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Thank you…

At the back of our brain at the top of our spine, we kind of have these two spiritual antennae. Once upon a time when human beings had halos as they were a type of creation that could feel their nature as part of a ‘heavenly’ realm. Try not to be too specific about what a heavenly realm might actually be, but a heavenly realm would have an experience of love and being loved and loving and this experience of, uh, um, being loved and of being loved. This part of our brain seems to be quite active right now.

This morning I woke up to this poem from a dream.

I was reading to a group of angels who’d come to carry me away from here and knew that I had mastered the poem I read to them., Letting them know was like my having found my entrance into heaven – defined by the experience of a realm of loving, love, and of being loved.

The Poem:

I’m awakened to a great happiness for today. I am alive.

I must not measure my life by the world around me, but by the fact that I have today to live.

So much comes to have me measure my day in unflattering ways. And yet life flattered us every day by, it’s coming…

So little indeed, there is for me to remember.

This dream has a message for all of us, but it’s a very specific message, and I want to say it in the privacy of your own being.

I know there’s something so delicate right now about the interface between even a teacher like myself or anyone that one would seek support. The delicacy is ultimately what we are looking for is our unique and essential direct link with realms where we experience our happiness.

There’s something about the privacy of your own direct link with yourself, with others, and with creation coming from your own internal privacy that is rising now and important for your own emergence in your return to yourself as a Beloved. A Beloved is one whose system is restored to love, loving, and being loved.

I’m going to spend a lot of time on this for the rest of this year.

What I am speaking of could be so relevant to your life right now or it might now.

There could be this deep mystery awakening inside of you. And, in the midst of this terrible hackathon of how our thought streams have been weaponized against us. It is as if we dare not, like myself in my own privacy think of myself as a holy woman. These internal ’emergences’ are because our deeper natures that have us be love, loving, and being loved are rising.  Speaking from my own privacy, nothing I need or want to prove to the world,  in truth, there would’ve been times in ancient times when I could have easily spoken and recognized myself as a holy woman because that kind of nature had a place in our world as part of the deeper, broader wider nature of things when so above and so below were one.

The need for what I am calling ‘self-recognition’ or “you see me and I see you” is because this recognition of your own remembrance eventually by yourself and others creates a needed place to be recognized and known for the contribution of what then is provided to people and to life.

It is an awakening without you that seems to be streaming through your own privacy as if you deeper connected, in communication with your realms of so above/so below are trying to avoid the survival ego that fights to have a place in the outer world and in that loses a connection to the inner nature of being that is part of all life. This dynamic of awakening lives is your internal private sense of self.

I’ll give you an example of it. How I navigate myself and always have for many, many years, probably the last 40 years of my life which would have been from 30 on was very careful not to be connected in too deeply into the world I was born into. I knew that whatever had happened had us reliving stories that kept us mesmerized in a dream state that had lost touch with the greater reality[realities] of which we were a part. There was a relationship I had with a kind of the greater kingdom of consciousness, of which I truly know myself to be part of. I call this kingdom the realms of beloved. The realms beyond these realities that separate everything from everything else are states of existence not hemmed in or separated from each other but part of each other – all operating in different poetic delights of expression.

I knew I did not want to be identified as a holy woman. I love the words because of how whole I felt within me when I used those words for me with me. I knew what was important in this configuration of reality was to be identified for what I was useful for, for what I could provide, for what I could be a resource for, not for this kind of aberration that had people focused on me not themselves.

It occurs like an aberration for me that somehow I would be special or I would be more important, or I would be someone that people would give their lives to or have to follow to get their own sense of self when they carried that sense of Self already within them. I wasn’t on for that. I am not saying it is wrong only that, I worked better in my own thinking being a resource. I was on for providing, and I was on for being useful.

Now there’s this weird hackathon going on. What we are is hacking its way to be the operating nature of our existence here. It is not necessarily pleasant but it is emergent. We are in a great moment of time because this deeper nature of self within some human beings is so emergent and seemingly needs to be self-reflective so that people can have a private comprehension of themselves inside of themselves.

I think some people would call it God. For me, it’s like Creation and Realms of Reality like the Beloveds within which we are loved and within which we love. But it’s internal, not public so that ‘self’ trust, and being ‘self’ aware can emerge and a human being can exist as ‘to thine own Self be true”.

The original nature of the original design here, which I call paradise, a place where being loved and being loving is a happiness is really emergent right now. It is happening in the emotional realms, the more feeling part of life with life returning to being vibrant – you being a vibrant expression of life as your own nature, as your own field phenomenon. And, right now, there is an eruption of feelings and thoughts because we are in a reset that is really uncomfortable right now because we are not in charge. The greater Realms of the Greater Multiverse that adore and love this planet and her forms and multidimensionally flowing into the earth now as this Planet and enough of her forms have craved the original nature of the original design here.

