In preparation for the CreateaWorld YouTube discussion with Dr. Deb on Friday, September 1st at 9 am
It turns out that the RV repair company La Mesa in Albuquerque kept what plugs my RV into the socket outside the house to run it. I have no idea whether they will return it or not.
I have been seeking in conversation with others to get to peace of mind over this over-a-year fiasco [actually even before that] with this RV of mine. I prefer to discover the source of fear and dismantle it into life force energy rather than be at the effect of the fear – it costs me the joy of my day and of life and I’ll not have that – not for me – not for others.
Especially nowadays and in the years to come where so much will be transmuting from trauma into life force energy and we will be part of that no matter what level of society we are in even at the most greedy level.
We are in the return at every level of humanity’s Indomitable Spirit and I and others are at work about that.
I talked to Dr. Deb who talked to me about intent versus impact because I have observed we are all feeling this intense need to protect ourselves against harm. While much is at work in magnificent ways at the societal level about this, I and others are taking it on at the spiritual level.
Intent is the purpose behind an action or statement – the why behind what someone does. Impact is the result.
It is how the person on the receiving end of those words or actions interprets or feels about what they just encountered and are at the effect of the experience in a positive or negative way.
My daughter works in highly victimized communities that feel helpless in the face of the impact of their being lied to, marginalized, under-resourced, and ignored which is exactly how I feel in the way I am being treated at the RV company. I psychically knew that this kind of consciousness of non-caring of human beings for other human beings would escalate into a global pandemic because the cause is the loss of spirit that kept humanity in touch with each other and, yes, in love with each other and making sure each other’s needs were meet or if now that the compassion for not meeting the needs was apparent.
I noticed I am completely at the effect of my RV $20,000 later still has the same problem that it started with and that the service department simply ignores that and gives me the same answers. I am white [but a woman and old] and I am obviously in the category of privileged and supposedly not marginalized, under-resourced, or ignored (supposedly) – but that is not what I am experiencing.
I notice and am living the feelings that are there for all of us as our systems fail and do not take human beings into consideration as this company demonstrates – my go-to is to feel like a victim and my only means with no one who has the power to protect me is threat and wanting to harm and the need to withdraw and hide. I knew that these feelings would begin to penetrate aspects of society that felt safe so in truth I am in the perfect place to be feeling these things. I am completely at the effect of the system right now and for the most part, there are no heroes even though there are those who deeply care about what is happening to me even though it is just an RV that was my home and have tried to help but have no ‘power over’ what is happening to me.
So now I turn to myself not only as an individual but as a member of the human community no matter what different aspects of community might think about me and my right to feel the way I do. It is an exploration of the collective consciousness for me and as a spiritual being what I can do about it is awaken consciousness and awareness because the innate nature of human beings is to care and before I am incinerated at my death I will promote that spiritual ether with everything I have and even after.
I woke this morning after a dream of how I successfully maneuvered myself and others out of an inferno of fire to safety. I used my desire and love for these strangers I was with to guide me. It was an amazing dream and when we got below scaling down cliffs and running across streams that were evaporated by the inferno, we knew we would never be the same. The very terror that drove us mixed with making sure we all made it created an alchemy of existence that was new and would begin to recreate itself in our lives. Keven my granddog woke me to go outdoors and when I went back to bed to get more sleep – a voice said, “I will no longer let my life be managed by fear of harm.” I knew that voice was my deep Spirit awakening in me and I was glad.
Am I still afraid – yes. It is hard to see what has happened to us as human beings that brought these societies of separation into existence, but I will seek out those who are willing to trust again somewhere, hopefully, here with me and we will take on the journey of going through the inferno of separation and find a way down the cliff and through obstacles feeding the joy of our own caring of ourselves and others and having that be the stabilization point through all this.
Thank you if you read this – it feeds the fire of Spirit – our shared Spirit and that is a good thing. Thank you for coming to listen on Friday on our CreateAWorld YouTube. You feed the field of new realites rising as we are in the throes of old ways of being failing.
*Please note the Creation Templates from which the books I have written and am writing transmute trauma into life force energy and give us the power to create new realities independent of the old ones. I will be organizing working with people who are part of new consciousnesses of new futures forming soon. All my love, Tantra”
In the planetary field of Tantra Maat, we are all guests of a Field of Consciousness. As guests of a Field of Consciousness, we experience consciousness in its movement [Template 6 of the Creation Templates] and, from time to time, particularly now. We are in the current of a shift in Consciousness that is happening in the movement of Creation Itself.
We are in those times. We have been in these times before. The Old Testament that all the to-date major religions hold to have great validity. Plague, Floods, Forces from Heaven, etc began to move the very foundation within which human life occurred.
In the Field of Tantra Maat, there is an active force. It is a generating principle of Creation itself.
Creation operates on behalf of All LIfe and what has All Life exist as whole. Tantra is the governing force of so above/so below. Maat is the governing force of harmony, symmetry, balance, proportion, beauty, and grace – all words we have objectified and no longer have a relationship with the power of these forces in a human life – assuming we are the only source of force. And yes, I have that name because I chose to operate and be embodied in those governing forces.
How foolish!
In the last few weeks – there has been a ‘ripple in the Force’ or better said there are forces of moving into the next recursion of Creation quickening. It has been there a long time but now it is affecting the human biological system in real ways.
Embodiment is a great mystery and one that we can actually use our minds to explore. It would be amazing to see what actually happens to the brain when the right and left hemispheres of the brain lose their ability to communicate with each other. What happens when imagination and rationale are separated from one another and our higher mind seeks to come online. I wonder? Would our body degrade? Would our thoughts diminish? Would our hearts ache? Would life force energy no longer be able to be sustained by the very flesh we were born into?
I am instigating in the planetary field of people who are part of the activity in the Field of Tantra Maat to move with me the next couple of weeks before the Activation on May 25th, 2022. Then to come together and together see if we can begin to restore our higher mind that is seeking to constitute our local brain. You are welcome to join us through the Facebook Page Sacred Space for Rest and Courage.
