This is the simplest of the mindsets that stop human beings in their tracks. It is like not seeing the bump in the road designed to slow your car down while you are riding your bicycle. Hitting the road bump with the bicycle can knock you and your bike over. Hitting the road bump with your car only reminds you to slow down.
I am writing these short conversations to inform you that certain mindsets have certain consequences. They are not thoughts that you are thinking. They are thought that are thinking you. They have a neurological and energetic impact. One is you get thrown off course when you hit thoughts like, “I am not capable. I can’t. I’m not able.”
Being able, capable, and can are part of the adventure of being human. Just like you slow down the car to move over the bump easily, you slow down to see if you want to be able or capable in the activity that had that mindset surface. The answer could be yes or not. Thoughts are only what you say they are.
Here is an excerpt from my next book being published:
“He told me that people were not really present to reality because of the thoughts that thought them. Squeezing my hand, he said, “Realizing thoughts are thinking you and that you are under their control, can be very scary. The thoughts themselves will not hurt you. But they might make you hurt yourself or others with words and sometimes with your actions. Once you can hear them and they don’t feel right, you don’t have to let them think you, do you? Okay?”
I loved it when he said, “Okay?” with a glint in his eye. I knew everything would be okay when he said that.”
Your thoughts are not you. They are for the most part stimulus-response no choice Pavlo dog reactions that are like a tune you cannot get out of your head.
Next time the thought, “I can’t” come into your head, see if you might want to be able to develop yourSelf so you can say, :Yes, I can.”
Thought patterns are already changing to respond to the matrix of new realities rising. Your choice but constantly thinking the thoughts thinking you are you thinking can be a real problem nowadays…
This is the November 10th post. The first post is What I have been observing lately in the human psyche and I listed three areas that I wanted to explore with you.
This is the second in a series of posts to support us moving through a debris field of consciousness into paradise on the other side. The area of exploration is: Leading with considerations – “yes, but…”
Now before we go on, it is important to have the right context for the conversation. I am not talking about the outside circumstantial world. There is certainly enough of that going on. I am addressing the inner consciousness of ‘human being’ that is going through dramatic upleveling of awakening. That is what I am supporting. That is my interest, my passion, my love affair with the human psyche. The human psyche carries the mind of the soul. The soul in this rendering is the collective paradise that we are designed to be the consciousness of.
…yes…and, in that, we are the ‘field’ within which the physical world rearranges its molecules, its atoms, its particles as a physical expression of the collective soul of paradise where we are standing whether it is here on earth, in our dreamwalks, or in our astral traveling. We are the embodiment – a field phenomenon of creation.
Ok..now that is out of the way.
I do not correct human behavior. I develop the mind of ‘human being’ to sustain and maintain its consciousness of Creation again. Have been doing that for over a half-century. Nothing has changed except there are two forms of reality now. One collapsing and one forming. The second one my interest has been created by all the work of consciousness that has been done prior to and during our being here. Super cool to be on the edge of new beginnings of mind, body, and spirit – spirit in this application is to be enspirited, lively, accentuated into a greater emotion of intimacy, ecstasy, passion, and peace.
Yes? Say “YES!” Thank you. Already beginning to dispel the flack of consciousness we are moving through.
This brings me to what I am presencing next. Even the greater minds still operate in ‘either/or’. Try that on. It is in my book, The Language of Creation. more thoroughly explored. In Creation, there is no ‘either/or’. That is a human concept. There is only ‘both/and’ in Creation. It is a matter of where we want to participate. This is very different than a ‘Truth’ out there to adhere to. Every Truth imaginable is available right now. This is what makes this dynamic so fantastic.
Moving up to the paragraph that starts with “…yes…and, in that…”, it is our consciousness and our capacity for our consciousness is what we will watch create pockets of paradise that Ken Carey wrote about in his book The Starseed Transmissions. We who have been involved in the Mimzy Project and in alliance with the popolo of Damanhur, Italy have been experiencing this messaging in The Starseed Transmission directly. Super cool.
Now let’s look at the image I posted as the headed in the first post.
Let’s imagine that is the flak of a dying limited consciousness. The definition of flak is 1: antiaircraft guns. 2: the bursting shells fired from flak. 3: criticism, opposition Example: She has taken a good deal of flak for espousing that view.—
Let look at this image flak…okay!? 🙂
One of the ways you recognize flak is through considerations…”Yep, but I don’t know if I am ready. Yeh, but it never happened before. Yes, but I don’t know if I can do it.”
