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29 September 2022

Being in the Realms of the Beloveds Part 1

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Being in the Realms of the Beloved Part 1

Story Glory Be!

There is much I have not been able to talk with you about in the last half-century. Is now a good time? There is a magic to truth falling apart all around us. We are worn out ‘searching for the truth’. This is so valuable. Much more beneficial than detrimental. Why? Because each of us has our own truth and in that truth, we shape our existence, our values, our principles, our perception, and reality itself. I have had an hour a month for over forty years – at the beginning, called Spirit Hour…now named Being in the Realms of the Beloved. I always start things ahead of other human beings being able to perceive what I perceive simply because that is what a mystic does. They give something that holds the heart, the soul, the spirit of life on this planet a place. A place that is because if a place is given then a gathering of energy can occur that eventually will restore the deeper nature of a human being….the nature of a human being that did not get aberrated into fear and a narrow corridor of survival. A place where the wonder of a human being and his or her or their connection to Creation can thrive. This is what it is to be in the Realms of the Beloved. This is our once upon a time.

Is it possible that movies that are being shown, audible books that people are listening to, podcasts, CreateAWorld, and other YouTube videos are doorways into the latent intelligence within the human psyche that is the intelligence we share with the planet and perhaps even as offworlders? Is the human being’s psyche folding back into Story? This is so awesome and so significant. Story awakens latent memories that carry relevance to Now even though the actuality of their existence is not now. I have spent my life telling stories. I did not tell them as truth because the Truth is only relevant to the moment in time within which a human being existence and the circumstances surrounding that existence. But Story – story stimulates the broader, deeper, wider connections of who we are as a species through time and at the same time stimulates who each of us is perhaps even beyond the species itself.

Last night as I walked into the Transmission/Activation, I had the uncanny feeling that layers of aberration in the human psyche were peeling away. It didn’t matter if I got my language right so human beings didn’t trigger, their minds closed off by the mechanization of mind that closes off awareness. The awareness was pulsing. Story now had access to the deeper psyche that would process the story and the perception of the human being would be able to bring the story into their own psyche to serve themselves and Life in their own unique way. Glory Be!

28 September 2022

2022.09.28. A Wisdom Moment before the Activation/Transmission tonight

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Before I write my journal entry this morning that compelled me awake, I want to thank those of you doing the Emergent/embodiment work with the LOC-Institute. I think when you read this, you will know why?

I woke up at 5 am, 5:11 am to be exact so excited, I slipped out into Kea’s living room quietly to write. I usually write in a manner where I can frame things in a way that is somewhat comprehensive to a human being’s present mindset. But today I just thought, “I’ll just let it rip!” I so adore my contemporaries – men: Gregg Baden, David Manning, Joe Dispenza, Michael, to name a few. Women: Barbara Marx Hubbard, Lucia Renee, Inelia, Sandra, etc. And then those personally for me and the Field of Tantra Maat, that tend to us and where we tend to each other.

The work they/we/I do is not only delightful but essential. I knew early on that I was not here to be a public figure although to some extent I am but mainly not to work with the masses. I was looking through the lens of a cellular empath. I was looking for a cellular remembrance that some human beings still carry that, if awakened, the cellular system of humankind would rise again. I want to qualify the word humankind. In Damanhur and in the Gnostics i.e. in the traditions of the wisdom of Sophia, as well as other traditions, the divine spark is the cellular coding of the original nature of the original design of this planet and her forms – Maat – an exquisite part of this spark – harmony, symmetry, proportion, grace, beauty, balance and Tantra – the exquisite tantric nature of being part of both form and formless, planets and stars, flesh and spirit.

When I got here, I instantly knew something was terribly wrong. It took me years of listening to the coherence of language within my mind that came from beyond the frameworks of thought that simply made me feel awful, separate, lowly, broken, weak….etc. It wasn’t that this other ‘voice’ I called it made me feel wonderful, or strong. It was more that I felt whole and part of something I wanted to experience myself as part of again.

It took me a while to wiggle my way out of the mental matrixes that compelled me into scenarios of perception that were not only self-destructive but destructive to life. Unbeknownst to me at the time, my cellular system found a way to still sparkle with what connected me to Life around me and beyond me. Eventually, this cellular remembrance had me back in the ecstasy of the exquisiteness of the universe both here and beyond. Now I am simply more cognitively aware and cognitively articulate, awakened into what lies beyond the broken mindsets human beings mostly exist in. An interesting memory for me was that I had not believed so much that was told to me…starting with the ‘fall of man’. From early on, say five years old, it just didn’t make sense, that humanity “fell from grace”. It more looked like something had taken grace from them. Maybe not all human beings. That I will never know, but I could tell the planet whose matter of body from which we were formed as well as the from the material of the stars in the heavens did not point to that as so. I could tell human beings’ cellular matter was designed to shine and play and wonder and wander in the beauty of what had been created here. There seemed to be wisdom in the cells that carried what I call paradise. Perhaps not the stories about paradise told here but paradise as a garden of joy and wonder and constant adventure to engage in.

That is the background of what woke me up before the Activation/Transmission tonight to let my fingers race across the keyboard, with me a bit irritated that I know I will need to reread to check the phrases are intact. [and I did]

For a few months now, the Activation/Transmissions have been the product of an Activation that blew through me several months ago that I simply put out, “Come!” and people came. The excitement!

