Field Phenomenon

3 December 2019

2019.12.03 G.O.D. Matrix Building

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2019,12,03

Please excuse any typos. I am having someone edit it but it is my journal entry in my consciousness diary so I am leaving it alone as the power of writing it was so much fun for me. And…publishing it now.

What if I come from a very different configuration of reality…and some of you do too. What if the reality I come from lives in harmony, balance, symmetry, proportion, and beauty with All Creation? What if in that reality we are interrelated, interactive, and interdependent with all Life? Most importantly, what if our mind was part of a larger Mind of Creation that contained councils and guides like the ones Joan of Arc, Tesla, Einstein, many saints and artists have experienced? We know now that we have a specific brainwave that carries this consciousness….the theta wave that goes beyond the personal and even the transpersonal or intuitive and is experienced as being in touch with greater intelligences of Being. What if we have a mind that is not governed by the societal ways we are told things work but from a higher order that we experience sometimes as intuition, hunches, etc.? The Alpha Wave.

Even though science as we know it has proved these states of consciousness exist, human beings still are locked and loaded in methodologies and beliefs outside themselves as if there is something out there that if they find the right magic formula they will get the object of their affection. That is a very different reality from being in union with Creation, operating on behalf of what is ours to do, be, and have as part of a great living whole. You cannot leave what you are created by out of the equation.

I am handicapped in this conversation because we are so separated by religious dogma that our poor neural wiring is not able to comprehend that there is anything but a human being and an invisible God out there somewhere that if we follow its rules we will get to heaven someday. I do not know who started this rumor. Nor do I know why it caught on. What I do know is we are living in Paradise all around us except in the arena of human beings who have gotten caught in a reality of separation from themselves, others, and life. In my book, The Language of Creation, I go into this more thoroughly but for now, I want to explore with you this structure of invitation that was downloaded to me April 1st, 2019.

This is a learning – my learning and your learning. Even by reading this and trying to fit what I am saying into an existing perception, your neural wiring has more of a chance to open up into the higher orderings of Creation. By the way, higher orderings is a correct term as the brain waves frequencies go higher, your state of experience changes dramatically. Most people’s brains are caught in the neural wiring of the beta wave: “I’M LATE! I’m late for a very important date. I cannot say hello or goodbye. I’m late. I’M late, I’M LATE!!!” and “Am I there yet?” This brainwave addiction is the source of mental fatigue, poor mental concentration, and general anxiety.

When I received this ‘theta wave’ message, it was the first time, I knew I was not to bridge the gap between what was happening in a higher-order or try to explain or have people understand….until now. Why? Because people have been coming to the calls and therefore the fact they even come, has opened a door to greater consciousness for us all.

There will be a world again someday..maybe not today or tomorrow….and there were worlds that existed where their sole interest was keeping interactive, interrelated symbiotic matrixes sustained and maintained so that this physical reality of duality where everything looks separate from everything else could be held in the higher orderings of nonduality where everything is part of everything else, everything has a place, and everything operates on behalf of everything else and as part of a greater whole. Angels, Higher Beings, aspects of our intelligence, all operated together as part of a paradise of embodiment that could experience sensations, imaginations, sensitivities that cannot exist without a piece of physical machinery – the human body – that translated the higher ordering into a physical paradise.

I am a matrix builder. This is very different than moving people around on a linear playing board trying to get them somewhere when there isn’t anywhere to get. Matrixes restore the structures within which realities of the higher orderings can reinstate themselves in the physical.

This invitation to Building a G.O.D. Matrix is part of a higher ordering.

Below is what is written on my Upcoming Events page.

I have been asked by higher powers and forces of Creation that are part of the Realms of the Beloved that know humanity as their Beloveds to work with Human Beings who are beginning to experience their Sovereign Nature and the Sovereign Natures of others. This Sovereign Nature of Being recognizes or at least considers he or she is part of a greater whole and is in alliance with known or unknown powers and forces of Creation. You will know if you are called. Any confusion regarding my languaging and my perception will not matter. You will find it is yours to do to enter into the realms of mystery and evoke these higher octave activities of consciousness as part of who you are as a Generating Organizing Designs of Creation. Your perception is limited to the horizontal world of doing without being connected to what gives you life and what has you exist as whole – the realm of Being. There is a different doing connected to Being. I will meet you there.

I am very excited about it. You see it is an etheric matrix imposing itself on the physical matter to bring about perhaps only a beginning, maybe more, of a new structure of reality within which myself, another, and money operate in a different manner.

What has been so amazing is others have become intrigued with trying to find a way to word it that makes sense to people because they can tell what is being proposed is valuable but elusive. I have loved working with them. It is in working something through, not with a goal of people buying a product, but with a goal of becoming conscious of a new way of being in the physical reality that has not existed in our times, maybe never that is in unity with ourselves, others, and the higher orderings of Creation that once existed here.

When the G.O.D. message came to me, I was imprinted with a reality that does not exist at this time. It was compelling and intriguing to be part of the possibility that it could exist. Let me show you an example:

The exchange of money is based on either charge per hour or for a specific goal achieved. This is not that.
The person making the offer lets the person looking at the offer the contractual arrangement they are purchasing- This is not that.

Isn’t that cool? The engagement of, “THEN WHAT IS IT?” stirs the blood and the neural fabric that is conditioned by our present relationship with money. The fun part is I can even say what it is and the blood will stir. The neural fabric will still be stressed by the inability to comprehend.

When people ask me if they should do a consult with me, I say, “I don’t know.” I am operating with their direct link with what created them and their direct relationship with what they are to be part of. The whole point of someone trusting themselves is that when they trust themselves for no good reason, they are IN TOUCH with themselves. People come from a very different place when they book a consult. They are in touch with the sovereign nature of their Being and THEY are calling the shots of their own existence. Simply awesome, don’t you think.
When people ask if they should do an event of a journey, I say, ” There is how to approach this. Imagine you are not going to attend and see how that makes you feel. It is all very simple really if you are to be there, you can’t ‘NOT’ be there If you are not to be there, you can ‘NOT’ be there.”
In this instance, the higher ordering consciousness I am getting to participate with is operating along the same lines. The end result will be simple. The person will work through all their issues around money, working with me, even considering they are a G.O.D. in physical form and part of greater G.O.D.s in nonphysical or etheric forms. Generating Organizing Designs of creation. Then they will know whether it is theirs to do or not.

I am not changing the parameters. The parameters of this matrix you and I are participating in, just by reading this journal entry, is already occurring. It does not start with putting down the money or the goal out there somewhere. It has already begun. Through our struggling to understand new neural webbings of higher orders of reality are burrowing their way into here. We are part of the evolutionary activity of moving into the new greater whole of what connects us to life and has us exist as whole. We are part of building a new G.O.D. matrix already.

I know it is hard to think I have no interested in the money, but I don’t. I still have no idea why the three price amounts, not what makes them different or the same. It is the evolution of my own mind in regard to money that I am interested in. I don’t know about you, but I HATE being caught in survival mentality around money. Oh yes, and don’t forget, the ‘how can I trust you with me’ mentality that has as my oldest son said has everyone guilty until proven innocent. Also the amazing ability to ‘clean up’ the cobwebs of ‘what will people think’, has been fun too.

