Tomorrow night will be the Voice of the Magi. Why I am sending out this invitation the day before the call is because in an active Field of Creation you are in a living story. You don’t plan to go to the movies ten months away. You plan in a short period of time because the movie you want to see and experience is up ‘in the field’ in your coming days. We used to be the movies, the stories, the carriers of the living spirit of Creation – the voice of the Magi is just that…Up in the Field of Creation. We are now the living stories unfolding…
I, Magi is a state of Being, an archetype of human magic and psychic phenomenon that every human being called by the word Magi and the word magic carries within them. Not a personality profile, but an archetypical remembrance that is calling for manifestation in our human world.
Nothing is more difficult for me than to speak into a reality that does not recognize the higher order of personalities that human beings once existed as and the role those archetypical personas played in shaping the consciousness of paradise here.
The Activity of I, Magi works to access through ‘mental perception’ the theta level of consciousness. The theta level is considered the twilight level of consciousness where great thinkers drifted off to sleep at this level of consciousness and brought back ingenious and innovative ideas into the culture of Human Beings. In this twilight level of consciousness, we also are part of multi-dimensional realms that operate in larger patterns of awareness than the present human culture presently makes room for. You have multi-dimensional persona archetypes that ‘think’ with different processes of thought.
Besides the fact it just being fun to be aware of ourselves as more expanded personality systems than the girdle of limited personalities that keep us so tightly bound to survival that we can’t explore who we are as part of the greater universe.
Some people are beginning to awaken into these persona capacities. I just want to make a place for the self-discovery and self-awareness available for these more expanded personas of ourselves to rise.
These persona activities of the Meta-Self that operates beyond the limitation of your present ‘I’ are part of The Emergent Self, the Multi-Persona Activations, and Setting Up Your Field with me.
I, Magi is also a Self Study and Self-Training that you can purchase at any time as a whole or go to the store to purchase individual classes that you can join into in the classes and ask questions and have discussions about what you are present to and what you have opened up into through your work with your I, Magi archetype.
For those of you who have been participating in I, Magi, please come to the call with observations and questions.
For those of you moving with Us on Behalf of Life toward the Activation on the 25th, Thank you.
What is it to be living the future rising in the present? Imagine that you have stepped into a theater. You can’t get into the main theater but you can hear through the walls….What would you think? What would you feel?
an excerpt from You as the Mind of Creation
Intimacy — what does that word elicit for you?
Closeness? Friendship? Sex?
Now, include more in this definition. Imagine a BDW landscape, a whole field of life-enhancing sensations and responses. More BDW than the largest landscape that you can imagine. Now imagine all of our physical worlds as part of this landscape. Now take a life-enhancing emotion that you have experienced and BDW it. The more the BDW, the more you experience this landscape of existence. This ‘depth of field’ in the MetaMind of Creation, for human beings, is Intimacy.
What might be the states of ‘being intimate’ with another, with oneself, and with Creation?
Could Intimacy be a Source Space where Creation and human beings uniquely meet from which we can draw our capacity to emote?
Could Intimacy be part of the MetaMind of Creation that gives human beings the capacity to swim in the energies of Creation through their physical form?
You cannot swim in the ocean if you do not have an ocean to swim in. If you do not comprehend there is an ocean to swim in and what the sensations and body responses are to swimming, you might be terrified to even consider it.
A Prayer from Blue Wolf & Diane Bennett to the Tribe on One People
and The Field of Tantra Maat that tends it.
In the attic of my life full of cloudy dreams unreal
full of taste no tongue can know…and lights no eyes can see…
when there was no ear to hear…
You Sang to Me
I have spent my life seeking all that’s still unsung
Bent my ear to hear the tune and closed my eyes to see
when there were no strings to play…
You Played to me
In the Book of Love’s own Dream
where all the print is blood
where all the pages are my days…
and all my lights grow old
when I had no wings to fly…
You Flew to Me
You Flew to Me
In the secret space of dreams
where I dreaming lay amazed…
when the secrets all are told
and the petals all unfold…
when there was no dream of mine…
You Dreamed of me…
And the Field of Creation Replied…
I just received masculine and feminine gifts from two of my beloveds that take care of the deepest and most profound aspects of life.
I sobbbbbbeeeeeddddd….a loneliness rose up in me that was all of us who love this planet and her forms…
….an agony beyond measure that has to stay stilled to still care and navigate all waters that have led to tortured seas.
A love that careens my heart and tears that tear open my skin….
This is what happened in your words…
It was good to feel these feelings
….and the need for their truth no more…
Tantra Maat
We are in Craving Template 6 and Craving Template 7, Embodiment, and their accompanying Observing Templates. Here is the offer from the Language of Consciousness Institute for you to take advantage of at this time. You may not understand what embodiment is but your body does and it needs its Self, not your present identification. Promise. The Creation Templates are, in a way, a quick fix. Calming the mind we discover the mind is in our body and that when our body is reunited with Creation we move in synchronicity with what is unfolding not fighting our mind but being our Mind of Creation.
An Offer for these Times: Guidebook for Templates 7 & Mentoring Support
Tantra Maat is offering daily support to all of us in helping our bodies thru this critical time of embodiment. She recommends the writing of Template 7. The Language of Consciousness Institute has created a special offer for you to support you in the writing of Template 7 during this time of transmutation and embodiment. This offer is for the time the Field of Tantra Maat is at work in supporting our body/brain and minds moving into the next greater whole. The Activation is on May 25th and we will complete our work together with the Templates by May 30th.
