Time

11 September 2022

2022.09.12. Response/Future/Presence

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What might be rising?

What is your source base? Are you still embodied in the past? Or are you embodying the future?

What is your current relationship to resonance? Is your consciousness unfolding into the power of the collective or are you still isolated in a protective state of individuality? We are in a decisive moment of time. Resonance is part of human beings’ capacity to register paradise again. In resonance, all the remembrance of paradise gets enhanced and amplified when each of us opening up into our unique and essential design comes together. That is what the 7 weeks of running the Templates and writing the Creation Exercises as a collective is all about. Each of us carries a Template of Paradise. What is Paradise besides the original nature of the original design of our physical embodiment both as a planet and as a species? Paradise is where everything operates on behalf of everything else, everything is part of everything else, everything is in relationship with everything else, and everything still has its own place. Paradise is where we exist on behalf of life and are always moving to the next greater whole.

Presence. In the next few months, there will be those of us who are beginning to embody futures we once existed in that drew our consciousness back here. That consciousness is embodying. What an extraordinary moment of time this is even though I admit trying.

Does anything I say resonate? Remind you of a Presence you feel from time to time? Are you gaining new or remembered consciousness?

Inquire and explore.

I love you.

Tantra Maat

6 September 2022

2022.09.05. My Audacious Communication as My Cultural of Being

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I truly think I am a lunatic for daring to write this journal entry and make it public. That said, how can I not? I am watching the culture of ‘being’ not ‘doing’ rise in the human psyche. It may look like nothing a certain email not getting out when I thought it had been sent but it is huge in the area of ‘being’. Being is an unknown consciousness cognitively. That means we cannot think in ‘being’. This is why the Creation Templates were sent to me to reset the neural wiring of a human being so that the way thought occurs could be held in the Golden Spiral of ‘being’. This is why the 7 years of work I did to establish a coherent field were Spirals of Being.

Yesterday, with an amazing woman who has fought valiantly for the ‘beingness of education and ‘being of educators’ in a coaching call, she talked about when she was ten she bought these audacious t-shirts that said outrageously funny things on the boardwalk at the beach. How could I not support her in our audacious culture of being if I am unwilling to communicate my audacious culture of being?

I know that it will probably be translated into something else but in these 7 weeks where we as a collective are building matrixes with our consciousness where new futures can rise, how can I not?

[6:06 AM, 9/6/2022] Tantra Maat: boy, after all, I have been through, how much I have stayed present and in unity with what is very clearly mine to do and mine to be, I woke this morning at a loss and so feeling that horrible sinking feeling when you just feel like you can’t take another step and that you may just have to give up. It all happened over an email that did not go out over a week ago like it was supposed to. It may seem like nothing to someone other than me but I am a Time Being. I work in Time and what actions I take are establishing things in time.

I am also a messenger who works in a direct link with Creation getting messages out in time. This is my culture, not my fffing business. All the breakdowns in communication from me and not getting things out in ‘time’ hit me so hard yesterday realizing that it looks like I am moving at the rate of speed that is my cultural design of being with the multiple aspects of creation I work with literally flattened me. …: because without what I need to get sent out and communicated out in ‘time’ and in accuracy is like the spaceship with a broken coil for me. Something fails that feels ‘essential’ in Time.

I love being in the dark this morning before dawn with Ganash, the Prince, Sferi, the mountains, and the colors of my room to hold me.

I truly do not want to get up and face the day with time out of sync with the greater whole of which I am a part. I know it will pass or at least I hope so.

Being in time in our direct link with ourselves, others and Creation right now is so critical right now.

4 February 2022

2022.02.04. Post Space Encounter Activity

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How I trick myself into writing is I say I will write 1000 words and I will not think about what I am writing. That usually does the trick.

Keven, my daughter’s dog, and I went to walk at Veteran’s Memorial Part first for an hour. That helped. It is fun to let him explore, and I am just along for the leash and expressively ‘the ride’. Then I went back to the house and picked up my computer and my tea and he and set out for Elena Gallegos Park area cradled in my mother mountains The Sandias. The Sandias are ridges of breasts, quiet, still, deep, and nourishing. I am vibrationally safe here not from harm but from being around people who during moments like this are still operating in the norm. I have a tendency – well beyond a tendency – to bother them, and without their meaning to, I am bothered by them. What happens to me in my communion with Creation isn’t people-centric. I go through shifts and changes to become one with Creation. It isn’t a mental massage of disconnected-from-reality thought. It is real for me. I hardly know there is a human being present. It is just that vibrationally sounds, and movements become hyper accentuated. My nervous system is at the effect of being scathed by a sensitivity much like my nervous system being scraped by sandpaper. My multi-dimensional system is caught between the collapsed field of disharmony in the 3 D that we were born into and the vibrational orchestra of which I have become a part of.

It is simply rough in those moments.

It hasn’t happened in a long time, sounds increase in volume 1000%, and if someone is in a conversation then the energy and activity of the conversation bleed into me without my ability to shut out the cellular impact of the conversation or the person’s history or dilemma or agitation. When I have become part of Creation in whatever is occurring, then my own multi-dimensional field organizes to tend to existence in multi-dimensional manners including 3D. It is like a great playground of connection and cool. I had just never been actually in a shared space with space beings and their spaceship. My system has not yet acclimated to it in my consciousness and in my body. But it will. It always amazes me that human beings only define reality as human and human actions and human issues. When you have your multidimensional intelligence, there just isn’t much thought about the human process only about what you are connecting in is SO MUCH MORE!

