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8 October 2019

2019.10.08 A Dismantling of What Had Separated Me from An Aspect of My Wholeness

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2019.10.08

There are quite a few people working with the Creation Exercises building a Body Matrix. “If you build it, it will come.” The present Creation of our physical and perceptive existence has forgotten, become corrupted by separation. We use the Creation Exercises as a collective to restore the webbings that had our physical and perceptive existence return to our unity with Creation that is the original nature of our original design. In the common language and perception of the day, this is hard to ‘explain’ because it does not happen in explanation. It happens as a realm of reality that comes into existence and as yet, even for those participating has not found its way into language. I think it will. Language births reality which is why the Creation Exercises. Language creates new registers of perception. Then those new registers begin to shape thought, thinking, and speaking. It has been my pleasure to operate in the reawakening of the realities of unity that exist with us the everyday but has become invisible in present thinking.

I just wanted to post that yesterday I had such an awakening regarding my body. It started with an observing regarding longevity. My whole life my body and I have been just making it through another day. We have adapted to limitations and carried on. I said it better in the observing and when I see the phrase again I will come back and post it here. When I started working with Dr. Chari, she said, she was treating me for longevity. I didn’t think anything about it until I did the craving what my body as longevity is for me is. I didn’t even think that much about it doing the craving but when I did the observing an entire thread of thought and malware of thinking rose to the surface. I realized that from me longevity was making through one more day, carrying one, going as far as I could with what my body had been through. I asked Dr. Chari in my mind why she was treating me for longevity. She responded, “Because that is all that is left.” When I came out of that exchange I could feel my subconscious ‘giving up the ghost’ so to speak. I could feel the personality that had coped balk at the idea of no longer having to cope with its form. It was a complete meltdown of my own consciousness and the survival pattern that had been introduced so I could survive. I was confronted with consciously choosing longevity as a possibility in this existence. I was incredibly shaken but this dismantling of such and imbedded patterning. I consciously surrendered myself into the body sessions with Heather, the body sessions with Anne, the work with Dr. Chari, the work with Deepak, the Yagnas Maa has put into play AND to Creation through the Body Matrix. I surrendered because I have no comprehension of what that could be. It is beyond my bandwidth. It has never existed for me this lifetime. I was born ill and my body broken. Maybe we all were. No way to know that. My consciousness has flourished because I knew the vehicle by being born here was compromised, but now.

The other pattern I have been working on for months not is contrast – the conflict of contrast. Like, I would love to be well, but. I would love to lose weight, but. It has been a rigorous endeavor. Finally yesterday I realized that while contrast and the conflict that comes with it slides into words, it no longer goes into the template of my existence. I think the power of doing the Money Matrix and the Body Matrix have through the magical formula of the Golden Spirals given my mind access to what lies beyond contrast and therefore has me in the face of longevity without the ‘but’. It is a wild thing to be in an address that does not carry the compromises of thought that I have existed in and spent my lifetime overcoming. It is amazing really.

The evidence was really palatable when I went back to where I lived before to watch the dogs. I had put $10,000 into remodeling that room and building a deck outside. I had left because I could not be who I was there. It isn’t that the conflict over the money isn’t still needling me, but what surprised me is the experience I had being there. The conflict over money was separate from the experience of my body and my perception of being there. The conflict did not color the purity of the experience. I thought, “I designed this perfectly for my body.” Larry and the other contractor had meticulously built the space to move energy. It was so pleasant to move into the room again as a glove made perfectly for me. AND there was no contrast. I did not contrast it to where I live now and is where I am sitting writing. Here it is perfect also. There was no comparison, but pleasure for what I had created and that we got to be together again. I am smiling because Grammarly corrected me when I wrote ‘move into the room again like a glove made perfectly for me’ to move into the room again as a glove made perfectly for me.’ I don’t know if someone else would notice the subtle shift of language but I do. The ‘as’ has no contrast. So beautiful. Thank you, Grammarly.