We are very tender. Every human being whose deeper natures of unity are rising are very very very very tender because…. everything that broke us from our original nature of being part of all life rises in our heart, rises in our mind – it can be terrifying, painful, and shaky as we live it through to where all the horror that happened to us becomes forgotten. I am aware of a seemingly very weaponized aspect of destroying a human being’s relationship with itself triggers. And yet this search, this search for knowing yourself accurately with you to yourself is amazing to me. Something very deeply connected to who we are when we are whole is rising and this phenomenon of something very deep and very internal,  I’m doing my best to give it a place.. to give this rising of this internal intimacy with one’s own being. This is not casual. Our powerful inner nature of Being is restoring our capacity to be part of something amazing that will have us exist in a totally different way within the next 3-4 years. And, for some, maybe many, this emergence is dominating a lot of human beings now because this cosmological planet we’re part of, is returning to her Self and her right relationship with the cosmos. She has been doing this for a long time. And now, enough human beings who craved her to return to herself and us wanting to return to being part of her again are generating a field phenomenon of emergence that is well beyond our mental capacity to track and follow….but it would seem…upon us to be lived.

The Celestine Prophecy that James Redfield wrote tells a story to speak to his personal spiritual journey:

In the book, the historian explains how the world is currently undergoing an enormous shift in consciousness, elaborating on how things had been generally understood (until now) to be: 1) In the beginning, people believed the world to be governed by the forces of divinity; everything could be explained as an act of a god or gods, 2) With increasing knowledge of the world, brought about by scientific inquiry, people turned to the men and women of science for an explanation of life and their world, and 3) Since the problem of how to find meaning in the world could not be solved by science, people chose to instead focus on efforts to improve their lives materially, subduing and plundering the earth for its natural resources, with a hyper-emphasis on controlling economic conditions and market fluctuations. What was now occurring, explained the historian, was that the baseness of our current conditions had begun to infect our souls as well. We had become restless and desperate, primed for another fundamental shift in consciousness so as to bring about the creation of a new, better world.

The book is a first-person narrative of spiritual awakening. The narrator is in a transitional period of his life and begins to notice instances of synchronicity, which is the belief that coincidences have a meaning personal to those who experience them.

In the Tenth Insight James Redmond writes that each individual soul is part of a larger “Soul Group”, which shares the mission of helping the evolution of the human soul as part of the cosmos of which our planet is a part.

After all, it is only a story but how come so many people I am working with who are awakening feel that they are part of another story emerging in the midst of the one that humanity thinks it is living?  Present beyond the story we have been given and seeking to remember and awaken ever more…I wonder.

James Redfield, the author of The Celestine Prophecy and The Tenth Insight, writes widely on the topic of human spiritual awareness and is active in the worldwide effort to save our last remaining wilderness areas. James lives with his wife, Salle, and cat, Meredith, in Alabama and Arizona.

One of my favorite powerful conversations was with him after a speech he was giving.

All of us who are part of another story is rising now and finding a way to bring these connections with Creation stories back into the reality of human beings. This is my way.

So Much is Changing SOOO fast

Tomorrow is the last Activation of the Sacred Geometries. I had Evelyn prematurely package them. Wafting between different realms of time has this happen sometimes. The value of paying a small amount of money at the time is because of the value of being in a collective event with others. It is the synergy of the one soul species of human being that restores the greater systems of what we are as creation. Once we are past the physical there is only the shared field of oneness. This is where the sacred geometries of our oneness with all the multiple aspects of ourselves, who we are in unity with others, and what we are in unity with Creation register.

Then when those who were not able to make the calls can purchase them as a package, Why isn’t it possible to contribute to the coming together of yourself with others on the call and then, if you like, pay for the package later, to deepen what you accessed as part of your commitment to restoring your original nature of the original design here.

I’m just saying. I know how you might hear it. But, I am not standing in regard to money the way money now is regarded. I am standing in an evolving new vibratory realm of exchange that creates new worlds. I wrote what I wrote above to open up new possibilities of how we purchase and what we purchase on behalf of. In Joy!

While the spittle is hitting the proverbial fan, the original nature of the original design here is generating and organizing here now using everything that has and is and will occur to restore the foundational magic of this planet. The dimensionality of the physical-non/physical realms is restored and restoring with all the cosmological alliances that operate on behalf of all life here. We are in exciting times. I believe we, no matter what age, were born to be here as a collection of wisdom since we were born here to reset the stage for the next recursion of creation. For me, paradise. AND… template of your paradise lives in you, my beloved.