I think today if I hadn’t been in the workshop with Sandra of Quantum Bioengineering, I might have never had a cognizant ability to comprehension what was going on with me, and in that would not only stayed at the effect of it but not been able to manage it effectively which I can now.

I want to thank Elektra Porzel, the head of our Language of Consciousness Institute, for recognizing my fragility and being so perfect in her voice, her mannerisms, and her care. She is always like that for me when she realizes I am ‘in a state’. She knows that what is occurring in my normal driver personality lays beyond the interpretation of the day and has an uncanny way of operating perfectly. You feel so alone in your humanity when you are first dimensionalized in a new manner and to have someone there for your humanity as your system is regulating into a higher frequency capacity in your physical body is a gift. Thank you, Elektra, and thank you Sandra and the ‘team’.

I wish I was back in Sanctuary with Russ and Deb tending to me the way they did for years. I embodied because of them and a few others. It is what gives me the capacity to bridge between the 3D limited space a multi-dimensional human being finds themselves smothered in. And I can set up field phenomenon to have their sense of self exist beyond the broken aspects of 3D and be beautifully dimensional which is what a human being is.

You see, I came in multi-dimensional. My problem was being able to be embodied in the 3D. I am not the only one. It is good to know that are more people recognizing this about themselves now. I love to work with every human being that takes on the challenge and the gift of restoring their multi-dimensional system. It is what has me able to write in my journal what I discovered in Sandra’s workshop that had me realize what was going on with me and what I had found myself thrown into before our CreateAWorld YouTube time this morning. Thank goodness.

I told C this morning I was nervous. It is not that I am never nervous like I said to her and said on CreateAWorld. It was that I was not used to being the kind of nervous I was struggling with before the call. I also texted Elektra because we were going to work on the Introduction piece to You as the Mind of Creation book and I needed her to know I seemed to be “still shaky’ after my time with the space beings and their spaceship Monday evening. We shifted our time around so we could read through the document and also make it in time for Sandra’s workshop.

Sandra’s asked us to write down our observations while she was going through what she does as she asks us questions. I began to realize that my nervousness had a source that I did not recognize until I began to answer the questions. I realized that I had awakened into my morning with my nervous system not able to make the leap back into 3D. Usually in the past…a long time ago…I would simply become fatigued from the hyper oscillation rate but since my body is now capable of being the tuning fork of spirit and flesh, I was not fatigued. I was just nervous in a manner I could not access, and I seemed to at the effect of not being able to calm down like I usually can. I understand what it is like to feel the power of the universe move into my body and to realign beyond the 3D for what I Am as part of the universe doing what is mine to do as part of that.

I knew that somehow what was going on was associated with the three people coming on the call. They were each in the frequency fields of the two young avatars, Sandra and Matias, of whom they were going to share 2022.02.22. projects that were correlate to field building as part of the awakening up into unity process of humanity. I was just surprised to feel myself more in the vibrational frequencies of the call than in the ‘human beings sharing’ of the call.

It was about a half hour before the call when it began. All the sounds in the house became a roar, disturbing chaotic roaring vibrations permeating the walls, my body, the very molecules of matter. It was horrendous. I realized part of it was coming from a phone call going on in another room so I turned on music on my Bose soundbox as loudly as I could to create a buffer between the room I was in and the sound penetrating every atom of the house and my room. It reminded me of the feeling in the water in the mineral pool Monday night when I couldn’t find gravity. I was only atoms swirling in timeless space and all I could do was try to move and flop around until everything hopefully calmed down and I could manage space and time in the 3D effectively. This time it wasn’t gravity, it was sound and the vibratory frequencies that you sometimes are aware of when someone is sitting in a cafe talking on their cellphone as if no one else is around. Only this was a roar that I couldn’t shut out of my body, and I had to. I had to find my way to my computer and find a stillpoint that seemed unachievable, which is usually a piece of cake. Somehow, I had to make the sound stop in my office and/or find a way to break the transmission. It was all instinct. That was all I was present to. I kicked a brick holding the door open where the sound was coming from and then slammed the door. It worked. I was back in time and moving with getting on the call in a timely manner at 5 minutes before the top of the hour.

I did not realize that time was an element of the issue, and I still am not sure I can describe what I mean. I know that Time operates differently in different dimensions. That I am used to. I know that what was flipping me between dimensional time sequences was the event Monday night with the spaceship that moved between gravity time and probably black hole time. I just didn’t realize I was still in the riff of it until Sandra asked the question to the best of my ability to remember, “What is causing the chaos?” I heard myself think, “TIME!”

Then she said, “Slow down Time.” The minute she said that I realized I couldn’t. And believe me, if you know me, you know that Time and I can move together quite effectively in my ability to slow time down and shift the state of time beyond the 3D. I could be present to the agitation, no longer stimulated by sounds in the house. I had nothing but my own body and its conflict with no outside stimulation. It didn’t solve the time dimensional issue that was jarring my nervous system like a dog caught in a pool of water with a raw electrical circuit in it. So…I bonded with Sandra’s relationship with Time and basically settled in to ‘ride it out’ and hope that in doing that how she was working with us/me would solve my dilemma.

The Sandias are their beautiful watermelon right now. I snapped a picture for this journal entry.

I recognized that on the CreateAWorld event and on the Quantum Bioengineering event it had caught my eye that I would look at the computer clock and it was jerk forward several minutes as if I had been frozen in time and by looking at the clock Time jerked me back and I was aware of the linear time moving forward.

