Tantra Maat

9 February 2023

1993.07.16 The Matrix of Reality

While in the Old Testament, the first testament of this planet three major religions, it was common to have a winged messenger or the voice of God, Allah, Jehovah, etc. speak to someone who they decided was the one to receive the message. This, though no longer common, does happen from time to time. This is what happened to me. I was awakened in an early morning with an intense booming voice that seemed to come from far away from earth. The voice felt male and ‘he’ began to dictate information about the future through my mind. I fought it because I didn’t know what was happening. Fighting it made me nauseous and dizzy so I climbed out of bed and started writing on anything I could find, which turned to be our bills that were laying on the desk getting ready to be paid. My husband at the time realized what was happening, and ran for a notepad. I would collapse from time to time because the framework of consciousness being dictated through my mind was larger than my mind could deal with. It was like trying to read a manual and I hadn’t learned to read or hearing a song and I hadn’t learned the words, nor could I understand the music. Several hours later, this document was written and I slept for 24 hours after. This was a prelude to a visitation form another Being the next year who seemed to be part of some kind of shared interest of some kind of galactic contingency following the emergence of the human species. Since 1993, I have changed and become a part of the comprehension, investigation, and interaction with what is occurring with the human species at this time. I could not even get present to what is written in the next few pages for years. Now in 2017, I realize that this matrix of reality that the Being dictated through me is what is occurring…for some of us.

This body of work is based on recovering a matrix of reality, individually and as a whole, that is designed to allow the Spirit and the Flesh to live as one, and in that, making available the generative eco-system that allows the God* essence to quicken, forming the next higher integrated phenomenon of reality for all.

During this time, one may experience quasi-normal1 sensations as a mind, as a body, and as of spirit. These quasi-normal sensations are the Light substance of the cellular structure being activated. There is nothing to fear. Fear is not available in Light Force energy. The casting away of cellular tissue no longer useful to the molecular quickening is a natural occurrence. It can appear as upper respiratory coughing, on-sets of sudden fatigue and lazy thinking, as if one no longer cares about everyday matters. Life forms caught in lesser or no quickening, sometimes because of drugs and alcohol (or in infancy a constant barrage, without defense, of negative psychic infiltration), will quicken somewhat erratically, but as the molecular whole’s intensity increases, these life forms will be folded in. So, doubt no one who participates with you, nor try to judge where you are in the matrix. It will be of no avail. You are simply losing touch with illusionary reality.

All our dominions are intrinsic and congruent now. While you hold yourself as humankind, this is not where – this is not the attention of where this is occurring. This is occurring quasi-dimensionally2. This is too great for your matter (brain) to understand.

The cellular structure has adhesive substance in it. Investigate this. The substance can be touched by herbs, and possibly, homeopathy. Not knowing since this is a substance once removed from nature, yet, still containing Light energy. This will be a powerful maintenance factor, much like taking vitamins were a maintenance factor for the human body.

Like the human body, reality too is bettering itself. The hot tub not coming for 5½ hours was caught in the shift of time parameters. You think you are having trouble with time. Not true. Time, as you conjured it, is having difficulty with reality. Do you truly think the socio-psycho mind that this illusion required to stay in place could follow these dimensional shifts? There is no facet of this illusionary matrix that will remain. It is as if you and your world are on an old building whose foundation is crumbling. This is but one stage.

Another stage is an experience of a slowed down nuclear reaction. Investigate this. Structure, as you know it, simply ceases to exist in its present form. The sensation of time and matter in a heap at your feet will be very real. In this speaking, it is not physical structure I speak of, but temporal structure.

Third is a fusion**. Perhaps, better for your mind, an “infusion.” Not sufficient gray matter (brain) to continue here. I will re-speak this further in a bit. [My mind is groping with its egoic structure as the data seeks to present itself here.]

Phosphorus is substance for dry, hacking cough. The field of illusion in humankind suckles Light energy where it can find it. This must be replenished in those who, for destiny’s sake, must be suckled.

Gold is to evoke a simulated response settling to a body using drugs and/or alcohol to monitor its genetic alteration.

Mercury is more grave. Application when adhesive substance more dense and unyielding found in people illuminating, yet personally weak.

LOVE. Love is the Voice’s Light frequency of this dimensional moving. Love is the Voice’s Light frequency. Not love as you know it. Love like a word found through all the annals of humankind. Always illusive, yet always pervasive. Light energy sourcing itself over and over and over in the quickening cellular structure of mankind. The yearning, the longing, the desire—all evolutionary frequencies pulsing themselves through human consciousness in the physical body. All mankind was the father of this, from the sexual to the Tantric, to the Spiritual vibrations of Love as you know it. None of this is what is so. However, this is the closest to what you might know. Where you find it awakening is when you hear connective energy within the voices speaking with one another. It is there as if it is inclusion, not exclusion. The seeking of fusion, not separation. The influx of oneness without fear, embarrassment, gangliness, associations without common lineage or understanding. Semantics make no difference here. The vibratory frequency of the Light energy adheres to the voice. Again, the adhesive material of the awakening reality of humanity.

The female of the species is attracting frequencies that insist on associative merging. You might say there is something that must line up—very much like a female animal whose scent attracts the male species’ interaction. There is, you would say, a scent the female feels released within her system. There is as yet no sufficient coming together of male/female, but the female will persist in frustrated longing, somewhat as a mother seeking to produce progeny will persist until the scent is strong enough, vibrationally, to attract the male. This is not sexual or, as you would say, spiritual, but molecular—part of the merging process. Those whose Light energy keeps purging negative psychic materials from the mind/spirit substance will arrive at a waiting, an “idling” so to speak. Neither the males nor females of your species will understand this phenomenon, and many caught in severely displaced egoic structures will not make it through this period, mistaking the vibration for mating or human need for continuance. The male species will that moment be brought into service, for the female illuminated begins a new brain function not available without male intervention. It is the needle and thread of creation weaving itself through all species. Product will be produced through male/female collectiveness. This product will penetrate illusionary reality and interface with the unsuspecting populace.

Integration and disposition are key words here, before fusion mentioned. The male/female species, though brought from quasi-dimensional frequency and still physiologically designed to be part of the quickening of Light energy in the body, is at this point (as a species) not dimensionally sound. Members of the species finding this phenomenon of occurrence will be intensely stimulated in the feeling/ emotion/sensory plane. They will know if they have entered that merging. In the advanced stages of this aspect of regeneration and emergence, the egoic structure will release its energy pattern into a cosmic burnpile, furthering a neuro-atomic fusion.

The egoic structure has grown with temporal time—an interface material between eternal and physical. It, as in all creative matter, birthed a deity phenomenon to hold time in place. The egoic structure of the entity is the least significant, being a pseudo-structure to experience Earth plane.

As it amasses a certain collective madness (by madness, I mean here, an over-riding illusion simulated by all), physical structures, including their planning and design structures, will experience an increased unworkability. As a species, a hemmed-in

feeling will occur, as in too many cattle in a stall. This hemmed in phenomenon is the Earth plane edges of illusion breaking apart. Mostly at first, during this time, individuals of species will sense internal perspective shifts. Soon, however, “group” shift and realignment to higher data will occur.

