Creation

5 August 2018

8.4.18 La Perla Costa Rica

I woke up this morning after dreaming about our children of our village reclaiming our milk and our harvest from a corporation. I realized it was reading about the gods and goddesses of Ireland and their relationship to cattle and harvests. Then I realized in the dream I was experiencing what the turtles go through at a primal level.

Turtle in Costa Rica They wait until it is cool in the ocean sometimes months or days. It takes them an hour or more to get to a place in the sand to deposit their eggs. It takes them 45 minutes to dig a hole. When they deposit their eggs they do it uniformly. Most fertile on the bottom shifting ever so slightly until they are flat and even row by row then the infertile smaller ones on top. That done, they camouflage the nest by moving around it in circles then go back to the sea. Then another turtle, not realizing it can in the next few hours go to use the same space, destroy all the eggs and deposit theirs there.

I had such an empty nest reaction to the obsidian ball being removed from the ground. It was as if it was removed from my solar plexus.. my gut. But over the next few days a euphoria crept in and replaced the emptiness.

I am 1st of all deeply grateful that Kea our Fairy Realm guardian and a mother of the sacred has the strength, stamina, and capacity to have the ball go to Glastonbury where it’s deeper purpose closer to the inner earth and the greater kingdoms dwell and at the same time making sure I another earth guardian get her new home. Equity.

All these rose in my dreaming of the mother turtles simply moving with life. It can look like death and destruction but only if you have forgotten that we all are designed to be operative in the balance of all life instinctively and without prejudice.

I feel my system is getting its own awakening into what it is as a system to move to the next greater whole. It isn’t ‘I’ won’t miss my home and the ball holding the unity point where I was between heaven and earth. My home is just bigger now. The obsidian will be uniting heaven and earth in Glastonbury.

The Dakini (RV), Lily (my dog), Molly Malone (my van) and I are going to live in a larger address too. Shifu Eileen and I have talked about driving from California to Costa Rica. I will spend time Co-creating with the devas and the humans to establish a planetary grid of unity between heaven and earth.

Am I scared? Of course I am. Probably just like the mother turtle that doesn’t know if her babies will live or if she will even have the chance to get to shire. That is reconciliation. Returning to the wonder of life in a much bigger way than we as human beings have had to do before. We are connected across the planet now. Otherwise I could not be writing you sitting in my room looking out at the ocean in Costa Rica.

27 June 2018

Always an Angel and Look for the Magic

Tantra Maat Creation, Healing, Heart, Tantra Maat 1

Dedicated to three angels in my life: Georgia, Sarah, and Jackie

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Good morning, it’s Tantra. It is June 27, 2018. Tomorrow is my only girl’s birthday. I was reflecting on this extraordinary opportunity I’ve had in my life to have children. It was not something I was planning for or something that I expected. And yet my four children are the brightest thing in my life constantly. They are my treasures from heaven that decided to come through me. What a miracle that is. Today I was thinking about the day she was born, June 28th 2018. I remembered the two things that I was constantly saying to two of my children when they were young. I didn’t expect them to understand me or to carry it on, but in many way they all have. The two phrases I used to say all the time was, “Always an angel” and “Look for the magic”.

Something happened this morning when I went to the grocery store at 5 am. It was so the magic that I wanted to share it with. I do want to share this story, but there’s also a why? I want to share it. It’s not just because I want you to hear me talk. It’s because we’re in really rough times. But underneath those times there is still the wonder and beauty of life. Humans aren’t the only place there is goodness. There is underneath everything a goodness going on in this world right now and it’s working very, very hard to remind humanity that we love each other, that we love life, and that we love ourselves. We are designed to care about, not only our own lives but the life of all living things. Underneath all life, there is a template of what a human being is actually designed to be. And that template of what a human being is always designed to carry a linkage to wonders. That’s why I say, “Always an angel.”

For instance, my daughter and her companion were riding their bikes in a very rural part of Baja on the side next to the main body of Mexico. They lost their way. They were on the top of a big mountain. The ground was rough gravel. There was a place they could go two ways. There wasn’t a village in sight. They were way away from any highway.

All of a sudden there’s a young man standing there to tell them which way to go. You see. There’s always an angel. So always look for the angel in any situation. Most of the time they’re strangers because often when we’re hurt, we withdrawal from everyone around us we are close to and yes often it is those around us.

“Always an angel.”

But this story is not about ‘always an angel’. This story is about ‘look for the magic’. Yesterday, something really painful happened personally. It wasn’t tragic. It was just painful. I think in these times are so painful in regards to what we’re becoming awake to. Even though it has actually been happening to human beings for a long time, more of us are aware of it now and it is not as acceptable or ignored as it once might have been. In the presence of that pain, I think when we find when we’ve hurt another that we love or that they’ve hurt us it, it just has a bigger stab. It has a bigger pain. It’s something that probably we would really, really not want to do. I certainly wouldn’t. And: we probably do it in innocence. I was very shaken and very sad about what happened, knowing I needed to let it go – knowing that even in the midst of the painfulness of it, there was a truth, not about me or about the other person, but about a situation.

But I always trust Creation. I trust. I trust the underpinnings of no matter how bad things are, no matter how horrible, it isn’t, just human beings that come to our aid. It’s a magic, a magic of a bird that you’ve never seen before when you are tired and weary landing on a fence when you just think you can’t make it another day. It’s the magic of the wind blowing your hair when you’re crying. It’s of this earth and of this cosmos. It’s of the divinity. It’s of the primal. It’s of the consciousness that we are made from.

I have a really busy day. My dog, Lily, can’t be out in the heat above 80 degrees and it’s pretty much above 80 by the time it gets to 11:00 am. I had an 8:00 reading and a 9:30 meeting. I have a class at 2:00 pm and a talk at 5:00 pm.

I thought, “Well, I’ll get up at six and I’ll go to the store because Safeway’s open at five. But instead, I woke up at 4 am, managed the nap a little bit, but ended up going at 5. As I go in, they’re unpacking boxes. They’re busy, but everybody’s really chipper and saying hello. It’s like a little teeny get together in the early morning before even the birds are singing yet.

I was looking for my soup mix, which includes spicy, spicy peppers, Jalapenos, Habaneros, those kinds. As I was getting kale and spinach, a man was putting everything out beside me because that’s what they do at 5 in the morning at Safeway. I said, “Do you know about all these hot peppers? I love spicy peppers!” He said, “Yes, I do.” Well, I now know which ones are sweeter when you cook them. I now know which one is really, really, really, really hot. I know which ones are hot enough to eat easily. I know which ones you’re supposed to stuff. Oh, it was like all of a sudden the seven trays of peppers are now part of my working existence. Part of my being informed. And he was so excited about it and so enthusiastic about it. We were having such a good time.

