I never ever say it publicly, but today I will. I really love the gift I carry. This morning is one of those mornings in which this is particularly true.
My friend, Niall Walsh died a few months ago.
He is Adam in my book An Irish Tale of a Modern Mystic. In my opinion, my two books are really good books to read right now to feed the soul and open the mind.
This is the second night since his death I have gotten to spend Dreamtime with him. This time, we got to talk because I needed to know if he needed my help and if he was caught here. In his Gaelic fashion, his twinkling eyes touched mine with a depth of sadness for the how shallow human lives are forced to be. He didn’t answer. Instead, he curled up on a sofa in a worn home on the edge of a big lake and held me.
You could say we were celebrating. I had found his poems. I was distraught after he died because I knew he wanted me to get his poems to his family. He didn’t want to be remembered for the man who fought addiction since the age of 10 and failed.
We would talk into the wee hours of the morning. We were Anam Cara to each other. Beloved Friends. I will write more about him later, but I have a busy day ahead and need to be about it. For now, I will want to publish his poems and honor his depth. He was a deep as his dark eyes that pierced the veil of this world and that for a moment let in an extraordinary angel.
Passion and Love must penetrate Society’s flimsy membrane
If they are to Delight Us not Devour Us.
Niall Walsh
May 1994
Raindrops
Oh droplets of rain, what fill thee?
Water Pure or Tears of the Great One!
Do Life’s Sweet Mysteries abide in your moisture?
Or
Are the oceans birthing their love to all?
Please, Tell me what hides in your soul.
Maybe, Tears of the Lost Ones Who have found their way home.
The Lull
In between, Here lies the Lull
Neither here, nor there…unaware
Flames soft yet smoldering
Winds calm yet soothing
Yes, tis here lies that Lull
Oceans soothing yet sighing
Earth easing yet yearning.
Tis here lies that Lull.
Creatures withdrawing in sabbatical curl.
Emotions peacing pondering their pearl.
In Tween here lies the Lull.
Lull Speaks,
Dusk Listens,
Dawn answers,
Sunlight Glistens,
Twas here lay that Lull.
In the time of the Temple of Apollo in Delphi, the society cultivated the inner and outer beauty of its people. The athlete, the poet, and the philosopher were one. Here is one such human being. Perhaps our society has lost something only having our attention on the body and not what lies within.
Niall and I put these poems together in May 1994. I compiled them in honor of my friend who is one of those people who is as beautiful within as without – an athlete, a poet, a philosopher, a lover.
I, who am not as physically beautiful as he and at the time of this writing was 100 pounds heavier, learned about my own physical beauty through him.
I told him once that it would be easier to be with him if he wasn’t so beautiful. I said, “I know myself as beautiful within, but not beautiful without.”
He said to me, “Don’t you think if God wanted you to know you were as beautiful on the outside as you are on the inside that one of the first things he would do is send you your reflection.”
This moment in time is offered to honor all the beautiful people we have exploited and out of that exploitation lost a wonderful gift they came here to offer…their reflection.
Next time you go to the movies and watch the beautiful people performing on the screen listen to your body and how it hums with the feelings of what you see before you. This would not be possible if you were not beautiful too
At the time, many people here in the USA were asking for his picture. I sent them these poems with the pictures and a note, “I cannot send you his picture without also sharing his inner beauty, and the beauty of all of us through his words.”
I will sign off now on my Anam Cara, my beloved friend. I will use the name he was blessed with at birth.
Ula Sama Bandala [translation: God given: Follow him home]
I didn’t even know how important having things make sense right now was.”
This is what a client said to me at the beginning of his Consult yesterday.
I asked him why, then, it had taken him so long to schedule, and he didn’t have an answer. So I asked what had happened in the first part of the consult that had caused him to say that.
His response was enlightening.
“You unpacked everything. Put everything in order. I could see what I literally couldn’t see, or didn’t realize how important it was to see it. Not only do things make sense now, I feel freed up, and can see where to put my feet down.”
