Creation

27 September 2023

2023.10.04. The World of Unity Gathering on behalf of The First People’s Voice in Australia

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TO REGISTER FOR OCTOBER 4TH, 2023 5 PM MT The World of Unity Telecall

We have been in a world of EITHER/OR and FOR/AGAINST. The underpinnings of BOTH/AND and WITH are part of what is rising in the opening up into the next recursion of wholeness. This is why the Field of Tantra Maat was built as a coherent, cohesive, congruent energy matrix to draw from as a collective consciousness to forward what human beings are designed to be – “With another in the Field of Creation.” In our World of Unity Gathering on October 4th, 2023 at 5 pm Mountain, we are inviting you to attend to ‘move with Creation’ on behalf of what human beings cannot yet perceive or comprehend but are on for as their part of moving everything back into wholeness.

For more information:

The Voice of the First People

The Voice of the Government

I asked Tash, one of the beloveds of Australia to give me a ‘voice’ for this Gathering on October 4th, 2023 to activate the next level of wholeness on behalf of all Life that is happening in Australia

“This is what my heart wants us to activate…

to hold BOTH AND as the potent possibility in play that can rise through the hearts of every Australian and all of us participating in this referendum.

I am feeling the power of this.

There is much confusion here with what the Yes is and what the No is.

It feels like there may be Australians who choose No because they believe that will help First Nations People.

Activating the BOTH/AND will have the heart frequency of every human vote flow through. This Heart Frequency will carry power and will accumulate in the BOTH/AND field that has the Voice of First Nations people heard in hearts that radiate beyond the political system. This BOTH AND field carries the heart of Uluru and rises like a Pool of Unity from this EITHER OR referendum.

I am feeling a dissolution of these EITHER/OR separation tactics.

Some people said YES to injections believing this would be best for their health.

Some people said NO to injections believing this would be best for their health.

And this is how this feels with this referendum. And I want us to activate this.

Some people will say YES believing this will be best for the Voice of First Nations people to be heard and listened to.

Some people may say NO believing this will be best for the Voice of First Nations people to be heard and listened to.

Can we imagine the Voice of First Nations people being heard and listened to?

Come what may.

With ‘Yes’ AND with ‘No’.

The Voice of First Nations People in Australia are heard and listened through many hearts.

This is already so and this is what we can activate in our field of Tantra Maat and in the World of Unity field together.

We can dream the river of YES and the river of NO flowing into the Sea of UNITY and having the Voice of First Nations people and the Heart of First Nations people be loved. Beloved.

And this will have the Voice of All Life and the Heart of All Life be loved. Beloved.”

Thank you for ever.”

I have added the section in The Language of Creation: Your Original Design about the realities of unity and the language of creation for you to have the opportunity to further your own awakening into your own language of creation in your unity with Creation.

Please purchase and study here:

Tantra Maat

“This book is designed to give you a passageway back into a
language that holds the magnificence of your Original Design: The Language of Creation itself.

Language is a template of expression within which reality occurs. We see, sense, think, feel, hear, and are well or not well, according to how language organizes our reality. In modern times, language is limited to the spoken and written word, but language existed long before speaking and writing began. Language did not just generate from the need to connect with fellow humans. Language once generated from the desire to connect with the greater reality ancient humans knew they were a part of. These humans knew themselves as part of the creative process of Creation. Ancient language, whether verbal or artful, connected human beings with Creation. Before humanity began to form thought into belief, language let Creation move through the human experience and human beings expressed their lives in connection with Creation. We see this in Sanskrit that is a language that is not based on explanation or understanding but on resonance.

Within us lies a Language of Creation that exists both internally and externally in our attempt to be connected to the Universe, to ourselves, and to each other. Whether we express ourselves skillfully or clumsily, an ancient language seeks to rise within us where we experience ourselves as part of Creation in thought, word, and deed. Realities are created by the Language of Creation. What is present in the language of one reality is not present in the language of another. We see this in multiple personalities. One personality can have a deadly allergy. Another personality will not. Our internal language shapes our thoughts. Thoughts shape our reality. We see this in what some people hold to be fantasy and others hold to be real.

What if we could return to the Language of Creation where our direct connection to Creation gave us access to what was ours to create and we could become creators of realities that have only until now lived in our dreams?

Before teaching you the actual Creation Exercises, let’s first look at how the Creation Exercises generate thought that gives you access to the thought process of Creation.

The Language of Creation is connection-oriented and gives us direct access to our experience, creating a connection where we can include more and more, increasing our connection to ourselves, the world, Creation, and each other.

When you think in the Language of Creation?

You can think with the creative power of what you were thinking.
You find yourself present to what you are thinking, like being on a mindscape where life is visible within the clarity of your thoughts.
You no longer think for or against. You think with.
You no longer think either/ or, you think both/and.
You no longer think good or bad, right or wrong. You think, as Rumi says, “In the playing field beyond all right or wrong doing.”
When you think, you find you can include everything, nothing excluded, synthesizing your thoughts into whole system thinking[1] naturally.
When you think, you no longer have to explain or understand. What you are thinking is so part of you and is so present for you, you transmit to others what you are present to from your connection to it.