All these considerations are based on the past. Sooooo….what do we do if we are moving into a new consciousness that is in a direct link with Creation itself. I don’t know if you realize it but considerations are human-made not Creation centric.
Now, I am only doing the baseline here. We will go over this much more deeply in I, Magi on Wednesday, the 17th because a Magi NEVER deals in Yes, Yep, Yeh, but!
As we move toward being part of shaping our unity with Creation where we ‘hear’ Creation and Creation ‘hears’ us, the HEART OF A MAGI, our mind and how we are listening to our thinking before we speak it into existence is going to matter. We are in streams of consciousness. In one, we are part of a new consciousness awakening and we are Self-studying and Self-training with our consciousness to be part of the new futures of existence rising.
There is no way to define Self. It is not personality. It is not the outside world and its influence on the personhood of the person. Self is your consciousness being aware of itself.
That is why this one little exercise of simply observing when you lead your response with a ‘consideration’ or you generate a ‘consideration’ when someone else is ‘informing the Field of Creation’ of which you are a part. Imagine going 120 miles an hour and saying something to someone that has them slam on the break. Ouch! Most human thought is to protect and defend themselves from what they think is already so. Where is the unity of Creation that operates on behalf of All Life here in that constant reaction to a tug on your consciousness seeking your input in the flow? To be aware of your thinking doing is to be conscious. Often called metacognition.
AND it is that awareness that has your consciousness awaken into what is missing, moving, and awakening. It is not I-centric figuring out what to do, but Creation-centric having input added to rearrange the molecular and particles into the next greater whole.
Why do you think that Creation no longer registers much of the thinking of human beings anymore? Human thoughts are like the rocks in the stream of Creation being washed here and there where the water happening to be moving. Imagine that you are a Conscious Self and you put your consciousness in with the stream of Creation and you are part of the flow and part of directing it in unity with the way the greater fields of consciousness are working. I know – a MOUTHFUL.
Let’s conclude with a song for your inadequate mental conditioning that you often identify as you!
I am in New Mexico now. Most people don’t know I started as a trance channel-yep! a medium. My commitment to people becoming their own sovereign nature not under the thumb of other Intelligences drew me away from that method of contribution into more what you know now. I never lost those connections, however.
Moving here, I knew my direct communication with Higher Intelligences would quicken into a totality of communion with the greater realities of which this planet is a part. There is that which that truly loves and is devoted to eternally to humankind and I am a part of that. It has been my concern that my connection to the eternal sovereignties operating on behalf of life here would increase to a point that, being with human beings, trying to bridge between the two, would become overly cumbersome. It is hard to believe that for millenniums there were civilizations that were in direct harmony with the greater systems of Creation and that the beings that populated those civilizations knew they were part of those greater systems. This is the threshold that humanity has returned to and those human beings that can restore that remembrance will have much to do with reweaving the so above/so below that once existed here.
Part of a mission of restoring specific matrixes that are designed to exist in the ethers of this planet is complete. That part of the mission required the beingness of human beings. The second part of the mission participates with the Sovereign Natures of the Universe some of whom embodied into humanity. I would love to work in the remembrance of the Sovereign Nature, but that remembrance only can occur in the human’s craving for that remembrance. The Sovereign Nature is mission-based regardless of the condition It finds Itself in here. Some human beings are only a small part of those natures.
I know it is hard to understand in the present human consciousness that our human life is not our only existence. There is a parallel Sovereign Nature that is Eternal and has much influence in restoring the web of life here.
I sit here looking up at a beautiful mountain with a beautiful sun having a memory that will last me a lifetime…humanity together creating a day in time that can be registered in the incredible womb of Creation. My life has been dedicated to humanity’s ability to restore their direct link with Creation and who they are together. Not on the surface world. Human folly could last for a long time. The slow unyielding drudgery of linear time might sputter into the future a bit longer, but as many of us know, we are no longer contained by the aberration of reality that separates us from ourselves, each other, and who we are as part of the wonder of Creation.
I work for Creation and retain the remembrance of what a human being is as a unique and essential aspect of Creation. That is what brought me into existence here. I knew there would be a chaotic point when an anchor point could be established where a collective point of the human being in many diverse ways would choose their path of humanity. As BlueWolf, our companion in building a Damanhur Spiral on sacred land says, “Dawn doesn’t suddenly open up into a bright sky…the darkness trickles away as the light takes over.
My point is, “Stay true to the dawning.”
