We have been in a world of EITHER/OR and FOR/AGAINST. The underpinnings of BOTH/AND and WITH are part of what is rising in the opening up into the next recursion of wholeness. This is why the Field of Tantra Maat was built as a coherent, cohesive, congruent energy matrix to draw from as a collective consciousness to forward what human beings are designed to be – “With another in the Field of Creation.” In our World of Unity Gathering on October 4th, 2023 at 5 pm Mountain, we are inviting you to attend to ‘move with Creation’ on behalf of what human beings cannot yet perceive or comprehend but are on for as their part of moving everything back into wholeness.
I asked Tash, one of the beloveds of Australia to give me a ‘voice’ for this Gathering on October 4th, 2023 to activate the next level of wholeness on behalf of all Life that is happening in Australia
“This is what my heart wants us to activate…
to hold BOTH AND as the potent possibility in play that can rise through the hearts of every Australian and all of us participating in this referendum.
I am feeling the power of this.
There is much confusion here with what the Yes is and what the No is.
It feels like there may be Australians who choose No because they believe that will help First Nations People.
Activating the BOTH/AND will have the heart frequency of every human vote flow through. This Heart Frequency will carry power and will accumulate in the BOTH/AND field that has the Voice of First Nations people heard in hearts that radiate beyond the political system. This BOTH AND field carries the heart of Uluru and rises like a Pool of Unity from this EITHER OR referendum.
I am feeling a dissolution of these EITHER/OR separation tactics.
Some people said YES to injections believing this would be best for their health.
Some people said NO to injections believing this would be best for their health.
And this is how this feels with this referendum. And I want us to activate this.
Some people will say YES believing this will be best for the Voice of First Nations people to be heard and listened to.
Some people may say NO believing this will be best for the Voice of First Nations people to be heard and listened to.
Can we imagine the Voice of First Nations people being heard and listened to?
Come what may.
With ‘Yes’ AND with ‘No’.
The Voice of First Nations People in Australia are heard and listened through many hearts.
This is already so and this is what we can activate in our field of Tantra Maat and in the World of Unity field together.
We can dream the river of YES and the river of NO flowing into the Sea of UNITY and having the Voice of First Nations people and the Heart of First Nations people be loved. Beloved.
And this will have the Voice of All Life and the Heart of All Life be loved. Beloved.”
Thank you for ever.”
I have added the section in The Language of Creation: Your Original Design about the realities of unity and the language of creation for you to have the opportunity to further your own awakening into your own language of creation in your unity with Creation.
“This book is designed to give you a passageway back into a
language that holds the magnificence of your Original Design: The Language of Creation itself.
Language is a template of expression within which reality occurs. We see, sense, think, feel, hear, and are well or not well, according to how language organizes our reality. In modern times, language is limited to the spoken and written word, but language existed long before speaking and writing began. Language did not just generate from the need to connect with fellow humans. Language once generated from the desire to connect with the greater reality ancient humans knew they were a part of. These humans knew themselves as part of the creative process of Creation. Ancient language, whether verbal or artful, connected human beings with Creation. Before humanity began to form thought into belief, language let Creation move through the human experience and human beings expressed their lives in connection with Creation. We see this in Sanskrit that is a language that is not based on explanation or understanding but on resonance.
Within us lies a Language of Creation that exists both internally and externally in our attempt to be connected to the Universe, to ourselves, and to each other. Whether we express ourselves skillfully or clumsily, an ancient language seeks to rise within us where we experience ourselves as part of Creation in thought, word, and deed. Realities are created by the Language of Creation. What is present in the language of one reality is not present in the language of another. We see this in multiple personalities. One personality can have a deadly allergy. Another personality will not. Our internal language shapes our thoughts. Thoughts shape our reality. We see this in what some people hold to be fantasy and others hold to be real.
What if we could return to the Language of Creation where our direct connection to Creation gave us access to what was ours to create and we could become creators of realities that have only until now lived in our dreams?
Before teaching you the actual Creation Exercises, let’s first look at how the Creation Exercises generate thought that gives you access to the thought process of Creation.
The Language of Creation is connection-oriented and gives us direct access to our experience, creating a connection where we can include more and more, increasing our connection to ourselves, the world, Creation, and each other.
When you think in the Language of Creation?
You can think with the creative power of what you were thinking.
You find yourself present to what you are thinking, like being on a mindscape where life is visible within the clarity of your thoughts.
You no longer think for or against. You think with.
You no longer think either/ or, you think both/and.
You no longer think good or bad, right or wrong. You think, as Rumi says, “In the playing field beyond all right or wrong doing.”
When you think, you find you can include everything, nothing excluded, synthesizing your thoughts into whole system thinking[1] naturally.
When you think, you no longer have to explain or understand. What you are thinking is so part of you and is so present for you, you transmit to others what you are present to from your connection to it.
Instead of parroting knowledge, you are aware of your direct connection to life and speak from that connection. Your thoughts become life-generating and life-enhancing. You become self-aware.
The Language of Creation moves with Creation in your thoughts, aligning you thought by thought with what is yours to do, be, and have. You no longer have to prove yourself to know you are of value.
As the world is changing, you need direct access to what is unfolding that you have no past experience of. The Language of Creation is a metalanguage – a language that includes what you are now and goes beyond into what you are becoming. In a metalanguage, what you say transmits your awareness without the need to explain. Why? Because when the experience is present for you when you communicate, the resonance of that experience supersedes the words.
The Language of Creation is a resonant field connected to your reality. Your words carry connection not disconnection. Your thinking makes you part of your reality instead of separating you from it. Your reality carries language.
Your reality that you access through this Language of Creation is:
The reality that connects you to the essence of what it is for you to be alive and exist as whole.
The reality that manifests the fulfillment of what you are actually designed to be.