I thought, “Wow.” I thought ‘always an angel’, always an angel to help you in your pain. I realized I had forgotten to look for the magic yesterday. I’m thinking this, as I go to get ground beef for Lily, my precious dog. I see this Kobe beef. Now, a lot of you may know about Kobe beef, but I didn’t know about Kobe beef. I walk up to the butcher who is outside the cabinets who would have never been later in the day. He would have been behind the counter with lots of people getting stuff from him. I asked him about Kobe beef and he says, “Well, you know, I know this is gonna sound a little strange, but the Japanese raise their beef like their family and they massage them with milk and they pray over them and they do a ceremony.” I’m standing there staring at him. Not only that, the Kobe beef was way on sale, like half price off. Tears just started streaming down my face and he says so kindly, “Oh, I guess you know what I’m talking about?” And I said, “Oh my God, I do, I do. Thank you.” I’d been told by my Ayurvedic practitioner to have beef once a week, but I just couldn’t do it and now I can. Blessed beef.

Then he says, “Well, while we’re at it, look at these shrimp.” He said, “Normally they’re $20 a bag each. They look like little mini lobster tails. They’re called red shrimp and they are so good for you. They’re so nutritious.” Then he said, “We never have them at this price.” He didn’t know the next thing I was going to buy was shrimp. I hadn’t told him that. I got two bags of $20 shrimp for $20. I was so excited. I went up to check out feeling so fed by the wonder and so fed by the magic.

I’m not too addicted to pain and suffering and misery and I don’t think the world’s a bad place. I think we’re having a really bad time and I think that something happened to human beings that really screwed us up. But life and creation on this earth and what we are and what we’re made of. Fundamentally. That’s beautiful. How could I do readings for 53 years if it wasn’t beautiful? I’m certainly not in it for the money and I deeply appreciate every penny anyone’s ever paid me because it’s allowed me to do what I’ve wanted to do on behalf of humankind and, for me, that’s the best investment they could have ever made as far I’m concerned.

I went to checkout. She says to me, “You look pretty chipper. What was your magic this morning?” I was elated.

I said, “Well, let’s start with Kobe beef!” She didn’t know about Kobe beef. she said, “Oh my God, I’ve got to try that!” Then she said, “but I know about the red tail strip. They’re delicious! How are you going to use them? I said, “Well, probably I’ll just, you know, eat it.” And I said, “But I might add it to my soup.” Then I told her how I made my soup with a kitchari mix and what is in the kitchari mix. Then I helped her bag.

The lady behind us who had looked so dour was starting to look up. Her eyes were starting to get a little bit more glittery and she’s finally smiled when I went around to help pack my groceries. I was packing my groceries as she was at the end of her checkout. When I, finished bagging my stuff and was putting it in my cart, I said, “Come on, let me bag for you!” She burst out laughing.

I just wanted to send this to you. I know there are rough moments. I know. I know the news is really, really hard for people who care and especially with the level of empathic response and the level of feeling helplessness. I know how hard that is. I feel it. I’m an empath. I feel it in my readings. I feel it all the time, but there’s always the magic.

Look for the magic. This will get us through to better times. You know I hate to say psychically that something’s necessary. It is certainly not necessary to hurt another human being or to be hurt, but things have just come to a head like a fever pitch and when things come to a fever pitch, they have a chance to heal. That’s what I would like to bet on.

Which brings you to my last phrase. My last phrase, which I didn’t say to my children, which comes from Paulo Coelho in his book The Valkyries.

In the preface, he writes, “Break a pact.” I suggest you try to break your pack with suffering. “Make a bet. “I suggest you make a bet that there’s always an angel and that you can see the magic.

Then the last statement says, “Find an angel”

I’d love it today if I can be an angel for you. Tomorrow I’ll probably step on somebody’s toes and say the wrong thing and do the wrong thing. All of us are so tender right now. But just for a minute, I like the idea of being your angel.

🙂

On behalf of all life…

June 27th, 2018

Namaste

23 June 2018

Dairy Entry 2 of 2 June 23rd, 2018

Tantra Maat Creation, Field Phenomenon, Heart, Reality, Solar Plexus 0

Diary Entry 2 of 2

June 23^rd, 2018

3:40 am

Email thread regarding the Enteric Nervous System [ENS]

On Jun 5, 2018, at 5:56 AM, Sahere Hum < wrote:

In Unity,

For a day last week I was present to feeling very vulnerable and an energy that was residing in the heart area. Throughout the day I was compelled to express through writing raw feed of what was in my larger field.

A knowing was upon me that we needed to include/address the ‘heart’ and its role in the Mind of Creation as we have included affirmations and intentions. When I observe what others are talking about it is all about the heart/brain connection and there is frustration because they don’t take the next step and include the solar plexus. On a few occasions, I observe there is talk about the gut-brain, yet when there is mention of the gut-brain it usually is around food and digestion. The sense that I am present to is to at least address and briefly talk about the heart energy and how it fits into our larger picture. To acknowledge where others are standing, heart/brain connection, and lead them into the next step of a larger system.

On behalf of all life and a new dawn

Sahere

El mar., 5 jun 2018 10:28, Melissa escribió:

Good observation, Sahere. I recently saw something posted about the ENS and it was clearly categorized it as the “3rd brain” after the head brain and heart, which did not feel accurate to me. Actually, I don’t think any hierarchical view does. The article it was cited was about a scientific study that showed multiple firings within the ENS to deal with digestion or some such. It was scientific news that the cells of the ENS work co-operatively, I think was the upshot. It feels obvious to me, though don’t ask me to explain “how” that all of our systems of intelligence work co-operatively. In other words, they’re part of a whole system and it’s a tad pointless to look at any of them in isolation. For me, rather than looking at how one part of the system works, the question that holds more value would be, where is the metapoint of the different intelligences?

In Unity on Behalf of All Life,

Melissa

On 5 Jun 2018, at 12:23 PM, MARU wrote:

Very interesting.

I also read the writing about the 3 brains, and for me, it is natural to go inside and picture a continuum from the solar plexus to the head as the central ‘me’. From there I can then do whatever is called for.

I’ll have to look at the embriogenesis [embryogenesis in English] process, but if I remember correctly the cells that form the neural tube are the same that will give rise to the brain and spinal cord, with all the other nerves that will constitute the Vagus nerve and accessories. All those cells are originated in the stem cells that are the original cells after fertilization and that will migrate to their final destination, even if it is ‘far away’ from the site of the stem cells.