Messages from clients and friends:

“I came upon a piece of paper with a statement you made to me many years ago. This is probably just part of your full statement, but something about that I would be around when   “… old structures break down and things reach epic proportions of unworkability”. Seems to fit into what you are working on now: )” from an email today from a long-time client…

I was speaking to a friend who is helping me with Italian about the G.O.D. Matrix work we are doing the next 7 months and she sent me the following as part of an email

Charles Eisenstein’s three points to young people:

1. You are intuitively RIGHT; the world is supposed to be much more beautiful than it is right now.
2. Your joy and fulfillment in life depend upon your ability to find your Sacred Gift in life and give it to others.
3. Know that something tremendous is supposed to be your reward for living your own genius in life.

I am excited to share this because there is such a confluence, a coming together, of what many of us have been present to and working within our own way for a long time.

I love the new information that is part of the imprinting of the future coming into the NOW. That is why Timeless Time is part of the sculpturing of the G.O.D. Matrixes work. Getting access to the realms of reality that exist in our timeless territory and our ability, because the conditions are now compelling, to bring those realms tat Charles speaks to into our every day NOW.

The G.O.D. Matrixes work is a trinity of access points that bring in the below from the above: the mini from the macro; the NOW from the future; the everyday thinking from the greater intelligence of Creation.

Someone, and many of you who have worked with me, asked me to explain what I meant in a phrase I sent her. I wrote back and said, “I can’t. You do not yet have the registers for what I am saying because you do not yet have access to what the reality is from which I am saying it.”

Why I am putting this into script and sending this out with this mailout is because in almost every consult and in the conversation that has been happening as the Spirals of Being completed their SIX-year body of work there is the activity of frameworks of reality that are operating from amazing Generating Organizing Designs of Creation and we are part of that.

I seek to give you access to your Language of Creation, your so above/so below time quadrants, you as part of generating new currencies of exchange.

If you have the audio tolerance, it would be so valuable to watch to my last Facebook Live and my Facebook Page A Sacred Space for Rest and Courage. I had a visitation on Friday morning from people from the future who wanted me to share what they showed me on my Facebook Live Video. Sometimes when that happens my vibrational intensity to cover broader spectrums of time [because that is what a prophetess, a seer, a mystic does] wrecks recording systems as well as other electronics. Bottomline what was said was, “This is what you [meaning us] have already accomplished in the future. Money is no longer an advantage. Our currency lives in our exchanges of time.”

Hope you can do the work for the next 7 months. It will be kick-butt, fun, and awesome.

On Behalf of All Life,

Tantra Maat

Part 1: The Mimzy Project Began

Sunday, April 5^th, 2020

An Ongoing Story

The Story of my meeting the Mimzys 2009 is posted at the top of the Mimzy Project Facebook Live Page.

One of the greatest gifts of my life is discovering how valuable human beings are to Creation. Would that they would know! There would be no earth, no trees, no animals, no colors, no textures, air, water, fire without a Being that could enjoy it. I know for a lot of people the Earth is hell. Have they lost their marbles?! Human beings have aberrated from their original design but Earth…for me…clearly paradise…where I go to return to myself…to recover from pain…to awaken into greater system of knowing…

That is what that strange moment in time on April 4th, 2009 was for me. I feel like Trudy the bag lady in The Search for Intelligent Life in the Universe written by Jane Wagner & Lily Tomlin also quoted in Clarisse Estes Pinkola’s Women Who Run with Wolves’s book. I am in good company.

Once your brain moves out past the limitation of human circumstance all sorts of yummy connections to life occur. This was just one of them but a whooper. A lot of people are working to correcting what has gone wrong here. Me. I am interested in creating access points with that and those which operate on behalf of all life and have us exist as whole. And I am not alone…a lot of us are opening those pathways again…and wallah! it is amazing what is beyond the border.

The beauty of the Mimzy Project has been that for me. 

In 2009, nor from 2010-2012 when we went to the mountain, did we know what 2020 would be like. But all of us changed in really good ways. Opening up into realms of freedom, delight, childlike trust, and more comfortable with our minds that now existed where we are part of a greater universe.

I got to say as I write this journal entry, I am sobered by the ‘coincidence?’ of the last date with the Mimzy’s was to be April 5th, 2020. 26 people planned to be in the next recursion of The Mimzy Project the 3rd-5th of April, 2020. We could not go. The Primordial Mother was seeking to bring harmony and balance to her planet and her forms and we were not to be in her way. The CoVid virus it is called, but seeing what so many of us experienced, it is so much more.