This is not channel. This is mind. Your body is separating, reaching out to experience its quasi- dimensional form.

It is true you sit in the God* Center, as you know it. This must be ascertained. Without this ascertained, the rupture of the mind will be immense. This sense of separation is unyielding and cumbersome, leaving egoic life forms floating in limbo. There is no concern here for the quickening is en toto (total). The end result is Light Mind and the diversification is those who will be material for Mind and those who will be Mind minding the Mind. Fusion**, Mind, difficult in discussion, for Mind is not known as God essence. You, as egoic center, you do not know. Fusion** is what is known. Your egoic structure would rupture if it ingested that you dreamed what you called God* into existence. You would have to be up to pulsing, vibrationally opened to God* essence, and as you individually and collectively are vibrated into that essence, you experience being the dreamer and the dreamed. There is no arrogance here, for you are present for the first time to the innocence of humanity and you as Child of Humanity. It is a joyous time, for the illusion is remembered in its poetic delight, unfolded since Earth dimensional time began. All writing becomes real and felt. Truths are flesh delights. The illusional reality is experienced as a richness, a serendipity, as orchestra, chords and notes. As if the illumination radiates out beyond the temporal fixation. Explanation is only delighted in when Light essence exudes from the essence of it. Questions become access codes to dimensional openings.

Trust your voices. They are being raised as One Voice. Do not take too much stock in your perception of what you say. Communication is occurring simultaneously with body/mind/spirit breaking up, yet, communication is connective tissue. Communication comes differently for all. For some, each other. For some, inner hearing. For some channeled works. Follow attraction. It is the quickening process. Do not care about product*** of conversation, only connection.

Tantra Maat

1 quasi-normal – resembling or seeming normal but not quite

2 quasi-dimensionally – resembling or seeming to be in a single dimension, but not really

* God: Generating Organizing Design [of Creation]

** Fusion: Physics. a thermonuclear reaction in which nuclei of light atoms join to form nuclei of heavier atoms, as the combination of deuterium atoms to form helium atoms.

***Product: Topic or result

30 September 2022

Being in the Realms of the Beloveds Part 2

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The power of a story is what Remembrance and maybe even Recall in the story has risen within you. Most of our awareness is based on a mindset that tells us to listen for the truth in the outside world that tells us what to believe and what is right to believe. We are in amazing magical times now because our own memories are being stimulated by Remembrances that go beyond the present story of humankind. This series of giving you Story is connected to Being in The Realms of The Beloveds on the third Sunday of every month that you can find on my website.

Later only this Story will be on a community site the CreateAWorld is building on behalf of all life and what has us exist as whole.

This journal entry comes from a Gaia series, however, that is not what is the source of this Story.

The source of this Story came from a story that I was told at the Acoma Pueblo which is confidential. It, however, stimulated a curiosity that began to play itself out in synchronic indications that I was being given a puzzle that if folded would unfold a rising new story of Remembrance and eventually Recall that lay dormant in the cellular substance of some human beings if not all. The curiosity was a statement not necessarily from Acoma that the Anazasi who were embodied Beings that dwelled here on Earth were embodied gods that once existed here. The Story goes that their lineage formed the pueblo tribes that can be traced from Alaska, Washington, and Oregon, down through Colorado, New Mexico, Arizona, etc. Then they disappeared.

There is a tremendous amount of controversy on this until there is ancient script that lets us know with much more solid proof. It is not what it is true that matters here for both you and me. What matters is where my own curiosity led me that helped me to understand the Realms of the Beloveds in a way to give access to the people who may have be still in love with this planet and her forms and may be part of the offspring of those who could ‘ be loved’ and ‘be love’. The suggestion was made that the Annazasi were related in some unknown manner to Annunaki. I leave you to find your own trail here as it leads many ways.

This lead me to wonder if there was any archeological proof of Annunaki and what was that proof. That led me away from the northern and southern present hemispheres that are not necessarily the same places they are geopathically now thousands of years ago to a YouTube Video.

Note: The word geopathically is different in meaning than geographically. Geographic relates to mapping. Geopathic relates to remembrance.

That interfaced with an Audible book I had been listening to randomly because the TOO MUCH INFORMATION was drowning me until suddenly the YouTube video made the need to listen to TOO MUCH INFORMATION relevant. Sometimes we can’t hear because the TOO MUCH INFORMATION is linked to what the author or the presenter is tracking. I know some of you have had to live through that with me. It is not the information that is important but when the information becomes relevant for you, you become able to wade through the TOO MUCH INFORMATION to get to what resonates because what resonates gives you your tracking. What was relevant for me was I have existed in memory of Being in the Realms of the Beloveds since being born here. I have given it language. Just like Egypt was not the name of the home of the gods but is how we have a way to refer to the home of the gods, The Realms of the Beloveds is a way to have a territory to explore that some of us might just be part of… part of in our own way with our own cognitive perception and articulation. Yet still relevant. This is why the Templates and the Creation Exercises of the Templates are so important.

An amazing new class is opening up soon at the LOC-Institute!

You can have your own language of creation that gives you direct access to what you are part of as well as bringing what you are part of back into here. You also then can find relevance with others who are operating in what they are tracking without you being conned into thinking what they are tracking is the only truth…hence the power of Story.

To end this part of the Story, I was with a friend driving back to pick up my car that had had to have been repaired. If this hadn’t happened I would have never heard that audible book she was listening to and particularly would have not heard the particular section that she was listening to that led me to look up the Ancient Civilization Season 4 that had been advertised and found what I found below.

To be very clear….I am not normal. I have no intention of being normal. I live what I share with you and I develop and restore human beings’ ability to remember and to recall the ways and gifts of their remembrance.

Remembering occurs in three ways:

Memory

Remembrance

Recall

I will share about Memory in the next missive, journal entry, and eventually chapter. But for now, I will share with you the work in I Magi which is to restore remembrance and recall.

Remembrance is easy. It is what has us believe what we believe, resonate with what we resonate with, read what books we read, watch what movies we watch, the music we listen to, and podcasts we listen to, and people we like. Seeking to remember what we forgot is linked to all of that.

Recall is why I am working with those awakening in The Voice of I, Magi. Recall is literally bringing back strengths, capacities, and ways of the past into the present. They were destroyed along with your capacity for them, but they are now seeking to be remembered and accessed in the times before us. This is so amazing for me, because when I was aware of my mission at THREE YEARS OLD! it literally I think made me crazy.

Do any of you remember your fear of being harmed or going crazy? Now it is time for Remembrance and Recall because now it is needed. It would have been crazy to remember back then and dangerous.

I am asking to only listen to Story. What rises in you, I may never know but it does not matter. You will find your way to the doorways opening up into Being the Realms of the Beloveds if it is part of your story. In the meantime, we are all awakening beyond the limitations of the stories we have been given and that have ruled our lives.

In Joy!

Zep Tepi: The Lost History of Egypt Ancient Civilizations S4: Ep2:

Different speakers, we do not know, are part of what was taken out of the series below. I have put them in one voice except for Gregg Baden whom we know.