When the call ended, I realized that I was caught in time fluctuation points and that I had to help my nervous system ride it out. I really mean it when I say it has been years since I had this much of a problem. I did not have a hot tub to float in. I knew I wouldn’t make it going into the gym to get in one because any human conversation would sound so disturbing as well as so far away from what I was experiencing, like a fly disturbing the tranquility of the stillness of a pristine afternoon. My nervous system had triggered I needed to calm it down.

Caffeine… I know this sounds counterproductive…but not for me…I could now recognize the cortisol soaring responding to the amped-up nature of probably the kundalini and a few other metaphysical aspects of our nervous system we are taught to ignore or misinterpret. I had to find a way for the cortisol to complete its spike. For those of you who do not know cortisol is called a stress hormone that usually causes an increase in heart rate and blood pressure in a flight or fight response that has kept human beings alive for thousands of years…or so they say.

My heart rate was fine just like it was in the hot tub. This nervousness was happening in my energy field, in the spirit part of my body. I had to, like slamming the door and kicking the brick, I had to, jerk my spirit and my flesh back into alignment. Then my body could grab my nervous system and kick in its mechanisms to calm it. That much I knew.

Have you ever wondered – probably not – about the statement that cortisol symptoms could mean a problem with the thyroid. Did it ever occur to you that problems with your thyroid might be more related to not being able to do its function properly because the energy and matter body is not aligned? Just saying…

I have lots of proof personally that this is so …but then what present medical model would listen to me…thank goodness I do.

Before our walk, off to caffeine heaven, Keven and I went. Starbucks. Two, yes TWO, Chai Latte Grandes sat in my two cups holders as we turned back toward the Veterans’ Memorial Park for Keven to be a primordial delight moving with the earth and his instincts restoring my soul made up of matter and energy, spirit and flesh, and demonstrating earthtime…. for me badly needed. I practically gulped down the first one like someone lost in the desert with no water. The other one took pretty much the entire hour. Keven roamed and played in the snow sometimes involving me, but mostly content to be in his instincts. The cortisol spike was complete. My heart only raced a little bit, and I knew I could even take a nap if I needed to.

Instead, I grabbed my computer at the house and my noncaffeinated tea and headed for here. Keven got to move around the car exploring all the people, the sounds, and the views while I wrote.

I am complete now 2000 plus words later. I am grateful for the explorations we are doing in the return of humanity to its multidimensional spirit and flesh nature. This is my report.

over and out…

26 August 2021

The Dragon/Fire Transmission/Activation Event

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Dearest Beloveds,

I find more and more every day as the essential nature, and I do mean ESSENTIAL, of our Being is summoned by what we are as part of Creation, phenomenon, especially in the electromagnetic grid will occur more and more as time goes on in the next 6 years.

Last night as those of you know who stayed on the call, an hour before the call, I morphed into [whatever terminology one might assign it] a metapoint with ‘fire’ centralized in the Grass Valley and Nevada City, California area.

Usually, my morphing into these metapoints is not a public event, but two things were there as part of the whole Creation Response. 1. I gathered the power. To gather the power, in this instance, was to gather the people on behalf of what was ‘rising in the Field’ of consciousness connected to this fire. It was distinct as I was present to the fire going further than the physical reality of trees, bushes, buildings. It was going with its consciousness – not human- primal -and powerful – and aware of what needs to be destroyed for the consciousness of the Mother [what I call the planet] to reset her Field on Behalf of All Life. It was all happened faster than I could anchor alone so I reached the Sentinel Group in the area and the WhatsApp group of The Field of Tantra Maat and engaged. 2. In the vertical reality of so above so below there is something in ancient days called a summoning. Though I am aware most human beings think the only thing happening on this planet that supports the living life force consciousness of this planet is human beings, that is not the truth. There have been layers -nested one into the other- consciousnesses that make up the layers of physical nonphysical formations of consciousness here. One of those is Dragon. I have recall and remembrance of this.

Recall is when the memory is like it is still very real. Remembrance is where that realness sustains and maintains its actuality in the present moment of form in the present timeline. As human beings formed they were protected by the dragons. So many of us feel that even if many have to wrestle with their ‘adult’ insanity. There is more to it than that but enough for now.

A summoning in the world of this planet is a very significant thing. I had set up an activation that I felt summoned by Creation to set in human time. My Shifu an hour before that time, sent me a video of the fire buring in Grass Valley and hour before the activation began.

I slipped into vertical so above/so below Time.

I summoned others. The as the activation gathered The Summoning was apparent. You could say light-heartedly the Mother had summoned us to gather together on behalf of all Life. There is more than that but enough for now.

When I began the call, I said, this is not only a transmission/activation. It is an event. When I got on the call, the distortion in time and space between the density that human beings exist in most of the time and the nondensity of where I was outside of that created an electromagnetic event. The earbuds couldn’t hold. I am very moved by the people staying on the call as the sound distorted and they got to hear the sounds of the nondensity of Creation gathering the forces to protect our beloveds in the area. As I began to ‘come back in’, I got the messages, pulled out my earbuds, and finished the call audibly with my speaker on.

For me, it was an exciting moment because we held together even as we moved beyond the density into the – what might be called the theta state – together to bring together a coherent whole on behalf of all life – humans, fire, dragons, summonings, the mother, etc. I am going to do another activation/transmission on this for the people who purchased this one. I am going to ‘put to bed’ this activation as it was an event that was only a moment in time. I will get that out to those who purchased the event and will have the new one available for those who would purchas later.

Thank you.

