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31 March 2019

2019.03.31 Chapter 3 A Culture Restoring Their Unity with Creation

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Chapter 3

2019.03.31

A Culture Restoring Their Unity with Creation

So many people are having thoughts of this is enough already in their circumstances and in life in general. Little do they/we realize that we are on a threshold of new realities birthing themselves through the debris field of the old realities that had everything be separate. God separate from humankind, spirit separate from flesh, the eternal separate from the temporal, the physical from the non-physical, and so on.

In the Spirals, we rise into disruptions to see if there is the possibility of creation a pathway that is in unity with Creation. What humanity does not know is that we are the missing element…if is our hearts, our minds, our Being that is the animate magic of Creation here. We have a lab, the Spirals, so that we can be in discovery and develop our actual strength, stamina, and capacity to develop registers that register the pathways, the formings, the actualities, the doings, the havings that exist when our systems are restored to their unity with Creation.

I received a message from the dealership service department, but I could not make myself read it. I could not. I trust my gut, my solar plexus, and it is why I do solar plexus activations. I trust the eternal’s ability to enter into the temporal on behalf of all life. My own terminology to myself is, “I know when to wait on the power of G.O.D.”

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My message to The Spirals of Being – Sacred Labs operating on behalf of restoring humanity’s unity with Creation

When I started the Spirals, I knew that I would have to be in equal participation in opening up into the new matrixes of reality forming. When regard to my RV, I said I did not know what to do, I did not. When I said I knew what I what was mind to do and what was not mine not do, that was real. Out of that clarity, I knew I could be present to the not-yet-seen, the not-yet-known and to what I call ‘the forming’. The forming is where Creation and human beings come together on behalf of what grants life and has us exist as whole.

Dynamics of interaction began to form…a team so to speak…why a team? I didn’t expect a team. I, like most of us, was just looking for someone[s] to solve my dilemma, not the magic of what is it like in the transparency of life in a larger community who can share not only the wealth of being together but the challenges. I have had two incidents in this area around leaving where I was living, once because it was time to leave and once under duress. I needed to know if this time was a sign that I was not to be in the area. I couldn’t imagine it, but what if it were so. In the past, I had had two sanctuaries that were extraordinary and filled with people and activity and love and I cherished every minute. What had changed? I knew it had to do with my mission to be part of humanity’s moment once again time to evolve. I knew that I needed to be part of the activity of that evolving not separate from it. I knew that these years ahead including last year and this one that evolving would, of course, include who we are in our connection to our Selves, each Other, and Life. I knew we were moving from a separation-based, isolated individual-base to a unity-based, metapoint of self, other, creation-based paradigm – for me – reality.

I just knew I had to stay where I was standing until, or if, an interactive, interrelated, synchronic environment of Creation and human beings came out of the fog could form. The others, called, began to appear. There were those who sent me messages so I would not feel alone in this and, in that, some who began to respond within the possibility they were part of what there was to do.

I am writing them and writing my Chapter 3 today while I am doing what I love most, being there on behalf of life, in consults and planning. I will copy the letters here. This is my prayer,. That our engagement on behalf of all life melts the inanimate thinking that we have suffered that has left us at the effect of an inanimate reality separate from the life force energy of Creation and that we get to live together the stories of what we have only read by our tracking new pathways of Being as the on-the-earth new ways of being and doing rise.

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My letter to the first recursion of those who were called.

This is the letter sent to those who were called as the possibility of theirs to do…even if they do not know yet the pathways of doing in unity with all life and on behalf of our unity with Creation.

2019.03.31

In Unity,

I am such a survivor and my commitment to exist in unity with Creation is so intense and clear for me. It took until last night when ______ gave me hope to let the flood of emotions, pain, and sadness come in. I cannot afford reaction when I am listening but when I knew others were listening to, I could have room to falter. I also cannot afford to Band-Aid or coping here. I must be part of what brings everything into the next recursion. I also am holding the Field out past the edge and I can feel this event trying to distract me. I need to not be distracted. I am writing all of you who were looking at ‘doing’ as an action that you feel called to and in that who you are operating on behalf of life and having us exist as whole. First of all, I am putting the link to the tapatalk Alliance Transparency so that the Field of Tantra Maat has a landing place, as M said yesterday, for informing Creation and being with others in the field. As you see if it is yours to do ’together’ informing the field through this link, has it operate on behalf of a much bigger spectrum than just this individual incident.

I am including D on this because she has been past the edge with me in the Nature of Being before and she is ballast for what is occurring. I am including V because she is here with me taking care I have a warm place and a warm heart to hold my Lily and me. I am so technical that I do not show my emotions very much, but I am weeping. I deeply pray this becomes a marker, a stabilization point for the Field of Tantra Maat and all the Spiral members and our alliances.

Just like I knew to back off of PM and let the collective spirit bloom, I know I need to back off here. No idea about the forming. I only know I feel its seed of possibility.

I leave over to you Beloveds, my life, our life, Creation.

On Behalf of All Life,

Tantra Maat

www.tantramaat.com

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30 March 2019

2019.03.30 My Home Chapter 2

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My Home

Chapter Two

What is Mine To Do

2019.03.30

If I were writing a book called My Home. This would be Chapter Two. Chapter One would have to be titled: Where I Am Standing Even Though in Truth I Am Sitting. Chapter Two would be titled: What is Mine To Do.

The Field of Creation I am a part of is a landscape of consciousness. Once upon a time consciousness was our landscape. It was where we worked out our unique and essential expression of the whole. It was not about trauma or coping or dealing with the world around us the best we could. It was where we as conscious being through our Sovereign Natures, what some would call our divinity, sculpted out amazing territories to expressive life in remarkable ways.

At some point probably over time, this remarkable planet and her amazing ability to house our divine nature were compromised and the structure of existence here went out of tensegrity. Since I am not trapped in the illusion of separation, I remember these realms here and came back not just this time but many times before to be part of restoring the tensegrity which the structural design of our planet and of our bodies. You could say that this planet and her forms’ integrity are designed to float in a sea of spirit through an integral tension. Very different thought process than what is wrong with you; what is wrong with them; what is wrong with it. The blame game. It becomes apparent as you mature your consciousness that carries a territory where everything is part of everything else; everything operates on behalf of everything else; you are part of everything, and everything is part of you when the tensegrity is out.