I’ve been present to the fact that people seem to be in some sort of trance or stalemate, unable to see just how much they need someone to help them ‘unpack’ everything. But I have found also that, for those who have come to me for consults, though there has been a great deal to work through, it’s all so visible and ready, a powerful freedom is easily at hand.
This is a complex moment in time.
So much is coming at us; things are changing every day, swinging back and forth like the pendulum of a grandfather clock that can’t get its steady ‘tick tock’ rhythm. We are not only affected by our own lives right now, but by the rapidly changing world around us.
It is like there are trains moving all around us. We just stand and stare, and then turn back to our coffee, unable to even see that there is a train to jump onto. Even if we did notice, we can be so discombobulated by the speed of the shifts that we don’t know which train to jump onto. Even those who can see that there is a moving train we need to get onto, we just can’t get to that part of us that can make the jump. We’ve just been too overwhelmed, the changes to fast and too shocking, and we retreat.
Right now, this is my job: to unpack the complexity of what is happening, simply by showing you where you are in your life. To ‘put everything in order’ as my client said, and get things unstuck, so that you can get moving with the things that light your way, unfettered by outside forces.
Once we’ve done that, everything unfolds with great simplicity.
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When Tantra left for her sabbatical, I knew things were about to change. For months, Tantra has been in the throes of ‘pre-transition’. As often happens when something no longer fits, everything begins to collapse, and even things which work become intolerable, because they are incorrect. This is the cycle of movement- building something, seeing if it can be sustained and maintained, and then letting go what does not hold to collapse as we build on what DOES hold.
So, when Tantra told me that she very much wanted to start a conversation about aging, it wasn’t a surprise to me. For years, at least as long as I have known her, she has said that at 72 she would be retreating from the world. And I see that happening now, as she moves fully into embracing the Crone stage of life. What I mean by this is that Tantra, always a wise woman and spiritual guide for many of us, is moving out of the stage where it is necessary to prove to the world she’s got the skills, or to put out her sandwich board and come up with a catchy jingle to try and entice people to listen to her. Now, she is moving into the space of being able to say ‘no, those that want to participate can find me’. I recall, years ago, having a dream about Tantra sitting on a hilltop, and Con, her dear friend in Ireland, was guiding people like a Sherpa to the top of the hill where she was waiting, and this is what I think she is moving into; a time where those who know her and her value, who wish to work closely with her in her work of evolving consciousness, will be bringing other like-minded folks to her.
When she was talking to me of her plans to focus some of her attention on the ‘privacy of aging’, I was clear how necessary the conversation is. The path of aging is something that everyone has to deal with, and society today doesn’t allow much room for honest, deep exploration of the ‘good bad and ugly’ of that process. To have someone giving voice to her own experience, and to allow room for others to express their own experience, or at least give validity to that experience and ‘permission’ to discuss it openly is something that is so necessary. We’ve seen this recently in many areas, where people once felt required to stay silent, but now are able to come together and speak out; supporting each other with their own stories and voices, giving strength to others to do the same- building a bigger and bigger field.
Fitting that she should have positioned her sabbatical to coincide with Halloween, Samhain in the old Celtic cycle- a time when the onset of Winter was welcomed as the world died down and began to rest in preparation for the vibrancy of Spring. Returning from her sabbatical, she can begin to embrace the endings of many things, laying to bed those things which no longer serve her, Creation, or her clients, and preparing the beds for what new possibilities will spring forth. I know I am looking forward to seeing what comes of this.
So, we will move into a transitional period, a process many of you have been through with Tantra before! For the month of November we will be looking carefully at each of the offerings Tantra makes time for: consults, public events, writings, etc and seeing if they still fit in this new phase. In December, we will be moving to a new mailing system, and Tantra will NOT be bringing her old mailing list forward. This means that if you wish to continue to move with her, you will need to re-subscribe. We’ll be sure to make the details how to do this available with plenty of time! We will also be looking at the systems and structures that we have in place, and letting go of those that are now incongruous, ineffective, or no longer serve Tantra and her clients.
You will probably be hearing more from Tantra during this transitional period. Transparency is, as always, so important to her, and she believes that making sure the process of this transition includes all of you who wish to walk with her is vital.
