In Honor of the Realms of the Beloved. We cannot make it without that which loves us. Many years ago, a beautiful young guru, Sai Maa Lakshmi Devi told me that my body would detoxify for about two years because I was needed in the years to come. She gave me a mother of pearl to wear around my neck so that I could stay connected to her during that time. I was so ill almost immediately, hot, sweating, nauseous, pretty much collapsed on my bed. I did not want to go through this for two years. I heard Maa was going to be in Chicago. I called my friend Lucinda and asked her to attend the event with me so I could get there. I told her and her husband Doug, I did not care if I was on a stretcher…get me there. They met me at the plane, helped me to sit between them on the floor. They both had their arms around me to steady me. At one point in the evening, Sai Maa looked at me and said, “Because they love you, you can now heal.” I left that evening without a fever and walking tall. My beloved Lucinda is now Sai Maa’s legacy
I was on an amazing call last night with two amazing young people. The young woman works in the Feldenchrist method. The young man works in the Rolfing method. There was no doubt, along with Dr. Heather Hunt DC, that they work in whole system response. Both of them spoke of, for them, one of the three main aspects of healing is being connected into loving relationships…people who care as well as recognizing whatever someone might’ hold God to be’ cares…being with that which loves you/us.
These are the times that the activity of that which loves life here comes to our aid. It is power that operates when needed on behalf of life.
There really are Realms of the Beloveds. There is not a ‘they’ there. There are realms that operate on behalf of all life and some who love human beings very very much. I know. I came from there. The most important characteristic of the Realms is that the realms operate as Beloveds of Life and with Each Other intimately tending to the preciousness of Creation – much like the Irish Anam Cara.
I almost stopped meeting with The Realms of The Beloveds every third Sunday of the month. It is so hard right now to watch humanity caught in the illusion of itself when help and aid and love are at hand. I made a request and the request was met. Some very beautiful statements were made that let me know that people were aware that they were loved and becoming consciously restored to who they were as a beloved of life. That was enough for me.
Sunday, August 15th, 2021
Recorded if you cannot attend
6:30 am PST/7:30 am MST
I have been deeply moved by my housemate C Bean. I have supported her by reading over her written material about herself and her work for her website the last few weeks. Her authenticity and her ability to tell her story so people knew the background that gave the foreground of her work inspired me. Here I am. I have worked for over half a century. While I have written what I provide, I have not written what is behind why I can provide it.
Thanks to my beloved friend, I am going to do that now.
What is the skill of a cellular empath? It is not really that easy to understand. I have a knowing that lives in an intelligence that has served myself and others for over half a century. Our spirit, our original nature of ourselves that we, as human beings, long for when we are out of touch, is in our cellular memory. This is not our historic memory. This is the original memory of our original design. In my third book, You as the Mind of Creation, this is deeply addressed. For instance, we now know that our Enteric Nervous System carries this original memory of our design. I just didn’t have a name for it when I began wandering around in cellular memory when I was quite young. I just know I could tap into the matter of the person and there was this memory that didn’t operate like circumstantial recall. It operated like a schematic that gave me a language that restores this core foundational template of the human beings I speak with.
I never marketed as a physical healer because what I was capable of went deeper into the core design from which all wholeness not limited to physical healing comes. And sometimes people are physically healed. I could just tell when that was probably going to happen in what I was present to, not because I was trying to physically heal the person. We are in a world that is toxic emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically. I had to restore my own body, mind, and spirit from early on in my life by listening into my own design and being faithful to it. Out of that, I formed a profession on behalf of all life.
I am thrilled I have worked a half-century. Now the original nature of human beings, their sovereignty is rising. Not only that, our actual matter is awakening past its trauma-based survival necessity. Many bodies of human beings are going through recursions of trauma release and into stabilizing for wholeness. These shifts in mind and body will occur fundamentally over the next six or seven years.
I know the struggles of what we are going through. The trauma laid buried in the background of our human existence is rising into the foreground. We are having to deal with it and deal with it we will. As the shifts and changes occur in the very body of the species of humankind including the in the world physical structures, a thriving consciousness of well-being and wholeness of mind and body will begin to take its place in the scheme of things. It is to this I have always been committed. And now! Now a human being’s system is waking back up into Earth being a home for our Spirit.
Being a cellular empath, moving into Activations and Consults now is pure pleasure. Supporting the transmutation out of trauma into wholeness is beyond exciting. Supporting the person’s perceptive mind to trust what they are newly experiencing is profound.
Almost every day is a shifting of the ground we are standing on and the registers within us that guide us during these times. Do not get too enrolled in the trauma rising from the background into the foreground. This is the foundation of all healing. Fever first. Sweating it out. Wholeness.
I love you.
I love that I was made the way I was made.
It is why I could take the vaccine when I did. I could feel my body could take in this strange vaccine empathically, especially since I got to know it so well in June 2020.
I knew that my body was now strong enough but my body in its language showed me. I have trained empathically through months of my own recovery from covid. I knew the opportunity was not recovery alone. I knew that now I had cellularly experienced the virus I could have it become part of my intelligence and it part of mine.
I have worked incessantly these last years to prepare to be able, as a cellular empath, to become able for the body and its challenges in the years ahead. I have done work homeopathically, through supplements, exercise, consciousness work like the Creation Exercises. This plus in my unity with Creation being part of the amazing synchronicity with the greater intelligences that operate on behalf of all life here.
