Before I write my journal entry this morning that compelled me awake, I want to thank those of you doing the Emergent/embodiment work with the LOC-Institute. I think when you read this, you will know why?
I woke up at 5 am, 5:11 am to be exact so excited, I slipped out into Kea’s living room quietly to write. I usually write in a manner where I can frame things in a way that is somewhat comprehensive to a human being’s present mindset. But today I just thought, “I’ll just let it rip!” I so adore my contemporaries – men: Gregg Baden, David Manning, Joe Dispenza, Michael, to name a few. Women: Barbara Marx Hubbard, Lucia Renee, Inelia, Sandra, etc. And then those personally for me and the Field of Tantra Maat, that tend to us and where we tend to each other.
The work they/we/I do is not only delightful but essential. I knew early on that I was not here to be a public figure although to some extent I am but mainly not to work with the masses. I was looking through the lens of a cellular empath. I was looking for a cellular remembrance that some human beings still carry that, if awakened, the cellular system of humankind would rise again. I want to qualify the word humankind. In Damanhur and in the Gnostics i.e. in the traditions of the wisdom of Sophia, as well as other traditions, the divine spark is the cellular coding of the original nature of the original design of this planet and her forms – Maat – an exquisite part of this spark – harmony, symmetry, proportion, grace, beauty, balance and Tantra – the exquisite tantric nature of being part of both form and formless, planets and stars, flesh and spirit.
When I got here, I instantly knew something was terribly wrong. It took me years of listening to the coherence of language within my mind that came from beyond the frameworks of thought that simply made me feel awful, separate, lowly, broken, weak….etc. It wasn’t that this other ‘voice’ I called it made me feel wonderful, or strong. It was more that I felt whole and part of something I wanted to experience myself as part of again.
It took me a while to wiggle my way out of the mental matrixes that compelled me into scenarios of perception that were not only self-destructive but destructive to life. Unbeknownst to me at the time, my cellular system found a way to still sparkle with what connected me to Life around me and beyond me. Eventually, this cellular remembrance had me back in the ecstasy of the exquisiteness of the universe both here and beyond. Now I am simply more cognitively aware and cognitively articulate, awakened into what lies beyond the broken mindsets human beings mostly exist in. An interesting memory for me was that I had not believed so much that was told to me…starting with the ‘fall of man’. From early on, say five years old, it just didn’t make sense, that humanity “fell from grace”. It more looked like something had taken grace from them. Maybe not all human beings. That I will never know, but I could tell the planet whose matter of body from which we were formed as well as the from the material of the stars in the heavens did not point to that as so. I could tell human beings’ cellular matter was designed to shine and play and wonder and wander in the beauty of what had been created here. There seemed to be wisdom in the cells that carried what I call paradise. Perhaps not the stories about paradise told here but paradise as a garden of joy and wonder and constant adventure to engage in.
That is the background of what woke me up before the Activation/Transmission tonight to let my fingers race across the keyboard, with me a bit irritated that I know I will need to reread to check the phrases are intact. [and I did]
For a few months now, the Activation/Transmissions have been the product of an Activation that blew through me several months ago that I simply put out, “Come!” and people came. The excitement!
Let me explain. Humankind is a one-soul species. That means we are a ‘we’ made up of many ‘I’s. We carry a shared soul. Geneticists would say we are symbiotic…and get [got] ill when our cellular system can [could] no longer register our oneness. What we were created from might have had conflicting intentions. I will let you work on that one. Nonetheless, we were created and we seem to carry both a capacity for separation and hate as well as a capacity for unity and love. This is a cellular dilemma that human beings are working through. Some seem to thrive on separation and hate and others seem to thrive on unity and love. Most are in the in-between. Since my recall upon my arrival from out there somewhere was the ‘unity and love’ part, I found this place as well as myself quite a quandary.
I, like you, however, have been re-membering and my re-membering has a lot to do with that divine spark in my and your cellular makeup being restimulated to recall the exquisiteness of this one-soul species. The tricky part and I am going to not go into it much but imagine for a minute frequency. Kea and I went to her storage unit yesterday to get boxes out of storage for her home and the security alarm was blaring. Nothing was wrong but our ears couldn’t take it. The frequency was deafening. Imagine that something happened to the frequency base of play and fun and wonder and all the juicy things a child is before the frequencies that deafen humankind click in when a child reaches the age of socialization or has lived in the abuse of the socialization of human beings – to do – to shop – to be mesmerized – to operate according to what you are told is real. That was a mouthful but it felt great to write it that way. You might want to reread it slowly.
You see, in an Activation/Transmission, we are, for an hour, in the frequency of our one-soul specieshood. Where some of us are weak others as strong…a coherency occurs where the extra energy that some have, restores others who at that moment are in lack. This is the one light of the divine sparks in all of us. A few months ago. I am seeing if I recorded it, I felt it ‘the body of humankind’. When the body, not the personality, but the body is back in coherency with its one-soul specieshood, humankind that carries this wisdom-base of paradise emerges embodied. The body is where the spirit and the flesh are one. When the body no longer carries the frequency of its spirit, it gets ill. This is what so many of us are at work on. When the frequency of the flesh’s spirit restores, the body emerges in a new reality of being that cannot be explained but is super cool when the awareness of it emerges.
On a side note, the Activation/activations and engagements are the only thing I do on a personal level. My interest these days is the Magis, the Guardians, and the Beloveds re-membering themselves again and becoming the activity of Creation that they are designed to be – as a being that lays beyond the right and wrong of human doing.
Now the Activation/Transmissions are, because of the people attending and listening, responding to the material of the flesh as well as the frequency of the spirit in each individual. I find it fascinating that the attention now is to the symbiotic strength of this one-soul species’ body.
BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL EMBODIMENT of those who carry this unity/love code is emergent.
The fun and the play have just begun. This is not frivolous. Fun and play are the nature of being. Ask any dolphin. These natures of our Being simply begin to re-member and respond to the original nature of the wisdom of paradise here.
All these trials and tribuations have given us learning. And – we are learned. We are learning to navigate the broken matrixes of what people do in those broken systems and to not be lured or harmed by the discordant frequencies of hate and separation.
Now, to my delight, in the Activation/Tranmissions, the Body of Humankind that exists in the dimensions of love and unity is embodying and we get to support that in our being present to what is emergent. That is the magic of human beings. What we are present to and opened up to can emerge and be restored in us for we have given it a place.
Hence, my friends, my waking up at 5:11 am to get this written.
I love you,