I can feel it – each piece of my existence is the whole of my existence – it is the ‘be here now’ request of Creation during the evolving of the human species being fulfilled on. Then the structures I have created for my existence. The house at the top of the road in Grass Valley and the 21 foot RV here. Perfection.

Now another structure my body…a 73-year-old body according to the linear calendar. But what if my body is living somewhere else in Timeless Time.

If you like you can purchase a book with the exercises here.

31 March 2019

2019.03.31 Chapter 3 A Culture Restoring Their Unity with Creation

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Chapter 3

2019.03.31

A Culture Restoring Their Unity with Creation

So many people are having thoughts of this is enough already in their circumstances and in life in general. Little do they/we realize that we are on a threshold of new realities birthing themselves through the debris field of the old realities that had everything be separate. God separate from humankind, spirit separate from flesh, the eternal separate from the temporal, the physical from the non-physical, and so on.

In the Spirals, we rise into disruptions to see if there is the possibility of creation a pathway that is in unity with Creation. What humanity does not know is that we are the missing element…if is our hearts, our minds, our Being that is the animate magic of Creation here. We have a lab, the Spirals, so that we can be in discovery and develop our actual strength, stamina, and capacity to develop registers that register the pathways, the formings, the actualities, the doings, the havings that exist when our systems are restored to their unity with Creation.

I received a message from the dealership service department, but I could not make myself read it. I could not. I trust my gut, my solar plexus, and it is why I do solar plexus activations. I trust the eternal’s ability to enter into the temporal on behalf of all life. My own terminology to myself is, “I know when to wait on the power of G.O.D.”

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My message to The Spirals of Being – Sacred Labs operating on behalf of restoring humanity’s unity with Creation

When I started the Spirals, I knew that I would have to be in equal participation in opening up into the new matrixes of reality forming. When regard to my RV, I said I did not know what to do, I did not. When I said I knew what I what was mind to do and what was not mine not do, that was real. Out of that clarity, I knew I could be present to the not-yet-seen, the not-yet-known and to what I call ‘the forming’. The forming is where Creation and human beings come together on behalf of what grants life and has us exist as whole.

Dynamics of interaction began to form…a team so to speak…why a team? I didn’t expect a team. I, like most of us, was just looking for someone[s] to solve my dilemma, not the magic of what is it like in the transparency of life in a larger community who can share not only the wealth of being together but the challenges. I have had two incidents in this area around leaving where I was living, once because it was time to leave and once under duress. I needed to know if this time was a sign that I was not to be in the area. I couldn’t imagine it, but what if it were so. In the past, I had had two sanctuaries that were extraordinary and filled with people and activity and love and I cherished every minute. What had changed? I knew it had to do with my mission to be part of humanity’s moment once again time to evolve. I knew that I needed to be part of the activity of that evolving not separate from it. I knew that these years ahead including last year and this one that evolving would, of course, include who we are in our connection to our Selves, each Other, and Life. I knew we were moving from a separation-based, isolated individual-base to a unity-based, metapoint of self, other, creation-based paradigm – for me – reality.

I just knew I had to stay where I was standing until, or if, an interactive, interrelated, synchronic environment of Creation and human beings came out of the fog could form. The others, called, began to appear. There were those who sent me messages so I would not feel alone in this and, in that, some who began to respond within the possibility they were part of what there was to do.

I am writing them and writing my Chapter 3 today while I am doing what I love most, being there on behalf of life, in consults and planning. I will copy the letters here. This is my prayer,. That our engagement on behalf of all life melts the inanimate thinking that we have suffered that has left us at the effect of an inanimate reality separate from the life force energy of Creation and that we get to live together the stories of what we have only read by our tracking new pathways of Being as the on-the-earth new ways of being and doing rise.

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My letter to the first recursion of those who were called.

This is the letter sent to those who were called as the possibility of theirs to do…even if they do not know yet the pathways of doing in unity with all life and on behalf of our unity with Creation.