My psychic knowing, my cellular response, and circumstances lined up in perfect wholeness and take the vaccine I did. This is why I tried so hard to tell people it did not mean I thought they should take the vaccine. As a cellular empath with certain skillsets, I can do things others can’t do and am willing to use my capacity on behalf of all life with as little risk to myself as possible. Now I have a spike protein in my cellular system to work with and to support its intelligence in operating on behalf of the life of a human being as well as all Life.
I am working to clear aberrations during these times because that which has become aberrated only seeks its return to wholeness. Any other thought is a lie. I am aware that trauma has become assumed as the original design here, but it isn’t. I am busy again. More busy every day as the level of transmutation from trauma into wholeness grows. I will do my best with others to educate, transmit, activate and consult human beings so they too can invest their minds, their hearts, their bodies in their awakening into the wholeness.
Wholeness is the nature of Being – in this case the nature of Being that is human.
The Power of the Earth & Her Beloveds
[for those of you who have read the first entry. The next day entry is at the bottom]
As I began to write this, Fox came to me just as Fox had come to me that day in New Mexico.
This is the way that the Earth…communicates with life. In the Mimzy Project we have found as we are getting information, birds mostly but now fox are confirming our connection. Fun and beautiful. Human being are not alone. We are, yes, right now at the effect of what is occurring here, but as we remember that everything is energy and you can direct chaotic energy into a system, the Earth, large enough to create a higher order. That is the Mimzy Project. That is what these last 10 years are about. AND we haven’t even arrived at the mountain.
2020.10.14. I woke this morning spinning in a vortex of the earth. It was all so soothing. I was reflecting on violence, vandalism, and theft that had occurred and had been shared with me. But, in the dream walk, it was all calm. I am always so grateful when my spirit and the primordial mother come into a consciously conscious state together. This morning, my usually 3am moments of connection, it was exquisite.
Mt. Shasta is believed by many and dreamed by me this morning as the root chakra of the Earth. The Native tribes there believed, and may still, that the still active volcano is the center of the universe and the home of the Creator. In my experience, there is a center, for sure, there that has highways out into the universe and back into the earth that bring in many Beings from the vast realms of Creation. I got to meet a few of them. I am also clear that there has never been aberrant activity that anchored there. Aberrations happen, but they can’t hold. That is why if you live in the area, you are in a constant activation of alignment with the nature of a human beings’ original design and its place in the universe.
An aberrant activity would be like Jesus coming to tell the people to love one another and to turn the other cheek and that message aberrate into prejudice and hate that festered wars on the earth of the planet that once held gateways to powerful forces that supported the evolution of life here.
On the Mountain, there is a serenity AND A POWER that has Beings come in and out of there that operate on behalf of unity with All Life, in fact, there is not an energetic that would have it be any other way. That is what I mean by the Mountain is not aberrated. It exists in its pure relationship with the original nature of the original design here. As do other power places on the Earth. They are still in their pure form where life exists as whole and is life giving and life enhancing.
The Mountain certainly was that this morning as I spun in that quiet ecstasy of being part of beauty and harmony that does not even know that weird activities are occurring in the human realm. In the vast root of the Primordial Mother of the Mountain, her root was spinning me and spinning me gathering the violence, the chaos and drawing it in. It was a natural as natural could be like a tornado is natural. No intent but incredible function. I also knew I was being shown the human participation that was going to be part of some kind of constant that when we went to the Mountain, we would enter into that alchemy with The Mother. I was excited. In fact, so excited now I am awake, I am going to send this journal entry to Praline, because I am not at all sure I am spelling words right or making sense.
Tash, a participant with others across the world in the Mimzy Project October 23rd to November 6th, spoke to me this past year about tunnels that moved under Uluru in Australia. The second she spoke to me they became a consciousness in my geopathic nature. That was all there was nothing else, just a register of these tunnels with no other information available…until this morning… It was AWESOME! I was being drawn down through her root anchoring energy through the earth and I knew where I came out was her solar plexus. Uluru! She was drawing the chaos into her, through the root chakras down through the earth into her solar plexus-the earth’s solar plexus chakra Uluru including Kata Tjuta. I recognized the energetics of Uluru but had to look up sacred places in Australia on the web for the name of the rock formations I saw as I spewed out into the ground looked up at these HUGE rock formations. Shook me timbers, I’ll tell you.
When I saw on the web that these places were, by many considered the solar plexus chakra of the earth, I ‘gotta’ tell you my so above/so below sentient comprehension expanded dramatically.
And my solar plexus…wow! I knew immediately I had been given the Activation for October 28th at the end of the first section of the activation we will be part of on the mountain. Even sleeping, I could hardly wait!
To complete the dream walk, this went on a long time. I knew that we were part of something building. We were not going to be the cause of something on the mountain, but we sure were going to be with Damanhur and the Temple of Humankind an essential part of the participation…we were going to be building a spiral and doing several rope spiral walks to gather the human maelstrom of aberrant mindsets driving human beings wild and blend with The Primordial Mother’s body so that the chaotic energy happening everywhere could have a place to go to have the trauma transmuted into life force energy and to have excessive amount of energy creating chaos everywhere directed back into the earth to have it feed the deeper nature of unity that the earth is formed from. I do not have the second part of the awareness worded well yet but I am getting there…with the help of the intelligence of what is happening at Shasta as well as other parts of the earth.
I got the patterns to transmit. I got the movement to move with. I got how to weave the maelstrom into a fabric to restore matrixes that we would be part of a beautiful species that lives as whole. 🙂
Then I woke at 3:30 am cleaning up things I had dropped out, sending the people who scheduled call in and replay information, and other updating other things….just to get my mind calm enough to organize thought to write this.