Let me explain. Humankind is a one-soul species. That means we are a ‘we’ made up of many ‘I’s. We carry a shared soul. Geneticists would say we are symbiotic…and get [got] ill when our cellular system can [could] no longer register our oneness. What we were created from might have had conflicting intentions. I will let you work on that one. Nonetheless, we were created and we seem to carry both a capacity for separation and hate as well as a capacity for unity and love. This is a cellular dilemma that human beings are working through. Some seem to thrive on separation and hate and others seem to thrive on unity and love. Most are in the in-between. Since my recall upon my arrival from out there somewhere was the ‘unity and love’ part, I found this place as well as myself quite a quandary.

I, like you, however, have been re-membering and my re-membering has a lot to do with that divine spark in my and your cellular makeup being restimulated to recall the exquisiteness of this one-soul species. The tricky part and I am going to not go into it much but imagine for a minute frequency. Kea and I went to her storage unit yesterday to get boxes out of storage for her home and the security alarm was blaring. Nothing was wrong but our ears couldn’t take it. The frequency was deafening. Imagine that something happened to the frequency base of play and fun and wonder and all the juicy things a child is before the frequencies that deafen humankind click in when a child reaches the age of socialization or has lived in the abuse of the socialization of human beings – to do – to shop – to be mesmerized – to operate according to what you are told is real. That was a mouthful but it felt great to write it that way. You might want to reread it slowly.

You see, in an Activation/Transmission, we are, for an hour, in the frequency of our one-soul specieshood. Where some of us are weak others as strong…a coherency occurs where the extra energy that some have, restores others who at that moment are in lack. This is the one light of the divine sparks in all of us. A few months ago. I am seeing if I recorded it, I felt it ‘the body of humankind’. When the body, not the personality, but the body is back in coherency with its one-soul specieshood, humankind that carries this wisdom-base of paradise emerges embodied. The body is where the spirit and the flesh are one. When the body no longer carries the frequency of its spirit, it gets ill. This is what so many of us are at work on. When the frequency of the flesh’s spirit restores, the body emerges in a new reality of being that cannot be explained but is super cool when the awareness of it emerges.

On a side note, the Activation/activations and engagements are the only thing I do on a personal level. My interest these days is the Magis, the Guardians, and the Beloveds re-membering themselves again and becoming the activity of Creation that they are designed to be – as a being that lays beyond the right and wrong of human doing.

Cool? Yes?!

Now the Activation/Transmissions are, because of the people attending and listening, responding to the material of the flesh as well as the frequency of the spirit in each individual. I find it fascinating that the attention now is to the symbiotic strength of this one-soul species’ body.

Why?

BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL EMBODIMENT of those who carry this unity/love code is emergent.

The fun and the play have just begun. This is not frivolous. Fun and play are the nature of being. Ask any dolphin. These natures of our Being simply begin to re-member and respond to the original nature of the wisdom of paradise here.

All these trials and tribuations have given us learning. And – we are learned. We are learning to navigate the broken matrixes of what people do in those broken systems and to not be lured or harmed by the discordant frequencies of hate and separation.

Now, to my delight, in the Activation/Tranmissions, the Body of Humankind that exists in the dimensions of love and unity is embodying and we get to support that in our being present to what is emergent. That is the magic of human beings. What we are present to and opened up to can emerge and be restored in us for we have given it a place.

Hence, my friends, my waking up at 5:11 am to get this written.

I love you,

Tantra Maat

19 September 2022

2022.09.19. Joe

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I so want to write this story. Am I even able?

The word ‘epithet’ comes to mind as my heart is forever changed by a week of knowing him. One definition of an ‘epithet’ is an adjective or descriptive phrase expressing a quality characteristic of the person or thing mentioned. Joe – a man of extraordinary dignity in a world where dignity is given no grace. The other definition of ‘epithet’ is a term for abuse. I got to live that with Joe. This is where writing what I experienced through his life really has no words that can bring it home to our hearts effectively. Joe was here for his brother Julian. I cannot write here what happened to Julian as a child. It is obscene and cruel beyond measure and to survive it he has a mental sensitivity that has him compromised. The landlady gets his social security check every month to pay his rent. The small apartment complex is housed in one of the more dangerous parts of Albuquerque and there are a few. He is subject to theft, taunting, and threats all of the time. The trauma of our society is acted out with crime and trauma laced into a normalcy that those of us not caught in the debris of a system gone awry could never fathom. In the. midst of it, Joe came to live with his brother to protect him.

Joe showed up at my door one day when I was on a coaching call. He had his landscaping vest on, a bucket for weeds, and a rake or a shovel. I can’t remember. He apologized. He told me he worked for a landscaping crew that had no work right then and did I have some work for him? This fast-growing ground cover chokes the life out of the trees and the other plants had taken over the rim of the front yard and another toxic weed for animals was covering a lot of the backyard. All I could say is, “I am on a call. If you want to start pulling out those weeds in the front, you are welcome to do that. We can talk about the price after I get off the call.” He said, “okay” again apologizing with a deep sensitivity present in disturbing me. That caught my attention. The feeling I got was that this man was not one to do this kind of thing as a routine. I came out of the house after my call and was shocked. I had only been on the call for a half hour.

In the desert part of New Mexico, people often put down a thick plastic ground cover over the earth to keep these fast-growing ground covers at bay and cover the plastic with small stones. It is also attractive. When I came out the door, Joe had taken all the stones off of the plastic, rolled back the plastic, and methodically dug out the plants to their roots. I just stood there. It was a precise, thorough, and a fast piece of work. He looked up and I said, “I pay $25.00 an hour.”