30 July 2020

2020.08.01. Keeping the Door Open to Paradise

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May we enter the kingdom of Paradise, whether it be on imagination or our reality, the healing power of the Mother will have found its way back to us.

I am maintaining my promise to keep the door open to the Realm of Dragon. Whether that is the highway of the beloved that human beings can cross over into or not remains to be seen. Who knows what the August Activation will Bring!

The dragon is a symbol of evil, in both the chivalric and Christian traditions. In the Orient, it symbolizes supernatural power, wisdom, strength, and hidden knowledge. In most traditions, it is the embodiment of chaos and untamed nature.

A mythical beast with a combination of reptilian and serpentine traits, the Dragon features in the legends of several cultures the world over.

Although the dragons of the East and the West have quite similar physical characteristics, their symbolic representations are drastically different and, in a way, indicate the cultural differences between these civilizations. The most notable difference between the Asian and European dragons is that while the European folklore has portrayed the dragons as evil, fearsome and malevolent creatures, the Asian cultures regard them as benevolent beings.

And we wonder why the door to that healing power stays closed.

“The little queen all golden
Flew hissing at the sea.
To stop each wave
Her clutch to save
She ventured bravely.

As she attacked the sea in rage
A holderman came nigh
Along the sand
Fishnet in hand
And saw the queen midsky.

He stared at her in wonder
For often he’d been told
That such as she
Could never be
Who hovered there, bright gold.

He saw her plight and quickly
He looked up the cliff he faced
And saw a cave
Above the wave
In which her eggs he placed.

The little queen all golden
Upon his shoulder stood
Her eyes all blue
Glowed of her true
Undying gratitude.”
Anne McCaffrey, Dragonsinger

As I was writing this, an undeniable experience occurred. The land in front of me came alive and it was as if the dragon of the land was arching its back in front of me and under me. I even felt dizzy like the board was bending. I called Sarah, who is the keeper of this kingdom downstairs to share this primordial moment with her and she beckoned me to come and see something she had never seen on her land. It was not the sun.

The sun is over here when I am. Here is the picture I took of the angel and turkey. You see the primordial kingdom lives in harmony and unity with all of the non-physical realms. They are able to shift between form and formless as once, could we. Now we only can when we dream and when we die. The Great Sorrow.

I live in realtime. If we do not live something then we should not talk about it as if we know it. All this having an opinion without the actual experience behind the opinion deadens our mind to what is real for each of us. My work on the planet of this time is to restore the registers for each person what, for them, is real. I love you. Tantra Maat

19 July 2020

2020.07.19. #248

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Haven’t been here for a while.

It all started this morning really and worked backwards. Sometimes it is like that. There is such a fog between what is not real and what is real. What is real takes a bit to get through. So what is real finally reached my mind this morning though happenings of the synchronic quest of unfolding occurred yesterday. The question might be, “When does something happen? Is it when what is real is unfolding or when it suddenly unfolds and there you are. AND, as I said as a child, Then “That’s that about that!”

I was emptying my trash cans this morning right after completing the Realms of the Beloveds’ call. I was in its hue. As I shook out the new white plastic bag to put in my trash can that was I had put on the yellow chair with its orange chair pillow, I was imagining. I was imagining that I could put my trash bag full of trash out at the front of my sidewalk and someone else would walk it to the trash. In that instant, my neighbor walked out to that point holding his trash bag. I laughed and told him what I was imagining. He said, “Well then, let’s have your imagination come true.” And took my trash bag to the trash.

The Realms of the Beloveds is arriving here in our present reality. Of that I am sure, but that is the background of my story not the foreground.

Yesterday, after the webinar, Lily and I got in the car to drive to the park. My oldest living son Ricky had told me to get Chevron gas once a month to clean the engine. The Chevron gas station was across the street from where I was going so I crossed the street and pulled in. When I went in to pay, in the refrigerator right beside the pay counter was my favorite Kevita drink Lemon Cayenne. This may not seem exciting but, you see, Kevita has done me a great disservice. Its Kevita Lemon Cayenne only had 3 grams of sugar. When I was at Safeway, I checked the sugar content in my favorite drink and it had been increased. Now seeing five bottles of it, I checked the sugar content at the gas station I go to once a month and they had the original bottles with the 3-gram sugar count. You could tell the refrigerator was not used much because there were only seven bottles of Kevita in it and five bottles were my Lemon Cayenne.

You see when these things happen, a bell goes off in my head, “Am I being invited to a quest?” This means that the veils have parted and that there is magic afoot.

Intrigued, I got in the car and prepared to drive out. I realized I was going to have to get to the park another way because the way I usually go I couldn’t get to. I thought I had it all figured out but when I got the stoplight that I thought would let me turn left, it didn’t. I had to turn right instead. After being thwarted several times, I realized the only way I could go was to an entrance to the park I do not usually go to. Off we went.

Once there, I was irritated because it was loaded with people all without masks. I decided to take a back path that, while not scenic, I could let Lily off leash and there were no people there. Not to say the least, there was a place I wanted to try to get to on the creek and I needed to see if it was accessible. I couldn’t see around a tree to tell but across from the creek, I could see if it was worth it to navigate around the tree.

As we got to the vista of revelation, I realized there were modular homes overlooking the creek and there was a gate that led from them down to the park.