Some really cool things happened too. I realized that my beloved RV, Dakini, was a maelstrom of her own and that after traveling in the energy of The Mother, I KNEW how to move with her chaotic energy and keep bringing it into the next greater whole. My 21 foot RV with her batteries constantly draining was my Primordial Mother project now.
Finally, I got the Excessive Amount of Energy I was moving with to quiet enough to organize my thoughts to write this. I looked up on Safari if there was even information about Earth having Earth Chakras. Just because it all seemed obvious to me, I wondered if other people thought so. There is was right in front of me some what I wrote about but what I haven’t share yet was the Sacral Chakra of the Earth was Lake Titicaca and the Island of the Sun. This was where CNN had asked me to go with them because in Bolivia the witches of La Paz and the doctor who was going to take them to meet these Kallawayan healers could not introduce them unless CNN had their own witch. That would be me. Try not to get stuck in your perception of a witch. It is nothing like what you think. For the people of the region, a witch carries a direct geopathic link with the earth. That would be me.
I had the pattern in my psyche of Lake Titicaca and Is that is where we went every day to traces the path laid before us. It was the Kallawaya shaman who I met and who approved me in a cave underneath the hotel we were staying in.
I had said as this project unfolded that all of our pasts were coming forward to this moment in time. AND this was mind.
But then as I read, I saw that the heart chakra of the earth was Glastonbury and other areas but Glastonbury is where Kea, one of our participants, has been at work for years to bring the White Spring and the Red Spring back into unity. Suddenly everything that I had been moving in in the dream walk was generating a great enough territory for me to comprehend more of what we were doing going there and, with that, more of the ability to do our part. Remember the tunnels under the earth that connect her in ways we do not comprehend. According to my source whose link will be at the end of this journal entry, Haleakala, the volcano in Maui, Hawaii and Shaftesbury 30 miles from Glastonbury are part of this heart chakra of the earth. Can you begin to feel it or grasp it a bit? One thing I have learned over my half century of work is that how 1 + 1 = 2 in our modern world does not add up in the deeper nature of things. There is such magic if human beings could be past the over simplified story that leaves out humanity’s connection to the cosmos and to the earth. Well, not where I am standing…and hopefully reading this…maybe also no longer where you are standing. That reading this you are a little bit more return to the Earth that is the source of all life, here.
We get so bogged down in having things be definitive, but this is not about that. The point if and if you read the link, she is speculating also. The point and the power is that a communication, a direction, and an intelligence occurred between this human as well as others having these connections happen also.
I have a broader spectrum of awareness not that gives myself and others the ability to be part of a something that is generating a operation to work with these chaotic deconstructing collapsing time to transmute the energy being expelled…to capture it and to bring it into the earth so that there is fuel for unity to construct, and expand us beyond the border of what is now occurring.
For many many years since the internet came, I have posted in a public journal. I am aware of the electromagnetic field of the Earth as a living communication system that affects the consciousness of the human species and, often the life like bees, of other creatures. The part the is always missed by the human species is that the human species is not the superior species and that this planet will prevail as a living being whether she is flush with life as we know it now or loving herself as a desert devoid of diversity, atmosphere gone, feeling the winds of the universe. It is the human species and they interest in being part of this exquisite creation and who they are as a part of it that should be a human being’s interest. I post in my electromagnetic journal because it is the way Creation hears me…just like music or the crunch of dried leaves underfoot or water trickling down a wooded embankment away from the roar of a human presence.
For 3 nights before I at the lucid dream walk on the 13th of October, I had had a dream about being with a guru. The first night was Sai Maa. The second night I did not know who it was. Seemed somewhat like Mooji .but not quite. The next morning a picture of a man in a simple dark blue short sleeved t-shirt caught my eye in a picture on the top shelf of a bookshelf at Sarah and Larry’s house. When we were driving to get my Achilles heel worked on at the next level that day, I asked her if it was her son. He was stocky, I said. She replied, “No that is Papaji He was a younger version of the picture on the web but it was him and Mooji was his discipline. Both nights they were getting my limited mind set out of the way, for what I know now, is for a larger mindset that can open up into the larger picture of what is happening at Shasta. Then the heart, solar plexus lucid dream and then the 14th….so clear…so compelling. Will simply list the imagery and associative awareness connect with each image.
The tornado like vortex pulling the debris fields of fragmented consciousness into the earth like poop in a toilet to be used for new growth continued.
Then from the earth another vortex covered the ground and was being drawn up into the cosmos this was an intelligence from the planet sending information into a specific place in the cosmos that Shasta – the Mimzy Project – could/would draw from.
Then a band almost like a woman’s girdle began to pull the center in. The message was ‘gathering time’. Now I comprehend this. This is what you do when you are related to time as a container not a ribbon reaching out from past to future. You contain it. We will be containing time to be used on behalf of all life during our time at Shasta.
These lucid dreams walks last a long time. My system is being reset to accommodate larger interactive interrelated intelligences than the present limited human mind. The benefit to any human being becoming for a while part of the larger relationship with Creation that operated on behalf of all life and have us exist as whole is we get more able to navigate the smaller reality of which we are a part without being captured and at the effect of it.
Then the most beauteous thing happened. Pink spheres began to emerge from the double vortex and covered it. When I was in Damanhur in the Hall of Spheres, I would always try to be the first one into the Hall of Spheres because I would sit for hours blending my mind -emptying into them. My favorite was a clear sphere is a pink lava looking softness in it. One night in the early morning, the little lava shape began to move and what looked like a soft finger began to come out of the sphere toward me. I tried to stay very still and breath deeply and gently shaken by the reality of it. Then it receded after coming within a foot of my third eye. I turned around to see if the protector of the space from Damanhur had seen anything. He was looking straight over my head but oh! was he grinning.