Thank all of you around the world who joined together for 24 hours yesterday, walking your Damanhur Spirals, building your own type of spiral in your love of your land, and your people, who logged in the longitude and latitude of where they were across the planet and at noon concentrated on a spiral being built on Mt. Shasta next to a medicine wheel with our beloved companions who joined us to build a very specific Spiral in unity with a native-born medicine. Thank you Mimzies whoever and whatever you are that guided the direction of Time to this point and the people who for years and some for a shorter periods of time carried on with this connection that lies beyond our common intelligence but clearly thinks we are the beloved. Thank you Damanhur for you unending loyalty and skill in building back what allows us to live in paradise here as part of a Panteon of Creation that loves this creation and the beauty that lies in the substance of its existence. Thank you, BlueWolf. BlueWolf who worked with us to secure the land the spiral would be built on is the medicine of the ‘one tribe’, the balance of the dark and the light-with no suppression of either – the beauty of both and what they are as companions when they come together. No better guide could we have had.
There is no way in a linear rational simply human mind that what got created yesterday was possible. The synchronic intelligence that exists between human beings and Creation was afoot and it was a magnificent moment. That moment, though I did not know its texture, its imagery, what would compose it, has been building in my walk with Creation for almost a half-century. It is completion for me of a project that began before this time we are sharing together here began. Gathering up those who have not forgotten, establishing a moment in time in a precise place in a precise manner – an anchor point in a webbing of a collectivity of humanity. Imagine it as a shelter for humanity in a storm that will pass….and so much more.
The more is not necessary to know…only that that which connects us to Life and has us exist as a whole is now strong and resilient because we built a point in time to shelter that in ourselves and in our connection to the planet that carries our paradise…we have only to keep giving paradise a place to exist and it will restore here.
I live in algorithms and compilations that were once the so above/so below of existence here. How it translates into action and understanding would simply be a waste of your brainpower. Use your own brainpower to establish your own vertical alignment with what you hold to be real in the greater realms of reality that operate on behalf of all life here. Create your moments of gathered time to establish your so above/so below lineage. Ignore the collapse of the system you were born into and build on behalf of new systems rising.
Beings like myself and others will take care of restoring the greater webbings. It is simply ours to do…not gurus..not a leader who needs followers…only human beings who have capacity….even in their foibles to create the capacity to have the structures of paradise restore here. That is also you…find your own capacity, your own skill, and strengthen the capacity of your heart your soul to be part of Spirit of Life, the Love of Life, the Capacity of Life to thrive through your own uniqueness.
“THE MIMZY PROJECT” OUR INVITATION TO YOU, NOV 05, 2020 AT NOON IN YOUR TIME ZONE – TO WALK YOUR SPIRAL –
Photo taken at Cornucopia with Tantra Maat’s statue of Pan.
Tantra Maat (tantramaat.com) and an international group of people will meet on Mount Shasta, California, to build a sacred spiral on the mountain for the purpose of building a gateway between the cosmos and the earth so that which loves the Earth and her forms can support the endeavour of what this planet was designed to be…Paradise.
In building this temporary Damanhurian spiral we connect The Temples of Humankind, the Inner Worlds and the Galactic Realms with this powerful mountain, on behalf of all Life and that which has us exist as whole.
Many others, from the United States and all around the world, will join together as geopathic pillars, at exactly12 noon in their own time zone, walking spirals or standing upon the land they call home. We will all unite in sending forth our dreams and visions for our planet. As each person walks their own personal spiral during this time period and as we walk the spiral on Mt Shasta, we will become part of new form of existence.
On April 4th 2009 Tantra Maat was driving across Mt Shasta, California when she experienced a powerful, visual and sonic introduction to a large number of beings that were giving her a message. Overwhelmed by the event, she stopped to sleep at a motel. On waking she remembered little and turned on the Television. A movie was playing called “The Last Mimzy”. It is about a scientist in a future time who needs tears of pure love to reboot the divinity in humanity as they are going out of existence. Sound familiar? As the movie played, Tantra’s memory of her experience returned. She was being asked to bring a group of 13 people back to the mountain the following year on April 4th, 2010. A date, that unknown to Tantra, turned out to be Easter Sunday.
Not having any understanding of why, Tantra gathered a group of more approx 30 people who felt called to travel with her to the mountain. She also invited other’s who could not travel, to tether energetically with those going to the mountain, and “The Mimzy Project” was born. For the next few years, people who were called, travelled with Tantra to the mountain. The final piece of this project was scheduled for April 05, 2020.