The reality that awakens you into your unique and essential connection to all of life.
[1] Whole-systems thinking synthesizes the interrelationships of what you are aware of so you arrive at conclusions and solutions different from those constructed from a conditioned range of focus. Considering the constituting parts of a system rather than narrowly focusing on the parts themselves.
In preparation for the CreateaWorld YouTube discussion with Dr. Deb on Friday, September 1st at 9 am
It turns out that the RV repair company La Mesa in Albuquerque kept what plugs my RV into the socket outside the house to run it. I have no idea whether they will return it or not.
I have been seeking in conversation with others to get to peace of mind over this over-a-year fiasco [actually even before that] with this RV of mine. I prefer to discover the source of fear and dismantle it into life force energy rather than be at the effect of the fear – it costs me the joy of my day and of life and I’ll not have that – not for me – not for others.
Especially nowadays and in the years to come where so much will be transmuting from trauma into life force energy and we will be part of that no matter what level of society we are in even at the most greedy level.
We are in the return at every level of humanity’s Indomitable Spirit and I and others are at work about that.
I talked to Dr. Deb who talked to me about intent versus impact because I have observed we are all feeling this intense need to protect ourselves against harm. While much is at work in magnificent ways at the societal level about this, I and others are taking it on at the spiritual level.
Intent is the purpose behind an action or statement – the why behind what someone does. Impact is the result.
It is how the person on the receiving end of those words or actions interprets or feels about what they just encountered and are at the effect of the experience in a positive or negative way.
My daughter works in highly victimized communities that feel helpless in the face of the impact of their being lied to, marginalized, under-resourced, and ignored which is exactly how I feel in the way I am being treated at the RV company. I psychically knew that this kind of consciousness of non-caring of human beings for other human beings would escalate into a global pandemic because the cause is the loss of spirit that kept humanity in touch with each other and, yes, in love with each other and making sure each other’s needs were meet or if now that the compassion for not meeting the needs was apparent.
I noticed I am completely at the effect of my RV $20,000 later still has the same problem that it started with and that the service department simply ignores that and gives me the same answers. I am white [but a woman and old] and I am obviously in the category of privileged and supposedly not marginalized, under-resourced, or ignored (supposedly) – but that is not what I am experiencing.
I notice and am living the feelings that are there for all of us as our systems fail and do not take human beings into consideration as this company demonstrates – my go-to is to feel like a victim and my only means with no one who has the power to protect me is threat and wanting to harm and the need to withdraw and hide. I knew that these feelings would begin to penetrate aspects of society that felt safe so in truth I am in the perfect place to be feeling these things. I am completely at the effect of the system right now and for the most part, there are no heroes even though there are those who deeply care about what is happening to me even though it is just an RV that was my home and have tried to help but have no ‘power over’ what is happening to me.
So now I turn to myself not only as an individual but as a member of the human community no matter what different aspects of community might think about me and my right to feel the way I do. It is an exploration of the collective consciousness for me and as a spiritual being what I can do about it is awaken consciousness and awareness because the innate nature of human beings is to care and before I am incinerated at my death I will promote that spiritual ether with everything I have and even after.
I woke this morning after a dream of how I successfully maneuvered myself and others out of an inferno of fire to safety. I used my desire and love for these strangers I was with to guide me. It was an amazing dream and when we got below scaling down cliffs and running across streams that were evaporated by the inferno, we knew we would never be the same. The very terror that drove us mixed with making sure we all made it created an alchemy of existence that was new and would begin to recreate itself in our lives. Keven my granddog woke me to go outdoors and when I went back to bed to get more sleep – a voice said, “I will no longer let my life be managed by fear of harm.” I knew that voice was my deep Spirit awakening in me and I was glad.
Am I still afraid – yes. It is hard to see what has happened to us as human beings that brought these societies of separation into existence, but I will seek out those who are willing to trust again somewhere, hopefully, here with me and we will take on the journey of going through the inferno of separation and find a way down the cliff and through obstacles feeding the joy of our own caring of ourselves and others and having that be the stabilization point through all this.
Thank you if you read this – it feeds the fire of Spirit – our shared Spirit and that is a good thing. Thank you for coming to listen on Friday on our CreateAWorld YouTube. You feed the field of new realites rising as we are in the throes of old ways of being failing.
*Please note the Creation Templates from which the books I have written and am writing transmute trauma into life force energy and give us the power to create new realities independent of the old ones. I will be organizing working with people who are part of new consciousnesses of new futures forming soon. All my love, Tantra”
One of the characters in the dream was Hugh Grant. I know he was the character in the dream because he was a bad magician in Dungeons and Dragons, a movie I watched a couple of times.
The Dream: I was going to a magic school and I could tell that I could help with a formula for Hugh Grant who thought he could carry the magic all himself and use it for himself. Somehow, I got myself tangled up in trying to fix it and he came after me with dark magic. Then the dream shifted and I was terrified.
Please note, that I am no longer terrified. In fact, like I said when I took Russ to the plane this morning, I was actually quite centered and calm. That doesn’t change my solar -plexus is like a 5-alarm fire feeling danger all around me except here at my home and my torso is shaking. I know it is shaking with remembrance attached to this event with Dakini, but for now, I am just giving it a place where I can watch it but work to not let it dwell in me – buying myself some time.
I also slept after Russ left at 5 a.m. this morning. I couldn’t sleep last night and finally fell asleep at 2 am and up at 4 am but I could feel my care for myself no longer so terribly thrown by what I felt coming at me enough to go back to sleep at 5:30 am and sleep until 10 am.
I have Keven with me who feels like a magic dog this morning protecting me from bad joo joo [spelling incorrectly on purpose to not draw attention to what I am aware of]. Having him feels good – real or not real – it feels good. I say all this because I can feel my stature again, not necessarily strength, but stature. I must have really hit a fissure in the realms of magic that carries a time similar to a memory my body remembers when I was flayed open and the potion made from the power of my solar plexus was used to destroy my people. It is along that line only more active and felt more real.
