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This is the November 10th post. The first post is What I have been observing lately in the human psyche and I listed three areas that I wanted to explore with you.
This is the second in a series of posts to support us moving through a debris field of consciousness into paradise on the other side. The area of exploration is: Leading with considerations – “yes, but…”
Now before we go on, it is important to have the right context for the conversation. I am not talking about the outside circumstantial world. There is certainly enough of that going on. I am addressing the inner consciousness of ‘human being’ that is going through dramatic upleveling of awakening. That is what I am supporting. That is my interest, my passion, my love affair with the human psyche. The human psyche carries the mind of the soul. The soul in this rendering is the collective paradise that we are designed to be the consciousness of.
…yes…and, in that, we are the ‘field’ within which the physical world rearranges its molecules, its atoms, its particles as a physical expression of the collective soul of paradise where we are standing whether it is here on earth, in our dreamwalks, or in our astral traveling. We are the embodiment – a field phenomenon of creation.
Ok..now that is out of the way.
I do not correct human behavior. I develop the mind of ‘human being’ to sustain and maintain its consciousness of Creation again. Have been doing that for over a half-century. Nothing has changed except there are two forms of reality now. One collapsing and one forming. The second one my interest has been created by all the work of consciousness that has been done prior to and during our being here. Super cool to be on the edge of new beginnings of mind, body, and spirit – spirit in this application is to be enspirited, lively, accentuated into a greater emotion of intimacy, ecstasy, passion, and peace.
Yes? Say “YES!” Thank you. Already beginning to dispel the flack of consciousness we are moving through.
This brings me to what I am presencing next. Even the greater minds still operate in ‘either/or’. Try that on. It is in my book, The Language of Creation. more thoroughly explored. In Creation, there is no ‘either/or’. That is a human concept. There is only ‘both/and’ in Creation. It is a matter of where we want to participate. This is very different than a ‘Truth’ out there to adhere to. Every Truth imaginable is available right now. This is what makes this dynamic so fantastic.
Moving up to the paragraph that starts with “…yes…and, in that…”, it is our consciousness and our capacity for our consciousness is what we will watch create pockets of paradise that Ken Carey wrote about in his book The Starseed Transmissions. We who have been involved in the Mimzy Project and in alliance with the popolo of Damanhur, Italy have been experiencing this messaging in The Starseed Transmission directly. Super cool.
Now let’s look at the image I posted as the headed in the first post.
Let’s imagine that is the flak of a dying limited consciousness. The definition of flak is 1: antiaircraft guns. 2: the bursting shells fired from flak. 3: criticism, opposition Example: She has taken a good deal of flak for espousing that view.—
Let look at this image flak…okay!? 🙂
One of the ways you recognize flak is through considerations…”Yep, but I don’t know if I am ready. Yeh, but it never happened before. Yes, but I don’t know if I can do it.”
All these considerations are based on the past. Sooooo….what do we do if we are moving into a new consciousness that is in a direct link with Creation itself. I don’t know if you realize it but considerations are human-made not Creation centric.
Now, I am only doing the baseline here. We will go over this much more deeply in I, Magi on Wednesday, the 17th because a Magi NEVER deals in Yes, Yep, Yeh, but!
As we move toward being part of shaping our unity with Creation where we ‘hear’ Creation and Creation ‘hears’ us, the HEART OF A MAGI, our mind and how we are listening to our thinking before we speak it into existence is going to matter. We are in streams of consciousness. In one, we are part of a new consciousness awakening and we are Self-studying and Self-training with our consciousness to be part of the new futures of existence rising.
There is no way to define Self. It is not personality. It is not the outside world and its influence on the personhood of the person. Self is your consciousness being aware of itself.
That is why this one little exercise of simply observing when you lead your response with a ‘consideration’ or you generate a ‘consideration’ when someone else is ‘informing the Field of Creation’ of which you are a part. Imagine going 120 miles an hour and saying something to someone that has them slam on the break. Ouch! Most human thought is to protect and defend themselves from what they think is already so. Where is the unity of Creation that operates on behalf of All Life here in that constant reaction to a tug on your consciousness seeking your input in the flow? To be aware of your thinking doing is to be conscious. Often called metacognition.
AND it is that awareness that has your consciousness awaken into what is missing, moving, and awakening. It is not I-centric figuring out what to do, but Creation-centric having input added to rearrange the molecular and particles into the next greater whole.
Why do you think that Creation no longer registers much of the thinking of human beings anymore? Human thoughts are like the rocks in the stream of Creation being washed here and there where the water happening to be moving. Imagine that you are a Conscious Self and you put your consciousness in with the stream of Creation and you are part of the flow and part of directing it in unity with the way the greater fields of consciousness are working. I know – a MOUTHFUL.
I, Magi!!!
Let’s conclude with a song for your inadequate mental conditioning that you often identify as you!
Spent the day in union with Creation yesterday at Yellowstone.
There is an amazing metareality opening up for human beings now. Yesterday I already had on my calendar to go to Yellowstone…I felt called. Then the fires started in Colorado and California…I know one must get beyond cause and effect and embrace synchronicity. The synchronicity is the timing of unity with Creation. Yesterday was that. With the Mother, on behalf of all life…
I woke up this morning…spent. I let the Transmutative Wholeness WhatsApp Group know
. Then I collapsed back to sleep after having collapsed into the bed at the hotel last night at 7am and had woken up for a moment at 6am just to post my need. Then, I rolled over at 7am and found myself looking up Nevada City Fire. I saw the erratic wind had stopped and the metastate of the metareality I had been in yesterday at Yellowstone with the wind, the vents, and the sulfur lakes came back to me.