Then, in May 2014, to celebrate Tantra’s 68th birthday, she chose to visit Damanhur for the first time. A group of us, that again felt called strongly, joined her and thus began our relationship with Damanhur. Over the course of the past 6 years a number of us have studied at The Mystery School, taken our 6 past lives, participated in the Rebirth course, had spirals built on some of our properties in Ireland and America, hosted teachers from Damanhur to teach overseas classes and most recently, 10 of us were initiated at Damanhur in June 2019 and are members of the MeditAction group 118. Others of our immediate group were to be initiated in March 2020, but due to CV19, this was postponed.
As April 05, 2020 approached, it was clear that most of the group committed to travelling to Mt Shasta, including Shama Viola who was to accompany us, could not travel due to Covid and Lockdowns. Despite this, a group of 5 (all Lanu) managed to get to the mountain to keep the date with the “Mimzys” who Tantra now refers to as “The Realm of the Beloveds”.
A small crystal spiral was built with crystals that represented each participant that had been expecting to travel, and (from Tantra’s diary…)”We completed the ceremony of connection at noon. Included with all the Mimzy Participants, people who had built Damanhur Spirals all over the world joined us. It was quite the moment.” And for those of us who participated from all over the world it was indeed a very powerful moment of connection.
Each of these engagements had been invitations to the mountain from the “Mimzys” but then (from Tantra’s diary… )” we knew we had to have another date for us and them to meet…only this time we were generating it. What unfolded as all of us paid attention was the next date begins the 23 of October and goes five days completing the 28th of October. October 10 5+5. 23rd 2+3=5, ending the 28th 2+8 =10 = 5+5….. I knew that our date, October 23rd – October 28th, included connecting Damanhur to the portals and highways of Shasta. Not until recently did I know that we, whoever the we is for it is more than this territory of consciousness, is multiple territories. All I know is a bridge will unfold between those Beings in the galaxy who identify the planet and her forms as Their Beloveds. Now we with them will set in play the threads of love in the universe within which this planet was created will be able to be part of our reality once again and our theirs.” The time frame was then extended to 14 days, to allow some travelling from Europe to be able to honour the 2 week quarantine that was required in the US at the time of planning.
On October 23rd, a dedicated group of approx 25 people travel to Mt Shasta. In preparation Tantra consulted with Orango Riso and Piovra with regard to building a temporary Damanhurian spiral on the mountain. They did calculations based on the number of days that the group would be on the mountain and the date that has landed is Nov 3rd, 2020. Synchronically, this is the same day as the US Presidential election. Those that cannot travel from overseas, due to the continuing travel restrictions, are holding their Geopathic territories, with others around the world. Much is occurring as the preparations intensify. To read more about the origins of the project please follow the links below.
We look forward to having you join us as we work toward strengthening the new timeline for a new future for humankind and all life.
This brings us to 2021…and what is beginning to emerge…November 5th, 2021, is when we built the Spiral on Mt. Shasta. October 23rd – October 28th, 2021 is when we went to keep our date with the Mimzys – a date we had generated. This October 23rd, 2021, I am inviting everyone who participated or feels called to move with the linkage now unfolding that in the Field of Tantra Maat has become I, Magi, I, Guardian at the Gate, the Activations joining the realms with human beings again, etc.
This is the way that the Earth…communicates with life. In the Mimzy Project we have found as we are getting information, birds mostly but now fox are confirming our connection. Fun and beautiful. Human being are not alone. We are, yes, right now at the effect of what is occurring here, but as we remember that everything is energy and you can direct chaotic energy into a system, the Earth, large enough to create a higher order. That is the Mimzy Project. That is what these last 10 years are about. AND we haven’t even arrived at the mountain.
2020.10.14. I woke this morning spinning in a vortex of the earth. It was all so soothing. I was reflecting on violence, vandalism, and theft that had occurred and had been shared with me. But, in the dream walk, it was all calm. I am always so grateful when my spirit and the primordial mother come into a consciously conscious state together. This morning, my usually 3am moments of connection, it was exquisite.
Mt. Shasta is believed by many and dreamed by me this morning as the root chakra of the Earth. The Native tribes there believed, and may still, that the still active volcano is the center of the universe and the home of the Creator. In my experience, there is a center, for sure, there that has highways out into the universe and back into the earth that bring in many Beings from the vast realms of Creation. I got to meet a few of them. I am also clear that there has never been aberrant activity that anchored there. Aberrations happen, but they can’t hold. That is why if you live in the area, you are in a constant activation of alignment with the nature of a human beings’ original design and its place in the universe.