More simply said from one who lives out beyond the codes of coping. I came to be part of generating new realities within which new future could rise. I came clear that problems are not humanmade which has had humanity spinning like gerbils on a wheel ever since the myth of original sin was created. It is a reality issue. The reality we live in here has gone out of balance and harmony – the principle expression of tensegrity.

Before I go on, and if you have not yawned, stretched, and gone back to more important things, as it says in the commercial where people are doing amazing feats at a death-defying level, do not think this is share is a how-to manual for all people. Only people who are trained to interact with ‘reality’ in a tensegrity way should take on ‘reality’.

In the Field of Creation of which I am a part, there are structures that generate this tensegrity between energy and matter, spirit and flesh, secular and sacred, the eternal and the temporal. They are simple codes of tensegrity. We don’t use the word tensegrity. We just the word transparency. We use the phrases “What is mine to do?” “What is mine to have?” “What is mine to be?’

The tension exists in resonant listening. Simply said, since I am talking for myself, “Do I resonate with what I am seeing, hearing, sensing, etc.” If not, I listen to what I do resonate with. Within this tension that trainings like Landmark work with is an integrity of ‘being’ that generates energetic environments with which the tension of life exists in a movement of creation that is gobsmack awesomely cool.

The Field of Creation I am part of works with the Nature of Being also that each of us has that is a territory of consciousness where each of us has are a Sovereign Nature of Being operating on behalf of life and what has life exist as whole.

This is a skillset of the original nature of our original design. In my resonant listening in unity with Creation, I am called to write this mini expletive. All of us know those moments when we recognize when something is ours to do. Doesn’t mean we do it, but we do know when we are called. You could say that the action of doing is the tension and the knowing it is ours to do is the integrity…hence: tensegrity.

It is my skillset. I deal with reality not people. I am aware of what realities operate on behalf of life and what realities do not. At this juncture, in the metapoint of the eternal and the temporal, what is not a structure of integrity and tension that operates on behalf of life is becoming apparent like a wart on the end of your nose. Some people, many of whom, I am getting to exist within this Field of Creation have simply stepped out of the reality of separation and are standing on the threshold of new futures that are generated by new realities rising.

I am standing at one of those thresholds. I am an at an edge, at this moment, between realities – ones that separate us from all life and ones that have us be in unity with all life.

The first question I ask myself is in regard to this dilemma of an out of balance and out of harmony reality rising in my midst: “What for me is really real?”

Answer[s]:

I love my RV and where I live.

I am clear that my RV and where I live are part of new futures rising.

I am clear about what is mine to do and not mine to do.

Yesterday, 2019.03.29 I wrote about what was mine to do. Oh, before I go there, I forgot to share – there are two types of time occurring in our human existence right now. One type of time is ‘Be Here Now.” The other type of time is EXHAUSTING trying to MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. This is an illusion of the human mind.

That we make things happen which is not true. What is true is a Be Here Now time where we are simply lining up with Creation, being one with Creation, and responding in unity with Creation. This is often referred to as intuition and/or trusting our gut. This is our best minimal language but does not get to the remarkable intelligence that resides in the language of creation behind the word intuition and the phrase trusting our gut.
There is a phrase ‘free will’ – again minimalized language – that simply means that we are free to do life anyway we want to until, because we are part of a greater whole that operates on behalf of all life and within which we exist as whole, collective actions of minimalized intelligence out of touch with the greater systems of response have slippage of integrity and tension moving into reaction no longer about generating a tension that brings our lives back into alignment with Creation. A phrase we are using in our global citizenry is ‘maintaining these edges we are finding ourselves on’. Free will operates in temporal time, being in the integrity and tension of Creation operates in eternal time.

In these three pages, I broad-stroked a background that is what gives me my foreground.

Today, I am sharing what is not mine to do.

I got a letter from the service manager at the RV dealership, but I am not called to read it. It is not mine to do.
I can feel that something or some things are not yet in tensegrity, so action not based in the integrity of Sovereign Nature of my own Being’s direct link with Creation is not yet available to me at this time.

What became apparent is where reality is rising and what is seeking to be generative as an expression of life is who we are as a community when we are, as a community, in unity with All Life. And in that, what is ours to do?

Curious, yes?

I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is theirs to do to read the letter.

I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is in their Sovereign Territory in unity with Creation to interact with the dealership.

All I know is it is not me.

Signing Off,

Tantra Maat

30 March 2019

A Day in the Life of Tantra Maat: Chapter 1

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My Home

Chapter 1:

Where I am Standing Althought I am Actually Sitting

2019.03.29

https://rvmiles.com/erwin-hymer-north-america-roadtrek-is-done-entire-staff-laid-off/

I found out today that the people that built my RV- Simplicity Rodtrek have gone out of business. That the incredible 55-year warranty on my vehicle I bought July 2018 is no longer valid. I bought the RV from Demartini, a RV company in Grass Valley, California. For a while, I had a lovely service person name David who help me with the wrong information I was given at the time of purchase. He also went over correctly how to run my RV. The information that it been told me incorrectly at the time that someone else had gone over the same thing. I was told the RV was good for any season and it was not. DeMartini either with grace or disgruntledness, I do not know which, put winter blankets on the RV so that I could keep her pipes warm during the winter.

I had also ordered a screen to be put in for the summer on my sliding door. When they put the screen in they disconnected an electric plug by the sliding door and the lights over the front of the RV no longer worked. David and I made arrangements to bring the RV in this spring to fix the problem created when they put it in.

My engine light came on in the Dodge engine that is the RV’s motor vehicle part. I called David to find out when to bring it in to Demartini. I also had no manuals for the vehicle so I did not even know what the engine was I had. I was concerned when I found out that he is left, but I asked to speak to the service manager. The person I got told me it was a Mercedes. I was pretty sure it wasn’t, so I called the Erwin-Hymer who still answered their phone then and found out it was a Dodge ProMaster. I called back and made sure I got the service manager and told him what the other person had said. It turned out it was him. He told me that I had to go to a Dodge dealer to get the vehicle part fixed. Let’s just say kindness was not in his speaking.