I wrote to Transmutative Wholeness again:
“I could be spent from the work I did yesterday. I don’t understand me anymore. I going to metastates like yesterday like I’m part of the Mother wind and mother fire, etc and I don’t quite know what is happening but it feels powerful and real – not me – more part of something we all are now and ‘she’ [from my human perspective] is listening. Me? I am just pretty good at getting her attention more than ever because where I am, some large territory of human being is operating on behalf of life and having life exist as a whole. That’s as close as I can get.
I feel spent like one of those movies where all the life force energy is used on behalf of Life. I just feel like something is happening that has another kind of intelligence for human beings and that the primordial mother and the cosmology of creation are becoming one again.
I did a Facebook live on A Sacred Space for Rest and Courage – a short one – yesterday because I could see registers coming back online.
So it’s not ‘me’ – ‘I’ – centric. Nor is it ‘we’ centric. It is Creation Centric when the powers and forces of creation are alive in unity with human beings who operate on the half of all life.
It was very raw for me at the river yesterday. You can feel the resonance of it better in the Facebook Live I did than here as I am exhausted…spent…weary.
I heard from two people this morning who I have not heard from. This is the way of it…being one with Creation.
…Sending you love. I am still with you. I have been carrying you with me these weeks, sometimes you are inside, sometimes moving through. But nonetheless always with me. I am honored to have you aboard. ?????????????????
…letting you know we are thinking of you….
The right words, the right actions come that get you up again…this is what I have spoken about all these years without human beings being in the evidence of it, but now we are. Oh yes…I know our identities and egos are dysfunctional, but our gut experience isn’t. Those funny feelings that we are more is not lost to us and that we are part of Creation…we have just lost the registers…but we have always been participating. Now it would seem that humanity could be getting their registers back. The very fact I heard from two people who matter to me who I have not heard from and they said what they said we boosted me – as we are all busy as a collective field restoring not only our own but humanity’s relationship with all creation. It is when others pick up on it and register it even though they don’t realize it and reach out that we know something is active.
All my life, I have registered what humanity is awakening into…that original nature of the original design of human beings restoring…little did I realize that when people responded to the Restoring the G.O.D.* matrixes that what would activate is the registers where we ARE part of the G.O.D. matrixes of Creation.
My dog Lily crossed over into the non-physical realms July 31st, 2020 for those of you who do not know. Since she is a being who does not know separation, I entered a journey with others in the Field of Tantra Maat of transcendency. It is my hope to gather together the last few days as an experiential journal for those who are entering into the new futures rising. Below is a journal entry. It is not mine to do to have you understand. I am simply sharing my journal with you.
I woke up this morning and the gripping agony in my chest had elevated to a mild tachycardia. I recognized that when I said there was something to be achieved in the call. I did not realize until it occurred that what was to be achieved was a new higher frequency foundational base – a sustainable and maintainable place for what was occurring to occur with as little shock as possible.
Surrendering into those who have never left me; with Lily transitioning from physical to nonphysical; and the quantum energy that is available now as the multidimensions restore themselves here, we achieved a coherence that stabilized me/us/others in the higher realm[s] where realities of unity exist. [A dog that looks like lily is walking by right now.]
We in the 7 month Creation Project are working in the consciousness that is stabilized in the physical playing field through Template 3. The collective work is achieving a remarkable magic. Remember Template 3 is you generating an operational matrix to bring the quantum realms of what you hold/know/re-member reality to be into the physical realm. There was a result in the call that I want to note here.
When Jim spoke of unity in the beginning, the quantum nature of unity activated. I could feel it. It was as if he had dialed the code or set the field or activated an algorithm. Then when I said there was something to be achieved in the call another code connection between Creation and ourselves activated…there were others that spoke and activations occurred as I could see the lights come on in the quantum field of so above/so below re-establishing not only remembrance but actualizing it. We were the Templates of Creation speaking the language of creation. That level has never occurred collectively until last night at least where I have been present.
Then having Myra and Hisbiscus speaking in the last part of the call who operate consistently in the quantum fields was no accident. Nothing more or less only the synchronic timing of timeless time as everyone on the call was being their direct link with Creation and in their speaking operating on behalf of all life. This is not a mental thinking thing. It is what occurs in the shared unity of a one soul species each having theirs to do, be, have in a synchronic weaving with Creation.
When Myra said the word ‘borderland’, the realm that Jim had called in ‘unity’ and the landscape that was revealed during the call by those sharing, a territory came into being – formed…a borderland….including the border but surrounding it and going beyond it. A coherent, cohesive, congruent unified inclusionary territory of participation was established. Do not concern yourself with understanding or worry that you may not yet have the registers yet…you will.
For the first time I got sleepy at midnight instead of collapsing from exhaustion. I could dream walk again instead of being caught in the debris field between so above and so below since last Friday.