There is a purpose for this that you may not be able to comprehend. Do you know that the human being is a symbiotic creature? That is not designed to be separate from itself. Spiritually, many advanced spiritual teachings speak of the human as a One Soul Being.
I am going to present thoughts between today and the Activation to stimulate the neural wiring of our brain so that the brain matter can restore its spirit-based capacity. Our body – the metapoint of spirit and flesh – no longer wishes to be separated from itSelf. Self here is the design of a MetaSelf that knows itSelf as a so above/so below Self…not only a survival-based automaton that is driven by needs that do not last past one lifetime.
Many humans are beginning to recognize this. Others’ minds and bodies are caught in the local stories.
Our brain manages our Higher Being and its mystical thought patterns that have the so above/so below Self moves with Creation…here…where I am ‘restoring paradise’. ‘Restoring paradise’ includes restoring the functions of our brain that allow us to not always be caught in thinking that ‘here’ is ‘not’ paradise. It may not be a paradise for humans mesmerized by that which goes against life here, but it is a paradise for everything else here…trees, fruits, vegetables, animals, fishes, rainbows, etc. All you have to do is look at the sky, the trees, the waters, colors, textures, babies, and smells. Paradise is everywhere.
I warned people a few years ago that the Self of your Being no longer cared to be shrinkwrapped in lower brain waves and limited energy capacity flesh. Well, here we are and here Self is.
Way beyond what I can capture here.
The CreateAWorld YouTube Channel every Friday at 9 am MDT right now is dedicated to not finding answers but opening up into shared conversations where the brain can THINK AGAIN – not THINK ABOUT, BUT THINK. If we can think, ponder, wonder, explore, contemplate, consider, dwell on, and chew over…our neural pathways can bring us new thought that operates in a higher functioning mind that deals with its unity with all life and what has us exist as whole. Something is happening and I/we are tracking it… while most are not. And we are massaging our brain this way bringing the two hemispheres into harmony and balance.
THIS IS WHAT IS TRYING TO HAPPEN NOW.
Before many of us, most of you, not knowing it, handled ‘being here’ by being out of body not in that body. Now people are having had heart palpitations, TIAs, and/or solar plexus hyperactivity. We are coming online and it requires returning to ourselves as bodies – the MetaBody of Spirit and Flesh. We are symbiotic and need to be in a collective awareness not thinking the same thing but not being separated from what we are as we have been eons before now.
The invitation: I will be working within the Field of Tantra Maat pointedly for the next 15 days. I will be posting in our global community what I will be posting here and will be posting on Sacred Space for Rest and Courage on Facebook. All this leads up to the Activation on the 25th.
I am posting this invitation on my personal Facebook page but it will be the only time. The rest of the 15 days will be posted on Sacred Space.
The Language of Consciousness Institute is putting together an offer for those who think they are evolving, embodying, emergent, transmuting, and upleveling. I will post that soon in these missives. For all of us, we need to pay attention. The body is our house here not our horse. It is rising as a MetaBody. Just like a MetaSelf is the so above/so below of our sense of Self. The MetaBody is the so above/so below of our Being Here Now.
Do you know you have a double helix that is an antiquated form of survival in our DNA? It is a BTCH! and often mistaken as human feelings.
Here’s what happens and is the cause of many a war and behind almost EVERY relationship dispute. Let me, before going further, take a breath and put in a non-sequester. Deb Merchant, who basically raised me into being able to move among human beings and not only enjoy it but love it, said we needed to write a Survival Manual for the Intuitively Aware. I could say easily say this is part of that. Who would I say the Intuitively Aware are – those that are aware intuitively that something is going on that is not in the mainstream conversation but essential to the cellular remembrance of paradise. Moving from primitive survival needs to expressions of love, affinity, and unity with all life. As a species, we are in an amazing transcendent possibility to transcend our primitive triggers that got our physiology to survive and now have that physiology be a home of thriving in paradise and having paradise ways…joy, fun, laughter, play, creativity, caring, sharing…etc…we didn’t start that way….by the way…and we have some archaic mechanisms to dismantle by no longer letting them have an effect on us.
In our DNA, there is a trigger mechanism that when our species was in a high survival mode was needed so we could keep moving fast when we were physically at risk and survive. What was this HIGH SURVIVAL MODALITY!
A DOUBLE HELIX IN OUR DNA THAT TRIGGERS
EXPECTATION
ANTICIPATION
When you are needing to survive in highly dangerous conditions as a beginning formulation of Creation, you must have a very primitive DNA operation to do that.
You expect the outer to meet your needs and if it doesn’t your DNA says…danger…fear…pain… and you react and respond accordingly.
You anticipate surviving so if the outer does not match what your DNA anticipates…yep! danger…fear…pain… and your primitive beginning responds accordingly.
This is long before the advanced mechanisms of your species’ nervous system [the parasympathetic/sympathetic] developed to fight, flight, freeze, calm…
Is it possible to see that as the timelines of evolution/devolution have become parallel paths at this point in the evolutionary survival of the next greater whole of our species? Our systems are now evolving emotionally, mentally, biologically and are starting to separate from the devolution timeline. Why? because we will go out of existence if we devolve into what once had us evolve. The very archaic mechanisms that had our beginning formations work for us now risk us devolving not evolving….now threaten our existence no longer forwarding our existence.
Recently, this morning actually, a family text spat met me as I opened my messages…There it was: EXPECTATION…
Unfulfilled…
NEWS FLASH!
UNFULFILLED EXPECTATION TRIGGERS DOUBLE HELIX!
…the expectation of another’s gratitude for one’s actions and not understanding why the other person did not behave in a way they understood THAT WOULD BE WHAT THEY EXPECTED. As an amoeba, it would have just fluttered away but, as a human, the need to be what we are designed to be as an advanced species overcoming our primitive beginnings had them reach out and share their ‘feelings’.