[Tantra here: this is accurate. This is the research I researched.]

There is a lot to know, but surely, nothing operates on its own.

From me, June 23^rd, 2018

Dearly Beloved:

What a precious moment in time we are in. Bless you, for pressing into the neuroplasticity of your brain, massaging it and working your neural patterning toward whole system thinking. One of the first aspects of that awakening coherent thinking is the recognition that separation lives in the present neural patterning of thought regarding the body that just does not let us ‘think’ what there is to think.

Here is my rendering of thought connected to Lara’s ‘field response’ languaging. The more I pierce into the objectification of labels of the body ‘nervous system’, ‘heart’, ‘solar plexus’, etc. the more the whole system within becomes visible. The more I pierce into the objectification, the more my mind gives way to a direct link with the body and a hue, a creation-patterning begins to become apparent.

Reading your email threads, I could feel you pressing into thoughts and thinking until thinking and thoughts are rendered back into wholeness. This is a beautiful moment for me, watching human beings fight for their original minds.

My weaving of thought on behalf of our bodies being thought in wholeness.

I am finding myself no longer leaving the symbiotic relationship of oneness with all living things in my mind and in my body. I distinguish these two because the mind in non-physical and the body is physical. As I read your words that are your response to my writings on the Enteric Nervous System, I entered the inner ecosystem the gut actualized as a reality that became part of a greater reality of the digestive system. As the inner ecosystem revealed itself to me, the digestive system became apparent as part of the operational encoding in the physical so that alignment with the non-physical Beingness of ourselves could stay in unity with Creation. I watched as the sun fed the body through the nutrition of Her, the Earth’s, physical forms keeping us all ways in unity with the Cosmos. I felt the commune of the Earth and the Cosmos in my body…an experience I have not been able to comprehend until now as I find myself responding to your ‘shared mind’ explorations. I now comprehend the gift of the Ayurvedic formulas Michael has been concocting for me.

As I read Sahere’s comment about the heart and all of your responses regarding ENS, I recognized the heart and other organs in a symbiotic sentience with the nervous systems that keep them in the symmetry, proportion, harmony, balance, and beauty of Creation. I recognized and became part of the organic love affair between the Earth, her forms, and the Cosmos. Listening to your minds sorting and the body doing what bodies are designed to do, I awakened into our bodies and our minds being once again returned to the living system of the universe.

Once again, in this new-found freedom of form and formless, temporal and eternal, I see our bodies and our minds as interactive, interrelated, symbiotic sentient intelligence operating on behalf of all life. I am reminded of the indigenous people who take peyote, ayahuasca, and other nervous system/mind awakeners. No wonder their body intelligence is in unity with Creation. Now perhaps our bodies are becoming part of Creation again and the risks that come with these spirit enhancing medicinal plants trying to jump-start our bodies that have been so separated from Creation will no longer be needed. I knew early on that I did not only an occasional trip to my direct link with Creation. I was after permanency of the direct link. It would seem that we are finally on the threshold of our natural state and our ability to awaken into it.

I love watching you all work toward resonance. Then the field will be imprinted with the direct link with Creation and how we say it will be part of the patterning of the higher intelligence of Creation.

23 June 2018

Diary Entry 1 of 2 June 23rd, 2018

Tantra Maat Creation, Dragons, Field Phenomenon, Mind, Reality, Time 0

Diary notes:
June 23rd, 2018

Dear H.B.

Taken from a transcript from a Consult in 2013:
You ought to be able to say, “OK, I need to shift my environment.” And within three days, you’ve shifted it. And no strain on you whatsoever. You should be able to communicate in direct alignment with yourself: “I know that’s not mine to do. I’m not going to be doing that.” It is the nature of your higher design. You are in a direct link with Creation. You are part of the greater universe. If you are not aligned with your higher design, you give energy to that which is not in alignment with Creation and it throws you. Your actual Design is your commitment to the universe because you are a unique and essential design of Creation. Your commitment is not to me or to my words. It’s not even to your children. We’re all temporary. But you came with a Huge commitment to an aspect of Creation which is aligning something down here. And we have no time now. You know, the Mayans weren’t kidding. We have no time for anything but that alignment now.”

From an email thread regarding the new book being written Mind of Creation:
On Jun 8, 2018, at 7:27 PM, Lara wrote:
In jive with the vibes of what all of you shared re: the sentient intelligence of the heart as too, the symbiosis of the inner ecosystem and Melissa’s insightful pointing towards the “metapoint of different intelligences”
On my side, what feels like pressing into the system is an awareness of the web of dragon currents or ley lines running through the Earth like a nervous system of Her’s, and the collective mindscape points of light of the field building relationship to and in commune with Her. synchronicity’s bandwidth of symbiosis between the inner and outer ecosystem and the inner earth’s multiverse on my mind.
Bless you.
Lara

6.23.18 I wrote;
Dear Lara,

I haven’t been able to read any emails for a while. I have been rushing through the currents of shifts and changes that occur when you are one with Creation. When I read the words ‘the sentient intelligence of the heart’ and the ‘symbiosis of the inner ecosystem’, I felt self-described. I feel the sentient intelligence of my heart. It is in direct alignment with the pulse of the bears, the deer, the squirrels, the stars, the movement of the wind through the trees – all in the existence of being one with all Creation. It is truly one of the most amazing awakenings I have ever had. Even when I stopped feeding my squirrels so they will not expect food anymore in the squirrel feeder when I no longer am here, there is no separation. There is a recognition of the shift in the conditions here and we are one in that.

‘The metapoint of different intelligences’ is no longer limited to a physical location. I can hear in my heart literally the heartbeat of their intelligence linked into the separation needed from this place that is occurring both for them and for me. They literally do not come here anymore. Then the deer. I came day before yesterday to get towels to go to the river and two deer stood on the road that headed up the drive to the house being with me. Then yesterday, when I came back from taking my brother and his wife to the airport, I had kept a banana peel. A single deer was standing almost in the same spot. I stopped and tossed the banana peel to her. She looked down at it and then up at me. Then she began to eat it. I knew that no human action separated us. That I had escaped the illusion of that. The bond of sentient intelligence between us was rock solid and that the actions I am taking are to make sure that the metapoints of shared sentient intelligence is alive and well in me.
Then you wrote “the dragon currents or ley lines running through the Earth like a nervous system of Her’s”. These currents are the nervous system of Her. I feel this nervous system bonding with our nervous system again which is part of our original design. I am not the only one. I feel it in my body. My human mind is no longer separate from the Mind of Creation in a way that I have never experienced before. I do not think it is my capacity alone. I feel her nervous system in the human system now and the connection to the sentience of many intelligences rising in the human mind. This is ‘the collective mindscape points of light’ in the field, ‘building relationship to and in commune with the with’ the Earth and the Cosmos. We have arrived at Timeless Time where unity with All Creation is restoring now. Human time will be deeply affected by this. Things that are attempting to happen ‘in time’ will slip away. Other things will come into human time from a different dimensional configuration. Many human beings will not, in this illusion of Time, be able to calculate. I will, am, and can. It is exciting to feel the ‘others in the Field’ who are moving with these ‘dragon currents’ of Earth/Cosmos Time also. This is ‘synchronicity’s bandwidth of symbiosis between the inner and outer ecosystem and the inner earth’s multiverse’ we are returning to is inside human time and affecting the human mind now. It will be interesting to see what rises with that.