I was so excited watching these spheres. Damanhur has colors. I do not know what pink is but pink is definitely my color intelligence connected to Damanhur. I was very clear that the pink spheres were signifying a Damanhurian intelligence.
I love how the greater intelligence and intelligences push us past our mindscape the is so boxed and boring into colors, movement, shapes that rearrange our mind’s ability for greater intelligence. I was and am aware that much is going on and that the direction and actions that are ours are forming.
I fell asleep and dreamed of the doctor who worked on my achilles…my beautiful magical doctor…letting me know his wife had asked me to come to dinner. She is a guru.
Later that day in a meeting we spoke of gradients, resonance, topography, slopes, vector, etc…working our minds to be able to stay related to the multidimensional geopathic topography that is clearly becoming more and more of the communication system between the realms we are moving with in Shasta and ourselves.
Haven’t been here for a while.
It all started this morning really and worked backwards. Sometimes it is like that. There is such a fog between what is not real and what is real. What is real takes a bit to get through. So what is real finally reached my mind this morning though happenings of the synchronic quest of unfolding occurred yesterday. The question might be, “When does something happen? Is it when what is real is unfolding or when it suddenly unfolds and there you are. AND, as I said as a child, Then “That’s that about that!”
I was emptying my trash cans this morning right after completing the Realms of the Beloveds’ call. I was in its hue. As I shook out the new white plastic bag to put in my trash can that was I had put on the yellow chair with its orange chair pillow, I was imagining. I was imagining that I could put my trash bag full of trash out at the front of my sidewalk and someone else would walk it to the trash. In that instant, my neighbor walked out to that point holding his trash bag. I laughed and told him what I was imagining. He said, “Well then, let’s have your imagination come true.” And took my trash bag to the trash.
The Realms of the Beloveds is arriving here in our present reality. Of that I am sure, but that is the background of my story not the foreground.
Yesterday, after the webinar, Lily and I got in the car to drive to the park. My oldest living son Ricky had told me to get Chevron gas once a month to clean the engine. The Chevron gas station was across the street from where I was going so I crossed the street and pulled in. When I went in to pay, in the refrigerator right beside the pay counter was my favorite Kevita drink Lemon Cayenne. This may not seem exciting but, you see, Kevita has done me a great disservice. Its Kevita Lemon Cayenne only had 3 grams of sugar. When I was at Safeway, I checked the sugar content in my favorite drink and it had been increased. Now seeing five bottles of it, I checked the sugar content at the gas station I go to once a month and they had the original bottles with the 3-gram sugar count. You could tell the refrigerator was not used much because there were only seven bottles of Kevita in it and five bottles were my Lemon Cayenne.
You see when these things happen, a bell goes off in my head, “Am I being invited to a quest?” This means that the veils have parted and that there is magic afoot.
Intrigued, I got in the car and prepared to drive out. I realized I was going to have to get to the park another way because the way I usually go I couldn’t get to. I thought I had it all figured out but when I got the stoplight that I thought would let me turn left, it didn’t. I had to turn right instead. After being thwarted several times, I realized the only way I could go was to an entrance to the park I do not usually go to. Off we went.
Once there, I was irritated because it was loaded with people all without masks. I decided to take a back path that, while not scenic, I could let Lily off leash and there were no people there. Not to say the least, there was a place I wanted to try to get to on the creek and I needed to see if it was accessible. I couldn’t see around a tree to tell but across from the creek, I could see if it was worth it to navigate around the tree.
As we got to the vista of revelation, I realized there were modular homes overlooking the creek and there was a gate that led from them down to the park.
All of a sudden multiple bells and whistles went off. The thoughts painted an amazingly satisfying complexity. I would have thought I would be caught dead living in a modular home in a modular home park but I had seen some of the homes when I was looking for land on the web. They were shockingly inexpensive and some quite lovely inside. Ping 1. Then the thought of I, at this age, was not as financially well off as friends of mine who could live well without having to work. I was not one of those people. Ping 2. I started laughing because we had just finished doing the Restructuring Money Matrixes that morning. I love how I get to be a student of the work. I realized that both thoughts would have not occurred with such simplicity as they did in that moment. I would have had an attachment to not appearing to be poor by living in a modular home. I already had people thinking I lived in an $82,000 RV because I was poor. Before the class that morning, there would have been a stigma I had to get over, but not in the new thinking. The new thinking was exciting… an inexpensive home, a place to park my RV and still sleep in it like I love to. I would have a complete view of the park and Lily and I would be right there to walk it every day. I could travel and not have overhead. If we found another place, then I could rent out this place. I could rent out my RV to my friends. It felt so fun.
I found two homes. The first one, I liked best. Only $89,000. The second one was $124,000. I needed to drive to Vicki’s to get Lily’s rice s on the way I called Kea. I asked her just to listen. She is a lawyer and deals in real estate and we had done the magic together on the RV a couple of years before. When I got done, she, who was an hour away, said, “Let’s go see them!” It was mine to get hold of the real estate agent. So while Vicki made the rice I had bought for Lily, I got hold to the real estate agent for 4:30pm that day. All three of us now and signed a CoVID document you have to have now.
Long story short, we met. I loved the less expensive one. The other one, I cringed because I could tell whoever had lived there was either still there or had had a very unpleasant life. I knew someone had died there. I absolutely knew that. The real estate agent confirmed that. But the less expensive house, when I went back to it, embraced me. It was cozy and warm and whoever had lived there had loved it. Kea and I had some considerations that we expressed to the real estate agent before I made a decision. The house was sold contingent on the people selling their house. I knew that I could magic that. When I worked out the math. I would be spending the same amount of money but I would own a home and have more space for visitors and guests as well as a larger office. It felt like a good deal. The concern was I did not want to leave living in my RV. I deeply love it here.