All of a sudden multiple bells and whistles went off. The thoughts painted an amazingly satisfying complexity. I would have thought I would be caught dead living in a modular home in a modular home park but I had seen some of the homes when I was looking for land on the web. They were shockingly inexpensive and some quite lovely inside. Ping 1. Then the thought of I, at this age, was not as financially well off as friends of mine who could live well without having to work. I was not one of those people. Ping 2. I started laughing because we had just finished doing the Restructuring Money Matrixes that morning. I love how I get to be a student of the work. I realized that both thoughts would have not occurred with such simplicity as they did in that moment. I would have had an attachment to not appearing to be poor by living in a modular home. I already had people thinking I lived in an $82,000 RV because I was poor. Before the class that morning, there would have been a stigma I had to get over, but not in the new thinking. The new thinking was exciting… an inexpensive home, a place to park my RV and still sleep in it like I love to. I would have a complete view of the park and Lily and I would be right there to walk it every day. I could travel and not have overhead. If we found another place, then I could rent out this place. I could rent out my RV to my friends. It felt so fun.

I found two homes. The first one, I liked best. Only $89,000. The second one was $124,000. I needed to drive to Vicki’s to get Lily’s rice s on the way I called Kea. I asked her just to listen. She is a lawyer and deals in real estate and we had done the magic together on the RV a couple of years before. When I got done, she, who was an hour away, said, “Let’s go see them!” It was mine to get hold of the real estate agent. So while Vicki made the rice I had bought for Lily, I got hold to the real estate agent for 4:30pm that day. All three of us now and signed a CoVID document you have to have now.

Long story short, we met. I loved the less expensive one. The other one, I cringed because I could tell whoever had lived there was either still there or had had a very unpleasant life. I knew someone had died there. I absolutely knew that. The real estate agent confirmed that. But the less expensive house, when I went back to it, embraced me. It was cozy and warm and whoever had lived there had loved it. Kea and I had some considerations that we expressed to the real estate agent before I made a decision. The house was sold contingent on the people selling their house. I knew that I could magic that. When I worked out the math. I would be spending the same amount of money but I would own a home and have more space for visitors and guests as well as a larger office. It felt like a good deal. The concern was I did not want to leave living in my RV. I deeply love it here.

Got back home, after all the fun, and slept.

At 3:30 am I woke after a visitation from, how to describe it, the house, the park, the beings that draw me to the creek – the elemental spirits that must have loved whoever had lived in that house and animated the house with its love. It was so magical. It is good I waited until this evening to write this out because when you have been visited you need to give it time so that the nuances have fallen into place. This morning I would have thought that they were warning from buying the house. Now I know they are telling me that with the RV parked at the house I will be out of sync with the other residents. That I will need to leave my RV to move there. That I have to come into this possibility normal.

How confronting is that?

But I got ahead of myself. I so want to share the visitation that woke me out of bed this morning at 3:30am. Got me outside under the stars with Lily at my feet…thinking. Awake to the beautiful part of my existence, where emissaries of paradise find their way to me and engage me in our love affair with Creation. How to tell you what happened that woke me in the middle of the night when the veils are thin?

Imagine we are watching a Disney movie. In the movie, this letter is being written to me by an invisible pen. The letter is listing all the things ‘they’ who hugged me in the little house were concerned about. I thought they were warning me off but they were negotiating the possibility in their love for me. How cool is that?!

Here I am. My foot is asleep because Lily is laying on it. I have just finished writing this… and a great mystery of money and its use in getting me a home lays before me.

Namaste

30 April 2020

Restoring G.O.D. Matrixes: June 1st through December 31st, 2020

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Restoring G.O.D. Matrix[es]

In Unity with Creation

Everything operates on behalf of everything else

Everything is part of everything else

Everything has a place.

I have left this journal entry in place as I am clear that we are in a unified field of consciousness wherein what each of us participates in contributes to the many: While this 7-month engagement is presently closed for enrollment, we are all participating in the etheric territory together of our one-soul heart. Read on 🙂

At different times in the last half-century, human consciousness expanded and new work was needed to meet that expansion. This I have done before. Up until January 1^st, 2020 I thought there would be more to go to get to where many have an imprint of where we were going during these times. When I did the 100 plus Prophetics at the beginning of the year, it was unmistakable that we were in some kind of arrival. Since then an ‘arrival’ of a new level of consciousness has been present in consults and activations. Now it is our time to secure what has been expanded into by human beings by actualizing their mental mind into quantum layers of consciousness.

“Remembrance or prophecy? …. thought, understood as an alchemical product that distills a human being’s profound ability to create the forms in which he or she lives. Thoughts that form the foundation of an existence that flows on a new current of time, in which every true dreamer is called to become an architect of his or her existence. Because bold imagination is capable of launching visions beyond space and time and is not an escape from a tiring everyday life but the exercise of a human being’s own power in all possible times. ” Excerpt From Falco Tarassaco. “Liber S.”

I have selected three areas. They are not random. They are based on six years of working in sacred labs with a diverse group of people around the globe. Since these areas are not describable by known means, I leave it to your consciousness to inform you of your participation.

The three areas:

The main offering is the Seven Levels of Conscious/Language of Creation [LOC]: the first Saturday of every month through December The 7 Saturdays are designed to support you in imprinting your mind with seven levels of human consciousness that carry your new templates of Being.
The second Saturday of the month is Timeless time also based on a body of work with a group of people that showed me that a new kind of time was active in human consciousness and maturing. There are times in human existence when higher realms of consciousness are interactive with the linear time of human beings. This is one of those times.
The third Saturday of the month is Restructuring Money Matrixes [sp?] also based on what rose in the Spirals of Being in a group project to realign money in unity with life and what has us exist as whole. The 7- month body of work will build on this. We are in times when alignment with what operates on behalf of life is calling many of us. What I have constructed through the years is in support of that and, therefore, timely

This is the greatest service I can give anyone. People are still trying to live in the existing paradigm when there is no future there. People caught in waiting on the outer world to give them their world will be in a great muddle. Contacting that which they are a part of and more than that – carrying the templates that bring these new realities into existence is all I am paying attention to now – especially over the next few months [7] to be exact.