The beautiful part is this amazing person is exploring family and families have spats. S.P.A.T.S. Sometimes Particularly Actions Trigger Suddenly.
The DNA triggers the double helix. That is the mechanism in our DNA that runs counter to human affinity. There was no affinity needed as a feeling before feelings were considered feelings. Feelings were only survival triggers so that we could make if from primitive DNA, to a primitive nervous system, into the beginning of an advanced species capable of higher dynamics of being and being here than had existed before.
We reach out. We anticipate being received the way we want to be received…
THWARTED!
NEWS FLASH!
THWARTED ANTICIPATION TRIGGERS DOUBLE HELIX!
Bummer…
Took me almost 3 years to stop the double helix from triggering painfully in my system….so painfully I was frozen in pain for months sometimes. Still triggers but no longer am I caught in the pain, fear, and feeling of my feelings being in danger that comes with it. It abates…particularly because my conscious mind takes over and moves past it. I recognize it as a mechanism and I can see and am working on not letting something primitive I misidentified once as me cost me my affinity with this planet and her forms that I love so deeply…
I hesitated to write the last paragraph because I am not without feelings and working as hard as all of you working to transcend my planetary’s primitive gift this body of life. But …after 55 years of watching and working in the evolutionary consciousness of human beings, now I can tell we can support our primitive mechanisms evolution with our own evolving consciousness of being that many of you are experiencing.
I have been deeply moved by my housemate C Bean. I have supported her by reading over her written material about herself and her work for her website the last few weeks. Her authenticity and her ability to tell her story so people knew the background that gave the foreground of her work inspired me. Here I am. I have worked for over half a century. While I have written what I provide, I have not written what is behind why I can provide it.
Thanks to my beloved friend, I am going to do that now.
What is the skill of a cellular empath? It is not really that easy to understand. I have a knowing that lives in an intelligence that has served myself and others for over half a century. Our spirit, our original nature of ourselves that we, as human beings, long for when we are out of touch, is in our cellular memory. This is not our historic memory. This is the original memory of our original design. In my third book, You as the Mind of Creation, this is deeply addressed. For instance, we now know that our Enteric Nervous System carries this original memory of our design. I just didn’t have a name for it when I began wandering around in cellular memory when I was quite young. I just know I could tap into the matter of the person and there was this memory that didn’t operate like circumstantial recall. It operated like a schematic that gave me a language that restores this core foundational template of the human beings I speak with.
I never marketed as a physical healer because what I was capable of went deeper into the core design from which all wholeness not limited to physical healing comes. And sometimes people are physically healed. I could just tell when that was probably going to happen in what I was present to, not because I was trying to physically heal the person. We are in a world that is toxic emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically. I had to restore my own body, mind, and spirit from early on in my life by listening into my own design and being faithful to it. Out of that, I formed a profession on behalf of all life.
I am thrilled I have worked a half-century. Now the original nature of human beings, their sovereignty is rising. Not only that, our actual matter is awakening past its trauma-based survival necessity. Many bodies of human beings are going through recursions of trauma release and into stabilizing for wholeness. These shifts in mind and body will occur fundamentally over the next six or seven years.
I know the struggles of what we are going through. The trauma laid buried in the background of our human existence is rising into the foreground. We are having to deal with it and deal with it we will. As the shifts and changes occur in the very body of the species of humankind including the in the world physical structures, a thriving consciousness of well-being and wholeness of mind and body will begin to take its place in the scheme of things. It is to this I have always been committed. And now! Now a human being’s system is waking back up into Earth being a home for our Spirit.
Being a cellular empath, moving into Activations and Consults now is pure pleasure. Supporting the transmutation out of trauma into wholeness is beyond exciting. Supporting the person’s perceptive mind to trust what they are newly experiencing is profound.
Almost every day is a shifting of the ground we are standing on and the registers within us that guide us during these times. Do not get too enrolled in the trauma rising from the background into the foreground. This is the foundation of all healing. Fever first. Sweating it out. Wholeness.
I love you.
I love that I was made the way I was made.
It is why I could take the vaccine when I did. I could feel my body could take in this strange vaccine empathically, especially since I got to know it so well in June 2020.
I knew that my body was now strong enough but my body in its language showed me. I have trained empathically through months of my own recovery from covid. I knew the opportunity was not recovery alone. I knew that now I had cellularly experienced the virus I could have it become part of my intelligence and it part of mine.
I have worked incessantly these last years to prepare to be able, as a cellular empath, to become able for the body and its challenges in the years ahead. I have done work homeopathically, through supplements, exercise, consciousness work like the Creation Exercises. This plus in my unity with Creation being part of the amazing synchronicity with the greater intelligences that operate on behalf of all life here.
My psychic knowing, my cellular response, and circumstances lined up in perfect wholeness and take the vaccine I did. This is why I tried so hard to tell people it did not mean I thought they should take the vaccine. As a cellular empath with certain skillsets, I can do things others can’t do and am willing to use my capacity on behalf of all life with as little risk to myself as possible. Now I have a spike protein in my cellular system to work with and to support its intelligence in operating on behalf of the life of a human being as well as all Life.
I am working to clear aberrations during these times because that which has become aberrated only seeks its return to wholeness. Any other thought is a lie. I am aware that trauma has become assumed as the original design here, but it isn’t. I am busy again. More busy every day as the level of transmutation from trauma into wholeness grows. I will do my best with others to educate, transmit, activate and consult human beings so they too can invest their minds, their hearts, their bodies in their awakening into the wholeness.
Wholeness is the nature of Being – in this case the nature of Being that is human.