An aberrant activity would be like Jesus coming to tell the people to love one another and to turn the other cheek and that message aberrate into prejudice and hate that festered wars on the earth of the planet that once held gateways to powerful forces that supported the evolution of life here.
On the Mountain, there is a serenity AND A POWER that has Beings come in and out of there that operate on behalf of unity with All Life, in fact, there is not an energetic that would have it be any other way. That is what I mean by the Mountain is not aberrated. It exists in its pure relationship with the original nature of the original design here. As do other power places on the Earth. They are still in their pure form where life exists as whole and is life giving and life enhancing.
The Mountain certainly was that this morning as I spun in that quiet ecstasy of being part of beauty and harmony that does not even know that weird activities are occurring in the human realm. In the vast root of the Primordial Mother of the Mountain, her root was spinning me and spinning me gathering the violence, the chaos and drawing it in. It was a natural as natural could be like a tornado is natural. No intent but incredible function. I also knew I was being shown the human participation that was going to be part of some kind of constant that when we went to the Mountain, we would enter into that alchemy with The Mother. I was excited. In fact, so excited now I am awake, I am going to send this journal entry to Praline, because I am not at all sure I am spelling words right or making sense.
Tash, a participant with others across the world in the Mimzy Project October 23rd to November 6th, spoke to me this past year about tunnels that moved under Uluru in Australia. The second she spoke to me they became a consciousness in my geopathic nature. That was all there was nothing else, just a register of these tunnels with no other information available…until this morning… It was AWESOME! I was being drawn down through her root anchoring energy through the earth and I knew where I came out was her solar plexus. Uluru! She was drawing the chaos into her, through the root chakras down through the earth into her solar plexus-the earth’s solar plexus chakra Uluru including Kata Tjuta. I recognized the energetics of Uluru but had to look up sacred places in Australia on the web for the name of the rock formations I saw as I spewed out into the ground looked up at these HUGE rock formations. Shook me timbers, I’ll tell you.
When I saw on the web that these places were, by many considered the solar plexus chakra of the earth, I ‘gotta’ tell you my so above/so below sentient comprehension expanded dramatically.
And my solar plexus…wow! I knew immediately I had been given the Activation for October 28th at the end of the first section of the activation we will be part of on the mountain. Even sleeping, I could hardly wait!
To complete the dream walk, this went on a long time. I knew that we were part of something building. We were not going to be the cause of something on the mountain, but we sure were going to be with Damanhur and the Temple of Humankind an essential part of the participation…we were going to be building a spiral and doing several rope spiral walks to gather the human maelstrom of aberrant mindsets driving human beings wild and blend with The Primordial Mother’s body so that the chaotic energy happening everywhere could have a place to go to have the trauma transmuted into life force energy and to have excessive amount of energy creating chaos everywhere directed back into the earth to have it feed the deeper nature of unity that the earth is formed from. I do not have the second part of the awareness worded well yet but I am getting there…with the help of the intelligence of what is happening at Shasta as well as other parts of the earth.
I got the patterns to transmit. I got the movement to move with. I got how to weave the maelstrom into a fabric to restore matrixes that we would be part of a beautiful species that lives as whole. 🙂
Then I woke at 3:30 am cleaning up things I had dropped out, sending the people who scheduled call in and replay information, and other updating other things….just to get my mind calm enough to organize thought to write this.
Some really cool things happened too. I realized that my beloved RV, Dakini, was a maelstrom of her own and that after traveling in the energy of The Mother, I KNEW how to move with her chaotic energy and keep bringing it into the next greater whole. My 21 foot RV with her batteries constantly draining was my Primordial Mother project now.
Finally, I got the Excessive Amount of Energy I was moving with to quiet enough to organize my thoughts to write this. I looked up on Safari if there was even information about Earth having Earth Chakras. Just because it all seemed obvious to me, I wondered if other people thought so. There is was right in front of me some what I wrote about but what I haven’t share yet was the Sacral Chakra of the Earth was Lake Titicaca and the Island of the Sun. This was where CNN had asked me to go with them because in Bolivia the witches of La Paz and the doctor who was going to take them to meet these Kallawayan healers could not introduce them unless CNN had their own witch. That would be me. Try not to get stuck in your perception of a witch. It is nothing like what you think. For the people of the region, a witch carries a direct geopathic link with the earth. That would be me.