You can compare the work in the next 7 months as preparation for what is coming that we are designed to be a part of.

Restoring G.O.D. Matrix[es]: Human beings were designed to be one with Creation. The resonance of the truth of this has been lost but it is true none the same. Within each human being is a template of so above/so below whether it is finding a partner, getting well, world peace. The macro/mini the gift of our creation. We are made of the substance of G.O.D. in multiverses of expression. This planet is recognized by Tantra Maat as the Realm of the Primordial Mother that created – a paradise for both the physical and non-physical realms of creation to have a place to be in unity with each other, enjoy Life itself, and share in the multiple expressions of creation here.

Many will continue to move forward in temporal linear time, like fish moving within a river. Others will enter into the quantum mind of the Generating Organizing Designs of Creation of which they are a part having restored their unique and essential aspects of Creation. AND in that restore their expression of those aspects in the immediate time ahead. These Beings are not only awakening into Be Here Now, but also into a Time Quadrant* of It is Now.

The different levels of participation within the Generating Organizing Designs of Creation are stated below.

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8 October 2019

2019.10.08 A Dismantling of What Had Separated Me from An Aspect of My Wholeness

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2019.10.08

There are quite a few people working with the Creation Exercises building a Body Matrix. “If you build it, it will come.” The present Creation of our physical and perceptive existence has forgotten, become corrupted by separation. We use the Creation Exercises as a collective to restore the webbings that had our physical and perceptive existence return to our unity with Creation that is the original nature of our original design. In the common language and perception of the day, this is hard to ‘explain’ because it does not happen in explanation. It happens as a realm of reality that comes into existence and as yet, even for those participating has not found its way into language. I think it will. Language births reality which is why the Creation Exercises. Language creates new registers of perception. Then those new registers begin to shape thought, thinking, and speaking. It has been my pleasure to operate in the reawakening of the realities of unity that exist with us the everyday but has become invisible in present thinking.

I just wanted to post that yesterday I had such an awakening regarding my body. It started with an observing regarding longevity. My whole life my body and I have been just making it through another day. We have adapted to limitations and carried on. I said it better in the observing and when I see the phrase again I will come back and post it here. When I started working with Dr. Chari, she said, she was treating me for longevity. I didn’t think anything about it until I did the craving what my body as longevity is for me is. I didn’t even think that much about it doing the craving but when I did the observing an entire thread of thought and malware of thinking rose to the surface. I realized that from me longevity was making through one more day, carrying one, going as far as I could with what my body had been through. I asked Dr. Chari in my mind why she was treating me for longevity. She responded, “Because that is all that is left.” When I came out of that exchange I could feel my subconscious ‘giving up the ghost’ so to speak. I could feel the personality that had coped balk at the idea of no longer having to cope with its form. It was a complete meltdown of my own consciousness and the survival pattern that had been introduced so I could survive. I was confronted with consciously choosing longevity as a possibility in this existence. I was incredibly shaken but this dismantling of such and imbedded patterning. I consciously surrendered myself into the body sessions with Heather, the body sessions with Anne, the work with Dr. Chari, the work with Deepak, the Yagnas Maa has put into play AND to Creation through the Body Matrix. I surrendered because I have no comprehension of what that could be. It is beyond my bandwidth. It has never existed for me this lifetime. I was born ill and my body broken. Maybe we all were. No way to know that. My consciousness has flourished because I knew the vehicle by being born here was compromised, but now.

The other pattern I have been working on for months not is contrast – the conflict of contrast. Like, I would love to be well, but. I would love to lose weight, but. It has been a rigorous endeavor. Finally yesterday I realized that while contrast and the conflict that comes with it slides into words, it no longer goes into the template of my existence. I think the power of doing the Money Matrix and the Body Matrix have through the magical formula of the Golden Spirals given my mind access to what lies beyond contrast and therefore has me in the face of longevity without the ‘but’. It is a wild thing to be in an address that does not carry the compromises of thought that I have existed in and spent my lifetime overcoming. It is amazing really.

The evidence was really palatable when I went back to where I lived before to watch the dogs. I had put $10,000 into remodeling that room and building a deck outside. I had left because I could not be who I was there. It isn’t that the conflict over the money isn’t still needling me, but what surprised me is the experience I had being there. The conflict over money was separate from the experience of my body and my perception of being there. The conflict did not color the purity of the experience. I thought, “I designed this perfectly for my body.” Larry and the other contractor had meticulously built the space to move energy. It was so pleasant to move into the room again as a glove made perfectly for me. AND there was no contrast. I did not contrast it to where I live now and is where I am sitting writing. Here it is perfect also. There was no comparison, but pleasure for what I had created and that we got to be together again. I am smiling because Grammarly corrected me when I wrote ‘move into the room again like a glove made perfectly for me’ to move into the room again as a glove made perfectly for me.’ I don’t know if someone else would notice the subtle shift of language but I do. The ‘as’ has no contrast. So beautiful. Thank you, Grammarly.

I can feel it – each piece of my existence is the whole of my existence – it is the ‘be here now’ request of Creation during the evolving of the human species being fulfilled on. Then the structures I have created for my existence. The house at the top of the road in Grass Valley and the 21 foot RV here. Perfection.