“In the temple in Luxor, there was In 1820, a powerful discovery was made by an Italian explorer, that provides a powerful glimpse into the unfathomable life span of the kings in this region. This controversial Egyptian relic is known as the Egyptian king’s list or The Turin Papyrus. [in the Turin Egyptian museum] It lists all of the kings’ lists going back into mythological times including impossibly long reigns of these kings for thousands and thousands of years.

This perfectly corresponds with that this was a time before time as we know it -Zep Tepi -when the gods ruled. What we are seeing here in the 18^th dynasty in the times of Ramses the II, the times in which the kings’ list had been written, is that they knew about this Egyptian pre-history. This is Zep Tepi. There are several lists of kings in Egypt, at Abydos, at Karnak on the Turin papyrus and it is interesting to see that the gods ruled for about 23,000 years and the [cannot get the word] ruled for about 13,400 years so these dates create problems for the scientists, for the Egyptologists to whom, it is impossible. It would mean that these gods existed and that they lived for a very long time. These lists were put aside but for most archeologists these dates mean nothing. They are imaginary for them. But because we must calculate a starting point for each Egyptian dynasty, we must take them into account.

The Timeline account within which Zep Tepi originated I believe is very intriguing because it could confer that it refers to a historical timeline. And not as a myth but as a mainstream time of existence that present archeology suggests.

Greg Baden: “We are being asked to look at all this information together. What is happening is we are opening the door to a new story. And we have to ask ourselves, “Are we willing to follow the story to the evidence that the story leads to, or are we going to put that evidence into a box and try to force it to fit into a pre-existing theory?”

“Could the enigmatic writings of Zep Tepi at the Temple of Edfu be explaining the actual first timeline of civilization thousands of years before mainstream understanding? The evidence points toward a pre-diluvian [prior to the story of the flood] culture that was located in the Nile Delta region around 36,000 years BCE. The mystery now moves to who was this advanced culture with superior cultural and astronomical knowledge. And how did they get their guidance? Who were these gods? And were earlier humans walking among them? Temple Edfu holds the clues to this ancient story on its walls. But as with most pre-diluvian cultures, the floods have destroyed the blueprints. So as in every great hero’s journey, we must undergo a transformation as a species in order to become the master of the two worlds and return to our origins. To rebuild the society that is connected with the stars as they did the first time.”

For those who were in Shasta for the Mimzy events, we will can never toss that we became part of a Story unfolding that just may be surfacing now and may actually be why I have not been asked to develop the territory of connection present in Being in the Realms of the Beloveds

29 September 2022

Being in the Realms of the Beloveds Part 1

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Being in the Realms of the Beloved Part 1

Story Glory Be!

There is much I have not been able to talk with you about in the last half-century. Is now a good time? There is a magic to truth falling apart all around us. We are worn out ‘searching for the truth’. This is so valuable. Much more beneficial than detrimental. Why? Because each of us has our own truth and in that truth, we shape our existence, our values, our principles, our perception, and reality itself. I have had an hour a month for over forty years – at the beginning, called Spirit Hour…now named Being in the Realms of the Beloved. I always start things ahead of other human beings being able to perceive what I perceive simply because that is what a mystic does. They give something that holds the heart, the soul, the spirit of life on this planet a place. A place that is because if a place is given then a gathering of energy can occur that eventually will restore the deeper nature of a human being….the nature of a human being that did not get aberrated into fear and a narrow corridor of survival. A place where the wonder of a human being and his or her or their connection to Creation can thrive. This is what it is to be in the Realms of the Beloved. This is our once upon a time.

Is it possible that movies that are being shown, audible books that people are listening to, podcasts, CreateAWorld, and other YouTube videos are doorways into the latent intelligence within the human psyche that is the intelligence we share with the planet and perhaps even as offworlders? Is the human being’s psyche folding back into Story? This is so awesome and so significant. Story awakens latent memories that carry relevance to Now even though the actuality of their existence is not now. I have spent my life telling stories. I did not tell them as truth because the Truth is only relevant to the moment in time within which a human being existence and the circumstances surrounding that existence. But Story – story stimulates the broader, deeper, wider connections of who we are as a species through time and at the same time stimulates who each of us is perhaps even beyond the species itself.

Last night as I walked into the Transmission/Activation, I had the uncanny feeling that layers of aberration in the human psyche were peeling away. It didn’t matter if I got my language right so human beings didn’t trigger, their minds closed off by the mechanization of mind that closes off awareness. The awareness was pulsing. Story now had access to the deeper psyche that would process the story and the perception of the human being would be able to bring the story into their own psyche to serve themselves and Life in their own unique way. Glory Be!

4 October 2021

Facebook Down….no accident

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Here is a video I just did about these times…it is spontaneous but I pray it has you pause and consider that you need your full intelligence during these times. We are not in business as usual.

If you cannot upload the video, here is the audio

2 August 2021

We cannot make it without what loves us.

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In Honor of the Realms of the Beloved. We cannot make it without that which loves us. Many years ago, a beautiful young guru, Sai Maa Lakshmi Devi told me that my body would detoxify for about two years because I was needed in the years to come. She gave me a mother of pearl to wear around my neck so that I could stay connected to her during that time. I was so ill almost immediately, hot, sweating, nauseous, pretty much collapsed on my bed. I did not want to go through this for two years. I heard Maa was going to be in Chicago. I called my friend Lucinda and asked her to attend the event with me so I could get there. I told her and her husband Doug, I did not care if I was on a stretcher…get me there. They met me at the plane, helped me to sit between them on the floor. They both had their arms around me to steady me. At one point in the evening, Sai Maa looked at me and said, “Because they love you, you can now heal.” I left that evening without a fever and walking tall. My beloved Lucinda is now Sai Maa’s legacy

I was on an amazing call last night with two amazing young people. The young woman works in the Feldenchrist method. The young man works in the Rolfing method. There was no doubt, along with Dr. Heather Hunt DC, that they work in whole system response. Both of them spoke of, for them, one of the three main aspects of healing is being connected into loving relationships…people who care as well as recognizing whatever someone might’ hold God to be’ cares…being with that which loves you/us.

These are the times that the activity of that which loves life here comes to our aid. It is power that operates when needed on behalf of life.

There really are Realms of the Beloveds. There is not a ‘they’ there. There are realms that operate on behalf of all life and some who love human beings very very much. I know. I came from there. The most important characteristic of the Realms is that the realms operate as Beloveds of Life and with Each Other intimately tending to the preciousness of Creation – much like the Irish Anam Cara.

I almost stopped meeting with The Realms of The Beloveds every third Sunday of the month. It is so hard right now to watch humanity caught in the illusion of itself when help and aid and love are at hand. I made a request and the request was met. Some very beautiful statements were made that let me know that people were aware that they were loved and becoming consciously restored to who they were as a beloved of life. That was enough for me.

