I am aware that we can create a new lens so we can see a new world. This will be a gift to our minds, our bodies, and to our worlds. There must be many of us who will take the leap.
I would like to say good-bye. Many of you on my mailing list have been with me for over 30 years. I have been with you in many ways. We began our spiritual journey together. We were in Sanctuary in the Washington, DC area together. We played and learned at our Sanctuary in the farmlands of upper Ohio. We have gone to Ireland together and most recently to Damanhur. I have been with you as loved ones died, hearts were broken, victories were won. I love that in our time together your life became clearer and your path became more possible. I was there for so many things and being able to be there has been as source of great fulfillment in my life. I have now done courses, consults, talks, activations, vision quests and other things for well over half of my life. And then, a depth began to overtake me that I have not known before. I entered a time of transition.
I went on a sabbatical to see who I am now. I experience what gives my life joy and meaning now. What I want to let go of and keep now. Today, October 31st, is the last of day of my sabbatical. As Pete Seegar says,
To everything (turn, turn, turn)
There is a season (turn, turn, turn)
And a time to every purpose, under heaven
A time to be born, a time to die
A time to plant, a time to reap
A time to kill, a time to heal
A time to laugh, a time to weep
To everything (turn, turn, turn)
There is a season (turn, turn, turn)
And a time to every purpose, under heaven
I knew that I am entering into a new time for me. I love to work and will continue but I want to narrow my path to take care of what my twilight years are to be a part of. I am called to respond to Spirit in wonderful and life fulfilling ways:
New for me is to focus on the Maturing of our Consciousness in those of us who are twilight years: The privacy with our own existence.
I would like to tell you about what it is like to enter the twilight of your life. It is beautiful. Many of you who have been with me for so long are in this twilight experience that comes to all of us before the next dawn. I would like to take care of these years ahead and be there with you if you find yourself interested in the richness of your own private existence. I know that money is often a limiting factor for those whose lives have entered the twilight of their lives. I will accommodate that. I would love to move in our timeline between 69 and 109 in a magical, life-enhancing, and fulfilling way so that what had each came to earth is left behind woven as a gift into that invisible reality that lays beneath the surface of the everyday life and influences the world’s thoughts and actions. There are two essential factors in aging. One is to embrace the gifts inherent in the privacy of your twilight years. The second is knowing when you leave that you have poised yourself for your next journey. Do not try to mess with me about this! Every tradition and now science knows that our consciousness carries on. Tending to our next recursion of existence is essential. It is a journey that is designed to start around 70 when your internal world begins to seek your companionship and become a rich fertile existence until the day you close your eyes and journey through the night sky to your next existence.
I exist to evolve, as do you. We couldn’t ‘not evolve’ even if we wanted to. As Werner Erhard, founder of est and transformational technology says, “It is best to ride the horse in the direction it is going.”
We are in a time of evolving out of the world we were born into and the reality that we have now into setting the stage for new ways of existing that will be born out of the dying of the old. I love evolution, not Darwin’s, but the evolving of the human spirit more and more into heaven on earth. Heaven on earth, not a religion but a truth, is what the promise of this planet is and the promise of her forms, of which, it would be wise to remember, that we are one of those forms.
Imprinting the field with our evolving consciousness is a juicy life enhancing journey for me. It is the one gift every human being can leave behind.
I do not live for my only one life. I am alive for all time on behalf of all life. I am not the only one.
As I move forward on my journey, I notice I am more and more drawn to those who use their challenges, their confusions, and the instincts and sensitivities they can’t ignore to evolve beyond what has compromised their existence and cost them their joy.
While, there is an erratic chaotic perpetuation of victimhood on this planet, even in the evidence that supports victimization, there are those that do not fall victim to its path and thrive in their love of life even in the worst of circumstances. Here is where I can play. In the field of Creation ‘beyond all right or wrong doing’*.
Thank you, Rumi.
