We are at work in the second level of consciousness, Mind of Creation, that we are maturing through our time together. In May, we will work to mature [or evolve if that word can be kept out of its historic entrapment] the corpus callosum of our brain. This part of our brain in where the syntonization of the right and left brain functions take place. It is also where our biological structure that has not matured to meet our evolutionary needs is having a very difficult time. For me, bipolar is one of our evolutionary challenges, not a psychological disease.

Please take a minute and go to this website called the inner body. Look at everything between the corpus callosum and the pituitary. Get to know your corpus callosum, hypothalamus, your thalamus, your pituitary and your fornix.We will discuss this on May 5th when we begin our focused work to develop a direct link with our brain. When you go through the areas between the corpus callosum and the pituitary, think beyond the biochemical functions. Think from a perception of consciousness. What is the biological mechanism of your consciousness in your brain? For instance, isn’t it interesting that your nostril fibers and your optic fibers come together in the area often called in eastern tradition the third eye? What does that say about what is possible and what could be amiss without you being in a direct relationship with this extraordinary design of Creation?

To find this website was a godsend because I have been looking visuals to support our ability to get ‘into’ our brain and be ‘one with our brain’. Finally, in my metastate this morning, the patterning of our exploration came to me. I imagined I was walking through the metapoints duality/nonduality worksheet looking at what was coming into existence as something was going out of existence. I was looking at what was expanding as something was collapsing, and what was constructing as something was deconstructing. As I did this, I remembered the work I had given the Architects regarding percentages. In simple terms, ‘something’ cannot be all that is in existence or there would be no existence. Existence in the physical world includes thinking, feeling, sensing, etc. This is what fouls up affirmations and intentions because as something begins to come into existence, what is reflected upon is where it is not in existence, not where it is in existence. That is why percentages are so important as a brain exercise because you want something to come into existence only enough that it can sustain its existence in your reality but not to take over everything. This is why often people who win the lottery or have sudden fame broke inside because they have no ability to be both famous and not famous, wealthy and not wealthy. You must make peace with duality before you can gain entrance into the kingdom of nonduality. Our topic for May.

As I was meandering through my mind, I was doing the duality/nonduality worksheet in my thinking. I was thinking my contentment percentage being with my oldest son and his family who I have not been with for two years. Here was the thought, “I am 87% content and 13% is still misfiring.” I was so struck by the word misfiring because of a question I have been asking my inner awareness for some time. It wasn’t that I was 13% discontent which is usually how duality works here and where we begin to come into unity with the dual systems here. I realized that I was on the border of the next recursion of Being in which the baseline would be 100% content. What that means is that I would cross from duality into nonduality where metastates exist that become the ‘water of consciousness’ we start to exist in. We do not have the dual ‘state’ there where something has become embodied. For instance, I can tell as a state of being I exist in a metareality of happiness but I am not always happy. It means I can still find happiness in myself systemically even in my worst days where I am overcome with unhappiness as an emotion but not as a state of being.

What was the question I had been asking myself for some time? It is, “What is it I do?” I know what happens out of the work I do. The core nature of a human being begins to re-member itself as its extraordinary design.  This is the simplest way of saying it. It is why I keep working because I know that the core nature of a human being has been displaced by needing to belong to so many structures that have no interest in what a person is – only in what they do. I have rarely if ever answered the question, “What do you do?” I have often answered, “I give you what you don’t know you need.”

Somehow wandering around in the depth of my higher consciousness, the answer came. I woke fearful to say what it was. I found that interesting because the odds are people won’t understand what I do any more than they did before. It was just that it was so spot on. I have made a promise since the beginning of the year to not try to bridge to the popular reality of separation nor try to bridge to the perceptions connected to that reality. I promised to stay true to the reality of unity rising in the midst of the reality of separation we were born into. That doesn’t mean it isn’t challenging. But if I don’t state what I know to be real [in the Creation Exercises 3 ‘what I do is for me is] then how can I be there for others who find their language of creation and are able to finally language themselves as their direct link with Creation.

Here is what I found language for in the question, ‘what do I do’. As the language unfolded, I realized that a part of me that did not yet have language has always been completely aware that is what I do. I just didn’t have language for it. I want to restate there is what you do and what happens out of what you do which is for another day. What happens goes what beyond what I do. In my case what I do begins to reset the entire field within which the human beings exists so that they can ‘be themselves’. I am actually quite excited about getting the language and can’t wait to have that language in the second part of the Crystalline Grid activation because it will give others a way to be consciously conscious in their systems of Being also.

What I do:

I repair the firewall* between the sensitivities, sensations, and ‘bit‘s** of intelligence that exist in the person’s nature of Being and the personality framework that was created to survive in the reality of separation they were born into. Then I create a buffer made of their Being to regenerate the trauma of not being able to be in connection with themselves into the life force energy of their direct link with Creation.

*A firewall typically establishes a barrier between a trusted internal network and untrusted external network

**A bit (short for binary digit) is the smallest unit of data in a computer.

Use your imagination to see the correlate!

I have made this letter to you as part of my diary. I am so proud of the work we are doing. I love it when people work on behalf of themselves as well as the consciousness of all.

Do you see me dancing?!!!