The days rolled toward a week. I am in this telling not sure how many days have passed. I showed him an area and in record time that area was impeccable. While there is probably unsaid in the telling, there was enough truth in it that I can piece together what had happened and what was and is still happening. Worse than the kid that gets picked on in school, Julian, Joe’s brother was an easy target for abuse both by the people who do crime in his area as well as the landlady herself. It is still in the writing of this hard for me to understand although I certainly remember this kind of abuse happening in school growing up in Tennessee. Joe was Julian’s only line of defense but hard to believe as it is, his defense of his brother in a vicious landscape of theft and manipulation became a platform to get rid of him.

Before I go on, I am not a pushover. I love my hyper paranoia, so I think I have a legitimate perception of the character of a person even in a world that I cannot even fathom. Joe and I worked out exactly what he was going to do every day. His work was beyond acceptable…more like an artist that takes care of everything with amazing exactness. Tools cleaned and put away. Trash picked up. Paint brushes cleaned. We were an instant team. There was an instant affinity and mutual respect. We negotiated each moment of our relationship in our time together making sure that there were no misunderstandings with the sensitivity of those who take care of life wherever we are standing.

It still quivers my soul to think that what happened to Joe is true. But it must be true to a great extent because in my dealings with him none of what the landlady told me fits with any merit. My mother was an alcoholic. Drug addiction is rampant here in Albuquerque. You get to know the body somatics and the hunger for the addiction that lays behind the interaction of people caught up in this challenge. Joe exhibited none of this. As near as I can piece it together, Joe would not put up with his brother being a target. He got in fights. I don’t know if I have the subtlety of language to piece together how the culture of abuse that had his brother as a target ganged up to get Joe out of there. They broke into one of the apartments and then said they saw Joe do that. When the landlady verbally abused his brother through text and phone calls Joe supported his brother in fighting back- for why is she the way she is with Julian? I don’t know but I did some digging and it is to the landlord’s advantage in Albuquerque to get out low-income paying renters to rent for a higher amount. There is little or no protection for a person like Joe’s brother.

After the theft of his truck, the theft of his phone, and the accusation of his breaking and entering another apartment, the landlady pulled the ace card which I still am not sure is legal. If Joe didn’t leave [more on that in a minute] Julian’s apartment, Julian would be evicted. The threat went deeper. He had to prove he had left town. If I hadn’t lived this through with Julian and Joe, if I had just heard someone telling this story, I wouldn’t have believed it. I would have thought the landlady must be right…but not possible…simply not possible…Yet in the face of what people can do to each other at this level of mentality, my confronting what human beings can truly do to each other has been unavoidable.

Then there is the magic. While writing about Joe is difficult for me in the telling as I am not a skilled writer who can relay the story sufficiently to evoke the empathy and caring that I wish I had an adequate written expression for, it is even harder to write about the magic. I work in I, Magi to ‘recall’ human magic. Human magic rises without question when the bond between human beings cannot be broken. This is our story: Joe, Julian, and I with C a contributor also. I am a ‘privileged’ older white lady. You can abuse the unseen but there is an instinct to be careful of becoming visible to the seen. That is what the privileged are – the seen. We had deeply needed work for Joe to do and he did it with partnership and dignity. Between C and me we had the money. It was and is a pleasure to be with him. Yes, his life had fallen into a downward spiral of chaos, but his dignity, impeccability, complete communication…and especially taking care of the equity in the relationship between us was the high bar that I know human beings are designed to be. Things began to fall together. I had wanted to close my account on one of my phones. So I gave him my phone I didn’t want when his phone was stolen. I found out about Medicaid phones that people who were ill or low income could get. What we needed to get done before winter and wanted to get done before winter so C could paint the gates and ornamental art on our house walls, was done.

The most important moment was Friday. The landlady had put an eviction notice on Julian’s door. The deal was that Joe had to get out of town. While there is no law that backs that up, the threat of calling the police, and evicting his brother made it impossible to do anything else. Joe worked for his bus ticket which I bought, but on Friday had texted me to see if I could cancel or change the date of his departure. I thought that meant he was not going. I have been sleeping a lot so I fell asleep only to wake the next day to Joe wondering where I was to take him to the bus station. A series of amazing events started to play themselves out. I called Julian. I got the phone number of the landlady. I called her and let her know that I had been the reason Joe had not gotten the bus. That he would be staying with me. I realized he had worked with the landscaper Saturday for much-needed money. I am good with bullies, especially female ones. I had become willing inserted into the equation. I was able through carefully crafted statements to position Julian so that it was clear that I and my lawyer [ my beautiful Jim – always on call] were now looking after Julian and arranging for Joe to leave only because of the threat of Julian’s eviction. What was being done to Joe and Julian was now visible. I wish I could take the time to put in the texts I saw on Julian’s phone – the undercurrent of threats using the court system against Joe and Julian. One: “I will go to court tomorrow to put off the eviction for one month.”

Last night, Joe and I went to the bus station earlier than we wanted to. You see, Joe has no ID, no proof of his existence. No cellphone. He asked me to take him to Walmart to buy a set of new clothes to wear and items for his brother that he needed while he was gone. Dignity.

It was a pleasure. Please be clear, there is no patronizing here. No charity. Shared field on behalf of all life. That is what Joe and Julian and I are doing in the face of incredible odds. But in the human magic of belonging to each other as one species, there is a power that moves through the broken shards of human existence during these times. Julian, Joe, and I with C there when needed did this together.