In Honor of The Realms of The Beloved

Sunday, August 15th, 2021

Recorded if you cannot attend

6:30 am PST/7:30 am MST

24 July 2021

2021.07.25. The Skill of a Cellular Empath

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I have been deeply moved by my housemate C Bean. I have supported her by reading over her written material about herself and her work for her website the last few weeks. Her authenticity and her ability to tell her story so people knew the background that gave the foreground of her work inspired me. Here I am. I have worked for over half a century. While I have written what I provide, I have not written what is behind why I can provide it.

Thanks to my beloved friend, I am going to do that now.

What is the skill of a cellular empath? It is not really that easy to understand. I have a knowing that lives in an intelligence that has served myself and others for over half a century. Our spirit, our original nature of ourselves that we, as human beings, long for when we are out of touch, is in our cellular memory. This is not our historic memory. This is the original memory of our original design. In my third book, You as the Mind of Creation, this is deeply addressed. For instance, we now know that our Enteric Nervous System carries this original memory of our design. I just didn’t have a name for it when I began wandering around in cellular memory when I was quite young. I just know I could tap into the matter of the person and there was this memory that didn’t operate like circumstantial recall. It operated like a schematic that gave me a language that restores this core foundational template of the human beings I speak with.

I never marketed as a physical healer because what I was capable of went deeper into the core design from which all wholeness not limited to physical healing comes. And sometimes people are physically healed. I could just tell when that was probably going to happen in what I was present to, not because I was trying to physically heal the person. We are in a world that is toxic emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically. I had to restore my own body, mind, and spirit from early on in my life by listening into my own design and being faithful to it. Out of that, I formed a profession on behalf of all life.

I am thrilled I have worked a half-century. Now the original nature of human beings, their sovereignty is rising. Not only that, our actual matter is awakening past its trauma-based survival necessity. Many bodies of human beings are going through recursions of trauma release and into stabilizing for wholeness. These shifts in mind and body will occur fundamentally over the next six or seven years.

I know the struggles of what we are going through. The trauma laid buried in the background of our human existence is rising into the foreground. We are having to deal with it and deal with it we will. As the shifts and changes occur in the very body of the species of humankind including the in the world physical structures, a thriving consciousness of well-being and wholeness of mind and body will begin to take its place in the scheme of things. It is to this I have always been committed. And now! Now a human being’s system is waking back up into Earth being a home for our Spirit.

Being a cellular empath, moving into Activations and Consults now is pure pleasure. Supporting the transmutation out of trauma into wholeness is beyond exciting. Supporting the person’s perceptive mind to trust what they are newly experiencing is profound.

Almost every day is a shifting of the ground we are standing on and the registers within us that guide us during these times. Do not get too enrolled in the trauma rising from the background into the foreground. This is the foundation of all healing. Fever first. Sweating it out. Wholeness.

I love you.

I love that I was made the way I was made.

It is why I could take the vaccine when I did. I could feel my body could take in this strange vaccine empathically, especially since I got to know it so well in June 2020.

I knew that my body was now strong enough but my body in its language showed me. I have trained empathically through months of my own recovery from covid. I knew the opportunity was not recovery alone. I knew that now I had cellularly experienced the virus I could have it become part of my intelligence and it part of mine.

I have worked incessantly these last years to prepare to be able, as a cellular empath, to become able for the body and its challenges in the years ahead. I have done work homeopathically, through supplements, exercise, consciousness work like the Creation Exercises. This plus in my unity with Creation being part of the amazing synchronicity with the greater intelligences that operate on behalf of all life here.

My psychic knowing, my cellular response, and circumstances lined up in perfect wholeness and take the vaccine I did. This is why I tried so hard to tell people it did not mean I thought they should take the vaccine. As a cellular empath with certain skillsets, I can do things others can’t do and am willing to use my capacity on behalf of all life with as little risk to myself as possible. Now I have a spike protein in my cellular system to work with and to support its intelligence in operating on behalf of the life of a human being as well as all Life.

I am working to clear aberrations during these times because that which has become aberrated only seeks its return to wholeness. Any other thought is a lie. I am aware that trauma has become assumed as the original design here, but it isn’t. I am busy again. More busy every day as the level of transmutation from trauma into wholeness grows. I will do my best with others to educate, transmit, activate and consult human beings so they too can invest their minds, their hearts, their bodies in their awakening into the wholeness.

Wholeness is the nature of Being – in this case the nature of Being that is human.

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13 October 2020

10.13-14.2020 Part 3 The Mimzy Project & G.O.D.s

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The Story as it unfolded from 2009 to now.

Then now…

The Power of the Earth & Her Beloveds

[for those of you who have read the first entry. The next day entry is at the bottom]

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10.13.2020

As I began to write this, Fox came to me just as Fox had come to me that day in New Mexico.

Fox’s song to us.

This is the way that the Earth…communicates with life. In the Mimzy Project we have found as we are getting information, birds mostly but now fox are confirming our connection. Fun and beautiful. Human being are not alone. We are, yes, right now at the effect of what is occurring here, but as we remember that everything is energy and you can direct chaotic energy into a system, the Earth, large enough to create a higher order. That is the Mimzy Project. That is what these last 10 years are about. AND we haven’t even arrived at the mountain.

2020.10.14. I woke this morning spinning in a vortex of the earth. It was all so soothing. I was reflecting on violence, vandalism, and theft that had occurred and had been shared with me. But, in the dream walk, it was all calm. I am always so grateful when my spirit and the primordial mother come into a consciously conscious state together. This morning, my usually 3am moments of connection, it was exquisite.

Mt. Shasta is believed by many and dreamed by me this morning as the root chakra of the Earth. The Native tribes there believed, and may still, that the still active volcano is the center of the universe and the home of the Creator. In my experience, there is a center, for sure, there that has highways out into the universe and back into the earth that bring in many Beings from the vast realms of Creation. I got to meet a few of them. I am also clear that there has never been aberrant activity that anchored there. Aberrations happen, but they can’t hold. That is why if you live in the area, you are in a constant activation of alignment with the nature of a human beings’ original design and its place in the universe.

An aberrant activity would be like Jesus coming to tell the people to love one another and to turn the other cheek and that message aberrate into prejudice and hate that festered wars on the earth of the planet that once held gateways to powerful forces that supported the evolution of life here.

On the Mountain, there is a serenity AND A POWER that has Beings come in and out of there that operate on behalf of unity with All Life, in fact, there is not an energetic that would have it be any other way. That is what I mean by the Mountain is not aberrated. It exists in its pure relationship with the original nature of the original design here. As do other power places on the Earth. They are still in their pure form where life exists as whole and is life giving and life enhancing.

The Mountain certainly was that this morning as I spun in that quiet ecstasy of being part of beauty and harmony that does not even know that weird activities are occurring in the human realm. In the vast root of the Primordial Mother of the Mountain, her root was spinning me and spinning me gathering the violence, the chaos and drawing it in. It was a natural as natural could be like a tornado is natural. No intent but incredible function. I also knew I was being shown the human participation that was going to be part of some kind of constant that when we went to the Mountain, we would enter into that alchemy with The Mother. I was excited. In fact, so excited now I am awake, I am going to send this journal entry to Praline, because I am not at all sure I am spelling words right or making sense.