Final note: I knew one day the Mind of Creation would rise from a shared mind of sentience in all living things. While I am aware that the mind of some human beings will stay locked in the narrow spectrum of ‘human only centric thinking’, I, with ‘others’, are in the rising symbiosis of this shared sentient intelligence of Creation.

Will write in another diary entry regarding what is awakening in our shared Mind of Creation regarding the body. Will post as Diary Entry 2 of 2.

12 June 2018

All Things Bright and Beautiful

Tantra Maat Creation, Dream Time, Heart, Life, Unity, Visions 0

Wednesday, June 13th, 2018 Cellular Activation

All things bright and beautiful. All creatures great and small. All things wise and wonderful. Creation made them all.

This is our theme as human beings as the structures that do not hold this frequency clash and collapse; rise and fall.

I am very excited about this activation. The many people who have been participating in these activations have built a chamber, a matrix, of connection that ties them into the ‘heart of their matter’, the mainframe of their ‘mind of creation’, the emotion of the eternal moving through their physical forms.

Now that we are in the years that were, for me, predicted back in the late 1990s, we are able to come together and connect into the mainframe of reality that lives behind the scenes, in our original cellular memory, and in the fragrance of our hearts. We can organize our own individual fields and our collective fields to vibrate as a unified field of connection with Creation while that which is not unified becomes part of the mulch of new creations.

I am very excited also because I will be doing this activation in a structure that is built with the encoding of the higher matrixes of the divine so the work we do together will be amplified and our ability to absorb the higher frequencies of our higher emotions without reaction will increase.

Someday our children will be taught in school that they are energy beings with condensed forms for fun and for identification. We are part of paving the way for that in these coming years.

Bless you!

2 May 2018

Living a Reality of Unity

Tantra Maat Creation, Field Phenomenon, Language of Creation, Life, Mind, Reality, Spirals, Unity 0

There is a difference between learning about something and getting access to it. There are ways to comprehend that actually give us access to a reality of unity and how it functions right here and right now in the everyday world – even though often hidden from view in the reality of separation we were born into. Liz, a participant in the Architect Spiral, does a great job of presencing the access she got to her reality in new ways in her email to me. I asked her if I could post it in my diary. I loved her insights as well as her humor. Enjoy!

April 25, 2018

Thoughts on the Now

There are so many events and ways of being swirling around in my cells and being right now. I have been listening to the Direct Link Architect call incessantly since Sunday…it has become my morning practice. Inside that, each time I listen, I get visual pings and keep wanting to create a visual mandala, or roadmap of sorts as to what I heard…yes, a road map…this call didn’t lay out as a mandala, though I did feel such a spiraling as each of us shared. I just haven’t had time to put my pencils to paper and play with it.

Tonight’s Tantra Talk was fascinating. At the same time I was listening, I was in a shopping mall having to buy some appropriate attire for two events I am going to in the next two days. This was the only time I had, so I included the both/and of the experience. Tomorrow I am getting a rotary award…very honored, but had nothing to wear that was appropriate. Friday, we are going to my daughter’s school auction and I had nothing to wear for that. So at the same time I am hearing Tantra ask us to take out pencil and paper, I am walking down an escalator. I included it all and knew I would listen again and take notes. I am glad I just listened. I had to include a lot as I listened. Mall music in the background, people talking, the bright lights of a store, but interestingly, those distractions really fell away, and I was buying what I had to buy at the same time as I was very intent upon the conversation coming into the body…fascinating being in the both/and!

A couple of things pinged especially. One about not being able to language something. I had an ah-ha around this. Last week and on Monday, I assessed a colleague’s 4th-grade daughter. We thought the child might have math challenges. I gave her a math test I wasn’t familiar with, so there was a huge learning curve for me, and I wasn’t feeling confident about scoring the test and being able to speak confidently about it. On Monday, I realized I had to give the entire test, and not just a few sections, as I had hoped I would be able to do. As I asked the various test questions, the child would ask these pristine, stellar, stunning questions back that completely clarified the concept being tested. I was stymied as to how to language the thrill I felt when listening to this child, and how to report out on her clarity of being. She is really smart, does not have math challenges, just lacks some confidence in a few skills. As I heard Tantra talk around this way of being, of not being able to give language to things, I realized that not only could I not find the language in the meeting with the mom/colleague this morning, but that it didn’t matter. What I did convey landed perfectly. The mom lit up like a Christmas tree as I fumbled through what I had to say. But more importantly, I realized it was the field we created together, myself and the child, that was what I couldn’t language. There was a crackling electricity when that child asked her beautiful questions. At the same moment, as I felt the energy, I observed her voice resonance and looked at her hands. Inside my being, I heard the words, “She’s perfect!” The clarity that is this child’s field was so pristine, I wanted to weep. What IS that? I know it is something REALLY big! I could sit here and speculate for days about it. But what I want to train my lens on is the way I felt, and what I was present to. It’s a new reality! It’s a new way of seeing/being with a human being! I couldn’t language this to the mom, though if I had said this, she might have gotten it. She knows me well enough to know when I speak, even if she doesn’t hear everything, that I have her children’s best interests in my heart. This whole thing was so magical! I would have to say this is the first time I have felt a child’s field in this way. So I will track this now and see what happens.