In 1994, I had an incredibly real experience with a Being who told me about these times. It is my belief that one of the reasons I was contacted is because I carry an empathic relationship with the cellular systems of human beings. What does that mean? It means that I can hear and empower the activity of the cells. The cells are like a mega-computer system that carries the memory of what had us come here and what is stored within us that is extraordinary even though it is often suppressed by our local reality but is rising to the surface at this time. I knew after this moment in time to begin to activate these deeper systems.
Now we in the prophetic times that the Being spoke to me about and there was one instruction and one instruction only. “These times have been coming for thousands of years. Help people to not be afraid.” I not only took that to heart, I have worked diligently through designing the Creation Exercises and working with the ability to recognize and become part of realities of unity that exist in the fabric of our existence. I knew that the inner system for remembrance needed to be strong enough to not let the circumstances or the dramatic shifts that would occur take people out, but that they could ride the ark of their being through the storm into the unfoldment of new realities.
The awareness of what the Being was speaking to emerged as I watched the cellular memory of the solar system attempt to awaken back into connection with the energetic nature of your Being several years ago. This created the Solar Plexus Activations. Then I watched as the Spirit and the Flesh began to seek to be in unity again. I created the Spirit/Flesh Activations. A year ago, I recognized a greater spectrum of Self beginning to press open our limited personality systems as the sense of self we have carried has gotten too small a fit with who we really are. This began the Metamorphic Evolutionary Dimensionalisation Activations.
My appreciation is deep for the people who participated all these Activations. Together we have nourished the noosphere of human thought…the collective thought of all humanity evolving out of a chaotic moment of darkness that will usher us into a better Light. Human Thought and Human Being are the new horizons of humanity. The higher octave of humanity’s design to be in unity with all life, their spirit, their flesh, their mind, their Being is underneath everything rising to the surface.
As others listen to the different series, they increase the higher octave of unity that is rising in themselves and the collective, a mission that began when that Being told me to not have fear stop this cellularly evolutionary moment.
Human Thought and Human Being are the new horizons of humanity. The higher octave of humanity’s design is to be in unity with all life, their spirit, their flesh, their mind, their Being. Pierre Teihard de Chardin coined the phrase noosphere because he knew that the human system was the next system to evolve in our time. Barbara Marx Hubbard capitalized on it in her work and The Field by Lynne McTaggart furthered this next recursion of our humanity.
My capacity is to give the cellular system a boost so that the deeper nature of what you are can rise and what you are designed to be in its fullness becomes active. There is strength, vibrancy, and capacity in what you are designed to be. Your deeper nature activated reduces stress. You more and more feel vibrant with your own presence.
What this world has described humanity to be is not real. Human beings are the transmission of the spirit in flesh, the unity of spirit and flesh/matter and energy, vast dimensional beings who can experience so much in so many ways. The mechanism of our flesh is beginning to reinstate itself as an expression of spirit through our cellular remembrance. I promise this is true.
In 2011, I began to do Transmissions then Activations so that the primitive nature of the flesh that reacts rather than responds could mature and re-member. Now, as we begin the Cellular Activations, we are at the threshold of what I can now feel in your cells. I could call it a code, an imprint, a design. I am not sure what word fits best.
As Elektra began the path in Tools to Thrive of transmitting to people the magic of their systems, my own consciousness began to wrap around what was happening in the interior of our spirit/flesh system…our body. Today after speaking with Elektra about what this month was about in the support of the interior system of human beings, I went into a deep metastate. I realized that both Elektra and I are being called by Creation and are responding because the deeper eternal nature of Creation is becoming active in your cellular system again.
I know awakening is not for everyone, but it is for some. It is fine if you want to adhere to the culture of the day which is all about the surface world, but your cells are in another conversation about becoming part of the end game that rises after what has been suppressed and hidden from view is sorted. Your deeper system is calling to be established in a higher ordered playing field. I am responding to that.