I went to San Diego this week, came up and picked up my RV and drove to my site. I did not know that’s the inverter battery had died. Demartini had replaced the battery that was dead when I purchased my Simplicity. They replaced it with a AGM battery not the lithium battery that was from the factory. I called Edwin-Hymer customer service to see if there was a simple fix and to find out what the warranty because my battery was not recharging. What I found out was that they went out of business and that warranties were no longer covered. I still put off calling DeMartini…making calling them my last option. I called Roadtrek road side service and was told there was no more customer help over the phone. I was so disappointed because when the battery had gone out in the winter an amazing young man had stayed with me on the phone for hours in the cold showing me how to keep warm, built back the charge, and even trained me in wattage and batteries and inverters. Now, the only service available was if the vehicle was disabled. I stay insistent until the woman confused by my conversation got another person on the phone and she actually got someone to try to help me but that person did not know about the Simplicity or inverters but did manage to get me able to call Hall’s Towing in Auburn, CA to come and do what he thought would reboot it. A lovely young man came out from Hall’s Towing and explained everything to me in detail. I learned about recharging a battery through trickling and jumping it. There was nothing he could do, but really was sorry he couldn’t help me. Wondering if the trickle was what I needed I called back Auburn Chrysler Dodge Jeep Ram to see if they could trickle charge it if that was what I needed since it happened while the vehicle was there. They were gracious and so service-oriented and I told them I would call back.

I then had to call DeMartini to see if someone would at least let me now if that would work and if I needed to turn off the invertor of leave it on and would that make in difference with me having the RV plugged in trying to charge it. I knew Tony would not call me back and he didn’t. At least I got confirmed that I had a AGM battery not a Lithium battery and that the trickle method would not work with it.

Last night I went to spend the night with a good friend. Today I came back and found out that indeed the battery was dead. The car part of the RV works. The water I think works. I haven’t turned it on yet. But there’s no electricity in the RV to run my heater, my lights, my refrigerator, etc.

I have no idea what to do now. This is my home. I love my home and I love my RV site. I love being here. Once I realized that I had no idea what to do, I sat down.

I thought, “Well, at least it is warm enough I won’t freeze to death. I can go get my sleeping bag to be warm. I think I’ll stay. In the work of Tantra Maat, the work I do, we do something called informing the field. I think I’m just going to inform the field of creation – what some people call God. And settle in for the answer.

There are lots of people needing me right now and I want to be there for them. So many of us are tired of the reality we were born into and really feel that another reality is possible. I am so clear. I am not a martyr or a victim. I am just clear. I will make do for now.

I don’t want to leave my RV and I do not want to leave my RV site. Before I bought the RV, I thought about camping out so looks like I’ll be camping out in the $72,000 vehicle that has no warranty and that no one can or will help me with.

I’m not afraid of being helpless and right now I’ve no idea how to get help.

I need to sit with this and be. Just sit and be until what is next is revealed to me.

I thought I’d let everybody know who is involved. I want to thank those who love me and care about me. I want to thank Hall’s Towing in Auburn. I want to thank Auburn Chrysler Dodge Jeep Ram. I, as well as others, hope DeMartini changes and doesn’t have its present reputation.

That’s the extent of my knowledge and my extended my awareness. This is the extent of my capability, skill, stamina, and strength for this moment.

Lots of people are in a worst plight than mine. I want to give over to what might be possible for human beings now and no longer at the effect of what is happening between people so many places. I want to give this dilemma time and not use the time that can be used so constructively in other ways. I love what I am part of now. I love doing my part and not being disturbed by what would seek to disrupt me and my love of life, people, and new futures. Turning these times, I have the opportunity to build a whole new reality within which trauma does not have a place so I’m not at all interested being traumatized by this. I’m not interested in being taken away from my home or my work. I have internet. I have an outdoor extension cord. I have camping equipment. And, I’m really good at sitting here thinking until thinking is fulfilled and not reacting to any fear that might masquerade as important.

I’m good. I’m really really good.

We all know that we are over the top with our own problems and I respect that. We are all over top in a world that doesn’t work. I have no expectations, nor do I want any one put out as too many people are having to walk away from their lives at the effect of circumstance. I want to be here until a solution to the problem manifests itself. I will think. Human beings and Creation is informed now. We will see what occurs.

Except for not having electricity, my world works, and I love my world. I have everything I need. I am not going to be made to leave it until something as wonderful and as fulfilling as this has been appears. I am not going to have DeMartini be part of what would have me leave it. I am not going to have Edwin-Hymer going out of business have me leave my home.

I want what is next that works in a way that is powerful and right made of love and tenderness and part of a new reality that has our lives be taken care of in fulfilling ways.

This is where you can find me. I would say this is where I am going to stand but I am actually sitting under my patio umbrellas shading Lily and me. But you can say, I am taking a stand. I could not take this stand if I were not part of a community of beloveds who are taking the same stand to be where life exists in harmony and unity with all Creation. This is mine.

Signing off now.

All my love,

Tantra Maat

18 July 2018

7.18.18 Consternation

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Dear Diary,

I woke up this morning at 4:28 am in a consternation. Several things elicited the consternation, but I think the organizing point was being asked twice what I thought someone should do about something and knowing I could not answer because, in the template of existence I was in, there was no answer to the question. Or perhaps better said, “The answer was obvious.”

Consternation 1:

I have no way to rationally address the consequences of not living harmony, balance, proportion, symmetry, and beauty with the world around you. If one knows the story of the bees, one would know without the bees, human beings could not exist. But no one thinks about that. They don’t know for the most part that a goal would be to operate on behalf of the bees because that is an organizing point for human existence.

Consternation 2:

There a handful of human beings that understand that there are real consequences for not taking care of our environment, but there are very few human beings that understand that the consciousness of a human being or a collection of human being generate realities. Simply said, “It matters what a collective group of human beings thinks ‘reality’ is because it will organize the physical playing field which is where reality is for most human beings – in the physical.’

Consternation 3;

I called Lara one day and said, “I need to tell this story as soon as possible!” She took dictation, cleaned it up and sent it to me and I never posted it. And here it is in my face again.

Consternation 4:

Now here I am at the story again. Luckily, in my diary, I can be obtuse. If you happen upon this, in my diary entry yesterday [see the date above], my engagement with the dream guardians spoke about there is a way ‘obtuse’ can get at things that ‘literal’ can not…safely. What almost all of humanity has no clue about is when the sacred is not taken care of shit happens. I think at least the statement is clear, but perhaps not the understanding of the sacred. In the Old Testaments of the major, at least today, religions there is a lot of talk about the wrath of God. There is a passage of comparing not taking care of that with is God’s which now in modern physics we can call the Generating Organizing Design of Creation with a fig tree and how the not taking care of life has Life not able to take care of you. Simply said if human beings do not take care of the harmony, beauty, symmetry, proportion, and balance of Creation, the Field of Creation that takes care of them collapses or at best weakens.