Instead of parroting knowledge, you are aware of your direct connection to life and speak from that connection. Your thoughts become life-generating and life-enhancing. You become self-aware.

The Language of Creation moves with Creation in your thoughts, aligning you thought by thought with what is yours to do, be, and have. You no longer have to prove yourself to know you are of value.

As the world is changing, you need direct access to what is unfolding that you have no past experience of. The Language of Creation is a metalanguage – a language that includes what you are now and goes beyond into what you are becoming. In a metalanguage, what you say transmits your awareness without the need to explain. Why? Because when the experience is present for you when you communicate, the resonance of that experience supersedes the words.

The Language of Creation is a resonant field connected to your reality. Your words carry connection not disconnection. Your thinking makes you part of your reality instead of separating you from it. Your reality carries language.

Your reality that you access through this Language of Creation is:

The reality that connects you to the essence of what it is for you to be alive and exist as whole.
The reality that manifests the fulfillment of what you are actually designed to be.
The reality that awakens you into your unique and essential connection to all of life.

[1] Whole-systems thinking synthesizes the interrelationships of what you are aware of so you arrive at conclusions and solutions different from those constructed from a conditioned range of focus. Considering the constituting parts of a system rather than narrowly focusing on the parts themselves.

7 April 2023

2023.04.07. What if Everything that Loves Us is Working with Us and WE CAN’T HEAR?

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2023.04.07. The Shadow Fold Dream

I did not realize the dream I had last night was so relevant to the now. I thought it was about what I am moving through personally regarding monetary prosperity and the effect on my system and the Field of Tantra Maat and the ripple effect out beyond that into the alliances I and the Field of Tantra Maat are part of – the distortion of the punishment/reward system that we have been imprisoned in especially monetarily and everything attached to that. I think that is why I feel ‘The Forces’ that operate on behalf of Life here are so strong I don’t even want to try to share about it with human beings. We are NOT ALONE in the Universe. There are powers and forces much stronger than any forces that operate against life here because they are part of the original nature of this planet’s beautiful evolutionary design. But for me, I am in a throughline into the next evolutionary patterns of life here. I know the dream came from that.
Every now and then I dream about Lily, my dog, that died a couple of years ago. She is alive and where I am with her is real. She is my Anubis so she protects me and is my guardian in a way that I do not share – the world seems to be so damn people-centric.
I have learned to wake up by choice when I am in our dream world, Lily and I, because if I don’t realize she is not here when I wake up naturally is way too painful and I can’t remember the value of the activity she was in. I have been having imagery lately of The Shadow Fold in Shadow and Bone which is a barrier of Shadow human beings have to get through to get beyond it. In the dream reality, Lily was navigating The Fold, or its equivalent in my dream world, for me. If I got too close like in the series, I could be taken and eaten by the Volcra – Vicious, deformed, winged monsters who inhabit the Shadow Fold and feed on human flesh. Highly sensitive to light, the Volcra were once human before the Darkling created the Shadow Fold. In the series, the Shadow Fold was created around 400 years ago before a Darkling who used Merzost, because of his want for power. However, he did not anticipate what such power of that magnitude would do to mere men, turning them into abominations that would be part of later generations. The Merzost is a corruption of “the making at the heart of the world,” the power of life over death that creates matter out of nothing rather than manipulating existing matter into forms that are part of the Magic that can operate in unity with our evolutionary path or against it but now create something that cannot be easily destroyed without a sufficient power of Light. I am writing all of this because my subconscious was using the series and the story to inform me and help me navigate with Lily, one of my most profound allies. In our Dream World, she was shifting at the edge of The Fold in Time [that was my Dream World] which had caught human beings and other forms and made them monsters. I was terrified for her but she was unconcerned. Even though I knew she could sniff out the edge where we were successful because she was dead and therefore inaccessible to The Fold, my terror of recognizing her as dead caused me to be extremely tender and frightened again to be without her. She again was unconcerned. I got myself together finally because she was showing me how to walk this ‘edge’. This metapoint of extreme darkness devoid of light and the insufficient light that needed to be part of the light and dark of here was what we were walking. The duality operating on behalf of all life here needed to be restored. As is happening so much to me now, I defuse to be part of greater realities…live them to the extent my system can, and then come back into a forming that is happening here in the present moment for me, not 600 years out. Then I seem to integrate and actions occur consistent with the evolutionary power of this planet and her forms…Literally the ability to evolve beyond…systemically. I think that is why when I caused myself to wake when I felt the trauma of the loss of her, it was to not be in the trauma that had me recycle, repeat, over and over again a memory that was actually not part of what Lily and I are now in a greater realm…allies.