Opps! back to the parameters:

The person who is called by this will design the contractual relationship. This is beyond awesome. They will find themselves trusting beyond what their understanding can perceive. Their intuition, their own higher mind will click into play and a certainty will occur that will be irretrievable. They still may not take action but the higher ordering of their mind has found a home at least. That is enough for me. Maybe it is too big a leap at this time, but the working of a new reality of money has begun to take root. You see, human beings ARE manifestors of realities. Just not to scrape by but to dance with that we are part of.
Because it is a new model of reality, we will also discover the power of a higher equity than the ‘you scratch my back, I scratch yours’ or ‘you need to give me what I need without any participation on my part’- commodity thinking. Both of our minds will become part of a higher ordering of consciousness and in keeping the sensation imagination, the sensitivity of our sentient higher intelligence stimulated these higher octave brainwaves will grow in function and what we came to do, be, and have will become apparent and actualized. Such fun!!! Can you imagine a reality of transparency between people that work things through together and are part of a miraculous unfolding together?

As you can see, or perhaps not, the matrix building is occurring that is part of a higher ordering of new futures rising. I love we are all struggling with this. Our minds are brilliant and as we think our thoughts become the grist of the mill where new systems of thought and new systems of manifestation rise that are based in the higher ordering of unity or nonduality as some may call it.

You will see a questionnaire that will be constantly upgraded until it fits the parameters of this matrix of new futures rising and the Upcoming Events Link Here is what I wrote about it below.

You are welcome to download the Questionnaire that is attached to the ongoing building of this Matrix. You should see the file link in the email you receive after registering. This will help you prepare for the call. It is the questionnaire for the Building G.O.D. Matrixes call for your use only unless you are called to work with me contractually the way the financial request was made by a higher ordering of reality.

That is the simple completion of this journal entry. The financial request was made by a higher ordering of reality of which we are a part. We just may not be ready yet. But I can promise you one thing, where money has corrupted and dominated our lives, our inquiry, and mental struggle to comprehend out beyond that corruption and domination will make a difference. ‘

Thank you.

27 November 2019

2019.12.11 Going to the Bahamas: a Pathway back to Paradise

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When I am doing the Activation of Our Sacred Tail, Kea and I will be streaming across the soft waters of the Primordial Mother toward Freeport in the Bahamas. Am I on vacation? No. We will leave the evening of the 10th of December and return on the morning of the 12th. It is no accident that I am doing the second of a series of activations while we are on the waters. It is also no accident that it is our sacred tail. that we will be activating. Even as you read this, don’t you feel the aquatail going down in the water of the Mother and then lifting high into the cosmic sky. And then, other Geometries coming awake to the movement, to take in and open up into the cosmological being you are. I am fine if people want to stay corruptedly spun in the mediocrity of form that has them handicapped and broken in a matrix of separation that is mistaken for reality. Me, I am thrilled at how, in the midst of the destruction, our ancient original forms are rising. You can read more about that below.

Also for me, we are in this together, as conscious beings, operating on behalf of life and what has us return to that which is the whole system of which we are a part: paradise. I am not only a cellular empath, but I am also, as a Being, a geopathic and electromagnetic empath. I empathically move between human beings and the forces and powers of creation seeking the algorithms of harmony, balance, symmetry, proportion, and beauty. I deeply appreciate those who use my capacity and support it. I was born this way but never have I experienced more dimensional restoration happening the higher octaves which will over time, with our help move faster, restore the greater dimensional grid of so above, so below that once existed here.

It is this nature of Being I carry that is taking me to the Bahamas. The Maat of it: the primordial unity between the cosmos and the planet that brings about harmony, balance, proportion, symmetry, and beauty. This is what we are part of, what we are made of, and what we are designed to have an awakened consciousness regarding. We cannot restore the human spirit here in the ravages of the destructive path that the reality of survival has set upon us. We can, however, go into the higher etheric and find where the remembrance, point of origin, algorithms [so many ways to say it – few understood] still is maintained. Then draw its remembrance back into the planet and back into her forms. This is an active activity not passive. This activity deletes the pathways of trauma in the human spirit and brings back the strength, stamina, and capacity to build again without trauma a pathway back to paradise.

Do you know that even if the matter of the Bahamas goes beneath the waves, which I am not saying it will, that the spirit of paradise that was associated with the Bahamas will maintain until conditions are right for the essence, the algorithm of its point of origin to rise again…just like Atlantis. For now, it is important to me that the people of the Bahamas and their spirit is renewed and refreshed by the harmony, balance, proportion, symmetry, and beauty through the restoration of their higher consciousness. This is why I am going to the Bahamas. Part of the etheric track to not only restore the matrix of paradise but have the spirit of paradise not be destroyed by human folly and the victims of that folly.

To support the Bahamas Directly

To support the Field of Tantra Maat

This will support the trip I am taking to get there and back. I will also be sending 50% of what you provide to the link above.

Regarding the Prophetics

Because you are part of so much more, I suspect the Prophetics are particularly potent in January 2020. They are open now.

Regarding the Activations

In December 2012 I began a series activating the Sacred Geometries of the Human Form.

At that time, I wrote that we must begin to know ourselves as Energetic Beings. Since that time, we have paid more attention to our energetic form. Now in 2019, as we move more and more into our sentient intelligence – our direct link with Creation, we may actually have restored our energetic forms without having the registers for them. This produces a conundrum because our bodies have adapted to survive without them. But only to survive, no longer able to experience the profundity of our natural natures.

These Activations will facilitate a huge awakening in our ability to register and comprehend our energetic structures.

We were never meant to be separated. We are a FleshSpirit, EthericPhysical, TemporalEternal Being. The conditions are amazing now. We are in metamorphic anomalies of restoration at this. It is important to support our matter in this as our physicalness has been conditioned to forget and only operate in survival. There is resistance and this is sad for me. We should be able to revel in the restoration of our systems. The Activation is about relaxing the system so it can remember and revel in how these sacred geometries connect us to a system of paradise beyond survival.

I am thrilled that the next recursion of one of the original natures of our original design is coming online. It will be fascinating to see our experience after all these years.

Activating Our Sacred Tail 2019.12.11

8 November 2019

An Excerpt from The November 6th, 2019 Unity of Care Community Telecall

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2019.11.06 Community Call Part 1 – Jim’s introduction.

Jim: Good evening. This is Nov 6, 2019, Unity of Care community call I am Jim Williams …. (etc)

Tonight is an interesting call, an interesting time. It is always interesting when we have these calls we get together and actually consider whether a culture can arise that integrates the so above so below principles. At least I think that we together collectively stand for a returning to that both/and where structures include others in the field And while we are establishing our own direct link with creation we are working together to kind of probe what it is. What unity actually is; where does it come from? What is it actually about?

I think it does come from the constant inclusion of what is essential and unique of all life and our experience of all that. And so far we are kind of novices in this new territory. We are kind of populated the territory with registers that allow us to conduct that exploration of our minds and being present to, opening up into and having a way to kind of rematrix our world that carries a new vibration, a new vibrational register.

It is kind of for me in a way the processes that we’re engaged in, because the mind can only relate to that – the mind’s constructs. But we are designing connector interfaces and kind of a science of what that means and the participation in the spirals. And I hope that (pause) What we are participating in is like a balancing of the form and the formless that all have a place in the codification of some greater system.