Consternation 5:

Memories: I am one of those Beings who came here many times, or at least several, to generate designs of matrixes where the reconnection to the generating organizing design of Creation can re-establish itself. This is easiest for me with nature as nature and I have not forgotten each other and we are busy doing what you do when you and the wonders of this planet – insects, birds, trees, weather, animals, the cosmos, the planet, the elementals, the primal forces, etc have an affinity with each other and work things out through that affinity. Human beings are not natural anymore for the most part. You don’t have to live naked in the forest (although I would probably like that except for quite a few things now I think about it) to be normal. You have to comprehend balance, harmony, symmetry, proportion, and beauty because that is the working design of this planet as its unique and essential aspect of Creation.

Consternation 6:

I fold my arms and squeeze myself…go further? Well, let’s see how long I can stay obtuse…I don’t think that literal is good to speak from at this moment…things are hanging too precariously in the balance or imbalance may I say of things. Let’s say from this magi’s perspective…in the reality of Creation that she has existed in for millions of years, human beings have come to a crisis point and it is showing up everywhere. Three obtuse things:

The strength of the sacred is returning: That means the environment, the reality, the landscape of the sacred is restoring here through the resurrection of harmony, balance, proportion, symmetry, and beauty of this planet and its forms whether some of those forms want to or not.
The human beings whose systems still register the sacred are responding.
With the powers and forces of this planet and the cosmos reconciling this planet’s design again that which is no longer in harmony, balance, proportion, symmetry, and beauty is experiencing more extremes: MORE -hatred and fighting, instability, lopsidedness, inadequacy, injustice, unfairness, inequality, ugliness, offensiveness.

Consternation 7:

As some human beings begin to go into a reconciliation consciousness in connection with the original intent of the original design here, they begin to change their own consciousness. Simply said, they are wary of hatred and fighting. They are constantly aware of the influences around them and working their butts off to stay balanced as every minute of every day imbalance is occurring nowadays. They practice symmetry and proportion by supporting each other who are in resonance with the sacred again. They stay in touch with the beauty of life and realize the dangers of letting in the ugly.

Consternation 8:

Last obtuse imprinting of the field in my diary. Being afraid is healthy. Organizing one’s life by fear these days is more dangerous than usual. Staying distinct from the world around you is different than staying insular. Staying distinct you are more respectful of what you let in your door, the conversations you engage in, and the realities you promote.

For instance, when someone asks me in the outside world what I should do about a situation, I say, “It is not mine to know.” And it isn’t unless it is in a consult where the unity-base between myself and another is held in the sacred and we have a sacred environment wherein we can both hear. Why because what is being determined by human beings is what is the reality that they are organizing for because that is the reality they will have. This has been said forever as a warning for humanity, but not it is really happening that way. What I can’t miss the reality that has captured so many people and how engaged some people are in looking for the boogeyman, figuring out the interact with ‘the enemy’, shutting out the natural world when it seeks to include them again, and most of all thinking the only reality is human beings. Dangerous… these days.

I aware that people think inequality, injustice, ugliness is the only real right now – a reality I have spoken about for as long as it has been building residency here in the human sector- reality of separation, but it isn’t. In fact, now things are getting more and more polarized the odds of experiencing the opposite of a reality of separation is rising stronger because the planets organizing principle of balance, harmony, proportion, symmetry, and beauty. It is like a pendulum swinging too far to one side. Humanity is polarizing. Some are instinctively moving strongly into proportion, symmetry, balance, harmony, and beauty as a way of consciousness now and in a constant awareness and consciousness of that during this times but also to be more powerfully on the side of that than ever to regenerate balance.

What is more exciting is as the many who are part of the reconciliation of balance, proportion, symmetry, harmony, and beauty grows the activity of the opposite becomes more apparent. The law of Creation is everything is always moving to the next greater whole. It isn’t going to be like this forever.

Have you ever swung back and forth on a rock face knowing you need to build up momentum to be able to get to the next rock to hold onto that is quite a distance away? Probably not, but you get my point. That is where we are building momentum for that which operates on behalf of life and has us exist as whole. Why? Because the entirety of Creation comes into play in these moments in time where things become so polarized that an out-of-equilibrium event horizon occurs and wallah! we move into the next greater whole. First in the non-physical of our consciousness and then into the physical of our reality all in the new symmetry, proportion, harmony, balance, and beauty here.

So there will be those telling the same old story…the enemy, who and what there is to fear, I’m right. They’re wrong, etc.

But…then there are the others who are listening to a new story…need I say more.

Well, one more thing. There are consequences that are natural when anything resists the restoration of the original intent of the original design here right now. It isn’t the wrath of God. It is going against what is trying to include you as part of a greater whole. bears for instance. more obtuse for some but not all not being able to register a higher order of symmetry, proportion, harmony, balance, and beauty is like slipping on a banana peel and careening down the steps into hatred and fighting, instability, lopsidedness, inadequacy, injustice, unfairness, inequality, ugliness, offensiveness. It takes muscle to stay in the space between.

That is why I am keeping a low a profile around me and as small an imprint on the space as I can. It is my social responsibility to, where things are still frozen in the old model of reality to not increase the imbalance around me by being too much in balance. To not increase the disharmony around me by being too much in harmony. This is symmetry and proportion. To not try to get rid of the shadow only make more room for the light. To not try to cure the imbalance just be more balanced where you are standing. Etc.

As you can see, I have stopped listing consternation because I have been able to speak in an as non-specific way as possible so the meat of the matter, not the circumstances I see are the priority. Someone I adore who knows more about proportion, symmetry, balance, harmony, and beauty is deeply engaged in not being polarized and being in the incredible wobble and wonkiness you go through in an out of equilibrium experience on the way to the next greater whole. We were never designed to polarize to the point of almost complete separation. Things break, things go out of existence, things deconstruct, things collapse if there isn’t a balance with all the various expressions here.

We are coming out of the era of right and wrong and into the era of a consciousness that considers all the expressions of Creation and generates environments of harmony, balance, proportion, symmetry, and beauty to include it all, just like our Earth does.