I think I can let the cellular memory and what is working through me right now stay in my observer more than my craver thanks to Melissa all the people who wrote craving exercises for the craver to move through ‘harm’ into the river of Life where what is life-enhancing and life-generating dwells – increasing in me the power of what is life-enhancing and life-generating as well.
Also tethering felt like a lifeline for me but I didn’t say that…still don’t understand why I would say that. But whatever people did yesterday, what my heart family did, including the strange-looking young man straight out of a Mexican magic hat who towed the RV, and what happened tethering has left me able in two ways.
One is, while still highly at the effect of my body’s memory that is still reactive, I am simply letting anything around the RV go because somehow it hit a fissure of powerlessness that I can ill afford. Second, I said to Maeve this morning on a voicemail on WhatsApp. the magic I am rebuilding to the best of my ability to put into words is between human beings who can once again be cared for and care for others in thought, word, and deed [the realms of the beloveds] and not be turned against each other.
Whatever destroyed the ability of human beings and their ability to care for each other over money, possessions, houses, social status, and even their partners who harm others, etc. – all entrapments, I keep bringing myself there. Whatever happened to me so long ago was really really bad. I know that and now it is up for transmuting the trauma of it into life force energy.
Keven just came over and laid down beside me.
I know I am in a transmutation because the actuality of transmuting showed up in the second part of the dream as really real. I can’t type this without shaking at the horror at the tender tendrils of memory. It is why I have kept my distance from human beings this lifetime. And now, the break with human beings’ ability to belong once again to each other as beloveds of the cosmos and the planet is before me and thanks to the support of this Field of Tantra Maat, and others with capacities, I have a chance.
The second half of the dream[?]
[In reality] I knew I was in my bed. I had turned to face the wall of my bed with my head at the base of the bed so the sun could flow over me like in a sarcophagus [another memory of how to protect myself using the power of the sun to do that- I was drawing what protected me and helped in a transmutation from everywhere]. I knew I would be safe there in the sun in the face of malevolence coming at me with everything it had out of Dakini right outside my window. I also called on the Goddesses – the Dakinis because I knew that naming her wasn’t a mistake – I now know that that it was an act of protection for what was to come.
Dakinis are energetic beings in female form, evocative of the movement of energy in space. In this context, the sky or space indicates ??nyat?, the insubstantiality of all phenomena, which is, at the same time, the pure potentiality for all possible manifestations.
I had finally ‘with the help of my beloveds’, broken through the entrapment of my personal identity that had been caught in feeling betrayed, unsupported, and left to be destroyed with no one there to help me, the terror that has been eating at me far beyond this lifetime.
Vile black thick threadlike fingers of darkness were enraged. I was slipping out of the unconsciousness that I had been at the effect of. The tendrils came at me again and again. I would wait as long as I could with them all around me, but not in me, and capture as much of ‘them’ as I could into a Merkabah and pull myself and the Merkabah and the horror of the evil into the earth beneath me. I watched what happened there. I don’t know what this area of the planet is but it is pulsing with Light for sure. The light from the fissures of the molten core of the Earth Herself came up and devoured the black evil tendrils connected to a malevolent consciousness and a consciousness it was. I saw it in memories of actions others had taken with themselves, others, and Life – all innocent. I held to my own innocence and the innocence of this beloved species I so adored for so many milieus until the break with belonging to what they truly were designed to be -creatures of paradise – began.
“Mer” means Light. “Ka” means Spirit. “Ba” means Body. Mer-Ka-Ba means the spirit/body surrounded by counter-rotating fields of light, (wheels within wheels), spirals of energy as in DNA, which transports the spirit/body from one dimension to another.
I couldn’t move because I had to be so attentive and intentive and precise but I kept imagining taking my pulse in the trinity of the pulse of my own heart [that had been having serious pain last night], the pulse of the planet, and the pulse of the cosmos. I let the terror I felt in my body also go into the Merkabah.
I woke, with the first dream still dreaming itself out in the background of the second dream[?] event. Realizing in that scenario with Hugh Grant that I was repairing the trinity of magic – myself, others, and Life and, while it was not yet completely real, the magicians who work only for their own power were and would be subdued. I remembered remembering in the activity of the second part of the dream that I remember Jesu as an alchemist and knew I would wake up and print out the Lord’s Prayer in Aramaic and be part of restoring that reconnection with the Beloved.
I woke to notice I was no longer quite at the effect of those memories of those times in this new Here, this new Now.
I knew even if I died or the LaMesa Service Department never fixed the RV, or the bank came after my home, I was once again in the right relationship with what I once was a long time ago ‘with O/others in the Field of Paradise’ – formidable. If I had to live through the weakness that most human beings face who are broken from the Realms of the Beloveds, not by their actions but by actions from malevolent forces. Then so be it. I know how to take territory and taking territory I might be able to now once again.
There is much I have not been able to talk with you about in the last half-century. Is now a good time? There is a magic to truth falling apart all around us. We are worn out ‘searching for the truth’. This is so valuable. Much more beneficial than detrimental. Why? Because each of us has our own truth and in that truth, we shape our existence, our values, our principles, our perception, and reality itself. I have had an hour a month for over forty years – at the beginning, called Spirit Hour…now named Being in the Realms of the Beloved. I always start things ahead of other human beings being able to perceive what I perceive simply because that is what a mystic does. They give something that holds the heart, the soul, the spirit of life on this planet a place. A place that is because if a place is given then a gathering of energy can occur that eventually will restore the deeper nature of a human being….the nature of a human being that did not get aberrated into fear and a narrow corridor of survival. A place where the wonder of a human being and his or her or their connection to Creation can thrive. This is what it is to be in the Realms of the Beloved. This is our once upon a time.
