Meta-Cognition

SPACESHIP AND SPACE BEING ENCOUNTER

2022.01.31.

DURING THE LUNAR NEW MOON.

IF YOU LIKE YOU CAN LISTEN BELOW TO AN AMAZING CALL

Captured at the level of a collective world of unity telecall

What are the physical symptoms when you blackout or faint?

Your field of vision may “white-out” or “blackout.” Your skin may be cold and clammy. You lose muscle control at the same time and may fall down. Fainting usually happens when your blood pressure drops suddenly, causing a decrease in blood flow to your brain.

That was not what happened…

My body was not cold or clammy. I was conscious. I have a complete memory of what happened. My body was just…different…more like finding yourself in a pitch-black room and you lose your equilibrium and don’t know what is up or down or sideways. 

If you have a blackout, you lose consciousness temporarily. Before that, you might fall down, have blurred vision, or be confused. Sometimes, people experience memory loss and describe this as a blackout – for example, after they have drunk a lot of alcohol or taken illicit drugs.

I did not lose consciousness. I was conscious. I just wasn’t conscious in a way that gave me control over my body. My body was completely at the effect of the dimensional connection I had shifted into concentrating on ‘keeping my eye’ on the ship. It was clearly a ship. I had been watching something the night before that I thought was a cluster of stars. Then last night that cluster of stars began to move down toward the mountain range in front of us. I calmed my system and went into a state shift of ‘being with’ its movement and its shifts and changes. It wasn’t our kind of slowed down, but it slowed down like a spinning disc that didn’t seem like a spinning disc until it slowed as it was moving lower in the sky and then stopping. It looked like a cluster of stars on a disclike dark shape. It was when it stopped in the sky, I could see a left to right movement and then something like shifting back a little to the right and then spinning like I would draw a partial spin on paper or like a dog wet shaking off water in very slow motion.

Fainting begins with an increase in heart rate and blood pressure, followed by a fall in blood pressure and heart rate at the time of the faint. People often feel nauseated before they faint (thought to be due to the back of the brain not getting enough blood supply) and may vomit,” Corcoran said.

I had been standing up watching it with only my knees down standing in the water. I had leaned over and told my friend H that there was a spaceship but I wasn’t sure she could see it because I had been very carefully concentrating on it so that I was using part of my brain slowed down that allowed me to ‘recognize’ it on the horizon.

Then it happened. I am so sorry about all the fear of aliens and of alien craft that people suffer from. What happened to me was very similar if not the same that happened to me in a ceremony at a native sweat where I followed the mind of the shaman leading the sweat into a wolf kingdom in a dimension of spirit which this morning I am happy to say is what happened to me last night…more in a minute on that.

I felt it happen. Contact…not with a creature but with the entire intelligence of the ship and its operational state in the sky that is not anything like how we experience the operational state of movement here. I said to H, “It grabbed my brain,” but that wasn’t true. No Thing grabbed my brain. The frontal lobe of my brain got grabbed by the connection like two magnets that make contact and my brain registered and became part of the consciousness of what I had been paying attention to.

I felt my body’s inertia.

PHYSICS

a property of matter by which it continues in its existing state of rest or uniform motion in a straight line unless that state is changed by an external force.

“the power required to overcome friction and the inertia of the moving parts”

If I had been in space, my body simply would have relaxed in space because the body has no way to navigate itself in but in water and pulled by the gravitational pull of the earth that seemed to be relevant.

Below is more about what happened. Remember my body was still in gravity, but without the gravity pulling me face-forward into the water, I could equate what happened more to what is described below. For me, I was floating in space. For my body, it was in a state of rest yet affected by an external force….gravity

What happens to a human body in space?

In the vacuum of space, gas exchange in the lungs continues as normal but results in the removal of all gases, including oxygen, from the bloodstream. After 9 to 12 seconds, the deoxygenated blood reaches the brain, and it results in the loss of consciousness.

..as it was happening, with no control over my body while it was busy being affected by a spatial lack of muscle control and gravity.