I don’t often share what it is like for me to wake up in the morning and start my day. I have been writing a short story about a man I remember from another life the last few days. Somehow writing this story has awakened parts of me that I keep tucked away so that I can been there for the people I work with and for my children. What you don’t know about me is for a long time, I lived in a different reality, only visiting here. I was never really here. Then when I was 54, I came in, so to speak. Up until then, everything around me was like a movie set that I visited and played the parts, but never experienced. Since I was 54, that day I came in, I have loved being normal. I have loved decorating my home and creating a wonderland in my yard, going to movies, having friends, and spending time with my adult children.
The mornings, however, are different. I get up at four in the morning a lot of mornings and my reality is not about my human world. I get to be in the silence where there is no human mind to take up territory in my consciousness.
I start at the top of my yard and sit on my moon bench gazing into the massively powerful obsidian ball in front of me. There are no words for what happens there. It is like meditation that connects me into realms of consciousness that my nature and my being are part of. The 350-pound obsidian ball is surrounded by selenite rods making it look like a black sun. Obsidian can reset everything. In my alchemical mind, obsidian is made of oblivion so whatever has become attached to a form that is not part of that form’s necessity, I can drip the form into the obsidian and what no longer serves that form obliterates and come back only with what is now needed. The selenite rods are rods of light so when a form, sometimes a human being, sometimes a condition, sometimes an event, sometimes me comes back from oblivion, the light structure is restored. The light structure is what I call in my work the spirit that lives in the flesh. That light structure is the interface between matter and energy, the eternal and the temporal, the physical and non-physical. It is where I am most comfortable and have been fortunate to be able to have people who want to work with me there.
After I have loved the obsidian and its relationship to the earth, I sit with my three dragons and visit the dragon kingdom which I have a direct relationship with. My imagination? I leave that to you to decide. That kingdom has been very active lately.
After my union with the greater kingdom of which I am a part that represents itself in part in my ball and my dragons, I turn to the cosmos. I move down to my rabbit bench in from of my growing walking stick bushes. I water in the dark as I sit and watch the moon and the stars. I love doing this so much. I feel like the earth and I are greeting the cosmos and the watering is letting the heavens know I am doing my part.
When the dawn begins to tease the day awake and the stars fade, I go to my interestingly shaped wicker lounge chair which is rounded and lets me sit cross-legged while I write. It is usually sunlight by now in the summer but not yet hot. Now that it is September it is still in only the hint of dawn at 6am. I usually have written my Creation Exercise by now, but today I wrote about my day. Why? Don’t know. Thought I would share.
I will start my Creation Exercise but once 6:30 comes the day is upon my and the demands are many. I must get Lily out to walk right around 6:30am so I can go feed the deer who wait patiently for me to bring them their food at the break of day. Lily and I take a short or long walk depending on the shape of the day. I am talking to Elektra at 7am so it is a short walk today. When we come back, I must immediately feed the squirrels or by 9am when I leave for Tai Chi I will have had to deal with a squirrel chatter frenzy until I feed them.
Loved being with you sharing my day this morning. Hope you have the chance to start your version of your day with your version of your union with life. If not, I highly recommend it. Namaste!
Last night, I got to see the beauty of the night sky. It was one of those moments when Creation reaches out and talks to you and tells you everything is fine. I could see in the light of the moon that it is true that people may feel forsaken because the linkage is gone for so many that connects them to the light. I could see that even the sensory experience of sight, touch, taste, and hearing no longer brings very many people into conscious awareness of their unity with Creation. Humanity has been in a darkness in these broken linkages to the greater whole of which they are a part. Humanity has been eclipsed and is only now coming back into the light.
The dance between light and dark is profound. The dance of light and dark is the dance of wholeness. You recognize this when you work through a process of wholeness. You go through a darkness to awaken once again into the light. The darkness is part of the light. The light is part of the darkness. They work together to reveal what has been hidden from view. The celestial world around us reminds us. How many people look at the sky every night? Far more look up during an eclipse. It cleans out the dark…this eclipsed time.
The most powerful thing in the eclipses is not the depth of darkness in the astrology of things. It is that the dark is driven into visibility by the light. Do you know the saying, “The light drives the dark before it”? Human darkness has been the darkness of the mind, but even in the darkness of the mind, beautiful things happen. Human minds have only had the light blocked temporarily. To think that the darkness has blocked out the light forever is ridiculous. It is a darkness life goes through to uplevel into the next greater whole. It is the natural process of Creation to struggle in the darkness to find the light. It generates evolution.
