2022.12.27. Angel Visitation
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h12.27.2022. Journal Entry 1
[since Chaco Canyon has been opened up for us to participate in as multidimensional beings…a story I am part of and have been embodying has opened me up into finally sharing…not something I do willingly as my own personal process I to do not see important unless relevant which it very much may be now}
It begins…
Interesting that this would be the day I would know I needed to get this in writing. It started a long time ago when a group of people gathered around me so I could exist here. I didn’t realize until my visitation this morning that my “getting in here” what we now might refer to as embodiment set up a body of work that I loosely term “restoring paradise”. *a footnote in the paragraph. Paradise is what once existed here. Maybe not everywhere but mostly because paradise here carried the original nature of the original design here where…
…. where everything is part of everything else {regardless of whatever mindsets have separated human beings from that awareness, that vitality, that beauty.
…where everything operates on behalf of everything else
…where everything is in relationship with everything else
…and everything together in different stages of awakening is always moving into the next greater whole.
[be clear all these words came later…but they came from where I came from and what I remember and what now is embodying again here on this planet at this time (my editor kept asking me, “Where is here?” So I leave where is here up to you.)
In the first recursion of embodiment, I was sheltered in a community that saw things that would be unbelievable and definitely misunderstood as they kept maintaining me in a human life until I could embrace a human life without risk to the BDW consciousness that existed as my awareness and my sense of reality. The care and tenderness and humanness that they took to make sure what I carried did not go away and yet making sure that I got to experience the everyday life of a human being was remarkable and worked.
Bit ago, I do not remember the exact time, but it was this year. It was a day when the RV was being towed to the repair shop, and my system [that means my emotional, mental, physical spiritual system] went through a shattering (“thank you my beloved Michelle from your book Pivot”}. A shattering is when your system begins to include more than just your locally recognized existence. For me, I shattered into “I am the tear of Maat” for several days. A gateway was opened, not to close again it would see. This can come with real physical actualities like an outrageous spike in blood pressure.*Another footnote in the paragraph…this is why the Field of Tantra Maat is a field that is held in the principles of Tantra and Maat. The Field was formed so that these shatterings when they would begin to occur did not break the person in the shattering. As a coherent community, the coherency could hold each other as we each together and individually moved [shattered sometimes] into the next greater whole. Michelle has/had people there for her. I have people who have with me created a coherent field {see in bold above – this capacity ‘restored’ creates a coherency, a unity that can take the impact of the expansion and not collapse to an extent that the person or the people cannot get to the other side into the next greater whole [the next greater whole carries more dimensional capacity]. The Field of Tantra Maat is a coherent field. There are others who have formed coherencies also. I am always busy finding them. *another footnote: The 3rd dimension is shattering its separation from the dimensionality of the totality of our whole system’s existence.
All that has led to this journal entry today. This is part of a story that was never told. Never given to a bard to sing a new song…until now…when there are many bards to sing it… as well as others now rising to remember and be sung.
We begin here for now…. 2022.11.11. Tobias’ response to Tantra’s question:
“Am I in the right direction of my life’s next engagement/work?”
Tobias speaking to the rest of Tantra’s Soul Family: “I’d like to speak to you. Soon, she won’t belong to you. She won’t even belong to herself. It’s very interesting you asked this question because perhaps none of you will belong to yourself that you’ve known anymore. Hers is just more urgent. I have been inside her mind the statement she said. “I seem to be in the wrong perception in getting thru the right door.” That’s what she can count on. This is a little bit true in some other of you but you see when she goes to configure something in the way she would have once configured it, it makes her brain buck and the place thought had been coming from starts coming from another place…dimensionally.
It came to me earlier when I might have been talking to Russ or Cynthia Marie, about this paper you all have with the 13 dimensions… will you make sure that I ask her to share it at least with all of you, but, definitely to some extent, it is clear far more than some others. The neural wiring of a brain is going beyond 3 D. This is a good conversation. You see there is accuracy in that the 4th Dimension became a nightmare…where the dream state, like the Aborigines who know that the dream state is reality and that the waking state is a dream. So, where things got deeply aberrated, in other words, human beings began to think the waking state was reality and the dream state was—your ability to dream was not.
Then we go to the 5th and 6th Dimensions and use that document that Being could counterbalance each dimension in a very effective way. Someone, Indigo Light is his name, but when what has happened, you all have up until now pursued expanding out beyond the 1,2, and 3 dimensions into the 4th because it was the problem.
I think she once said…” I think my hourglass has been turned upside down and now it’s right side up”. She was accurate because how it works here is how the 9 or 10 dimensions would be accurate on that sheet is repairing, you could say, in the terminology, it is repairing the whole dimensional system response.
Imagine, you can’t even comprehend that the 9th and 10th dimensions are infiltrating all the dimensions, and everything is resetting to the 9th, 10th, or 11th dimension. When that begins to occur for the human neural patterns, it is very hard for them to complete their day because up in the 9th, 10th, and 11th, reality doesn’t come from doing, reality comes from dreaming so your friend is dreaming but, she doesn’t know she is dreaming.