In this offer, you receive the Guidebook for Template 7 plus a 30 minutes mentoring session by an Advocate of the Institute plus free entrance into the May 15th Template Wisdom Gathering! Normally this is a $56 value. Until May 25th, 2022. you pay only $35.
This Guidebook for Template 7: Embodiment provides material discussing: Template 7- Who Are You in the Matter?; Human Spirals of Consciousness; Embodiment thru Frequencies and Sound’; The Guidelines for Template 7 ; The Template 7; the Observing Template, as well as the LOC Glossary.
We are in Craving Template 6 and Craving Template 7, Embodiment, and their accompanying Observing Templates. Here is the offer from the Language of Consciousness Institute for you to take advantage of at this time. You may not understand what embodiment is but your body does and it needs its Self, not your present identification. Promise. The Creation Templates are, in a way, a quick fix. Calming the mind we discover the mind is in our body and that when our body is reunited with Creation we move in synchronicity with what is unfolding not fighting our mind but being our Mind of Creation.
If you already own the Guidebook for Template 7, you can purchase individual mentoring on our mentoring page.
In the planetary field of Tantra Maat, we are all guests of a Field of Consciousness. As guests of a Field of Consciousness, we experience consciousness in its movement [Template 6 of the Creation Templates] and, from time to time, particularly now. We are in the current of a shift in Consciousness that is happening in the movement of Creation Itself.
We are in those times. We have been in these times before. The Old Testament that all the to-date major religions hold to have great validity. Plague, Floods, Forces from Heaven, etc began to move the very foundation within which human life occurred.
In the Field of Tantra Maat, there is an active force. It is a generating principle of Creation itself.
Creation operates on behalf of All LIfe and what has All Life exist as whole. Tantra is the governing force of so above/so below. Maat is the governing force of harmony, symmetry, balance, proportion, beauty, and grace – all words we have objectified and no longer have a relationship with the power of these forces in a human life – assuming we are the only source of force. And yes, I have that name because I chose to operate and be embodied in those governing forces.
How foolish!
In the last few weeks – there has been a ‘ripple in the Force’ or better said there are forces of moving into the next recursion of Creation quickening. It has been there a long time but now it is affecting the human biological system in real ways.
Embodiment is a great mystery and one that we can actually use our minds to explore. It would be amazing to see what actually happens to the brain when the right and left hemispheres of the brain lose their ability to communicate with each other. What happens when imagination and rationale are separated from one another and our higher mind seeks to come online. I wonder? Would our body degrade? Would our thoughts diminish? Would our hearts ache? Would life force energy no longer be able to be sustained by the very flesh we were born into?
I am instigating in the planetary field of people who are part of the activity in the Field of Tantra Maat to move with me the next couple of weeks before the Activation on May 25th, 2022. Then to come together and together see if we can begin to restore our higher mind that is seeking to constitute our local brain. You are welcome to join us through the Facebook Page Sacred Space for Rest and Courage.
There is a purpose for this that you may not be able to comprehend. Do you know that the human being is a symbiotic creature? That is not designed to be separate from itself. Spiritually, many advanced spiritual teachings speak of the human as a One Soul Being.
I am going to present thoughts between today and the Activation to stimulate the neural wiring of our brain so that the brain matter can restore its spirit-based capacity. Our body – the metapoint of spirit and flesh – no longer wishes to be separated from itSelf. Self here is the design of a MetaSelf that knows itSelf as a so above/so below Self…not only a survival-based automaton that is driven by needs that do not last past one lifetime.
Many humans are beginning to recognize this. Others’ minds and bodies are caught in the local stories.
Our brain manages our Higher Being and its mystical thought patterns that have the so above/so below Self moves with Creation…here…where I am ‘restoring paradise’. ‘Restoring paradise’ includes restoring the functions of our brain that allow us to not always be caught in thinking that ‘here’ is ‘not’ paradise. It may not be a paradise for humans mesmerized by that which goes against life here, but it is a paradise for everything else here…trees, fruits, vegetables, animals, fishes, rainbows, etc. All you have to do is look at the sky, the trees, the waters, colors, textures, babies, and smells. Paradise is everywhere.
I warned people a few years ago that the Self of your Being no longer cared to be shrinkwrapped in lower brain waves and limited energy capacity flesh. Well, here we are and here Self is.
Way beyond what I can capture here.
The CreateAWorld YouTube Channel every Friday at 9 am MDT right now is dedicated to not finding answers but opening up into shared conversations where the brain can THINK AGAIN – not THINK ABOUT, BUT THINK. If we can think, ponder, wonder, explore, contemplate, consider, dwell on, and chew over…our neural pathways can bring us new thought that operates in a higher functioning mind that deals with its unity with all life and what has us exist as whole. Something is happening and I/we are tracking it… while most are not. And we are massaging our brain this way bringing the two hemispheres into harmony and balance.
THIS IS WHAT IS TRYING TO HAPPEN NOW.
Before many of us, most of you, not knowing it, handled ‘being here’ by being out of body not in that body. Now people are having had heart palpitations, TIAs, and/or solar plexus hyperactivity. We are coming online and it requires returning to ourselves as bodies – the MetaBody of Spirit and Flesh. We are symbiotic and need to be in a collective awareness not thinking the same thing but not being separated from what we are as we have been eons before now.
The invitation: I will be working within the Field of Tantra Maat pointedly for the next 15 days. I will be posting in our global community what I will be posting here and will be posting on Sacred Space for Rest and Courage on Facebook. All this leads up to the Activation on the 25th.