And what is codification? It is integration and its again back to that inclusion of all things in all life. So we are in the physical body designed to ultimately connect with what is far greater than we can even understand (that is intellectuals and ponderers and philosophers and … and dreamers) All together we are in some melting pot looking for a crystalline network that has the formula needed to operate the interface that we are as part of the field of beings who are kind of wondering beyond our current registers of existence; whether we really interested in finding about possibility of not identifying with the thinking mind. And coming from the other side which is that idea of more.

And so as a community, as a field of Beings being in unity in the community what is rising now is, what we are looking at is potentials are opening up, is stuff that really never existed. Then so, we don’t really have a mindset that exists to have a whole lot of confidence that we have the ability to meter the flow of the energy and notice that it all is pumping. And what if our role in all of that is to stabilise the miraculous? And to begin got manage its play by building those registers that will allow us to find the strength stamina and capacities to know that the miraculous is real. And beginning to lean into it and with it.

So again you always have to face, or I always have to face; I think we all have to face whether our minds really care about letting that darkness be revealed that brings those new realities beyond the horizons that we can begin to perceive into some kind of way of being held that then allows us to kind of edge into that uncanny nature of what is the miraculous. Call it alchemy, call it some magical formulae that we are all about, I believe.

So can we, can a culture arise that brings forth those principles? Well I think so, and that is what tonights call and all our Unity of Care Community calls are about. Because I think that we are at work imprinting a new code of DNA for humanity to reinvent itself in this aberrant world of chaos and find a way to restore to the next greater whole by observing and craving and recreating what does, what is essential and unique about all life and our experience in it. And finding the existence of time in all the different scales that gives us a right now, which bears on an all vectors in perspective of having all the different patterns of vibrations and resonance and all else. As I think was said in one of our calls inter-lapping and over-weaving kind of matrixing of just knowing that when stuff shows up we can trust that we are where we are to be doing, what we need to be doing, having what we need to have and finding life in its fullness and beauty.

And so, one of the thoughts that I have sometimes is, maybe really more than anything else we should be offended, maybe deeply and rightly offended that we have allowed ourselves to come and numb up and protect ourselves from being sensitive to each other and the world around us. And my sensibilities what that means is forgiveness is required. And that is not just forgiveness for ourselves, but for others and the things we have done to ourselves. And for the things that we have done to others and ultimately for the things that others do to others.

And so, when we begin to stand inside an understanding that our interdependences are so strong that surely we can come together to agree that we have a collective mind to restore goodness and to abate the – I don’t know – forces of dark, evil; whatever it is. But by staying in the fantasy it keeps us out of the illusion that we think is reality. Because ultimately when we find that reality lines up with the fantasy, the eternal as we consciously are conscious about the evolution that is occurring, it is a much more fun place to be.

And so with that by way of introduction we usually have a more orderly introduction than my rambling, touching on a million different points.

30 October 2019

2019.10.30 Patterns are Threads of Time

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This dream of course was so exciting for me because I was clearly being instructed for the call I will be doing today with participants. I was living in a community that was isolated from the rest of the world. We were preparing to walk up Mt Shasta. It was a different way- not the way that usually occurred. It was clear there was a blizzard on the mountain. In my interactions with the people who I didn’t know and to them I was a stranger, I began to have a feeling that there was another reality going on behind the reality everyone was occurring in. Definitely not people-centric. Definitely, field-centric that required another type of Time to not only become part of something else but to get up the mountain.

It reminded me of the last 24 hours when I went into this space with Creation. Because of the dream, I could see more what happened. I had shared it with Sarah and Maggie, which I normally don’t do because it felt normal to me even if I knew the threads of my conversation would not thread in their threads of reality the way it threaded in mine. That perception was part of the dream but not as fulfilled perceptively as writing it now. In hindsight, I can see the threads are finding their way into this now occurring physical reality I can see now that is why I could share it.

Also in the writing of the Dream Walk, I can see that the reduction in ‘I’ centricity is so profound now in the Spirals that there is the MetaSelf available for me and the Field of Tantra Maat to interact with. Cool… I also recognize this spatial stillness of observing I have been in especially because of the recent activity with the winds yesterday.

In the Dream Walk, it was so clear, if I was still in a very specific manner, I could pick up on threads and follow them into a state of existence where the possibility of the winds not coming could occur. Not like I did anything, just following the threads of the reality wherein there are no winds and bring that reality of no winds back with me like adding a mosaic to already existing mosaic pattern that might shift everything. I can also see this is not object-oriented. I wasn’t paying attention to the wind. I was simply following threads through the mental stillness into a reality that either was formed by the observing or there as one of the unlimited possibilities of reality that is present in every moment.

In the Dream Walk, at the beginning like hooking a thread in fine crocheting when you use the little hook to pick up the threads through following the thread you are working with, I would pick up on a kind of overlay in Time. The person would be having a normal conversation, but there would be a fuzz and a kind of shaking of their form in the air. In listening, the patterns of perception formed by their words, underneath I would reveal another patten of perception sort of quivering within their more regular perception.

Then the Dream Voice said, “All patterns are threads of Time.” It was perfectly obvious in the dream, and obviously still so now. I took this on in the dream because I needed to impact how we climbed the mountain because the way the path up that was being thought would be disastrous but as a visitor, I had no say. I began interacting with those with the quiver and fuzz because I could see where the quiver and fuzz were occurring, I could interact beginning with bringing up Time and patterns of thoughts live in different timelines [lines, threads, patterns – duh] that carry different realities. The interesting with the objective to open up the people who seemed to not be caught up in the existing reality, the very substance of the reality we were in began to change.

I don’t know if I can describe the effect of people beginning to follow new threads in their already existing patterns, but it was profound. The contour and essence of the field within which they existed began to change. There was still ‘the leader’ and his determination to take people up to the mountain – a sort of conquer the mountain by climbing it mentality – interestingly. I knew that path would never have them see the mountain nor be able to actually climb it. I knew they would be lost in the blizzard they were planning to head into. I could feel pressure on me to stay focused on the people who were emanating this fuzz quiver etheric state. I knew as the dream began to move more into the Dream Guardians making sure I got the instructions about patterns are threads of Time, that I would lead another group of people around the mountain and come up the other side where we could see the mountain as we approached it. That is what the mountain threaded to me. Not everyone would get to the mountain, but the mountain and its connection to them would occur simply in their being able to see it. Interesting that the gathering home looks right at the mountain. The last part of the dream was clear instruction… I love these dreams. The consciousness that was revealed to me was powerfully working with me. I experienced elation, joy, excitement because I knew I could transmit the dynamics in the dream in our Timeless Time work today. I also could see the link to the Realms of the Beloveds coming through supporting our preparation to be with us at the Mountain.

It felt so good to be with the Realms of the Beloveds – to be ‘with’ the consciousness that was once so naturally part of the human psyche.

I woke up at 4:35 am to write this dream. I can go back to sleep now.

The Mimzy Project April 2020

8 October 2019

2019.10.08 A Dismantling of What Had Separated Me from An Aspect of My Wholeness

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2019.10.08

There are quite a few people working with the Creation Exercises building a Body Matrix. “If you build it, it will come.” The present Creation of our physical and perceptive existence has forgotten, become corrupted by separation. We use the Creation Exercises as a collective to restore the webbings that had our physical and perceptive existence return to our unity with Creation that is the original nature of our original design. In the common language and perception of the day, this is hard to ‘explain’ because it does not happen in explanation. It happens as a realm of reality that comes into existence and as yet, even for those participating has not found its way into language. I think it will. Language births reality which is why the Creation Exercises. Language creates new registers of perception. Then those new registers begin to shape thought, thinking, and speaking. It has been my pleasure to operate in the reawakening of the realities of unity that exist with us the everyday but has become invisible in present thinking.