What is particularly awesome what that that which loves us gives us the evidence. I was standing at a self-checkout register at Sprouts and a dog began to lick my hand. I looked down and the dog was exactly Lily at her prime. Her eyes were shining. People were everywhere trying to pet her and she was not having it. She only had eyes for me! I stooped down, held her face, and said, “Thank you!” to the shared soul of this dog and my Lily and then I said, “I am so grateful to never have to be without you. Thank you for finding a way!” I looked up and the cashier and the owner were brimming with tears. You see we do know. We do.

29 September 2022

Being in the Realms of the Beloveds Part 1

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Being in the Realms of the Beloved Part 1

Story Glory Be!

There is much I have not been able to talk with you about in the last half-century. Is now a good time? There is a magic to truth falling apart all around us. We are worn out ‘searching for the truth’. This is so valuable. Much more beneficial than detrimental. Why? Because each of us has our own truth and in that truth, we shape our existence, our values, our principles, our perception, and reality itself. I have had an hour a month for over forty years – at the beginning, called Spirit Hour…now named Being in the Realms of the Beloved. I always start things ahead of other human beings being able to perceive what I perceive simply because that is what a mystic does. They give something that holds the heart, the soul, the spirit of life on this planet a place. A place that is because if a place is given then a gathering of energy can occur that eventually will restore the deeper nature of a human being….the nature of a human being that did not get aberrated into fear and a narrow corridor of survival. A place where the wonder of a human being and his or her or their connection to Creation can thrive. This is what it is to be in the Realms of the Beloved. This is our once upon a time.

Is it possible that movies that are being shown, audible books that people are listening to, podcasts, CreateAWorld, and other YouTube videos are doorways into the latent intelligence within the human psyche that is the intelligence we share with the planet and perhaps even as offworlders? Is the human being’s psyche folding back into Story? This is so awesome and so significant. Story awakens latent memories that carry relevance to Now even though the actuality of their existence is not now. I have spent my life telling stories. I did not tell them as truth because the Truth is only relevant to the moment in time within which a human being existence and the circumstances surrounding that existence. But Story – story stimulates the broader, deeper, wider connections of who we are as a species through time and at the same time stimulates who each of us is perhaps even beyond the species itself.

Last night as I walked into the Transmission/Activation, I had the uncanny feeling that layers of aberration in the human psyche were peeling away. It didn’t matter if I got my language right so human beings didn’t trigger, their minds closed off by the mechanization of mind that closes off awareness. The awareness was pulsing. Story now had access to the deeper psyche that would process the story and the perception of the human being would be able to bring the story into their own psyche to serve themselves and Life in their own unique way. Glory Be!

28 September 2022

2022.09.28. A Wisdom Moment before the Activation/Transmission tonight

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Before I write my journal entry this morning that compelled me awake, I want to thank those of you doing the Emergent/embodiment work with the LOC-Institute. I think when you read this, you will know why?

I woke up at 5 am, 5:11 am to be exact so excited, I slipped out into Kea’s living room quietly to write. I usually write in a manner where I can frame things in a way that is somewhat comprehensive to a human being’s present mindset. But today I just thought, “I’ll just let it rip!” I so adore my contemporaries – men: Gregg Baden, David Manning, Joe Dispenza, Michael, to name a few. Women: Barbara Marx Hubbard, Lucia Renee, Inelia, Sandra, etc. And then those personally for me and the Field of Tantra Maat, that tend to us and where we tend to each other.

The work they/we/I do is not only delightful but essential. I knew early on that I was not here to be a public figure although to some extent I am but mainly not to work with the masses. I was looking through the lens of a cellular empath. I was looking for a cellular remembrance that some human beings still carry that, if awakened, the cellular system of humankind would rise again. I want to qualify the word humankind. In Damanhur and in the Gnostics i.e. in the traditions of the wisdom of Sophia, as well as other traditions, the divine spark is the cellular coding of the original nature of the original design of this planet and her forms – Maat – an exquisite part of this spark – harmony, symmetry, proportion, grace, beauty, balance and Tantra – the exquisite tantric nature of being part of both form and formless, planets and stars, flesh and spirit.

When I got here, I instantly knew something was terribly wrong. It took me years of listening to the coherence of language within my mind that came from beyond the frameworks of thought that simply made me feel awful, separate, lowly, broken, weak….etc. It wasn’t that this other ‘voice’ I called it made me feel wonderful, or strong. It was more that I felt whole and part of something I wanted to experience myself as part of again.