I am posting this invitation on my personal Facebook page but it will be the only time. The rest of the 15 days will be posted on Sacred Space.
The Language of Consciousness Institute is putting together an offer for those who think they are evolving, embodying, emergent, transmuting, and upleveling. I will post that soon in these missives. For all of us, we need to pay attention. The body is our house here not our horse. It is rising as a MetaBody. Just like a MetaSelf is the so above/so below of our sense of Self. The MetaBody is the so above/so below of our Being Here Now.
“Not only was I amazed by the substance of the treatment I received from Sandra, it was the knowledge and wisdom of a being who clearly is not influenced by what other human beings are influenced by…leaving her free to not only heal but repair reality itself.” Tantra Maat
Sandra Fernandez was born in Malaga, Spain. She lived for a while in Nepal and then moved to the Saharan Dessert in 2017 where she now lives, and where The Institute of Quantum Bioengineering is based. [a Spanish language website]
From a young age, she had deep and strict training with Masters of several Shamanic lineages, Yoga, Buddhism, Kabala, and started her healing practice at the age of 19. She was the director of an International Holistic Center in the city of Marbella, Spain for 13 years. During that time, she looked for better, more effective tools that would allow people to heal quickly and help dissolve human and planetary suffering and pain.
Her task seeks to shift the planetary paradigm to one where the main processor of the information of reality is the consciousness of the heart, going from thinking to feeling and discovering the pulse of the heart is a way into valuable information for healing and transformation. She calls this the ‘Quantum Toroidal Pulse’.
She has created 12 different specialties based on the ‘Quantum Toroidal Pulse’, and together with the international team of teachers in the Quantum Bioengineering Institute, offers workshops, monographs, and conferences, as well as training for therapists and teachers.
She dedicates a good part of her time to the research of human consciousness and the evolution, of ancestral places and cultures. She organizes retreats, planetary node activations in places of power around the planet such as Nepal, India, Thailand, Tibet, Morocco, and Mexico, and is currently a teacher of Quantum Bioengineering in several countries, besides her therapeutic practice.
Her planetary work includes solidarity projects that cover a wide spectrum, from the needs of nomads in Morocco to gender violence, children kidnapping, bioenergetic nodes activation for the liberation from subjugation in Africa, among others. Together with her therapist team, she practices monthly therapy for world peace and evolution.
The Time of a Meta-Cognitive Mind in Unity with Creation
Thursday, April 7th through Saturday, April 9th, 2022
There is a new kind of time happening. I call it Be Here Now Time. There is, at this time, nothing you can think that equates to the incredible capacity within your own mind of time before you. That relationship is essential for choices, perceptions, decisions, actions.
I feel that this is a very important piece of work. We will be doing activations. You will be opening up part of your mind that are multi-dimensional cognitively. Your ability to experience yourself as Self shedding the skin of separation and opening yourSelf up into a sense of personality that spans much more territory of Being than has been available before
In one weekend we re-orient you into Timeless Time…a multi-dimensional kind of time that has you be part of what is rising, not what is falling away. You will also experience your multidimensional nature and your Sense of Self that is seeking a place in your present personality.
We are in a Meta-Moment….becoming part of new Meta-Realities…..and new Meta-States of Consciousness that we will get to enjoy and love as we become part of Timeless Time.
I only address what is up. What is forming in the so above/so below of New Futures Rising. You will know if this is yours to do.
Some partial scholarships are available.
As 2022 began I knew it was mine to give the realms of so above/so below back a place here. This is what a human being is designed to be…give Creation a place.
Each of us carries the codes of what I call paradise. It is Time for that Time to be…here…
How I trick myself into writing is I say I will write 1000 words and I will not think about what I am writing. That usually does the trick.
Keven, my daughter’s dog, and I went to walk at Veteran’s Memorial Part first for an hour. That helped. It is fun to let him explore, and I am just along for the leash and expressively ‘the ride’. Then I went back to the house and picked up my computer and my tea and he and set out for Elena Gallegos Park area cradled in my mother mountains The Sandias. The Sandias are ridges of breasts, quiet, still, deep, and nourishing. I am vibrationally safe here not from harm but from being around people who during moments like this are still operating in the norm. I have a tendency – well beyond a tendency – to bother them, and without their meaning to, I am bothered by them. What happens to me in my communion with Creation isn’t people-centric. I go through shifts and changes to become one with Creation. It isn’t a mental massage of disconnected-from-reality thought. It is real for me. I hardly know there is a human being present. It is just that vibrationally sounds, and movements become hyper accentuated. My nervous system is at the effect of being scathed by a sensitivity much like my nervous system being scraped by sandpaper. My multi-dimensional system is caught between the collapsed field of disharmony in the 3 D that we were born into and the vibrational orchestra of which I have become a part of.
It is simply rough in those moments.
It hasn’t happened in a long time, sounds increase in volume 1000%, and if someone is in a conversation then the energy and activity of the conversation bleed into me without my ability to shut out the cellular impact of the conversation or the person’s history or dilemma or agitation. When I have become part of Creation in whatever is occurring, then my own multi-dimensional field organizes to tend to existence in multi-dimensional manners including 3D. It is like a great playground of connection and cool. I had just never been actually in a shared space with space beings and their spaceship. My system has not yet acclimated to it in my consciousness and in my body. But it will. It always amazes me that human beings only define reality as human and human actions and human issues. When you have your multidimensional intelligence, there just isn’t much thought about the human process only about what you are connecting in is SO MUCH MORE!
