidimensional, multi-intelligent, multi-sensory form here but we go beyond and can include what we are much further than here with the temporality of here no longer being a problem

I am not saying we are embodied there. I am saying everything everyone is saying is showing where we are engaging with the quantum fields and within that much more is occurring in multiple territories you all are engaged in individually and monadically. We are taking territory. We are opened up and sharing the landscapes of multiple territory but those territories carry realities of unity. For me it is no longer being held prisoner in an experience of separation from what and whom I love. That my body, my mind, and my emotions register and are part of a system re-established that carries no capacity for separation.

Be clear. It is not up to us the result. We are informing Creation and the G.O.D.s [the generating organizing design] of creation and we are, in response, being informed. We are using the consciousness of our intelligence to bring back territory as we remember and a Generating Organizing Design of Creation begins to occur where we are standing both collectively and individually.

This is Template 3. Template 3 is not a human exercise. This template carries our consciousness of restoration with a specific algorithum that we are now experiencing. Yes!

I woke up this morning as stated at the beginning of this journal entry. I went upstairs to see Diane, then came downstairs to set up outside here on the porch to write this. When I came out there was a green jellybean. A single green jelly bean on the deck by my chair. When Jeremy was in physical form, his CB radio title was Jelly Bean and mine was River Queen. His favorite color was green. Mine cinnamon. We are all bringing the greater coherence of the unified field into play in this physical territory. I was thinking this morning that the mantra that works well here is:

first hope [craving]
then imagine
then be in the shock and awe of it is real

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