It took me a while to wiggle my way out of the mental matrixes that compelled me into scenarios of perception that were not only self-destructive but destructive to life. Unbeknownst to me at the time, my cellular system found a way to still sparkle with what connected me to Life around me and beyond me. Eventually, this cellular remembrance had me back in the ecstasy of the exquisiteness of the universe both here and beyond. Now I am simply more cognitively aware and cognitively articulate, awakened into what lies beyond the broken mindsets human beings mostly exist in. An interesting memory for me was that I had not believed so much that was told to me…starting with the ‘fall of man’. From early on, say five years old, it just didn’t make sense, that humanity “fell from grace”. It more looked like something had taken grace from them. Maybe not all human beings. That I will never know, but I could tell the planet whose matter of body from which we were formed as well as the from the material of the stars in the heavens did not point to that as so. I could tell human beings’ cellular matter was designed to shine and play and wonder and wander in the beauty of what had been created here. There seemed to be wisdom in the cells that carried what I call paradise. Perhaps not the stories about paradise told here but paradise as a garden of joy and wonder and constant adventure to engage in.

That is the background of what woke me up before the Activation/Transmission tonight to let my fingers race across the keyboard, with me a bit irritated that I know I will need to reread to check the phrases are intact. [and I did]

For a few months now, the Activation/Transmissions have been the product of an Activation that blew through me several months ago that I simply put out, “Come!” and people came. The excitement!

Let me explain. Humankind is a one-soul species. That means we are a ‘we’ made up of many ‘I’s. We carry a shared soul. Geneticists would say we are symbiotic…and get [got] ill when our cellular system can [could] no longer register our oneness. What we were created from might have had conflicting intentions. I will let you work on that one. Nonetheless, we were created and we seem to carry both a capacity for separation and hate as well as a capacity for unity and love. This is a cellular dilemma that human beings are working through. Some seem to thrive on separation and hate and others seem to thrive on unity and love. Most are in the in-between. Since my recall upon my arrival from out there somewhere was the ‘unity and love’ part, I found this place as well as myself quite a quandary.

I, like you, however, have been re-membering and my re-membering has a lot to do with that divine spark in my and your cellular makeup being restimulated to recall the exquisiteness of this one-soul species. The tricky part and I am going to not go into it much but imagine for a minute frequency. Kea and I went to her storage unit yesterday to get boxes out of storage for her home and the security alarm was blaring. Nothing was wrong but our ears couldn’t take it. The frequency was deafening. Imagine that something happened to the frequency base of play and fun and wonder and all the juicy things a child is before the frequencies that deafen humankind click in when a child reaches the age of socialization or has lived in the abuse of the socialization of human beings – to do – to shop – to be mesmerized – to operate according to what you are told is real. That was a mouthful but it felt great to write it that way. You might want to reread it slowly.

You see, in an Activation/Transmission, we are, for an hour, in the frequency of our one-soul specieshood. Where some of us are weak others as strong…a coherency occurs where the extra energy that some have, restores others who at that moment are in lack. This is the one light of the divine sparks in all of us. A few months ago. I am seeing if I recorded it, I felt it ‘the body of humankind’. When the body, not the personality, but the body is back in coherency with its one-soul specieshood, humankind that carries this wisdom-base of paradise emerges embodied. The body is where the spirit and the flesh are one. When the body no longer carries the frequency of its spirit, it gets ill. This is what so many of us are at work on. When the frequency of the flesh’s spirit restores, the body emerges in a new reality of being that cannot be explained but is super cool when the awareness of it emerges.

On a side note, the Activation/activations and engagements are the only thing I do on a personal level. My interest these days is the Magis, the Guardians, and the Beloveds re-membering themselves again and becoming the activity of Creation that they are designed to be – as a being that lays beyond the right and wrong of human doing.

Cool? Yes?!

Now the Activation/Transmissions are, because of the people attending and listening, responding to the material of the flesh as well as the frequency of the spirit in each individual. I find it fascinating that the attention now is to the symbiotic strength of this one-soul species’ body.

Why?

BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL EMBODIMENT of those who carry this unity/love code is emergent.

The fun and the play have just begun. This is not frivolous. Fun and play are the nature of being. Ask any dolphin. These natures of our Being simply begin to re-member and respond to the original nature of the wisdom of paradise here.

All these trials and tribuations have given us learning. And – we are learned. We are learning to navigate the broken matrixes of what people do in those broken systems and to not be lured or harmed by the discordant frequencies of hate and separation.

Now, to my delight, in the Activation/Tranmissions, the Body of Humankind that exists in the dimensions of love and unity is embodying and we get to support that in our being present to what is emergent. That is the magic of human beings. What we are present to and opened up to can emerge and be restored in us for we have given it a place.

Hence, my friends, my waking up at 5:11 am to get this written.

I love you,

Tantra Maat

19 September 2022

2022.09.19. Joe

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I so want to write this story. Am I even able?

The word ‘epithet’ comes to mind as my heart is forever changed by a week of knowing him. One definition of an ‘epithet’ is an adjective or descriptive phrase expressing a quality characteristic of the person or thing mentioned. Joe – a man of extraordinary dignity in a world where dignity is given no grace. The other definition of ‘epithet’ is a term for abuse. I got to live that with Joe. This is where writing what I experienced through his life really has no words that can bring it home to our hearts effectively. Joe was here for his brother Julian. I cannot write here what happened to Julian as a child. It is obscene and cruel beyond measure and to survive it he has a mental sensitivity that has him compromised. The landlady gets his social security check every month to pay his rent. The small apartment complex is housed in one of the more dangerous parts of Albuquerque and there are a few. He is subject to theft, taunting, and threats all of the time. The trauma of our society is acted out with crime and trauma laced into a normalcy that those of us not caught in the debris of a system gone awry could never fathom. In the. midst of it, Joe came to live with his brother to protect him.