I think today if I hadn’t been in the workshop with Sandra of Quantum Bioengineering, I might have never had a cognizant ability to comprehension what was going on with me, and in that would not only stayed at the effect of it but not been able to manage it effectively which I can now.
I want to thank Elektra Porzel, the head of our Language of Consciousness Institute, for recognizing my fragility and being so perfect in her voice, her mannerisms, and her care. She is always like that for me when she realizes I am ‘in a state’. She knows that what is occurring in my normal driver personality lays beyond the interpretation of the day and has an uncanny way of operating perfectly. You feel so alone in your humanity when you are first dimensionalized in a new manner and to have someone there for your humanity as your system is regulating into a higher frequency capacity in your physical body is a gift. Thank you, Elektra, and thank you Sandra and the ‘team’.
I wish I was back in Sanctuary with Russ and Deb tending to me the way they did for years. I embodied because of them and a few others. It is what gives me the capacity to bridge between the 3D limited space a multi-dimensional human being finds themselves smothered in. And I can set up field phenomenon to have their sense of self exist beyond the broken aspects of 3D and be beautifully dimensional which is what a human being is.
You see, I came in multi-dimensional. My problem was being able to be embodied in the 3D. I am not the only one. It is good to know that are more people recognizing this about themselves now. I love to work with every human being that takes on the challenge and the gift of restoring their multi-dimensional system. It is what has me able to write in my journal what I discovered in Sandra’s workshop that had me realize what was going on with me and what I had found myself thrown into before our CreateAWorld YouTube time this morning. Thank goodness.
I told C this morning I was nervous. It is not that I am never nervous like I said to her and said on CreateAWorld. It was that I was not used to being the kind of nervous I was struggling with before the call. I also texted Elektra because we were going to work on the Introduction piece to You as the Mind of Creation book and I needed her to know I seemed to be “still shaky’ after my time with the space beings and their spaceship Monday evening. We shifted our time around so we could read through the document and also make it in time for Sandra’s workshop.
Sandra’s asked us to write down our observations while she was going through what she does as she asks us questions. I began to realize that my nervousness had a source that I did not recognize until I began to answer the questions. I realized that I had awakened into my morning with my nervous system not able to make the leap back into 3D. Usually in the past…a long time ago…I would simply become fatigued from the hyper oscillation rate but since my body is now capable of being the tuning fork of spirit and flesh, I was not fatigued. I was just nervous in a manner I could not access, and I seemed to at the effect of not being able to calm down like I usually can. I understand what it is like to feel the power of the universe move into my body and to realign beyond the 3D for what I Am as part of the universe doing what is mine to do as part of that.
I knew that somehow what was going on was associated with the three people coming on the call. They were each in the frequency fields of the two young avatars, Sandra and Matias, of whom they were going to share 2022.02.22. projects that were correlate to field building as part of the awakening up into unity process of humanity. I was just surprised to feel myself more in the vibrational frequencies of the call than in the ‘human beings sharing’ of the call.
It was about a half hour before the call when it began. All the sounds in the house became a roar, disturbing chaotic roaring vibrations permeating the walls, my body, the very molecules of matter. It was horrendous. I realized part of it was coming from a phone call going on in another room so I turned on music on my Bose soundbox as loudly as I could to create a buffer between the room I was in and the sound penetrating every atom of the house and my room. It reminded me of the feeling in the water in the mineral pool Monday night when I couldn’t find gravity. I was only atoms swirling in timeless space and all I could do was try to move and flop around until everything hopefully calmed down and I could manage space and time in the 3D effectively. This time it wasn’t gravity, it was sound and the vibratory frequencies that you sometimes are aware of when someone is sitting in a cafe talking on their cellphone as if no one else is around. Only this was a roar that I couldn’t shut out of my body, and I had to. I had to find my way to my computer and find a stillpoint that seemed unachievable, which is usually a piece of cake. Somehow, I had to make the sound stop in my office and/or find a way to break the transmission. It was all instinct. That was all I was present to. I kicked a brick holding the door open where the sound was coming from and then slammed the door. It worked. I was back in time and moving with getting on the call in a timely manner at 5 minutes before the top of the hour.
I did not realize that time was an element of the issue, and I still am not sure I can describe what I mean. I know that Time operates differently in different dimensions. That I am used to. I know that what was flipping me between dimensional time sequences was the event Monday night with the spaceship that moved between gravity time and probably black hole time. I just didn’t realize I was still in the riff of it until Sandra asked the question to the best of my ability to remember, “What is causing the chaos?” I heard myself think, “TIME!”
Then she said, “Slow down Time.” The minute she said that I realized I couldn’t. And believe me, if you know me, you know that Time and I can move together quite effectively in my ability to slow time down and shift the state of time beyond the 3D. I could be present to the agitation, no longer stimulated by sounds in the house. I had nothing but my own body and its conflict with no outside stimulation. It didn’t solve the time dimensional issue that was jarring my nervous system like a dog caught in a pool of water with a raw electrical circuit in it. So…I bonded with Sandra’s relationship with Time and basically settled in to ‘ride it out’ and hope that in doing that how she was working with us/me would solve my dilemma.
The Sandias are their beautiful watermelon right now. I snapped a picture for this journal entry.
I recognized that on the CreateAWorld event and on the Quantum Bioengineering event it had caught my eye that I would look at the computer clock and it was jerk forward several minutes as if I had been frozen in time and by looking at the clock Time jerked me back and I was aware of the linear time moving forward.
