I just gotta say. 🙂 I am sitting here in bed reflecting on my life…mostly my life choices and how they have been good ones. I truly believe that these choices are the sources of this fragile body maintaining itself all these years.
I understand the medical end of things but frankly, it has been the relationships I have had with some [more than less] humans and the profound spiritual connections I have had the honor to experience this lifetime that is the underlying substance of creation that has sustained me. And now this walk that many have taken can for not only myself but many, give us this moment in human history to embody again the original nature of the paradise that we are the templates of here.
The last few months have been particularly challenging because being psychic you can feel threads of futures that are unfolding and some, in this case, have suggested a termination of participation on this beautiful planet is possible. There are not many surprises being psychic, for sure.
In the Creation Exercises, these amazing formulas of creation that restore the original relationship of spirit and flesh, matter and energy, secular and sacred, eternal and temporal, I found that I could restore my body and its ability to survive here more and more independent of structures of reality that have separated the spirit and the flesh [from adrenal fatigue to cancer], matter and energy [visit Los Alamos where they are extricating energy from the earth to make destructive structures to ‘protect’], secular and sacred [religious terrorism], eternal and temporal [no long term respect for life itself only short term gratification].
Tracking the unity [the METApoints] of spirit and flesh, matter and energy, secular and sacred, temporal and eternal has been my unrelenting without waiver focus for over 45 years. It is this focus personally that has led me to this moment and to write the sentence that started this train of thought above.
“I am sitting here in bed reflecting on my life…mostly my life choices and how they have been good ones.”
It took everything I had with post covid effects, the loss of my dog who buffered me for years so I could maintain loving being here, and a heart and lungs who are struggling to maintain normalcy to come to facilitate an Equinox ritual in Boulder, Colorado.
Not knowing the outcome of moving across mountains at 8000 to 100000 altitudes, fatigue that haunts my normal vibrancy, and newly working with some abnormalities in my heart tests, I knew to come and do my part.
Why? It may sound strange to a world that has often pseudo lures of ‘out there’ gratifications, of ‘if only’ something out there would give me what I think I need…all sources of disconnection from Life and Others and Creation.
It is my connection to human beings who persist in loving life no matter what they are under the weight of that is a source of my trust that my body will, not only succeed in carrying me forward but, in my connection to these humans, will continue to build its capacity to thrive. It is my connection to the powers and forces of Creation [what I call the Realms of the Beloveds] that love this planet and her forms and operates on their behalf that I gave over my life and death to a long time ago because of the eternal nature of continuance enthralls me and the ability to be here as part of that continuance thrills me.
Hence where else would I be this past weekend and the weekend coming for another such opportunity? This past week has been an encapsulation of my life’s journey. A group of people maintained their persistency in bringing forward as a collective creation a TV show that is the next recursion of Creation moving forward in a collective vision, the next powerful capacity beyond individual vision. An ‘Anam Cara’ flew in to drive me from Albuquerque to Denver so I could facilitate, not as the burden of woe, but the joy of adventure. I am staying at the home of the extraordinary woman who persisted in building a home for the Creation Templates given to me by a greater intelligence of which the mind of a human is a part – The Language of Consciousness Institute. The people on the WhatsApp threads of healing and community who stood with me in a shared energy of connection. The magic of what it is to be human with other humans is a daily nourishment for me. When she writes, “I am holding your hand and am walking with you.” And another responds, “I have the other hand.” Another calling, sharing the excitement of awakening…stories of connection and the joy of response from the deeper webbing of life here. My housemate and my brother organizing getting beautiful pieces of furniture from our childhood to this magical home in Albuquerque, New Mexico coming alive with points of unity daily. Our collective beloved man taking over a call for me I could not make Sunday morning to sustain and maintain our connection of L.O.V.E. with Creation. Walking with people all over the planet this weekend taking care of where human beings and Creation meet and restore the paradigms of paradise here again.
It is not woo woo. It is Reality. Their strength becomes my strength. Pictures shared that show our communal participation with community builds the will to thrive that holds the capacity to survive. ETC!
I do not know what today or tomorrow will bring. There will be people still looking for answers as if the answers create realities of unity. If I die, today or tomorrow, there will be people saying, “See, she is just imagining this.” Carry on. There is an extraordinary song by a young woman Sineed Lohan. This is my response to those who do not see the magic and beauty of what human beings can be together.
For me, every minute of every day I give to live in a realm of being with others in the Field of Creation where there Eternal and the Temporal, the Secular and the Sacred, the Spirit and the Flesh can flourish because separation is not of value and unity with all life is.
I feel fantastic this morning. I woke up at 4:30 am so excited about the new influx of energy in my cells.
Walking with the Gods yesterday honoring what created pathways of mortal Creation here revived the immortal of me. Having my Beloveds never leave my side or each other, taking care of me so I could take care of Creation flows magically in my blood this morning. Tasks that needed doing being taken over by others until I am capable again strengthens the energy of my heart while its matter is restoring. Watching a lovely wacko Disney movie Monsters versus Aliens with my two sistas celebrated the normalcy of a human life living in the fluid of an eternal river.
My fingers hit the keyboard this morning and could not stop my writing and thanking you….and celebrating, and flowing with the Enfusion of Creation that exists here.. in us…mortal and immortal…I love you.
On Behalf of All Life,