Joe showed up at my door one day when I was on a coaching call. He had his landscaping vest on, a bucket for weeds, and a rake or a shovel. I can’t remember. He apologized. He told me he worked for a landscaping crew that had no work right then and did I have some work for him? This fast-growing ground cover chokes the life out of the trees and the other plants had taken over the rim of the front yard and another toxic weed for animals was covering a lot of the backyard. All I could say is, “I am on a call. If you want to start pulling out those weeds in the front, you are welcome to do that. We can talk about the price after I get off the call.” He said, “okay” again apologizing with a deep sensitivity present in disturbing me. That caught my attention. The feeling I got was that this man was not one to do this kind of thing as a routine. I came out of the house after my call and was shocked. I had only been on the call for a half hour.

In the desert part of New Mexico, people often put down a thick plastic ground cover over the earth to keep these fast-growing ground covers at bay and cover the plastic with small stones. It is also attractive. When I came out the door, Joe had taken all the stones off of the plastic, rolled back the plastic, and methodically dug out the plants to their roots. I just stood there. It was a precise, thorough, and a fast piece of work. He looked up and I said, “I pay $25.00 an hour.”

The days rolled toward a week. I am in this telling not sure how many days have passed. I showed him an area and in record time that area was impeccable. While there is probably unsaid in the telling, there was enough truth in it that I can piece together what had happened and what was and is still happening. Worse than the kid that gets picked on in school, Julian, Joe’s brother was an easy target for abuse both by the people who do crime in his area as well as the landlady herself. It is still in the writing of this hard for me to understand although I certainly remember this kind of abuse happening in school growing up in Tennessee. Joe was Julian’s only line of defense but hard to believe as it is, his defense of his brother in a vicious landscape of theft and manipulation became a platform to get rid of him.

Before I go on, I am not a pushover. I love my hyper paranoia, so I think I have a legitimate perception of the character of a person even in a world that I cannot even fathom. Joe and I worked out exactly what he was going to do every day. His work was beyond acceptable…more like an artist that takes care of everything with amazing exactness. Tools cleaned and put away. Trash picked up. Paint brushes cleaned. We were an instant team. There was an instant affinity and mutual respect. We negotiated each moment of our relationship in our time together making sure that there were no misunderstandings with the sensitivity of those who take care of life wherever we are standing.

It still quivers my soul to think that what happened to Joe is true. But it must be true to a great extent because in my dealings with him none of what the landlady told me fits with any merit. My mother was an alcoholic. Drug addiction is rampant here in Albuquerque. You get to know the body somatics and the hunger for the addiction that lays behind the interaction of people caught up in this challenge. Joe exhibited none of this. As near as I can piece it together, Joe would not put up with his brother being a target. He got in fights. I don’t know if I have the subtlety of language to piece together how the culture of abuse that had his brother as a target ganged up to get Joe out of there. They broke into one of the apartments and then said they saw Joe do that. When the landlady verbally abused his brother through text and phone calls Joe supported his brother in fighting back- for why is she the way she is with Julian? I don’t know but I did some digging and it is to the landlord’s advantage in Albuquerque to get out low-income paying renters to rent for a higher amount. There is little or no protection for a person like Joe’s brother.

After the theft of his truck, the theft of his phone, and the accusation of his breaking and entering another apartment, the landlady pulled the ace card which I still am not sure is legal. If Joe didn’t leave [more on that in a minute] Julian’s apartment, Julian would be evicted. The threat went deeper. He had to prove he had left town. If I hadn’t lived this through with Julian and Joe, if I had just heard someone telling this story, I wouldn’t have believed it. I would have thought the landlady must be right…but not possible…simply not possible…Yet in the face of what people can do to each other at this level of mentality, my confronting what human beings can truly do to each other has been unavoidable.

Then there is the magic. While writing about Joe is difficult for me in the telling as I am not a skilled writer who can relay the story sufficiently to evoke the empathy and caring that I wish I had an adequate written expression for, it is even harder to write about the magic. I work in I, Magi to ‘recall’ human magic. Human magic rises without question when the bond between human beings cannot be broken. This is our story: Joe, Julian, and I with C a contributor also. I am a ‘privileged’ older white lady. You can abuse the unseen but there is an instinct to be careful of becoming visible to the seen. That is what the privileged are – the seen. We had deeply needed work for Joe to do and he did it with partnership and dignity. Between C and me we had the money. It was and is a pleasure to be with him. Yes, his life had fallen into a downward spiral of chaos, but his dignity, impeccability, complete communication…and especially taking care of the equity in the relationship between us was the high bar that I know human beings are designed to be. Things began to fall together. I had wanted to close my account on one of my phones. So I gave him my phone I didn’t want when his phone was stolen. I found out about Medicaid phones that people who were ill or low income could get. What we needed to get done before winter and wanted to get done before winter so C could paint the gates and ornamental art on our house walls, was done.