When the call ended, I realized that I was caught in time fluctuation points and that I had to help my nervous system ride it out. I really mean it when I say it has been years since I had this much of a problem. I did not have a hot tub to float in. I knew I wouldn’t make it going into the gym to get in one because any human conversation would sound so disturbing as well as so far away from what I was experiencing, like a fly disturbing the tranquility of the stillness of a pristine afternoon. My nervous system had triggered I needed to calm it down.
Caffeine… I know this sounds counterproductive…but not for me…I could now recognize the cortisol soaring responding to the amped-up nature of probably the kundalini and a few other metaphysical aspects of our nervous system we are taught to ignore or misinterpret. I had to find a way for the cortisol to complete its spike. For those of you who do not know cortisol is called a stress hormone that usually causes an increase in heart rate and blood pressure in a flight or fight response that has kept human beings alive for thousands of years…or so they say.
My heart rate was fine just like it was in the hot tub. This nervousness was happening in my energy field, in the spirit part of my body. I had to, like slamming the door and kicking the brick, I had to, jerk my spirit and my flesh back into alignment. Then my body could grab my nervous system and kick in its mechanisms to calm it. That much I knew.
Have you ever wondered – probably not – about the statement that cortisol symptoms could mean a problem with the thyroid. Did it ever occur to you that problems with your thyroid might be more related to not being able to do its function properly because the energy and matter body is not aligned? Just saying…
I have lots of proof personally that this is so …but then what present medical model would listen to me…thank goodness I do.
Before our walk, off to caffeine heaven, Keven and I went. Starbucks. Two, yes TWO, Chai Latte Grandes sat in my two cups holders as we turned back toward the Veterans’ Memorial Park for Keven to be a primordial delight moving with the earth and his instincts restoring my soul made up of matter and energy, spirit and flesh, and demonstrating earthtime…. for me badly needed. I practically gulped down the first one like someone lost in the desert with no water. The other one took pretty much the entire hour. Keven roamed and played in the snow sometimes involving me, but mostly content to be in his instincts. The cortisol spike was complete. My heart only raced a little bit, and I knew I could even take a nap if I needed to.
Instead, I grabbed my computer at the house and my noncaffeinated tea and headed for here. Keven got to move around the car exploring all the people, the sounds, and the views while I wrote.
I am complete now 2000 plus words later. I am grateful for the explorations we are doing in the return of humanity to its multidimensional spirit and flesh nature. This is my report.
What are the physical symptoms when you blackout or faint?
Your field of vision may “white-out” or “blackout.” Your skin may be cold and clammy. You lose muscle control at the same time and may fall down. Fainting usually happens when your blood pressure drops suddenly, causing a decrease in blood flow to your brain.
That was not what happened…
My body was not cold or clammy. I was conscious. I have a complete memory of what happened. My body was just…different…more like finding yourself in a pitch-black room and you lose your equilibrium and don’t know what is up or down or sideways.
If you have a blackout, you lose consciousness temporarily. Before that, you might fall down, have blurred vision, or be confused. Sometimes, people experience memory loss and describe this as a blackout – for example, after they have drunk a lot of alcohol or taken illicit drugs.
I did not lose consciousness. I was conscious. I just wasn’t conscious in a way that gave me control over my body. My body was completely at the effect of the dimensional connection I had shifted into concentrating on ‘keeping my eye’ on the ship. It was clearly a ship. I had been watching something the night before that I thought was a cluster of stars. Then last night that cluster of stars began to move down toward the mountain range in front of us. I calmed my system and went into a state shift of ‘being with’ its movement and its shifts and changes. It wasn’t our kind of slowed down, but it slowed down like a spinning disc that didn’t seem like a spinning disc until it slowed as it was moving lower in the sky and then stopping. It looked like a cluster of stars on a disclike dark shape. It was when it stopped in the sky, I could see a left to right movement and then something like shifting back a little to the right and then spinning like I would draw a partial spin on paper or like a dog wet shaking off water in very slow motion.
Fainting begins with an increase in heart rate and blood pressure, followed by a fall in blood pressure and heart rate at the time of the faint. People often feel nauseated before they faint (thought to be due to the back of the brain not getting enough blood supply) and may vomit,” Corcoran said.
I had been standing up watching it with only my knees down standing in the water. I had leaned over and told my friend H that there was a spaceship but I wasn’t sure she could see it because I had been very carefully concentrating on it so that I was using part of my brain slowed down that allowed me to ‘recognize’ it on the horizon.
Then it happened. I am so sorry about all the fear of aliens and of alien craft that people suffer from. What happened to me was very similar if not the same that happened to me in a ceremony at a native sweat where I followed the mind of the shaman leading the sweat into a wolf kingdom in a dimension of spirit which this morning I am happy to say is what happened to me last night…more in a minute on that.
I felt it happen. Contact…not with a creature but with the entire intelligence of the ship and its operational state in the sky that is not anything like how we experience the operational state of movement here. I said to H, “It grabbed my brain,” but that wasn’t true. No Thing grabbed my brain. The frontal lobe of my brain got grabbed by the connection like two magnets that make contact and my brain registered and became part of the consciousness of what I had been paying attention to.
I felt my body’s inertia.
PHYSICS
a property of matter by which it continues in its existing state of rest or uniform motion in a straight line unless that state is changed by an external force.