Final thoughts: Even time is going through a state shift. I listen as people say, “You can move in any time.” But I can’t. It has to be the time that becomes part of a reality of harmony, balance, proportion, symmetry, and beauty. I have found myself taking more time than ever not to move too fast, think too fast, decide to fast. What is so amazing about this is staying in the wobble, listening to my gut, being in a consternation, not settling on the first thoughts that rise a phenomenon occurs. I become clear. Clear as a bell. I am in a single moment clear my action and my perception of my activities are part of a new harmony, balance, proportion, symmetry, and beauty occurring and I respond to part of new realities of unity unfolding

Obtuse. Maybe. But right now that obtuseness that is not yet perceivable to many is real.

I want to add a quote from a channeled work…channeled through me in 1994. It is for me what is happening now. And in fact, the Being who downloaded it through my noggin told me this is when it would all happen – in 2017, 2018, 2019.

Actually, after reading this document again. I decided to simply attach it to this diary entry for those who are becoming aware.

The Matrix of Reality pdf

Creation Bless the Creation Exercises. I wrote them so human beings would be immunized for these times and their minds could shift with Creation and its working!

New Book in its final days: Mind of Creation – Beyond the Mental Mind

14 June 2018

My Magical Morning

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If they had looked out their windows, they would have seen me dancing as the rays of the sun of early morning glinted off my silver hair. I had my laundry basket in my arms filled with clean clothes. My Santa Fe backpack swung back and forth answering the sun with its pink, oranges, and blues. I was in the joy of architecting a new perfect morning.
5:50: Left the house to go to the laundromat. It is my first practice day for when I am traveling. Got to the laundromat as it opened. Parked in front next to Safeway which was perfect because I needed to get laundry detergent and dryer sheets. Lily sat in the front seat watching. I loved having her where she could see me; where she could be cool before the heat of the day set in.
At Safeway, there were only 3 of us in line: a road worker with his yellow safety jacket, a middle-aged man with two donuts, and me. The man with the donuts had left his billfold in the car. Both the road worker and myself pulled out a dollar at the same time for his $1.79 purchase. We all laughed. Even though he tried to refuse, we persisted all in light-hearted playfulness. Then we insisted when he gave the lady checking us out the change, she take it.
6:15: Figured out which washers for which laundry. Even put the large load in the dryer before I realized that it was a dryer. Such fun. Loved hearing the change come out when I put two $5.00 bills in for my quarters. 34 minutes to drive across the parking lot to the WIFI accessible Flour Garden Bakery for a lox and bagel. With 34 minutes ahead of me, I turned on my laptop so excited to write my observing on my craving.
6:30: I will admit that when I got my bagel, I also got two meat bees that are real pests. I pulled out a piece of the salmon and put it on the plate. I pushed it away where they could have their own corner of Creation. I have at the house something to keep the meat bees away, so I will include it in my travel stash. Point taken
7:00: Went back to get my laundry to put it in the dryer. Thought about how fearful people are about my going on the road and living close to the earth, the weather, the creatures, the sky. It is almost as if they want something to happen or go wrong so that their fear of life can be reinforced. Not everyone. Yesterday, I got to listen to a beautiful story. In the company of bright-eyed people who live among the devas of the plants in unity with the sky and the earth, he spoke. He took care of story. Not something that people usually do. As he spoke I so identified with the shaman woman who turned the man she loved away to take care of the people. My skin crawled as I felt the cold ocean salt on my limbs as he and I got into the boat he had brought began to travel with the tide. It was a life I clearly remembered. As he spoke, one part of me spoke with great psychological separation from reality, “I am only identifying with this, but this isn’t me.” However, my being that transverses times and location KNEW it was me. Tears, on their own, slid down my cheeks as I heard this beautiful architect of life tell my story. I knew before he said it, my child would be a boy. I also knew that the teller of the tale had once been my son.
More are finding their way from the land of fear and separation to the land of love and unity. This has been my practice morning and it has been a good one. Merging into the fabric of the Real. Wonder Full.

12 June 2018

All Things Bright and Beautiful

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Wednesday, June 13th, 2018 Cellular Activation

All things bright and beautiful. All creatures great and small. All things wise and wonderful. Creation made them all.

This is our theme as human beings as the structures that do not hold this frequency clash and collapse; rise and fall.

I am very excited about this activation. The many people who have been participating in these activations have built a chamber, a matrix, of connection that ties them into the ‘heart of their matter’, the mainframe of their ‘mind of creation’, the emotion of the eternal moving through their physical forms.

Now that we are in the years that were, for me, predicted back in the late 1990s, we are able to come together and connect into the mainframe of reality that lives behind the scenes, in our original cellular memory, and in the fragrance of our hearts. We can organize our own individual fields and our collective fields to vibrate as a unified field of connection with Creation while that which is not unified becomes part of the mulch of new creations.

I am very excited also because I will be doing this activation in a structure that is built with the encoding of the higher matrixes of the divine so the work we do together will be amplified and our ability to absorb the higher frequencies of our higher emotions without reaction will increase.

Someday our children will be taught in school that they are energy beings with condensed forms for fun and for identification. We are part of paving the way for that in these coming years.

Bless you!

7 May 2018

Cellular Restoration-Same Price as Movie & Popcorn

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I sit here looking out my sliding glass doors. It is dawn and the early sun is just beginning to tap my hummingbird feeder and my daylily. I always smile when I look at her. She started as the single shoot in a small pot. Now she is about three and a half feet across. Her shiny deep green leaves coil out toward the light in the morning and then settles into a more rounded shape as the day awakens.

I know I have to write about activations again. We, human beings, have so little opportunity to touch into the roots of our Being in our matter and in who we are in unity with Creation. There is hardly any relationship to our core energy fields that give us the strength to live vibrationally attuned lives much less support any healing process. I, as a facilitator of wholeness, do activations to support what is rising in the human system. Whether it is the Spirit and Flesh seeking to come back into harmony in the Body; whether is it the Solar Plexus coming online; or our DNA remembering. These are the ones that deal with the core nature of the Body. Then there is the High Heart Activation I got to do with Maggie to increase the strength with of our cellular ability to love. I work with the underpinnings of humanity’s linkage with the greater whole of which we are a part at the cellular level. I work in its mysteries and the incredible natures of human being that so few human beings ever get to now living only on the surface of our planet. The Womb of Creation in both English and Spanish to activate the womb of women as an essential aspect of Creation, followed by the Womb of Man to complete the paradigm of our original design as human beings in unity with Creation. I still smile remembering the young man who shared with me how stunned he was that his anxiety simply disappeared after doing the activation. My job is to increase the activity of wholeness in the human system through the body and the mind and through the incredible nature of human being when in unity with Creation.