Got back home, after all the fun, and slept.
At 3:30 am I woke after a visitation from, how to describe it, the house, the park, the beings that draw me to the creek – the elemental spirits that must have loved whoever had lived in that house and animated the house with its love. It was so magical. It is good I waited until this evening to write this out because when you have been visited you need to give it time so that the nuances have fallen into place. This morning I would have thought that they were warning from buying the house. Now I know they are telling me that with the RV parked at the house I will be out of sync with the other residents. That I will need to leave my RV to move there. That I have to come into this possibility normal.
How confronting is that?
But I got ahead of myself. I so want to share the visitation that woke me out of bed this morning at 3:30am. Got me outside under the stars with Lily at my feet…thinking. Awake to the beautiful part of my existence, where emissaries of paradise find their way to me and engage me in our love affair with Creation. How to tell you what happened that woke me in the middle of the night when the veils are thin?
Imagine we are watching a Disney movie. In the movie, this letter is being written to me by an invisible pen. The letter is listing all the things ‘they’ who hugged me in the little house were concerned about. I thought they were warning me off but they were negotiating the possibility in their love for me. How cool is that?!
Here I am. My foot is asleep because Lily is laying on it. I have just finished writing this… and a great mystery of money and its use in getting me a home lays before me.
A eulogy is a deep tribute for someone whether living or dead. It is high praise in honor of the person’s life. This is my praise and tribute to you – My Beloved Emer
There is no accident my beloved sister that I dreamed what I dreamed this morning.
There is no accident that you are part of not only my existence but in our shared existence of the deepest of the deep, the highest of the high, the most profound of the profound, my beloved.
This morning I had the first Saturday of the month that I would address this gem of Creation given to me prior to April 2019 to express into this world from the realms of so above so below that I and you, my beloved, are part of. Building the G.O.D. Matrix.
These highways, these openings that are happening now more often than not that exist where our mortal life and our immortal natures come together. What a joy it is for me to ganglily attempt to express there. To bring language to language that has been lost to us of paradise. What I hear in your singing in your work with Chloe and your poetry in work with Kim. I love these two women. I love us all who work to bring the expression of the beautiful a full living creation back into the human heart and hopefully piercing the doldrums of the human mind.
That said my love, I now put together a tribute as only your wild wacky dragon guardian can do.
First the dream: More a walkabout, a journey to the realms between physical life and after physical life. It was Chloe and me. There were other people we knew who walked through the dream Chloe and I were busy in, but I mostly sent them on their way as there was a task at hand. Mine to get all the trimmings of the boring dull rituals of celebration and completion out of the room including the dull boring people faithfully waiting to do dull boring token rituals what literally were a ‘waste of time’. I was my sometimes frustrated, ‘jeez Louise’, “Get out of Here!!!” Self working on behalf of getting the space ready for Chloe so she could sing your over from the physical world into another paradise if needed.
It was not a prediction of your death. You know me – I cover all the bases and this was one of the bases I definitely know how to cover.
It was not fun for me moving through all the minutia of unconscious people and ritualistic areas like a dinner setting after a funeral for people to socialize as well as closing the door and locking it on the priest who was politely getting read to show me the Church your service would be in. That was not part of Chloe and my mission. Chloe was to sing you over past all that so you didn’t get stuck in these setting and you could fly as only you can into these absolutely awesome light highways opening up beyond the building – so exquisite I was even pissy about that because if it was your time, you got to go and not me. Let’s just say my role in the dream was cleanup and my always irritation when I have to clean up the mundane to make room for the sacred.
Finally, it was done and I was exhausted and knew I had a call to do and had to wake up. I cleaned up. I thought you would appreciate that and went outside where it was snowing only it wasn’t snow, it was so soft and precious so the purity of your heart raining -reigning- down on us.
I took your hand with a glint in my eye of complete excitement and said, “It’s all good. Emer. No problem, no problem at all.” I was so glad I had been able to clean up the place so that there was nothing in the way when and if Chloe sang you home to your ethereal realms where we, Chloe and I at least – probably more, could be with you forever.
Then I came out of the dream, as Lily, in her perfect timing asked to go outside to pee which we did right before it started raining. Then we came in and I saw an email from Anne Byrne sharing a dream with Deepak Chopra.
Here is her dream:
Last night I had a dream – I am in a room with others completing silent meditation – I get up and beside me is Deepak Chopra. He nods his head speaks with someone near him then after a few minutes comes back over – places his hand on my arm and as if his eyes become portal to the timeless love we drink in the realms – I don’t have words for this as it went way beyond words and, I knew he was present to the same through my eyes – It was very deep bridging in pure consciousness – pure love and pure silence … went on as long as needed; then ever so gently return his eyes soft he says you remind me of someone – Tantra – I say, Tantra Maat. “Yes’ he says – I can feel his listening for – so say there are around 60 in the field of Tantra Maat – Tantra the wisdom of holding the point of unity at the center with love – as above so below – as within so without heaven -earth – masculine-feminine… Maat – the grace to embody the qualities of the Goddess on behalf of…. again depth of silence and seeing both each other and beyond – then he says – Give her my love – I wake…..
This had me share my dream with her and then she responded. But before I send her response, I want to send you the link to the G.O.D. Matrix 45 minutes expressive narrative as it is all part of the realms of Creation we are participating in. An imaginative creative expressive narrative. What else would happen in our love of you?