The other piece I really got was the conversation around percentages of ways of being. I really like that and want to try it on. The other part of my very long day today at work was that I was feeling vulnerable. I had a latex reaction last night after I was tying latex balloons in preparation for the school auction Friday. Steve got me Benedryl, but my body was feeling a tad out of balance today. I spoke with my eyes, and immune system, thanking them for working on my behalf. I said I knew I was a tad out of balance and said that I would do my best to work with everyone in letting the systems balance out. I know the vulnerability is part of a new recursion coming online, and I allowed myself to just feel the vulnerability and be with it. There were some moments when I became very stressed and felt old paradigm drama come into play around how I was feeling. I recognized it, and immediately thought, okay, what is the good part of this situation? The stress was coming from the paperwork that needs to be done over and beyond what I expected and how was I going to accomplish it all with integrity. I have a new supervisor whom I know and worked with last year. She just started yesterday and met with my team today. She said I would need to generate the paperwork and have three extra meetings I wasn’t counting on. At the same time, I was freaking about having to schedule meetings and do the paperwork, I was saying to myself how thrilled I was to have her on board because I trust her implicitly, and know that she will take our cases to our director and lay them out with integrity. I couldn’t think in percentages, but I could think in duality, non-duality. So as I was telling her I wasn’t certain about being able to write goals for a student that would be accurate enough, she was telling me she knew it would all work out and be fine. I believed her. My whole day has been like this…whole week actually. While one thing would have me become present to stress, the next would mitigate the stress.

While I was shopping, I saw how much money I was spending, and getting nervous about it. The next minute, the cashier worked a deal that saved me a bunch of money. Seriously…the next minute! She even told me when I chose shoes to come up to her and she would discount those too! She gave the shoe guy his commission too and didn’t take it for herself. I promised her I would do a survey on her behalf. Was she just helping me out to do well in the survey? No! That’s the way she was! I was so grateful and told her so.

In another moment on the call…this one is pretty funny, I was trying on a bra because I needed it for the dress I bought. As Tantra was talking about percentages, I literally got stuck! I couldn’t get the bra off! It was hilarious! I had one headphone dangling down the front of me, and one in my ear, as I am trying to be present to not panicking! So…I went, hmmm, what percentage am I stuck here? 50%? Okay…I took some deep breaths, and calmed my breathing, and slowly got myself unstuck. Breathing, laughing, and hearing Tantra and feeling the field all helped me handle the situation! I didn’t get that particular bra size, needless to say!

Being immersed in the language of the field has been wonderful. I feel it inside my cells, inside my mouth, and my hands, and my whole being. I feel it everywhere. It is palpable now.

29 April 2018

To the Spirals 4.29.18

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We are at work in the second level of consciousness, Mind of Creation, that we are maturing through our time together. In May, we will work to mature [or evolve if that word can be kept out of its historic entrapment] the corpus callosum of our brain. This part of our brain in where the syntonization of the right and left brain functions take place. It is also where our biological structure that has not matured to meet our evolutionary needs is having a very difficult time. For me, bipolar is one of our evolutionary challenges, not a psychological disease.

Please take a minute and go to this website called the inner body. Look at everything between the corpus callosum and the pituitary. Get to know your corpus callosum, hypothalamus, your thalamus, your pituitary and your fornix.We will discuss this on May 5th when we begin our focused work to develop a direct link with our brain. When you go through the areas between the corpus callosum and the pituitary, think beyond the biochemical functions. Think from a perception of consciousness. What is the biological mechanism of your consciousness in your brain? For instance, isn’t it interesting that your nostril fibers and your optic fibers come together in the area often called in eastern tradition the third eye? What does that say about what is possible and what could be amiss without you being in a direct relationship with this extraordinary design of Creation?

To find this website was a godsend because I have been looking visuals to support our ability to get ‘into’ our brain and be ‘one with our brain’. Finally, in my metastate this morning, the patterning of our exploration came to me. I imagined I was walking through the metapoints duality/nonduality worksheet looking at what was coming into existence as something was going out of existence. I was looking at what was expanding as something was collapsing, and what was constructing as something was deconstructing. As I did this, I remembered the work I had given the Architects regarding percentages. In simple terms, ‘something’ cannot be all that is in existence or there would be no existence. Existence in the physical world includes thinking, feeling, sensing, etc. This is what fouls up affirmations and intentions because as something begins to come into existence, what is reflected upon is where it is not in existence, not where it is in existence. That is why percentages are so important as a brain exercise because you want something to come into existence only enough that it can sustain its existence in your reality but not to take over everything. This is why often people who win the lottery or have sudden fame broke inside because they have no ability to be both famous and not famous, wealthy and not wealthy. You must make peace with duality before you can gain entrance into the kingdom of nonduality. Our topic for May.

As I was meandering through my mind, I was doing the duality/nonduality worksheet in my thinking. I was thinking my contentment percentage being with my oldest son and his family who I have not been with for two years. Here was the thought, “I am 87% content and 13% is still misfiring.” I was so struck by the word misfiring because of a question I have been asking my inner awareness for some time. It wasn’t that I was 13% discontent which is usually how duality works here and where we begin to come into unity with the dual systems here. I realized that I was on the border of the next recursion of Being in which the baseline would be 100% content. What that means is that I would cross from duality into nonduality where metastates exist that become the ‘water of consciousness’ we start to exist in. We do not have the dual ‘state’ there where something has become embodied. For instance, I can tell as a state of being I exist in a metareality of happiness but I am not always happy. It means I can still find happiness in myself systemically even in my worst days where I am overcome with unhappiness as an emotion but not as a state of being.

What was the question I had been asking myself for some time? It is, “What is it I do?” I know what happens out of the work I do. The core nature of a human being begins to re-member itself as its extraordinary design. This is the simplest way of saying it. It is why I keep working because I know that the core nature of a human being has been displaced by needing to belong to so many structures that have no interest in what a person is – only in what they do. I have rarely if ever answered the question, “What do you do?” I have often answered, “I give you what you don’t know you need.”

Somehow wandering around in the depth of my higher consciousness, the answer came. I woke fearful to say what it was. I found that interesting because the odds are people won’t understand what I do any more than they did before. It was just that it was so spot on. I have made a promise since the beginning of the year to not try to bridge to the popular reality of separation nor try to bridge to the perceptions connected to that reality. I promised to stay true to the reality of unity rising in the midst of the reality of separation we were born into. That doesn’t mean it isn’t challenging. But if I don’t state what I know to be real [in the Creation Exercises 3 ‘what I do is for me is] then how can I be there for others who find their language of creation and are able to finally language themselves as their direct link with Creation.

Here is what I found language for in the question, ‘what do I do’. As the language unfolded, I realized that a part of me that did not yet have language has always been completely aware that is what I do. I just didn’t have language for it. I want to restate there is what you do and what happens out of what you do which is for another day. What happens goes what beyond what I do. In my case what I do begins to reset the entire field within which the human beings exists so that they can ‘be themselves’. I am actually quite excited about getting the language and can’t wait to have that language in the second part of the Crystalline Grid activation because it will give others a way to be consciously conscious in their systems of Being also.