I have the precious gift of the young [ages 5 through 68] engaging with me who are very committed to evolving into being in the wonders of this beautiful place we found ourselves in. And, taking on the rigor and joy of evolving beyond the reality we were born into. In the Spirals of Being, the age ranges from those in their twenties to those in their eighties.
So far, what I am providing monthly, I will continue to provide, but only for those who are committed to evolving into the future of the life of this planet and her forms…again heaven on earth.
In these changing times, one of the most powerful activities of our lives is our evolving consciousness. It does not matter our circumstances, our point of view, our outer activities for all of these may be changing with no ability on our part to stop that change. The ability to be awake and consciously conscious connected to and moving with the wonder of our Creation is essential as the world as we have known it is passing in a new world. The dying world is working some things out, caught in the inevitability of its own evolution– sometimes in a more than difficult way. As these next few years unfold, our own lives become the fertile field of our existence. We go inward. We look for signs and connections of the reality behind the scenes that is building the foundation of a rising future as what no longer provides life declines and dies away. Both in us and in our reality. We engage. We find. We keep. We have. Miracles or miracles are at hand.
Halloween’s origin came from many places. In central and southern America, Día de Muertos , the Day of the Dead, has roots go as far back as the Aztec times honoring a goddess, The Lady of the Dead. Samhain, a Celtic festival, is a celebration and preparation for the dying season so the new life can be born in the spring.
There is a skeleton in our modern closet that so many modern people fear. Death, dying, things we have counted on going out of existence, loss of loved ones, end of life as we have known it, change, what we are attached to going out of existence. Tonight, I will purposely not celebrate horror stories that evoke fear of skeleton, ghosts, or other spirits of the dead. Whether they exist or not, I leave to you. What matters is that this day is no longer held in the power of the sacred that once kept the life of a human being sacred. Scared not sacred. It is enough. The spiritual deficit of our world is killing us. These three days, October 31st, November 1st, and November 2nd were for thousands of years, times to stop the mad rush of life and be with what has died and who has died. But more importantly, preparing for letting that which is to go out of existence be an activity of celebration.
Sitting here in my favorite motel on the beach in Fort Bragg, I realize it is no accident that my ten day long sabbatical ends tonight, a night of celebration of death.
As you grow older, whether you are conscious of it or not, you begin the transition toward the dying season. Just as winter does not suddenly come upon us and we are thrust into oblivion the dying season does not start when your body is dying. The dying season is always there as a sacred act of life.
In 1994, I had an incredibly real experience with a Being who told me about these times. It is my belief that one of the reasons I was contacted is because I carry an empathic relationship with the cellular systems of human beings. What does that mean? It means that I can hear and empower the activity of the cells. The cells are like a mega-computer system that carries the memory of what had us come here and what is stored within us that is extraordinary even though it is often suppressed by our local reality but is rising to the surface at this time. I knew after this moment in time to begin to activate these deeper systems.
Now we in the prophetic times that the Being spoke to me about and there was one instruction and one instruction only. “These times have been coming for thousands of years. Help people to not be afraid.” I not only took that to heart, I have worked diligently through designing the Creation Exercises and working with the ability to recognize and become part of realities of unity that exist in the fabric of our existence. I knew that the inner system for remembrance needed to be strong enough to not let the circumstances or the dramatic shifts that would occur take people out, but that they could ride the ark of their being through the storm into the unfoldment of new realities.
The awareness of what the Being was speaking to emerged as I watched the cellular memory of the solar system attempt to awaken back into connection with the energetic nature of your Being several years ago. This created the Solar Plexus Activations. Then I watched as the Spirit and the Flesh began to seek to be in unity again. I created the Spirit/Flesh Activations. A year ago, I recognized a greater spectrum of Self beginning to press open our limited personality systems as the sense of self we have carried has gotten too small a fit with who we really are. This began the Metamorphic Evolutionary Dimensionalisation Activations.
My appreciation is deep for the people who participated all these Activations. Together we have nourished the noosphere of human thought…the collective thought of all humanity evolving out of a chaotic moment of darkness that will usher us into a better Light. Human Thought and Human Being are the new horizons of humanity. The higher octave of humanity’s design to be in unity with all life, their spirit, their flesh, their mind, their Being is underneath everything rising to the surface.