The most important moment was Friday. The landlady had put an eviction notice on Julian’s door. The deal was that Joe had to get out of town. While there is no law that backs that up, the threat of calling the police, and evicting his brother made it impossible to do anything else. Joe worked for his bus ticket which I bought, but on Friday had texted me to see if I could cancel or change the date of his departure. I thought that meant he was not going. I have been sleeping a lot so I fell asleep only to wake the next day to Joe wondering where I was to take him to the bus station. A series of amazing events started to play themselves out. I called Julian. I got the phone number of the landlady. I called her and let her know that I had been the reason Joe had not gotten the bus. That he would be staying with me. I realized he had worked with the landscaper Saturday for much-needed money. I am good with bullies, especially female ones. I had become willing inserted into the equation. I was able through carefully crafted statements to position Julian so that it was clear that I and my lawyer [ my beautiful Jim – always on call] were now looking after Julian and arranging for Joe to leave only because of the threat of Julian’s eviction. What was being done to Joe and Julian was now visible. I wish I could take the time to put in the texts I saw on Julian’s phone – the undercurrent of threats using the court system against Joe and Julian. One: “I will go to court tomorrow to put off the eviction for one month.”

Last night, Joe and I went to the bus station earlier than we wanted to. You see, Joe has no ID, no proof of his existence. No cellphone. He asked me to take him to Walmart to buy a set of new clothes to wear and items for his brother that he needed while he was gone. Dignity.

It was a pleasure. Please be clear, there is no patronizing here. No charity. Shared field on behalf of all life. That is what Joe and Julian and I are doing in the face of incredible odds. But in the human magic of belonging to each other as one species, there is a power that moves through the broken shards of human existence during these times. Julian, Joe, and I with C there when needed did this together.

When we got there we went in and found out the bus that went straight to Phoenix due to take off at 10:40 was delayed with no idea when it would arrive in Albuquerque. However, there was a 10:00 pm bus going to El Paso [Joe’s hometown] that was leaving in ten minutes where he could then jump on a bus for Phoenix. I took a picture of Joe at the gate. Yes for the landlady to stop eviction procedures but, well, I wanted his picture also.

I went to shake his hand and he opened up his arms for a hug. We embraced, each tucking our heads into the other’s shoulders. He has my number and Julian’s number on a piece of paper. He says it will be two days before he can get a phone and contact us. His cousins he hasn’t seen in years, he says, are taking him in. How he finds them I don’t know. He can get his ID there, get his affairs in order, and most importantly find a place for Julian to come to. We will see what happens. He has the amulet of the mother goddess Deb gave me of black obsidian to protect him. And of course the most mighty protection of all – human love and human dignity.

6 September 2022

2022.09.05. My Audacious Communication as My Cultural of Being

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I truly think I am a lunatic for daring to write this journal entry and make it public. That said, how can I not? I am watching the culture of ‘being’ not ‘doing’ rise in the human psyche. It may look like nothing a certain email not getting out when I thought it had been sent but it is huge in the area of ‘being’. Being is an unknown consciousness cognitively. That means we cannot think in ‘being’. This is why the Creation Templates were sent to me to reset the neural wiring of a human being so that the way thought occurs could be held in the Golden Spiral of ‘being’. This is why the 7 years of work I did to establish a coherent field were Spirals of Being.

Yesterday, with an amazing woman who has fought valiantly for the ‘beingness of education and ‘being of educators’ in a coaching call, she talked about when she was ten she bought these audacious t-shirts that said outrageously funny things on the boardwalk at the beach. How could I not support her in our audacious culture of being if I am unwilling to communicate my audacious culture of being?

I know that it will probably be translated into something else but in these 7 weeks where we as a collective are building matrixes with our consciousness where new futures can rise, how can I not?

[6:06 AM, 9/6/2022] Tantra Maat: boy, after all, I have been through, how much I have stayed present and in unity with what is very clearly mine to do and mine to be, I woke this morning at a loss and so feeling that horrible sinking feeling when you just feel like you can’t take another step and that you may just have to give up. It all happened over an email that did not go out over a week ago like it was supposed to. It may seem like nothing to someone other than me but I am a Time Being. I work in Time and what actions I take are establishing things in time.

I am also a messenger who works in a direct link with Creation getting messages out in time. This is my culture, not my fffing business. All the breakdowns in communication from me and not getting things out in ‘time’ hit me so hard yesterday realizing that it looks like I am moving at the rate of speed that is my cultural design of being with the multiple aspects of creation I work with literally flattened me. …: because without what I need to get sent out and communicated out in ‘time’ and in accuracy is like the spaceship with a broken coil for me. Something fails that feels ‘essential’ in Time.