Two days ago, in my work with the reharmonization of my so above/so below system I am doing with Deepak Chari, Jeremy and Lily showed me their light bodies that could regulate into various forms…Lily clearly loved the form she shared with me and that is our meeting place…that etheric form here. They really worked with me to see if this form I recognize myself as could dissolve into the light formlessness which carries so much more dimensionality and capacity but in that session I could not. Experiencing the stuckness of the calcification of energy in my body was brutal the next few days until after the call last night. In my dream walk in the borderland that was evoked as a Timeless Time territory last night, I was shown me a summit in the borderland. If there had been words, the words spoken would have been something like, “You [meaning those passed over, those passing over, and ourselves] will exist together at The Summit.” There were not words and the structure of language in writing this does not lay it out right, but it is as close as I can put in the written word. I will do a Creation Exercise 3 on it to unpack it and give it a place.
I am clear the Creation Project that has showed up in the Restoring the G.O.D. Matrix work. It is upon us with great respect and dignity for our endeavor if the higher realms had those concepts. The G.O.D. Matrix that we are part of restoring is unity – duh!
However, the landscapes we have entered into is where the non-physical realm, the spirit, the eternal is, as it was originally designed to be, transcendent over the physical, flesh, temporal. This means that the loss of Lily and Jeremy and others including ourselves is no more; that our primary is our etheric [non-physical] relationship with all life, our spirit relationship with all life, our eternal relationship with all life – in our multidimensional, multi-intelligent, multi-sensory form here but we go beyond and can include what we are much further than here with the temporality of here no longer being a problem
I am not saying we are embodied there. I am saying everything everyone is saying is showing where we are engaging with the quantum fields and within that much more is occurring in multiple territories you all are engaged in individually and monadically. We are taking territory. We are opened up and sharing the landscapes of multiple territory but those territories carry realities of unity. For me it is no longer being held prisoner in an experience of separation from what and whom I love. That my body, my mind, and my emotions register and are part of a system re-established that carries no capacity for separation.
Be clear. It is not up to us the result. We are informing Creation and the G.O.D.s [the generating organizing design] of creation and we are, in response, being informed. We are using the consciousness of our intelligence to bring back territory as we remember and a Generating Organizing Design of Creation begins to occur where we are standing both collectively and individually.
This is Template 3. Template 3 is not a human exercise. This template carries our consciousness of restoration with a specific algorithum that we are now experiencing. Yes!
I woke up this morning as stated at the beginning of this journal entry. I went upstairs to see Diane, then came downstairs to set up outside here on the porch to write this. When I came out there was a green jellybean. A single green jelly bean on the deck by my chair. When Jeremy was in physical form, his CB radio title was Jelly Bean and mine was River Queen. His favorite color was green. Mine cinnamon. We are all bringing the greater coherence of the unified field into play in this physical territory. I was thinking this morning that the mantra that works well here is:
I have left this journal entry in place as I am clear that we are in a unified field of consciousness wherein what each of us participates in contributes to the many: While this 7-month engagement is presently closed for enrollment, we are all participating in the etheric territory together of our one-soul heart. Read on 🙂
At different times in the last half-century, human consciousness expanded and new work was needed to meet that expansion. This I have done before. Up until January 1st, 2020 I thought there would be more to go to get to where many have an imprint of where we were going during these times. When I did the 100 plus Prophetics at the beginning of the year, it was unmistakable that we were in some kind of arrival. Since then an ‘arrival’ of a new level of consciousness has been present in consults and activations. Now it is our time to secure what has been expanded into by human beings by actualizing their mental mind into quantum layers of consciousness.
“Remembrance or prophecy? …. thought, understood as an alchemical product that distills a human being’s profound ability to create the forms in which he or she lives. Thoughts that form the foundation of an existence that flows on a new current of time, in which every true dreamer is called to become an architect of his or her existence. Because bold imagination is capable of launching visions beyond space and time and is not an escape from a tiring everyday life but the exercise of a human being’s own power in all possible times. ” Excerpt From Falco Tarassaco. “Liber S.”
I have selected three areas. They are not random. They are based on six years of working in sacred labs with a diverse group of people around the globe. Since these areas are not describable by known means, I leave it to your consciousness to inform you of your participation.
The three areas:
The main offering is the Seven Levels of Conscious/Language of Creation [LOC]: the first Saturday of every month through December The 7 Saturdays are designed to support you in imprinting your mind with seven levels of human consciousness that carry your new templates of Being.
The second Saturday of the month is Timeless time also based on a body of work with a group of people that showed me that a new kind of time was active in human consciousness and maturing. There are times in human existence when higher realms of consciousness are interactive with the linear time of human beings. This is one of those times.
The third Saturday of the month is Restructuring Money Matrixes [sp?] also based on what rose in the Spirals of Being in a group project to realign money in unity with life and what has us exist as whole. The 7- month body of work will build on this. We are in times when alignment with what operates on behalf of life is calling many of us. What I have constructed through the years is in support of that and, therefore, timely
This is the greatest service I can give anyone. People are still trying to live in the existing paradigm when there is no future there. People caught in waiting on the outer world to give them their world will be in a great muddle. Contacting that which they are a part of and more than that – carrying the templates that bring these new realities into existence is all I am paying attention to now – especially over the next few months [7] to be exact.
You can compare the work in the next 7 months as preparation for what is coming that we are designed to be a part of.
Restoring G.O.D. Matrix[es]: Human beings were designed to be one with Creation. The resonance of the truth of this has been lost but it is true none the same. Within each human being is a template of so above/so below whether it is finding a partner, getting well, world peace. The macro/mini the gift of our creation. We are made of the substance of G.O.D. in multiverses of expression. This planet is recognized by Tantra Maat as the Realm of the Primordial Mother that created – a paradise for both the physical and non-physical realms of creation to have a place to be in unity with each other, enjoy Life itself, and share in the multiple expressions of creation here.