Let’s just say I was being my real self here, not the one I dress up for in order to go into the illusion. Building the G.O.D. Matrix
When I got off the call, Anne had sent me this:
For Emer – a sovereign being -shaman who knows the thresholds and the realms… For you too – Chloe singing heart sutra – will take time to’ be with’ several times today,
Then she said,
What comes to heart In Lord of the rings – the white tree returns to life at the return of the King – = Sovereign nature restored. and I am adding and all of what stands for the magic of Paradise can finally come back together.
I love you. I love I get to live in the magical worlds with you. I love I get to participate at the level of consciousness we exist in.
To my beloved,
Please excuse any typos. I am having someone edit it but it is my journal entry in my consciousness diary so I am leaving it alone as the power of writing it was so much fun for me. And… publishing it now.
What if I come from a very different configuration of reality…and some of you do too. What if the reality I come from lives in harmony, balance, symmetry, proportion, and beauty with All Creation? What if in that reality we are interrelated, interactive, and interdependent with all Life? Most importantly, what if our mind was part of a larger Mind of Creation that contained councils and guides like the ones Joan of Arc, Tesla, Einstein, many saints and artists have experienced? We know now that we have a specific brainwave that carries this consciousness…. the theta wave that goes beyond the personal and even the transpersonal or intuitive and is experienced as being in touch with greater intelligences of Being. What if we have a mind that is not governed by the societal ways we are told things work but from a higher order that we experience sometimes as intuition, hunches, etc.? The Alpha Wave.
Even though science as we know it has proved these states of consciousness exist, human beings still are locked and loaded in methodologies and beliefs outside themselves as if there is something out there that if they find the right magic formula they will get the object of their affection. That is a very different reality from being in union with Creation, operating on behalf of what is ours to do, be, and have as part of a great living whole. You cannot leave what you are created by out of the equation.
I am handicapped in this conversation because we are so separated by religious dogma that our poor neural wiring is not able to comprehend that there is anything but a human being and an invisible God out there somewhere that if we follow its rules we will get to heaven someday. I do not know who started this rumor. Nor do I know why it caught on. What I do know is we are living in Paradise all around us except in the arena of human beings who have gotten caught in a reality of separation from themselves, others, and life. In my book, The Language of Creation, I go into this more thoroughly but for now, I want to explore with you this structure of invitation that was downloaded to me April 1st, 2019.
This is a learning – my learning and your learning. Even by reading this and trying to fit what I am saying into an existing perception, your neural wiring has more of a chance to open up into the higher orderings of Creation. By the way, higher orderings is a correct term as the brain waves frequencies go higher, your state of experience changes dramatically. Most people’s brains are caught in the neural wiring of the beta wave: “I’M LATE! I’m late for a very important date. I cannot say hello or goodbye. I’m late. I’M late, I’M LATE!!!” and “Am I there yet?” This brainwave addiction is the source of mental fatigue, poor mental concentration, and general anxiety.
When I received this ‘theta wave’ message, it was the first time, I knew I was not to bridge the gap between what was happening in a higher-order or try to explain or have people understand…. until now. Why? Because people have been coming to the calls and therefore the fact they even come, has opened a door to greater consciousness for us all.
There will be a world again someday..maybe not today or tomorrow….and there were worlds that existed where their sole interest was keeping interactive, interrelated symbiotic matrixes sustained and maintained so that this physical reality of duality where everything looks separate from everything else could be held in the higher orderings of nonduality where everything is part of everything else, everything has a place, and everything operates on behalf of everything else and as part of a greater whole. Angels, Higher Beings, aspects of our intelligence, all operated together as part of a paradise of embodiment that could experience sensations, imaginations, sensitivities that cannot exist without a piece of physical machinery – the human body – that translated the higher ordering into a physical paradise.
I am a matrix builder. This is very different than moving people around on a linear playing board trying to get them somewhere when there isn’t anywhere to get. Matrixes restore the structures within which realities of the higher orderings can reinstate themselves in the physical.
This invitation to Building a G.O.D. Matrix is part of a higher ordering.
I have been asked by higher powers and forces of Creation that are part of the Realms of the Beloved that know humanity as their Beloveds to work with Human Beings who are beginning to experience their Sovereign Nature and the Sovereign Natures of others. This Sovereign Nature of Being recognizes or at least considers he or she is part of a greater whole and is in alliance with known or unknown powers and forces of Creation. You will know if you are called. Any confusion regarding my languaging and my perception will not matter. You will find it is yours to do to enter into the realms of mystery and evoke these higher octave activities of consciousness as part of who you are as a Generating Organizing Designs of Creation. Your perception is limited to the horizontal world of doing without being connected to what gives you life and what has you exist as whole – the realm of Being. There is a different doing connected to Being. I will meet you there.
I am very excited about it. You see it is an etheric matrix imposing itself on the physical matter to bring about perhaps only a beginning, maybe more, of a new structure of reality within which myself, another, and money operate in a different manner.
What has been so amazing is others have become intrigued with trying to find a way to word it that makes sense to people because they can tell what is being proposed is valuable but elusive. I have loved working with them. It is in working something through, not with a goal of people buying a product, but with a goal of becoming conscious of a new way of being in the physical reality that has not existed in our times, maybe never that is in unity with ourselves, others, and the higher orderings of Creation that once existed here.
When the G.O.D. message came to me, I was imprinted with a reality that does not exist at this time. It was compelling and intriguing to be part of the possibility that it could exist. Let me show you an example:
- The exchange of money is based on either charge per hour or for a specific goal achieved. This is not that.