I love being in the dark this morning before dawn with Ganash, the Prince, Sferi, the mountains, and the colors of my room to hold me.

I truly do not want to get up and face the day with time out of sync with the greater whole of which I am a part. I know it will pass or at least I hope so.

Being in time in our direct link with ourselves, others and Creation right now is so critical right now.

13 May 2022

2022.05.13.Day 5: Embodiment: Can you think in ‘magical ways’?

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For those of you moving with Us on Behalf of Life toward the Activation on the 25th, Thank you.

The question before us is, “At this time, more than any other for a lot of us [I am 76 this year], does what we feel/think is ‘real’ affect our ability to be here physically?” Not the thought itself to the effect of the thought on our system. What can we do in our thoughtfulness as we learn in mindfulness to not be at the effect of feeling like we can’t make a difference in our life or in the lives of others?

This is for us to ponder.

What I want you to know as a seer is it is important to make it through the times ahead. We will be needed to mediate the outcome and to tend to new realities rising as realities fall. Many of you have been with me for years. You know I have been predicting and preparing you for these times for awhile now. Need I say more? 🙂

Listen to our exploration on this YouTube CreateAWorld Channel and give yourself the gift of your own exploration. Looking for answers to complex problems too fast can make the heart palpitate, the brain freak out, and the solar plexus panic. OBSERVE. STAY CALM. As time unfolds so will what we have been seeking and couldn’t find. It isn’t all in what we do but what we ‘be’ and how we trust that we are moving with an unfolding creation not readily at hand but what we are part of.

We are in Craving Template 6 and Craving Template 7, Embodiment, and their accompanying Observing Templates. Here is the offer from the Language of Consciousness Institute for you to take advantage of at this time. You may not understand what embodiment is but your body does and it needs its Self, not your present identification. Promise. The Creation Templates are, in a way, a quick fix. Calming the mind we discover the mind is in our body and that when our body is reunited with Creation we move in synchronicity with what is unfolding not fighting our mind but being our Mind of Creation.

All my love, Tantra Maat

12 May 2022

2022.05.11. Day 4: Embodiment: A Waking Dream

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For those of you moving with Us on Behalf of Life toward the Activation on the 25th, Thank you.

What is it to be living the future rising in the present? Imagine that you have stepped into a theater. You can’t get into the main theater but you can hear through the walls….What would you think? What would you feel?

an excerpt from You as the Mind of Creation

Intimacy — what does that word elicit for you?

Closeness? Friendship? Sex?

Now, include more in this definition. Imagine a BDW landscape, a whole field of life-enhancing sensations and responses. More BDW than the largest landscape that you can imagine. Now imagine all of our physical worlds as part of this landscape. Now take a life-enhancing emotion that you have experienced and BDW it. The more the BDW, the more you experience this landscape of existence. This ‘depth of field’ in the MetaMind of Creation, for human beings, is Intimacy.

What might be the states of ‘being intimate’ with another, with oneself, and with Creation?

Could Intimacy be a Source Space where Creation and human beings uniquely meet from which we can draw our capacity to emote?

Could Intimacy be part of the MetaMind of Creation that gives human beings the capacity to swim in the energies of Creation through their physical form?

You cannot swim in the ocean if you do not have an ocean to swim in. If you do not comprehend there is an ocean to swim in and what the sensations and body responses are to swimming, you might be terrified to even consider it.

…a day in a life of a cohesive collective…Listen

A Prayer from Blue Wolf & Diane Bennett to the Tribe on One People

and The Field of Tantra Maat that tends it.

In the attic of my life full of cloudy dreams unreal

full of taste no tongue can know…and lights no eyes can see…

when there was no ear to hear…

You Sang to Me

I have spent my life seeking all that’s still unsung

Bent my ear to hear the tune and closed my eyes to see

when there were no strings to play…

You Played to me

In the Book of Love’s own Dream

where all the print is blood

where all the pages are my days…

and all my lights grow old

when I had no wings to fly…

You Flew to Me

In the secret space of dreams

where I dreaming lay amazed…

when the secrets all are told

and the petals all unfold…

when there was no dream of mine…

You Dreamed of me…

And the Field of Creation Replied…

I just received masculine and feminine gifts from two of my beloveds that take care of the deepest and most profound aspects of life.

I sobbbbbbeeeeeddddd….a loneliness rose up in me that was all of us who love this planet and her forms…

….an agony beyond measure that has to stay stilled to still care and navigate all waters that have led to tortured seas.

A love that careens my heart and tears that tear open my skin….

This is what happened in your words…

It was good to feel these feelings

….and the need for their truth no more…

Tantra Maat

11 May 2022

2022.05.11. Day 3: Embodiment: You as the Mind of Creation: Intimacy

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For those of you moving with Us on Behalf of Life toward the Activation on the 25th, Thank you.