Many will continue to move forward in temporal linear time, like fish moving within a river. Others will enter into the quantum mind of the Generating Organizing Designs of Creation of which they are a part having restored their unique and essential aspects of Creation. AND in that restore their expression of those aspects in the immediate time ahead. These Beings are not only awakening into Be Here Now, but also into a Time Quadrant* of It is Now.
The different levels of participation within the Generating Organizing Designs of Creation are stated below.
Patron Participation extends beyond the 7-month Restoring G.O.D. Matrixes
$5200
$6700
$8800
The Patron Work is ongoing. The 7-month work is a part of the Patron ongoing participation with Tantra Maat and their G.O.D.’s of Creation.
Avatar Participation:
The Registration for participation in the present 7-month Engagement with Creation is presently closed. The Avatar Participation is limited to specific engagements i.e. the 7-month Restoring the G.O.D. Matrix project
Monad Participation: Groups of Five Structure for Enrollment
The Registration for participation in the present 7-month Engagement with Creation is presently closed. The Monad Participation is limited to specific engagements i.e. the 7-month Restoring the G.O.D. Matrix project
What I have discovered in doing personal consults and activations since the beginning of 2020 is that human consciousness has shifted into dimensional states of being. You will get to watch new forms rise that will anchor into the limitation of the 3D an a wonderful way.
It is only your perception that has you think you are still operating in 3D. Have you asked yourself why you have a strong will about something but can't seem to figure out the 'how' or 'why' or 'what' of it? Your perception up until now has come from the reality that was dimensionally challenged in a collapsed field that was like a symphony without all of its instruments.
Now your consciousness is beginning to register new realities. The minute now I begin to speak with you, your consciousness forms new receptive capacities of thought and comprehension: your overstressed reaction and response system relaxes; you find yourself having thoughts and comprehensions that organize your actions in new novel unique sense-making ways.
What you may not yet register, but you will over time, is that many human beings are now moving with greater systems of existence - what I call moving with Creation. Overtime in 2020, you will register and recognize yourself' moving with Creation and find yourself actively part of Creation. That is most exciting is you will overtime find your mind will acclimate and be able to perceptively comprehend what you are experiencing but cannot yet find language or comprehension for at this time. You need your mental mind. Your mental mind is the information thread that you use to move in time and space. Your mental mind is evolving now and old habits of thinking are causing trouble now.. some clients' solar plexus reactions becoming overwhelming.
Never has relistening your recordings been so important. Every time you listen, you generate new threads of thought that fit with new realities that you are part of forming. The Activations allow your system to move into a higher octave response-capacity within which dimensional realities exist and that live in our visions and dreams and are what we long for.
The flesh and the mind need to re-sort into higher frequencies and they are attempting to. You need to support that. It is hard to walk around thinking you are somewhere you are not when you actually are somewhere that is new and aligned with what you are forming into.
“I realized that I need to be in Mt Shasta to hear. I need to see if it is time for me to go home or negotiate my staying as part of valid life-enhancing ways. It is not that I know. I have not heard the certainty I hear when I know I know. I don’t know if I’m going home or staying. There are lots of signs that I am at the end of something. Others are too though. While it doesn’t feel like physical death, it might be. Whatever it is, it is a quantum of some kind. I at least need the next right action and the synchronicities that go with them. I don’t know if this is the moment. If the marker has played itself out… I don’t know. I only know I do not live to be redacted only to expand.”
Well, boy did it!
In Shasta, I made peace with my fate so to speak. Just remember Fate is never what we think it is. I successfully got my book, Mind of Creation, in my head to begin to unpack it after I wrote a chapter that absolutely complied with the higher vibrational fields of Creation working with me to bring this book into reality.
I came back to where I was staying with a beloved friend whose dog Izzy is one of my dog Lily’s best buddies. A little white fluffy dog and a taller black sleek furred dog trotting together down the road. What a sight to see! I came back in time to go with a friend to her birthday celebration #2 with friends. I have lived in working environments of consciousness most of my adult life. It is fun to be with friends who are also at work in raising consciousness. She invited us to see A Tribute to Leonard Cohen in Sacramento. We have dinner on a paddleboat. The magic whispered in my ear as we searched for a parking place in the overcrowded river bank and the old buildings that once existed there. “There. Stop there.” Sure enough, there was a car backing out that was right in front of the boardwalk to the paddleboat.
During the Tribute, I cried silently. They let me, which I appreciated it. I was so sad to look at this not being where I should be right now in my life, but I have moved before I have never been disappointed. This felt different. I have moved so often I could not determine what it was until I was driving the birthday girl back to her car. She began to challenge my thinking. She didn’t let up. I do think she was my lieutenant in another lifetime. Something happened in our exchange. Especially when she said, “You need to decide if you want to live here, not us. Everything will rearrange into the right order if you get to your truth.”
I woke up still not knowing if I wanted to stay here. Parts of being here have been so hard. But something was different. It was as if a cloud had passed. I took Lily out for a walk and passed a man working on an old VW camper. My first camper was a 1963 VW Camper. My son Jeremy and I and our dog Cuddles had wandered up and down the east coast in that camper. Even spent the night with Buffet Saint Marie [click here for a song that has carried me through my life’s journey for many years.] who was sleeping under a fishing boat in Maine.