- The person making the offer lets the person looking at the offer the contractual arrangement they are purchasing- This is not that.
Isn’t that cool? The engagement of, “THEN WHAT IS IT?” stirs the blood and the neural fabric that is conditioned by our present relationship with money. The fun part is I can even say what it is and the blood will stir. The neural fabric will still be stressed by the inability to comprehend.
- When people ask me if they should do a consult with me, I say, “I don’t know.” I am operating with their direct link with what created them and their direct relationship with what they are to be part of. The whole point of someone trusting themselves is that when they trust themselves for no good reason, they are IN TOUCH with themselves. People come from a very different place when they book a consult. They are in touch with the sovereign nature of their Being and THEY are calling the shots of their own existence. Simply awesome, don’t you think.
- When people ask if they should do an event of a journey, I say, ” There is how to approach this. Imagine you are not going to attend and see how that makes you feel. It is all very simple really if you are to be there, you can’t ‘NOT’ be there If you are not to be there, you can ‘NOT’ be there.”
- In this instance, the higher ordering consciousness I am getting to participate with is operating along the same lines. The end result will be simple. The person will work through all their issues around money, working with me, even considering they are a G.O.D. in physical form and part of greater G.O.D.s in nonphysical or etheric forms. Generating Organizing Designs of creation. Then they will know whether it is theirs to do or not.
I am not changing the parameters. The parameters of this matrix you and I are participating in, just by reading this journal entry, is already occurring. It does not start with putting down the money or the goal out there somewhere. It has already begun. Through our struggling to understand new neural webbings of higher orders of reality are burrowing their way into here. We are part of the evolutionary activity of moving into the new greater whole of what connects us to life and has us exist as whole. We are part of building a new G.O.D. matrix already.
I know it is hard to think I have no interested in the money, but I don’t. I still have no idea why the three price amounts, not what makes them different or the same. It is the evolution of my own mind in regard to money that I am interested in. I don’t know about you, but I HATE being caught in survival mentality around money. Oh yes, and don’t forget, the ‘how can I trust you with me’ mentality that has as my oldest son said has everyone guilty until proven innocent. Also the amazing ability to ‘clean up’ the cobwebs of ‘what will people think’, has been fun too.
Opps! back to the parameters:
- The person who is called by this will design the contractual relationship. This is beyond awesome. They will find themselves trusting beyond what their understanding can perceive. Their intuition, their own higher mind will click into play and a certainty will occur that will be irretrievable. They still may not take action but the higher ordering of their mind has found a home at least. That is enough for me. Maybe it is too big a leap at this time, but the working of a new reality of money has begun to take root. You see, human beings ARE manifestors of realities. Just not to scrape by but to dance with that we are part of.
- Because it is a new model of reality, we will also discover the power of a higher equity than the ‘you scratch my back, I scratch yours’ or ‘you need to give me what I need without any participation on my part’- commodity thinking. Both of our minds will become part of a higher ordering of consciousness and in keeping the sensation imagination, the sensitivity of our sentient higher intelligence stimulated these higher octave brainwaves will grow in function and what we came to do, be, and have will become apparent and actualized. Such fun!!! Can you imagine a reality of transparency between people that work things through together and are part of a miraculous unfolding together?
As you can see, or perhaps not, the matrix building is occurring that is part of a higher ordering of new futures rising. I love we are all struggling with this. Our minds are brilliant and as we think our thoughts become the grist of the mill where new systems of thought and new systems of manifestation rise that are based in the higher ordering of unity or nonduality as some may call it.
That is the simple completion of this journal entry. The financial request was made by a higher ordering of reality of which we are a part. We just may not be ready yet. But I can promise you one thing, where money has corrupted and dominated our lives, our inquiry, and mental struggle to comprehend out beyond that corruption and domination will make a difference. ‘
2019.11.06 Community Call Part 1 – Jim’s introduction.
Jim: Good evening. This is Nov 6, 2019, Unity of Care community call I am Jim Williams …. (etc)
Tonight is an interesting call, an interesting time. It is always interesting when we have these calls we get together and actually consider whether a culture can arise that integrates the so above so below principles. At least I think that we together collectively stand for a returning to that both/and where structures include others in the field And while we are establishing our own direct link with creation we are working together to kind of probe what it is. What unity actually is; where does it come from? What is it actually about?
I think it does come from the constant inclusion of what is essential and unique of all life and our experience of all that. And so far we are kind of novices in this new territory. We are kind of populated the territory with registers that allow us to conduct that exploration of our minds and being present to, opening up into and having a way to kind of rematrix our world that carries a new vibration, a new vibrational register.
It is kind of for me in a way the processes that we’re engaged in, because the mind can only relate to that – the mind’s constructs. But we are designing connector interfaces and kind of a science of what that means and the participation in the spirals. And I hope that (pause) What we are participating in is like a balancing of the form and the formless that all have a place in the codification of some greater system.
And what is codification? It is integration and its again back to that inclusion of all things in all life. So we are in the physical body designed to ultimately connect with what is far greater than we can even understand (that is intellectuals and ponderers and philosophers and … and dreamers) All together we are in some melting pot looking for a crystalline network that has the formula needed to operate the interface that we are as part of the field of beings who are kind of wondering beyond our current registers of existence; whether we really interested in finding about possibility of not identifying with the thinking mind. And coming from the other side which is that idea of more.