There is no way during these times we will not feel the power of the eclipses in the sky. Whether we want to believe it or not, we, as a species, are in an evolutionary dimensional metamorphosis. This simply means some are evolving more into what a human being can be.
These two eclipses in the month of August 2017 are not just symbolic. They are the activity of Creation that we are participating in whether we perceive it or not.
Even as the earth blocks out the light of the sun in the eclipse today and the moon goes dark, we too are experiencing our own eclipses. We are internally, even at a biological level, experiencing blockages that seem to prevent the light from coming in. But, it isn’t true. The blockages we are experiencing, in ways we cannot explain, is a passage through the dark into the light. The human mind has been dark. The human body has blockages in its vitality and its light. This is all part of an evolutionary emergence of our nature into something more. The human race is living through systems breaking apart even in the experience of being alive. The eclipses awaken our deeper nature and dig into perceptual illusion. For instance, do you realize you are looking out not up when you look into the sky. The only thing keeping you attached to the earth are your feet. If you did not have the atmosphere and all the decoration on the surface of this planet, you would be looking ‘out’ into space. You might even experience being upside down. The movies where Dr. Strange and company are running across moving building. Inception. Others. All part of the dismantling of a limited experience of reality. I don’t know whether to say we are returning to the sentient connection to all life that humanity had in the past. Far past. Or humanity is awakening into a broader spectrum of connection that is brand new.
Not everyone.
Many are hardwired into the broken matrix of reality here that separated us from our existence. The Gift and other movies have been having us remember that. But not everyone is hardwired into the matrix of separation. Many of you reading this post are aware your perception is handicapped. There is a glitch in your system that constantly interrupts the sound bites of the world around you and you experience for a brief moment more. What if all these years of being caught in the matrix of separation is ending? Would you perceive it? Probably not. But you would experience glitches. Your perception doesn’t matter. Your molecules are no longer confused. There is no real separation between your molecules and your existence. Your molecules are not handicapped. They are evolving beyond the limited structure of a broken system that doesn’t allow for them to be what they were created to be.
Your perception right now is your greatest handicap. As the illusion of reality around you breaks apart, you are being freed. You do not know that freedom. Neither do I. We have been in an eclipse that blocked out the linkage of our existence as part of creation.
You, if you are reading this, are becoming unplugged through the dance of the darkness and the light.
The phenomenon of cracking out of a matrix of reality is a most amazing thing. It can only be addressed in metaphor and analogy.
As strange as this reads, your ability to run across the moving rooftops and be upside down and backwards is essential right now. To be Tarzan catching hold of the branches moving through the jungle, keep catching and holding…that is the activity of our existence right now as everything goes turning and twisting until the new patterns of existence begin to settle in and we feel stable again. We are in a metamorphic evolution reaching for an upleveling of reality. We are in the epicenter of it right now.
If you perceptively embraced even a little of what I say here and let yourself recognize, in yourself, even a little of the experience I have presented through analogy and metaphor, you would not be so depressed or frightened. The world would be what it is – a small reality show for entertainment only…sometimes not so entertaining.
You would recognize you are being unplugged from the matrix of a broken system. You would realize you are experiencing the weaknesses of no longer being part of something you were plugged into at birth.
You cannot stop what is happening. You are changing. Everything is changing.
You are in a molecular metamorphic evolutionary repatterning of time and space that will restructure reality as we know it 2017 through 2019. You are coming out of an eclipse back into the light where what you are part of and made of will be perceptively visible again.
In these times when we care and yet are not in a place to do anything about what is happening or when we find ourselves reacting to what is happening, we need to be able to stay in the strength of our caring by handling our empathic response. Georgia Dow sent me these pictures to give a bit of love and humor to our needs being meet.
This past year was a transitional year for me. I used the year to prepare the following nine.
In the past, I have planned for the next decade the day of my -0 year birthday. I have always done this since the day I was 20 in 1966.