“the power required to overcome friction and the inertia of the moving parts”
If I had been in space, my body simply would have relaxed in space because the body has no way to navigate itself in but in water and pulled by the gravitational pull of the earth that seemed to be relevant.
Below is more about what happened. Remember my body was still in gravity, but without the gravity pulling me face-forward into the water, I could equate what happened more to what is described below. For me, I was floating in space. For my body, it was in a state of rest yet affected by an external force….gravity
What happens to a human body in space?
In the vacuum of space, gas exchange in the lungs continues as normal but results in the removal of all gases, including oxygen, from the bloodstream. After 9 to 12 seconds, the deoxygenated blood reaches the brain, and it results in the loss of consciousness.
..as it was happening, with no control over my body while it was busy being affected by a spatial lack of muscle control and gravity.
“Without the downward force of gravity, the body works considerably less, causing muscle deterioration and loss of bone density.”
Above is pretty much how it felt. No muscle control. Floating in space. The body at the effect of gravity. Space just happened to include gravity and water.
Then I felt my body hit the water. It didn’t feel like water, it felt like liquid space like under the ocean way down, but I didn’t realize my face was in the water. I just remember being curious because I could tell my pulse wasn’t racing. I didn’t feel blood rush out of my head or into my head. I was weightless and it was cool. What wasn’t so cool though I didn’t feel panic was that the body keep falling into the water when H tried to sit it up on the side of the pool. I don’t even know if my eyes were open or closed. Once I realized the body was having trouble, like with the work I did with a colleague in time traveling, it got my attention and I tried to get control of my body. I had no ringing in my ears. I could feel my pulse. It was quite normal. My body and I were just having trouble getting reacclimated to gravity and probably would have drowned if I had been there alone.
Once I could work with H to get my body and me out of the water onto the cold lawn chair, I knew to pull away from the experience as much as possible or my body would not have an easy time of it. I was nauseous. My bowels moved without muscle control. I began the journey of restoring my relationship with my physical form concentratedly. I made sure I, in no way, tried to think about what I had just experienced because the body began to be that experience again, not a body trying to reinstate itself to gravity and standing up and walking. It was still cool even though it was a bit of a challenge. I knew I wasn’t in trouble biologically even though I realize the body might have drowned without H there. Bad timing for the body, for sure. I just needed to manage my body and I coming back into gravity and getting back to the house so I could lay my body down.
My head was pounding but my pulse was a beautiful 60 bpm. My body felt so calm and soft from the mineral pool but fluid. I was fluid too. We were one in that fluidity. I had never felt the body and what I call me the same.
When we got home, H gave me Advil which I requested. Needed some chemicals to reduce the headache but also congeal physically. She recommended the homeopathic remedy Aconitum napellus or shock which I thought would be good for the body also, but I did not feel a shock to the body at all. It was just fluid and needed to congeal and for the moment my attending to it being solid was the only thing having it stay solid enough to get into bed. I was really sure if I tried to change clothes, I might not have been able to.
In bed, prone, the body and I could process the experience.
Before I read Georgia’s about Sunday and responded, telling her about my encounter, I was lying in bed on my back feeling them. I knew when I began to make things up imaginatively in my duality brain, but the experience was nonduality…completely nondual.
We were one just not a ‘we’ or ‘me’. ‘We’ were fluidity like a consciousness. A lot like moving through the water when I had on a deep-sea diving suit walking among the sand sharks on the bottom of the shallow ocean floor in Cape Cod only without the suit. I hope I never get over the fluidity of my body and their bodies as part of a structure that held us in that fluidity together. I just laid there. I hoped H would come back so I could share the miracle of it, but I had the feeling she was a little spooked so I didn’t call her. Lying in bed, my body felt like it had lost tons of weight, was so slim, and willowy. I realize now I was feeling the body without the pull of gravity…the real experience of weightlessness without feeling the weight of gravity. That feeling is gone now I am up awhile talking but the remembrance is there.
Then I tried to get back to normal to see if I could. I got my phone and responded to an email from E and a text with G, but all I wanted to do was capture the encounter. In hindsight, I am so amazed it was G and E I responded to before I quit trying, as the state of experience that I was in was so compelling.
The text message is below. I couldn’t stop smiling and I am smiling now. The most profound part of it happened this morning for me, however.
We shared our spirits or Spirit….no real equivalent in word structure. I only know as they passed through my part of the earth, I got to share my spirit with their spirit and that memory is still in my body today. I can feel now ‘spirit’ in my body. It was what had me able to ‘visit’ and ‘share’ space with them. That is what is so cool. My body is so different to me this morning. Something congealed that has me smile.
Russ addresses our family group as Elder Talking Spirits. That statement will never be the same for me now. I now experience my body as a Walking Spirit. We can talk about dimensionality and sentient intelligence as the intellectual structure that I think our minds need to comprehend. Human beings are having sensations that they do not realize are their dimensional natures restoring so they need a mental register, just like we mentally register having a body. I know I had accessibility to the encounter dimensionally in a more profound manner because H had been working dimensionally in her work in my course Your Emergent Self and reality was malleable, able to not be restricted in my own physiological capacity.
I will never know about some things that I ponder. Was the encounter planned in some higher intelligence than our own manner? Did the work in being in dimensional realms of which human beings are designed to participate that H is doing and my holding the space for that open a channel of connection. I am reminded of what another Emegent Self participant experienced. Similar to me actually. Humm? Nonetheless, I am not going to reduce this experience to mental degradation. I am going to be in my body’s spirit today and hopefully every day from now on.