This is the way that the Earth…communicates with life. In the Mimzy Project we have found as we are getting information, birds mostly but now fox are confirming our connection. Fun and beautiful. Human being are not alone. We are, yes, right now at the effect of what is occurring here, but as we remember that everything is energy and you can direct chaotic energy into a system, the Earth, large enough to create a higher order. That is the Mimzy Project. That is what these last 10 years are about. AND we haven’t even arrived at the mountain.
2020.10.14. I woke this morning spinning in a vortex of the earth. It was all so soothing. I was reflecting on violence, vandalism, and theft that had occurred and had been shared with me. But, in the dream walk, it was all calm. I am always so grateful when my spirit and the primordial mother come into a consciously conscious state together. This morning, my usually 3am moments of connection, it was exquisite.
Mt. Shasta is believed by many and dreamed by me this morning as the root chakra of the Earth. The Native tribes there believed, and may still, that the still active volcano is the center of the universe and the home of the Creator. In my experience, there is a center, for sure, there that has highways out into the universe and back into the earth that bring in many Beings from the vast realms of Creation. I got to meet a few of them. I am also clear that there has never been aberrant activity that anchored there. Aberrations happen, but they can’t hold. That is why if you live in the area, you are in a constant activation of alignment with the nature of a human beings’ original design and its place in the universe.
An aberrant activity would be like Jesus coming to tell the people to love one another and to turn the other cheek and that message aberrate into prejudice and hate that festered wars on the earth of the planet that once held gateways to powerful forces that supported the evolution of life here.
On the Mountain, there is a serenity AND A POWER that has Beings come in and out of there that operate on behalf of unity with All Life, in fact, there is not an energetic that would have it be any other way. That is what I mean by the Mountain is not aberrated. It exists in its pure relationship with the original nature of the original design here. As do other power places on the Earth. They are still in their pure form where life exists as whole and is life giving and life enhancing.
The Mountain certainly was that this morning as I spun in that quiet ecstasy of being part of beauty and harmony that does not even know that weird activities are occurring in the human realm. In the vast root of the Primordial Mother of the Mountain, her root was spinning me and spinning me gathering the violence, the chaos and drawing it in. It was a natural as natural could be like a tornado is natural. No intent but incredible function. I also knew I was being shown the human participation that was going to be part of some kind of constant that when we went to the Mountain, we would enter into that alchemy with The Mother. I was excited. In fact, so excited now I am awake, I am going to send this journal entry to Praline, because I am not at all sure I am spelling words right or making sense.
Tash, a participant with others across the world in the Mimzy Project October 23rd to November 6th, spoke to me this past year about tunnels that moved under Uluru in Australia. The second she spoke to me they became a consciousness in my geopathic nature. That was all there was nothing else, just a register of these tunnels with no other information available…until this morning… It was AWESOME! I was being drawn down through her root anchoring energy through the earth and I knew where I came out was her solar plexus. Uluru! She was drawing the chaos into her, through the root chakras down through the earth into her solar plexus-the earth’s solar plexus chakra Uluru including Kata Tjuta. I recognized the energetics of Uluru but had to look up sacred places in Australia on the web for the name of the rock formations I saw as I spewed out into the ground looked up at these HUGE rock formations. Shook me timbers, I’ll tell you.
When I saw on the web that these places were, by many considered the solar plexus chakra of the earth, I ‘gotta’ tell you my so above/so below sentient comprehension expanded dramatically.
And my solar plexus…wow! I knew immediately I had been given the Activation for October 28th at the end of the first section of the activation we will be part of on the mountain. Even sleeping, I could hardly wait!
To complete the dream walk, this went on a long time. I knew that we were part of something building. We were not going to be the cause of something on the mountain, but we sure were going to be with Damanhur and the Temple of Humankind an essential part of the participation…we were going to be building a spiral and doing several rope spiral walks to gather the human maelstrom of aberrant mindsets driving human beings wild and blend with The Primordial Mother’s body so that the chaotic energy happening everywhere could have a place to go to have the trauma transmuted into life force energy and to have excessive amount of energy creating chaos everywhere directed back into the earth to have it feed the deeper nature of unity that the earth is formed from. I do not have the second part of the awareness worded well yet but I am getting there…with the help of the intelligence of what is happening at Shasta as well as other parts of the earth.
I got the patterns to transmit. I got the movement to move with. I got how to weave the maelstrom into a fabric to restore matrixes that we would be part of a beautiful species that lives as whole. 🙂
Then I woke at 3:30 am cleaning up things I had dropped out, sending the people who scheduled call in and replay information, and other updating other things….just to get my mind calm enough to organize thought to write this.
Some really cool things happened too. I realized that my beloved RV, Dakini, was a maelstrom of her own and that after traveling in the energy of The Mother, I KNEW how to move with her chaotic energy and keep bringing it into the next greater whole. My 21 foot RV with her batteries constantly draining was my Primordial Mother project now.
Finally, I got the Excessive Amount of Energy I was moving with to quiet enough to organize my thoughts to write this. I looked up on Safari if there was even information about Earth having Earth Chakras. Just because it all seemed obvious to me, I wondered if other people thought so. There is was right in front of me some what I wrote about but what I haven’t share yet was the Sacral Chakra of the Earth was Lake Titicaca and the Island of the Sun. This was where CNN had asked me to go with them because in Bolivia the witches of La Paz and the doctor who was going to take them to meet these Kallawayan healers could not introduce them unless CNN had their own witch. That would be me. Try not to get stuck in your perception of a witch. It is nothing like what you think. For the people of the region, a witch carries a direct geopathic link with the earth. That would be me.
I had the pattern in my psyche of Lake Titicaca and Is that is where we went every day to traces the path laid before us. It was the Kallawaya shaman who I met and who approved me in a cave underneath the hotel we were staying in.
I had said as this project unfolded that all of our pasts were coming forward to this moment in time. AND this was mind.