Tash, a participant with others across the world in the Mimzy Project October 23^rd to November 6^th, spoke to me this past year about tunnels that moved under Uluru in Australia. The second she spoke to me they became a consciousness in my geopathic nature. That was all there was nothing else, just a register of these tunnels with no other information available…until this morning… It was AWESOME! I was being drawn down through her root anchoring energy through the earth and I knew where I came out was her solar plexus. Uluru! She was drawing the chaos into her, through the root chakras down through the earth into her solar plexus-the earth’s solar plexus chakra Uluru including Kata Tjuta. I recognized the energetics of Uluru but had to look up sacred places in Australia on the web for the name of the rock formations I saw as I spewed out into the ground looked up at these HUGE rock formations. Shook me timbers, I’ll tell you.

When I saw on the web that these places were, by many considered the solar plexus chakra of the earth, I ‘gotta’ tell you my so above/so below sentient comprehension expanded dramatically.

And my solar plexus…wow! I knew immediately I had been given the Activation for October 28^th at the end of the first section of the activation we will be part of on the mountain. Even sleeping, I could hardly wait!

To complete the dream walk, this went on a long time. I knew that we were part of something building. We were not going to be the cause of something on the mountain, but we sure were going to be with Damanhur and the Temple of Humankind an essential part of the participation…we were going to be building a spiral and doing several rope spiral walks to gather the human maelstrom of aberrant mindsets driving human beings wild and blend with The Primordial Mother’s body so that the chaotic energy happening everywhere could have a place to go to have the trauma transmuted into life force energy and to have excessive amount of energy creating chaos everywhere directed back into the earth to have it feed the deeper nature of unity that the earth is formed from. I do not have the second part of the awareness worded well yet but I am getting there…with the help of the intelligence of what is happening at Shasta as well as other parts of the earth.

I got the patterns to transmit. I got the movement to move with. I got how to weave the maelstrom into a fabric to restore matrixes that we would be part of a beautiful species that lives as whole. 🙂

Then I woke at 3:30 am cleaning up things I had dropped out, sending the people who scheduled call in and replay information, and other updating other things….just to get my mind calm enough to organize thought to write this.

Some really cool things happened too. I realized that my beloved RV, Dakini, was a maelstrom of her own and that after traveling in the energy of The Mother, I KNEW how to move with her chaotic energy and keep bringing it into the next greater whole. My 21 foot RV with her batteries constantly draining was my Primordial Mother project now.

Finally, I got the Excessive Amount of Energy I was moving with to quiet enough to organize my thoughts to write this. I looked up on Safari if there was even information about Earth having Earth Chakras. Just because it all seemed obvious to me, I wondered if other people thought so. There is was right in front of me some what I wrote about but what I haven’t share yet was the Sacral Chakra of the Earth was Lake Titicaca and the Island of the Sun. This was where CNN had asked me to go with them because in Bolivia the witches of La Paz and the doctor who was going to take them to meet these Kallawayan healers could not introduce them unless CNN had their own witch. That would be me. Try not to get stuck in your perception of a witch. It is nothing like what you think. For the people of the region, a witch carries a direct geopathic link with the earth. That would be me.

I had the pattern in my psyche of Lake Titicaca and Is that is where we went every day to traces the path laid before us. It was the Kallawaya shaman who I met and who approved me in a cave underneath the hotel we were staying in.

I had said as this project unfolded that all of our pasts were coming forward to this moment in time. AND this was mind.

But then as I read, I saw that the heart chakra of the earth was Glastonbury and other areas but Glastonbury is where Kea, one of our participants, has been at work for years to bring the White Spring and the Red Spring back into unity. Suddenly everything that I had been moving in in the dream walk was generating a great enough territory for me to comprehend more of what we were doing going there and, with that, more of the ability to do our part. Remember the tunnels under the earth that connect her in ways we do not comprehend. According to my source whose link will be at the end of this journal entry, Haleakala, the volcano in Maui, Hawaii and Shaftesbury 30 miles from Glastonbury are part of this heart chakra of the earth. Can you begin to feel it or grasp it a bit? One thing I have learned over my half century of work is that how 1 + 1 = 2 in our modern world does not add up in the deeper nature of things. There is such magic if human beings could be past the over simplified story that leaves out humanity’s connection to the cosmos and to the earth. Well, not where I am standing…and hopefully reading this…maybe also no longer where you are standing. That reading this you are a little bit more return to the Earth that is the source of all life, here.

We get so bogged down in having things be definitive, but this is not about that. The point if and if you read the link, she is speculating also. The point and the power is that a communication, a direction, and an intelligence occurred between this human as well as others having these connections happen also.

I have a broader spectrum of awareness not that gives myself and others the ability to be part of a something that is generating a operation to work with these chaotic deconstructing collapsing time to transmute the energy being expelled…to capture it and to bring it into the earth so that there is fuel for unity to construct, and expand us beyond the border of what is now occurring.

Partial resource material for Earth Chakras

10.14.2020

For many many years since the internet came, I have posted in a public journal. I am aware of the electromagnetic field of the Earth as a living communication system that affects the consciousness of the human species and, often the life like bees, of other creatures. The part the is always missed by the human species is that the human species is not the superior species and that this planet will prevail as a living being whether she is flush with life as we know it now or loving herself as a desert devoid of diversity, atmosphere gone, feeling the winds of the universe. It is the human species and they interest in being part of this exquisite creation and who they are as a part of it that should be a human being’s interest. I post in my electromagnetic journal because it is the way Creation hears me…just like music or the crunch of dried leaves underfoot or water trickling down a wooded embankment away from the roar of a human presence.

For 3 nights before I at the lucid dream walk on the 13th of October, I had had a dream about being with a guru. The first night was Sai Maa. The second night I did not know who it was. Seemed somewhat like Mooji .but not quite. The next morning a picture of a man in a simple dark blue short sleeved t-shirt caught my eye in a picture on the top shelf of a bookshelf at Sarah and Larry’s house. When we were driving to get my Achilles heel worked on at the next level that day, I asked her if it was her son. He was stocky, I said. She replied, “No that is Papaji He was a younger version of the picture on the web but it was him and Mooji was his discipline. Both nights they were getting my limited mind set out of the way, for what I know now, is for a larger mindset that can open up into the larger picture of what is happening at Shasta. Then the heart, solar plexus lucid dream and then the 14th….so clear…so compelling. Will simply list the imagery and associative awareness connect with each image.

The tornado like vortex pulling the debris fields of fragmented consciousness into the earth like poop in a toilet to be used for new growth continued.

Then from the earth another vortex covered the ground and was being drawn up into the cosmos this was an intelligence from the planet sending information into a specific place in the cosmos that Shasta – the Mimzy Project – could/would draw from.

Then a band almost like a woman’s girdle began to pull the center in. The message was ‘gathering time’. Now I comprehend this. This is what you do when you are related to time as a container not a ribbon reaching out from past to future. You contain it. We will be containing time to be used on behalf of all life during our time at Shasta.

These lucid dreams walks last a long time. My system is being reset to accommodate larger interactive interrelated intelligences than the present limited human mind. The benefit to any human being becoming for a while part of the larger relationship with Creation that operated on behalf of all life and have us exist as whole is we get more able to navigate the smaller reality of which we are a part without being captured and at the effect of it.