What I do:

I repair the firewall* between the sensitivities, sensations, and ‘bit‘s** of intelligence that exist in the person’s nature of Being and the personality framework that was created to survive in the reality of separation they were born into. Then I create a buffer made of their Being to regenerate the trauma of not being able to be in connection with themselves into the life force energy of their direct link with Creation.

*A firewall typically establishes a barrier between a trusted internal network and untrusted external network

**A bit (short for binary digit) is the smallest unit of data in a computer.

Use your imagination to see the correlate!

I have made this letter to you as part of my diary. I am so proud of the work we are doing. I love it when people work on behalf of themselves as well as the consciousness of all.

Do you see me dancing?!!!

25 April 2018

This is the reality that has never been

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This is the reality that has never been, but because they loved it….

I knew when I took this year on, that the dreams and the mystical awareness of the undercurrent of new realities would dominate my life. A few days ago, there was the Buddha in my dream under his tree saying to me, “Tantra, it is not the middle of the road. It is the space between.” Before that significant conversation out of the mainstream mesmerization. And on and on.

I realize I am moving into a deep territory and maybe even territory no one wants to discover. So many people are caught in the rapids of shallow waters.

But, I must continue the flow between humankind and Creation. In that, the webbing of unity between this species and that of which it is a part will harmonize and stabilize as worlds fail and new realities are born.

The concept of “no enemy/ no threat/ no harm” will touch some and others will be immune to its freedom. And yet, this could be the healing that’s up! This could be what we as a world are healing. That is why the dis-ease of ‘the enemy’ is rampant right now. Just like any other dis-ease. While it can threaten the extinction of form. While it can threaten our physical existence. It also has the possibility of completing its cycle and leaving us well, leaving us whole, leaving us vital. When we realize that what we had held as the enemy has a tendency to evolve, our worldview and our concept of reality begin to evolve also. The concept of ‘the enemy’ then evolves out beyond its own borders. As we let go of its importance in our lives, ‘the enemy’ sometimes even disappears from view. Even the concept of its existence can disappear.

That is how powerful the human mind is.

That is why I and other co-authors are meticulously putting together Mind of Creation, the next level of consciousness after the book Language of Creation. To give people the capacity to capture the power of their mind and its ability to shape reality.

This month is my 72^nd year. My birthday is May 28^th.

Last month I wrote in my April blog:

Love is not just an emotion. It is our DNA. Love is not just random experience. It is the very foundation of our health and happiness. It is in truth the only thing that is ours. We, human being, have sought love through connections outside of us and sometimes been bitterly disappointed and sometimes well rewarded. But that is not where love exists. You were always the one who brings love to the table. Love is yours regardless of what called it to surface. That is what there is to honor. Your Love.

This space between love and the enemy. Could it be you? Are you where the power lies? Is it you that gives space…empty space…

The Creature

This is the creature there has never been.
They never knew it, and yet, none the less,
they loved the way it moved, its suppleness,
its neck, its very gaze, mild and serene.

Not there, because they loved it, it behaved
as though it were. They always left some space.
And in that clear unpeopled space, they saved
it lightly reared its head, with scarce a trace

of not being there. They fed it, not with corn,
but only with the possibility
of being. And that was able to confer

such strength, its brow put forth a horn. One horn.
Whitely it stole up to a maid – to be
within the silver mirror and in her.”

Adaptation from Rilke

Can they follow me, I wonder, beyond the disorganized maze of compacted thought? Can they move in the sentient intelligence of this wording? Can they read to be free?

I can feel the wheels of a higher organizing system turning as the deeper nature of things rise into our world and shift the deeper layers of our reality. I can still feel a Great Spirit guiding my mind and my fingers to write what I write and record what I record. A Spirit that lives in each of us is in the fascia of our hidden psyche. It is not trapped by the assessment of reality that we have been swimming in. This deeper webbing is showing itself more and more as I have left the shore of all right and wrongdoing and am in the presence of that which lives without harm.

Then yesterday. I went out to feed the deer. Manuel, a lovely Mexican young man, had with great care, dug a hole for my one-and-a-half-foot Christmas tree. He smoothed the ground around it and made a lip of rocks that left the impression of the little tree being very special. The little tree will now round out a grove of larger pines so that I can have the druidic grotto effect that I have longed for. The druids used rings of trees to communicate with the stars. As I leaned over to pour the dry cobb deer food into their buckets, I felt a strong urge to get water for the little tree that was on my right. Georgia had watered it and packed straw around it the day before, but the urge grew stronger as I tried to dismiss it. I went into my car and got out the large bottle of water I keep for Lily on our road trips. I went to the tree. I thanked it for coming to me and told it I loved it as I soothed the straw with water. A pink light glinted and bounced off of a rock right behind the tree on the slight of a hill. I looked up to see a smooth polished flat stone of striped mauve and lavender the size of my palm. We have no stones like that in the red earth stained rocks that come out of our ground. I was startled. I reached to pick it up and a powerful force pushed at me. I did not recognize the connection, but I could not miss the power. I knew that stone was for the tree, not me. In my forever inapt way of dealing with these connections, I asked if I could carry it with me down the driveway to walk Lily and then bring it back. I needed to gain a register for this new connection. There was a feeling of reluctance as well as intimidation that emanated at me if I did not bring it back. I felt the strength of a new alliance being formed. In those moments, what I do and how I do it means everything.

I took Georgia out to see it after asking her if she had put it there and she had said that she hadn’t. I watched as she and I walked away. She felt the impact of the power as it climbed up her spine.
Somehow everything that has happened in such a rapid succession is part of what is unfolding. It is so hard for a human being to believe the unity between the Earth and its forms is back, but it is. Something is happening. I, for one, am staying tuned and looking forward to participating.

And you?

Several years ago, I was shown that I would move into the deeper fabric of reality after my 72^nd birthday. All things point toward that being true. It is shifting how I relate to the world around me. I am not the only one. Many are beginning to relate to worlds now forming in the substance of their minds that exist in unity with Creation. More and more I will take you on my journey with Creation in its deepest webbing and fabric. If you so choose, you walk with me and benefit from the journey.

All my love,

Tantra Maat

20 March 2018

Two Realities are upon you. Which one will you live.

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An Excerpt from my book Language of Creation that I wrote for these times.

Two people strolling down the street may look like they are living in the same reality. They are not. One person is lost in thought, trying to figure out what is going on and what to do. The other person may be thinking about what is going on and what to do but is not trying to figure it out. This person is being present to their connection to life; both life around them and their life within, looking within and without for what connects them to life and has them exist as whole.

The aware person moves as part of the whole, responding more than thinking to what is theirs to do, theirs to be, and theirs to have. The other person is lost between their ears and, at best, has only brief moments of feeling connected to life. They can only react to the cluttered content of their mind.