As I came into my 70th birthday something felt different. I thought I had prepared for the next ten years. But basically I didn’t. In hindsight, I can see that I was looking for evidence that I had ten more years rather than planning them. I might even, although I would not like to admit it, have thought that I was completing my life here, not immediately. Probably more slowly moving into the following years I would devolve. I let a thought slip in, “I don’t know if there are ten years for me to plan for.”
Then I did start to devolve. My psoas nerve got so painful, I could hardly put my weight on my left hip. It would take me an hour before I could walk effortlessly. I got very tired trying to deal with an incredible business chaos that just did not seem to want to resolve in a calm pragmatic manner. And then in January 2017, I got very sick with the flu that was going around. I gained quite a bit of weight and felt incredibly lethargic about life, not unhappy, just not extremely motivated anymore which is something I enjoy about myself…my constant plotting.
Underneath all this, I did not realize that life was flowing and carrying me forward. Life did not seem to have the same conversation I was having. Life found for me what was life enhancing and life generating. Even stalled in time, probably including being in the social meme of aging, life came through. Life came through in the Tantra Maat team no matter how unyielding the obstacles before us were. Life came through the Spirals of Being that completely intrigued me in their high level of commitment to their own consciousness. Life came through Georgia and Marilyn, whose home I have an apartment in, as they talked with the nurses at AARP and fought to bring my climbing temperature down on a bleak snowy dark of night thwarted by an icy driveway. Life came through my children who keep me in the loop of how much they are glad I am here. Life came through my clients as I watched new threads of futures unfolding that I had never seen before. Life came through phrases like, “We are not going anywhere.” Wisdom from the people in the team, my allies in consciousness, my children, my clients. It was a magical time where, without realizing it, I had let go of life, but life had not let go of me.
As I approach my weekend where I go away to listen to the powers and forces that influence my existence here, something is so different. I am basically a hermit who listens to the ways of Creation and contributes that to those who cross my path. Since I have moved in with Georgia and Marilyn…since I have started the In Unity with Creation Institute….since my team…since my allies like Jozef and Heather…since the beginning of 2016 to right after my bout with that crippling flu…something has been happening.
A shift has occurred that I think will make the following years sharp in contrast to our recent past. I can feel heaven on earth. I can feel it coming out of the mulch of unworkability, the debris of division, the compost of confusion, and the manure of a dying need of human against human. I can hear heaven on earth in the words of my team, the members of the spirals, my allies, my children, my clients. I sometimes even hear it in the news and even in the voices of those who I would often oppose.
It is not happening through the people. It is happening in the people. There is a metamorphic, meta-dimensional, evolution going on. I have seen it in healings that elicit the unity of the spirit and the flesh…where people are in a metamorphosis at a biological level that is generating an awakening of spirit in the body. I am seeing stamina of faith in that which is not yet seen or seeable as businesses collapse, as systems fail. There are those who are listening… anticipating hearing the call of future and preparing for it. The so above, so below unity of heaven and earth regardless of race, color, or creed is rising in mythic proportions as those who truly experience a higher power are standing in allegiance with the one fundamental truth of what created us regardless of belief. That one fundamental truth is that every diverse expression of Creation deserves to be valued and given a place here.
I think I and others might have been in a time gap last year. I was. But now that the deeper roots of unifying realities are rising through the mulch, the compost, the debris, the division. I am picking up on the new threads of new beginnings. Work is becoming exciting at a whole new level…at 71…who’d thought! The team has increasingly trusted their direct link with Creation and moved me to tears as I watch the light of creation express through them. My children…ahhhh, my children…I just love my children and part of my 10 year plan that now will end when I am 81 not 80, is to stick around to see them continue to unfold.
Jackie Cowen, my precious 34 year old right hand woman, who globbed onto me with such devotion and such conviction, and built me back when I faltered, and stayed stubborn when I fell, is getting married June 7th to her new beloved Neil Murray. We are busy figuring out how to have her continue to work with me and build her new devotional path of conviction with him at the same time.