Then the most beauteous thing happened. Pink spheres began to emerge from the double vortex and covered it. When I was in Damanhur in the Hall of Spheres, I would always try to be the first one into the Hall of Spheres because I would sit for hours blending my mind -emptying into them. My favorite was a clear sphere is a pink lava looking softness in it. One night in the early morning, the little lava shape began to move and what looked like a soft finger began to come out of the sphere toward me. I tried to stay very still and breath deeply and gently shaken by the reality of it. Then it receded after coming within a foot of my third eye. I turned around to see if the protector of the space from Damanhur had seen anything. He was looking straight over my head but oh! was he grinning.

I was so excited watching these spheres. Damanhur has colors. I do not know what pink is but pink is definitely my color intelligence connected to Damanhur. I was very clear that the pink spheres were signifying a Damanhurian intelligence.

I love how the greater intelligence and intelligences push us past our mindscape the is so boxed and boring into colors, movement, shapes that rearrange our mind’s ability for greater intelligence. I was and am aware that much is going on and that the direction and actions that are ours are forming.

I fell asleep and dreamed of the doctor who worked on my achilles…my beautiful magical doctor…letting me know his wife had asked me to come to dinner. She is a guru.

Later that day in a meeting we spoke of gradients, resonance, topography, slopes, vector, etc…working our minds to be able to stay related to the multidimensional geopathic topography that is clearly becoming more and more of the communication system between the realms we are moving with in Shasta and ourselves.

19 July 2020

2020.07.19. #248

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Haven’t been here for a while.

It all started this morning really and worked backwards. Sometimes it is like that. There is such a fog between what is not real and what is real. What is real takes a bit to get through. So what is real finally reached my mind this morning though happenings of the synchronic quest of unfolding occurred yesterday. The question might be, “When does something happen? Is it when what is real is unfolding or when it suddenly unfolds and there you are. AND, as I said as a child, Then “That’s that about that!”

I was emptying my trash cans this morning right after completing the Realms of the Beloveds’ call. I was in its hue. As I shook out the new white plastic bag to put in my trash can that was I had put on the yellow chair with its orange chair pillow, I was imagining. I was imagining that I could put my trash bag full of trash out at the front of my sidewalk and someone else would walk it to the trash. In that instant, my neighbor walked out to that point holding his trash bag. I laughed and told him what I was imagining. He said, “Well then, let’s have your imagination come true.” And took my trash bag to the trash.

The Realms of the Beloveds is arriving here in our present reality. Of that I am sure, but that is the background of my story not the foreground.

Yesterday, after the webinar, Lily and I got in the car to drive to the park. My oldest living son Ricky had told me to get Chevron gas once a month to clean the engine. The Chevron gas station was across the street from where I was going so I crossed the street and pulled in. When I went in to pay, in the refrigerator right beside the pay counter was my favorite Kevita drink Lemon Cayenne. This may not seem exciting but, you see, Kevita has done me a great disservice. Its Kevita Lemon Cayenne only had 3 grams of sugar. When I was at Safeway, I checked the sugar content in my favorite drink and it had been increased. Now seeing five bottles of it, I checked the sugar content at the gas station I go to once a month and they had the original bottles with the 3-gram sugar count. You could tell the refrigerator was not used much because there were only seven bottles of Kevita in it and five bottles were my Lemon Cayenne.

You see when these things happen, a bell goes off in my head, “Am I being invited to a quest?” This means that the veils have parted and that there is magic afoot.

Intrigued, I got in the car and prepared to drive out. I realized I was going to have to get to the park another way because the way I usually go I couldn’t get to. I thought I had it all figured out but when I got the stoplight that I thought would let me turn left, it didn’t. I had to turn right instead. After being thwarted several times, I realized the only way I could go was to an entrance to the park I do not usually go to. Off we went.

Once there, I was irritated because it was loaded with people all without masks. I decided to take a back path that, while not scenic, I could let Lily off leash and there were no people there. Not to say the least, there was a place I wanted to try to get to on the creek and I needed to see if it was accessible. I couldn’t see around a tree to tell but across from the creek, I could see if it was worth it to navigate around the tree.

As we got to the vista of revelation, I realized there were modular homes overlooking the creek and there was a gate that led from them down to the park.

All of a sudden multiple bells and whistles went off. The thoughts painted an amazingly satisfying complexity. I would have thought I would be caught dead living in a modular home in a modular home park but I had seen some of the homes when I was looking for land on the web. They were shockingly inexpensive and some quite lovely inside. Ping 1. Then the thought of I, at this age, was not as financially well off as friends of mine who could live well without having to work. I was not one of those people. Ping 2. I started laughing because we had just finished doing the Restructuring Money Matrixes that morning. I love how I get to be a student of the work. I realized that both thoughts would have not occurred with such simplicity as they did in that moment. I would have had an attachment to not appearing to be poor by living in a modular home. I already had people thinking I lived in an $82,000 RV because I was poor. Before the class that morning, there would have been a stigma I had to get over, but not in the new thinking. The new thinking was exciting… an inexpensive home, a place to park my RV and still sleep in it like I love to. I would have a complete view of the park and Lily and I would be right there to walk it every day. I could travel and not have overhead. If we found another place, then I could rent out this place. I could rent out my RV to my friends. It felt so fun.

I found two homes. The first one, I liked best. Only $89,000. The second one was $124,000. I needed to drive to Vicki’s to get Lily’s rice s on the way I called Kea. I asked her just to listen. She is a lawyer and deals in real estate and we had done the magic together on the RV a couple of years before. When I got done, she, who was an hour away, said, “Let’s go see them!” It was mine to get hold of the real estate agent. So while Vicki made the rice I had bought for Lily, I got hold to the real estate agent for 4:30pm that day. All three of us now and signed a CoVID document you have to have now.

Long story short, we met. I loved the less expensive one. The other one, I cringed because I could tell whoever had lived there was either still there or had had a very unpleasant life. I knew someone had died there. I absolutely knew that. The real estate agent confirmed that. But the less expensive house, when I went back to it, embraced me. It was cozy and warm and whoever had lived there had loved it. Kea and I had some considerations that we expressed to the real estate agent before I made a decision. The house was sold contingent on the people selling their house. I knew that I could magic that. When I worked out the math. I would be spending the same amount of money but I would own a home and have more space for visitors and guests as well as a larger office. It felt like a good deal. The concern was I did not want to leave living in my RV. I deeply love it here.

Got back home, after all the fun, and slept.

At 3:30 am I woke after a visitation from, how to describe it, the house, the park, the beings that draw me to the creek – the elemental spirits that must have loved whoever had lived in that house and animated the house with its love. It was so magical. It is good I waited until this evening to write this out because when you have been visited you need to give it time so that the nuances have fallen into place. This morning I would have thought that they were warning from buying the house. Now I know they are telling me that with the RV parked at the house I will be out of sync with the other residents. That I will need to leave my RV to move there. That I have to come into this possibility normal.

How confronting is that?