Am I ahead of the times. Always. I am a seer who sees the future and prepares people for it. I feel so filled with grace that as a cellular empath I can also engage the cellular memory of wholeness in the human system. We were talking about this the other day. How do you provide something for people standing in their wholeness, not in their brokenness, when they do not yet have registers for what it is to exist as whole. Then I think of the people who come to the activations and I remember that they know. They are at work to remember at a cellular level. What the cellular system cannot remember, you cannot remember nor can you come online without your deep matter and energy restored to their remembering.

Why am I excited about the Crystalline Grid activation Part 1 and now Part 2? Because of field phenomenon in the rising human consciousness. You can feel it in the activations now. The collective consciousness of humankind is rising at the systemic level into the remembrance that exists in the Crystalline Grid of the myofascial connectivity within all matter in the body. People are becoming more empathic. Their systems are activating in unity with a rising future of wholeness. I am still incredibly sad at times that the people’s interpretation of their systems awakening is misinterpreted as something wrong, not something rising. Increased hypersensitivity. Auditory sounds in the head. Difficulty listening to the drone of disconnection that once was accepted as normal. The ability to support our Crystalline Grid is literally turning on a higher frequency bandwidth that connects us to the communication system of unity between the planet and the cosmos. When we are a bigger system, the hypersensitivity calms down. We can hear the sounds of life even in the cacophony of chaos.

I am excited that certain members of the human race are coming out of thinking that they were designed to suffer and reaching like powerful pioneers toward awakening into the wonders of who they are. YES!

You do not need to have done Part 1 to be part of Part 2, but to be responsible for building your field as part of the collective consciousness rising. And given that the activity of yourself as awakened is still emerging, I would recommend listening to Part 1 first.

I apologize for the confusion of our store. I needed a place to ‘store’ everything. 🙂 Over the next few months, I will be opening up the opportunity for you to purchase the different activations for yourself because the possibility of sourcing your own awakening is more available than ever.

I did a 36-minute video about you and your direct ability to participate in your own healing. Here it is:

Enjoy!

2 May 2018

Living a Reality of Unity

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There is a difference between learning about something and getting access to it. There are ways to comprehend that actually give us access to a reality of unity and how it functions right here and right now in the everyday world – even though often hidden from view in the reality of separation we were born into. Liz, a participant in the Architect Spiral, does a great job of presencing the access she got to her reality in new ways in her email to me. I asked her if I could post it in my diary. I loved her insights as well as her humor. Enjoy!

April 25, 2018

Thoughts on the Now

There are so many events and ways of being swirling around in my cells and being right now. I have been listening to the Direct Link Architect call incessantly since Sunday…it has become my morning practice. Inside that, each time I listen, I get visual pings and keep wanting to create a visual mandala, or roadmap of sorts as to what I heard…yes, a road map…this call didn’t lay out as a mandala, though I did feel such a spiraling as each of us shared. I just haven’t had time to put my pencils to paper and play with it.

Tonight’s Tantra Talk was fascinating. At the same time I was listening, I was in a shopping mall having to buy some appropriate attire for two events I am going to in the next two days. This was the only time I had, so I included the both/and of the experience. Tomorrow I am getting a rotary award…very honored, but had nothing to wear that was appropriate. Friday, we are going to my daughter’s school auction and I had nothing to wear for that. So at the same time I am hearing Tantra ask us to take out pencil and paper, I am walking down an escalator. I included it all and knew I would listen again and take notes. I am glad I just listened. I had to include a lot as I listened. Mall music in the background, people talking, the bright lights of a store, but interestingly, those distractions really fell away, and I was buying what I had to buy at the same time as I was very intent upon the conversation coming into the body…fascinating being in the both/and!

A couple of things pinged especially. One about not being able to language something. I had an ah-ha around this. Last week and on Monday, I assessed a colleague’s 4th-grade daughter. We thought the child might have math challenges. I gave her a math test I wasn’t familiar with, so there was a huge learning curve for me, and I wasn’t feeling confident about scoring the test and being able to speak confidently about it. On Monday, I realized I had to give the entire test, and not just a few sections, as I had hoped I would be able to do. As I asked the various test questions, the child would ask these pristine, stellar, stunning questions back that completely clarified the concept being tested. I was stymied as to how to language the thrill I felt when listening to this child, and how to report out on her clarity of being. She is really smart, does not have math challenges, just lacks some confidence in a few skills. As I heard Tantra talk around this way of being, of not being able to give language to things, I realized that not only could I not find the language in the meeting with the mom/colleague this morning, but that it didn’t matter. What I did convey landed perfectly. The mom lit up like a Christmas tree as I fumbled through what I had to say. But more importantly, I realized it was the field we created together, myself and the child, that was what I couldn’t language. There was a crackling electricity when that child asked her beautiful questions. At the same moment, as I felt the energy, I observed her voice resonance and looked at her hands. Inside my being, I heard the words, “She’s perfect!” The clarity that is this child’s field was so pristine, I wanted to weep. What IS that? I know it is something REALLY big! I could sit here and speculate for days about it. But what I want to train my lens on is the way I felt, and what I was present to. It’s a new reality! It’s a new way of seeing/being with a human being! I couldn’t language this to the mom, though if I had said this, she might have gotten it. She knows me well enough to know when I speak, even if she doesn’t hear everything, that I have her children’s best interests in my heart. This whole thing was so magical! I would have to say this is the first time I have felt a child’s field in this way. So I will track this now and see what happens.