But then as I read, I saw that the heart chakra of the earth was Glastonbury and other areas but Glastonbury is where Kea, one of our participants, has been at work for years to bring the White Spring and the Red Spring back into unity. Suddenly everything that I had been moving in in the dream walk was generating a great enough territory for me to comprehend more of what we were doing going there and, with that, more of the ability to do our part. Remember the tunnels under the earth that connect her in ways we do not comprehend. According to my source whose link will be at the end of this journal entry, Haleakala, the volcano in Maui, Hawaii and Shaftesbury 30 miles from Glastonbury are part of this heart chakra of the earth. Can you begin to feel it or grasp it a bit? One thing I have learned over my half century of work is that how 1 + 1 = 2 in our modern world does not add up in the deeper nature of things. There is such magic if human beings could be past the over simplified story that leaves out humanity’s connection to the cosmos and to the earth. Well, not where I am standing…and hopefully reading this…maybe also no longer where you are standing. That reading this you are a little bit more return to the Earth that is the source of all life, here.
We get so bogged down in having things be definitive, but this is not about that. The point if and if you read the link, she is speculating also. The point and the power is that a communication, a direction, and an intelligence occurred between this human as well as others having these connections happen also.
I have a broader spectrum of awareness not that gives myself and others the ability to be part of a something that is generating a operation to work with these chaotic deconstructing collapsing time to transmute the energy being expelled…to capture it and to bring it into the earth so that there is fuel for unity to construct, and expand us beyond the border of what is now occurring.
For many many years since the internet came, I have posted in a public journal. I am aware of the electromagnetic field of the Earth as a living communication system that affects the consciousness of the human species and, often the life like bees, of other creatures. The part the is always missed by the human species is that the human species is not the superior species and that this planet will prevail as a living being whether she is flush with life as we know it now or loving herself as a desert devoid of diversity, atmosphere gone, feeling the winds of the universe. It is the human species and they interest in being part of this exquisite creation and who they are as a part of it that should be a human being’s interest. I post in my electromagnetic journal because it is the way Creation hears me…just like music or the crunch of dried leaves underfoot or water trickling down a wooded embankment away from the roar of a human presence.
For 3 nights before I at the lucid dream walk on the 13th of October, I had had a dream about being with a guru. The first night was Sai Maa. The second night I did not know who it was. Seemed somewhat like Mooji .but not quite. The next morning a picture of a man in a simple dark blue short sleeved t-shirt caught my eye in a picture on the top shelf of a bookshelf at Sarah and Larry’s house. When we were driving to get my Achilles heel worked on at the next level that day, I asked her if it was her son. He was stocky, I said. She replied, “No that is Papaji He was a younger version of the picture on the web but it was him and Mooji was his discipline. Both nights they were getting my limited mind set out of the way, for what I know now, is for a larger mindset that can open up into the larger picture of what is happening at Shasta. Then the heart, solar plexus lucid dream and then the 14th….so clear…so compelling. Will simply list the imagery and associative awareness connect with each image.
The tornado like vortex pulling the debris fields of fragmented consciousness into the earth like poop in a toilet to be used for new growth continued.
Then from the earth another vortex covered the ground and was being drawn up into the cosmos this was an intelligence from the planet sending information into a specific place in the cosmos that Shasta – the Mimzy Project – could/would draw from.
Then a band almost like a woman’s girdle began to pull the center in. The message was ‘gathering time’. Now I comprehend this. This is what you do when you are related to time as a container not a ribbon reaching out from past to future. You contain it. We will be containing time to be used on behalf of all life during our time at Shasta.
These lucid dreams walks last a long time. My system is being reset to accommodate larger interactive interrelated intelligences than the present limited human mind. The benefit to any human being becoming for a while part of the larger relationship with Creation that operated on behalf of all life and have us exist as whole is we get more able to navigate the smaller reality of which we are a part without being captured and at the effect of it.
Then the most beauteous thing happened. Pink spheres began to emerge from the double vortex and covered it. When I was in Damanhur in the Hall of Spheres, I would always try to be the first one into the Hall of Spheres because I would sit for hours blending my mind -emptying into them. My favorite was a clear sphere is a pink lava looking softness in it. One night in the early morning, the little lava shape began to move and what looked like a soft finger began to come out of the sphere toward me. I tried to stay very still and breath deeply and gently shaken by the reality of it. Then it receded after coming within a foot of my third eye. I turned around to see if the protector of the space from Damanhur had seen anything. He was looking straight over my head but oh! was he grinning.
I was so excited watching these spheres. Damanhur has colors. I do not know what pink is but pink is definitely my color intelligence connected to Damanhur. I was very clear that the pink spheres were signifying a Damanhurian intelligence.
I love how the greater intelligence and intelligences push us past our mindscape the is so boxed and boring into colors, movement, shapes that rearrange our mind’s ability for greater intelligence. I was and am aware that much is going on and that the direction and actions that are ours are forming.
I fell asleep and dreamed of the doctor who worked on my achilles…my beautiful magical doctor…letting me know his wife had asked me to come to dinner. She is a guru.
Later that day in a meeting we spoke of gradients, resonance, topography, slopes, vector, etc…working our minds to be able to stay related to the multidimensional geopathic topography that is clearly becoming more and more of the communication system between the realms we are moving with in Shasta and ourselves.
What I have discovered in doing personal consults and activations since the beginning of 2020 is that human consciousness has shifted into dimensional states of being. You will get to watch new forms rise that will anchor into the limitation of the 3D an a wonderful way.
It is only your perception that has you think you are still operating in 3D. Have you asked yourself why you have a strong will about something but can't seem to figure out the 'how' or 'why' or 'what' of it? Your perception up until now has come from the reality that was dimensionally challenged in a collapsed field that was like a symphony without all of its instruments.
Now your consciousness is beginning to register new realities. The minute now I begin to speak with you, your consciousness forms new receptive capacities of thought and comprehension: your overstressed reaction and response system relaxes; you find yourself having thoughts and comprehensions that organize your actions in new novel unique sense-making ways.