But I got ahead of myself. I so want to share the visitation that woke me out of bed this morning at 3:30am. Got me outside under the stars with Lily at my feet…thinking. Awake to the beautiful part of my existence, where emissaries of paradise find their way to me and engage me in our love affair with Creation. How to tell you what happened that woke me in the middle of the night when the veils are thin?

Imagine we are watching a Disney movie. In the movie, this letter is being written to me by an invisible pen. The letter is listing all the things ‘they’ who hugged me in the little house were concerned about. I thought they were warning me off but they were negotiating the possibility in their love for me. How cool is that?!

Here I am. My foot is asleep because Lily is laying on it. I have just finished writing this… and a great mystery of money and its use in getting me a home lays before me.

Namaste

4 January 2020

2020.01.04 To Emer

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A eulogy is a deep tribute for someone whether living or dead. It is high praise in honor of the person’s life. This is my praise and tribute to you – My Beloved Emer

There is no accident my beloved sister that I dreamed what I dreamed this morning.

There is no accident that you are part of not only my existence but in our shared existence of the deepest of the deep, the highest of the high, the most profound of the profound, my beloved.

This morning I had the first Saturday of the month that I would address this gem of Creation given to me prior to April 2019 to express into this world from the realms of so above so below that I and you, my beloved, are part of. Building the G.O.D. Matrix.

These highways, these openings that are happening now more often than not that exist where our mortal life and our immortal natures come together. What a joy it is for me to ganglily attempt to express there. To bring language to language that has been lost to us of paradise. What I hear in your singing in your work with Chloe and your poetry in work with Kim. I love these two women. I love us all who work to bring the expression of the beautiful a full living creation back into the human heart and hopefully piercing the doldrums of the human mind.

That said my love, I now put together a tribute as only your wild wacky dragon guardian can do.

First the dream: More a walkabout, a journey to the realms between physical life and after physical life. It was Chloe and me. There were other people we knew who walked through the dream Chloe and I were busy in, but I mostly sent them on their way as there was a task at hand. Mine to get all the trimmings of the boring dull rituals of celebration and completion out of the room including the dull boring people faithfully waiting to do dull boring token rituals what literally were a ‘waste of time’. I was my sometimes frustrated, ‘jeez Louise’, “Get out of Here!!!” Self working on behalf of getting the space ready for Chloe so she could sing your over from the physical world into another paradise if needed.

It was not a prediction of your death. You know me – I cover all the bases and this was one of the bases I definitely know how to cover.

It was not fun for me moving through all the minutia of unconscious people and ritualistic areas like a dinner setting after a funeral for people to socialize as well as closing the door and locking it on the priest who was politely getting read to show me the Church your service would be in. That was not part of Chloe and my mission. Chloe was to sing you over past all that so you didn’t get stuck in these setting and you could fly as only you can into these absolutely awesome light highways opening up beyond the building – so exquisite I was even pissy about that because if it was your time, you got to go and not me. Let’s just say my role in the dream was cleanup and my always irritation when I have to clean up the mundane to make room for the sacred.

Finally, it was done and I was exhausted and knew I had a call to do and had to wake up. I cleaned up. I thought you would appreciate that and went outside where it was snowing only it wasn’t snow, it was so soft and precious so the purity of your heart raining -reigning- down on us.

I took your hand with a glint in my eye of complete excitement and said, “It’s all good. Emer. No problem, no problem at all.” I was so glad I had been able to clean up the place so that there was nothing in the way when and if Chloe sang you home to your ethereal realms where we, Chloe and I at least – probably more, could be with you forever.

Then I came out of the dream, as Lily, in her perfect timing asked to go outside to pee which we did right before it started raining. Then we came in and I saw an email from Anne Byrne sharing a dream with Deepak Chopra.

Here is her dream:

Last night I had a dream – I am in a room with others completing silent meditation – I get up and beside me is Deepak Chopra. He nods his head speaks with someone near him then after a few minutes comes back over – places his hand on my arm and as if his eyes become portal to the timeless love we drink in the realms – I don’t have words for this as it went way beyond words and, I knew he was present to the same through my eyes – It was very deep bridging in pure consciousness – pure love and pure silence … went on as long as needed; then ever so gently return his eyes soft he says you remind me of someone – Tantra – I say, Tantra Maat. “Yes’ he says – I can feel his listening for – so say there are around 60 in the field of Tantra Maat – Tantra the wisdom of holding the point of unity at the center with love – as above so below – as within so without heaven -earth – masculine-feminine… Maat – the grace to embody the qualities of the Goddess on behalf of…. again depth of silence and seeing both each other and beyond – then he says – Give her my love – I wake…..

This had me share my dream with her and then she responded. But before I send her response, I want to send you the link to the G.O.D. Matrix 45 minutes expressive narrative as it is all part of the realms of Creation we are participating in. An imaginative creative expressive narrative. What else would happen in our love of you?

Let’s just say I was being my real self here, not the one I dress up for in order to go into the illusion. Building the G.O.D. Matrix

When I got off the call, Anne had sent me this:

For Emer – a sovereign being -shaman who knows the thresholds and the realms… For you too – Chloe singing heart sutra – will take time to’ be with’ several times today,

Then she said,

What comes to heart In Lord of the rings – the white tree returns to life at the return of the King – = Sovereign nature restored. and I am adding and all of what stands for the magic of Paradise can finally come back together.

I love you. I love I get to live in the magical worlds with you. I love I get to participate at the level of consciousness we exist in.

To my beloved,

Tantra Maat

3 December 2019

2019.12.03 G.O.D. Matrix Building

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2019.12.03

Please excuse any typos. I am having someone edit it but it is my journal entry in my consciousness diary so I am leaving it alone as the power of writing it was so much fun for me. And… publishing it now.

What if I come from a very different configuration of reality…and some of you do too. What if the reality I come from lives in harmony, balance, symmetry, proportion, and beauty with All Creation? What if in that reality we are interrelated, interactive, and interdependent with all Life? Most importantly, what if our mind was part of a larger Mind of Creation that contained councils and guides like the ones Joan of Arc, Tesla, Einstein, many saints and artists have experienced? We know now that we have a specific brainwave that carries this consciousness…. the theta wave that goes beyond the personal and even the transpersonal or intuitive and is experienced as being in touch with greater intelligences of Being. What if we have a mind that is not governed by the societal ways we are told things work but from a higher order that we experience sometimes as intuition, hunches, etc.? The Alpha Wave.

Even though science as we know it has proved these states of consciousness exist, human beings still are locked and loaded in methodologies and beliefs outside themselves as if there is something out there that if they find the right magic formula they will get the object of their affection. That is a very different reality from being in union with Creation, operating on behalf of what is ours to do, be, and have as part of a great living whole. You cannot leave what you are created by out of the equation.

I am handicapped in this conversation because we are so separated by religious dogma that our poor neural wiring is not able to comprehend that there is anything but a human being and an invisible God out there somewhere that if we follow its rules we will get to heaven someday. I do not know who started this rumor. Nor do I know why it caught on. What I do know is we are living in Paradise all around us except in the arena of human beings who have gotten caught in a reality of separation from themselves, others, and life. In my book, The Language of Creation, I go into this more thoroughly but for now, I want to explore with you this structure of invitation that was downloaded to me April 1st, 2019.