The other piece I really got was the conversation around percentages of ways of being. I really like that and want to try it on. The other part of my very long day today at work was that I was feeling vulnerable. I had a latex reaction last night after I was tying latex balloons in preparation for the school auction Friday. Steve got me Benedryl, but my body was feeling a tad out of balance today. I spoke with my eyes, and immune system, thanking them for working on my behalf. I said I knew I was a tad out of balance and said that I would do my best to work with everyone in letting the systems balance out. I know the vulnerability is part of a new recursion coming online, and I allowed myself to just feel the vulnerability and be with it. There were some moments when I became very stressed and felt old paradigm drama come into play around how I was feeling. I recognized it, and immediately thought, okay, what is the good part of this situation? The stress was coming from the paperwork that needs to be done over and beyond what I expected and how was I going to accomplish it all with integrity. I have a new supervisor whom I know and worked with last year. She just started yesterday and met with my team today. She said I would need to generate the paperwork and have three extra meetings I wasn’t counting on. At the same time, I was freaking about having to schedule meetings and do the paperwork, I was saying to myself how thrilled I was to have her on board because I trust her implicitly, and know that she will take our cases to our director and lay them out with integrity. I couldn’t think in percentages, but I could think in duality, non-duality. So as I was telling her I wasn’t certain about being able to write goals for a student that would be accurate enough, she was telling me she knew it would all work out and be fine. I believed her. My whole day has been like this…whole week actually. While one thing would have me become present to stress, the next would mitigate the stress.

While I was shopping, I saw how much money I was spending, and getting nervous about it. The next minute, the cashier worked a deal that saved me a bunch of money. Seriously…the next minute! She even told me when I chose shoes to come up to her and she would discount those too! She gave the shoe guy his commission too and didn’t take it for herself. I promised her I would do a survey on her behalf. Was she just helping me out to do well in the survey? No! That’s the way she was! I was so grateful and told her so.

In another moment on the call…this one is pretty funny, I was trying on a bra because I needed it for the dress I bought. As Tantra was talking about percentages, I literally got stuck! I couldn’t get the bra off! It was hilarious! I had one headphone dangling down the front of me, and one in my ear, as I am trying to be present to not panicking! So…I went, hmmm, what percentage am I stuck here? 50%? Okay…I took some deep breaths, and calmed my breathing, and slowly got myself unstuck. Breathing, laughing, and hearing Tantra and feeling the field all helped me handle the situation! I didn’t get that particular bra size, needless to say!

Being immersed in the language of the field has been wonderful. I feel it inside my cells, inside my mouth, and my hands, and my whole being. I feel it everywhere. It is palpable now.

20 April 2018

Money continued:

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I found myself very excited about writing this blog.

I don’t usually post testimonials. I feel that the work between myself and another person is sacred. Of course, I always ask the person when I do if I have their permission. But even then, I don’t put their full name. I’ve always felt that the work I do with another is sacred and private. More than that, I feel the deep intimacy of our connection with Creation gets damaged in the shallow dumpster-diving of the shallow surface world-view. It’s almost become socially popular to be shallow. Luckily there is a deeper reality that many people are living now.

What I realized was the excitement began with an email. This email was what I often refer to as ‘right world’. Each of us carries the template of a memory of a ‘right world’. For me, you could say it lives in the richness of meaning that we provide that has our lives be for us, lives of substance and value.

After receiving the email, I wrote the sender. I wrote him with great trepidation and asked him if I could share what he said. I was truly trapped in the word ‘testimonial’, the word ‘promotion’ and the word ‘marketing’. I could see being caught in these words that my excitement about what we all might be able to open up into regarding money, dimmed. That scared me more than risking writing this blog and not only being misunderstood but misinterpreted.

The second confrontation for me was confronting how dulled-down people seem to want to stay. What they don’t realize is their attempt to stay dulled-down, buries their capacity to hope. Perhaps I have a saving grace in that I think very technically about consciousness, and I’m very pragmatic about what it takes to walk us out of the dark into the light, and to restore the systems that exist within us in a reality of unity.

It is so hard for us to recognize that we are walking televisions. Our eternal systems literally can dial themselves into different realities. What I have looked for and built the capacity of is the restoration of our systems so they dial into realities that operate on behalf of all life and are the unique and essential design of each person. I’m using the analogy of TV purposefully because you can see it visually when you change stations that each station has a different world. Believe it, or not, we’re like that. Your system and your unique and essential original design carry a world. I know this because, for over fifty years, I’ve gotten to visit your TV station. And I find your station beautiful.

What happens in the human world over time is a collective view begins to occur. We were born into a collective view of what a mass of humanity thought reality was. But then so many of us began saying things ‘off the cuff’ like “I don’t feel at home here. This isn’t my world.” Simply said, we carry the templates of other worlds. In the book, The Language of Creation, the first thing stressed is there are two structures of reality regardless of their specificity. They are either operating in unity with Creation and on behalf of all life, or they’re not. You could say I have been supporting people in getting their static out of their systems, particularly in their minds, so that their channel could come in clearly. I wasn’t trying to get people to tune into my channel. I simply established a resonant field for those who longed for a reality that operated on behalf of all life and existed as whole. You could say I established a radio station that carried only unity-based stations, steadfastly, pragmatically and technically for at least forty of my last fifty years of work.

I have anticipated a cohesive moment in time for the structures of unity-based realities to rise. There was nothing to do but to continue to build that potentiality until a collective amount of humanity found their way to themselves. The Nature of the Being called Human is to be in unity with all life and exist whole. In finding their way to themselves, they became the channels of the templates of worlds within them. In finding the templates of worlds within them, a new creation of consciousness occurs. This is what made the email Allan sent me significant. It carried the template of a new creation of consciousness

Let me set the scene:

When I established the structure of finance for the consults, I was listening to an emerging reality. It was a resonant field of some kind. I didn’t know what it would look like. I could just feel the resonance. I structured the consult pricing and packages as consistent with that resonance, as I could muster at that time. It’s a lot like painting a painting. You start with the background brush-strokes of resonance. You do your best to capture it on the canvas, knowing if you can capture the essence of it, that something will begin to rise and become more visible in the next brush strokes on the canvas.

I knew I had to establish the “Skinny Branches” because many people in their being faithful to themselves had found themselves financially encumbered. I wanted to honor that. What is less obvious perhaps, is that I also want to honor those who have larger incomes. I wanted them to have the opportunity to have a conscious choice. What is a conscious choice? It comes back to what I spoke of at the beginning of the blog, “…the richness of meaning that we provide that has our lives be for us, lives of substance and value.” Seeing the value in how we use money. Being conscious of the richness of money in our lives. Having opportunities to be part of something regarding money that operates on behalf of all life and gives us the opportunity to exist as whole.

When I got Allan’s email, every word he wrote resonated with the world I knew was rising.