2019.03.31

In Unity,

I am such a survivor and my commitment to exist in unity with Creation is so intense and clear for me. It took until last night when ______ gave me hope to let the flood of emotions, pain, and sadness come in. I cannot afford reaction when I am listening but when I knew others were listening to, I could have room to falter. I also cannot afford to Band-Aid or coping here. I must be part of what brings everything into the next recursion. I also am holding the Field out past the edge and I can feel this event trying to distract me. I need to not be distracted. I am writing all of you who were looking at ‘doing’ as an action that you feel called to and in that who you are operating on behalf of life and having us exist as whole. First of all, I am putting the link to the tapatalk Alliance Transparency so that the Field of Tantra Maat has a landing place, as M said yesterday, for informing Creation and being with others in the field. As you see if it is yours to do ’together’ informing the field through this link, has it operate on behalf of a much bigger spectrum than just this individual incident.

I am including D on this because she has been past the edge with me in the Nature of Being before and she is ballast for what is occurring. I am including V because she is here with me taking care I have a warm place and a warm heart to hold my Lily and me. I am so technical that I do not show my emotions very much, but I am weeping. I deeply pray this becomes a marker, a stabilization point for the Field of Tantra Maat and all the Spiral members and our alliances.

Just like I knew to back off of PM and let the collective spirit bloom, I know I need to back off here. No idea about the forming. I only know I feel its seed of possibility.

I leave over to you Beloveds, my life, our life, Creation.

On Behalf of All Life,

Tantra Maat

www.tantramaat.com

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30 March 2019

2019.03.30 My Home Chapter 2

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My Home

Chapter Two

What is Mine To Do

2019.03.30

If I were writing a book called My Home. This would be Chapter Two. Chapter One would have to be titled: Where I Am Standing Even Though in Truth I Am Sitting. Chapter Two would be titled: What is Mine To Do.

The Field of Creation I am a part of is a landscape of consciousness. Once upon a time consciousness was our landscape. It was where we worked out our unique and essential expression of the whole. It was not about trauma or coping or dealing with the world around us the best we could. It was where we as conscious being through our Sovereign Natures, what some would call our divinity, sculpted out amazing territories to expressive life in remarkable ways.

At some point probably over time, this remarkable planet and her amazing ability to house our divine nature were compromised and the structure of existence here went out of tensegrity. Since I am not trapped in the illusion of separation, I remember these realms here and came back not just this time but many times before to be part of restoring the tensegrity which the structural design of our planet and of our bodies. You could say that this planet and her forms’ integrity are designed to float in a sea of spirit through an integral tension. Very different thought process than what is wrong with you; what is wrong with them; what is wrong with it. The blame game. It becomes apparent as you mature your consciousness that carries a territory where everything is part of everything else; everything operates on behalf of everything else; you are part of everything, and everything is part of you when the tensegrity is out.

More simply said from one who lives out beyond the codes of coping. I came to be part of generating new realities within which new future could rise. I came clear that problems are not humanmade which has had humanity spinning like gerbils on a wheel ever since the myth of original sin was created. It is a reality issue. The reality we live in here has gone out of balance and harmony – the principle expression of tensegrity.

Before I go on, and if you have not yawned, stretched, and gone back to more important things, as it says in the commercial where people are doing amazing feats at a death-defying level, do not think this is share is a how-to manual for all people. Only people who are trained to interact with ‘reality’ in a tensegrity way should take on ‘reality’.

In the Field of Creation of which I am a part, there are structures that generate this tensegrity between energy and matter, spirit and flesh, secular and sacred, the eternal and the temporal. They are simple codes of tensegrity. We don’t use the word tensegrity. We just the word transparency. We use the phrases “What is mine to do?” “What is mine to have?” “What is mine to be?’

The tension exists in resonant listening. Simply said, since I am talking for myself, “Do I resonate with what I am seeing, hearing, sensing, etc.” If not, I listen to what I do resonate with. Within this tension that trainings like Landmark work with is an integrity of ‘being’ that generates energetic environments with which the tension of life exists in a movement of creation that is gobsmack awesomely cool.