I just wanted to post that yesterday I had such an awakening regarding my body. It started with an observing regarding longevity. My whole life my body and I have been just making it through another day. We have adapted to limitations and carried on. I said it better in the observing and when I see the phrase again I will come back and post it here. When I started working with Dr. Chari, she said, she was treating me for longevity. I didn’t think anything about it until I did the craving what my body as longevity is for me is. I didn’t even think that much about it doing the craving but when I did the observing an entire thread of thought and malware of thinking rose to the surface. I realized that from me longevity was making through one more day, carrying one, going as far as I could with what my body had been through. I asked Dr. Chari in my mind why she was treating me for longevity. She responded, “Because that is all that is left.” When I came out of that exchange I could feel my subconscious ‘giving up the ghost’ so to speak. I could feel the personality that had coped balk at the idea of no longer having to cope with its form. It was a complete meltdown of my own consciousness and the survival pattern that had been introduced so I could survive. I was confronted with consciously choosing longevity as a possibility in this existence. I was incredibly shaken but this dismantling of such and imbedded patterning. I consciously surrendered myself into the body sessions with Heather, the body sessions with Anne, the work with Dr. Chari, the work with Deepak, the Yagnas Maa has put into play AND to Creation through the Body Matrix. I surrendered because I have no comprehension of what that could be. It is beyond my bandwidth. It has never existed for me this lifetime. I was born ill and my body broken. Maybe we all were. No way to know that. My consciousness has flourished because I knew the vehicle by being born here was compromised, but now.

The other pattern I have been working on for months not is contrast – the conflict of contrast. Like, I would love to be well, but. I would love to lose weight, but. It has been a rigorous endeavor. Finally yesterday I realized that while contrast and the conflict that comes with it slides into words, it no longer goes into the template of my existence. I think the power of doing the Money Matrix and the Body Matrix have through the magical formula of the Golden Spirals given my mind access to what lies beyond contrast and therefore has me in the face of longevity without the ‘but’. It is a wild thing to be in an address that does not carry the compromises of thought that I have existed in and spent my lifetime overcoming. It is amazing really.

The evidence was really palatable when I went back to where I lived before to watch the dogs. I had put $10,000 into remodeling that room and building a deck outside. I had left because I could not be who I was there. It isn’t that the conflict over the money isn’t still needling me, but what surprised me is the experience I had being there. The conflict over money was separate from the experience of my body and my perception of being there. The conflict did not color the purity of the experience. I thought, “I designed this perfectly for my body.” Larry and the other contractor had meticulously built the space to move energy. It was so pleasant to move into the room again as a glove made perfectly for me. AND there was no contrast. I did not contrast it to where I live now and is where I am sitting writing. Here it is perfect also. There was no comparison, but pleasure for what I had created and that we got to be together again. I am smiling because Grammarly corrected me when I wrote ‘move into the room again like a glove made perfectly for me’ to move into the room again as a glove made perfectly for me.’ I don’t know if someone else would notice the subtle shift of language but I do. The ‘as’ has no contrast. So beautiful. Thank you, Grammarly.

I can feel it – each piece of my existence is the whole of my existence – it is the ‘be here now’ request of Creation during the evolving of the human species being fulfilled on. Then the structures I have created for my existence. The house at the top of the road in Grass Valley and the 21 foot RV here. Perfection.

Now another structure my body…a 73-year-old body according to the linear calendar. But what if my body is living somewhere else in Timeless Time.

If you like you can purchase a book with the exercises here.

22 April 2019

2019.04.22 Personal Consults and Activations

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Prophetics have Completed

Thank you to everyone who scheduled. We had over 100 people do prophetics. Thank you – Tantra

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Click to set up a consultation and/or activation

One of the things I needed to be sure about before I wrote this was what I felt was happening in Personal Activations and Consults. This is a simple paragraph and probably difficult to comprehend. What I have discovered in doing personal consults and activations since the beginning of the year is that people’s consciousness has shifted into dimensional realities that are just beginning to anchor into this the limitation of 3D in this reality.

It is only your perception that has you think you are still operating in the same reality. Have you asked yourself why you have a strong will about something but can’t seem to figure out the ‘how’ or ‘why’ or ‘what’ of it? Your perception up until now has come from the reality that was dimensionally challenged in a collapsed field that is like a symphony without all of its instruments. Your consciousness is beginning to register new realities. The minute I begin to speak in the consults and activations into where your consciousness is forming new structures of thought and comprehension, your system relaxes and you find yourself in thought and comprehension that has a sense-making to it even if you cannot yet fully persist in remembering what you comprehended or realized the next minute.

Never has relistening your consult and activation been so important. Every time you listen, you generate new threads of thought that fit with new realities that you are part of forming. The Activations allow your system to move into a higher octave response. The flesh and the mind need to re-sort into higher frequencies and they are attempting to. You need to support that. It is hard to walk around thinking you are somewhere or not knowing where you are when you actually are somewhere that is new and yet aligned with what you are forming.

The Creation Exercises are extremely important to support new neural pathways in your brain that connect you into your direct link with Creation.

3 April 2019

Chapter 4 in the Life of a Mystic

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2019.04.01

I’m headed to Shasta today. I had an event in my life. We all have events. For me, the event was tragic. I lost my home. My home was an RV. The most perfect RV for me. And when I got it back from having the engine light fixed, the RV part of the vehicle had no power. The inverter had been dead when I bought the RV, and the inverter ‘s battery was dead again. I called the factory which has a help-line to find out what to do. What I found out instead was that the company that had been in business since 1974 had gone bankrupt. Not only was that an unexpected surprise, but the worst part was that all the warranties on the brand-new vehicle I bought July of 2018 now were defunct. I’m 72 years old so having to pay for an inverter battery, while not knowing if that was the problem. Though I was grateful that I was not out in the middle of the heat of the western desert, but at my RV site in the small town of Auburn. I knew that I couldn’t risk the RV getting in this predicament again even if I fixed it. I knew that I had lost my home. That’s the first part of the story.

Not to worry, my precious Jim who has been weaving in out of the work I came to do here for years with me since I lived in the Washington, DC area over forty years ago, is working to find my options since I am not savvy in mechanic, dealership, dead warranty talk. And, of course, what is most important is he is an ally of life.

The second part of the story began the day I was born. That said, the relevant part to this life story pertains to Mt. Shasta and my consciousness in unity with the powers and forces of Creation there. That I am a mystic, a seer, and a prophetess requires no one to tell me, to recognize me that way, or believe me. I have been this way too long to doubt myself. People who have this nature understand its validity. People that don’t have this nature often don’t understand that its valid.

Today after talking to my lawyer and my dear friend yesterday, I realized the odds were not favorable. I knew it was time to listen.

… Yes, you’re right: listen to the Mind of Creation.