Dearest Tantra,

Thank you so much for the opportunity to invest in this structure of finance. In looking at the pricing structure as a financial advisor, I found myself excited, as well as confused. I didn’t realize I had been using the confusion to stop me from having my clients take certain risks. What I realized in reading through what you presented, is that we’re all at risk now… And this is a good thing.

When I signed up for the six-month package much more happened than just paying for something. I knew I was investing in a world. A very good world where all of our walks are honored. My wife wanted to tell you that she’d never see me so giddy after reading about money. It’s as if you broke down a doorway. Thank you. I’m going to stay on that risky edge now. I’m going to do what you asked me to do. I’m going to think. As you said, “I’m going to think until thinking is fulfilled”.

If this financial structure can come true. If you are willing to risk it. Do it! Again, as you said, “We are hearing a new world rising.” That said, “I’m going to match you, baby!”

In high regard,

Allan.

My heart buzzed through the entire email. I loved what he voiced. I could feel a future for all of us in his words. This is what’s before us. We will find ourselves either at the effect the world we’re born into, or toggling between this world and the next.

I am so proud of us as people. I know The Field of Tantra Maat is just one small area of the world, but it is so exciting and so heart-filled to see people’s responses to how the pricing for the consults was set up. The month was replete in equity with a buffet of consult scheduled filled with “Skinnies”, “Regulars”, as well as coupons for the Spiral members because of the work they are doing in The Spirals of Being landscape of Creation. Elektra and I are also busy designing the work of the Language of Creation in the In Unity with Creation Institute to be what is technically called a “whole system response” too. But ‘whole system response’ sounds so bland and manipulative. What we are really doing is loving designing a world that serves people through new structures of engagement that are part of the new futures rising. In other words, a world where all are able to participate. Money is not the deciding factor – freedom of choice IS.

I take the Field of Tantra Maat quite seriously. The principles of Tantra are the union of Heaven and Earth; the union of the secular and the sacred; the union of the human and the Being. The principles of Maat are truth, balance, order, harmony, law, morality, and justice. The templates of the Creation Exercises are based on these principles through the Golden Spiral evident in all forms of Nature. Elektra of the In Unity of Creation Institute and the other advocates of unity have really stuck to these principles these last years.

Now we are seeing that we are not the only ones through your responses. We are seeing you all in your comments and in how people are actually resonating with what we and others are constructing to support the rising futures, as the present structures of reality collapse. Whatever you can get from what we are doing that gives you a way to construct your own connection with Creation undisturbed by the world around you, please do. We have been so happy with the incredible connectivity, the incredible vitality of our own knowing, and being in the presence of what is ours to do in unity with Creation, that we just want to get it all over everybody. Years of doing the Creation Exercises has literally ‘changed our minds’. Last night while we were constructing the new book Mind of Creation, Sahere, one of the advocates, laughed and shared. She spoke about when I used to talk about my gourmet mind, she wondered what on earth I was talking about. Laughing, she said, “Now I know what you mean because I have a gourmet mind now too.” A mind that no longer organizes through fear of future or fear of survival, is a gourmet mind indeed.

The reconstruction of consults and pricing was so important to me as part of the new world rising and to see the response.

Well, I bow to you.

We, humans, have had a rough patch of it holding to what we knew was real in the face of so much debris that tried to make us believe otherwise. There was no way to know we were the seeds of new futures until now. Whether you feel you are at your end of days, or still raring to go, I have watched you in consults, events, and courses for over half-a-century keep your roots rooted. I have watched as you had felt a failure, insufficient, with only temporary success at times, but you held in. That is what was needed. This year and next, there will be pockets of us that are building new worlds through our thoughts and experiences that lay outside what has organized reality before now. It is so essential that, as the reality that we have been trying to exist in collapses, we awaken into new structures of awareness and connection through thought, word, and deed. We are in the renewed discovery of ourselves that has each of us seed from our unique and essential direct link with what created us – Creation: new thought, new languaging, new actions…based in unity with Creation as part of Creation…as the language of Creation, as the mind of Creation, as the architecture of Creation…

… seeding new futures of unity on behalf of all Life.

Tantra Maat

11 April 2018

This is not ‘woo woo’. This is very very real!

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I recognize that I am fierce about the Crystalline Grid Activation tonight. I just can’t help myself. There are ways to get through these times. Not only do we need to acknowledge how affected we are during these times, but we need to understand what we can do about it. It is in the body!

Please do not view this as a political blog. Paul Ryan said he would not run again today. I do not care what our politics are even if we have none. The brutality of the political scene is impacting all of us in a highly overcharged way. It is in the air.
I know you may not equate an activation to your response or reaction to the news, but nowadays, our empathic gut is getting a beating and our hardwired brains are trying to embrace the world around us and shift its neuroplasticity to accommodate what is rising.

This is not ‘woo woo’. This is very very real. We need to be able to activate our unused capacities that are for these times. One of these is our myofascial webbing and its crystalline grid. This is where myofascial practitioners work on people who have chronic pain.
Well, my beloveds, our systems are in chronic pain right now whether felt as body pain, soul pain, or emotional pain. Our inner systems need our help to rise to the occasion.
That is all I have to say. I am doing my best, but so many are caught in such archaic mechanical thinking about their bodies, they are creating a problem for themselves because the body is trying desperately to come alive and they cannot relate.

Our innate systems are powerful. AND! We need them.

In regard to Paul Ryan:
I wish him well. I think in these divisive times where neither party is able to speak the truth about their values or their commitment to the American people much less operate in a unity fashion to bring the best of both parties forward, many are getting caught in the crossfire. I wish we could stop hating and blaming.
Maybe we as people are to look only for the bad, but I just don’t think so. I only want to work with people who are maturing their goodness, their love of life, their empathy toward others. This rising underbelly of our society is gut-wrenching, to say the least. The hypersensitivity that people are going through is crazy. I feel strongly about the activation tonight. I am so grateful I got a download about where to go to have our hypersensitivity not be so intense during these extreme empathic responses and fear reactive times. I am going to include all the good men and women who are doing their best in such a highly charged environment.
I think what we do tonight together will help. I just wish I had a way to show people how valuable we are especially in our internal systems and that we can work internally with our incredible response mechanisms to lower the stress of these times.

Even if you can’t attend, at least purchase it for when you need for this activation rises.

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