I asked the VW man his name. He said his name was Lance. I had been noticing lately that people’s pasts are coming back in strange and unusual fashions. It was as if we are experiencing the final chapters in events that happened at the beginning of our lives. Two things pinged. One was the camper was like mine only this one was a 1970 VW Camper. And Lance. Lance was my best boy friend when I was under five and lived on East Ravine in Kingsport, Tennessee. Both the camper and Lance had made my life very happy, safe, and secure. Both of these connections had also been followed by tragedy. I had to leave Lance, Susan, Lee, and Zaria, my bestest friends, to move to a ‘better’ section of town where I was miserable, afraid, and not secure. A series of events happened one of which was the camper in the late 1970s. Within a very short period of time, my son, Jeremy, died of unknown causes: I backed over Cuddles, not looking in my need to get to the hospital and killed her: I had restored a property on the Tennessee River for an older friend who was to give me the first right to purchase. He sold the property while I was in the hospital with my son.
This level of synchronicity got my attention.
I told the VW Lance who I was staying with and that I was there because I could not live in my RV. I shared the story you all have heard. First, he talked to me about if I got him the inverter, he could probably fix it or replace it. Then I shared I thought something was wrong with the wiring and that the wiring might have been compromised after being in the shop to have the RV’s warming blankets and screen door put in.
“Well then,” Lance said, “You need to talk to Duke. Let me get you his Facebook page.” Duke University is what saved my life when I was very young. I had had a rare blood disease and they developed a serum to save me. Ping! Of course, I managed to forget the name and look up the wrong Facebook, page but Lance in his roaring engine VW showed up again coming down the road, so we got it straightened out.
I felt that I needed to get hold of Duke before 5 PM. I had a call with my support people who were creating a space for miracles to happen. Before I called them, I wanted to see if perhaps I had my miracle. Jim had already found the man who actually created the wiring for the simplicity road track and he already told us he’s got us parts. That was miraculous. Janice had had a vision after I had had a reading where a very powerful reader had told me not to keep the RV – to get rid of it right away last year.
I called Duke and he called me back. I told him about my situation. He began to share with me that I was under warranty from the dealer but when I told him road track had gone bust, he was stunned. “They have been in business since the 70s!” I told him that Jim had gotten hold of the man who designed the wiring and who could get us schematics and parts. He was thrilled. That is one of the fundamental aspects of magic. Shared field. The next level of wholeness supports everyone in the field. Then he asked, “Where did you buy the RV?” When I told him where I bought the RV, he said. “Oh.” Clearly, he was disappointed at my choice. He had a few choice words and then told me he had been working on Roadtrek Simplicities for over 20 years. He also told me we would video him going through the entire RV so that if anything had happened that messed up the wiring, Jim and I could take it from there.
I realized when I had woken up morning, that if I could stay in the area, the only way I wanted to stay in the area was in my RV. I also want another sanctuary. But if I can’t have that, then I want to stay in my RV. Not only did Duke go over everything with me, but he also inspired me. He told me he works in the very RV park I live in repairing RVs and I realized I had seen him, and I knew who he was. Lance said he had a great reputation and worked out of his house because repairing RVs was his passion. Maybe I will be able to stay in my RV …and then find land to live as a community. You never know…miracles birth miracles.
Bingo.
I ended the call with Duke at 4:58 pm and got to call my friends with the miracle at 5 – on behalf of all life!
I will not be able to have him be with my RV and me until May 2. In the meantime I will go back to San Diego and do work was an amazing practitioner who shifts the past into a higher harmonic where it can be complete, having our lives exist more in a state of wholeness. There is another piece of magic that I cannot share here because it involves my children and their lives are not to be shared here. Just know it is another miracle. Not being able to share it doesn’t change its beauty.
I will visit my oldest son, go to San Diego for a week. Come back up and visit again before coming back here. We will see if the next level of synchronicity between myself, others, and creation keeps going. Do I doubt it? No. Just because I do not know what the next greater whole is, does not mean I don’t play my hand on behalf of the next greater moment of Creation. When your life rearranges itself suddenly especially these days, there is actually a larger reality at hand. We may not know that with our mental mind, but our consciousness does. I have been very sad, but not afraid. Very confused but trusting. Shaken, yet cared for. I am very glad I live in a collective consciousness with others in the field of Creation because in that collective consciousness there is simply more possibility of the synchronicity with all life to occur.
I may or may not be writing another chapter but thank you for listening it is been a precious revitalizing and reconstructing moment for me. In the meantime, I am running the Templates on behalf of ‘my home’ and posting them on Generating Realities of Unity – Through Creation Exercises on Facebook.
So many people are having thoughts of this is enough already in their circumstances and in life in general. Little do they/we realize that we are on a threshold of new realities birthing themselves through the debris field of the old realities that had everything be separate. God separate from humankind, spirit separate from flesh, the eternal separate from the temporal, the physical from the non-physical, and so on.
In the Spirals, we rise into disruptions to see if there is the possibility of creation a pathway that is in unity with Creation. What humanity does not know is that we are the missing element…if is our hearts, our minds, our Being that is the animate magic of Creation here. We have a lab, the Spirals, so that we can be in discovery and develop our actual strength, stamina, and capacity to develop registers that register the pathways, the formings, the actualities, the doings, the havings that exist when our systems are restored to their unity with Creation.