I had the pattern in my psyche of Lake Titicaca and Is that is where we went every day to traces the path laid before us. It was the Kallawaya shaman who I met and who approved me in a cave underneath the hotel we were staying in.
I had said as this project unfolded that all of our pasts were coming forward to this moment in time. AND this was mind.
But then as I read, I saw that the heart chakra of the earth was Glastonbury and other areas but Glastonbury is where Kea, one of our participants, has been at work for years to bring the White Spring and the Red Spring back into unity. Suddenly everything that I had been moving in in the dream walk was generating a great enough territory for me to comprehend more of what we were doing going there and, with that, more of the ability to do our part. Remember the tunnels under the earth that connect her in ways we do not comprehend. According to my source whose link will be at the end of this journal entry, Haleakala, the volcano in Maui, Hawaii and Shaftesbury 30 miles from Glastonbury are part of this heart chakra of the earth. Can you begin to feel it or grasp it a bit? One thing I have learned over my half century of work is that how 1 + 1 = 2 in our modern world does not add up in the deeper nature of things. There is such magic if human beings could be past the over simplified story that leaves out humanity’s connection to the cosmos and to the earth. Well, not where I am standing…and hopefully reading this…maybe also no longer where you are standing. That reading this you are a little bit more return to the Earth that is the source of all life, here.
We get so bogged down in having things be definitive, but this is not about that. The point if and if you read the link, she is speculating also. The point and the power is that a communication, a direction, and an intelligence occurred between this human as well as others having these connections happen also.
I have a broader spectrum of awareness not that gives myself and others the ability to be part of a something that is generating a operation to work with these chaotic deconstructing collapsing time to transmute the energy being expelled…to capture it and to bring it into the earth so that there is fuel for unity to construct, and expand us beyond the border of what is now occurring.
For many many years since the internet came, I have posted in a public journal. I am aware of the electromagnetic field of the Earth as a living communication system that affects the consciousness of the human species and, often the life like bees, of other creatures. The part the is always missed by the human species is that the human species is not the superior species and that this planet will prevail as a living being whether she is flush with life as we know it now or loving herself as a desert devoid of diversity, atmosphere gone, feeling the winds of the universe. It is the human species and they interest in being part of this exquisite creation and who they are as a part of it that should be a human being’s interest. I post in my electromagnetic journal because it is the way Creation hears me…just like music or the crunch of dried leaves underfoot or water trickling down a wooded embankment away from the roar of a human presence.
For 3 nights before I at the lucid dream walk on the 13th of October, I had had a dream about being with a guru. The first night was Sai Maa. The second night I did not know who it was. Seemed somewhat like Mooji .but not quite. The next morning a picture of a man in a simple dark blue short sleeved t-shirt caught my eye in a picture on the top shelf of a bookshelf at Sarah and Larry’s house. When we were driving to get my Achilles heel worked on at the next level that day, I asked her if it was her son. He was stocky, I said. She replied, “No that is Papaji He was a younger version of the picture on the web but it was him and Mooji was his discipline. Both nights they were getting my limited mind set out of the way, for what I know now, is for a larger mindset that can open up into the larger picture of what is happening at Shasta. Then the heart, solar plexus lucid dream and then the 14th….so clear…so compelling. Will simply list the imagery and associative awareness connect with each image.
The tornado like vortex pulling the debris fields of fragmented consciousness into the earth like poop in a toilet to be used for new growth continued.
Then from the earth another vortex covered the ground and was being drawn up into the cosmos this was an intelligence from the planet sending information into a specific place in the cosmos that Shasta – the Mimzy Project – could/would draw from.
Then a band almost like a woman’s girdle began to pull the center in. The message was ‘gathering time’. Now I comprehend this. This is what you do when you are related to time as a container not a ribbon reaching out from past to future. You contain it. We will be containing time to be used on behalf of all life during our time at Shasta.
These lucid dreams walks last a long time. My system is being reset to accommodate larger interactive interrelated intelligences than the present limited human mind. The benefit to any human being becoming for a while part of the larger relationship with Creation that operated on behalf of all life and have us exist as whole is we get more able to navigate the smaller reality of which we are a part without being captured and at the effect of it.
