The last twenty-four hours:
I woke at 4 am from a dream in this early morning. The dream was significant and had a result that I would’ve never expected. Between 3 am yesterday and 3 am today a higher octave event took place. At 3 am yesterday, I went out into my sacred circle held by 3 dragons, a 350-pound obsidian ball, and selenite. I was present to the first reading I would have in the morning. I was expanded beyond a certain tolerance point and I needed to become coherent. I was present to many more webbings present in the reading that went beyond the normal parameters within which a reading occurs. Sitting beside my young girl dragon, two dynamics were greatly present. One was I could feel, as I have been feeling in others, the greater nature of their design active in this 3D reality. Not out there somewhere. Here in real time, in the everyday. I knew that was what there would be to honor when the reading began.
Up until recently, the greater nature of a human being has not been able to be experienced. Our 3D playing field has been broken, in consciousness, from the greater dimensions of which we are a part. We have been in a broken system. But over the years, our longing to re-member our greater systems have been repairing the break as the greater systems have been doing what greater systems do to restore the original design of Creation where needed.
There was a compelling confusion that drove me out under moon lite sky to sort out what I was experiencing. Who was this person to Creation?
The second dynamic was even stronger. The sense was that I was in a highway of threads where my own life was intersecting with their life as well as with other connections we both had. I released my mental mind from its need to understand and surrendered myself into my sentient intelligence. I could not perceive because, without the person, I could not get the whole picture. But I knew what to do. I primed myself under the night sky into the higher octaves so that I could perceive as fully as possible when the consult began.
I shared what I was present to at the beginning of the consult. The threads of various connection points of my life and theirs unfolded. The greater activity of consciousness revealed itself in front of both of us. Puzzle pieces fell together. Our shared mind broke open beyond the limitation of what our everyday mind could perceive. We shared – startled and enlivened by the greater systems of unity revealing themselves right here right now in physical reality. No longer out there somewhere in our imaginations, but right here in our worldly activities. It was wonder full.
There seems to be more and more evidence that the greater systemic nature of higher vibrational realities is quickening. While this is for sure so, the mindset we were born into cannot perceive this.
Now that it is unfolding, the vibrational registers are missing that would have us perceive what is occurring. So Far. What is occurring feels nothing like we would’ve perceived and what is occurring lays beyond what we would’ve thought.
The closest word, in language, I can get to, to give us/me a way to track sentiently is in the word threads. Threads of energy that weave worlds into form. We call this reality.
These threads sometimes get broken and what gets woven is incomplete. It is only a matter of time, however, before the threads sort out the dilemma and begin to complete their part of the webbing of the greater systems.
When the threads get broken, the system begins to harm itself because it simply cannot yet be itself. That is where the higher activity of Creation is happening now. There is a re-membering –what we could call new threads. You can see the threads of harm are rising into our experience everywhere right now. Yet these threads, as they rise, also release the energetic suppression that has had the incompleteness of this creation stay hidden from view. The need to be all we came to be is a driving force of our existence right now. The craving of many human beings to return to what they remember has activated. In unity with the greater whole of which we are a part, a vibrational necessity is now taking the old threads of harm and re-weaving them into new complete systems of creation.
We haven’t been here before so I’m not quite sure how it’s all unfolding, but I am watching. It seems systemically as these threads of harm are released back into the energy of creation, the systemic nature of our consciousness is freed from these threads of harm. Released these threads can return to a complete system.
At this point in my tracking, it would seem there are levels within which this metamorphic resonance back into wholeness or whole system response is occurring. Since we are in its unfolding, this is as well as I can tell right now.
Either the threads of harm are released, are woven back into the person’s consciousness as reinforcement for a structure of identification that needs to constantly remember Harm. Or. These threads of harm release the energy from these memories or experience for new threads to be woven into new life patterns that are more complete.
What is it to be like to be where life is complete. To be complete life would be experienced where there is nothing missing, nothing left out. Wild thought, isn’t it?
Last night I had a dream of an insane asylum of all women. You could call the dream a nightmare because for sure the dream itself was. It was women raped by the orderlies that were supposed to be there to take care of them. They raped them on purpose. The women got pregnant and the children born of these rapes were sold on the black market. The dream dug down into my memories of rape. When we address the Me Too! movement, we sometimes miss that some of us came from cultures where overpowering a woman to have your way with her was considered a right. I came from one of those cultures. The dream pushed to the surface my own life where I was raped more than once, and I was not the only one. I was both gang-raped and date raped. The dream drove to the surface my own memories as I experienced the women in the dream. I felt my own broken threads and at the same time, I knew I was experiencing the collective broken threads of harm.