This is a learning – my learning and your learning. Even by reading this and trying to fit what I am saying into an existing perception, your neural wiring has more of a chance to open up into the higher orderings of Creation. By the way, higher orderings is a correct term as the brain waves frequencies go higher, your state of experience changes dramatically. Most people’s brains are caught in the neural wiring of the beta wave: “I’M LATE! I’m late for a very important date. I cannot say hello or goodbye. I’m late. I’M late, I’M LATE!!!” and “Am I there yet?” This brainwave addiction is the source of mental fatigue, poor mental concentration, and general anxiety.

When I received this ‘theta wave’ message, it was the first time, I knew I was not to bridge the gap between what was happening in a higher-order or try to explain or have people understand…. until now. Why? Because people have been coming to the calls and therefore the fact they even come, has opened a door to greater consciousness for us all.

There will be a world again someday..maybe not today or tomorrow….and there were worlds that existed where their sole interest was keeping interactive, interrelated symbiotic matrixes sustained and maintained so that this physical reality of duality where everything looks separate from everything else could be held in the higher orderings of nonduality where everything is part of everything else, everything has a place, and everything operates on behalf of everything else and as part of a greater whole. Angels, Higher Beings, aspects of our intelligence, all operated together as part of a paradise of embodiment that could experience sensations, imaginations, sensitivities that cannot exist without a piece of physical machinery – the human body – that translated the higher ordering into a physical paradise.

I am a matrix builder. This is very different than moving people around on a linear playing board trying to get them somewhere when there isn’t anywhere to get. Matrixes restore the structures within which realities of the higher orderings can reinstate themselves in the physical.

This invitation to Building a G.O.D. Matrix is part of a higher ordering.

I have been asked by higher powers and forces of Creation that are part of the Realms of the Beloved that know humanity as their Beloveds to work with Human Beings who are beginning to experience their Sovereign Nature and the Sovereign Natures of others. This Sovereign Nature of Being recognizes or at least considers he or she is part of a greater whole and is in alliance with known or unknown powers and forces of Creation. You will know if you are called. Any confusion regarding my languaging and my perception will not matter. You will find it is yours to do to enter into the realms of mystery and evoke these higher octave activities of consciousness as part of who you are as a Generating Organizing Designs of Creation. Your perception is limited to the horizontal world of doing without being connected to what gives you life and what has you exist as whole – the realm of Being. There is a different doing connected to Being. I will meet you there.

I am very excited about it. You see it is an etheric matrix imposing itself on the physical matter to bring about perhaps only a beginning, maybe more, of a new structure of reality within which myself, another, and money operate in a different manner.

What has been so amazing is others have become intrigued with trying to find a way to word it that makes sense to people because they can tell what is being proposed is valuable but elusive. I have loved working with them. It is in working something through, not with a goal of people buying a product, but with a goal of becoming conscious of a new way of being in the physical reality that has not existed in our times, maybe never that is in unity with ourselves, others, and the higher orderings of Creation that once existed here.

When the G.O.D. message came to me, I was imprinted with a reality that does not exist at this time. It was compelling and intriguing to be part of the possibility that it could exist. Let me show you an example:

The exchange of money is based on either charge per hour or for a specific goal achieved. This is not that.
The person making the offer lets the person looking at the offer the contractual arrangement they are purchasing- This is not that.

Isn’t that cool? The engagement of, “THEN WHAT IS IT?” stirs the blood and the neural fabric that is conditioned by our present relationship with money. The fun part is I can even say what it is and the blood will stir. The neural fabric will still be stressed by the inability to comprehend.

When people ask me if they should do a consult with me, I say, “I don’t know.” I am operating with their direct link with what created them and their direct relationship with what they are to be part of. The whole point of someone trusting themselves is that when they trust themselves for no good reason, they are IN TOUCH with themselves. People come from a very different place when they book a consult. They are in touch with the sovereign nature of their Being and THEY are calling the shots of their own existence. Simply awesome, don’t you think.
When people ask if they should do an event of a journey, I say, ” There is how to approach this. Imagine you are not going to attend and see how that makes you feel. It is all very simple really if you are to be there, you can’t ‘NOT’ be there If you are not to be there, you can ‘NOT’ be there.”
In this instance, the higher ordering consciousness I am getting to participate with is operating along the same lines. The end result will be simple. The person will work through all their issues around money, working with me, even considering they are a G.O.D. in physical form and part of greater G.O.D.s in nonphysical or etheric forms. Generating Organizing Designs of creation. Then they will know whether it is theirs to do or not.

I am not changing the parameters. The parameters of this matrix you and I are participating in, just by reading this journal entry, is already occurring. It does not start with putting down the money or the goal out there somewhere. It has already begun. Through our struggling to understand new neural webbings of higher orders of reality are burrowing their way into here. We are part of the evolutionary activity of moving into the new greater whole of what connects us to life and has us exist as whole. We are part of building a new G.O.D. matrix already.

I know it is hard to think I have no interested in the money, but I don’t. I still have no idea why the three price amounts, not what makes them different or the same. It is the evolution of my own mind in regard to money that I am interested in. I don’t know about you, but I HATE being caught in survival mentality around money. Oh yes, and don’t forget, the ‘how can I trust you with me’ mentality that has as my oldest son said has everyone guilty until proven innocent. Also the amazing ability to ‘clean up’ the cobwebs of ‘what will people think’, has been fun too.

Opps! back to the parameters:

The person who is called by this will design the contractual relationship. This is beyond awesome. They will find themselves trusting beyond what their understanding can perceive. Their intuition, their own higher mind will click into play and a certainty will occur that will be irretrievable. They still may not take action but the higher ordering of their mind has found a home at least. That is enough for me. Maybe it is too big a leap at this time, but the working of a new reality of money has begun to take root. You see, human beings ARE manifestors of realities. Just not to scrape by but to dance with that we are part of.
Because it is a new model of reality, we will also discover the power of a higher equity than the ‘you scratch my back, I scratch yours’ or ‘you need to give me what I need without any participation on my part’- commodity thinking. Both of our minds will become part of a higher ordering of consciousness and in keeping the sensation imagination, the sensitivity of our sentient higher intelligence stimulated these higher octave brainwaves will grow in function and what we came to do, be, and have will become apparent and actualized. Such fun!!! Can you imagine a reality of transparency between people that work things through together and are part of a miraculous unfolding together?

As you can see, or perhaps not, the matrix building is occurring that is part of a higher ordering of new futures rising. I love we are all struggling with this. Our minds are brilliant and as we think our thoughts become the grist of the mill where new systems of thought and new systems of manifestation rise that are based in the higher ordering of unity or nonduality as some may call it.

That is the simple completion of this journal entry. The financial request was made by a higher ordering of reality of which we are a part. We just may not be ready yet. But I can promise you one thing, where money has corrupted and dominated our lives, our inquiry, and mental struggle to comprehend out beyond that corruption and domination will make a difference. ‘

Thank you.

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