The Field of Creation I am part of works with the Nature of Being also that each of us has that is a territory of consciousness where each of us has are a Sovereign Nature of Being operating on behalf of life and what has life exist as whole.

This is a skillset of the original nature of our original design. In my resonant listening in unity with Creation, I am called to write this mini expletive. All of us know those moments when we recognize when something is ours to do. Doesn’t mean we do it, but we do know when we are called. You could say that the action of doing is the tension and the knowing it is ours to do is the integrity…hence: tensegrity.

It is my skillset. I deal with reality not people. I am aware of what realities operate on behalf of life and what realities do not. At this juncture, in the metapoint of the eternal and the temporal, what is not a structure of integrity and tension that operates on behalf of life is becoming apparent like a wart on the end of your nose. Some people, many of whom, I am getting to exist within this Field of Creation have simply stepped out of the reality of separation and are standing on the threshold of new futures that are generated by new realities rising.

I am standing at one of those thresholds. I am an at an edge, at this moment, between realities – ones that separate us from all life and ones that have us be in unity with all life.

The first question I ask myself is in regard to this dilemma of an out of balance and out of harmony reality rising in my midst: “What for me is really real?”

Answer[s]:

I love my RV and where I live.

I am clear that my RV and where I live are part of new futures rising.

I am clear about what is mine to do and not mine to do.

Yesterday, 2019.03.29 I wrote about what was mine to do. Oh, before I go there, I forgot to share – there are two types of time occurring in our human existence right now. One type of time is ‘Be Here Now.” The other type of time is EXHAUSTING trying to MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. This is an illusion of the human mind.

That we make things happen which is not true. What is true is a Be Here Now time where we are simply lining up with Creation, being one with Creation, and responding in unity with Creation. This is often referred to as intuition and/or trusting our gut. This is our best minimal language but does not get to the remarkable intelligence that resides in the language of creation behind the word intuition and the phrase trusting our gut.
There is a phrase ‘free will’ – again minimalized language – that simply means that we are free to do life anyway we want to until, because we are part of a greater whole that operates on behalf of all life and within which we exist as whole, collective actions of minimalized intelligence out of touch with the greater systems of response have slippage of integrity and tension moving into reaction no longer about generating a tension that brings our lives back into alignment with Creation. A phrase we are using in our global citizenry is ‘maintaining these edges we are finding ourselves on’. Free will operates in temporal time, being in the integrity and tension of Creation operates in eternal time.

In these three pages, I broad-stroked a background that is what gives me my foreground.

Today, I am sharing what is not mine to do.

I got a letter from the service manager at the RV dealership, but I am not called to read it. It is not mine to do.
I can feel that something or some things are not yet in tensegrity, so action not based in the integrity of Sovereign Nature of my own Being’s direct link with Creation is not yet available to me at this time.

What became apparent is where reality is rising and what is seeking to be generative as an expression of life is who we are as a community when we are, as a community, in unity with All Life. And in that, what is ours to do?

Curious, yes?

I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is theirs to do to read the letter.

I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is in their Sovereign Territory in unity with Creation to interact with the dealership.

All I know is it is not me.

Signing Off,

Tantra Maat

23 June 2018

Diary Entry 1 of 2 June 23rd, 2018

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Diary notes:
June 23rd, 2018

Dear H.B.

Taken from a transcript from a Consult in 2013:
You ought to be able to say, “OK, I need to shift my environment.” And within three days, you’ve shifted it. And no strain on you whatsoever. You should be able to communicate in direct alignment with yourself: “I know that’s not mine to do. I’m not going to be doing that.” It is the nature of your higher design. You are in a direct link with Creation. You are part of the greater universe. If you are not aligned with your higher design, you give energy to that which is not in alignment with Creation and it throws you. Your actual Design is your commitment to the universe because you are a unique and essential design of Creation. Your commitment is not to me or to my words. It’s not even to your children. We’re all temporary. But you came with a Huge commitment to an aspect of Creation which is aligning something down here. And we have no time now. You know, the Mayans weren’t kidding. We have no time for anything but that alignment now.”