In writing the book: You As The Mind of Creation – trying to presence ‘You as the Mind of Creation’ is tricky. The mind of creation shifts and changes as it filters through human perception and each human beings unique and essential design. There is a unique and essential design I am within which the Mind of Creation filters through me. If you look at my astrological chart, you will see that my birth chart points to I straddle life and death. I was born to repair things that had become separated not only from themselves but from what they were when they were restored to their function of being in unity with All Life. For me, I came to this planet to restore broken matrices whether they’re the broken matrices of the human body or the matrices that once allowed humanity and the higher forces of Creation what they would call, “God”, or Gods to live together in harmony and balance. We know the story of angels once walked the Earth and when the vibration lowered for whatever reasons on this planet, they couldn’t live here anymore. Yet some did get caught here. One of them transcribed this verbal recording for me.

My Beloved Tantra,

Your Beingness being at home with Creation so deeply and intimately all your life, maybe all along has been your Book of Life, your story, that “with Them”, Creation has always lovingly conspired to co-author it with you, as Their Love Affair With You! dearest Tantra, Go answer your Mountains’ Call and go Be with your Beloved Shasta with all your Beloveds that are blessed parts of what gives you life and has you exist as whole on behalf of all life. Be part of this blessed new chapter…

I simply wish to presence this: Only Creation knows what It has us move with, yet for me, being in your field, the Mind of Creation Book seemed always, Tantra, yours to write. Haven’t you’ve been writing it from the moment you entered this world as a premie and onward with your every pranic breath that always languaged new realities into being for the benefit of all? At Shasta, they said, you no longer be the bridge. And yet, your Templates are that bridge. You always minded and mended that bridge of restorative wholeness and connection for the benefit of all. And to me, who else but a cellular empath and mystic symbiotically bonded to the Primordial Mother so, could restore the mind to human being, for hasn’t it always been about restoring human being to its connection to the Mind of The Mother?

as you have done in other ways and forms in your past sixth life?

In my own system’s listening to yours, all that registers is that the Legacy of the Field of Tantra Maat IS the bridge of Above and Below beyond time and space manifest into this very one that is eternal as it is impeccable like an unstruck melody to woo a species’ to the call of its infinite Nature of Being, That is Love and Life’s Beauty in union with all. It is what has had your Nature of Being build with its first embodied breath, for human being to gloriously Be With another in the field, on the other side too.

To me, you are infinitely more than some shiny new object. The mirror of love that you Are, shines and reflects a radiance of Home for every sentient form that is their very own, with another, to simply Be, on behalf of all. L

I know.

It is challenging to read to the mind of creation through someone’s unique and essential design. That is why I wrote The Language of Creation. So your unique and essential language of creation could reside here as an expression of creation. I have the awesome wonder and grace to experience others who have found their language.

For me, my work is not done until I’ve reached a certain threshold with others who came here to restore their unique and essential design. In their restoring the nature of their original design here that is collective and connected, not separated and an isolated, what this planet and its form were an expression of, a miraculous expression, will restore. This is not a one-lifetime event. This has been going on for some time. During these times, however, a stabilizing point in human consciousness is rising as that which is not the design of creation here is collapsing. Not every person needs to be aware of this, for everyone is doing this work of Creation in their own way. You could say enough “points of light” as Randy Travis would say, have now activated. Over the coming years, just enough points of light will generate stabilizing matrixes to allow the species to remember itself right without falling into the darkness again.

Points of Light

Randy Travis

There is a point when you cannot walk away,
When you have to stand up straight and tall,
And mean the words you say.
There is a point you must beside,
Just to do it because it’s right,
That’s when you become a point of light.

There is a darkness that everyone must face,
It wants to take what’s good and fair,
And lay it on the waste.
And that darkness,
covers everything inside,
Until it meat a single point of light.

Home it takes
it’s a point of light
a ray of hope
in the darkest night
if you see what’s wrong
and you try to make it right
You will see a point of light

There are heroes,
Whose name we never heard,
a dedicated army of quiet volunteers.
Reaching out to feed the hungry,
reaching out to save the land,
reaching out to help their fellow man.

There are dreamers
who are make this dream come true
taking time to teach the children,
there is nothing they can’t do.
Giving shelter to the homeless,
giving hope to those without,
isn’t that what this land all about.

One by one, from the mountain to the see,
points of light,are calling out for you and me.

Home it takes
it’s a point of light
a ray of hope
in the darkest night
if you see what’s wrong
and you try to make it right
You will see a point of light

If you see what’s wrong
and you try to make it right
You will be
a point of light.

Songwriters: Donald Alan Jr. Schlitz / Thomas James Schuyler

Point of Light lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

You can go to my website www.tantramaat.com to read more, but that’s the basic activity of my consciousness.

Several years ago, a young man who had been doing sessions with me, perplexed me. I kept asking myself, “Why is he doing these sessions?” He is a fully formed embodied being. He is an avatar. Finally, after several readings, I asked him why he’s doing readings with me. In his language of Creation given his unity with the Mind of Creation, and his perception of his ‘So Above/ so below’ that he existed in, he answered:

“In my tradition, a man, I need to make sure that I’m aligned with The Mother. This way I can move with Creation in a more powerful way. A project of Creation rose between us and we have formed a spiritual alliance where he operated on behalf of the people in the Field of Tantra Ma’at and I operated on behalf of the people in his field. One of the things we did was we went to Shasta. I was very excited about this because he was going to basically lead the course and I would get to be in the etheric restoring matrixes that humanity once existed in as ‘So Above/so below’. I would be able to open up avenues and portals of Creation that had been blocked for humanity for a long time through our shared field.

At some point in the event, I heard the Higher Beings who made themselves very real too in 2010 when Lily, my dog, and I were ‘just passin’ through.

Listening to them, I walked out the door and down the road toward the mountain in McCloud. California. As I approached the mountain, a familiarity of the eternal that I recognize as a collective that carries my sovereign nature spoke to me and beckoned me, “Time to Come Home.”

I long for my home. We all have a home in the eternal just perhaps different addresses. Like when Jesus said: “My Father’s House has many mansions. I go there to prepare your place for you.”

Good Being Jesus was.

He basically meant the forming universe carries many different realities that all operate in unity to create the incredible cosmology of Creation we get to exist in.

I stood there. I do not have a hierarchal relationship to Creation. I have a side-by side-as equals-with different strengths and capacity relationship.

I listened to into what They said. For me, at that time it was not time.

I responded:

“I won’t come home until a certain marker in time has been reached.”

Does my mental mind know when that marker in time will be reached? No. What I do know that it will resonate for me, like Gabriel blowing His horn, a resounding, “YES!”.

Fast-forward to today as I drive to Shasta.

I had two incredible homes in my lifetime: sanctuaries for people to come and be cared for. Then I was called to California to find a place that was ecologically and spiritually progressive. The Grass Valley/Nevada City area of northeastern California has a tracing of that.

Since I went with a group of people to Shasta to be with these Beings operating on behalf of their love of this planet and her forms, I have created a virtual culture that I’ve formed across the globe: a group of people operating on behalf of life and working with me to establish the higher octave matrices where everything is in unity with life, everything operates on behalf of everything else, and life is no longer broken. All this is part of an alliance I entered into with higher level beings who I call The Realms of the Beloved. Clearly, my language, not theirs.

Weakened by my own destabilization point, accompanied by a barrage of fear-based interactions, and the need to stabilize the Spirals of Being who had become part of a higher octave saturation point, I tried to do two calls. The first one was ‘in the flow’. I don’t ever tap out. I live in this fluid energy of Creation and when I go into Activations or consults or talks, or classes, I’m just in that fluid flow of Creation. But yesterday I noticed as I prepared for the second call, I was tapped out. I really had to bring everything I had to the party to transmit what was trying to be present in the field. The valve had been shut. I needed to listen and answer a call that was calling only me.

