2023.03.025. Honoring What Rose in 2 Engagements This Morning
At the back of our brain at the top of our spine, we kind of have these two spiritual antennae. Once upon a time when human beings had halos as they were a type of creation that could feel their nature as part of a ‘heavenly’ realm. Try not to be too specific about what a heavenly realm might actually be, but a heavenly realm would have an experience of love and being loved and loving and this experience of, uh, um, being loved and of being loved. This part of our brain seems to be quite active right now.
This morning I woke up to this poem from a dream.
I was reading to a group of angels who’d come to carry me away from here and knew that I had mastered the poem I read to them., Letting them know was like my having found my entrance into heaven – defined by the experience of a realm of loving, love, and of being loved.
I’m awakened to a great happiness for today. I am alive.
I must not measure my life by the world around me, but by the fact that I have today to live.
So much comes to have me measure my day in unflattering ways. And yet life flattered us every day by, it’s coming…
So little indeed, there is for me to remember.
This dream has a message for all of us, but it’s a very specific message, and I want to say it in the privacy of your own being.
I know there’s something so delicate right now about the interface between even a teacher like myself or anyone that one would seek support. The delicacy is ultimately what we are looking for is our unique and essential direct link with realms where we experience our happiness.
There’s something about the privacy of your own direct link with yourself, with others, and with creation coming from your own internal privacy that is rising now and important for your own emergence in your return to yourself as a Beloved. A Beloved is one whose system is restored to love, loving, and being loved.
I’m going to spend a lot of time on this for the rest of this year.
What I am speaking of could be so relevant to your life right now or it might now.
There could be this deep mystery awakening inside of you. And, in the midst of this terrible hackathon of how our thought streams have been weaponized against us. It is as if we dare not, like myself in my own privacy think of myself as a holy woman. These internal ’emergences’ are because our deeper natures that have us be love, loving, and being loved are rising. Speaking from my own privacy, nothing I need or want to prove to the world, in truth, there would’ve been times in ancient times when I could have easily spoken and recognized myself as a holy woman because that kind of nature had a place in our world as part of the deeper, broader wider nature of things when so above and so below were one.
The need for what I am calling ‘self-recognition’ or “you see me and I see you” is because this recognition of your own remembrance eventually by yourself and others creates a needed place to be recognized and known for the contribution of what then is provided to people and to life.
It is an awakening without you that seems to be streaming through your own privacy as if you deeper connected, in communication with your realms of so above/so below are trying to avoid the survival ego that fights to have a place in the outer world and in that loses a connection to the inner nature of being that is part of all life. This dynamic of awakening lives is your internal private sense of self.
I’ll give you an example of it. How I navigate myself and always have for many, many years, probably the last 40 years of my life which would have been from 30 on was very careful not to be connected in too deeply into the world I was born into. I knew that whatever had happened had us reliving stories that kept us mesmerized in a dream state that had lost touch with the greater reality[realities] of which we were a part. There was a relationship I had with a kind of the greater kingdom of consciousness, of which I truly know myself to be part of. I call this kingdom the realms of beloved. The realms beyond these realities that separate everything from everything else are states of existence not hemmed in or separated from each other but part of each other – all operating in different poetic delights of expression.
I knew I did not want to be identified as a holy woman. I love the words because of how whole I felt within me when I used those words for me with me. I knew what was important in this configuration of reality was to be identified for what I was useful for, for what I could provide, for what I could be a resource for, not for this kind of aberration that had people focused on me not themselves.
It occurs like an aberration for me that somehow I would be special or I would be more important, or I would be someone that people would give their lives to or have to follow to get their own sense of self when they carried that sense of Self already within them. I wasn’t on for that. I am not saying it is wrong only that, I worked better in my own thinking being a resource. I was on for providing, and I was on for being useful.
Now there’s this weird hackathon going on. What we are is hacking its way to be the operating nature of our existence here. It is not necessarily pleasant but it is emergent. We are in a great moment of time because this deeper nature of self within some human beings is so emergent and seemingly needs to be self-reflective so that people can have a private comprehension of themselves inside of themselves.
I think some people would call it God. For me, it’s like Creation and Realms of Reality like the Beloveds within which we are loved and within which we love. But it’s internal, not public so that ‘self’ trust, and being ‘self’ aware can emerge and a human being can exist as ‘to thine own Self be true”.
The original nature of the original design here, which I call paradise, a place where being loved and being loving is a happiness is really emergent right now. It is happening in the emotional realms, the more feeling part of life with life returning to being vibrant – you being a vibrant expression of life as your own nature, as your own field phenomenon. And, right now, there is an eruption of feelings and thoughts because we are in a reset that is really uncomfortable right now because we are not in charge. The greater Realms of the Greater Multiverse that adore and love this planet and her forms and multidimensionally flowing into the earth now as this Planet and enough of her forms have craved the original nature of the original design here.
We are very tender. Every human being whose deeper natures of unity are rising are very very very very tender because…. everything that broke us from our original nature of being part of all life rises in our heart, rises in our mind – it can be terrifying, painful, and shaky as we live it through to where all the horror that happened to us becomes forgotten. I am aware of a seemingly very weaponized aspect of destroying a human being’s relationship with itself triggers. And yet this search, this search for knowing yourself accurately with you to yourself is amazing to me. Something very deeply connected to who we are when we are whole is rising and this phenomenon of something very deep and very internal, I’m doing my best to give it a place.. to give this rising of this internal intimacy with one’s own being. This is not casual. Our powerful inner nature of Being is restoring our capacity to be part of something amazing that will have us exist in a totally different way within the next 3-4 years. And, for some, maybe many, this emergence is dominating a lot of human beings now because this cosmological planet we’re part of, is returning to her Self and her right relationship with the cosmos. She has been doing this for a long time. And now, enough human beings who craved her to return to herself and us wanting to return to being part of her again are generating a field phenomenon of emergence that is well beyond our mental capacity to track and follow….but it would seem…upon us to be lived.