“Without the downward force of gravity, the body works considerably less, causing muscle deterioration and loss of bone density.”

Above is pretty much how it felt. No muscle control. Floating in space. The body at the effect of gravity. Space just happened to include gravity and water.

Then I felt my body hit the water. It didn’t feel like water, it felt like liquid space like under the ocean way down, but I didn’t realize my face was in the water. I just remember being curious because I could tell my pulse wasn’t racing. I didn’t feel blood rush out of my head or into my head. I was weightless and it was cool. What wasn’t so cool though I didn’t feel panic was that the body keep falling into the water when H tried to sit it up on the side of the pool. I don’t even know if my eyes were open or closed. Once I realized the body was having trouble, like with the work I did with a colleague in time traveling, it got my attention and I tried to get control of my body. I had no ringing in my ears. I could feel my pulse. It was quite normal. My body and I were just having trouble getting reacclimated to gravity and probably would have drowned if I had been there alone.

Once I could work with H to get my body and me out of the water onto the cold lawn chair, I knew to pull away from the experience as much as possible or my body would not have an easy time of it. I was nauseous. My bowels moved without muscle control. I began the journey of restoring my relationship with my physical form concentratedly. I made sure I, in no way, tried to think about what I had just experienced because the body began to be that experience again, not a body trying to reinstate itself to gravity and standing up and walking. It was still cool even though it was a bit of a challenge. I knew I wasn’t in trouble biologically even though I realize the body might have drowned without H there. Bad timing for the body, for sure. I just needed to manage my body and I coming back into gravity and getting back to the house so I could lay my body down.

My head was pounding but my pulse was a beautiful 60 bpm. My body felt so calm and soft from the mineral pool but fluid. I was fluid too. We were one in that fluidity. I had never felt the body and what I call me the same.

When we got home, H gave me Advil which I requested. Needed some chemicals to reduce the headache but also congeal physically. She recommended the homeopathic remedy Aconitum napellus or shock which I thought would be good for the body also, but I did not feel a shock to the body at all. It was just fluid and needed to congeal and for the moment my attending to it being solid was the only thing having it stay solid enough to get into bed. I was really sure if I tried to change clothes, I might not have been able to.

In bed, prone, the body and I could process the experience.

Before I read Georgia’s about Sunday and responded, telling her about my encounter, I was lying in bed on my back feeling them. I knew when I began to make things up imaginatively in my duality brain, but the experience was nonduality…completely nondual.

We were one just not a ‘we’ or ‘me’. ‘We’ were fluidity like a consciousness. A lot like moving through the water when I had on a deep-sea diving suit walking among the sand sharks on the bottom of the shallow ocean floor in Cape Cod only without the suit. I hope I never get over the fluidity of my body and their bodies as part of a structure that held us in that fluidity together. I just laid there. I hoped H would come back so I could share the miracle of it, but I had the feeling she was a little spooked so I didn’t call her. Lying in bed, my body felt like it had lost tons of weight, was so slim, and willowy. I realize now I was feeling the body without the pull of gravity…the real experience of weightlessness without feeling the weight of gravity. That feeling is gone now I am up awhile talking but the remembrance is there.

Then I tried to get back to normal to see if I could. I got my phone and responded to an email from E and a text with G, but all I wanted to do was capture the encounter. In hindsight, I am so amazed it was G and E I responded to before I quit trying, as the state of experience that I was in was so compelling.

The text message is below. I couldn’t stop smiling and I am smiling now. The most profound part of it happened this morning for me, however.

We shared our spirits or Spirit….no real equivalent in word structure. I only know as they passed through my part of the earth, I got to share my spirit with their spirit and that memory is still in my body today. I can feel now ‘spirit’ in my body. It was what had me able to ‘visit’ and ‘share’ space with them. That is what is so cool. My body is so different to me this morning. Something congealed that has me smile.