I am a Dreamwalker. For years, I consciously have gone to sleep in order to open up into a language of creation that is not literal but has access to a higher- level conversation or communication.

As I went to sleep, I had a thought to go to Fort Bragg, California to be near the ocean.

So… I went to sleep and had a dream. The dream was related to the experience I had when I worked in New York City. After a couple of years, I stopped working there in person and only did phone reading with people who had more profound reasons for having a consult with me. There is an interesting phenomenon in New York City – same in Los Angeles. Short-lived phenomenons at best. They love ‘shiny new objects’. I, without my interest, became one of their latest ‘shiny new objects’ at the time. The problem was that I have no interest in being a brief flash in the pan for some kind illusion of connection. I take what people do with me in the Field of Creation very seriously. I am like a person who’s out on the frontline in a pandemic. Not a good idea to let people think you’re just another ‘shiny new object’ especially if you want them to roll up their sleeves and to get to work with you.

I hadn’t thought of that experience for years. But, in the dream, I kept hearing, “You’re just a shiny object to them.” That got my attention. The voices were familiar. They sounded like the voices I heard at Shasta, from Beings who operate in a higher ordering of Creation. I know better than to take the first thing I hear as the gospel truth. These one-liners are to get you to stop everything and listen…better.

I know humanity can bring a lot of insufficient meaning to things because those meanings do not exist in a direct link with Creation. For me, I just needed something to get my attention. And it did.

I was so frustrated. Everything was a blank. Nothing I thought generated my moving into the next greater whole. I am one who does not find it interesting to be a gerbil on the wheel spinning round and round waiting on some outside force to stop the wheel for me. Everything was such low-level existence…the dealership, reaction thinking all around me, insufficient connection to a higher ordering, etc. Mostly, there were just no synchronicities. Nothing was rising. Nothing was patterning from the new matrices I could feel sentiently in the Field of Creation. Nothing was reaching into the past to bring something forward to the future to give me access to something that was occurring as a thread from the past into the future. I was just at the effect of everything.

But, in that moment of that dream: “Tantra, you’re just a shiny object to them. You’re just their latest shiny new object.” I knew I had to go somewhere, and I knew that that somewhere was Mt. Shasta. These the same Beings who monitored, with me, my time here and when it will end. They were the same Beings that were waiting to take me home or be home with me…still unknown. I needed to go to Mt. Shasta, not Fort Bragg. I needed to not be around people for a few days so that I could hear. I regretted I wouldn’t be available for what was happening this week- all of which I love. But, I needed to listen to the greater whole of what we are all a part and find my place in it. In finding my place, others would find theirs. It is always that way.

AND, I wouldn’t be available for distraction. The Do Not Disturb function flipped on, notifications stopped on my computer, my iPad, and my iPhone, I packed the car and started the journey. When you’re in a deep-seated activity of Creation, you don’t want to be distracted because you mustn’t keep taking the same route if that route is no longer part of your next action in the next level of yourself as a conscious being.

There’s a beautiful cloud hotel in Shasta, they’re just the most lovely people. For them, we are in their home.

I booked into the McCloud Hotel, packed the car, ran errands, and headed for Mt Shasta.

As I drove I let my thoughts form patterns of consciousness rough sketching a landscape that, for this moment, I cannot see, feel, think, or hear.

“My RV is my fourth home in California… Actually, probably every home that I’ve attempted to keep in California, for some reason or another, I’ve had to leave, or the leaving was so unpleasant… It was never that way before. Not before I came here. People even formed two Sanctuaries around me so that people had a place to come to exist in a space that was safe and sacred. My billfold disappeared in San Diego and the person who found it called my burial service to see if they could call me. Hum?! My credit cards were canceled in the meantime. And yet, in the midst of this, there are amazing miracles and new patterns forming that operate on behalf of life and have us exist as whole.

I realized that I need to be in Mt Shasta to hear. I need to see if it is time for me to go home or negotiate my staying as part of valid life-enhancing ways. It is not that I know. I have not heard the certainty I hear when I know I know. I don’t know if I’m going home or staying. There are lots of signs that I am at the end of something. Others are too though. While it doesn’t feel like physical death, it might be. Whatever it is, it is a quantum of some kind. I at least need the next right action and the synchronicities that go with them. I don’t know if this is the moment. If the marker has played itself out… I don’t know. I only know I do not live to be redacted only to expand.

What I do know is that I’m going to find out…”

I arrived at this amazing place, promptly took a nap and then finished this chapter

If I have the opportunity, one thing I do know. I am going to finish You As the Mind of Creation.

And if not, I just would have fulfilled this part of the mission in the strange and unusual ways in which missions are fulfilled.

That is enough for me now.

31 March 2019

2019.03.31 Chapter 3 A Culture Restoring Their Unity with Creation

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Chapter 3

2019.03.31

A Culture Restoring Their Unity with Creation

So many people are having thoughts of this is enough already in their circumstances and in life in general. Little do they/we realize that we are on a threshold of new realities birthing themselves through the debris field of the old realities that had everything be separate. God separate from humankind, spirit separate from flesh, the eternal separate from the temporal, the physical from the non-physical, and so on.

In the Spirals, we rise into disruptions to see if there is the possibility of creation a pathway that is in unity with Creation. What humanity does not know is that we are the missing element…if is our hearts, our minds, our Being that is the animate magic of Creation here. We have a lab, the Spirals, so that we can be in discovery and develop our actual strength, stamina, and capacity to develop registers that register the pathways, the formings, the actualities, the doings, the havings that exist when our systems are restored to their unity with Creation.

I received a message from the dealership service department, but I could not make myself read it. I could not. I trust my gut, my solar plexus, and it is why I do solar plexus activations. I trust the eternal’s ability to enter into the temporal on behalf of all life. My own terminology to myself is, “I know when to wait on the power of G.O.D.”

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My message to The Spirals of Being – Sacred Labs operating on behalf of restoring humanity’s unity with Creation

When I started the Spirals, I knew that I would have to be in equal participation in opening up into the new matrixes of reality forming. When regard to my RV, I said I did not know what to do, I did not. When I said I knew what I what was mind to do and what was not mine not do, that was real. Out of that clarity, I knew I could be present to the not-yet-seen, the not-yet-known and to what I call ‘the forming’. The forming is where Creation and human beings come together on behalf of what grants life and has us exist as whole.

Dynamics of interaction began to form…a team so to speak…why a team? I didn’t expect a team. I, like most of us, was just looking for someone[s] to solve my dilemma, not the magic of what is it like in the transparency of life in a larger community who can share not only the wealth of being together but the challenges. I have had two incidents in this area around leaving where I was living, once because it was time to leave and once under duress. I needed to know if this time was a sign that I was not to be in the area. I couldn’t imagine it, but what if it were so. In the past, I had had two sanctuaries that were extraordinary and filled with people and activity and love and I cherished every minute. What had changed? I knew it had to do with my mission to be part of humanity’s moment once again time to evolve. I knew that I needed to be part of the activity of that evolving not separate from it. I knew that these years ahead including last year and this one that evolving would, of course, include who we are in our connection to our Selves, each Other, and Life. I knew we were moving from a separation-based, isolated individual-base to a unity-based, metapoint of self, other, creation-based paradigm – for me – reality.