As others listen to the different series, they increase the higher octave of unity that is rising in themselves and the collective, a mission that began when that Being told me to not have fear stop this cellularly evolutionary moment.
Human Thought and Human Being are the new horizons of humanity. The higher octave of humanity’s design is to be in unity with all life, their spirit, their flesh, their mind, their Being. Pierre Teihard de Chardin coined the phrase noosphere because he knew that the human system was the next system to evolve in our time. Barbara Marx Hubbard capitalized on it in her work and The Field by Lynne McTaggart furthered this next recursion of our humanity.
My capacity is to give the cellular system a boost so that the deeper nature of what you are can rise and what you are designed to be in its fullness becomes active. There is strength, vibrancy, and capacity in what you are designed to be. Your deeper nature activated reduces stress. You more and more feel vibrant with your own presence.
What this world has described humanity to be is not real. Human beings are the transmission of the spirit in flesh, the unity of spirit and flesh/matter and energy, vast dimensional beings who can experience so much in so many ways. The mechanism of our flesh is beginning to reinstate itself as an expression of spirit through our cellular remembrance. I promise this is true.
In 2011, I began to do Transmissions then Activations so that the primitive nature of the flesh that reacts rather than responds could mature and re-member. Now, as we begin the Cellular Activations, we are at the threshold of what I can now feel in your cells. I could call it a code, an imprint, a design. I am not sure what word fits best.
As Elektra began the path in Tools to Thrive of transmitting to people the magic of their systems, my own consciousness began to wrap around what was happening in the interior of our spirit/flesh system…our body. Today after speaking with Elektra about what this month was about in the support of the interior system of human beings, I went into a deep metastate. I realized that both Elektra and I are being called by Creation and are responding because the deeper eternal nature of Creation is becoming active in your cellular system again.
I know awakening is not for everyone, but it is for some. It is fine if you want to adhere to the culture of the day which is all about the surface world, but your cells are in another conversation about becoming part of the end game that rises after what has been suppressed and hidden from view is sorted. Your deeper system is calling to be established in a higher ordered playing field. I am responding to that.
Now let’s begin…cellular activations.
For those of you who have worked with me all these years, and for those of you who will work with me in the time to come, I have changed my consults times to the deep silence of the morning.
In human history, there are the moments when the deepest underpinnings of what human beings have organized as life begin to go through change. These are chaotic times. Often basic human decency takes a hit, and yet at the same time the desire for the value of life rises.
In the recent months, I have noticed that the sounds in the collective human consciousness are louder and often more frantic. The days in the collective mind are rampant with confusion and concern stomping out the silence that human beings usually draw from during stressful times. Depth of connection to one’s deepest nature becomes more needed. The ability to hear and stabilize what is real for each of us becomes more dominant. Finding time for the stillness and the silence away from the cacophony of the surface mind becomes essential.
I have worked for fifty two years doing consults for human beings. These consults matter to me. They anchor people in themselves and strengthen the basic constitution of a person’s commitment to life and what there is to do and be in a given time. They deserve the best time to make the deepest difference.
I have carved out a place for this sacred act of being with you in a time of calm and quiet. I have set my times, for awhile, in the early morning for me. 5am, 6:30am, 8am PST. This shifts the consults from just something to do during the day at the effect of the chaotic needs of others, into being with you in a time of deeper connection. In this depth of calm, before the rattle of the day begins, you and I can stop and take account. We can use our hour together to really stabilize the future where you are standing.
While many of you are overseas or in later time zones, it will not matter. I will be in the silence before the day blinks awake here. I am so looking forward to this.
I have dealt in the sacredness of a human life forever. The secular world stomps out the sacred in supposed need-to-dos not realizing giving space for the sacred moments of being with ours and another’s existence is worthy of respect. These sacred moments of connection provide an amazing strength, stamina, and capacity for life.
This is what I honor and plan to take care of.
Join me…in your sacred connection to life.