Is it possible that movies that are being shown, audible books that people are listening to, podcasts, CreateAWorld, and other YouTube videos are doorways into the latent intelligence within the human psyche that is the intelligence we share with the planet and perhaps even as offworlders? Is the human being’s psyche folding back into Story? This is so awesome and so significant. Story awakens latent memories that carry relevance to Now even though the actuality of their existence is not now. I have spent my life telling stories. I did not tell them as truth because the Truth is only relevant to the moment in time within which a human being existence and the circumstances surrounding that existence. But Story – story stimulates the broader, deeper, wider connections of who we are as a species through time and at the same time stimulates who each of us is perhaps even beyond the species itself.
Last night as I walked into the Transmission/Activation, I had the uncanny feeling that layers of aberration in the human psyche were peeling away. It didn’t matter if I got my language right so human beings didn’t trigger, their minds closed off by the mechanization of mind that closes off awareness. The awareness was pulsing. Story now had access to the deeper psyche that would process the story and the perception of the human being would be able to bring the story into their own psyche to serve themselves and Life in their own unique way. Glory Be!
What is your source base? Are you still embodied in the past? Or are you embodying the future?
What is your current relationship to resonance? Is your consciousness unfolding into the power of the collective or are you still isolated in a protective state of individuality? We are in a decisive moment of time. Resonance is part of human beings’ capacity to register paradise again. In resonance, all the remembrance of paradise gets enhanced and amplified when each of us opening up into our unique and essential design comes together. That is what the 7 weeks of running the Templates and writing the Creation Exercises as a collective is all about. Each of us carries a Template of Paradise. What is Paradise besides the original nature of the original design of our physical embodiment both as a planet and as a species? Paradise is where everything operates on behalf of everything else, everything is part of everything else, everything is in relationship with everything else, and everything still has its own place. Paradise is where we exist on behalf of life and are always moving to the next greater whole.
Presence. In the next few months, there will be those of us who are beginning to embody futures we once existed in that drew our consciousness back here. That consciousness is embodying. What an extraordinary moment of time this is even though I admit trying.
Does anything I say resonate? Remind you of a Presence you feel from time to time? Are you gaining new or remembered consciousness?
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What are the physical symptoms when you blackout or faint?
Your field of vision may “white-out” or “blackout.” Your skin may be cold and clammy. You lose muscle control at the same time and may fall down. Fainting usually happens when your blood pressure drops suddenly, causing a decrease in blood flow to your brain.
That was not what happened…
My body was not cold or clammy. I was conscious. I have a complete memory of what happened. My body was just…different…more like finding yourself in a pitch-black room and you lose your equilibrium and don’t know what is up or down or sideways.
If you have a blackout, you lose consciousness temporarily. Before that, you might fall down, have blurred vision, or be confused. Sometimes, people experience memory loss and describe this as a blackout – for example, after they have drunk a lot of alcohol or taken illicit drugs.
I did not lose consciousness. I was conscious. I just wasn’t conscious in a way that gave me control over my body. My body was completely at the effect of the dimensional connection I had shifted into concentrating on ‘keeping my eye’ on the ship. It was clearly a ship. I had been watching something the night before that I thought was a cluster of stars. Then last night that cluster of stars began to move down toward the mountain range in front of us. I calmed my system and went into a state shift of ‘being with’ its movement and its shifts and changes. It wasn’t our kind of slowed down, but it slowed down like a spinning disc that didn’t seem like a spinning disc until it slowed as it was moving lower in the sky and then stopping. It looked like a cluster of stars on a disclike dark shape. It was when it stopped in the sky, I could see a left to right movement and then something like shifting back a little to the right and then spinning like I would draw a partial spin on paper or like a dog wet shaking off water in very slow motion.
Fainting begins with an increase in heart rate and blood pressure, followed by a fall in blood pressure and heart rate at the time of the faint. People often feel nauseated before they faint (thought to be due to the back of the brain not getting enough blood supply) and may vomit,” Corcoran said.
I had been standing up watching it with only my knees down standing in the water. I had leaned over and told my friend H that there was a spaceship but I wasn’t sure she could see it because I had been very carefully concentrating on it so that I was using part of my brain slowed down that allowed me to ‘recognize’ it on the horizon.
Then it happened. I am so sorry about all the fear of aliens and of alien craft that people suffer from. What happened to me was very similar if not the same that happened to me in a ceremony at a native sweat where I followed the mind of the shaman leading the sweat into a wolf kingdom in a dimension of spirit which this morning I am happy to say is what happened to me last night…more in a minute on that.
I felt it happen. Contact…not with a creature but with the entire intelligence of the ship and its operational state in the sky that is not anything like how we experience the operational state of movement here. I said to H, “It grabbed my brain,” but that wasn’t true. No Thing grabbed my brain. The frontal lobe of my brain got grabbed by the connection like two magnets that make contact and my brain registered and became part of the consciousness of what I had been paying attention to.
I felt my body’s inertia.
PHYSICS
a property of matter by which it continues in its existing state of rest or uniform motion in a straight line unless that state is changed by an external force.
“the power required to overcome friction and the inertia of the moving parts”
If I had been in space, my body simply would have relaxed in space because the body has no way to navigate itself in but in water and pulled by the gravitational pull of the earth that seemed to be relevant.
Below is more about what happened. Remember my body was still in gravity, but without the gravity pulling me face-forward into the water, I could equate what happened more to what is described below. For me, I was floating in space. For my body, it was in a state of rest yet affected by an external force….gravity
What happens to a human body in space?
In the vacuum of space, gas exchange in the lungs continues as normal but results in the removal of all gases, including oxygen, from the bloodstream. After 9 to 12 seconds, the deoxygenated blood reaches the brain, and it results in the loss of consciousness.