Five of us went on behalf of the whole. The participants were planning to find a way to be there even as the airlines shut down, the shelter-in-place was underway. But then the Airbnbs at Shasta shutdown. Not one person wavered. One of the phenomenons of the realms that these Beings come from is that there is just is what is and it is a date with Time that occurs as simply so. BUT…to see 26 people not have even one curfluffle was quite a beautiful experience and continues to this day. The collective of us were simply together somewhere in the realm of the project and what was happen on earth central was just to be managed and included. AWESOME!

When they could not get there, the participants held in place, leaving their investment in escrow for a future date. The April 4 had moved to April 5th. I just had to include this because this is part of the incredible experience we have been in. Of course, the date got moved to the 5th. We already had a 4 and we need the next number to secure the next date…the 5th.  Now I know in the human mind that seems ridiculous because the linear calendar is just a dead thing used to mark time. But not to the mind of the Mimzys and the mimzys. Then when we realized that we needed five to go to Shasta that date – the 5th- to reinforce the so above so below territory of which we were a part, we knew we had to have another date for us and them to meet…only this time we were generating it. What unfolded as all of us paid attention was the next date begins the 23 of October and goes five days completing the 28th of October. October 10 5+5. 23rd 2+3=5, ending the 28th 2+8 =10 = 5+5.

Can you imagine what it must be like for the greater realms of Creation to have human beings actually hearing and doing their part and generating their participation because they are as excited about the connection as the Beings that made the invitation are. Magic!!!  

Five of us went on April 5th. We keep our promise. We stayed on the Mimzy Project Facebook Live. People got to hear the policeman tell Sarah she couldn’t pee on the highway that we have pulled off illegally. They got to see the mountain as we approached her. It was suppose to be raining and snowing but no rain no snow – only cloudy and grey. One the way we realized that we were to do the ceremony of connection keeping our date at noon in the store Crystal Keepers where Kea had purchased the gigantic obsidian ball for me and then took to Glastonbury to be part of the Spiral that was built there. This felt perfect and left us free of the effect of rain or snow. Facebook Live still going strong we began. We have bought crystals from the store for each Mimzy participant and imbued them each with the area of the world and the energy of the person in that place. We gathered them to build the little Spiral out of them for the ceremony. The area the Obsidian had been in as empty as they did ceremony there. Of course! Everything is posted on the Mimzy Project Page.

We began and the sun shot through the clouds, the rain stopped, the day could not have been brighter!

We completed the ceremony of connection at noon. Included with all the Mimzy Participants, people who had built Damanhur Spirals all over the world joined us. It was quite the moment.

In that moment, I felt something that is beyond words, but that is what the Mimzy Project has been. As we meet one moment of time a broader spectrum of comprehension begins to occur. There is a Them. There is only the next structure of connection…never the why or what for…just the next. 

I felt the earth. I felt our bodies as the geopathic intelligence of the earth. I felt the Field of Tantra Maat in Alliance with Damanhur, Italy and the Temple of Humankind. Shasta in 2010 had opened up my mind into matrix building restoring the matrixes that once held paradise on earth and there was no accident that led me to Damanhur where I found The Field of Tantra Maat blending into what they had been at work on for 42 years: strengthening a timeline that evolved human beings not the once that we were in the devolved them.

I knew that our date, October 23rd  October 28th, included connecting Damanhur to the portals and highways of Shasta. Not until recently did I know that we whoever the we is for it is more than this territory of consciousness…it is multiple territories. All I know is  a bridge will unfold between those Beings in the galaxy who identify the planet and her forms as Their Beloveds. Now we with them will set in play  the threads of love in the universe within which this planet was created will be able to be part of our reality once again and our theirs.

Namaste!

and at the time I wrote this I did not know there would be so much more.

Tomorrow is my youngest son’s birthday. I wondered what to give him for his birthday. His birthday is tomorrow the 28th. I had a dream this morning. He was skiing down a mountain and an avalanche burst out of the mountain above him. I yelled at him but I wasn’t afraid. He looked up at it and turned and smiled at me. The avalanche became a waterfall spilling out of the side of the mountain into the mouths of millions of people. This morning I woke at 1 am and was looking went to an astrological report I had been listening to yesterday that I had sent my son because it concerned his birthday, the 28th, and I wanted to look up the online TV name that promoted that particular site. There was an ad for Clean Water. I watched it and knew that this was the dream and my gift per month for my son in celebration of his life.