From an email thread regarding the new book being written Mind of Creation:
On Jun 8, 2018, at 7:27 PM, Lara wrote:
In jive with the vibes of what all of you shared re: the sentient intelligence of the heart as too, the symbiosis of the inner ecosystem and Melissa’s insightful pointing towards the “metapoint of different intelligences”
On my side, what feels like pressing into the system is an awareness of the web of dragon currents or ley lines running through the Earth like a nervous system of Her’s, and the collective mindscape points of light of the field building relationship to and in commune with Her. synchronicity’s bandwidth of symbiosis between the inner and outer ecosystem and the inner earth’s multiverse on my mind.
Bless you.
Lara

6.23.18 I wrote;
Dear Lara,

I haven’t been able to read any emails for a while. I have been rushing through the currents of shifts and changes that occur when you are one with Creation. When I read the words ‘the sentient intelligence of the heart’ and the ‘symbiosis of the inner ecosystem’, I felt self-described. I feel the sentient intelligence of my heart. It is in direct alignment with the pulse of the bears, the deer, the squirrels, the stars, the movement of the wind through the trees – all in the existence of being one with all Creation. It is truly one of the most amazing awakenings I have ever had. Even when I stopped feeding my squirrels so they will not expect food anymore in the squirrel feeder when I no longer am here, there is no separation. There is a recognition of the shift in the conditions here and we are one in that.

‘The metapoint of different intelligences’ is no longer limited to a physical location. I can hear in my heart literally the heartbeat of their intelligence linked into the separation needed from this place that is occurring both for them and for me. They literally do not come here anymore. Then the deer. I came day before yesterday to get towels to go to the river and two deer stood on the road that headed up the drive to the house being with me. Then yesterday, when I came back from taking my brother and his wife to the airport, I had kept a banana peel. A single deer was standing almost in the same spot. I stopped and tossed the banana peel to her. She looked down at it and then up at me. Then she began to eat it. I knew that no human action separated us. That I had escaped the illusion of that. The bond of sentient intelligence between us was rock solid and that the actions I am taking are to make sure that the metapoints of shared sentient intelligence is alive and well in me.
Then you wrote “the dragon currents or ley lines running through the Earth like a nervous system of Her’s”. These currents are the nervous system of Her. I feel this nervous system bonding with our nervous system again which is part of our original design. I am not the only one. I feel it in my body. My human mind is no longer separate from the Mind of Creation in a way that I have never experienced before. I do not think it is my capacity alone. I feel her nervous system in the human system now and the connection to the sentience of many intelligences rising in the human mind. This is ‘the collective mindscape points of light’ in the field, ‘building relationship to and in commune with the with’ the Earth and the Cosmos. We have arrived at Timeless Time where unity with All Creation is restoring now. Human time will be deeply affected by this. Things that are attempting to happen ‘in time’ will slip away. Other things will come into human time from a different dimensional configuration. Many human beings will not, in this illusion of Time, be able to calculate. I will, am, and can. It is exciting to feel the ‘others in the Field’ who are moving with these ‘dragon currents’ of Earth/Cosmos Time also. This is ‘synchronicity’s bandwidth of symbiosis between the inner and outer ecosystem and the inner earth’s multiverse’ we are returning to is inside human time and affecting the human mind now. It will be interesting to see what rises with that.

Final note: I knew one day the Mind of Creation would rise from a shared mind of sentience in all living things. While I am aware that the mind of some human beings will stay locked in the narrow spectrum of ‘human only centric thinking’, I, with ‘others’, are in the rising symbiosis of this shared sentient intelligence of Creation.

Will write in another diary entry regarding what is awakening in our shared Mind of Creation regarding the body. Will post as Diary Entry 2 of 2.