Russ addresses our family group as Elder Talking Spirits. That statement will never be the same for me now. I now experience my body as a Walking Spirit. We can talk about dimensionality and sentient intelligence as the intellectual structure that I think our minds need to comprehend. Human beings are having sensations that they do not realize are their dimensional natures restoring so they need a mental register, just like we mentally register having a body. I know I had accessibility to the encounter dimensionally in a more profound manner because H had been working dimensionally in her work in my course Your Emergent Self and reality was malleable, able to not be restricted in my own physiological capacity.

I will never know about some things that I ponder. Was the encounter planned in some higher intelligence than our own manner? Did the work in being in dimensional realms of which human beings are designed to participate that H is doing and my holding the space for that open a channel of connection. I am reminded of what another Emegent Self participant experienced. Similar to me actually. Humm? Nonetheless, I am not going to reduce this experience to mental degradation. I am going to be in my body’s spirit today and hopefully every day from now on.

All my understanding of what we call spirit which, for me, I have always equated ‘spirit’ to being ‘inspirited’, but this was absolute –  ‘spirit’ for real. The word and the sentient register are now one.

Text between Tantra and G

Tantra: “I promise I am not kidding. H was there. I made contact with a spaceship in the Riverbend Hot Spring mineral pool and H had to keep me from drowning.”

G: Oooh, jealous!! ? Any conversations you remember??.

Tantra: It is awesome. Now I am lying down in bed. I can feel them. They are beautiful not in a way I can describe and I can’t close my eyes or I lose my balance lying down. The room is so different as if the walls and doors are liquid. I feel liquid. They aren’t like us. No idea about anything else. Different so different. No real contact like I would think in a movie. More like we are part of each other’s show somehow like doors and walls. I know I may not be making sense. But now I am not falling face forward in the hot pool it is really beautiful and like nothing I have ever experienced. So soft, porous, gentle, fluid… I think that is why I think they are beautiful. Maybe I’m like something added but I don’t have their attention but somehow I do.

G: Awwwww…. So lovely!

Tantra: It is. What a surprise. H pulled me out of the water. I seemed to be content under the water. She got me to sit on the edge. Turned around and I fell face forward in the water again content to not move under the water. Finally, after she got me out the second time I registered something was wrong and I might drown. I feel my brain lock into it/them sort of. It was like my brain got grabbed by the ship’s movement in space. Not really a ‘them’ then. Thanks for letting me share. Wanted to capture it for myself. A real first. Love you. See you this weekend.

G: How really special 

and there is more…

The Seventh Dimension, written by Indigo Insight- what H was working with that day in Your Emergent Self.

“As we enter the higher dimensions beyond the sixth, we lose shape and form. The dimensions become more abstract and less easily described in human language.  The seventh dimension is the realm of cosmic sound – not the vibratory patterns that we hear in the physical dimension, but the harmonics of creation. Seventh-dimensional consciousness is the place of the group consciousness the “We”. When you are experiencing any synergy between people it is the activation of the soul group that makes this possible. Many beings of light group together on this level to interact with the levels below. Many Extra-terrestrial beings are not singular in consciousness like humans but are a group or we consciousness. The Zeta are beings who have no concept of separation or individuality. Many angelic beings such as the higher principles group together on this level as one being in their interaction and communication with the lower levels. This is the dimension you go to, to communicate with your soul family. You can travel back to your original home planet through the energy of the soul group.”

H: I was not spooked, I went in a medical mode because of your body’s activity. I looked up when you showed me the ship and I saw something, a small light. What was significant is that like you, I felt a pull and it felt like a magnet. I heard a splash and I turned around and you were lying facedown in the water. At first I thought you were doing one of your bonding things but then it had been too long. I grabbed you and pulled you up. You told me you were in a trance or something. I said, “Let’s get you out of the water. Why don’t you sit on the side for a minute?” Once I thought you stable, I turned back to the sky. Within a minute or so there was another splash you were face down in the water again not moving. I saw your body look like it took a breath in the water and I worried you might have inhaled water.  I pulled you up again and started talking to you, suggesting we put you on the lounge chair and out of the hot water.  Together we got you onto the lounge chair. You kept letting me know your pulse was fine. You were nauseous. I was nauseous too. My solar plexus was on fire, but having to tend to you helped me stay focused and not get distracted by the strangeness of the situation. 