..as it was happening, with no control over my body while it was busy being affected by a spatial lack of muscle control and gravity.
“Without the downward force of gravity, the body works considerably less, causing muscle deterioration and loss of bone density.”
Above is pretty much how it felt. No muscle control. Floating in space. The body at the effect of gravity. Space just happened to include gravity and water.
Then I felt my body hit the water. It didn’t feel like water, it felt like liquid space like under the ocean way down, but I didn’t realize my face was in the water. I just remember being curious because I could tell my pulse wasn’t racing. I didn’t feel blood rush out of my head or into my head. I was weightless and it was cool. What wasn’t so cool though I didn’t feel panic was that the body keep falling into the water when H tried to sit it up on the side of the pool. I don’t even know if my eyes were open or closed. Once I realized the body was having trouble, like with the work I did with a colleague in time traveling, it got my attention and I tried to get control of my body. I had no ringing in my ears. I could feel my pulse. It was quite normal. My body and I were just having trouble getting reacclimated to gravity and probably would have drowned if I had been there alone.
Once I could work with H to get my body and me out of the water onto the cold lawn chair, I knew to pull away from the experience as much as possible or my body would not have an easy time of it. I was nauseous. My bowels moved without muscle control. I began the journey of restoring my relationship with my physical form concentratedly. I made sure I, in no way, tried to think about what I had just experienced because the body began to be that experience again, not a body trying to reinstate itself to gravity and standing up and walking. It was still cool even though it was a bit of a challenge. I knew I wasn’t in trouble biologically even though I realize the body might have drowned without H there. Bad timing for the body, for sure. I just needed to manage my body and I coming back into gravity and getting back to the house so I could lay my body down.
My head was pounding but my pulse was a beautiful 60 bpm. My body felt so calm and soft from the mineral pool but fluid. I was fluid too. We were one in that fluidity. I had never felt the body and what I call me the same.
When we got home, H gave me Advil which I requested. Needed some chemicals to reduce the headache but also congeal physically. She recommended the homeopathic remedy Aconitum napellus or shock which I thought would be good for the body also, but I did not feel a shock to the body at all. It was just fluid and needed to congeal and for the moment my attending to it being solid was the only thing having it stay solid enough to get into bed. I was really sure if I tried to change clothes, I might not have been able to.
In bed, prone, the body and I could process the experience.
Before I read Georgia’s about Sunday and responded, telling her about my encounter, I was lying in bed on my back feeling them. I knew when I began to make things up imaginatively in my duality brain, but the experience was nonduality…completely nondual.
We were one just not a ‘we’ or ‘me’. ‘We’ were fluidity like a consciousness. A lot like moving through the water when I had on a deep-sea diving suit walking among the sand sharks on the bottom of the shallow ocean floor in Cape Cod only without the suit. I hope I never get over the fluidity of my body and their bodies as part of a structure that held us in that fluidity together. I just laid there. I hoped H would come back so I could share the miracle of it, but I had the feeling she was a little spooked so I didn’t call her. Lying in bed, my body felt like it had lost tons of weight, was so slim, and willowy. I realize now I was feeling the body without the pull of gravity…the real experience of weightlessness without feeling the weight of gravity. That feeling is gone now I am up awhile talking but the remembrance is there.
Then I tried to get back to normal to see if I could. I got my phone and responded to an email from E and a text with G, but all I wanted to do was capture the encounter. In hindsight, I am so amazed it was G and E I responded to before I quit trying, as the state of experience that I was in was so compelling.
The text message is below. I couldn’t stop smiling and I am smiling now. The most profound part of it happened this morning for me, however.
We shared our spirits or Spirit….no real equivalent in word structure. I only know as they passed through my part of the earth, I got to share my spirit with their spirit and that memory is still in my body today. I can feel now ‘spirit’ in my body. It was what had me able to ‘visit’ and ‘share’ space with them. That is what is so cool. My body is so different to me this morning. Something congealed that has me smile.
Russ addresses our family group as Elder Talking Spirits. That statement will never be the same for me now. I now experience my body as a Walking Spirit. We can talk about dimensionality and sentient intelligence as the intellectual structure that I think our minds need to comprehend. Human beings are having sensations that they do not realize are their dimensional natures restoring so they need a mental register, just like we mentally register having a body. I know I had accessibility to the encounter dimensionally in a more profound manner because H had been working dimensionally in her work in my course Your Emergent Self and reality was malleable, able to not be restricted in my own physiological capacity.
I will never know about some things that I ponder. Was the encounter planned in some higher intelligence than our own manner? Did the work in being in dimensional realms of which human beings are designed to participate that H is doing and my holding the space for that open a channel of connection. I am reminded of what another Emegent Self participant experienced. Similar to me actually. Humm? Nonetheless, I am not going to reduce this experience to mental degradation. I am going to be in my body’s spirit today and hopefully every day from now on.
All my understanding of what we call spirit which, for me, I have always equated ‘spirit’ to being ‘inspirited’, but this was absolute – ‘spirit’ for real. The word and the sentient register are now one.
Text between Tantra and G
Tantra: “I promise I am not kidding. H was there. I made contact with a spaceship in the Riverbend Hot Spring mineral pool and H had to keep me from drowning.”
G: Oooh, jealous!! ? Any conversations you remember??.
Tantra: It is awesome. Now I am lying down in bed. I can feel them. They are beautiful not in a way I can describe and I can’t close my eyes or I lose my balance lying down. The room is so different as if the walls and doors are liquid. I feel liquid. They aren’t like us. No idea about anything else. Different so different. No real contact like I would think in a movie. More like we are part of each other’s show somehow like doors and walls. I know I may not be making sense. But now I am not falling face forward in the hot pool it is really beautiful and like nothing I have ever experienced. So soft, porous, gentle, fluid… I think that is why I think they are beautiful. Maybe I’m like something added but I don’t have their attention but somehow I do.