Now another structure my body…a 73-year-old body according to the linear calendar. But what if my body is living somewhere else in Timeless Time.

If you like you can purchase a book with the exercises here.

31 March 2019

2019.03.31 Chapter 3 A Culture Restoring Their Unity with Creation

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Chapter 3

2019.03.31

A Culture Restoring Their Unity with Creation

So many people are having thoughts of this is enough already in their circumstances and in life in general. Little do they/we realize that we are on a threshold of new realities birthing themselves through the debris field of the old realities that had everything be separate. God separate from humankind, spirit separate from flesh, the eternal separate from the temporal, the physical from the non-physical, and so on.

In the Spirals, we rise into disruptions to see if there is the possibility of creation a pathway that is in unity with Creation. What humanity does not know is that we are the missing element…if is our hearts, our minds, our Being that is the animate magic of Creation here. We have a lab, the Spirals, so that we can be in discovery and develop our actual strength, stamina, and capacity to develop registers that register the pathways, the formings, the actualities, the doings, the havings that exist when our systems are restored to their unity with Creation.

I received a message from the dealership service department, but I could not make myself read it. I could not. I trust my gut, my solar plexus, and it is why I do solar plexus activations. I trust the eternal’s ability to enter into the temporal on behalf of all life. My own terminology to myself is, “I know when to wait on the power of G.O.D.”

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My message to The Spirals of Being – Sacred Labs operating on behalf of restoring humanity’s unity with Creation

When I started the Spirals, I knew that I would have to be in equal participation in opening up into the new matrixes of reality forming. When regard to my RV, I said I did not know what to do, I did not. When I said I knew what I what was mind to do and what was not mine not do, that was real. Out of that clarity, I knew I could be present to the not-yet-seen, the not-yet-known and to what I call ‘the forming’. The forming is where Creation and human beings come together on behalf of what grants life and has us exist as whole.

Dynamics of interaction began to form…a team so to speak…why a team? I didn’t expect a team. I, like most of us, was just looking for someone[s] to solve my dilemma, not the magic of what is it like in the transparency of life in a larger community who can share not only the wealth of being together but the challenges. I have had two incidents in this area around leaving where I was living, once because it was time to leave and once under duress. I needed to know if this time was a sign that I was not to be in the area. I couldn’t imagine it, but what if it were so. In the past, I had had two sanctuaries that were extraordinary and filled with people and activity and love and I cherished every minute. What had changed? I knew it had to do with my mission to be part of humanity’s moment once again time to evolve. I knew that I needed to be part of the activity of that evolving not separate from it. I knew that these years ahead including last year and this one that evolving would, of course, include who we are in our connection to our Selves, each Other, and Life. I knew we were moving from a separation-based, isolated individual-base to a unity-based, metapoint of self, other, creation-based paradigm – for me – reality.

I just knew I had to stay where I was standing until, or if, an interactive, interrelated, synchronic environment of Creation and human beings came out of the fog could form. The others, called, began to appear. There were those who sent me messages so I would not feel alone in this and, in that, some who began to respond within the possibility they were part of what there was to do.

I am writing them and writing my Chapter 3 today while I am doing what I love most, being there on behalf of life, in consults and planning. I will copy the letters here. This is my prayer,. That our engagement on behalf of all life melts the inanimate thinking that we have suffered that has left us at the effect of an inanimate reality separate from the life force energy of Creation and that we get to live together the stories of what we have only read by our tracking new pathways of Being as the on-the-earth new ways of being and doing rise.

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My letter to the first recursion of those who were called.

This is the letter sent to those who were called as the possibility of theirs to do…even if they do not know yet the pathways of doing in unity with all life and on behalf of our unity with Creation.

2019.03.31

In Unity,

I am such a survivor and my commitment to exist in unity with Creation is so intense and clear for me. It took until last night when ______ gave me hope to let the flood of emotions, pain, and sadness come in. I cannot afford reaction when I am listening but when I knew others were listening to, I could have room to falter. I also cannot afford to Band-Aid or coping here. I must be part of what brings everything into the next recursion. I also am holding the Field out past the edge and I can feel this event trying to distract me. I need to not be distracted. I am writing all of you who were looking at ‘doing’ as an action that you feel called to and in that who you are operating on behalf of life and having us exist as whole. First of all, I am putting the link to the tapatalk Alliance Transparency so that the Field of Tantra Maat has a landing place, as M said yesterday, for informing Creation and being with others in the field. As you see if it is yours to do ’together’ informing the field through this link, has it operate on behalf of a much bigger spectrum than just this individual incident.

I am including D on this because she has been past the edge with me in the Nature of Being before and she is ballast for what is occurring. I am including V because she is here with me taking care I have a warm place and a warm heart to hold my Lily and me. I am so technical that I do not show my emotions very much, but I am weeping. I deeply pray this becomes a marker, a stabilization point for the Field of Tantra Maat and all the Spiral members and our alliances.

Just like I knew to back off of PM and let the collective spirit bloom, I know I need to back off here. No idea about the forming. I only know I feel its seed of possibility.

I leave over to you Beloveds, my life, our life, Creation.

On Behalf of All Life,

Tantra Maat

www.tantramaat.com

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30 March 2019

2019.03.30 My Home Chapter 2

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My Home

Chapter Two

What is Mine To Do

2019.03.30

If I were writing a book called My Home. This would be Chapter Two. Chapter One would have to be titled: Where I Am Standing Even Though in Truth I Am Sitting. Chapter Two would be titled: What is Mine To Do.