I just knew I had to stay where I was standing until, or if, an interactive, interrelated, synchronic environment of Creation and human beings came out of the fog could form. The others, called, began to appear. There were those who sent me messages so I would not feel alone in this and, in that, some who began to respond within the possibility they were part of what there was to do.

I am writing them and writing my Chapter 3 today while I am doing what I love most, being there on behalf of life, in consults and planning. I will copy the letters here. This is my prayer,. That our engagement on behalf of all life melts the inanimate thinking that we have suffered that has left us at the effect of an inanimate reality separate from the life force energy of Creation and that we get to live together the stories of what we have only read by our tracking new pathways of Being as the on-the-earth new ways of being and doing rise.

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My letter to the first recursion of those who were called.

This is the letter sent to those who were called as the possibility of theirs to do…even if they do not know yet the pathways of doing in unity with all life and on behalf of our unity with Creation.

2019.03.31

In Unity,

I am such a survivor and my commitment to exist in unity with Creation is so intense and clear for me. It took until last night when ______ gave me hope to let the flood of emotions, pain, and sadness come in. I cannot afford reaction when I am listening but when I knew others were listening to, I could have room to falter. I also cannot afford to Band-Aid or coping here. I must be part of what brings everything into the next recursion. I also am holding the Field out past the edge and I can feel this event trying to distract me. I need to not be distracted. I am writing all of you who were looking at ‘doing’ as an action that you feel called to and in that who you are operating on behalf of life and having us exist as whole. First of all, I am putting the link to the tapatalk Alliance Transparency so that the Field of Tantra Maat has a landing place, as M said yesterday, for informing Creation and being with others in the field. As you see if it is yours to do ’together’ informing the field through this link, has it operate on behalf of a much bigger spectrum than just this individual incident.

I am including D on this because she has been past the edge with me in the Nature of Being before and she is ballast for what is occurring. I am including V because she is here with me taking care I have a warm place and a warm heart to hold my Lily and me. I am so technical that I do not show my emotions very much, but I am weeping. I deeply pray this becomes a marker, a stabilization point for the Field of Tantra Maat and all the Spiral members and our alliances.

Just like I knew to back off of PM and let the collective spirit bloom, I know I need to back off here. No idea about the forming. I only know I feel its seed of possibility.

I leave over to you Beloveds, my life, our life, Creation.

On Behalf of All Life,

Tantra Maat

www.tantramaat.com

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30 March 2019

2019.03.30 My Home Chapter 2

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My Home

Chapter Two

What is Mine To Do

2019.03.30

If I were writing a book called My Home. This would be Chapter Two. Chapter One would have to be titled: Where I Am Standing Even Though in Truth I Am Sitting. Chapter Two would be titled: What is Mine To Do.

The Field of Creation I am a part of is a landscape of consciousness. Once upon a time consciousness was our landscape. It was where we worked out our unique and essential expression of the whole. It was not about trauma or coping or dealing with the world around us the best we could. It was where we as conscious being through our Sovereign Natures, what some would call our divinity, sculpted out amazing territories to expressive life in remarkable ways.

At some point probably over time, this remarkable planet and her amazing ability to house our divine nature were compromised and the structure of existence here went out of tensegrity. Since I am not trapped in the illusion of separation, I remember these realms here and came back not just this time but many times before to be part of restoring the tensegrity which the structural design of our planet and of our bodies. You could say that this planet and her forms’ integrity are designed to float in a sea of spirit through an integral tension. Very different thought process than what is wrong with you; what is wrong with them; what is wrong with it. The blame game. It becomes apparent as you mature your consciousness that carries a territory where everything is part of everything else; everything operates on behalf of everything else; you are part of everything, and everything is part of you when the tensegrity is out.

More simply said from one who lives out beyond the codes of coping. I came to be part of generating new realities within which new future could rise. I came clear that problems are not humanmade which has had humanity spinning like gerbils on a wheel ever since the myth of original sin was created. It is a reality issue. The reality we live in here has gone out of balance and harmony – the principle expression of tensegrity.

Before I go on, and if you have not yawned, stretched, and gone back to more important things, as it says in the commercial where people are doing amazing feats at a death-defying level, do not think this is share is a how-to manual for all people. Only people who are trained to interact with ‘reality’ in a tensegrity way should take on ‘reality’.

In the Field of Creation of which I am a part, there are structures that generate this tensegrity between energy and matter, spirit and flesh, secular and sacred, the eternal and the temporal. They are simple codes of tensegrity. We don’t use the word tensegrity. We just the word transparency. We use the phrases “What is mine to do?” “What is mine to have?” “What is mine to be?’

The tension exists in resonant listening. Simply said, since I am talking for myself, “Do I resonate with what I am seeing, hearing, sensing, etc.” If not, I listen to what I do resonate with. Within this tension that trainings like Landmark work with is an integrity of ‘being’ that generates energetic environments with which the tension of life exists in a movement of creation that is gobsmack awesomely cool.

The Field of Creation I am part of works with the Nature of Being also that each of us has that is a territory of consciousness where each of us has are a Sovereign Nature of Being operating on behalf of life and what has life exist as whole.

This is a skillset of the original nature of our original design. In my resonant listening in unity with Creation, I am called to write this mini expletive. All of us know those moments when we recognize when something is ours to do. Doesn’t mean we do it, but we do know when we are called. You could say that the action of doing is the tension and the knowing it is ours to do is the integrity…hence: tensegrity.

It is my skillset. I deal with reality not people. I am aware of what realities operate on behalf of life and what realities do not. At this juncture, in the metapoint of the eternal and the temporal, what is not a structure of integrity and tension that operates on behalf of life is becoming apparent like a wart on the end of your nose. Some people, many of whom, I am getting to exist within this Field of Creation have simply stepped out of the reality of separation and are standing on the threshold of new futures that are generated by new realities rising.

I am standing at one of those thresholds. I am an at an edge, at this moment, between realities – ones that separate us from all life and ones that have us be in unity with all life.

The first question I ask myself is in regard to this dilemma of an out of balance and out of harmony reality rising in my midst: “What for me is really real?”

Answer[s]:

I love my RV and where I live.

I am clear that my RV and where I live are part of new futures rising.

I am clear about what is mine to do and not mine to do.

Yesterday, 2019.03.29 I wrote about what was mine to do. Oh, before I go there, I forgot to share – there are two types of time occurring in our human existence right now. One type of time is ‘Be Here Now.” The other type of time is EXHAUSTING trying to MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. This is an illusion of the human mind.

That we make things happen which is not true. What is true is a Be Here Now time where we are simply lining up with Creation, being one with Creation, and responding in unity with Creation. This is often referred to as intuition and/or trusting our gut. This is our best minimal language but does not get to the remarkable intelligence that resides in the language of creation behind the word intuition and the phrase trusting our gut.
There is a phrase ‘free will’ – again minimalized language – that simply means that we are free to do life anyway we want to until, because we are part of a greater whole that operates on behalf of all life and within which we exist as whole, collective actions of minimalized intelligence out of touch with the greater systems of response have slippage of integrity and tension moving into reaction no longer about generating a tension that brings our lives back into alignment with Creation. A phrase we are using in our global citizenry is ‘maintaining these edges we are finding ourselves on’. Free will operates in temporal time, being in the integrity and tension of Creation operates in eternal time.