G: Awwwww…. So lovely!
Tantra: It is. What a surprise. H pulled me out of the water. I seemed to be content under the water. She got me to sit on the edge. Turned around and I fell face forward in the water again content to not move under the water. Finally, after she got me out the second time I registered something was wrong and I might drown. I feel my brain lock into it/them sort of. It was like my brain got grabbed by the ship’s movement in space. Not really a ‘them’ then. Thanks for letting me share. Wanted to capture it for myself. A real first. Love you. See you this weekend.
G: How really special
and there is more…
The Seventh Dimension, written by Indigo Insight- what H was working with that day in Your Emergent Self.
“As we enter the higher dimensions beyond the sixth, we lose shape and form. The dimensions become more abstract and less easily described in human language. The seventh dimension is the realm of cosmic sound – not the vibratory patterns that we hear in the physical dimension, but the harmonics of creation. Seventh-dimensional consciousness is the place of the group consciousness the “We”. When you are experiencing any synergy between people it is the activation of the soul group that makes this possible. Many beings of light group together on this level to interact with the levels below. Many Extra-terrestrial beings are not singular in consciousness like humans but are a group or we consciousness. The Zeta are beings who have no concept of separation or individuality. Many angelic beings such as the higher principles group together on this level as one being in their interaction and communication with the lower levels. This is the dimension you go to, to communicate with your soul family. You can travel back to your original home planet through the energy of the soul group.”
H: I was not spooked, I went in a medical mode because of your body’s activity. I looked up when you showed me the ship and I saw something, a small light. What was significant is that like you, I felt a pull and it felt like a magnet. I heard a splash and I turned around and you were lying facedown in the water. At first I thought you were doing one of your bonding things but then it had been too long. I grabbed you and pulled you up. You told me you were in a trance or something. I said, “Let’s get you out of the water. Why don’t you sit on the side for a minute?” Once I thought you stable, I turned back to the sky. Within a minute or so there was another splash you were face down in the water again not moving. I saw your body look like it took a breath in the water and I worried you might have inhaled water. I pulled you up again and started talking to you, suggesting we put you on the lounge chair and out of the hot water. Together we got you onto the lounge chair. You kept letting me know your pulse was fine. You were nauseous. I was nauseous too. My solar plexus was on fire, but having to tend to you helped me stay focused and not get distracted by the strangeness of the situation.
Tantra: All I could concentrate on was my solar plexus. I needed to not vomit. I needed my solar plexus to be able for the connection I had experienced. I needed to give it a chance to restore its so above/so below capacity. I knew that was mandatory. I knew that this event was a Time event. I didn’t know at the time that my friend Anne in Ireland was the one in charge that day of Gathering Time Events until the next morning when I read it in our WhatsApp thread.
Tantra: I had been thinking about Anne all day yesterday. It was her day to do the Gathering of Time Events, the new reality occurring in Time. During the same experience at the same time, H and I had above, Anne had a similar response.
Anne had shared on WhatsApp: “Felt a strong wobble in the field. Holding you both in what is rising.”
I called her the next morning and she reported: Last night I couldn’t sleep. I was watching something upstairs so I would not disturb my husband. Between 4 and 4:30 am our time [9 and 9:50 pm our time when we were at Riverbend Hotsprings mineral pool watching a spaceship]. My husband woke, saw I was not in bed, and came to find me. He never usually does that. As I stood up from the seat I was in, my whole body literally swooned. Not like a faint or lightheaded. It was like my body was not anchored by gravity. I collapsed back unable to find equilibrium. It was a very strange experience. Discombobulated. Thankfully the seat is like a couch and it was a soft landing. I did hit my head on the wall, but it was not hard enough to hurt. Felt I needed to place in the Field, especially when I read this. ????
As we started to gather pieces people were experiencing at the same time across the world, the pieces clearly pointed to all of us being in a Time Event. I asked Lara to transcribe our recorded conversations.
Lara shared:
Congruent experience at the said hour of Tantra’s with H & Anne’s SpaceTimeShip Event at 4 AM Ireland Time/ 9 PM Mountain Time.
Was transcribing two calls concurrently at that time. One was scripting Kristin’s remembrance of breathing underwater.
The other was an IGG Observing of H’s in exploration/conversation with Tantra about the spinning axis of the Emergent Self at the center of a toroidal field in vital connectivity with all life. The 7th and 11th dimensions were highlighted.
and then I watched this and it all came together in the beauty of its entirety…a moment in time.
Transcript of Matias De Stephano’s youtube video, YOSOY 22022022.
Feel it as you read it out loud…
Remember
In the womb I heard the Voice calling me to birth.
All heart’s rhythm, it’s harmony vibrates in melodies, music illuminated expanding to the world.
My mind became emotion and created life.
I saw the deep beauty, wide along the road. I walked it North to South to find Me in the center.
Remembered my past, projected my future and enjoyed my presence.
I had my ups and downs but, I found my axis, no bad, no good. I was a rainbow. I became wise and loved unconditionally and manifested my dreams.
I resounded,
brighter, and saw who I Am,
a net of Matrix, a pattern of music, a web of existence.
Remember,
my dream is an idea that originates the thoughts of the world.
My eyes can see through you – your eyes can see through me.
WE are echoes of the great Universal symphony, resounding in the infinite to the rhythm of the heart.
Our existence is an eternal encounter, my intention is your existence. Your action is my essence.
We are both lovers remembering being One and our pulse is Creation Itself.
I AM you and you are me.
Remember,
Who you are with Me.
I AM the origin of life, the memory that lives in you.
Everyone you were, you are and will be.
I AM the Divine Spark that enlights your actions potentials, the beat that irradiates your light to the world.