We may never know why reality can be so different for human beings during these times.

Perhaps we are in a species evolution as we were before, where one type of humanoid moves forward into a new way of existing, as with the Cro-Magnons[1], and another type of humanoid goes out of existence. Maybe some of us are beginning to remember and our connection to life is rising again after having lost that connection through events in our long forgotten past. Maybe others can’t remember. Maybe nothing else is happening except we are simply in another moment in time when the human race skirts the edge of destruction and we are learning new ways to exist. Or maybe we will never really know what is happening during these times.

The point is, however, that something is indeed happening. And what is happening is affecting the very foundation of what we hold reality to be.

Let’s stop for a minute and look at outrageous new understandings about reality.

First: there is not one reality.

Multiple cultures, diverse beliefs, and a quantum number of explanations as to why things are the way they are is evidence that there must be more than one form of reality on this planet. More than one way things can be real.

As some of us move into an expansion of knowing what is occurring during these times, we will recognize that there are many realities. That reality is as diverse as beliefs, that each reality is like a culture that has ways and means that have it exist, and that how each reality comes into existence is completely different from how another reality comes into existence.

Second: Reality is not fixed. It is created.

Our present day realities seem to be created by two very distinctly different designs.

There are realities formed from fear, disconnection, and separation and realities formed from love, connection, and unity. The reality of fear, disconnection, and separation was already an existing reality before we came here. In other words, almost every one of us collapsed into the reality of separation the day we were born. This birthed into reality collapsed us in a state of limbo and isolation.

How many people say, “I don’t belong here.” So even though we were born into a reality of separation we still remember belonging to other realities of connection, and love. Not everyone was born into realities of disconnection. Many of the indigenous tribes of our planet still exist in a reality that connects them to all life and keeps them related to the unity of all things.

Third: There are both individual realities and collective realities

Each of us came to create our own reality here. Each of us carries an Original Design of reality that we came here to embody and actualize. As we actualize what is real for us we find what fits with that real-ness. Although we can learn to adapt to a reality of disconnection, nothing really fits. Even though we can learn to cope with the reality we were born into, something is always missing. Over the next decade, human beings will actualize their own unique design of reality more and more. When we embody the reality we were designed to exist in, a natural state of connection occurs with others who are actualizing their own unique design of reality and thus realities of unity begin to exist. Although there is no reality that we cannot interact with, we are not designed to participate in all realities. We cannot necessarily survive every reality. The lamb can lie down with the lion but probably should move on when he gets hungry.

Fourth: The construct of our thoughts hold reality in place.

To get access to our reality, we must get access to our thoughts.

This book is not only an introduction to a Language of Creation that gives you access to your real thoughts of your Original Design and the reality within which those thoughts exist, this book is the future reality of unity calling.

We cannot stop the shifting of our existence during these times. There is an exodus of people who are leaving the realities of separation and wandering through the wilderness looking for the realities of unity. A body of humanity is on the verge of restoring the wholeness of their Original Design and birthing the realities that come with those designs.

Life is different for me. The reality of separation I was born into, the reality that kept me from what I was actually designed to be, no longer leaks into the unified experience of living that I am in now. I no longer lose myself in realities that are not part of my reality. What I am part of and I operate as one and I am constantly maturing as that connection.

Because I am part of the reality I exist in, there is no place to put me. I cannot be chopped up, categorized, or labeled. I am the reality I am designed to be – being what is mine to be, doing what is mine to do, and having what is mine to have.

It is the grace of this embodiment that gifted me the opportunity to support and participate with others who are emerging out of realities of separation into realities that carry their original connection with life, the Original Design of their unique reality, formed by the power of Creation itself.

These are exciting times. We are awakening into what we were each originally designed to be, our natural state of being. We have the ability now to impact what damaged our systems of unity, oneness, and wholeness. We can now realize our Original Design.

The Language of Creation Book is available.

I am lining up for the next 2 years. How about you? I wrote the Language of Creation book because I knew we would need our minds free from the existing paradigm so as things collapsed we would be part of creating what would rise.

My next Tantra Talk is about that!

[1] Cro-Magnon is a name that has been used to describe the first early modern humans.

8 March 2018

The last twenty-four hours:

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I woke at 4 am from a dream in this early morning. The dream was significant and had a result that I would’ve never expected. Between 3 am yesterday and 3 am today a higher octave event took place. At 3 am yesterday, I went out into my sacred circle held by 3 dragons, a 350-pound obsidian ball, and selenite. I was present to the first reading I would have in the morning. I was expanded beyond a certain tolerance point and I needed to become coherent. I was present to many more webbings present in the reading that went beyond the normal parameters within which a reading occurs. Sitting beside my young girl dragon, two dynamics were greatly present. One was I could feel, as I have been feeling in others, the greater nature of their design active in this 3D reality. Not out there somewhere. Here in real time, in the everyday. I knew that was what there would be to honor when the reading began.

Up until recently, the greater nature of a human being has not been able to be experienced. Our 3D playing field has been broken, in consciousness, from the greater dimensions of which we are a part. We have been in a broken system. But over the years, our longing to re-member our greater systems have been repairing the break as the greater systems have been doing what greater systems do to restore the original design of Creation where needed.

There was a compelling confusion that drove me out under moon lite sky to sort out what I was experiencing. Who was this person to Creation?

The second dynamic was even stronger. The sense was that I was in a highway of threads where my own life was intersecting with their life as well as with other connections we both had. I released my mental mind from its need to understand and surrendered myself into my sentient intelligence. I could not perceive because, without the person, I could not get the whole picture. But I knew what to do. I primed myself under the night sky into the higher octaves so that I could perceive as fully as possible when the consult began.

I shared what I was present to at the beginning of the consult. The threads of various connection points of my life and theirs unfolded. The greater activity of consciousness revealed itself in front of both of us. Puzzle pieces fell together. Our shared mind broke open beyond the limitation of what our everyday mind could perceive. We shared – startled and enlivened by the greater systems of unity revealing themselves right here right now in physical reality. No longer out there somewhere in our imaginations, but right here in our worldly activities. It was wonder full.

There seems to be more and more evidence that the greater systemic nature of higher vibrational realities is quickening. While this is for sure so, the mindset we were born into cannot perceive this.

Now that it is unfolding, the vibrational registers are missing that would have us perceive what is occurring. So Far. What is occurring feels nothing like we would’ve perceived and what is occurring lays beyond what we would’ve thought.

The closest word, in language, I can get to, to give us/me a way to track sentiently is in the word threads. Threads of energy that weave worlds into form. We call this reality.