I realized today as I was writing this blog to complete my year how precious it is to operate in a reality of unity. How problems are about how to stay together and create more and greater opportujnities that are life generating and have us exist as whole. The structures of unity are the structures of love. No one really ever wants to say that. We are all about structures that help us survive, help us have the right jobs, the right clothes, the right religion…but as we move forward…we will discover the vulnerability, the transparency, the intimacy of the structures of love that are programmed into the DNA of this planet and her forms.
That is what I am setting in play for my next ten years. Structures of love that enhance the quality of life, the wholeness of body, the magic of being one with what created us in communities based in ‘we care’ across the globe in diverse, expressions of delight that are shared and valued.
Thank you for our time together and our years of service to life. I look forward to our metamorphic meta-dimensional evolution and all of the amazing discoveries that will exist there.
Why the Activations? What is their importance.
They are really an important thread that occur monthly all through the year. I’m gonna going to give a little dimensional understanding of the Dimensional Activations because the April 2017 Dimensional Activation was truly for me, kind of break-through material.
It is my privilege to speak to that.
I want to first declare myself:
I know that my life is blessed and I celebrate its blessings and I know that the privileges that I have require work and have responsibility. I know that work will pay dividends in ways that I can’t even imagine. I also know that my mission is to be useful to bringing balance and love to the planet. And so, I’m working to find my voice by trusting that it is emerging and trusting in goodness, and trusting faith in goodness and loving deeply without reservations and looking for openings to open up into grace, as I help others heal.
Why the Activations?
The Activations build our capacity to be both and: both the strength of ourselves and then the strength of us together. They are timely. First Tantra did a series of Spirit/Flesh Activations and now in 2017 a series of Dimensional Activations that I will be speaking to.
It is important that we come together to activate. When we have that strength of togetherness of the Field of Creation, we each are a field-being being the Field with others. Then moments of weakness are not as powerful as when we are alone not knowing that there are others with us on this journey.
The Dimensional Activations are actually where we’re at work on our own expansion. We work in a larger landscape than in the reality that suppresses us and limits our lives. We work with the Field of Creation to unwind the biological and emotional damage which has occurred before now.
We also have the opportunity to literally repair the living matrices of which we are a part by expanding the territory of our own consciousness, the landscape of existence that we occupy.
What we track in our daily lives, in our activities, going to the store and getting a massage is one thing. But then, where do our hopes, our dreams, and landscapes that carry the actualities of our deepest hopes and longings reside. They all stay alive in the craving spirit that we have where we hope we can become what we hope to be.We come here to be actualized through that craving spirit which is what we are setting free in the Activations as we activate emerging cellular memory. Its kind of a hard way to understand it, but we actually set free the memories we carry that extend out beyond the timelines of the active, finite mind that we were born into. That is a good thing.
The Activations actually tap into larger landscapes through our conscious efforts. And through the work of the Dimensional Activations, we find ways not to be so constricted and constrained by the limitations of life which we’ve become all too familiar with.
Yes, our lives, they are contentious and tumultuous, but don’t you think some part of us knew that would be the case when we came into this lifetime. I think we pushed ourselves to be here, to get into this life, to remember. But remembering not just for ourselves but also for the deep cellular remembrance that lays within us. We search everywhere to set free those cellular memories so that we’ll be strong after the storm passes and we will be on a path in front of us that still is connected to life. This is the work that we’re doing. We have two lives: the historic lives that we’ve lived; and then there’s, well lets just call it, the future life, the seeds that we’re planting now for the future. And that’s that cellular freedom, the rooting and the preparing for the future that facilitates having us exist as whole. The future that has us have the ability to live in alignment with that non-physical world which really gives the greater pay-off-those energy fields of creation.
Still we struggle with that. We have knowledge that our reality, our everyday reality, is a mirage which obscures our vision of the larger fields which give life and have us remember the selves through which we are directly in touch with Creation.
The Activations are about opening us up into who we already are. Its not who we think we are in the linear entrapment of horizontal time-sets. Its who we are as already immersed in vertical time, where we meet the eternal, in different dimensions that embody our hopes of who we are – beings of love and light. And so what what the dimensions are about – “Dimensional Activations” – is the actualizing and realizing all of that.