I AM the pillars of existence, the path that leads to the only destiny, Oneself, here and now.
I AM the singing that resounds in each being’s voice, the breathing of consciousness.
Remember,
Unite the world’s web through time and space.
It is the moment to rebuild the dream.
Do you know you have a double helix that is an antiquated form of survival in our DNA? It is a BTCH! and often mistaken as human feelings.
Here’s what happens and is the cause of many a war and behind almost EVERY relationship dispute. Let me, before going further, take a breath and put in a non-sequester. Deb Merchant, who basically raised me into being able to move among human beings and not only enjoy it but love it, said we needed to write a Survival Manual for the Intuitively Aware. I could say easily say this is part of that. Who would I say the Intuitively Aware are – those that are aware intuitively that something is going on that is not in the mainstream conversation but essential to the cellular remembrance of paradise. Moving from primitive survival needs to expressions of love, affinity, and unity with all life. As a species, we are in an amazing transcendent possibility to transcend our primitive triggers that got our physiology to survive and now have that physiology be a home of thriving in paradise and having paradise ways…joy, fun, laughter, play, creativity, caring, sharing…etc…we didn’t start that way….by the way…and we have some archaic mechanisms to dismantle by no longer letting them have an effect on us.
In our DNA, there is a trigger mechanism that when our species was in a high survival mode was needed so we could keep moving fast when we were physically at risk and survive. What was this HIGH SURVIVAL MODALITY!
A DOUBLE HELIX IN OUR DNA THAT TRIGGERS
EXPECTATION
ANTICIPATION
When you are needing to survive in highly dangerous conditions as a beginning formulation of Creation, you must have a very primitive DNA operation to do that.
You expect the outer to meet your needs and if it doesn’t your DNA says…danger…fear…pain… and you react and respond accordingly.
You anticipate surviving so if the outer does not match what your DNA anticipates…yep! danger…fear…pain… and your primitive beginning responds accordingly.
This is long before the advanced mechanisms of your species’ nervous system [the parasympathetic/sympathetic] developed to fight, flight, freeze, calm…
Is it possible to see that as the timelines of evolution/devolution have become parallel paths at this point in the evolutionary survival of the next greater whole of our species? Our systems are now evolving emotionally, mentally, biologically and are starting to separate from the devolution timeline. Why? because we will go out of existence if we devolve into what once had us evolve. The very archaic mechanisms that had our beginning formations work for us now risk us devolving not evolving….now threaten our existence no longer forwarding our existence.
Recently, this morning actually, a family text spat met me as I opened my messages…There it was: EXPECTATION…
Unfulfilled…
NEWS FLASH!
UNFULFILLED EXPECTATION TRIGGERS DOUBLE HELIX!
…the expectation of another’s gratitude for one’s actions and not understanding why the other person did not behave in a way they understood THAT WOULD BE WHAT THEY EXPECTED. As an amoeba, it would have just fluttered away but, as a human, the need to be what we are designed to be as an advanced species overcoming our primitive beginnings had them reach out and share their ‘feelings’.
The beautiful part is this amazing person is exploring family and families have spats. S.P.A.T.S. Sometimes Particularly Actions Trigger Suddenly.
The DNA triggers the double helix. That is the mechanism in our DNA that runs counter to human affinity. There was no affinity needed as a feeling before feelings were considered feelings. Feelings were only survival triggers so that we could make if from primitive DNA, to a primitive nervous system, into the beginning of an advanced species capable of higher dynamics of being and being here than had existed before.
We reach out. We anticipate being received the way we want to be received…
THWARTED!
NEWS FLASH!
THWARTED ANTICIPATION TRIGGERS DOUBLE HELIX!
Bummer…
Took me almost 3 years to stop the double helix from triggering painfully in my system….so painfully I was frozen in pain for months sometimes. Still triggers but no longer am I caught in the pain, fear, and feeling of my feelings being in danger that comes with it. It abates…particularly because my conscious mind takes over and moves past it. I recognize it as a mechanism and I can see and am working on not letting something primitive I misidentified once as me cost me my affinity with this planet and her forms that I love so deeply…
I hesitated to write the last paragraph because I am not without feelings and working as hard as all of you working to transcend my planetary’s primitive gift this body of life. But …after 55 years of watching and working in the evolutionary consciousness of human beings, now I can tell we can support our primitive mechanisms evolution with our own evolving consciousness of being that many of you are experiencing.
“Our very bodies cannot be well as the future unfolds if we stay ignorant of the deep roots of new beginnings that are occurring” Tantra Maat
Before I start this missive, I want to thank my daughter for her research and personal experience and her fierce commitment to new cultural systems of Creation now seeding in the manure of our present civilization: nurturance as the new baseline of human beings…I can get behind that.
“This is just Life,” This is no longer relevant. “Life is changing and we are indeed moving into the next greater whole,” is relevant.
Listening to these young people 30 to 40 years younger than me, as a mystic and seer and a prophetess, I can ‘see’ the new systems of interpersonal relationships as a new culture of ‘human-being’ is rising. This compelled me to stop in my tracks in the midst of my insane day of needing to get everything done before I fly out tomorrow on Christmas Day…and write.
When we entered 2021, I could feel the higher consciousness of unity restoring itself here in the physical world. We are in the chaos of what is going out of existence and what is coming into existence, what is deconstructing and what is constructing, what is collapsing and what is expanding.
My daughter sent me this podcast. I am actually not sure why but as a consciousness linguist, hearing the field of consciousness that words are now evolving from is essential during these times. She has been using this word base in her sharing with me and I am grateful that I now have the activity of consciousness behind them. This podcast is brilliant.
While most of you might think you have no interest or need to know about the cultural shifts in gender consciousness, I say you do need to have that interest. Let’s start with my age cultural upbringing where gender was sex and role bias. Sex and roles dominated what society held gender to be.