These threads sometimes get broken and what gets woven is incomplete. It is only a matter of time, however, before the threads sort out the dilemma and begin to complete their part of the webbing of the greater systems.

When the threads get broken, the system begins to harm itself because it simply cannot yet be itself. That is where the higher activity of Creation is happening now. There is a re-membering –what we could call new threads. You can see the threads of harm are rising into our experience everywhere right now. Yet these threads, as they rise, also release the energetic suppression that has had the incompleteness of this creation stay hidden from view. The need to be all we came to be is a driving force of our existence right now. The craving of many human beings to return to what they remember has activated. In unity with the greater whole of which we are a part, a vibrational necessity is now taking the old threads of harm and re-weaving them into new complete systems of creation.

We haven’t been here before so I’m not quite sure how it’s all unfolding, but I am watching. It seems systemically as these threads of harm are released back into the energy of creation, the systemic nature of our consciousness is freed from these threads of harm. Released these threads can return to a complete system.

At this point in my tracking, it would seem there are levels within which this metamorphic resonance back into wholeness or whole system response is occurring. Since we are in its unfolding, this is as well as I can tell right now.

Either the threads of harm are released, are woven back into the person’s consciousness as reinforcement for a structure of identification that needs to constantly remember Harm. Or. These threads of harm release the energy from these memories or experience for new threads to be woven into new life patterns that are more complete.

What is it to be like to be where life is complete. To be complete life would be experienced where there is nothing missing, nothing left out. Wild thought, isn’t it?

Last night I had a dream of an insane asylum of all women. You could call the dream a nightmare because for sure the dream itself was. It was women raped by the orderlies that were supposed to be there to take care of them. They raped them on purpose. The women got pregnant and the children born of these rapes were sold on the black market. The dream dug down into my memories of rape. When we address the Me Too! movement, we sometimes miss that some of us came from cultures where overpowering a woman to have your way with her was considered a right. I came from one of those cultures. The dream pushed to the surface my own life where I was raped more than once, and I was not the only one. I was both gang-raped and date raped. The dream drove to the surface my own memories as I experienced the women in the dream. I felt my own broken threads and at the same time, I knew I was experiencing the collective broken threads of harm.

The dream was horrendous and did not complete until every possible horrendous scenario was experienced. Yet through it all, while I empathically felt the physical feelings of shame, helplessness, anguish, and terror, I was also the observer. I felt as if I was tracking something into completion so that that threads of harm would never have to exist here in this physical world again.

When I woke up the impact of the horrendous nature of what occurred was not present. What was present was a clean empty space. An entire webbing of harm had left my system so something more complete could take its place.

There is no way for me to convince the mental mind of this. So many human beings are ensnared by identities that are woven from the threads of harm. Many human beings reinforce the threads of harm without meaning to because they are the only thing they have ever had to identify with. It seems hard to believe in the face of the violent rapes that I experienced when I was young or the horror of Syria and the wanton destruction of people, that something could be happening that is picking up these threads as they are released and is weaving them back into the nature of creation. It is hard to believe that the webbing of the original design here is itself being restored back into the living web of life.

I am observing. I am watching. I am constantly startled by evidence of this higher recursion of wholeness being released into the essence of life that lies hidden in every trauma.

There is definitely an Event Horizon happening at this time. An Event Horizon is a moment when nothing can escape. It is a point in time where it is as if we are going through a black hole and we do not know what will be created on the other side of it. It is usually a cosmic event so that new systems of creation can rise.

What I do know is that broken threads are being re-woven on behalf of a higher octave. I can hear it. I feel it in my body and see it energetically through my Mind.

All trauma is suppressed life force energy. That is why human beings work so hard to heal. They want the life of their life force energy back.

I know I had this dream this morning and why I woke up this morning to write you was because of the Unity of Care Community Call last night. It was an unusual call. I could hear the facilitators. They were out past the edge. Why? Who knows. They have been changing and recalibrating in terms not yet invented in the human system of understanding.

I could feel a phenomenon on the call. Somehow, inadequately said, a higher vibrational organizing reality was present and picking up threads beyond their perception and beyond the perception of those on the call. I could feel a webbing of unity between human beings and the greater systems now coming online active in the call. I understand what it is to have the greater systems of higher consciousness take over. It happens every time I am in front of a room or on a call. It would happen in the space I held at the front of the conference room for the Shakti so that when beloved Sai Maa, a precious guru, could walk into the room. I had the room already be at a high enough octave for Her to activate realities that exist beyond human perception. Often referred to as the Divine.

I have become related to the release of my identity into the realities. I am familiar with the disorientation and the sense of no location that comes with shifting from identity to being part of a living field. You hear yourself talking but you are aware you are not in charge. That something else is occurring.

The minute I was on the call and Janice began speaking I felt them shifted into a higher playing field. It was not their identities or their points of view that were present. What was happening was the phenomenon of a higher octave. Simply said the energetic field they were in was happening in a higher vibrational norm. Some oceanic matrix of unity was present that held the field so that the higher frequencies of creation could prevail.

I was amazed that anyone could even speak. The words were disjointed. I could feel them struggling for their footing in the face of the shift of the frequency base they were in. I pulled myself off the call, so I was not the one responding to holding the field. They were able. 🙂 I could feel them, however. With my physical pressure was no longer present, I stayed present in another manner.

I felt a metastate of connection occur as they just kept responding to what they could get to until a metapoint, a point of unity, occurred between the participants on the call and the Mind of Creation. The doors opened into a higher recursion of reality. And in that. People began to share. I am aware that most of humanity cannot perceive of the greater realities of which they are a part. In the Spirals of Being, the participants are just now gaining awareness beyond the threads of harm that create incomplete systems. They are beginning to be ‘informed by the Field’. This is what had the creation of the Unity of Care Community call occur. A place for people to share held in a Field of Creation.

I know that I am speaking to what your conceptual mind is not yet capable of, but some part of you is in your higher intelligence and is responding to the greater truths of reality now unfolding. You are in the new threads of unfolding realities during these times that are not yet perceivable through your mental mind. Does that make it less real? Nope.

We are in an amazing time. Many people are experiencing things they cannot explain, having feelings that do not have words that are sufficient. Sometimes in this ‘between mind’ moment of no way to explain or understand, these new threads of consciousness are perceived as a void or as boredom.

It is so much more.

It is a vibrational pulse of threads of life being released from the tangled mess of trauma to be threaded back into the unified field of creation that gives us life.

Completion.

The link to the March 7th, 2018 Unity of Care Community Telecall

https://instantteleseminar.com/events/105790449