I received a message from the dealership service department, but I could not make myself read it. I could not. I trust my gut, my solar plexus, and it is why I do solar plexus activations. I trust the eternal’s ability to enter into the temporal on behalf of all life. My own terminology to myself is, “I know when to wait on the power of G.O.D.”
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My message to The Spirals of Being – Sacred Labs operating on behalf of restoring humanity’s unity with Creation
When I started the Spirals, I knew that I would have to be in equal participation in opening up into the new matrixes of reality forming. When regard to my RV, I said I did not know what to do, I did not. When I said I knew what I what was mind to do and what was not mine not do, that was real. Out of that clarity, I knew I could be present to the not-yet-seen, the not-yet-known and to what I call ‘the forming’. The forming is where Creation and human beings come together on behalf of what grants life and has us exist as whole.
Dynamics of interaction began to form…a team so to speak…why a team? I didn’t expect a team. I, like most of us, was just looking for someone[s] to solve my dilemma, not the magic of what is it like in the transparency of life in a larger community who can share not only the wealth of being together but the challenges. I have had two incidents in this area around leaving where I was living, once because it was time to leave and once under duress. I needed to know if this time was a sign that I was not to be in the area. I couldn’t imagine it, but what if it were so. In the past, I had had two sanctuaries that were extraordinary and filled with people and activity and love and I cherished every minute. What had changed? I knew it had to do with my mission to be part of humanity’s moment once again time to evolve. I knew that I needed to be part of the activity of that evolving not separate from it. I knew that these years ahead including last year and this one that evolving would, of course, include who we are in our connection to our Selves, each Other, and Life. I knew we were moving from a separation-based, isolated individual-base to a unity-based, metapoint of self, other, creation-based paradigm – for me – reality.
I just knew I had to stay where I was standing until, or if, an interactive, interrelated, synchronic environment of Creation and human beings came out of the fog could form. The others, called, began to appear. There were those who sent me messages so I would not feel alone in this and, in that, some who began to respond within the possibility they were part of what there was to do.
I am writing them and writing my Chapter 3 today while I am doing what I love most, being there on behalf of life, in consults and planning. I will copy the letters here. This is my prayer,. That our engagement on behalf of all life melts the inanimate thinking that we have suffered that has left us at the effect of an inanimate reality separate from the life force energy of Creation and that we get to live together the stories of what we have only read by our tracking new pathways of Being as the on-the-earth new ways of being and doing rise.
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My letter to the first recursion of those who were called.
This is the letter sent to those who were called as the possibility of theirs to do…even if they do not know yet the pathways of doing in unity with all life and on behalf of our unity with Creation.
2019.03.31
In Unity,
I am such a survivor and my commitment to exist in unity with Creation is so intense and clear for me. It took until last night when ______ gave me hope to let the flood of emotions, pain, and sadness come in. I cannot afford reaction when I am listening but when I knew others were listening to, I could have room to falter. I also cannot afford to Band-Aid or coping here. I must be part of what brings everything into the next recursion. I also am holding the Field out past the edge and I can feel this event trying to distract me. I need to not be distracted. I am writing all of you who were looking at ‘doing’ as an action that you feel called to and in that who you are operating on behalf of life and having us exist as whole. First of all, I am putting the link to the tapatalk Alliance Transparency so that the Field of Tantra Maat has a landing place, as M said yesterday, for informing Creation and being with others in the field. As you see if it is yours to do ’together’ informing the field through this link, has it operate on behalf of a much bigger spectrum than just this individual incident.
I am including D on this because she has been past the edge with me in the Nature of Being before and she is ballast for what is occurring. I am including V because she is here with me taking care I have a warm place and a warm heart to hold my Lily and me. I am so technical that I do not show my emotions very much, but I am weeping. I deeply pray this becomes a marker, a stabilization point for the Field of Tantra Maat and all the Spiral members and our alliances.
Just like I knew to back off of PM and let the collective spirit bloom, I know I need to back off here. No idea about the forming. I only know I feel its seed of possibility.
I leave over to you Beloveds, my life, our life, Creation.
If I were writing a book called My Home. This would be Chapter Two. Chapter One would have to be titled: Where I Am Standing Even Though in Truth I Am Sitting. Chapter Two would be titled: What is Mine To Do.
The Field of Creation I am a part of is a landscape of consciousness. Once upon a time consciousness was our landscape. It was where we worked out our unique and essential expression of the whole. It was not about trauma or coping or dealing with the world around us the best we could. It was where we as conscious being through our Sovereign Natures, what some would call our divinity, sculpted out amazing territories to expressive life in remarkable ways.
At some point probably over time, this remarkable planet and her amazing ability to house our divine nature were compromised and the structure of existence here went out of tensegrity. Since I am not trapped in the illusion of separation, I remember these realms here and came back not just this time but many times before to be part of restoring the tensegrity which the structural design of our planet and of our bodies. You could say that this planet and her forms’ integrity are designed to float in a sea of spirit through an integral tension. Very different thought process than what is wrong with you; what is wrong with them; what is wrong with it. The blame game. It becomes apparent as you mature your consciousness that carries a territory where everything is part of everything else; everything operates on behalf of everything else; you are part of everything, and everything is part of you when the tensegrity is out.