Then the most beauteous thing happened. Pink spheres began to emerge from the double vortex and covered it. When I was in Damanhur in the Hall of Spheres, I would always try to be the first one into the Hall of Spheres because I would sit for hours blending my mind -emptying into them. My favorite was a clear sphere is a pink lava looking softness in it. One night in the early morning, the little lava shape began to move and what looked like a soft finger began to come out of the sphere toward me. I tried to stay very still and breath deeply and gently shaken by the reality of it. Then it receded after coming within a foot of my third eye. I turned around to see if the protector of the space from Damanhur had seen anything. He was looking straight over my head but oh! was he grinning.
I was so excited watching these spheres. Damanhur has colors. I do not know what pink is but pink is definitely my color intelligence connected to Damanhur. I was very clear that the pink spheres were signifying a Damanhurian intelligence.
I love how the greater intelligence and intelligences push us past our mindscape the is so boxed and boring into colors, movement, shapes that rearrange our mind’s ability for greater intelligence. I was and am aware that much is going on and that the direction and actions that are ours are forming.
I fell asleep and dreamed of the doctor who worked on my achilles…my beautiful magical doctor…letting me know his wife had asked me to come to dinner. She is a guru.
Later that day in a meeting we spoke of gradients, resonance, topography, slopes, vector, etc…working our minds to be able to stay related to the multidimensional geopathic topography that is clearly becoming more and more of the communication system between the realms we are moving with in Shasta and ourselves.
I have not written in my journal for a long time. I think this past year has been without my realizing it a wilderness retreat with my beloved Lily. I am pretty sure in hindsight the greater reality of which I AM and I am a part was busy with my local self wandering around looking like my activity of life was normal. Not realizing it was in no way normal. AND, in hindsight, very beautiful and important.
In remembrance, about the first of the year all my attention was on Lily. Not worried excepted worried about her dying which is a human norm. More…without my realizing it creating a new relationship with her that, not only does not require physical form, operates beyond it. I would take time with both of us being with each other as if our sovereign immortal natures were gazing at each other through our mortal eyes. I would intentionally generate tactile memory stroking her fur and consciously checking my hands and my face and my legs and when she curled against my solar plexus to see if they were recording the physical memory. This is very important. The only reason we are physical is for the sensations, the sensory delight, the joy of experiencing our immortality in various short term forms. I would watch her special moves that opened up my heart and my spirit and basically record them over and over and over again. Mostly I did it because I knew when she passed I was not to suffer and to not be traumatized. At a lesser consciousness level, I did not want to suffer. At a higher consciousness level, I have already experienced my son Jeremy when he left his mortal coil, he did not leave our connection and was the source of my moving from a constricted terrifying limitation of perception mostly asleep frantically looking for what I was as part of a greater whole and unable to find it.
When he died at 5 years old, I transcended these limitations for sure but I also gained a hundred pounds as the flesh and the spirit were not in harmony. That is when I realized why people spent years in caves or ashrams because the decrepancy between the mortal and immortal natures was to off balance in the world we were born into. In 1979 when Jeremy died, my consciousness blew open and pretty much what you have seen over the past 51 years is my establishing this awakened consciousness into the norm of what human beings has held reality to be.
Now after two months of experiencing such an extraordinary elevation of consciousness, I am beginning to be suspicious that something beyond breaking through the border and beyond into these realms that are only connection, only unity, only oneness…not other than that.
Now I am beginning to notice is that I am actually at the border and that there is an activity I am in that is giving me a smile and possibly an ah ha. I posted to someone below.
I don’t know how to language what I am experiencing which is incredibly real in ways I never thought possible. I have been with you and your body I think we could say at the threshold. i.e. Damanhur. It wasn’t intentional. Nothing is anymore I just find I am places being there on behalf of I think immortality. It is really strange, but it feels like what I really am. I did not know about your body but I have been in, as best I can state, a dialogue at the border I.e. threshold where I was actively reviewing crossed lines, tangled webbing, probably egigenetics, etc. it is a place I am now that literally is where everything operates on behalf of all life-immortality and sort of by being there corrects ambiguity. Best I can language but so exquisite there. I was so glad to find you (whatever a you is) there a few days or weeks ago. That is all I know.
I am so excited. I am in a living reality where the immortal and the mortal are gaining strength, stamina, and capacity for their oneness again … where the spirit and the flesh are gaining strength, stamina, and capacity for their unity body again… where the temporal and the eternal are in connection again.
Exploring Generating Organizing Designs of Creation
“In our group work on Saturday, exploring the 5th level of consciousness in ourselves as and as part of, generating organizing designs of Creation, a phenomenon of mind occurred. It was breathtaking, as human beings usually cannot sustain and maintain expanded faculties of thinking with others. As the dawn of a collective sharing at the border of a higher facility of consciousness occurred, there was no time to let go as a collective and explore it as we were in a teaching model that required explanation and direction and used up the time we would need to fall into a shared consciousness with each other.