When we got there we went in and found out the bus that went straight to Phoenix due to take off at 10:40 was delayed with no idea when it would arrive in Albuquerque. However, there was a 10:00 pm bus going to El Paso [Joe’s hometown] that was leaving in ten minutes where he could then jump on a bus for Phoenix. I took a picture of Joe at the gate. Yes for the landlady to stop eviction procedures but, well, I wanted his picture also.

I went to shake his hand and he opened up his arms for a hug. We embraced, each tucking our heads into the other’s shoulders. He has my number and Julian’s number on a piece of paper. He says it will be two days before he can get a phone and contact us. His cousins he hasn’t seen in years, he says, are taking him in. How he finds them I don’t know. He can get his ID there, get his affairs in order, and most importantly find a place for Julian to come to. We will see what happens. He has the amulet of the mother goddess Deb gave me of black obsidian to protect him. And of course the most mighty protection of all – human love and human dignity.

6 September 2022

2022.09.05. My Audacious Communication as My Cultural of Being

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I truly think I am a lunatic for daring to write this journal entry and make it public. That said, how can I not? I am watching the culture of ‘being’ not ‘doing’ rise in the human psyche. It may look like nothing a certain email not getting out when I thought it had been sent but it is huge in the area of ‘being’. Being is an unknown consciousness cognitively. That means we cannot think in ‘being’. This is why the Creation Templates were sent to me to reset the neural wiring of a human being so that the way thought occurs could be held in the Golden Spiral of ‘being’. This is why the 7 years of work I did to establish a coherent field were Spirals of Being.

Yesterday, with an amazing woman who has fought valiantly for the ‘beingness of education and ‘being of educators’ in a coaching call, she talked about when she was ten she bought these audacious t-shirts that said outrageously funny things on the boardwalk at the beach. How could I not support her in our audacious culture of being if I am unwilling to communicate my audacious culture of being?

I know that it will probably be translated into something else but in these 7 weeks where we as a collective are building matrixes with our consciousness where new futures can rise, how can I not?

[6:06 AM, 9/6/2022] Tantra Maat: boy, after all, I have been through, how much I have stayed present and in unity with what is very clearly mine to do and mine to be, I woke this morning at a loss and so feeling that horrible sinking feeling when you just feel like you can’t take another step and that you may just have to give up. It all happened over an email that did not go out over a week ago like it was supposed to. It may seem like nothing to someone other than me but I am a Time Being. I work in Time and what actions I take are establishing things in time.

I am also a messenger who works in a direct link with Creation getting messages out in time. This is my culture, not my fffing business. All the breakdowns in communication from me and not getting things out in ‘time’ hit me so hard yesterday realizing that it looks like I am moving at the rate of speed that is my cultural design of being with the multiple aspects of creation I work with literally flattened me. …: because without what I need to get sent out and communicated out in ‘time’ and in accuracy is like the spaceship with a broken coil for me. Something fails that feels ‘essential’ in Time.

I love being in the dark this morning before dawn with Ganash, the Prince, Sferi, the mountains, and the colors of my room to hold me.

I truly do not want to get up and face the day with time out of sync with the greater whole of which I am a part. I know it will pass or at least I hope so.

Being in time in our direct link with ourselves, others and Creation right now is so critical right now.

13 May 2022

2022.05.13.Day 5: Embodiment: Can you think in ‘magical ways’?

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For those of you moving with Us on Behalf of Life toward the Activation on the 25th, Thank you.

The question before us is, “At this time, more than any other for a lot of us [I am 76 this year], does what we feel/think is ‘real’ affect our ability to be here physically?” Not the thought itself to the effect of the thought on our system. What can we do in our thoughtfulness as we learn in mindfulness to not be at the effect of feeling like we can’t make a difference in our life or in the lives of others?

This is for us to ponder.

What I want you to know as a seer is it is important to make it through the times ahead. We will be needed to mediate the outcome and to tend to new realities rising as realities fall. Many of you have been with me for years. You know I have been predicting and preparing you for these times for awhile now. Need I say more? 🙂

Listen to our exploration on this YouTube CreateAWorld Channel and give yourself the gift of your own exploration. Looking for answers to complex problems too fast can make the heart palpitate, the brain freak out, and the solar plexus panic. OBSERVE. STAY CALM. As time unfolds so will what we have been seeking and couldn’t find. It isn’t all in what we do but what we ‘be’ and how we trust that we are moving with an unfolding creation not readily at hand but what we are part of.

We are in Craving Template 6 and Craving Template 7, Embodiment, and their accompanying Observing Templates. Here is the offer from the Language of Consciousness Institute for you to take advantage of at this time. You may not understand what embodiment is but your body does and it needs its Self, not your present identification. Promise. The Creation Templates are, in a way, a quick fix. Calming the mind we discover the mind is in our body and that when our body is reunited with Creation we move in synchronicity with what is unfolding not fighting our mind but being our Mind of Creation.

All my love, Tantra Maat

12 May 2022

2022.05.11. Day 4: Embodiment: A Waking Dream

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For those of you moving with Us on Behalf of Life toward the Activation on the 25th, Thank you.

What is it to be living the future rising in the present? Imagine that you have stepped into a theater. You can’t get into the main theater but you can hear through the walls….What would you think? What would you feel?

an excerpt from You as the Mind of Creation

Intimacy — what does that word elicit for you?

Closeness? Friendship? Sex?