More simply said from one who lives out beyond the codes of coping. I came to be part of generating new realities within which new future could rise. I came clear that problems are not humanmade which has had humanity spinning like gerbils on a wheel ever since the myth of original sin was created. It is a reality issue. The reality we live in here has gone out of balance and harmony – the principle expression of tensegrity.
Before I go on, and if you have not yawned, stretched, and gone back to more important things, as it says in the commercial where people are doing amazing feats at a death-defying level, do not think this is share is a how-to manual for all people. Only people who are trained to interact with ‘reality’ in a tensegrity way should take on ‘reality’.
In the Field of Creation of which I am a part, there are structures that generate this tensegrity between energy and matter, spirit and flesh, secular and sacred, the eternal and the temporal. They are simple codes of tensegrity. We don’t use the word tensegrity. We just the word transparency. We use the phrases “What is mine to do?” “What is mine to have?” “What is mine to be?’
The tension exists in resonant listening. Simply said, since I am talking for myself, “Do I resonate with what I am seeing, hearing, sensing, etc.” If not, I listen to what I do resonate with. Within this tension that trainings like Landmark work with is an integrity of ‘being’ that generates energetic environments with which the tension of life exists in a movement of creation that is gobsmack awesomely cool.
The Field of Creation I am part of works with the Nature of Being also that each of us has that is a territory of consciousness where each of us has are a Sovereign Nature of Being operating on behalf of life and what has life exist as whole.
This is a skillset of the original nature of our original design. In my resonant listening in unity with Creation, I am called to write this mini expletive. All of us know those moments when we recognize when something is ours to do. Doesn’t mean we do it, but we do know when we are called. You could say that the action of doing is the tension and the knowing it is ours to do is the integrity…hence: tensegrity.
It is my skillset. I deal with reality not people. I am aware of what realities operate on behalf of life and what realities do not. At this juncture, in the metapoint of the eternal and the temporal, what is not a structure of integrity and tension that operates on behalf of life is becoming apparent like a wart on the end of your nose. Some people, many of whom, I am getting to exist within this Field of Creation have simply stepped out of the reality of separation and are standing on the threshold of new futures that are generated by new realities rising.
I am standing at one of those thresholds. I am an at an edge, at this moment, between realities – ones that separate us from all life and ones that have us be in unity with all life.
The first question I ask myself is in regard to this dilemma of an out of balance and out of harmony reality rising in my midst: “What for me is really real?”
Answer[s]:
I love my RV and where I live.
I am clear that my RV and where I live are part of new futures rising.
I am clear about what is mine to do and not mine to do.
Yesterday, 2019.03.29 I wrote about what was mine to do. Oh, before I go there, I forgot to share – there are two types of time occurring in our human existence right now. One type of time is ‘Be Here Now.” The other type of time is EXHAUSTING trying to MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. This is an illusion of the human mind.
That we make things happen which is not true. What is true is a Be Here Now time where we are simply lining up with Creation, being one with Creation, and responding in unity with Creation. This is often referred to as intuition and/or trusting our gut. This is our best minimal language but does not get to the remarkable intelligence that resides in the language of creation behind the word intuition and the phrase trusting our gut.
There is a phrase ‘free will’ – again minimalized language – that simply means that we are free to do life anyway we want to until, because we are part of a greater whole that operates on behalf of all life and within which we exist as whole, collective actions of minimalized intelligence out of touch with the greater systems of response have slippage of integrity and tension moving into reaction no longer about generating a tension that brings our lives back into alignment with Creation. A phrase we are using in our global citizenry is ‘maintaining these edges we are finding ourselves on’. Free will operates in temporal time, being in the integrity and tension of Creation operates in eternal time.
In these three pages, I broad-stroked a background that is what gives me my foreground.
Today, I am sharing what is not mine to do.
I got a letter from the service manager at the RV dealership, but I am not called to read it. It is not mine to do.
I can feel that something or some things are not yet in tensegrity, so action not based in the integrity of Sovereign Nature of my own Being’s direct link with Creation is not yet available to me at this time.
What became apparent is where reality is rising and what is seeking to be generative as an expression of life is who we are as a community when we are, as a community, in unity with All Life. And in that, what is ours to do?
Curious, yes?
I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is theirs to do to read the letter.
I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is in their Sovereign Territory in unity with Creation to interact with the dealership.
I found out today that the people that built my RV- Simplicity Rodtrek have gone out of business. That the incredible 55-year warranty on my vehicle I bought July 2018 is no longer valid. I bought the RV from Demartini, a RV company in Grass Valley, California. For a while, I had a lovely service person name David who help me with the wrong information I was given at the time of purchase. He also went over correctly how to run my RV. The information that it been told me incorrectly at the time that someone else had gone over the same thing. I was told the RV was good for any season and it was not. DeMartini either with grace or disgruntledness, I do not know which, put winter blankets on the RV so that I could keep her pipes warm during the winter.
I had also ordered a screen to be put in for the summer on my sliding door. When they put the screen in they disconnected an electric plug by the sliding door and the lights over the front of the RV no longer worked. David and I made arrangements to bring the RV in this spring to fix the problem created when they put it in.