She thinks that she’s in reality. She thinks she’s awake, but she isn’t. She’s dreaming. It’s why I can take longer because she’s asleep, sound asleep right now. I could probably talk all night. [I was in a trance state at the time so Tobias could speak freely]
Her question if I would answer it for her is that she’s dreaming and for her in her aberration, as you all are experiencing, she thinks that it’s not ok to just dream. It’s somehow, she must be awake, and this will make her weird for a while. It is her psyche, it is her being, it is her soul to return to the dream from which all life manifests through many, many types of dimensional consciousnesses. You know, she wonders why she can’t go work out at the gym. It’s just not part of dreaming right now. Just not part of dreaming. I think this is sufficient for a response to the question.
Is it acceptable? I would like to go now. …. Must always share our stories.”
(I/we, I don’t think understood his last statement. Now at least for me, I know I understand because I am being driven to share a story that could not be told until now.)
Two days ago, on Christmas day, I went hiking with Danielle, an amazing being, and Keven an amazing funny wonderful somewhat unruly reservation dog. I have been experiencing the template of paradise here again and others have also. Then, we aren’t, the system is back in the illusion again. But there is a confidence now in those of us who are experiencing these state shifts that Tobias addressed above. This is not ego or personality driven. We are all finding ourselves observing our systems like being on a ship that we can trust even though we don’t understand the storms and the lulls of it all.
Then yesterday, I got sick. I am using the words carefully because I do have a fever and I do have thick white mucous when I cough or sneeze, but mostly I am sickly with no reserve for doing much of anything and sleeping a lot.
Then this morning, I woke and dragged myself out of bed to go to the bathroom. Keven immediately came into the bathroom and backup up between my legs as I was sitting on the toilet and stayed there looking up at me, rubbing his big, long-jawed head on my leg. I rubbed him and caressed him and kissed him and he responded by licking my face Our time together was so gentle and long with no hint of just trying to get me to get him breakfast. C had made sure if I needed anything she was completely available, and it felt so good. I asked her if she would take Keven with her when she walked her dog, Alfie.
I made Keven’s food and went back to bed. As I lay there, I could feel C with Alfie and Keven rounding the corner in front of my bedroom. I thought/felt/existed in, “I am in the beauty of the human family.” This unexplainable feeling of paradise that has been bubbling up and being present like a new ‘real’ filled in its absence and I was held in its state of existence again. I tried not to cry. First, because I might get sicker, but mostly to see if my body could stay held in the sweetness with no reaction to it.
Then, laying in bed, beside me my bed indented as a beautiful white angel glistening in a gown of snowflake-like lace material sat beside me and laid her hand on my arm. I tried not to cry still working with having no reaction so that my state of experience could embody a new norm in me—more fitting to being one with paradise.
I could feel she was tagging off of what Tobias said, which I can only remember a little bit of – about being in a dream. *hence I went back and got the script that Diane had transcribed and I added it above.
The angel’s words to me: “All these years you have used the phrase building and restoring matrices. In your imagery, your thought patterns were focused on building out into the cosmos, breaking the boundaries between the earth and the greater universe of which she and her forms are a part. While that was true, it was not that you were building out into the cosmos only to go out into the cosmos. [*footnote: which I think is an ascension confusion]
You and the people were also opening up the highways (my words for that which loves life here and is committed to it existing once again as a whole -paradise) so we can be with you [not just meaning me] again. Now you could say you [in our geopathic work] are establishing landing pads so we [of the realms of the beloveds – that which operates in the same coherency as the earth does] can share life with you here again [ as part of the expression of the multidimensional nature of our human design]. “
She said, “Don’t you remember Shasta? You know, they were able to come into the 3rd dimension because of what you all created. I’m able to come in today because of what you all have created [as a field phenomenon location].”
She stayed a long time until I felt strong enough to go into the kitchen to make my drink.
There persisted a feeling that a kind of weird paradise-possibility phenomenon also. I kept pondering this sickness I am in. I had a hint of thought,“ I just have to let the beauty come in and let it absorb itself in my cells.” I had the uncanny feeling that, that there was this molecular confusion going on and that maybe the rebuild is rebuilding of our molecular structure into – has to do with the only phrase I heard from a woman who died that was one of my clients, The Beauty Way, a modern tradition based on the template of existence the Navajo Indians pray as a traditional prayer.
By Sallie Bingham
The Navajo/Diné traditional prayer is called “The Beauty Way.” Here it is in Diné—the Navajo name for their nation—and translated into English.
In beauty, I walk
With beauty before me I walk
With beauty behind me I walk
With beauty above me I walk
With beauty around me I walk
It has become beauty again
It has become beauty again
It has become beauty again
It has become beauty again
Hózhóogo naasháa doo
Shitsijí’ hózhóogo naasháa doo
Shikéédéé hózhóogo naasháa doo
Shideigi hózhóogo naasháa doo
T’áá altso shinaagóó hózhóogo naasháa doo
Hózhó náhásdlíí’
Hózhó náhásdlíí’
Hózhó náhásdlíí’
Hózhó náhásdlíí’
You are invited to one of two or both World of Unity Zoom Gatherings.
One is an Americas & Australian Time Zone zoom World of Unity on January 4th, 2023
One is a European Time Zone zoom World of Unity on January 6th, 2023, if you feel called to this kind of story you may or may not be suspicious of the story like this you are beginning to live.