The Field of Creation I am a part of is a landscape of consciousness. Once upon a time consciousness was our landscape. It was where we worked out our unique and essential expression of the whole. It was not about trauma or coping or dealing with the world around us the best we could. It was where we as conscious being through our Sovereign Natures, what some would call our divinity, sculpted out amazing territories to expressive life in remarkable ways.

At some point probably over time, this remarkable planet and her amazing ability to house our divine nature were compromised and the structure of existence here went out of tensegrity. Since I am not trapped in the illusion of separation, I remember these realms here and came back not just this time but many times before to be part of restoring the tensegrity which the structural design of our planet and of our bodies. You could say that this planet and her forms’ integrity are designed to float in a sea of spirit through an integral tension. Very different thought process than what is wrong with you; what is wrong with them; what is wrong with it. The blame game. It becomes apparent as you mature your consciousness that carries a territory where everything is part of everything else; everything operates on behalf of everything else; you are part of everything, and everything is part of you when the tensegrity is out.

More simply said from one who lives out beyond the codes of coping. I came to be part of generating new realities within which new future could rise. I came clear that problems are not humanmade which has had humanity spinning like gerbils on a wheel ever since the myth of original sin was created. It is a reality issue. The reality we live in here has gone out of balance and harmony – the principle expression of tensegrity.

Before I go on, and if you have not yawned, stretched, and gone back to more important things, as it says in the commercial where people are doing amazing feats at a death-defying level, do not think this is share is a how-to manual for all people. Only people who are trained to interact with ‘reality’ in a tensegrity way should take on ‘reality’.

In the Field of Creation of which I am a part, there are structures that generate this tensegrity between energy and matter, spirit and flesh, secular and sacred, the eternal and the temporal. They are simple codes of tensegrity. We don’t use the word tensegrity. We just the word transparency. We use the phrases “What is mine to do?” “What is mine to have?” “What is mine to be?’

The tension exists in resonant listening. Simply said, since I am talking for myself, “Do I resonate with what I am seeing, hearing, sensing, etc.” If not, I listen to what I do resonate with. Within this tension that trainings like Landmark work with is an integrity of ‘being’ that generates energetic environments with which the tension of life exists in a movement of creation that is gobsmack awesomely cool.

The Field of Creation I am part of works with the Nature of Being also that each of us has that is a territory of consciousness where each of us has are a Sovereign Nature of Being operating on behalf of life and what has life exist as whole.

This is a skillset of the original nature of our original design. In my resonant listening in unity with Creation, I am called to write this mini expletive. All of us know those moments when we recognize when something is ours to do. Doesn’t mean we do it, but we do know when we are called. You could say that the action of doing is the tension and the knowing it is ours to do is the integrity…hence: tensegrity.

It is my skillset. I deal with reality not people. I am aware of what realities operate on behalf of life and what realities do not. At this juncture, in the metapoint of the eternal and the temporal, what is not a structure of integrity and tension that operates on behalf of life is becoming apparent like a wart on the end of your nose. Some people, many of whom, I am getting to exist within this Field of Creation have simply stepped out of the reality of separation and are standing on the threshold of new futures that are generated by new realities rising.

I am standing at one of those thresholds. I am an at an edge, at this moment, between realities – ones that separate us from all life and ones that have us be in unity with all life.

The first question I ask myself is in regard to this dilemma of an out of balance and out of harmony reality rising in my midst: “What for me is really real?”

Answer[s]:

I love my RV and where I live.

I am clear that my RV and where I live are part of new futures rising.

I am clear about what is mine to do and not mine to do.

Yesterday, 2019.03.29 I wrote about what was mine to do. Oh, before I go there, I forgot to share – there are two types of time occurring in our human existence right now. One type of time is ‘Be Here Now.” The other type of time is EXHAUSTING trying to MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. This is an illusion of the human mind.

That we make things happen which is not true. What is true is a Be Here Now time where we are simply lining up with Creation, being one with Creation, and responding in unity with Creation. This is often referred to as intuition and/or trusting our gut. This is our best minimal language but does not get to the remarkable intelligence that resides in the language of creation behind the word intuition and the phrase trusting our gut.
There is a phrase ‘free will’ – again minimalized language – that simply means that we are free to do life anyway we want to until, because we are part of a greater whole that operates on behalf of all life and within which we exist as whole, collective actions of minimalized intelligence out of touch with the greater systems of response have slippage of integrity and tension moving into reaction no longer about generating a tension that brings our lives back into alignment with Creation. A phrase we are using in our global citizenry is ‘maintaining these edges we are finding ourselves on’. Free will operates in temporal time, being in the integrity and tension of Creation operates in eternal time.

In these three pages, I broad-stroked a background that is what gives me my foreground.

Today, I am sharing what is not mine to do.

I got a letter from the service manager at the RV dealership, but I am not called to read it. It is not mine to do.
I can feel that something or some things are not yet in tensegrity, so action not based in the integrity of Sovereign Nature of my own Being’s direct link with Creation is not yet available to me at this time.

What became apparent is where reality is rising and what is seeking to be generative as an expression of life is who we are as a community when we are, as a community, in unity with All Life. And in that, what is ours to do?

Curious, yes?

I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is theirs to do to read the letter.

I wait to see if there is anyone who knows it is in their Sovereign Territory in unity with Creation to interact with the dealership.

All I know is it is not me.

Signing Off,

Tantra Maat

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