My engine light came on in the Dodge engine that is the RV’s motor vehicle part. I called David to find out when to bring it in to Demartini. I also had no manuals for the vehicle so I did not even know what the engine was I had. I was concerned when I found out that he is left, but I asked to speak to the service manager. The person I got told me it was a Mercedes. I was pretty sure it wasn’t, so I called the Erwin-Hymer who still answered their phone then and found out it was a Dodge ProMaster. I called back and made sure I got the service manager and told him what the other person had said. It turned out it was him. He told me that I had to go to a Dodge dealer to get the vehicle part fixed. Let’s just say kindness was not in his speaking.
I went to San Diego this week, came up and picked up my RV and drove to my site. I did not know that’s the inverter battery had died. Demartini had replaced the battery that was dead when I purchased my Simplicity. They replaced it with a AGM battery not the lithium battery that was from the factory. I called Edwin-Hymer customer service to see if there was a simple fix and to find out what the warranty because my battery was not recharging. What I found out was that they went out of business and that warranties were no longer covered. I still put off calling DeMartini…making calling them my last option. I called Roadtrek road side service and was told there was no more customer help over the phone. I was so disappointed because when the battery had gone out in the winter an amazing young man had stayed with me on the phone for hours in the cold showing me how to keep warm, built back the charge, and even trained me in wattage and batteries and inverters. Now, the only service available was if the vehicle was disabled. I stay insistent until the woman confused by my conversation got another person on the phone and she actually got someone to try to help me but that person did not know about the Simplicity or inverters but did manage to get me able to call Hall’s Towing in Auburn, CA to come and do what he thought would reboot it. A lovely young man came out from Hall’s Towing and explained everything to me in detail. I learned about recharging a battery through trickling and jumping it. There was nothing he could do, but really was sorry he couldn’t help me. Wondering if the trickle was what I needed I called back Auburn Chrysler Dodge Jeep Ram to see if they could trickle charge it if that was what I needed since it happened while the vehicle was there. They were gracious and so service-oriented and I told them I would call back.
I then had to call DeMartini to see if someone would at least let me now if that would work and if I needed to turn off the invertor of leave it on and would that make in difference with me having the RV plugged in trying to charge it. I knew Tony would not call me back and he didn’t. At least I got confirmed that I had a AGM battery not a Lithium battery and that the trickle method would not work with it.
Last night I went to spend the night with a good friend. Today I came back and found out that indeed the battery was dead. The car part of the RV works. The water I think works. I haven’t turned it on yet. But there’s no electricity in the RV to run my heater, my lights, my refrigerator, etc.
I have no idea what to do now. This is my home. I love my home and I love my RV site. I love being here. Once I realized that I had no idea what to do, I sat down.
I thought, “Well, at least it is warm enough I won’t freeze to death. I can go get my sleeping bag to be warm. I think I’ll stay. In the work of Tantra Maat, the work I do, we do something called informing the field. I think I’m just going to inform the field of creation – what some people call God. And settle in for the answer.
There are lots of people needing me right now and I want to be there for them. So many of us are tired of the reality we were born into and really feel that another reality is possible. I am so clear. I am not a martyr or a victim. I am just clear. I will make do for now.
I don’t want to leave my RV and I do not want to leave my RV site. Before I bought the RV, I thought about camping out so looks like I’ll be camping out in the $72,000 vehicle that has no warranty and that no one can or will help me with.
I’m not afraid of being helpless and right now I’ve no idea how to get help.
I need to sit with this and be. Just sit and be until what is next is revealed to me.
I thought I’d let everybody know who is involved. I want to thank those who love me and care about me. I want to thank Hall’s Towing in Auburn. I want to thank Auburn Chrysler Dodge Jeep Ram. I, as well as others, hope DeMartini changes and doesn’t have its present reputation.
That’s the extent of my knowledge and my extended my awareness. This is the extent of my capability, skill, stamina, and strength for this moment.
Lots of people are in a worst plight than mine. I want to give over to what might be possible for human beings now and no longer at the effect of what is happening between people so many places. I want to give this dilemma time and not use the time that can be used so constructively in other ways. I love what I am part of now. I love doing my part and not being disturbed by what would seek to disrupt me and my love of life, people, and new futures. Turning these times, I have the opportunity to build a whole new reality within which trauma does not have a place so I’m not at all interested being traumatized by this. I’m not interested in being taken away from my home or my work. I have internet. I have an outdoor extension cord. I have camping equipment. And, I’m really good at sitting here thinking until thinking is fulfilled and not reacting to any fear that might masquerade as important.
I’m good. I’m really really good.
We all know that we are over the top with our own problems and I respect that. We are all over top in a world that doesn’t work. I have no expectations, nor do I want any one put out as too many people are having to walk away from their lives at the effect of circumstance. I want to be here until a solution to the problem manifests itself. I will think. Human beings and Creation is informed now. We will see what occurs.
Except for not having electricity, my world works, and I love my world. I have everything I need. I am not going to be made to leave it until something as wonderful and as fulfilling as this has been appears. I am not going to have DeMartini be part of what would have me leave it. I am not going to have Edwin-Hymer going out of business have me leave my home.
I want what is next that works in a way that is powerful and right made of love and tenderness and part of a new reality that has our lives be taken care of in fulfilling ways.
This is where you can find me. I would say this is where I am going to stand but I am actually sitting under my patio umbrellas shading Lily and me. But you can say, I am taking a stand. I could not take this stand if I were not part of a community of beloveds who are taking the same stand to be where life exists in harmony and unity with all Creation. This is mine.
Spent the day in union with Creation yesterday at Yellowstone.