What you may not yet register, but you will over time, is that many human beings are now moving with greater systems of existence - what I call moving with Creation. Overtime in 2020, you will register and recognize yourself' moving with Creation and find yourself actively part of Creation. That is most exciting is you will overtime find your mind will acclimate and be able to perceptively comprehend what you are experiencing but cannot yet find language or comprehension for at this time. You need your mental mind. Your mental mind is the information thread that you use to move in time and space. Your mental mind is evolving now and old habits of thinking are causing trouble now.. some clients' solar plexus reactions becoming overwhelming.
Never has relistening your recordings been so important. Every time you listen, you generate new threads of thought that fit with new realities that you are part of forming. The Activations allow your system to move into a higher octave response-capacity within which dimensional realities exist and that live in our visions and dreams and are what we long for.
The flesh and the mind need to re-sort into higher frequencies and they are attempting to. You need to support that. It is hard to walk around thinking you are somewhere you are not when you actually are somewhere that is new and aligned with what you are forming into.
So many people are having thoughts of this is enough already in their circumstances and in life in general. Little do they/we realize that we are on a threshold of new realities birthing themselves through the debris field of the old realities that had everything be separate. God separate from humankind, spirit separate from flesh, the eternal separate from the temporal, the physical from the non-physical, and so on.
In the Spirals, we rise into disruptions to see if there is the possibility of creation a pathway that is in unity with Creation. What humanity does not know is that we are the missing element…if is our hearts, our minds, our Being that is the animate magic of Creation here. We have a lab, the Spirals, so that we can be in discovery and develop our actual strength, stamina, and capacity to develop registers that register the pathways, the formings, the actualities, the doings, the havings that exist when our systems are restored to their unity with Creation.
I received a message from the dealership service department, but I could not make myself read it. I could not. I trust my gut, my solar plexus, and it is why I do solar plexus activations. I trust the eternal’s ability to enter into the temporal on behalf of all life. My own terminology to myself is, “I know when to wait on the power of G.O.D.”
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My message to The Spirals of Being – Sacred Labs operating on behalf of restoring humanity’s unity with Creation
When I started the Spirals, I knew that I would have to be in equal participation in opening up into the new matrixes of reality forming. When regard to my RV, I said I did not know what to do, I did not. When I said I knew what I what was mind to do and what was not mine not do, that was real. Out of that clarity, I knew I could be present to the not-yet-seen, the not-yet-known and to what I call ‘the forming’. The forming is where Creation and human beings come together on behalf of what grants life and has us exist as whole.
Dynamics of interaction began to form…a team so to speak…why a team? I didn’t expect a team. I, like most of us, was just looking for someone[s] to solve my dilemma, not the magic of what is it like in the transparency of life in a larger community who can share not only the wealth of being together but the challenges. I have had two incidents in this area around leaving where I was living, once because it was time to leave and once under duress. I needed to know if this time was a sign that I was not to be in the area. I couldn’t imagine it, but what if it were so. In the past, I had had two sanctuaries that were extraordinary and filled with people and activity and love and I cherished every minute. What had changed? I knew it had to do with my mission to be part of humanity’s moment once again time to evolve. I knew that I needed to be part of the activity of that evolving not separate from it. I knew that these years ahead including last year and this one that evolving would, of course, include who we are in our connection to our Selves, each Other, and Life. I knew we were moving from a separation-based, isolated individual-base to a unity-based, metapoint of self, other, creation-based paradigm – for me – reality.
I just knew I had to stay where I was standing until, or if, an interactive, interrelated, synchronic environment of Creation and human beings came out of the fog could form. The others, called, began to appear. There were those who sent me messages so I would not feel alone in this and, in that, some who began to respond within the possibility they were part of what there was to do.
I am writing them and writing my Chapter 3 today while I am doing what I love most, being there on behalf of life, in consults and planning. I will copy the letters here. This is my prayer,. That our engagement on behalf of all life melts the inanimate thinking that we have suffered that has left us at the effect of an inanimate reality separate from the life force energy of Creation and that we get to live together the stories of what we have only read by our tracking new pathways of Being as the on-the-earth new ways of being and doing rise.
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My letter to the first recursion of those who were called.
This is the letter sent to those who were called as the possibility of theirs to do…even if they do not know yet the pathways of doing in unity with all life and on behalf of our unity with Creation.
2019.03.31
In Unity,
I am such a survivor and my commitment to exist in unity with Creation is so intense and clear for me. It took until last night when ______ gave me hope to let the flood of emotions, pain, and sadness come in. I cannot afford reaction when I am listening but when I knew others were listening to, I could have room to falter. I also cannot afford to Band-Aid or coping here. I must be part of what brings everything into the next recursion. I also am holding the Field out past the edge and I can feel this event trying to distract me. I need to not be distracted. I am writing all of you who were looking at ‘doing’ as an action that you feel called to and in that who you are operating on behalf of life and having us exist as whole. First of all, I am putting the link to the tapatalk Alliance Transparency so that the Field of Tantra Maat has a landing place, as M said yesterday, for informing Creation and being with others in the field. As you see if it is yours to do ’together’ informing the field through this link, has it operate on behalf of a much bigger spectrum than just this individual incident.
I am including D on this because she has been past the edge with me in the Nature of Being before and she is ballast for what is occurring. I am including V because she is here with me taking care I have a warm place and a warm heart to hold my Lily and me. I am so technical that I do not show my emotions very much, but I am weeping. I deeply pray this becomes a marker, a stabilization point for the Field of Tantra Maat and all the Spiral members and our alliances.
Just like I knew to back off of PM and let the collective spirit bloom, I know I need to back off here. No idea about the forming. I only know I feel its seed of possibility.
I leave over to you Beloveds, my life, our life, Creation.
Email thread regarding the Enteric Nervous System [ENS]
On Jun 5, 2018, at 5:56 AM, Sahere Hum < wrote:
In Unity,
For a day last week I was present to feeling very vulnerable and an energy that was residing in the heart area. Throughout the day I was compelled to express through writing raw feed of what was in my larger field.