Now, include more in this definition. Imagine a BDW landscape, a whole field of life-enhancing sensations and responses. More BDW than the largest landscape that you can imagine. Now imagine all of our physical worlds as part of this landscape. Now take a life-enhancing emotion that you have experienced and BDW it. The more the BDW, the more you experience this landscape of existence. This ‘depth of field’ in the MetaMind of Creation, for human beings, is Intimacy.

What might be the states of ‘being intimate’ with another, with oneself, and with Creation?

Could Intimacy be a Source Space where Creation and human beings uniquely meet from which we can draw our capacity to emote?

Could Intimacy be part of the MetaMind of Creation that gives human beings the capacity to swim in the energies of Creation through their physical form?

You cannot swim in the ocean if you do not have an ocean to swim in. If you do not comprehend there is an ocean to swim in and what the sensations and body responses are to swimming, you might be terrified to even consider it.

…a day in a life of a cohesive collective…Listen

A Prayer from Blue Wolf & Diane Bennett to the Tribe on One People

and The Field of Tantra Maat that tends it.

In the attic of my life full of cloudy dreams unreal

full of taste no tongue can know…and lights no eyes can see…

when there was no ear to hear…

You Sang to Me

I have spent my life seeking all that’s still unsung

Bent my ear to hear the tune and closed my eyes to see

when there were no strings to play…

You Played to me

In the Book of Love’s own Dream

where all the print is blood

where all the pages are my days…

and all my lights grow old

when I had no wings to fly…

You Flew to Me

In the secret space of dreams

where I dreaming lay amazed…

when the secrets all are told

and the petals all unfold…

when there was no dream of mine…

You Dreamed of me…

And the Field of Creation Replied…

I just received masculine and feminine gifts from two of my beloveds that take care of the deepest and most profound aspects of life.

I sobbbbbbeeeeeddddd….a loneliness rose up in me that was all of us who love this planet and her forms…

….an agony beyond measure that has to stay stilled to still care and navigate all waters that have led to tortured seas.

A love that careens my heart and tears that tear open my skin….

This is what happened in your words…

It was good to feel these feelings

….and the need for their truth no more…

Tantra Maat

11 May 2022

2022.05.11. Day 3: Embodiment: You as the Mind of Creation: Intimacy

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For those of you moving with Us on Behalf of Life toward the Activation on the 25th, Thank you.

I remember I was in my early twenties. Life had been hard. This thought came out of nowhere, “I think I have a deeper relationship to intimacy than most people.” I had by then done some courses to try to figure some things out. For the most part, they didn’t seem to get to the core or essence of what was being addressed. It was more about what to do about being at the effect of something.

What was the core dynamic that was affecting us in a particular way?

Now I know that the phrase ‘depth of field’ was what I was struggling with. I would meet people over the years who connected in much more deeply, broadly, and widely than the surface world we were living in. They seemed to be able to access the ‘core essence’ of what we were at the effect of. There seemed to be a deeper, broader, wider field of consciousness that they were drawing from. They seemed to be able to embrace the effect that the world around them had on them. They could go deeper, broader, and wider, finding a ‘core essence’ of life that relieved the effect of anything less…shallow…redacted…collapsed…that had drawn themselves as well as other human beings away from a ‘core essence’ of life. They were in a ‘depth of field’ where everything had a place even that which was broken, and in that place, their unity with life had been restored, regardless of circumstances.

In that ‘depth of field’, their attention was three-fold. They could focus on their past, on their present given moment, and where they were going. This three-fold metapoint had a focal point…the ‘now’. I realized that when we are in a sufficient depth, breadth, and width of perception, suddenly the essence of what lies at the core of life and revitalizes that core shifts our relationship with Time. The phenomenon of ‘be here now’ occurs…which has us exist in the essence of our existence, not in temporary circumstances.

Your mind of creation becomes like the lens adjustment of a camera, bringing every moment into focus. Imagine the quieting that might occur when you could trust your next ‘focused now’. Stepping into your next focus of now becomes the next broader, wider, deeper nature of you in connection with existence, no longer a bobblehead walking around in the field but being focused.

Depth of field: In photography, Depth of Field (DOF) is the distance between the closest objects and the farthest objects in an image that are in focus and have a level of acceptable sharpness.

Depth of field has you be able to keep your foreground and background in a sharp focus of view. Now, how about that? What could that mean in your human perception? The broader, wider, deeper [BWD] of the spectrum of Creation you exist in, the more you can be present to what is in life that is far away and, in the same moment, what is up close. At that moment a synergy is created by where you are in the moment and where you are going. There is a crystallization of focus that gives you the next comprehension and next action of now.

What the heck does this have to do with intimacy?!

Notice the BDW— the broader, deeper, wider.

Now imagine love. Can you imagine your capacity for love that is broader, deeper, wider? Yummmmmmeeee!

How intimate is that?!

We are looking at what human beings are as part of the Mind of Creation. Let’s say that for some human beings their experience of the 3D world is the size of a postage stamp, for others perhaps the size of the lot their house sits on, for others the size of a city block.

In the indigenous world, the 3D reality is only a dream, one of many, and their Dreamtime is their reality. For them, this 3D world isn’t even the size of a postage stamp.

Your 3D reality was never designed to be the totality of your experience nor your existence.

3D — the beginning three dimensions of existence where finally the physical can form with access to beyond the physical. We have other registers for other dimensions that go beyond the physical. We are looking at the Mind of Creation in this 3D dimension where our minds can meta into more. Wherein this is a place where we can include other dimensions, not a place we find ourselves entrapped in only this one.

Broadly

Deeply

Widely

This is the depth of field that has us experience expanded states of consciousness where we experience more.