In these three pages, I broad-stroked a background that is what gives me my foreground.

Today, I am sharing what is not mine to do.

I got a letter from the service manager at the RV dealership, but I am not called to read it. It is not mine to do.
I can feel that something or some things are not yet in tensegrity, so action not based in the integrity of Sovereign Nature of my own Being’s direct link with Creation is not yet available to me at this time.

What became apparent is where reality is rising and what is seeking to be generative as an expression of life is who we are as a community when we are, as a community, in unity with All Life. And in that, what is ours to do?

Curious, yes?

I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is theirs to do to read the letter.

I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is in their Sovereign Territory in unity with Creation to interact with the dealership.

All I know is it is not me.

Signing Off,

Tantra Maat

30 March 2019

A Day in the Life of Tantra Maat: Chapter 1

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My Home

Chapter 1:

Where I am Standing Althought I am Actually Sitting

2019.03.29

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I found out today that the people that built my RV- Simplicity Rodtrek have gone out of business. That the incredible 55-year warranty on my vehicle I bought July 2018 is no longer valid. I bought the RV from Demartini, a RV company in Grass Valley, California. For a while, I had a lovely service person name David who help me with the wrong information I was given at the time of purchase. He also went over correctly how to run my RV. The information that it been told me incorrectly at the time that someone else had gone over the same thing. I was told the RV was good for any season and it was not. DeMartini either with grace or disgruntledness, I do not know which, put winter blankets on the RV so that I could keep her pipes warm during the winter.

I had also ordered a screen to be put in for the summer on my sliding door. When they put the screen in they disconnected an electric plug by the sliding door and the lights over the front of the RV no longer worked. David and I made arrangements to bring the RV in this spring to fix the problem created when they put it in.

My engine light came on in the Dodge engine that is the RV’s motor vehicle part. I called David to find out when to bring it in to Demartini. I also had no manuals for the vehicle so I did not even know what the engine was I had. I was concerned when I found out that he is left, but I asked to speak to the service manager. The person I got told me it was a Mercedes. I was pretty sure it wasn’t, so I called the Erwin-Hymer who still answered their phone then and found out it was a Dodge ProMaster. I called back and made sure I got the service manager and told him what the other person had said. It turned out it was him. He told me that I had to go to a Dodge dealer to get the vehicle part fixed. Let’s just say kindness was not in his speaking.

I went to San Diego this week, came up and picked up my RV and drove to my site. I did not know that’s the inverter battery had died. Demartini had replaced the battery that was dead when I purchased my Simplicity. They replaced it with a AGM battery not the lithium battery that was from the factory. I called Edwin-Hymer customer service to see if there was a simple fix and to find out what the warranty because my battery was not recharging. What I found out was that they went out of business and that warranties were no longer covered. I still put off calling DeMartini…making calling them my last option. I called Roadtrek road side service and was told there was no more customer help over the phone. I was so disappointed because when the battery had gone out in the winter an amazing young man had stayed with me on the phone for hours in the cold showing me how to keep warm, built back the charge, and even trained me in wattage and batteries and inverters. Now, the only service available was if the vehicle was disabled. I stay insistent until the woman confused by my conversation got another person on the phone and she actually got someone to try to help me but that person did not know about the Simplicity or inverters but did manage to get me able to call Hall’s Towing in Auburn, CA to come and do what he thought would reboot it. A lovely young man came out from Hall’s Towing and explained everything to me in detail. I learned about recharging a battery through trickling and jumping it. There was nothing he could do, but really was sorry he couldn’t help me. Wondering if the trickle was what I needed I called back Auburn Chrysler Dodge Jeep Ram to see if they could trickle charge it if that was what I needed since it happened while the vehicle was there. They were gracious and so service-oriented and I told them I would call back.

I then had to call DeMartini to see if someone would at least let me now if that would work and if I needed to turn off the invertor of leave it on and would that make in difference with me having the RV plugged in trying to charge it. I knew Tony would not call me back and he didn’t. At least I got confirmed that I had a AGM battery not a Lithium battery and that the trickle method would not work with it.

Last night I went to spend the night with a good friend. Today I came back and found out that indeed the battery was dead. The car part of the RV works. The water I think works. I haven’t turned it on yet. But there’s no electricity in the RV to run my heater, my lights, my refrigerator, etc.

I have no idea what to do now. This is my home. I love my home and I love my RV site. I love being here. Once I realized that I had no idea what to do, I sat down.

I thought, “Well, at least it is warm enough I won’t freeze to death. I can go get my sleeping bag to be warm. I think I’ll stay. In the work of Tantra Maat, the work I do, we do something called informing the field. I think I’m just going to inform the field of creation – what some people call God. And settle in for the answer.

There are lots of people needing me right now and I want to be there for them. So many of us are tired of the reality we were born into and really feel that another reality is possible. I am so clear. I am not a martyr or a victim. I am just clear. I will make do for now.

I don’t want to leave my RV and I do not want to leave my RV site. Before I bought the RV, I thought about camping out so looks like I’ll be camping out in the $72,000 vehicle that has no warranty and that no one can or will help me with.

I’m not afraid of being helpless and right now I’ve no idea how to get help.

I need to sit with this and be. Just sit and be until what is next is revealed to me.

I thought I’d let everybody know who is involved. I want to thank those who love me and care about me. I want to thank Hall’s Towing in Auburn. I want to thank Auburn Chrysler Dodge Jeep Ram. I, as well as others, hope DeMartini changes and doesn’t have its present reputation.

That’s the extent of my knowledge and my extended my awareness. This is the extent of my capability, skill, stamina, and strength for this moment.

Lots of people are in a worst plight than mine. I want to give over to what might be possible for human beings now and no longer at the effect of what is happening between people so many places. I want to give this dilemma time and not use the time that can be used so constructively in other ways. I love what I am part of now. I love doing my part and not being disturbed by what would seek to disrupt me and my love of life, people, and new futures. Turning these times, I have the opportunity to build a whole new reality within which trauma does not have a place so I’m not at all interested being traumatized by this. I’m not interested in being taken away from my home or my work. I have internet. I have an outdoor extension cord. I have camping equipment. And, I’m really good at sitting here thinking until thinking is fulfilled and not reacting to any fear that might masquerade as important.

I’m good. I’m really really good.

We all know that we are over the top with our own problems and I respect that. We are all over top in a world that doesn’t work. I have no expectations, nor do I want any one put out as too many people are having to walk away from their lives at the effect of circumstance. I want to be here until a solution to the problem manifests itself. I will think. Human beings and Creation is informed now. We will see what occurs.

Except for not having electricity, my world works, and I love my world. I have everything I need. I am not going to be made to leave it until something as wonderful and as fulfilling as this has been appears. I am not going to have DeMartini be part of what would have me leave it. I am not going to have Edwin-Hymer going out of business have me leave my home.

I want what is next that works in a way that is powerful and right made of love and tenderness and part of a new reality that has our lives be taken care of in fulfilling ways.

This is where you can find me. I would say this is where I am going to stand but I am actually sitting under my patio umbrellas shading Lily and me. But you can say, I am taking a stand. I could not take this stand if I were not part of a community of beloveds who are taking the same stand to be where life exists in harmony and unity with all Creation. This is mine.

Signing off now.

All my love,

Tantra Maat

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