All my understanding of what we call spirit which, for me, I have always equated ‘spirit’ to being ‘inspirited’, but this was absolute – ‘spirit’ for real. The word and the sentient register are now one.
Text between Tantra and G
Tantra: “I promise I am not kidding. H was there. I made contact with a spaceship in the Riverbend Hot Spring mineral pool and H had to keep me from drowning.”
G: Oooh, jealous!! ? Any conversations you remember??.
Tantra: It is awesome. Now I am lying down in bed. I can feel them. They are beautiful not in a way I can describe and I can’t close my eyes or I lose my balance lying down. The room is so different as if the walls and doors are liquid. I feel liquid. They aren’t like us. No idea about anything else. Different so different. No real contact like I would think in a movie. More like we are part of each other’s show somehow like doors and walls. I know I may not be making sense. But now I am not falling face forward in the hot pool it is really beautiful and like nothing I have ever experienced. So soft, porous, gentle, fluid… I think that is why I think they are beautiful. Maybe I’m like something added but I don’t have their attention but somehow I do.
G: Awwwww…. So lovely!
Tantra: It is. What a surprise. H pulled me out of the water. I seemed to be content under the water. She got me to sit on the edge. Turned around and I fell face forward in the water again content to not move under the water. Finally, after she got me out the second time I registered something was wrong and I might drown. I feel my brain lock into it/them sort of. It was like my brain got grabbed by the ship’s movement in space. Not really a ‘them’ then. Thanks for letting me share. Wanted to capture it for myself. A real first. Love you. See you this weekend.
G: How really special
and there is more…
The Seventh Dimension, written by Indigo Insight- what H was working with that day in Your Emergent Self.
“As we enter the higher dimensions beyond the sixth, we lose shape and form. The dimensions become more abstract and less easily described in human language. The seventh dimension is the realm of cosmic sound – not the vibratory patterns that we hear in the physical dimension, but the harmonics of creation. Seventh-dimensional consciousness is the place of the group consciousness the “We”. When you are experiencing any synergy between people it is the activation of the soul group that makes this possible. Many beings of light group together on this level to interact with the levels below. Many Extra-terrestrial beings are not singular in consciousness like humans but are a group or we consciousness. The Zeta are beings who have no concept of separation or individuality. Many angelic beings such as the higher principles group together on this level as one being in their interaction and communication with the lower levels. This is the dimension you go to, to communicate with your soul family. You can travel back to your original home planet through the energy of the soul group.”
H: I was not spooked, I went in a medical mode because of your body’s activity. I looked up when you showed me the ship and I saw something, a small light. What was significant is that like you, I felt a pull and it felt like a magnet. I heard a splash and I turned around and you were lying facedown in the water. At first I thought you were doing one of your bonding things but then it had been too long. I grabbed you and pulled you up. You told me you were in a trance or something. I said, “Let’s get you out of the water. Why don’t you sit on the side for a minute?” Once I thought you stable, I turned back to the sky. Within a minute or so there was another splash you were face down in the water again not moving. I saw your body look like it took a breath in the water and I worried you might have inhaled water. I pulled you up again and started talking to you, suggesting we put you on the lounge chair and out of the hot water. Together we got you onto the lounge chair. You kept letting me know your pulse was fine. You were nauseous. I was nauseous too. My solar plexus was on fire, but having to tend to you helped me stay focused and not get distracted by the strangeness of the situation.
Tantra: All I could concentrate on was my solar plexus. I needed to not vomit. I needed my solar plexus to be able for the connection I had experienced. I needed to give it a chance to restore its so above/so below capacity. I knew that was mandatory. I knew that this event was a Time event. I didn’t know at the time that my friend Anne in Ireland was the one in charge that day of Gathering Time Events until the next morning when I read it in our WhatsApp thread.
Tantra: I had been thinking about Anne all day yesterday. It was her day to do the Gathering of Time Events, the new reality occurring in Time. During the same experience at the same time, H and I had above, Anne had a similar response.
Anne had shared on WhatsApp: “Felt a strong wobble in the field. Holding you both in what is rising.”
I called her the next morning and she reported: Last night I couldn’t sleep. I was watching something upstairs so I would not disturb my husband. Between 4 and 4:30 am our time [9 and 9:50 pm our time when we were at Riverbend Hotsprings mineral pool watching a spaceship]. My husband woke, saw I was not in bed, and came to find me. He never usually does that. As I stood up from the seat I was in, my whole body literally swooned. Not like a faint or lightheaded. It was like my body was not anchored by gravity. I collapsed back unable to find equilibrium. It was a very strange experience. Discombobulated. Thankfully the seat is like a couch and it was a soft landing. I did hit my head on the wall, but it was not hard enough to hurt. Felt I needed to place in the Field, especially when I read this. ????
As we started to gather pieces people were experiencing at the same time across the world, the pieces clearly pointed to all of us being in a Time Event. I asked Lara to transcribe our recorded conversations.
Lara shared:
Congruent experience at the said hour of Tantra’s with H & Anne’s SpaceTimeShip Event at 4 AM Ireland Time/ 9 PM Mountain Time.
Was transcribing two calls concurrently at that time. One was scripting Kristin’s remembrance of breathing underwater.
The other was an IGG Observing of H’s in exploration/conversation with Tantra about the spinning axis of the Emergent Self at the center of a toroidal field in vital connectivity with all life. The 7th and 11th dimensions were highlighted.
and then I watched this and it all came together in the beauty of its entirety…a moment in time.