11 May 2022

2022.05.11. Day 2: Embodiment:”You need touch only one, and you will never know which one.”

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For those of you moving with Us on Behalf of Life toward the Activation on the 25th, Thank you.

“You need touch only one, and you will never know which one.” When I was 16, a voice like a god said this to me. It was always about these times.

An Excerpt from You as the Mind of Creation

Day 2: Embodiment

An Offer for these Times: Guidebook for Templates 7 & Mentoring Support

Tantra Maat is offering daily support to all of us in helping our bodies thru this critical time of embodiment. She recommends the writing of Template 7. The Language of Consciousness Institute has created a special offer for you to support you in the writing of Template 7 during this time of transmutation and embodiment. This offer is for the time the Field of Tantra Maat is at work in supporting our body/brain and minds moving into the next greater whole. The Activation is on May 25th and we will complete our work together with the Templates by May 30^th.

In this offer, you receive the Guidebook for Template 7 plus a 30 minutes mentoring session by an Advocate of the Institute plus free entrance into the May 15th Template Wisdom Gathering! Normally this is a $56 value. Until May 25th, 2022. you pay only $35.

This Guidebook for Template 7: Embodiment provides material discussing: Template 7- Who Are You in the Matter?; Human Spirals of Consciousness; Embodiment thru Frequencies and Sound’; The Guidelines for Template 7 ; The Template 7; the Observing Template, as well as the LOC Glossary.

If you already own the Guidebook for Template 7, you can purchase individual mentoring on our mentoring page.

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10 May 2022

2022.05.10. Day 1: Embodiment: Meta-Body

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In the planetary field of Tantra Maat, we are all guests of a Field of Consciousness. As guests of a Field of Consciousness, we experience consciousness in its movement [Template 6 of the Creation Templates] and, from time to time, particularly now. We are in the current of a shift in Consciousness that is happening in the movement of Creation Itself.

We are in those times. We have been in these times before. The Old Testament that all the to-date major religions hold to have great validity. Plague, Floods, Forces from Heaven, etc began to move the very foundation within which human life occurred.

In the Field of Tantra Maat, there is an active force. It is a generating principle of Creation itself.

Creation operates on behalf of All LIfe and what has All Life exist as whole. Tantra is the governing force of so above/so below. Maat is the governing force of harmony, symmetry, balance, proportion, beauty, and grace – all words we have objectified and no longer have a relationship with the power of these forces in a human life – assuming we are the only source of force. And yes, I have that name because I chose to operate and be embodied in those governing forces.

How foolish!

In the last few weeks – there has been a ‘ripple in the Force’ or better said there are forces of moving into the next recursion of Creation quickening. It has been there a long time but now it is affecting the human biological system in real ways.

We are in Embodiment: [Creation Template 7]

Embodiment is a great mystery and one that we can actually use our minds to explore. It would be amazing to see what actually happens to the brain when the right and left hemispheres of the brain lose their ability to communicate with each other. What happens when imagination and rationale are separated from one another and our higher mind seeks to come online. I wonder? Would our body degrade? Would our thoughts diminish? Would our hearts ache? Would life force energy no longer be able to be sustained by the very flesh we were born into?

I am instigating in the planetary field of people who are part of the activity in the Field of Tantra Maat to move with me the next couple of weeks before the Activation on May 25th, 2022. Then to come together and together see if we can begin to restore our higher mind that is seeking to constitute our local brain. You are welcome to join us through the Facebook Page Sacred Space for Rest and Courage.

There is a purpose for this that you may not be able to comprehend. Do you know that the human being is a symbiotic creature? That is not designed to be separate from itself. Spiritually, many advanced spiritual teachings speak of the human as a One Soul Being.

I am going to present thoughts between today and the Activation to stimulate the neural wiring of our brain so that the brain matter can restore its spirit-based capacity. Our body – the metapoint of spirit and flesh – no longer wishes to be separated from itSelf. Self here is the design of a MetaSelf that knows itSelf as a so above/so below Self…not only a survival-based automaton that is driven by needs that do not last past one lifetime.

Many humans are beginning to recognize this. Others’ minds and bodies are caught in the local stories.

Our brain manages our Higher Being and its mystical thought patterns that have the so above/so below Self moves with Creation…here…where I am ‘restoring paradise’. ‘Restoring paradise’ includes restoring the functions of our brain that allow us to not always be caught in thinking that ‘here’ is ‘not’ paradise. It may not be a paradise for humans mesmerized by that which goes against life here, but it is a paradise for everything else here…trees, fruits, vegetables, animals, fishes, rainbows, etc. All you have to do is look at the sky, the trees, the waters, colors, textures, babies, and smells. Paradise is everywhere.

I warned people a few years ago that the Self of your Being no longer cared to be shrinkwrapped in lower brain waves and limited energy capacity flesh. Well, here we are and here Self is.

Way beyond what I can capture here.

The CreateAWorld YouTube Channel every Friday at 9 am MDT right now is dedicated to not finding answers but opening up into shared conversations where the brain can THINK AGAIN – not THINK ABOUT, BUT THINK. If we can think, ponder, wonder, explore, contemplate, consider, dwell on, and chew over…our neural pathways can bring us new thought that operates in a higher functioning mind that deals with its unity with all life and what has us exist as whole. Something is happening and I/we are tracking it… while most are not. And we are massaging our brain this way bringing the two hemispheres into harmony and balance.

THIS IS WHAT IS TRYING TO HAPPEN NOW.