A knowing was upon me that we needed to include/address the ‘heart’ and its role in the Mind of Creation as we have included affirmations and intentions. When I observe what others are talking about it is all about the heart/brain connection and there is frustration because they don’t take the next step and include the solar plexus. On a few occasions, I observe there is talk about the gut-brain, yet when there is mention of the gut-brain it usually is around food and digestion. The sense that I am present to is to at least address and briefly talk about the heart energy and how it fits into our larger picture. To acknowledge where others are standing, heart/brain connection, and lead them into the next step of a larger system.
On behalf of all life and a new dawn
Sahere
El mar., 5 jun 2018 10:28, Melissa escribió:
Good observation, Sahere. I recently saw something posted about the ENS and it was clearly categorized it as the “3rd brain” after the head brain and heart, which did not feel accurate to me. Actually, I don’t think any hierarchical view does. The article it was cited was about a scientific study that showed multiple firings within the ENS to deal with digestion or some such. It was scientific news that the cells of the ENS work co-operatively, I think was the upshot. It feels obvious to me, though don’t ask me to explain “how” that all of our systems of intelligence work co-operatively. In other words, they’re part of a whole system and it’s a tad pointless to look at any of them in isolation. For me, rather than looking at how one part of the system works, the question that holds more value would be, where is the metapoint of the different intelligences?
In Unity on Behalf of All Life,
Melissa
On 5 Jun 2018, at 12:23 PM, MARU wrote:
Very interesting.
I also read the writing about the 3 brains, and for me, it is natural to go inside and picture a continuum from the solar plexus to the head as the central ‘me’. From there I can then do whatever is called for.
I’ll have to look at the embriogenesis [embryogenesis in English] process, but if I remember correctly the cells that form the neural tube are the same that will give rise to the brain and spinal cord, with all the other nerves that will constitute the Vagus nerve and accessories. All those cells are originated in the stem cells that are the original cells after fertilization and that will migrate to their final destination, even if it is ‘far away’ from the site of the stem cells.
[Tantra here: this is accurate. This is the research I researched.]
There is a lot to know, but surely, nothing operates on its own.
From me, June 23rd, 2018
Dearly Beloved:
What a precious moment in time we are in. Bless you, for pressing into the neuroplasticity of your brain, massaging it and working your neural patterning toward whole system thinking. One of the first aspects of that awakening coherent thinking is the recognition that separation lives in the present neural patterning of thought regarding the body that just does not let us ‘think’ what there is to think.
Here is my rendering of thought connected to Lara’s ‘field response’ languaging. The more I pierce into the objectification of labels of the body ‘nervous system’, ‘heart’, ‘solar plexus’, etc. the more the whole system within becomes visible. The more I pierce into the objectification, the more my mind gives way to a direct link with the body and a hue, a creation-patterning begins to become apparent.
Reading your email threads, I could feel you pressing into thoughts and thinking until thinking and thoughts are rendered back into wholeness. This is a beautiful moment for me, watching human beings fight for their original minds.
My weaving of thought on behalf of our bodies being thought in wholeness.
I am finding myself no longer leaving the symbiotic relationship of oneness with all living things in my mind and in my body. I distinguish these two because the mind in non-physical and the body is physical. As I read your words that are your response to my writings on the Enteric Nervous System, I entered the inner ecosystem the gut actualized as a reality that became part of a greater reality of the digestive system. As the inner ecosystem revealed itself to me, the digestive system became apparent as part of the operational encoding in the physical so that alignment with the non-physical Beingness of ourselves could stay in unity with Creation. I watched as the sun fed the body through the nutrition of Her, the Earth’s, physical forms keeping us all ways in unity with the Cosmos. I felt the commune of the Earth and the Cosmos in my body…an experience I have not been able to comprehend until now as I find myself responding to your ‘shared mind’ explorations. I now comprehend the gift of the Ayurvedic formulas Michael has been concocting for me.
As I read Sahere’s comment about the heart and all of your responses regarding ENS, I recognized the heart and other organs in a symbiotic sentience with the nervous systems that keep them in the symmetry, proportion, harmony, balance, and beauty of Creation. I recognized and became part of the organic love affair between the Earth, her forms, and the Cosmos. Listening to your minds sorting and the body doing what bodies are designed to do, I awakened into our bodies and our minds being once again returned to the living system of the universe.
Once again, in this new-found freedom of form and formless, temporal and eternal, I see our bodies and our minds as interactive, interrelated, symbiotic sentient intelligence operating on behalf of all life. I am reminded of the indigenous people who take peyote, ayahuasca, and other nervous system/mind awakeners. No wonder their body intelligence is in unity with Creation. Now perhaps our bodies are becoming part of Creation again and the risks that come with these spirit enhancing medicinal plants trying to jump-start our bodies that have been so separated from Creation will no longer be needed. I knew early on that I did not only an occasional trip to my direct link with Creation. I was after permanency of the direct link. It would seem that we are finally on the threshold of our natural state and our ability to awaken into it.
I love watching you all work toward resonance. Then the field will be imprinted with the direct link with Creation and how we say it will be part of the patterning of the higher intelligence of Creation.
“I gotta share. I did my own solar plexus activation today. I am laughing. If I ever wanted proof that something besides me moves through me, I got it today. Why am I laughing? I was wondering what it would be like to post a testimonial about the solar plexus activation that I did on myself. How wild is that? All I know is I feel so integrated…so at peace…I had been thinking I felt sucker punched by some things that have happened. My thoughts went something like this.
“Why have I been responding to some really cool things that are happening by feeling that I am going to collapse?”
In thinking this, I scanned my body and realized it was not my whole body. I realized when I started to get hope or excitement that I wanted to hold my belly and protect it like when you lean forward to make sure you don’t get hit again. It was an imaginary thing of course, but since I hadn’t been rolling over and protecting my gut, I could felt that, in not doing, my system just wanted to collapse.