Tantra: All I could concentrate on was my solar plexus. I needed to not vomit. I needed my solar plexus to be able for the connection I had experienced. I needed to give it a chance to restore its so above/so below capacity. I knew that was mandatory. I knew that this event was a Time event. I didn’t know at the time that my friend Anne in Ireland was the one in charge that day of Gathering Time Events until the next morning when I read it in our WhatsApp thread.

Tantra: I had been thinking about Anne all day yesterday. It was her day to do the Gathering of Time Events, the new reality occurring in Time. During the same experience at the same time, H and I had above, Anne had a similar response.

Anne had shared on WhatsApp: “Felt a strong wobble in the field. Holding you both in what is rising.”

I called her the next morning and she reported: Last night I couldn’t sleep. I was watching something upstairs so I would not disturb my husband. Between 4 and 4:30 am our time [9 and 9:50 pm our time when we were at Riverbend Hotsprings mineral pool watching a spaceship]. My husband woke, saw I was not in bed, and came to find me. He never usually does that. As I stood up from the seat I was in, my whole body literally swooned. Not like a faint or lightheaded. It was like my body was not anchored by gravity. I collapsed back unable to find equilibrium. It was a very strange experience. Discombobulated. Thankfully the seat is like a couch and it was a soft landing. I did hit my head on the wall, but it was not hard enough to hurt. Felt I needed to place in the Field, especially when I read this. ????

As we started to gather pieces people were experiencing at the same time across the world, the pieces clearly pointed to all of us being in a Time Event. I asked Lara to transcribe our recorded conversations.

Lara shared:

Congruent experience at the said hour of Tantra’s with H & Anne’s SpaceTimeShip Event at 4 AM Ireland Time/ 9 PM Mountain Time.

Was transcribing two calls concurrently at that time. One was scripting Kristin’s remembrance of breathing underwater.

The other was an IGG Observing of H’s in exploration/conversation with Tantra about the spinning axis of the Emergent Self at the center of a toroidal field in vital connectivity with all life. The 7th and 11th dimensions were highlighted.

and then I watched this and it all came together in the beauty of its entirety…a moment in time.

Transcript of Matias De Stephano’s youtube video, YOSOY 22022022.

Feel it as you read it out loud…

Remember
In the womb I heard the Voice calling me to birth.

All heart’s rhythm, it’s harmony vibrates in melodies, music illuminated expanding to the world.

My mind became emotion and created life.

I saw the deep beauty, wide along the road. I walked it North to South to find Me in the center.

Remembered my past, projected my future and enjoyed my presence.

I had my ups and downs but, I found my axis, no bad, no good. I was a rainbow. I became wise and loved unconditionally and manifested my dreams.

I resounded,
brighter, and saw who I Am,
a net of Matrix, a pattern of music, a web of existence.

Remember,
my dream is an idea that originates the thoughts of the world.
My eyes can see through you – your eyes can see through me.
WE are echoes of the great Universal symphony, resounding in the infinite to the rhythm of the heart.

Our existence is an eternal encounter, my intention is your existence. Your action is my essence.

We are both lovers remembering being One and our pulse is Creation Itself.
I AM you and you are me.

Remember,
Who you are with Me.
I AM the origin of life, the memory that lives in you.
Everyone you were, you are and will be.

I AM the Divine Spark that enlights your actions potentials, the beat that irradiates your light to the world.

I AM the pillars of existence, the path that leads to the only destiny, Oneself, here and now.

I AM the singing that resounds in each being’s voice, the breathing of consciousness.

Remember,
Unite the world’s web through time and space.
It is the moment to rebuild the dream.

Remember That I AM.

 

Tantra Maat

Amen