Before many of us, most of you, not knowing it, handled ‘being here’ by being out of body not in that body. Now people are having had heart palpitations, TIAs, and/or solar plexus hyperactivity. We are coming online and it requires returning to ourselves as bodies – the MetaBody of Spirit and Flesh. We are symbiotic and need to be in a collective awareness not thinking the same thing but not being separated from what we are as we have been eons before now.

The invitation: I will be working within the Field of Tantra Maat pointedly for the next 15 days. I will be posting in our global community what I will be posting here and will be posting on Sacred Space for Rest and Courage on Facebook. All this leads up to the Activation on the 25th.

I am posting this invitation on my personal Facebook page but it will be the only time. The rest of the 15 days will be posted on Sacred Space.

The Language of Consciousness Institute is putting together an offer for those who think they are evolving, embodying, emergent, transmuting, and upleveling. I will post that soon in these missives. For all of us, we need to pay attention. The body is our house here not our horse. It is rising as a MetaBody. Just like a MetaSelf is the so above/so below of our sense of Self. The MetaBody is the so above/so below of our Being Here Now.

Be aware.

I am not for everyone, but I am for some. 🙂

Tantra Maat

4 February 2022

2022.02.04. Post Space Encounter Activity

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How I trick myself into writing is I say I will write 1000 words and I will not think about what I am writing. That usually does the trick.

Keven, my daughter’s dog, and I went to walk at Veteran’s Memorial Part first for an hour. That helped. It is fun to let him explore, and I am just along for the leash and expressively ‘the ride’. Then I went back to the house and picked up my computer and my tea and he and set out for Elena Gallegos Park area cradled in my mother mountains The Sandias. The Sandias are ridges of breasts, quiet, still, deep, and nourishing. I am vibrationally safe here not from harm but from being around people who during moments like this are still operating in the norm. I have a tendency – well beyond a tendency – to bother them, and without their meaning to, I am bothered by them. What happens to me in my communion with Creation isn’t people-centric. I go through shifts and changes to become one with Creation. It isn’t a mental massage of disconnected-from-reality thought. It is real for me. I hardly know there is a human being present. It is just that vibrationally sounds, and movements become hyper accentuated. My nervous system is at the effect of being scathed by a sensitivity much like my nervous system being scraped by sandpaper. My multi-dimensional system is caught between the collapsed field of disharmony in the 3 D that we were born into and the vibrational orchestra of which I have become a part of.

It is simply rough in those moments.

It hasn’t happened in a long time, sounds increase in volume 1000%, and if someone is in a conversation then the energy and activity of the conversation bleed into me without my ability to shut out the cellular impact of the conversation or the person’s history or dilemma or agitation. When I have become part of Creation in whatever is occurring, then my own multi-dimensional field organizes to tend to existence in multi-dimensional manners including 3D. It is like a great playground of connection and cool. I had just never been actually in a shared space with space beings and their spaceship. My system has not yet acclimated to it in my consciousness and in my body. But it will. It always amazes me that human beings only define reality as human and human actions and human issues. When you have your multidimensional intelligence, there just isn’t much thought about the human process only about what you are connecting in is SO MUCH MORE!

I think today if I hadn’t been in the workshop with Sandra of Quantum Bioengineering, I might have never had a cognizant ability to comprehension what was going on with me, and in that would not only stayed at the effect of it but not been able to manage it effectively which I can now.

I want to thank Elektra Porzel, the head of our Language of Consciousness Institute, for recognizing my fragility and being so perfect in her voice, her mannerisms, and her care. She is always like that for me when she realizes I am ‘in a state’. She knows that what is occurring in my normal driver personality lays beyond the interpretation of the day and has an uncanny way of operating perfectly. You feel so alone in your humanity when you are first dimensionalized in a new manner and to have someone there for your humanity as your system is regulating into a higher frequency capacity in your physical body is a gift. Thank you, Elektra, and thank you Sandra and the ‘team’.

I wish I was back in Sanctuary with Russ and Deb tending to me the way they did for years. I embodied because of them and a few others. It is what gives me the capacity to bridge between the 3D limited space a multi-dimensional human being finds themselves smothered in. And I can set up field phenomenon to have their sense of self exist beyond the broken aspects of 3D and be beautifully dimensional which is what a human being is.

You see, I came in multi-dimensional. My problem was being able to be embodied in the 3D. I am not the only one. It is good to know that are more people recognizing this about themselves now. I love to work with every human being that takes on the challenge and the gift of restoring their multi-dimensional system. It is what has me able to write in my journal what I discovered in Sandra’s workshop that had me realize what was going on with me and what I had found myself thrown into before our CreateAWorld YouTube time this morning. Thank goodness.

I told C this morning I was nervous. It is not that I am never nervous like I said to her and said on CreateAWorld. It was that I was not used to being the kind of nervous I was struggling with before the call. I also texted Elektra because we were going to work on the Introduction piece to You as the Mind of Creation book and I needed her to know I seemed to be “still shaky’ after my time with the space beings and their spaceship Monday evening. We shifted our time around so we could read through the document and also make it in time for Sandra’s workshop.

Sandra’s asked us to write down our observations while she was going through what she does as she asks us questions. I began to realize that my nervousness had a source that I did not recognize until I began to answer the questions. I realized that I had awakened into my morning with my nervous system not able to make the leap back into 3D. Usually in the past…a long time ago…I would simply become fatigued from the hyper oscillation rate but since my body is now capable of being the tuning fork of spirit and flesh, I was not fatigued. I was just nervous in a manner I could not access, and I seemed to at the effect of not being able to calm down like I usually can. I understand what it is like to feel the power of the universe move into my body and to realign beyond the 3D for what I Am as part of the universe doing what is mine to do as part of that.