This has been going on for awhile especially since the present government took office and some other personal blows that left me winded.
Yesterday, I had met with Heather and Jackie and the conversation as in other conversations recently about creating the futures had gone well. After these conversations, I would deflate and either sit outside in my wild crazy eclectic garden or take a long nap and dream, dream, dream way into the night, then waking as if I had taken a long journey. I found I was pulling back from reacting to things in sa elf-protective way and quite incapable of authentic response.
This morning, I had pulled myself together to go to Tai Chi through sheer will as I felt like my insides were slipping down into the bottom of my feet in a gathering pool of exhaustion.
When we got there, Lily pranced across the wooden floor over to her accustomed spot on the rug in the room by the big room we did our Qigong and Tai Chi practices in. She seemed reluctant to stay there so I knew she knew that I was not up to par. It is my black shepherd, blue heeler, Aussie mix dog that lays on me, curls up against me, or drapes across my feet in her own extended consciousness designed to take care of me.
Standing up getting ready to do the exercises, I felt like the witch in The Wizard of Oz. “I’m melting.”
Then the most wondrous thing occurred. The teacher spoke of being so exhausted the week before that she couldn’t do the combo Qigong Tai Chi exercises so she had laid on her bed and imagined them. I piped up wearily that I wish I could do that. In an instant she had pulled out the big mat and had me lie down on it. Everyone laughed as Lily creeped head down cautiously toward me waiting to be chided back to her spot. Once she reached the mat, she lay down beside me on point for my well-being.
It was amazing. Imagining the exercises turned out to be quite a neuroplasticity adventure. In one exercise, standing, you start with both arms to the right. One arm curled in toward the body. The other outstretched. As you move them to the left even with your chest, you watch your outstretched hand until you get to the left. Then you bring your outstretched arm in and extend the alternate arm. When I imagined it, I went part way from right to left and then suddenly I was left with the alternate arm extended. I had not imagined the in between. Since I work with increasing the strength, stamina, and capacity for being, the brain is of great interest to me and this was an amazing moment of watching the gaps in my neuroprocessor. This is what Elektra from the In Unity of Creation Institute and I are doing in providing the Tools to Thrive. We need our processors to work right.
After not moving and imagining, I was amazed at the end that I was completely regenerated as I moved in the Tai Chi movement with great interest and delight.
When I came home, Jackie and I had a meeting with a personal marketing coach which I thought I would try out for a few months with Constant Contact. I was exhilarated by the possibility. Jackie expressed a single concern and I instantly deflated.
I went in and laid down. Again wondering what on earth was going on.
One of the Architects in the Architect Spiral of Being called me from Switzerland. She is a body empath like me. She is more in the emotional side of it and I am more in the cellular side of it. In the interaction of being present to what there was to be present to in the conversation, I felt myself being catalyzed by the deeper awareness body empaths carry. When empaths communicate there is a deep empathic response. The cells receive information that expand their capacity to open up into what there is to have. [remember the power of the Observing in the Creation Exercises]
This is why empathy is so important to restore in humanity. We can stay present to what there is to be present to and we don’t do things that harm ourselves, others, and life through uncontrollable reactions.
Jackie left while we were talking. I curled up in bed and thought about my body. I remembered in a conversation with Heather the day before. She was urging me to trust my gut. While she didn’t say that. She was urging me to trust. I realized my response was that I couldn’t find a gut response so how could I trust at a gut level. This was very disturbing to me, not trusting, for I have a high gut response intelligence. There, laying in bed, I realized it was missing.
“Okay,” I thought, “If I can imagine Qi Gong exercises, then why can’t I imagine my own solar plexus activation.”
I was completely stunned by how easily it was to move into the activation. If I ever wanted to know that what moves through me is not my personality, I got real time evidence as the activation began.
I found myself out in a huge landscape of deeply terraformed woven threads that once had been taut like a mighty drum. I knew this was the energetic landscape of my solar plexus region. Now the terraformed landscape was weak and no longer taut. So loose that threads were slipping out of the webbing and the landscape was getting weaker. I began to, with great care, move around and nudge the memory of the strength, stamina, and capacity of the solar region and its connection to the being of this Being in being active again. It felt like when we are smashed to pieces and Creation gently cares for us and nudges us back together.
Then as that began active, I went out beyond through a hole in the landscape. I often seen equations much like a physicist sees before he or she scrawls gibberish mathematics on a big chalk board. In this complex equation a section deep in the gibberish was missing. I stared at the empty space until Creation responded and the section was filled in. It looked a lot like flames scripting in the missing section. Everything then faded and the activation was complete.
I came out of it amazingly in exactly an hour just like I do with clients. Who’d thought!
I felt completely different. I felt so calm. I was at peace. I could feel that gut strength when you know the universe will take care of you and everything you love is going to be ok. I hate to say it, but I was completely startled at the level of integration and the profound sense of healing that occurred. Now I understood why people schedule them more than once.
I just kept smiling and then I laughed which is what started me writing this.
I am so clear that we cannot become aware or stable of our place in creation without our systems that give us access to gut instinct and our all seeing eye coming back online. It is why I wrote the templates for the Creation Exercises. To repair our broken system of consciousness that let our energy fields and our matter, our Being and our everyday humanity become one.
It doesn’t mean that I am not influenced by the limited perception of the world we were born into and still at the effect of it. In hindsight I can see I had started doing the Creation Exercises again. I had done 3 Cravings and 2 Observings on the Cravings. I could see it had prepped my system to follow the threads of an unfolding resolution to what was not letting me be connected to life and what has me exist as whole.”
Even now, the next day, as I rewrite it because part of the original blog was lost when uploaded, I am stunned at the difference. I slept soundly. I woke up at four am with a verve of life that was no longer compromised.