Transcript of Matias De Stephano’s youtube video, YOSOY 22022022.
Feel it as you read it out loud…
Remember
In the womb I heard the Voice calling me to birth.
All heart’s rhythm, it’s harmony vibrates in melodies, music illuminated expanding to the world.
My mind became emotion and created life.
I saw the deep beauty, wide along the road. I walked it North to South to find Me in the center.
Remembered my past, projected my future and enjoyed my presence.
I had my ups and downs but, I found my axis, no bad, no good. I was a rainbow. I became wise and loved unconditionally and manifested my dreams.
I resounded,
brighter, and saw who I Am,
a net of Matrix, a pattern of music, a web of existence.
Remember,
my dream is an idea that originates the thoughts of the world.
My eyes can see through you – your eyes can see through me.
WE are echoes of the great Universal symphony, resounding in the infinite to the rhythm of the heart.
Our existence is an eternal encounter, my intention is your existence. Your action is my essence.
We are both lovers remembering being One and our pulse is Creation Itself.
I AM you and you are me.
Remember,
Who you are with Me.
I AM the origin of life, the memory that lives in you.
Everyone you were, you are and will be.
I AM the Divine Spark that enlights your actions potentials, the beat that irradiates your light to the world.
I AM the pillars of existence, the path that leads to the only destiny, Oneself, here and now.
I AM the singing that resounds in each being’s voice, the breathing of consciousness.
Remember,
Unite the world’s web through time and space.
It is the moment to rebuild the dream.
“Our very bodies cannot be well as the future unfolds if we stay ignorant of the deep roots of new beginnings that are occurring” Tantra Maat
Before I start this missive, I want to thank my daughter for her research and personal experience and her fierce commitment to new cultural systems of Creation now seeding in the manure of our present civilization: nurturance as the new baseline of human beings…I can get behind that.
“This is just Life,” This is no longer relevant. “Life is changing and we are indeed moving into the next greater whole,” is relevant.
Listening to these young people 30 to 40 years younger than me, as a mystic and seer and a prophetess, I can ‘see’ the new systems of interpersonal relationships as a new culture of ‘human-being’ is rising. This compelled me to stop in my tracks in the midst of my insane day of needing to get everything done before I fly out tomorrow on Christmas Day…and write.
When we entered 2021, I could feel the higher consciousness of unity restoring itself here in the physical world. We are in the chaos of what is going out of existence and what is coming into existence, what is deconstructing and what is constructing, what is collapsing and what is expanding.
My daughter sent me this podcast. I am actually not sure why but as a consciousness linguist, hearing the field of consciousness that words are now evolving from is essential during these times. She has been using this word base in her sharing with me and I am grateful that I now have the activity of consciousness behind them. This podcast is brilliant.
While most of you might think you have no interest or need to know about the cultural shifts in gender consciousness, I say you do need to have that interest. Let’s start with my age cultural upbringing where gender was sex and role bias. Sex and roles dominated what society held gender to be.
Now let’s do a fast switch into spirituality – yin/yang, for instance – where the masculine and the feminine meet and have both/ and with diverse interests of expression. When I listened to this podcast, tears flowed freely down my face. This yin/yang restoration is coming into existence in their very speaking AND their listening.
In The Field of Tantra Maat, the activity of that field is unity-bias – the restoration of the union of the cosmos and the planetary, the spirit and the flesh, matter and energy, sacred and secular, etc…the yin and the yang… The exploration of these amazing writers is unity-consciousness…no one left out and no one left behind.
Ignorance is not productive…your sexual preferences, which probably a lot of people attach to the amazing exploration of gender consciousness, is not the topic of this podcast. Listening to what they are exploring as a culture of creation is. These new adults are coming out of trauma-based realities and exploring how to begin a new unity-based culture of nurturance. This podcast applies to every one of us. These amazing grownup Children of Creation are our wisdom elders now.
This is the simplest of the mindsets that stop human beings in their tracks. It is like not seeing the bump in the road designed to slow your car down while you are riding your bicycle. Hitting the road bump with the bicycle can knock you and your bike over. Hitting the road bump with your car only reminds you to slow down.
I am writing these short conversations to inform you that certain mindsets have certain consequences. They are not thoughts that you are thinking. They are thought that are thinking you. They have a neurological and energetic impact. One is you get thrown off course when you hit thoughts like, “I am not capable. I can’t. I’m not able.”
Being able, capable, and can are part of the adventure of being human. Just like you slow down the car to move over the bump easily, you slow down to see if you want to be able or capable in the activity that had that mindset surface. The answer could be yes or not. Thoughts are only what you say they are.
Here is an excerpt from my next book being published:
“He told me that people were not really present to reality because of the thoughts that thought them. Squeezing my hand, he said, “Realizing thoughts are thinking you and that you are under their control, can be very scary. The thoughts themselves will not hurt you. But they might make you hurt yourself or others with words and sometimes with your actions. Once you can hear them and they don’t feel right, you don’t have to let them think you, do you? Okay?”
I loved it when he said, “Okay?” with a glint in his eye. I knew everything would be okay when he said that.”
Your thoughts are not you. They are for the most part stimulus-response no choice Pavlo dog reactions that are like a tune you cannot get out of your head.
Next time the thought, “I can’t” come into your head, see if you might want to be able to develop yourSelf so you can say, :Yes, I can.”
Thought patterns are already changing to respond to the matrix of new realities rising. Your choice but constantly thinking the thoughts thinking you are you thinking can be a real problem nowadays…