I knew that somehow what was going on was associated with the three people coming on the call. They were each in the frequency fields of the two young avatars, Sandra and Matias, of whom they were going to share 2022.02.22. projects that were correlate to field building as part of the awakening up into unity process of humanity. I was just surprised to feel myself more in the vibrational frequencies of the call than in the ‘human beings sharing’ of the call.

It was about a half hour before the call when it began. All the sounds in the house became a roar, disturbing chaotic roaring vibrations permeating the walls, my body, the very molecules of matter. It was horrendous. I realized part of it was coming from a phone call going on in another room so I turned on music on my Bose soundbox as loudly as I could to create a buffer between the room I was in and the sound penetrating every atom of the house and my room. It reminded me of the feeling in the water in the mineral pool Monday night when I couldn’t find gravity. I was only atoms swirling in timeless space and all I could do was try to move and flop around until everything hopefully calmed down and I could manage space and time in the 3D effectively. This time it wasn’t gravity, it was sound and the vibratory frequencies that you sometimes are aware of when someone is sitting in a cafe talking on their cellphone as if no one else is around. Only this was a roar that I couldn’t shut out of my body, and I had to. I had to find my way to my computer and find a stillpoint that seemed unachievable, which is usually a piece of cake. Somehow, I had to make the sound stop in my office and/or find a way to break the transmission. It was all instinct. That was all I was present to. I kicked a brick holding the door open where the sound was coming from and then slammed the door. It worked. I was back in time and moving with getting on the call in a timely manner at 5 minutes before the top of the hour.

I did not realize that time was an element of the issue, and I still am not sure I can describe what I mean. I know that Time operates differently in different dimensions. That I am used to. I know that what was flipping me between dimensional time sequences was the event Monday night with the spaceship that moved between gravity time and probably black hole time. I just didn’t realize I was still in the riff of it until Sandra asked the question to the best of my ability to remember, “What is causing the chaos?” I heard myself think, “TIME!”

Then she said, “Slow down Time.” The minute she said that I realized I couldn’t. And believe me, if you know me, you know that Time and I can move together quite effectively in my ability to slow time down and shift the state of time beyond the 3D. I could be present to the agitation, no longer stimulated by sounds in the house. I had nothing but my own body and its conflict with no outside stimulation. It didn’t solve the time dimensional issue that was jarring my nervous system like a dog caught in a pool of water with a raw electrical circuit in it. So…I bonded with Sandra’s relationship with Time and basically settled in to ‘ride it out’ and hope that in doing that how she was working with us/me would solve my dilemma.

The Sandias are their beautiful watermelon right now. I snapped a picture for this journal entry.

I recognized that on the CreateAWorld event and on the Quantum Bioengineering event it had caught my eye that I would look at the computer clock and it was jerk forward several minutes as if I had been frozen in time and by looking at the clock Time jerked me back and I was aware of the linear time moving forward.

When the call ended, I realized that I was caught in time fluctuation points and that I had to help my nervous system ride it out. I really mean it when I say it has been years since I had this much of a problem. I did not have a hot tub to float in. I knew I wouldn’t make it going into the gym to get in one because any human conversation would sound so disturbing as well as so far away from what I was experiencing, like a fly disturbing the tranquility of the stillness of a pristine afternoon. My nervous system had triggered I needed to calm it down.

Caffeine… I know this sounds counterproductive…but not for me…I could now recognize the cortisol soaring responding to the amped-up nature of probably the kundalini and a few other metaphysical aspects of our nervous system we are taught to ignore or misinterpret. I had to find a way for the cortisol to complete its spike. For those of you who do not know cortisol is called a stress hormone that usually causes an increase in heart rate and blood pressure in a flight or fight response that has kept human beings alive for thousands of years…or so they say.

My heart rate was fine just like it was in the hot tub. This nervousness was happening in my energy field, in the spirit part of my body. I had to, like slamming the door and kicking the brick, I had to, jerk my spirit and my flesh back into alignment. Then my body could grab my nervous system and kick in its mechanisms to calm it. That much I knew.

Have you ever wondered – probably not – about the statement that cortisol symptoms could mean a problem with the thyroid. Did it ever occur to you that problems with your thyroid might be more related to not being able to do its function properly because the energy and matter body is not aligned? Just saying…

I have lots of proof personally that this is so …but then what present medical model would listen to me…thank goodness I do.

Before our walk, off to caffeine heaven, Keven and I went. Starbucks. Two, yes TWO, Chai Latte Grandes sat in my two cups holders as we turned back toward the Veterans’ Memorial Park for Keven to be a primordial delight moving with the earth and his instincts restoring my soul made up of matter and energy, spirit and flesh, and demonstrating earthtime…. for me badly needed. I practically gulped down the first one like someone lost in the desert with no water. The other one took pretty much the entire hour. Keven roamed and played in the snow sometimes involving me, but mostly content to be in his instincts. The cortisol spike was complete. My heart only raced a little bit, and I knew I could even take a nap if I needed to.

Instead, I grabbed my computer at the house and my noncaffeinated tea and headed for here. Keven got to move around the car exploring all the people, the sounds, and the views while I wrote.

I am complete now 2000 plus words later. I am grateful for the explorations we are doing in the return of humanity to its multidimensional spirit and flesh nature. This is my report.

over and out…

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