I recently went to the Bahamas because it was mine to do. Several people contributed to paying for my trip there, but instead, I decided, like this charity, that I would pay for my trip and the money raised by the gofundme would go to on-site people I met there to support the volunteers who were paying out of pocket to get to the Bahamas to distribute the needed supplies stranded in warehouses there needing distribution. This is the magic of synchronicity when we are in unity with Creation.

I realized also that the calls that people have been participating in our Unity of Care Community Telecalls with Jim Williams and Janice Creneti had become a living field within which these threads of synchronicity were rising. This is the power of a Coherent Field.

It turns out our next Unity of Care Community Telecall is the 1st of January right before I start the Prophetics that I do the beginning of the year to set the Field for 2020. This is an important call. If we have a place to work on behalf of The Whole, we are taking care of ourselves by taking care of what we need to exist here as a whole.

Join Us.

Event Title: Unity of Care Community Telecall Date & Time: Wednesday, January 1st at 5:00 PM Pacific To attend this event, click here 15 minutes before the event time: https://InstantTeleseminar.com/Events/119424720  This is also your replay link

If you don’t have access to the web, you can listen in by dialing (425) 440-5010 and using the following conference pin: 961754# Here is a list of international numbers: https://InstantTeleseminar.com/Local/?eventid=119424720

I watch so many of us who serve Creation deal with a missing comprehension, a missing alignment, a missing capacity in these realities of separation. The human race is so hungry for relief from their needs not being met, they have seemed to no longer have the etheric strength to build fields within which what takes care of life and has us exist as whole can nourish them without loss of itself. This is what limits the time here for many of us.

dear ones,

Transparency

I just woke up and realized I missed The Realms of the Beloved Telecall this morning. I will also be missing the Call today in the Spirals of Being. I made a choice when I left what I thought was my home a year or so ago that I would keep my prices down and operated as a single entity. To move with me in my mystical realms of being one with Creation, hearing from the G.O.D.s of Creation, and generally being part of the movement of a greater whole is not something that a person working for me in my business finds easy. It is, in a way a full-time job, and I have yet to find someone whose life is empowered and enhanced by being by my side working on behalf of my commitment to you and to life at that level. There is a cost to that. No one watches my schedule and if I float off into a realm I feel needs my attention, no one is there to take care of your time that you were scheduled to be with me. That has been happening more and more lately. There is much afoot. Once like in the Old Testament, and in ancient cultures, people understood they are not alone and that they were in unity with what created their original design and the other powers and forces that operate on behalf of life here. In that unity, they maintained and created extraordinary realities. I am from those wheres and those whens.
To add to today’s dropping out of the call is that through a series of magical synchronicities, I got to go to the Bahamas. I am a geopath. That means that the substance of the planet, her land her waters, her air, her primal forces of air, wind, and fire live in my consciousness as part of my unity with all life. I operate with these realms as naturally since I was born like you go grocery shopping. The saddest part of being here for me is that most people live thinking the only thing alive and conscious is a human being and yet the human species is far from that while other older systems of life are filled with the capacity to be one with humans but not humans with them. I got the call that that Field of Tantra Maat was to be in the waters and the land of the Bahamas. For what I did not know, but, of course, I do now because I felt called for the Field of Tantra Maat to participate in the recovery efforts there somehow. You will hear on the G.O.D. Call below that, as usual, everything, came together so that the power of Creation could have a presence there. What is that power of Creation in the Field of Tantra Maat: The power of the etheric is far more powerful than circumstances or just doing. That power of the etheric reduces trauma in the field, enhances the mind of Creation, and opens up pathways between the cosmos and the planet that take care of Her and Her Creations among which are human beings as well as trees, seaweed, marine animals, etc.
The more the human systems are breaking down, the more, I am called to go beyond the human system into the realms that operate on behalf of all life here.
Sometimes doing that I get sick because it takes so much of me to do that and I do not have a sufficient support structure to attend to my needs in these endeavors.
This is my choice. Right now, I think a lot of us are having to go beyond what is our comfort zone and I am part of that. I love what I am and what I am capable of but sometimes it interferes with my time with you. I apologize for that but I am not sorry.
If you would like your money reimbursed for the Realms of the Beloved call, please write support@tantramaat.com. If you would like to have the $11 be part of a support structure for me while I cannot work with my voice gone and a fever, write support@tantramaat.com and let Evelyn know. What I have been asked to do for the people who showed up for the call this morning is a midnight call on December 31st, 2019 Pacific. I will be sending this call to all of you who registered regardless of what you chose around the money.  If someone who would like to hold the space for the call, if I get interfered with in the future, let me know. We used to have a conference system that anyone could speak on and people would just hold the space of the hour so that their commitment to being one with the Realms of the Beloved was taken care of.

All my love,
Tantra Maat