The dream was horrendous and did not complete until every possible horrendous scenario was experienced. Yet through it all, while I empathically felt the physical feelings of shame, helplessness, anguish, and terror, I was also the observer. I felt as if I was tracking something into completion so that that threads of harm would never have to exist here in this physical world again.
When I woke up the impact of the horrendous nature of what occurred was not present. What was present was a clean empty space. An entire webbing of harm had left my system so something more complete could take its place.
There is no way for me to convince the mental mind of this. So many human beings are ensnared by identities that are woven from the threads of harm. Many human beings reinforce the threads of harm without meaning to because they are the only thing they have ever had to identify with. It seems hard to believe in the face of the violent rapes that I experienced when I was young or the horror of Syria and the wanton destruction of people, that something could be happening that is picking up these threads as they are released and is weaving them back into the nature of creation. It is hard to believe that the webbing of the original design here is itself being restored back into the living web of life.
I am observing. I am watching. I am constantly startled by evidence of this higher recursion of wholeness being released into the essence of life that lies hidden in every trauma.
There is definitely an Event Horizon happening at this time. An Event Horizon is a moment when nothing can escape. It is a point in time where it is as if we are going through a black hole and we do not know what will be created on the other side of it. It is usually a cosmic event so that new systems of creation can rise.
What I do know is that broken threads are being re-woven on behalf of a higher octave. I can hear it. I feel it in my body and see it energetically through my Mind.
All trauma is suppressed life force energy. That is why human beings work so hard to heal. They want the life of their life force energy back.
I know I had this dream this morning and why I woke up this morning to write you was because of the Unity of Care Community Call last night. It was an unusual call. I could hear the facilitators. They were out past the edge. Why? Who knows. They have been changing and recalibrating in terms not yet invented in the human system of understanding.
I could feel a phenomenon on the call. Somehow, inadequately said, a higher vibrational organizing reality was present and picking up threads beyond their perception and beyond the perception of those on the call. I could feel a webbing of unity between human beings and the greater systems now coming online active in the call. I understand what it is to have the greater systems of higher consciousness take over. It happens every time I am in front of a room or on a call. It would happen in the space I held at the front of the conference room for the Shakti so that when beloved Sai Maa, a precious guru, could walk into the room. I had the room already be at a high enough octave for Her to activate realities that exist beyond human perception. Often referred to as the Divine.
I have become related to the release of my identity into the realities. I am familiar with the disorientation and the sense of no location that comes with shifting from identity to being part of a living field. You hear yourself talking but you are aware you are not in charge. That something else is occurring.
The minute I was on the call and Janice began speaking I felt them shifted into a higher playing field. It was not their identities or their points of view that were present. What was happening was the phenomenon of a higher octave. Simply said the energetic field they were in was happening in a higher vibrational norm. Some oceanic matrix of unity was present that held the field so that the higher frequencies of creation could prevail.
I was amazed that anyone could even speak. The words were disjointed. I could feel them struggling for their footing in the face of the shift of the frequency base they were in. I pulled myself off the call, so I was not the one responding to holding the field. They were able. 🙂 I could feel them, however. With my physical pressure was no longer present, I stayed present in another manner.
I felt a metastate of connection occur as they just kept responding to what they could get to until a metapoint, a point of unity, occurred between the participants on the call and the Mind of Creation. The doors opened into a higher recursion of reality. And in that. People began to share. I am aware that most of humanity cannot perceive of the greater realities of which they are a part. In the Spirals of Being, the participants are just now gaining awareness beyond the threads of harm that create incomplete systems. They are beginning to be ‘informed by the Field’. This is what had the creation of the Unity of Care Community call occur. A place for people to share held in a Field of Creation.
I know that I am speaking to what your conceptual mind is not yet capable of, but some part of you is in your higher intelligence and is responding to the greater truths of reality now unfolding. You are in the new threads of unfolding realities during these times that are not yet perceivable through your mental mind. Does that make it less real? Nope.
We are in an amazing time. Many people are experiencing things they cannot explain, having feelings that do not have words that are sufficient. Sometimes in this ‘between mind’ moment of no way to explain or understand, these new threads of consciousness are perceived as a void or as boredom.
It is so much more.
It is a vibrational pulse of threads of life being released from the tangled mess of trauma to be threaded back into the unified field of creation that gives us life.
The link to the March 7th, 2018 Unity of Care Community Telecall