Now let’s do a fast switch into spirituality – yin/yang, for instance – where the masculine and the feminine meet and have both/ and with diverse interests of expression. When I listened to this podcast, tears flowed freely down my face. This yin/yang restoration is coming into existence in their very speaking AND their listening.
In The Field of Tantra Maat, the activity of that field is unity-bias – the restoration of the union of the cosmos and the planetary, the spirit and the flesh, matter and energy, sacred and secular, etc…the yin and the yang… The exploration of these amazing writers is unity-consciousness…no one left out and no one left behind.
Ignorance is not productive…your sexual preferences, which probably a lot of people attach to the amazing exploration of gender consciousness, is not the topic of this podcast. Listening to what they are exploring as a culture of creation is. These new adults are coming out of trauma-based realities and exploring how to begin a new unity-based culture of nurturance. This podcast applies to every one of us. These amazing grownup Children of Creation are our wisdom elders now.
This is the November 10th post. The first post is What I have been observing lately in the human psyche and I listed three areas that I wanted to explore with you.
This is the second in a series of posts to support us moving through a debris field of consciousness into paradise on the other side. The area of exploration is: Leading with considerations – “yes, but…”
Now before we go on, it is important to have the right context for the conversation. I am not talking about the outside circumstantial world. There is certainly enough of that going on. I am addressing the inner consciousness of ‘human being’ that is going through dramatic upleveling of awakening. That is what I am supporting. That is my interest, my passion, my love affair with the human psyche. The human psyche carries the mind of the soul. The soul in this rendering is the collective paradise that we are designed to be the consciousness of.
…yes…and, in that, we are the ‘field’ within which the physical world rearranges its molecules, its atoms, its particles as a physical expression of the collective soul of paradise where we are standing whether it is here on earth, in our dreamwalks, or in our astral traveling. We are the embodiment – a field phenomenon of creation.
Ok..now that is out of the way.
I do not correct human behavior. I develop the mind of ‘human being’ to sustain and maintain its consciousness of Creation again. Have been doing that for over a half-century. Nothing has changed except there are two forms of reality now. One collapsing and one forming. The second one my interest has been created by all the work of consciousness that has been done prior to and during our being here. Super cool to be on the edge of new beginnings of mind, body, and spirit – spirit in this application is to be enspirited, lively, accentuated into a greater emotion of intimacy, ecstasy, passion, and peace.
Yes? Say “YES!” Thank you. Already beginning to dispel the flack of consciousness we are moving through.
This brings me to what I am presencing next. Even the greater minds still operate in ‘either/or’. Try that on. It is in my book, The Language of Creation. more thoroughly explored. In Creation, there is no ‘either/or’. That is a human concept. There is only ‘both/and’ in Creation. It is a matter of where we want to participate. This is very different than a ‘Truth’ out there to adhere to. Every Truth imaginable is available right now. This is what makes this dynamic so fantastic.
Moving up to the paragraph that starts with “…yes…and, in that…”, it is our consciousness and our capacity for our consciousness is what we will watch create pockets of paradise that Ken Carey wrote about in his book The Starseed Transmissions. We who have been involved in the Mimzy Project and in alliance with the popolo of Damanhur, Italy have been experiencing this messaging in The Starseed Transmission directly. Super cool.
Now let’s look at the image I posted as the headed in the first post.
Let’s imagine that is the flak of a dying limited consciousness. The definition of flak is 1: antiaircraft guns. 2: the bursting shells fired from flak. 3: criticism, opposition Example: She has taken a good deal of flak for espousing that view.—
Let look at this image flak…okay!? 🙂
One of the ways you recognize flak is through considerations…”Yep, but I don’t know if I am ready. Yeh, but it never happened before. Yes, but I don’t know if I can do it.”
All these considerations are based on the past. Sooooo….what do we do if we are moving into a new consciousness that is in a direct link with Creation itself. I don’t know if you realize it but considerations are human-made not Creation centric.
Now, I am only doing the baseline here. We will go over this much more deeply in I, Magi on Wednesday, the 17th because a Magi NEVER deals in Yes, Yep, Yeh, but!
As we move toward being part of shaping our unity with Creation where we ‘hear’ Creation and Creation ‘hears’ us, the HEART OF A MAGI, our mind and how we are listening to our thinking before we speak it into existence is going to matter. We are in streams of consciousness. In one, we are part of a new consciousness awakening and we are Self-studying and Self-training with our consciousness to be part of the new futures of existence rising.
There is no way to define Self. It is not personality. It is not the outside world and its influence on the personhood of the person. Self is your consciousness being aware of itself.
That is why this one little exercise of simply observing when you lead your response with a ‘consideration’ or you generate a ‘consideration’ when someone else is ‘informing the Field of Creation’ of which you are a part. Imagine going 120 miles an hour and saying something to someone that has them slam on the break. Ouch! Most human thought is to protect and defend themselves from what they think is already so. Where is the unity of Creation that operates on behalf of All Life here in that constant reaction to a tug on your consciousness seeking your input in the flow? To be aware of your thinking doing is to be conscious. Often called metacognition.
AND it is that awareness that has your consciousness awaken into what is missing, moving, and awakening. It is not I-centric figuring out what to do, but Creation-centric having input added to rearrange the molecular and particles into the next greater whole.
Why do you think that Creation no longer registers much of the thinking of human beings anymore? Human thoughts are like the rocks in the stream of Creation being washed here and there where the water happening to be moving. Imagine that you are a Conscious Self and you put your consciousness in with the stream of Creation and you are part of the flow and part of directing it in unity with the way the greater fields of consciousness are working. I know – a MOUTHFUL.
I, Magi!!!
Let’s conclude with a song for your inadequate mental conditioning that you often identify as you!