I remember I was in my early twenties. Life had been hard. This thought came out of nowhere, “I think I have a deeper relationship to intimacy than most people.” I had by then done some courses to try to figure some things out. For the most part, they didn’t seem to get to the core or essence of what was being addressed. It was more about what to do about being at the effect of something.

What was the core dynamic that was affecting us in a particular way?

Now I know that the phrase ‘depth of field’ was what I was struggling with. I would meet people over the years who connected in much more deeply, broadly, and widely than the surface world we were living in. They seemed to be able to access the ‘core essence’ of what we were at the effect of. There seemed to be a deeper, broader, wider field of consciousness that they were drawing from. They seemed to be able to embrace the effect that the world around them had on them. They could go deeper, broader, and wider, finding a ‘core essence’ of life that relieved the effect of anything less…shallow…redacted…collapsed…that had drawn themselves as well as other human beings away from a ‘core essence’ of life. They were in a ‘depth of field’ where everything had a place even that which was broken, and in that place, their unity with life had been restored, regardless of circumstances.

In that ‘depth of field’, their attention was three-fold. They could focus on their past, on their present given moment, and where they were going. This three-fold metapoint had a focal point…the ‘now’. I realized that when we are in a sufficient depth, breadth, and width of perception, suddenly the essence of what lies at the core of life and revitalizes that core shifts our relationship with Time. The phenomenon of ‘be here now’ occurs…which has us exist in the essence of our existence, not in temporary circumstances.

Your mind of creation becomes like the lens adjustment of a camera, bringing every moment into focus. Imagine the quieting that might occur when you could trust your next ‘focused now’. Stepping into your next focus of now becomes the next broader, wider, deeper nature of you in connection with existence, no longer a bobblehead walking around in the field but being focused.

Depth of field: In photography, Depth of Field (DOF) is the distance between the closest objects and the farthest objects in an image that are in focus and have a level of acceptable sharpness.

Depth of field has you be able to keep your foreground and background in a sharp focus of view. Now, how about that? What could that mean in your human perception? The broader, wider, deeper [BWD] of the spectrum of Creation you exist in, the more you can be present to what is in life that is far away and, in the same moment, what is up close. At that moment a synergy is created by where you are in the moment and where you are going. There is a crystallization of focus that gives you the next comprehension and next action of now.

What the heck does this have to do with intimacy?!

Notice the BDW— the broader, deeper, wider.

Now imagine love. Can you imagine your capacity for love that is broader, deeper, wider? Yummmmmmeeee!

How intimate is that?!

We are looking at what human beings are as part of the Mind of Creation. Let’s say that for some human beings their experience of the 3D world is the size of a postage stamp, for others perhaps the size of the lot their house sits on, for others the size of a city block.

In the indigenous world, the 3D reality is only a dream, one of many, and their Dreamtime is their reality. For them, this 3D world isn’t even the size of a postage stamp.

Your 3D reality was never designed to be the totality of your experience nor your existence.

3D — the beginning three dimensions of existence where finally the physical can form with access to beyond the physical. We have other registers for other dimensions that go beyond the physical. We are looking at the Mind of Creation in this 3D dimension where our minds can meta into more. Wherein this is a place where we can include other dimensions, not a place we find ourselves entrapped in only this one.

Broadly

Deeply

Widely

This is the depth of field that has us experience expanded states of consciousness where we experience more.

11 May 2022

2022.05.11. Day 2: Embodiment:”You need touch only one, and you will never know which one.”

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For those of you moving with Us on Behalf of Life toward the Activation on the 25th, Thank you.

“You need touch only one, and you will never know which one.” When I was 16, a voice like a god said this to me. It was always about these times.

An Excerpt from You as the Mind of Creation

Day 2: Embodiment

An Offer for these Times: Guidebook for Templates 7 & Mentoring Support

Tantra Maat is offering daily support to all of us in helping our bodies thru this critical time of embodiment. She recommends the writing of Template 7. The Language of Consciousness Institute has created a special offer for you to support you in the writing of Template 7 during this time of transmutation and embodiment. This offer is for the time the Field of Tantra Maat is at work in supporting our body/brain and minds moving into the next greater whole. The Activation is on May 25th and we will complete our work together with the Templates by May 30^th.

In this offer, you receive the Guidebook for Template 7 plus a 30 minutes mentoring session by an Advocate of the Institute plus free entrance into the May 15th Template Wisdom Gathering! Normally this is a $56 value. Until May 25th, 2022. you pay only $35.

This Guidebook for Template 7: Embodiment provides material discussing: Template 7- Who Are You in the Matter?; Human Spirals of Consciousness; Embodiment thru Frequencies and Sound’; The Guidelines for Template 7 ; The Template 7; the Observing Template, as well as the LOC Glossary.

If you already own the Guidebook for Template 7, you can purchase individual mentoring on our mentoring page.

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