In my world, I trust that we can link to who we are and let our deeper cellular memory exist as so. I trust that we are all together looking for what we deeply hope we are, to use Tantra’s words:
“…that we are well, that we are happy, that we’re star-beings, or galactic angels, and shaman and children of God.”
All of which exist beyond the time barriers of our reality in the past, present and future sense. The Activations are about untangling what has been wrought in our lives by the false sense of horizontal time we’ve been swimming in and thinking we are of. The Activations open us up into our deepest dreams and hopes of life and every sense of what is right about life. By addressing the structures which have caused that sense of separation that keeps us from knowing the larger dimensions of consciousness which we carry, which are part of us, we can restore our direct connection with Creation and what gives us life.
I’m learning to breathe life and to be at work penetrating those barriers that don’t allow me to experience who I really am. I have begun to link back into what is life-giving that I wouldn’t have even known existed. I find myself moving into those realms bringing my body, my physical body, back in touch with that which was isolated and suppressed from my awareness. And that’s a big thing. Our bodies…this is the point of an Activation: the matter of our bodies, all of that is susceptible to interpretation and adaptation because we’re under a delusion of separateness that makes our bodies suffer. That is until we realize that we want to remember… that we want to activate through conscious determined activities…to activate our knowledge and be aligned with and healed by wholeness… being directed connected with something. That linkage to the cellular memory of who we are. We all share that.
That is the beauty of our cellular memory. Cellular memory recovers all the details and lands us inside larger timescapes of greater intelligence. As I am learning to listen to that intelligence, I’m really learning to listen to myself…who I am as my Original Design that is connected to wholeness… embracing love and understanding.
Human consciousness in humanity at large right now has been said to be undergoing great expansion. But there is pressure against that expansion which can really only be overcome by dimensionally shifting our attention from survival to awakening. And very importantly, we then find the strength, stamina and capacity to be awakened beings.
The shift in our biological matter that is occurring right now to unsuppress that deeper memory is being directed. But by what?
I say, “By what we pay attention to.”
The Field of Creation: being informed by the field, informing the field, moving into our crystalline structure where we find that memory, that deep cellular memory revived and restored. Of course, there will be resistance. Yeah, we’ll have that snap moment when the memes come back to rule us because our normal lives have us all be fairly well-conditioned to understand that the normal horizontal timeline is reality. But what if that ain’t so?
When we bring our attention to those energetic structures which hold that limited view of life in place and allow them to reset and recalibrate, we can find the linkages that we’re searching for.
Actually we’re not searching for them, they are searching for us…to remember. I’m tapping into those linkages through the work that we are doing. I have found that it is really a matter of allowing what I thought was true, to simply melt away. But I’m finding the good news about that in my life, “The Protectors”. Whatever word you have for it, the Angels that are supervising our progress, are being revealed. And they are at work with us and for us. And it is now time for that. There’s time for a whole landscape of realizations letting the constructs of our socialization melt away. And still, letting the emotions inform me, but in a healing and a restorative way as I find my way to heart-love-understanding, we can all follow that path. It is time to take advantage of the unfolding of knowledge, the melting away of socialization as we gently find the path…
Something is trying to come online here.. Healing is coming online. We are driving that by simply allowing the known to melt away as we relax into knowledge and understanding. I’m really excited about that, and hope that you all are also because even just the knowledge of the gainings of understanding are beginning to be revealed. The melting away of all that which everyday life tells us, reveals that it isn’t so what we thought – the memes – And as we go into that deep cellular memory by caring to activate it, we will find ourselves on the other side of the barrier of ego. And that’s the good news.That’s the good work that’s our field of being. And I am a field-being being a field informing it and being informed by it. And that’s my work and I can’t imagine doing anything else. And so there you go… Dimensional Activations – the deeper look..
I’ll just say this: the part of the April Dimensional Activation that really got me was the notion of skull melting. You know, letting that barrier between me the little finite me and me the other me melt- the me that can’t really be described adequately with words. Melting that barrier, just even for the moment in the Activation… Transcendent…