‘How beautiful!’ I thought. This is what the human community call the first Wednesday of every month is about: Exploring the Generating Organizing Designs of Creation. Let’s have that call which is about the exploration we found ourselves in Saturday continue then.”
There is something beautiful happening to the human mind. When human beings think of mental, there is a discrepancy. When the mental mind is devoid of sentience that you find in senses, sensation, and imagination and empathic response which is the shared connection we have with all existence, it is a dry dusty place to be for sure. But when the metamind of a human being awakens, amazing.
I invited the body of participants to move our conversation into the Wednesday Telecall. Jim and Janice will be facilitating. We will see what happens. It will be fun. I call it a consciousness bath of our metamind’s capacity to explore beyond the border of present indoctrinated understanding and… become present to what there is to become present to; open up into what there is to open up into; have what here is to have.
I will be there with Elektra Porzel, the main facilitator of the LOC-Institute, and with others who began conversations we put off until Wednesday.
Strangely enough I find it amazing how many human beings are not drawn to the exquisiteness of consciousness and how it empowers and has a completeness so vast beyond the crumpled circumstances a linear life.
Your/Existence’s G.O.D.s are that. I look forward to those of you who join us.
Spent the day in union with Creation yesterday at Yellowstone.
There is an amazing metareality opening up for human beings now. Yesterday I already had on my calendar to go to Yellowstone…I felt called. Then the fires started in Colorado and California…I know one must get beyond cause and effect and embrace synchronicity. The synchronicity is the timing of unity with Creation. Yesterday was that. With the Mother, on behalf of all life…
I woke up this morning…spent. I let the Transmutative Wholeness WhatsApp Group know
. Then I collapsed back to sleep after having collapsed into the bed at the hotel last night at 7am and had woken up for a moment at 6am just to post my need. Then, I rolled over at 7am and found myself looking up Nevada City Fire. I saw the erratic wind had stopped and the metastate of the metareality I had been in yesterday at Yellowstone with the wind, the vents, and the sulfur lakes came back to me.
I wrote to Transmutative Wholeness again:
“I could be spent from the work I did yesterday. I don’t understand me anymore. I going to metastates like yesterday like I’m part of the Mother wind and mother fire, etc and I don’t quite know what is happening but it feels powerful and real – not me – more part of something we all are now and ‘she’ [from my human perspective] is listening. Me? I am just pretty good at getting her attention more than ever because where I am, some large territory of human being is operating on behalf of life and having life exist as a whole. That’s as close as I can get.
I feel spent like one of those movies where all the life force energy is used on behalf of Life. I just feel like something is happening that has another kind of intelligence for human beings and that the primordial mother and the cosmology of creation are becoming one again.
I did a Facebook live on A Sacred Space for Rest and Courage – a short one – yesterday because I could see registers coming back online.
So it’s not ‘me’ – ‘I’ – centric. Nor is it ‘we’ centric. It is Creation Centric when the powers and forces of creation are alive in unity with human beings who operate on the half of all life.
It was very raw for me at the river yesterday. You can feel the resonance of it better in the Facebook Live I did than here as I am exhausted…spent…weary.
I heard from two people this morning who I have not heard from. This is the way of it…being one with Creation.
…Sending you love. I am still with you. I have been carrying you with me these weeks, sometimes you are inside, sometimes moving through. But nonetheless always with me. I am honored to have you aboard. ?????????????????
…letting you know we are thinking of you….
The right words, the right actions come that get you up again…this is what I have spoken about all these years without human beings being in the evidence of it, but now we are. Oh yes…I know our identities and egos are dysfunctional, but our gut experience isn’t. Those funny feelings that we are more is not lost to us and that we are part of Creation…we have just lost the registers…but we have always been participating. Now it would seem that humanity could be getting their registers back. The very fact I heard from two people who matter to me who I have not heard from and they said what they said we boosted me – as we are all busy as a collective field restoring not only our own but humanity’s relationship with all creation. It is when others pick up on it and register it even though they don’t realize it and reach out that we know something is active.
All my life, I have registered what humanity is awakening into…that original nature of the original design of human beings restoring…little did I realize that when people responded to the Restoring the G.O.D.* matrixes that what would activate is the registers where we ARE part of the G.O.D. matrixes of Creation.