And so as a community, as a field of Beings being in unity in the community what is rising now is, what we are looking at is potentials are opening up, is stuff that really never existed. Then so, we don’t really have a mindset that exists to have a whole lot of confidence that we have the ability to meter the flow of the energy and notice that it all is pumping. And what if our role in all of that is to stabilise the miraculous? And to begin got manage its play by building those registers that will allow us to find the strength stamina and capacities to know that the miraculous is real. And beginning to lean into it and with it.
So again you always have to face, or I always have to face; I think we all have to face whether our minds really care about letting that darkness be revealed that brings those new realities beyond the horizons that we can begin to perceive into some kind of way of being held that then allows us to kind of edge into that uncanny nature of what is the miraculous. Call it alchemy, call it some magical formulae that we are all about, I believe.
So can we, can a culture arise that brings forth those principles? Well I think so, and that is what tonights call and all our Unity of Care Community calls are about. Because I think that we are at work imprinting a new code of DNA for humanity to reinvent itself in this aberrant world of chaos and find a way to restore to the next greater whole by observing and craving and recreating what does, what is essential and unique about all life and our experience in it. And finding the existence of time in all the different scales that gives us a right now, which bears on an all vectors in perspective of having all the different patterns of vibrations and resonance and all else. As I think was said in one of our calls inter-lapping and over-weaving kind of matrixing of just knowing that when stuff shows up we can trust that we are where we are to be doing, what we need to be doing, having what we need to have and finding life in its fullness and beauty.
And so, one of the thoughts that I have sometimes is, maybe really more than anything else we should be offended, maybe deeply and rightly offended that we have allowed ourselves to come and numb up and protect ourselves from being sensitive to each other and the world around us. And my sensibilities what that means is forgiveness is required. And that is not just forgiveness for ourselves, but for others and the things we have done to ourselves. And for the things that we have done to others and ultimately for the things that others do to others.
And so, when we begin to stand inside an understanding that our interdependences are so strong that surely we can come together to agree that we have a collective mind to restore goodness and to abate the – I don’t know – forces of dark, evil; whatever it is. But by staying in the fantasy it keeps us out of the illusion that we think is reality. Because ultimately when we find that reality lines up with the fantasy, the eternal as we consciously are conscious about the evolution that is occurring, it is a much more fun place to be.
And so with that by way of introduction we usually have a more orderly introduction than my rambling, touching on a million different points.
What I have discovered in doing personal consults and activations since the beginning of 2020 is that human consciousness has shifted into dimensional states of being. You will get to watch new forms rise that will anchor into the limitation of the 3D an a wonderful way.
It is only your perception that has you think you are still operating in 3D. Have you asked yourself why you have a strong will about something but can't seem to figure out the 'how' or 'why' or 'what' of it? Your perception up until now has come from the reality that was dimensionally challenged in a collapsed field that was like a symphony without all of its instruments.
Now your consciousness is beginning to register new realities. The minute now I begin to speak with you, your consciousness forms new receptive capacities of thought and comprehension: your overstressed reaction and response system relaxes; you find yourself having thoughts and comprehensions that organize your actions in new novel unique sense-making ways.
What you may not yet register, but you will over time, is that many human beings are now moving with greater systems of existence - what I call moving with Creation. Overtime in 2020, you will register and recognize yourself' moving with Creation and find yourself actively part of Creation. That is most exciting is you will overtime find your mind will acclimate and be able to perceptively comprehend what you are experiencing but cannot yet find language or comprehension for at this time. You need your mental mind. Your mental mind is the information thread that you use to move in time and space. Your mental mind is evolving now and old habits of thinking are causing trouble now.. some clients' solar plexus reactions becoming overwhelming.
Never has relistening your recordings been so important. Every time you listen, you generate new threads of thought that fit with new realities that you are part of forming. The Activations allow your system to move into a higher octave response-capacity within which dimensional realities exist and that live in our visions and dreams and are what we long for.
The flesh and the mind need to re-sort into higher frequencies and they are attempting to. You need to support that. It is hard to walk around thinking you are somewhere you are not when you actually are somewhere that is new and aligned with what you are forming into.
What is your reality? Is your reality only what is happening on the surface of the planet? Is your reality only human beings? I am so sorry if that is all your reality is for you. So much is happening in the so above/so below of human existence. This is why I have worked with humanity for 55 years to restore a human being’s conscious link to its nature which is both a human and a being so we would be able for what is now occurring. Now, a really good thing is happening. Your Sovereign Nature, your true system of ‘human & being’, is struggling through the massive misperceptions and collapsed systems where the unity of spirit and flesh, matter and energy, sacred and secular, physical and non-physical were once one.
Did you know that?
Why have I reduced my prices? Because the matrixes of Creation, where ‘heaven’ and ‘earth’ meet regardless of what your perception of that is, are restoring in precise unification moments of time. I have been maturing ‘dates’ with Creation for the last twenty years. You could say I have been faithful to dates and times with Creation through Spirit Hour, Activations, Talks, and Unity of Care Community events. I knew these times were coming. I know that people sometimes still use these events to heal and get better but the deeper meaning is human beings restoring who they are as part of Creation.
I am paying attention and as I said in the events, may also know to include others times.
We are in so above/so below events similar to the time period in the Old Testament when human beings were part of events. Moses and the Red Sea Jacob’s ladder, the burning bush. Events are different than processing information to form a perception of what is going on. True events are very healing and transformative because events are where something is happening. Our systems are looking for these events to restore their whole system as part of Creation.
Are you perceptively aware of this?
If you are part of the awakening of what you are as both human & being, join me. You will see even when you purchase a product, ‘Join Here’. This is a simple declaration of ‘I am here’.
We are participants in Creation more than ever nearing those times that our ancestors wrote about.
See you ‘There’.